{"version":"1.0.0","segments":[{"startTime":0.24,"endTime":0.44,"body":"Building"},{"startTime":0.44,"endTime":0.68,"body":"a"},{"startTime":0.68,"endTime":0.96,"body":"family"},{"startTime":0.96,"endTime":1.24,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1.24,"endTime":1.44,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1.44,"endTime":1.68,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1.68,"endTime":2.4,"body":"complicated,"},{"startTime":2.72,"endTime":3.36,"body":"messy,"},{"startTime":3.84,"endTime":4.48,"body":"lonely,"},{"startTime":4.72,"endTime":5.12,"body":"and"},{"startTime":5.2,"endTime":5.64,"body":"sometimes"},{"startTime":5.64,"endTime":6.24,"body":"heartbreaking"},{"startTime":6.24,"endTime":6.64,"body":"process."},{"startTime":7.52,"endTime":7.8,"body":"But"},{"startTime":7.8,"endTime":8.08,"body":"you"},{"startTime":8.08,"endTime":8.4,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":8.4,"endTime":8.52,"body":"have"},{"startTime":8.52,"endTime":8.68,"body":"to"},{"startTime":8.68,"endTime":9.2,"body":"navigate"},{"startTime":9.2,"endTime":9.48,"body":"this"},{"startTime":9.48,"endTime":10.08,"body":"challenging"},{"startTime":10.08,"endTime":10.48,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":10.48,"endTime":10.96,"body":"alone."},{"startTime":15.12,"endTime":15.56,"body":"Welcome"},{"startTime":15.56,"endTime":15.72,"body":"to"},{"startTime":15.72,"endTime":15.88,"body":"the"},{"startTime":15.88,"endTime":16.08,"body":"AllPaths"},{"startTime":16.4,"endTime":17,"body":"podcast,"},{"startTime":17,"endTime":17.24,"body":"where"},{"startTime":17.24,"endTime":17.44,"body":"we"},{"startTime":17.44,"endTime":17.72,"body":"support"},{"startTime":17.72,"endTime":17.96,"body":"and"},{"startTime":17.96,"endTime":18.48,"body":"celebrate"},{"startTime":18.48,"endTime":18.68,"body":"all"},{"startTime":18.68,"endTime":18.84,"body":"of"},{"startTime":18.84,"endTime":18.96,"body":"the"},{"startTime":18.96,"endTime":19.16,"body":"different"},{"startTime":19.16,"endTime":19.48,"body":"ways"},{"startTime":19.48,"endTime":19.68,"body":"there"},{"startTime":19.68,"endTime":19.88,"body":"are"},{"startTime":19.88,"endTime":20.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":20.08,"endTime":20.32,"body":"grow"},{"startTime":20.32,"endTime":20.56,"body":"your"},{"startTime":20.56,"endTime":20.88,"body":"family."},{"startTime":21.44,"endTime":21.8,"body":"We're"},{"startTime":21.8,"endTime":21.96,"body":"your"},{"startTime":21.96,"endTime":22.36,"body":"hosts,"},{"startTime":22.36,"endTime":22.72,"body":"Emily"},{"startTime":22.72,"endTime":22.92,"body":"and"},{"startTime":22.92,"endTime":23.32,"body":"Lauren"},{"startTime":23.32,"endTime":23.44,"body":"from"},{"startTime":23.44,"endTime":23.56,"body":"the"},{"startTime":23.56,"endTime":24.08,"body":"nonprofit"},{"startTime":24.08,"endTime":24.56,"body":"organization"},{"startTime":24.64,"endTime":25.28,"body":"AllPaths"},{"startTime":25.28,"endTime":25.56,"body":"Family"},{"startTime":25.56,"endTime":25.92,"body":"Building."},{"startTime":26.32,"endTime":26.6,"body":"And"},{"startTime":26.6,"endTime":26.8,"body":"today"},{"startTime":26.8,"endTime":27.08,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":27.08,"endTime":27.32,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":27.32,"endTime":27.48,"body":"with"},{"startTime":27.48,"endTime":28.12,"body":"Alisa"},{"startTime":28.12,"endTime":28.4,"body":"about"},{"startTime":28.4,"endTime":28.64,"body":"her"},{"startTime":28.64,"endTime":29,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":29,"endTime":29.28,"body":"and"},{"startTime":29.28,"endTime":29.6,"body":"work"},{"startTime":29.6,"endTime":29.8,"body":"in"},{"startTime":29.8,"endTime":29.96,"body":"this"},{"startTime":29.96,"endTime":30.24,"body":"space."},{"startTime":31.04,"endTime":31.6,"body":"Alisa,"},{"startTime":31.6,"endTime":31.88,"body":"thank"},{"startTime":31.88,"endTime":32,"body":"you"},{"startTime":32,"endTime":32.12,"body":"for"},{"startTime":32.12,"endTime":32.4,"body":"joining"},{"startTime":32.4,"endTime":32.6,"body":"us"},{"startTime":32.6,"endTime":32.88,"body":"today."},{"startTime":33.36,"endTime":33.68,"body":"Thank"},{"startTime":33.68,"endTime":33.8,"body":"you"},{"startTime":33.8,"endTime":33.92,"body":"so"},{"startTime":33.92,"endTime":34.04,"body":"much"},{"startTime":34.04,"endTime":34.2,"body":"for"},{"startTime":34.2,"endTime":34.36,"body":"having"},{"startTime":34.36,"endTime":34.52,"body":"me."},{"startTime":34.52,"endTime":34.72,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":34.72,"endTime":34.96,"body":"excited"},{"startTime":34.96,"endTime":35.28,"body":"here."},{"startTime":35.52,"endTime":35.88,"body":"We're"},{"startTime":35.88,"endTime":36.04,"body":"so"},{"startTime":36.04,"endTime":36.28,"body":"happy"},{"startTime":36.28,"endTime":36.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":36.4,"endTime":36.52,"body":"have"},{"startTime":36.52,"endTime":36.8,"body":"you."},{"startTime":37.2,"endTime":37.52,"body":"Before"},{"startTime":37.52,"endTime":37.72,"body":"we"},{"startTime":37.72,"endTime":37.88,"body":"get"},{"startTime":37.88,"endTime":38.04,"body":"into"},{"startTime":38.04,"endTime":38.2,"body":"your"},{"startTime":38.2,"endTime":38.48,"body":"story,"},{"startTime":38.88,"endTime":39.28,"body":"we'd"},{"startTime":39.28,"endTime":39.4,"body":"love"},{"startTime":39.4,"endTime":39.52,"body":"for"},{"startTime":39.52,"endTime":39.6,"body":"you"},{"startTime":39.6,"endTime":39.72,"body":"to"},{"startTime":39.72,"endTime":40.04,"body":"introduce"},{"startTime":40.04,"endTime":40.4,"body":"yourself"},{"startTime":40.4,"endTime":40.6,"body":"for"},{"startTime":40.6,"endTime":40.76,"body":"our"},{"startTime":40.76,"endTime":41.28,"body":"listeners."},{"startTime":41.84,"endTime":42.24,"body":"Sure."},{"startTime":42.72,"endTime":43.08,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":43.08,"endTime":43.6,"body":"Alisa."},{"startTime":43.6,"endTime":43.84,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":43.84,"endTime":43.96,"body":"a"},{"startTime":43.96,"endTime":44.44,"body":"licensed"},{"startTime":44.44,"endTime":44.92,"body":"independent"},{"startTime":44.92,"endTime":45.28,"body":"clinical"},{"startTime":45.28,"endTime":45.56,"body":"social"},{"startTime":45.56,"endTime":45.96,"body":"worker"},{"startTime":45.96,"endTime":46.08,"body":"in"},{"startTime":46.08,"endTime":46.16,"body":"the"},{"startTime":46.16,"endTime":46.28,"body":"state"},{"startTime":46.28,"endTime":46.479,"body":"of"},{"startTime":46.479,"endTime":47.2,"body":"Massachusetts."},{"startTime":47.84,"endTime":48.12,"body":"I"},{"startTime":48.12,"endTime":48.32,"body":"have"},{"startTime":48.32,"endTime":48.64,"body":"both"},{"startTime":48.64,"endTime":49.16,"body":"professional"},{"startTime":49.16,"endTime":49.36,"body":"and"},{"startTime":49.36,"endTime":49.64,"body":"personal"},{"startTime":49.64,"endTime":49.96,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":49.96,"endTime":50.24,"body":"which"},{"startTime":50.24,"endTime":50.4,"body":"I"},{"startTime":50.4,"endTime":50.52,"body":"know"},{"startTime":50.52,"endTime":50.76,"body":"we'll"},{"startTime":50.76,"endTime":50.92,"body":"get"},{"startTime":50.92,"endTime":51.16,"body":"into,"},{"startTime":51.16,"endTime":51.52,"body":"but"},{"startTime":51.84,"endTime":52.12,"body":"in"},{"startTime":52.12,"endTime":52.32,"body":"this"},{"startTime":52.32,"endTime":52.64,"body":"space."},{"startTime":52.8,"endTime":53.12,"body":"So"},{"startTime":53.12,"endTime":53.36,"body":"my"},{"startTime":53.36,"endTime":53.76,"body":"practice,"},{"startTime":53.76,"endTime":53.92,"body":"I"},{"startTime":53.92,"endTime":54.04,"body":"have"},{"startTime":54.04,"endTime":54.16,"body":"a"},{"startTime":54.16,"endTime":54.36,"body":"private"},{"startTime":54.36,"endTime":54.76,"body":"practice,"},{"startTime":54.76,"endTime":55.12,"body":"Harmony"},{"startTime":55.12,"endTime":55.44,"body":"Within,"},{"startTime":55.92,"endTime":56.2,"body":"and"},{"startTime":56.2,"endTime":56.4,"body":"we"},{"startTime":56.4,"endTime":57,"body":"specialize"},{"startTime":57,"endTime":57.32,"body":"in"},{"startTime":57.32,"endTime":57.6,"body":"working"},{"startTime":57.6,"endTime":57.84,"body":"with"},{"startTime":57.84,"endTime":58.56,"body":"individuals"},{"startTime":58.56,"endTime":59.2,"body":"navigating"},{"startTime":59.28,"endTime":60,"body":"infertility,"},{"startTime":60,"endTime":60.68,"body":"pregnancy"},{"startTime":60.68,"endTime":60.96,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":61.36,"endTime":62.24,"body":"reproductive"},{"startTime":62.54,"endTime":62.78,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":62.78,"endTime":63.02,"body":"health,"},{"startTime":63.74,"endTime":63.98,"body":"and"},{"startTime":63.98,"endTime":64.1,"body":"then"},{"startTime":64.1,"endTime":64.7,"body":"perinatal"},{"startTime":64.7,"endTime":64.94,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":64.94,"endTime":65.18,"body":"health"},{"startTime":65.58,"endTime":65.86,"body":"and"},{"startTime":65.86,"endTime":66.42,"body":"maternal"},{"startTime":66.42,"endTime":66.78,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":66.78,"endTime":66.94,"body":"health"},{"startTime":66.94,"endTime":67.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":67.18,"endTime":67.38,"body":"the"},{"startTime":67.38,"endTime":67.66,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":67.66,"endTime":67.82,"body":"and"},{"startTime":67.82,"endTime":67.94,"body":"the"},{"startTime":67.94,"endTime":68.18,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":68.18,"endTime":68.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":68.46,"endTime":68.66,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":68.66,"endTime":68.82,"body":"of"},{"startTime":68.82,"endTime":68.98,"body":"all"},{"startTime":68.98,"endTime":69.14,"body":"the"},{"startTime":69.14,"endTime":69.34,"body":"things"},{"startTime":69.34,"endTime":69.66,"body":"that"},{"startTime":69.66,"endTime":69.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":69.94,"endTime":70.14,"body":"come"},{"startTime":70.14,"endTime":70.42,"body":"with"},{"startTime":70.42,"endTime":70.7,"body":"that"},{"startTime":70.7,"endTime":71.02,"body":"experience."},{"startTime":72.62,"endTime":73.18,"body":"Wonderful."},{"startTime":73.18,"endTime":73.46,"body":"We've"},{"startTime":73.46,"endTime":73.58,"body":"got"},{"startTime":73.58,"endTime":73.66,"body":"a"},{"startTime":73.66,"endTime":73.78,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":73.78,"endTime":73.9,"body":"to"},{"startTime":73.9,"endTime":74.02,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":74.02,"endTime":74.22,"body":"about"},{"startTime":74.22,"endTime":74.54,"body":"today."},{"startTime":74.78,"endTime":75.22,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":75.22,"endTime":75.66,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":76.14,"endTime":76.54,"body":"So"},{"startTime":76.86,"endTime":77.14,"body":"can"},{"startTime":77.14,"endTime":77.3,"body":"you"},{"startTime":77.3,"endTime":77.42,"body":"tell"},{"startTime":77.42,"endTime":77.5,"body":"us"},{"startTime":77.5,"endTime":77.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":77.58,"endTime":77.7,"body":"little"},{"startTime":77.7,"endTime":77.82,"body":"bit"},{"startTime":77.82,"endTime":77.98,"body":"about"},{"startTime":77.98,"endTime":78.299,"body":"your"},{"startTime":78.299,"endTime":78.659,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":78.659,"endTime":78.82,"body":"to"},{"startTime":78.82,"endTime":79.14,"body":"starting"},{"startTime":79.14,"endTime":79.26,"body":"a"},{"startTime":79.26,"endTime":79.5,"body":"family?"},{"startTime":79.58,"endTime":79.9,"body":"Where"},{"startTime":79.9,"endTime":80.1,"body":"did"},{"startTime":80.1,"endTime":80.26,"body":"that"},{"startTime":80.26,"endTime":80.42,"body":"all"},{"startTime":80.42,"endTime":80.78,"body":"begin?"},{"startTime":81.34,"endTime":81.9,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":82.38,"endTime":82.78,"body":"So"},{"startTime":83.1,"endTime":83.46,"body":"my"},{"startTime":83.46,"endTime":83.86,"body":"husband"},{"startTime":83.86,"endTime":83.98,"body":"and"},{"startTime":83.98,"endTime":84.1,"body":"I"},{"startTime":84.1,"endTime":84.26,"body":"were"},{"startTime":84.26,"endTime":84.38,"body":"high"},{"startTime":84.38,"endTime":84.5,"body":"school"},{"startTime":84.5,"endTime":85.1,"body":"sweethearts,"},{"startTime":85.18,"endTime":85.42,"body":"so"},{"startTime":85.42,"endTime":85.54,"body":"we"},{"startTime":85.54,"endTime":85.78,"body":"had,"},{"startTime":85.78,"endTime":86.06,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":86.06,"endTime":86.26,"body":"one"},{"startTime":86.26,"endTime":86.42,"body":"of"},{"startTime":86.42,"endTime":86.66,"body":"those."},{"startTime":86.66,"endTime":86.86,"body":"One"},{"startTime":86.86,"endTime":86.94,"body":"of"},{"startTime":86.94,"endTime":87.1,"body":"the"},{"startTime":87.1,"endTime":87.42,"body":"stories,"},{"startTime":87.42,"endTime":87.62,"body":"you"},{"startTime":87.62,"endTime":87.78,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":87.78,"endTime":88.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":88.38,"endTime":88.86,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":89.26,"endTime":89.58,"body":"very"},{"startTime":89.58,"endTime":90.1,"body":"kismic"},{"startTime":90.1,"endTime":90.26,"body":"and"},{"startTime":90.26,"endTime":90.78,"body":"wonderful."},{"startTime":90.78,"endTime":91.18,"body":"And"},{"startTime":91.5,"endTime":91.9,"body":"we"},{"startTime":92.37,"endTime":92.53,"body":"started"},{"startTime":92.53,"endTime":92.81,"body":"dating"},{"startTime":92.81,"endTime":92.97,"body":"our"},{"startTime":92.97,"endTime":93.25,"body":"senior"},{"startTime":93.25,"endTime":93.37,"body":"of"},{"startTime":93.37,"endTime":93.53,"body":"high"},{"startTime":93.53,"endTime":93.77,"body":"school,"},{"startTime":93.77,"endTime":94.01,"body":"and"},{"startTime":94.01,"endTime":94.17,"body":"we"},{"startTime":94.17,"endTime":94.41,"body":"got"},{"startTime":94.41,"endTime":94.81,"body":"married"},{"startTime":94.81,"endTime":95.01,"body":"10"},{"startTime":95.01,"endTime":95.25,"body":"years"},{"startTime":95.25,"endTime":95.57,"body":"later."},{"startTime":95.89,"endTime":96.29,"body":"And"},{"startTime":97.09,"endTime":97.37,"body":"I"},{"startTime":97.37,"endTime":97.53,"body":"went"},{"startTime":97.53,"endTime":97.69,"body":"to"},{"startTime":97.69,"endTime":97.97,"body":"grad"},{"startTime":97.97,"endTime":98.17,"body":"school,"},{"startTime":98.17,"endTime":98.33,"body":"and"},{"startTime":98.33,"endTime":98.53,"body":"I"},{"startTime":98.53,"endTime":98.73,"body":"just"},{"startTime":98.73,"endTime":99.05,"body":"finished"},{"startTime":99.05,"endTime":99.29,"body":"grad"},{"startTime":99.29,"endTime":99.57,"body":"school,"},{"startTime":99.81,"endTime":100.13,"body":"and"},{"startTime":100.13,"endTime":100.33,"body":"we"},{"startTime":100.33,"endTime":100.49,"body":"were"},{"startTime":100.49,"endTime":100.69,"body":"looking"},{"startTime":100.69,"endTime":100.89,"body":"for"},{"startTime":100.89,"endTime":101.05,"body":"a"},{"startTime":101.05,"endTime":101.33,"body":"home,"},{"startTime":101.41,"endTime":101.65,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":101.65,"endTime":101.77,"body":"of"},{"startTime":101.77,"endTime":101.97,"body":"all"},{"startTime":101.97,"endTime":102.29,"body":"the"},{"startTime":102.37,"endTime":103.01,"body":"steps."},{"startTime":103.01,"endTime":103.33,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":103.33,"endTime":103.53,"body":"That"},{"startTime":103.53,"endTime":103.73,"body":"people"},{"startTime":103.73,"endTime":104.05,"body":"take."},{"startTime":104.77,"endTime":105.17,"body":"And"},{"startTime":105.33,"endTime":105.69,"body":"we"},{"startTime":105.69,"endTime":105.97,"body":"started"},{"startTime":105.97,"endTime":106.29,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":106.29,"endTime":106.61,"body":"about"},{"startTime":106.61,"endTime":106.93,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":106.93,"endTime":107.13,"body":"to"},{"startTime":107.13,"endTime":107.33,"body":"start"},{"startTime":107.33,"endTime":107.53,"body":"a"},{"startTime":107.53,"endTime":107.81,"body":"family."},{"startTime":108.209,"endTime":108.53,"body":"And"},{"startTime":108.53,"endTime":108.85,"body":"we"},{"startTime":109.33,"endTime":109.65,"body":"did"},{"startTime":109.65,"endTime":109.93,"body":"that"},{"startTime":109.93,"endTime":110.21,"body":"and"},{"startTime":110.21,"endTime":110.45,"body":"got"},{"startTime":110.45,"endTime":110.89,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":110.89,"endTime":111.13,"body":"right"},{"startTime":111.13,"endTime":111.41,"body":"away."},{"startTime":111.73,"endTime":112.13,"body":"And"},{"startTime":112.45,"endTime":112.77,"body":"it"},{"startTime":112.77,"endTime":113.01,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":113.01,"endTime":113.13,"body":"like"},{"startTime":113.13,"endTime":113.29,"body":"the"},{"startTime":113.29,"endTime":113.49,"body":"story"},{"startTime":113.49,"endTime":113.69,"body":"was"},{"startTime":113.69,"endTime":113.97,"body":"going"},{"startTime":114.45,"endTime":115.17,"body":"exactly"},{"startTime":115.17,"endTime":115.53,"body":"as"},{"startTime":115.53,"endTime":115.81,"body":"it"},{"startTime":115.81,"endTime":116.13,"body":"was"},{"startTime":116.45,"endTime":116.97,"body":"supposed"},{"startTime":116.97,"endTime":117.25,"body":"to."},{"startTime":117.98,"endTime":118.22,"body":"We"},{"startTime":118.38,"endTime":118.74,"body":"bought"},{"startTime":118.74,"endTime":118.9,"body":"our"},{"startTime":118.9,"endTime":119.18,"body":"home"},{"startTime":119.18,"endTime":119.46,"body":"in"},{"startTime":119.46,"endTime":119.74,"body":"late"},{"startTime":120.14,"endTime":121.1,"body":"2015,"},{"startTime":121.5,"endTime":121.9,"body":"and"},{"startTime":122.22,"endTime":122.5,"body":"by"},{"startTime":122.5,"endTime":122.78,"body":"early"},{"startTime":122.78,"endTime":123.58,"body":"2016,"},{"startTime":123.74,"endTime":124.1,"body":"I"},{"startTime":124.1,"endTime":124.34,"body":"had"},{"startTime":124.34,"endTime":124.5,"body":"a"},{"startTime":124.5,"endTime":124.82,"body":"natural"},{"startTime":124.82,"endTime":125.34,"body":"miscarriage"},{"startTime":125.34,"endTime":125.46,"body":"at"},{"startTime":125.46,"endTime":125.74,"body":"11"},{"startTime":125.74,"endTime":126.06,"body":"weeks"},{"startTime":126.06,"endTime":126.54,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":127.5,"endTime":127.9,"body":"and"},{"startTime":128.22,"endTime":128.62,"body":"then"},{"startTime":128.62,"endTime":128.9,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":128.9,"endTime":129.06,"body":"of"},{"startTime":129.06,"endTime":129.38,"body":"entered"},{"startTime":129.38,"endTime":129.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":129.58,"endTime":129.9,"body":"world"},{"startTime":129.9,"endTime":130.22,"body":"of"},{"startTime":130.22,"endTime":130.82,"body":"infertility"},{"startTime":130.82,"endTime":131.14,"body":"for"},{"startTime":131.14,"endTime":131.5,"body":"18"},{"startTime":131.5,"endTime":131.9,"body":"months"},{"startTime":132.06,"endTime":132.34,"body":"in"},{"startTime":132.34,"endTime":132.62,"body":"between"},{"startTime":132.7,"endTime":133.02,"body":"my"},{"startTime":133.02,"endTime":133.26,"body":"first"},{"startTime":133.26,"endTime":133.54,"body":"and"},{"startTime":133.54,"endTime":133.899,"body":"second"},{"startTime":133.899,"endTime":134.62,"body":"pregnancy,"},{"startTime":135.1,"endTime":135.42,"body":"got"},{"startTime":135.42,"endTime":135.82,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":135.82,"endTime":136.14,"body":"again"},{"startTime":136.54,"endTime":136.94,"body":"18"},{"startTime":137.02,"endTime":137.34,"body":"months"},{"startTime":137.34,"endTime":137.66,"body":"later,"},{"startTime":138.3,"endTime":138.58,"body":"and"},{"startTime":138.58,"endTime":138.78,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":138.78,"endTime":138.94,"body":"stuff"},{"startTime":138.94,"endTime":139.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":139.06,"endTime":139.34,"body":"happened"},{"startTime":139.34,"endTime":139.42,"body":"in"},{"startTime":139.42,"endTime":139.58,"body":"between"},{"startTime":139.58,"endTime":139.78,"body":"there"},{"startTime":139.78,"endTime":139.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":139.94,"endTime":140.14,"body":"I'll"},{"startTime":140.14,"endTime":140.3,"body":"share"},{"startTime":140.3,"endTime":140.5,"body":"as"},{"startTime":140.5,"endTime":140.7,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":140.7,"endTime":141.02,"body":"but"},{"startTime":141.5,"endTime":141.82,"body":"got"},{"startTime":141.82,"endTime":142.18,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":142.18,"endTime":142.42,"body":"18"},{"startTime":142.42,"endTime":142.7,"body":"months"},{"startTime":142.7,"endTime":142.94,"body":"later"},{"startTime":142.94,"endTime":143.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":143.18,"endTime":143.46,"body":"then"},{"startTime":143.46,"endTime":143.86,"body":"suffered"},{"startTime":143.86,"endTime":144.06,"body":"another"},{"startTime":144.06,"endTime":144.78,"body":"miscarriage"},{"startTime":145.71,"endTime":145.87,"body":"at"},{"startTime":145.87,"endTime":146.11,"body":"seven"},{"startTime":146.11,"endTime":146.39,"body":"weeks"},{"startTime":146.39,"endTime":146.91,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":147.39,"endTime":147.67,"body":"in"},{"startTime":147.67,"endTime":147.95,"body":"between"},{"startTime":148.35,"endTime":148.75,"body":"our"},{"startTime":149.07,"endTime":149.87,"body":"pregnancies."},{"startTime":150.75,"endTime":151.15,"body":"We"},{"startTime":151.39,"endTime":151.67,"body":"had"},{"startTime":151.67,"endTime":151.83,"body":"the"},{"startTime":151.83,"endTime":152.51,"body":"opportunity"},{"startTime":152.59,"endTime":153.27,"body":"overnight"},{"startTime":153.27,"endTime":153.63,"body":"and"},{"startTime":153.87,"endTime":154.23,"body":"really"},{"startTime":154.23,"endTime":154.47,"body":"out"},{"startTime":154.47,"endTime":154.63,"body":"of"},{"startTime":154.63,"endTime":155.15,"body":"nowhere"},{"startTime":155.23,"endTime":155.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":155.51,"endTime":155.71,"body":"become"},{"startTime":155.71,"endTime":156.15,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":156.15,"endTime":156.55,"body":"parents"},{"startTime":156.55,"endTime":156.87,"body":"to"},{"startTime":156.87,"endTime":157.23,"body":"a"},{"startTime":157.23,"endTime":157.87,"body":"kinship"},{"startTime":157.87,"endTime":158.51,"body":"placement."},{"startTime":159.39,"endTime":159.63,"body":"So"},{"startTime":159.63,"endTime":159.79,"body":"we"},{"startTime":159.79,"endTime":160.15,"body":"stepped"},{"startTime":160.15,"endTime":160.35,"body":"forward"},{"startTime":160.35,"endTime":160.59,"body":"and"},{"startTime":160.59,"endTime":160.83,"body":"took"},{"startTime":160.83,"endTime":161.15,"body":"in"},{"startTime":161.15,"endTime":161.549,"body":"a"},{"startTime":161.63,"endTime":161.95,"body":"family"},{"startTime":161.95,"endTime":162.43,"body":"member's"},{"startTime":162.43,"endTime":162.71,"body":"child."},{"startTime":162.71,"endTime":162.91,"body":"She"},{"startTime":162.91,"endTime":163.03,"body":"was"},{"startTime":163.03,"endTime":163.19,"body":"two"},{"startTime":163.19,"endTime":163.35,"body":"and"},{"startTime":163.35,"endTime":163.47,"body":"a"},{"startTime":163.47,"endTime":163.63,"body":"half,"},{"startTime":163.63,"endTime":163.83,"body":"and"},{"startTime":163.83,"endTime":163.99,"body":"she"},{"startTime":163.99,"endTime":164.19,"body":"lived"},{"startTime":164.19,"endTime":164.31,"body":"with"},{"startTime":164.31,"endTime":164.47,"body":"us"},{"startTime":164.47,"endTime":164.63,"body":"for"},{"startTime":164.63,"endTime":164.83,"body":"over"},{"startTime":164.83,"endTime":165.03,"body":"a"},{"startTime":165.03,"endTime":165.31,"body":"year."},{"startTime":165.87,"endTime":166.27,"body":"So"},{"startTime":166.35,"endTime":166.71,"body":"almost"},{"startTime":166.71,"endTime":166.99,"body":"my"},{"startTime":166.99,"endTime":167.39,"body":"entire"},{"startTime":167.39,"endTime":168.11,"body":"infertility"},{"startTime":168.27,"endTime":168.83,"body":"journey."},{"startTime":168.91,"endTime":169.23,"body":"She"},{"startTime":169.23,"endTime":169.43,"body":"was"},{"startTime":169.43,"endTime":169.59,"body":"with"},{"startTime":169.59,"endTime":169.87,"body":"us."},{"startTime":170.35,"endTime":170.67,"body":"We"},{"startTime":170.67,"endTime":171.15,"body":"suffered"},{"startTime":171.23,"endTime":171.51,"body":"our"},{"startTime":171.51,"endTime":171.79,"body":"second"},{"startTime":172.51,"endTime":173.07,"body":"miscarriage"},{"startTime":173.07,"endTime":173.63,"body":"happened"},{"startTime":173.71,"endTime":173.99,"body":"while"},{"startTime":173.99,"endTime":174.15,"body":"she"},{"startTime":174.15,"endTime":174.31,"body":"was"},{"startTime":174.31,"endTime":174.47,"body":"in"},{"startTime":174.47,"endTime":174.63,"body":"our"},{"startTime":174.63,"endTime":174.91,"body":"care."},{"startTime":175.63,"endTime":175.95,"body":"She"},{"startTime":175.95,"endTime":176.59,"body":"reunified"},{"startTime":176.59,"endTime":176.87,"body":"with"},{"startTime":176.87,"endTime":177.07,"body":"her"},{"startTime":177.07,"endTime":177.39,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":177.39,"endTime":177.71,"body":"which"},{"startTime":177.71,"endTime":177.91,"body":"is"},{"startTime":177.91,"endTime":178.19,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":178.19,"endTime":178.35,"body":"and"},{"startTime":178.35,"endTime":178.91,"body":"wonderful."},{"startTime":178.91,"endTime":179.31,"body":"And"},{"startTime":179.55,"endTime":179.83,"body":"we"},{"startTime":179.83,"endTime":179.99,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":179.99,"endTime":180.11,"body":"of"},{"startTime":180.11,"endTime":180.27,"body":"had"},{"startTime":180.27,"endTime":180.43,"body":"a"},{"startTime":180.43,"endTime":180.71,"body":"moment"},{"startTime":180.71,"endTime":180.99,"body":"of"},{"startTime":181.71,"endTime":181.99,"body":"we"},{"startTime":181.99,"endTime":182.19,"body":"really"},{"startTime":182.19,"endTime":182.39,"body":"want"},{"startTime":182.39,"endTime":182.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":182.51,"endTime":182.67,"body":"be"},{"startTime":182.67,"endTime":183.07,"body":"parents."},{"startTime":183.31,"endTime":183.59,"body":"And"},{"startTime":183.59,"endTime":183.87,"body":"we"},{"startTime":184.83,"endTime":185.15,"body":"had"},{"startTime":185.15,"endTime":185.35,"body":"the"},{"startTime":185.35,"endTime":185.55,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":185.55,"endTime":185.79,"body":"of"},{"startTime":185.79,"endTime":186.11,"body":"her"},{"startTime":186.11,"endTime":186.39,"body":"as"},{"startTime":186.39,"endTime":186.63,"body":"well."},{"startTime":186.63,"endTime":186.99,"body":"Right,"},{"startTime":186.99,"endTime":187.27,"body":"right."},{"startTime":187.27,"endTime":187.55,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":187.55,"endTime":187.63,"body":"a"},{"startTime":187.63,"endTime":187.71,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":187.71,"endTime":187.87,"body":"of"},{"startTime":187.87,"endTime":188.189,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":188.189,"endTime":188.55,"body":"to"},{"startTime":188.55,"endTime":188.79,"body":"deal."},{"startTime":188.79,"endTime":189.03,"body":"With"},{"startTime":189.03,"endTime":189.27,"body":"on"},{"startTime":189.27,"endTime":189.43,"body":"top"},{"startTime":189.43,"endTime":189.55,"body":"of"},{"startTime":189.55,"endTime":189.63,"body":"that."},{"startTime":189.63,"endTime":189.83,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":189.83,"endTime":190.19,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":190.43,"endTime":190.83,"body":"yeah."},{"startTime":190.83,"endTime":190.99,"body":"So"},{"startTime":190.99,"endTime":191.11,"body":"we"},{"startTime":191.11,"endTime":191.23,"body":"had"},{"startTime":191.23,"endTime":191.31,"body":"the"},{"startTime":191.31,"endTime":191.43,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":191.43,"endTime":191.59,"body":"of"},{"startTime":191.59,"endTime":191.75,"body":"her"},{"startTime":191.75,"endTime":191.99,"body":"while,"},{"startTime":191.99,"endTime":192.23,"body":"you"},{"startTime":192.23,"endTime":192.47,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":192.47,"endTime":192.99,"body":"navigating"},{"startTime":192.99,"endTime":193.19,"body":"our"},{"startTime":193.19,"endTime":193.71,"body":"infertility."},{"startTime":193.95,"endTime":194.23,"body":"So"},{"startTime":194.23,"endTime":194.35,"body":"the"},{"startTime":194.35,"endTime":194.79,"body":"conversation"},{"startTime":194.79,"endTime":195.23,"body":"shifted."},{"startTime":195.23,"endTime":195.47,"body":"We"},{"startTime":195.47,"endTime":195.67,"body":"want"},{"startTime":195.67,"endTime":195.79,"body":"to"},{"startTime":195.79,"endTime":195.91,"body":"be"},{"startTime":195.91,"endTime":196.35,"body":"parents."},{"startTime":196.43,"endTime":196.83,"body":"And"},{"startTime":197.15,"endTime":197.43,"body":"then"},{"startTime":197.43,"endTime":197.63,"body":"we"},{"startTime":197.63,"endTime":198.03,"body":"decided"},{"startTime":198.03,"endTime":198.27,"body":"to"},{"startTime":198.27,"endTime":198.71,"body":"pursue"},{"startTime":198.71,"endTime":199.23,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":199.63,"endTime":199.91,"body":"So"},{"startTime":199.91,"endTime":200.11,"body":"she"},{"startTime":200.11,"endTime":200.31,"body":"left"},{"startTime":200.31,"endTime":200.51,"body":"our"},{"startTime":200.51,"endTime":200.75,"body":"home"},{"startTime":200.75,"endTime":200.99,"body":"in"},{"startTime":200.99,"endTime":201.31,"body":"March"},{"startTime":201.31,"endTime":201.63,"body":"of"},{"startTime":201.63,"endTime":202.43,"body":"2018,"},{"startTime":202.59,"endTime":202.87,"body":"and"},{"startTime":202.87,"endTime":203.07,"body":"by"},{"startTime":203.07,"endTime":203.39,"body":"July"},{"startTime":203.55,"endTime":203.95,"body":"20,"},{"startTime":204.65,"endTime":204.81,"body":"our"},{"startTime":204.81,"endTime":205.05,"body":"first"},{"startTime":205.05,"endTime":205.45,"body":"son"},{"startTime":205.45,"endTime":205.77,"body":"was"},{"startTime":205.77,"endTime":206.13,"body":"placed"},{"startTime":206.13,"endTime":206.25,"body":"with"},{"startTime":206.25,"endTime":206.41,"body":"us"},{"startTime":206.41,"endTime":206.69,"body":"via"},{"startTime":206.69,"endTime":206.93,"body":"private"},{"startTime":206.93,"endTime":207.61,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":208.25,"endTime":208.53,"body":"And"},{"startTime":208.53,"endTime":208.81,"body":"then"},{"startTime":209.29,"endTime":209.61,"body":"in"},{"startTime":209.61,"endTime":210.41,"body":"2021,"},{"startTime":210.41,"endTime":210.61,"body":"we"},{"startTime":210.61,"endTime":211.09,"body":"adopted"},{"startTime":211.09,"endTime":211.33,"body":"our"},{"startTime":211.33,"endTime":211.61,"body":"second"},{"startTime":211.61,"endTime":211.93,"body":"child,"},{"startTime":211.93,"endTime":212.29,"body":"also"},{"startTime":212.29,"endTime":212.61,"body":"via"},{"startTime":212.61,"endTime":212.85,"body":"private"},{"startTime":212.85,"endTime":213.45,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":213.77,"endTime":214.05,"body":"And"},{"startTime":214.05,"endTime":214.25,"body":"now"},{"startTime":214.25,"endTime":214.49,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":214.49,"endTime":214.81,"body":"raising"},{"startTime":214.81,"endTime":215.21,"body":"an"},{"startTime":215.21,"endTime":215.57,"body":"almost"},{"startTime":215.57,"endTime":215.81,"body":"eight"},{"startTime":215.81,"endTime":215.97,"body":"year"},{"startTime":215.97,"endTime":216.13,"body":"old"},{"startTime":216.13,"endTime":216.29,"body":"and"},{"startTime":216.29,"endTime":216.41,"body":"a"},{"startTime":216.41,"endTime":216.57,"body":"five"},{"startTime":216.57,"endTime":216.77,"body":"year"},{"startTime":216.77,"endTime":217.01,"body":"old"},{"startTime":217.01,"endTime":217.37,"body":"and"},{"startTime":217.37,"endTime":217.73,"body":"are"},{"startTime":217.73,"endTime":218.45,"body":"monumentally"},{"startTime":218.45,"endTime":218.77,"body":"happy"},{"startTime":218.77,"endTime":218.97,"body":"with"},{"startTime":218.97,"endTime":219.21,"body":"our"},{"startTime":219.21,"endTime":219.53,"body":"family"},{"startTime":219.85,"endTime":220.21,"body":"as"},{"startTime":220.21,"endTime":220.409,"body":"it"},{"startTime":220.409,"endTime":220.57,"body":"is"},{"startTime":220.57,"endTime":220.89,"body":"now."},{"startTime":221.29,"endTime":221.61,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":221.61,"endTime":222.09,"body":"amazing."},{"startTime":222.49,"endTime":222.77,"body":"And"},{"startTime":222.77,"endTime":223.01,"body":"what,"},{"startTime":223.01,"endTime":223.29,"body":"and"},{"startTime":223.29,"endTime":223.49,"body":"what"},{"startTime":223.49,"endTime":223.65,"body":"a"},{"startTime":223.65,"endTime":224.09,"body":"journey,"},{"startTime":224.33,"endTime":224.61,"body":"you"},{"startTime":224.61,"endTime":224.81,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":224.81,"endTime":225.01,"body":"to"},{"startTime":225.01,"endTime":225.21,"body":"go"},{"startTime":225.21,"endTime":225.53,"body":"through"},{"startTime":225.85,"endTime":226.25,"body":"two"},{"startTime":226.73,"endTime":227.33,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":227.33,"endTime":227.69,"body":"difficult"},{"startTime":227.69,"endTime":228.25,"body":"losses"},{"startTime":228.41,"endTime":228.73,"body":"while"},{"startTime":228.73,"endTime":229.13,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":230.26,"endTime":230.9,"body":"fostering"},{"startTime":231.14,"endTime":231.42,"body":"a"},{"startTime":231.42,"endTime":231.7,"body":"family"},{"startTime":231.7,"endTime":232.1,"body":"member"},{"startTime":232.82,"endTime":233.14,"body":"and"},{"startTime":233.14,"endTime":233.46,"body":"then"},{"startTime":233.46,"endTime":233.82,"body":"having"},{"startTime":233.82,"endTime":234.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":234.06,"endTime":234.18,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":234.18,"endTime":234.3,"body":"of"},{"startTime":234.3,"endTime":234.5,"body":"change"},{"startTime":234.5,"endTime":234.82,"body":"of"},{"startTime":234.98,"endTime":235.58,"body":"trajectory"},{"startTime":235.58,"endTime":235.74,"body":"of"},{"startTime":235.74,"endTime":235.9,"body":"your"},{"startTime":235.9,"endTime":236.1,"body":"family"},{"startTime":236.1,"endTime":236.38,"body":"building"},{"startTime":236.38,"endTime":236.98,"body":"plans."},{"startTime":237.54,"endTime":237.82,"body":"Can"},{"startTime":237.82,"endTime":237.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":237.98,"endTime":238.18,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":238.18,"endTime":238.42,"body":"more"},{"startTime":238.42,"endTime":238.74,"body":"about,"},{"startTime":239.22,"endTime":239.5,"body":"you"},{"startTime":239.5,"endTime":239.66,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":239.66,"endTime":239.82,"body":"what"},{"startTime":239.82,"endTime":239.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":239.98,"endTime":240.26,"body":"were"},{"startTime":240.34,"endTime":240.78,"body":"thinking"},{"startTime":240.78,"endTime":241.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":241.02,"endTime":241.46,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":241.46,"endTime":241.7,"body":"as"},{"startTime":241.7,"endTime":241.86,"body":"all"},{"startTime":241.86,"endTime":241.98,"body":"of"},{"startTime":241.98,"endTime":242.14,"body":"this"},{"startTime":242.14,"endTime":242.3,"body":"was"},{"startTime":242.3,"endTime":242.62,"body":"happening"},{"startTime":242.62,"endTime":242.78,"body":"at"},{"startTime":242.78,"endTime":242.9,"body":"the"},{"startTime":242.9,"endTime":243.06,"body":"same"},{"startTime":243.06,"endTime":243.34,"body":"time"},{"startTime":243.34,"endTime":243.58,"body":"and"},{"startTime":243.58,"endTime":243.74,"body":"how"},{"startTime":243.74,"endTime":243.9,"body":"that"},{"startTime":243.9,"endTime":244.18,"body":"led"},{"startTime":244.18,"endTime":244.46,"body":"to"},{"startTime":244.46,"endTime":244.7,"body":"your"},{"startTime":244.7,"endTime":245.06,"body":"decision"},{"startTime":245.3,"endTime":245.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":245.62,"endTime":245.86,"body":"stick"},{"startTime":245.86,"endTime":245.979,"body":"with"},{"startTime":245.979,"endTime":246.58,"body":"adoption?"},{"startTime":247.3,"endTime":247.78,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":248.18,"endTime":248.46,"body":"you"},{"startTime":248.46,"endTime":248.62,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":248.62,"endTime":248.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":248.78,"endTime":248.98,"body":"think"},{"startTime":248.98,"endTime":249.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":249.3,"endTime":249.62,"body":"started"},{"startTime":249.62,"endTime":249.82,"body":"by"},{"startTime":249.82,"endTime":250.02,"body":"saying"},{"startTime":250.02,"endTime":250.22,"body":"we"},{"startTime":250.22,"endTime":250.42,"body":"had"},{"startTime":250.42,"endTime":250.62,"body":"like"},{"startTime":250.62,"endTime":250.78,"body":"the"},{"startTime":250.78,"endTime":251.06,"body":"story."},{"startTime":251.14,"endTime":251.46,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":251.46,"endTime":251.66,"body":"And"},{"startTime":251.66,"endTime":251.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":251.78,"endTime":251.94,"body":"think"},{"startTime":251.94,"endTime":252.18,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":252.18,"endTime":252.5,"body":"that"},{"startTime":253.14,"endTime":253.46,"body":"and,"},{"startTime":253.46,"endTime":253.7,"body":"and"},{"startTime":253.7,"endTime":254.02,"body":"both"},{"startTime":254.02,"endTime":254.3,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":254.3,"endTime":254.46,"body":"I"},{"startTime":254.46,"endTime":254.7,"body":"wasn't"},{"startTime":254.7,"endTime":254.86,"body":"able"},{"startTime":254.86,"endTime":255.02,"body":"to"},{"startTime":255.02,"endTime":255.18,"body":"name"},{"startTime":255.18,"endTime":255.34,"body":"it"},{"startTime":255.34,"endTime":255.46,"body":"in"},{"startTime":255.46,"endTime":255.58,"body":"the"},{"startTime":255.58,"endTime":255.78,"body":"same"},{"startTime":255.78,"endTime":256.1,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":256.26,"endTime":256.9,"body":"obviously,"},{"startTime":256.9,"endTime":257.1,"body":"10"},{"startTime":257.1,"endTime":257.26,"body":"years"},{"startTime":257.26,"endTime":257.5,"body":"ago"},{"startTime":257.5,"endTime":257.7,"body":"that"},{"startTime":257.7,"endTime":257.82,"body":"I"},{"startTime":257.82,"endTime":258.02,"body":"am"},{"startTime":258.02,"endTime":258.34,"body":"now."},{"startTime":258.82,"endTime":259.18,"body":"But"},{"startTime":259.18,"endTime":259.42,"body":"I"},{"startTime":259.42,"endTime":259.58,"body":"was"},{"startTime":259.58,"endTime":259.78,"body":"really"},{"startTime":259.78,"endTime":260.06,"body":"holding"},{"startTime":260.06,"endTime":260.22,"body":"on"},{"startTime":260.22,"endTime":260.42,"body":"to"},{"startTime":260.42,"endTime":260.62,"body":"the"},{"startTime":260.62,"endTime":260.9,"body":"story"},{"startTime":261.76,"endTime":261.88,"body":"I"},{"startTime":261.88,"endTime":262.08,"body":"thought"},{"startTime":262.08,"endTime":262.32,"body":"our"},{"startTime":262.32,"endTime":262.64,"body":"family"},{"startTime":262.88,"endTime":263.2,"body":"would"},{"startTime":263.2,"endTime":263.44,"body":"look"},{"startTime":263.44,"endTime":263.76,"body":"like."},{"startTime":264.24,"endTime":264.64,"body":"So"},{"startTime":264.88,"endTime":265.2,"body":"I"},{"startTime":265.2,"endTime":265.48,"body":"think"},{"startTime":265.48,"endTime":265.72,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":265.72,"endTime":265.88,"body":"you"},{"startTime":265.88,"endTime":266,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":266,"endTime":266.16,"body":"after"},{"startTime":266.16,"endTime":266.36,"body":"our"},{"startTime":266.36,"endTime":266.52,"body":"first"},{"startTime":266.52,"endTime":266.72,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":266.72,"endTime":266.92,"body":"the"},{"startTime":266.92,"endTime":267.08,"body":"first"},{"startTime":267.08,"endTime":267.28,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":267.28,"endTime":267.6,"body":"was"},{"startTime":267.84,"endTime":268.56,"body":"extremely"},{"startTime":268.56,"endTime":269.08,"body":"traumatic"},{"startTime":269.08,"endTime":269.24,"body":"for"},{"startTime":269.24,"endTime":269.52,"body":"me"},{"startTime":270.08,"endTime":270.6,"body":"physically"},{"startTime":270.6,"endTime":270.92,"body":"and"},{"startTime":270.92,"endTime":271.68,"body":"emotionally."},{"startTime":272.24,"endTime":272.56,"body":"But"},{"startTime":272.56,"endTime":272.76,"body":"the"},{"startTime":272.76,"endTime":273.16,"body":"physical,"},{"startTime":273.16,"endTime":273.4,"body":"the"},{"startTime":273.4,"endTime":273.84,"body":"physical"},{"startTime":273.84,"endTime":274.36,"body":"trauma"},{"startTime":274.36,"endTime":274.72,"body":"really"},{"startTime":274.88,"endTime":275.24,"body":"stuck"},{"startTime":275.24,"endTime":275.4,"body":"with"},{"startTime":275.4,"endTime":275.56,"body":"me"},{"startTime":275.56,"endTime":275.76,"body":"for"},{"startTime":275.76,"endTime":276,"body":"some"},{"startTime":276,"endTime":276.32,"body":"time."},{"startTime":276.32,"endTime":276.72,"body":"So"},{"startTime":276.72,"endTime":277,"body":"I"},{"startTime":277,"endTime":277.16,"body":"was"},{"startTime":277.16,"endTime":277.28,"body":"in"},{"startTime":277.28,"endTime":277.44,"body":"a."},{"startTime":277.44,"endTime":277.639,"body":"I"},{"startTime":277.639,"endTime":277.799,"body":"was"},{"startTime":277.799,"endTime":277.96,"body":"in"},{"startTime":277.96,"endTime":278.08,"body":"a"},{"startTime":278.08,"endTime":278.28,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":278.28,"endTime":278.64,"body":"space,"},{"startTime":278.72,"endTime":279.12,"body":"but."},{"startTime":279.12,"endTime":279.44,"body":"And"},{"startTime":279.44,"endTime":279.8,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":279.8,"endTime":280.12,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":280.12,"endTime":280.4,"body":"and"},{"startTime":280.4,"endTime":280.68,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":280.68,"endTime":280.84,"body":"like"},{"startTime":280.84,"endTime":281,"body":"the"},{"startTime":281,"endTime":281.24,"body":"only"},{"startTime":281.24,"endTime":281.52,"body":"way"},{"startTime":281.52,"endTime":281.84,"body":"to"},{"startTime":282.16,"endTime":282.44,"body":"get"},{"startTime":282.44,"endTime":282.64,"body":"through"},{"startTime":282.64,"endTime":282.84,"body":"that"},{"startTime":282.84,"endTime":283,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":283,"endTime":283.24,"body":"space"},{"startTime":283.24,"endTime":283.48,"body":"was"},{"startTime":283.48,"endTime":283.64,"body":"to"},{"startTime":283.64,"endTime":283.92,"body":"continue"},{"startTime":283.92,"endTime":284.2,"body":"to"},{"startTime":284.2,"endTime":284.48,"body":"try"},{"startTime":285.52,"endTime":285.8,"body":"and"},{"startTime":285.8,"endTime":286.04,"body":"really"},{"startTime":286.04,"endTime":286.6,"body":"pushed"},{"startTime":286.6,"endTime":286.88,"body":"forward"},{"startTime":287.04,"endTime":287.32,"body":"because"},{"startTime":287.32,"endTime":287.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":287.48,"endTime":287.72,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":287.72,"endTime":288,"body":"like"},{"startTime":288.58,"endTime":288.74,"body":"I"},{"startTime":288.74,"endTime":289.02,"body":"had"},{"startTime":289.02,"endTime":289.26,"body":"to"},{"startTime":289.26,"endTime":289.42,"body":"be"},{"startTime":289.42,"endTime":289.54,"body":"a"},{"startTime":289.54,"endTime":289.82,"body":"parent."},{"startTime":289.82,"endTime":290.02,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":290.02,"endTime":290.18,"body":"I"},{"startTime":290.18,"endTime":290.3,"body":"had"},{"startTime":290.3,"endTime":290.46,"body":"this"},{"startTime":290.46,"endTime":290.7,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":290.7,"endTime":290.94,"body":"and"},{"startTime":290.94,"endTime":291.06,"body":"I"},{"startTime":291.06,"endTime":291.3,"body":"was"},{"startTime":291.7,"endTime":291.94,"body":"so"},{"startTime":291.94,"endTime":292.5,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":292.5,"endTime":292.86,"body":"sad"},{"startTime":292.86,"endTime":293.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":293.18,"endTime":293.46,"body":"was"},{"startTime":293.46,"endTime":293.74,"body":"dealing"},{"startTime":293.74,"endTime":293.9,"body":"with"},{"startTime":293.9,"endTime":294.02,"body":"the"},{"startTime":294.02,"endTime":294.3,"body":"trauma"},{"startTime":294.3,"endTime":294.5,"body":"of"},{"startTime":294.5,"endTime":294.66,"body":"that"},{"startTime":294.66,"endTime":294.94,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":294.94,"endTime":295.3,"body":"and"},{"startTime":295.54,"endTime":295.86,"body":"how"},{"startTime":295.86,"endTime":296.14,"body":"else"},{"startTime":296.14,"endTime":296.3,"body":"would"},{"startTime":296.3,"endTime":296.46,"body":"I"},{"startTime":296.46,"endTime":296.74,"body":"fix"},{"startTime":296.74,"endTime":297.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":297.22,"endTime":297.54,"body":"other"},{"startTime":297.54,"endTime":297.86,"body":"than"},{"startTime":298.58,"endTime":298.94,"body":"getting"},{"startTime":298.94,"endTime":299.38,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":299.38,"endTime":299.7,"body":"again?"},{"startTime":300.58,"endTime":300.86,"body":"So"},{"startTime":300.86,"endTime":301.1,"body":"that"},{"startTime":301.1,"endTime":301.42,"body":"was"},{"startTime":301.42,"endTime":301.66,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":301.66,"endTime":301.82,"body":"of"},{"startTime":301.82,"endTime":302.02,"body":"the"},{"startTime":302.02,"endTime":302.66,"body":"mindset"},{"startTime":302.66,"endTime":302.86,"body":"when"},{"startTime":302.86,"endTime":303.14,"body":"we,"},{"startTime":303.22,"endTime":303.5,"body":"we"},{"startTime":303.5,"endTime":303.74,"body":"started"},{"startTime":303.74,"endTime":304.1,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":304.18,"endTime":304.459,"body":"as"},{"startTime":304.459,"endTime":304.58,"body":"soon"},{"startTime":304.58,"endTime":304.7,"body":"as"},{"startTime":304.7,"endTime":304.82,"body":"we"},{"startTime":304.82,"endTime":304.94,"body":"got"},{"startTime":304.94,"endTime":305.1,"body":"the"},{"startTime":305.1,"endTime":305.54,"body":"clearance,"},{"startTime":305.54,"endTime":305.82,"body":"you"},{"startTime":305.82,"endTime":306.02,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":306.02,"endTime":306.18,"body":"from"},{"startTime":306.18,"endTime":306.3,"body":"the"},{"startTime":306.3,"endTime":306.82,"body":"doctor"},{"startTime":307.62,"endTime":308.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":308.98,"endTime":309.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":309.3,"endTime":309.62,"body":"think"},{"startTime":309.62,"endTime":309.94,"body":"getting"},{"startTime":309.94,"endTime":310.14,"body":"the"},{"startTime":310.14,"endTime":310.66,"body":"opportunity"},{"startTime":310.66,"endTime":310.94,"body":"again"},{"startTime":310.94,"endTime":311.22,"body":"to"},{"startTime":311.22,"endTime":311.54,"body":"be."},{"startTime":311.54,"endTime":311.78,"body":"And"},{"startTime":311.78,"endTime":311.9,"body":"it"},{"startTime":311.9,"endTime":312.14,"body":"really"},{"startTime":312.14,"endTime":312.38,"body":"was"},{"startTime":312.38,"endTime":312.54,"body":"an"},{"startTime":312.54,"endTime":313.06,"body":"opportunity,"},{"startTime":313.06,"endTime":313.42,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":313.42,"endTime":313.82,"body":"opportunity"},{"startTime":313.82,"endTime":313.94,"body":"to"},{"startTime":313.94,"endTime":314.1,"body":"be"},{"startTime":314.1,"endTime":314.46,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":314.46,"endTime":314.9,"body":"parents,"},{"startTime":315.08,"endTime":315.2,"body":"you"},{"startTime":315.2,"endTime":315.4,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":315.4,"endTime":315.72,"body":"gave"},{"startTime":315.72,"endTime":315.96,"body":"us"},{"startTime":315.96,"endTime":316.16,"body":"the"},{"startTime":316.16,"endTime":316.44,"body":"space"},{"startTime":316.84,"endTime":317.24,"body":"as"},{"startTime":317.24,"endTime":317.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":317.56,"endTime":317.88,"body":"family"},{"startTime":318.04,"endTime":318.4,"body":"and"},{"startTime":318.4,"endTime":318.64,"body":"as"},{"startTime":318.64,"endTime":318.8,"body":"a"},{"startTime":318.8,"endTime":319.12,"body":"couple"},{"startTime":319.12,"endTime":319.32,"body":"to"},{"startTime":319.32,"endTime":319.52,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":319.52,"endTime":319.8,"body":"about"},{"startTime":319.96,"endTime":320.32,"body":"what"},{"startTime":320.32,"endTime":321,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":321.48,"endTime":321.88,"body":"meant"},{"startTime":321.88,"endTime":322.12,"body":"to"},{"startTime":322.12,"endTime":322.44,"body":"us"},{"startTime":323,"endTime":323.4,"body":"and"},{"startTime":323.96,"endTime":324.32,"body":"why"},{"startTime":324.32,"endTime":324.56,"body":"we"},{"startTime":324.56,"endTime":324.88,"body":"wanted"},{"startTime":324.88,"endTime":325.04,"body":"to"},{"startTime":325.04,"endTime":325.2,"body":"be"},{"startTime":325.2,"endTime":325.72,"body":"parents"},{"startTime":326.04,"endTime":326.44,"body":"and,"},{"startTime":326.44,"endTime":326.76,"body":"you"},{"startTime":326.76,"endTime":327.08,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":327.16,"endTime":327.44,"body":"what"},{"startTime":327.44,"endTime":327.64,"body":"the"},{"startTime":327.64,"endTime":327.92,"body":"end"},{"startTime":327.92,"endTime":328.28,"body":"goal"},{"startTime":328.28,"endTime":328.6,"body":"was"},{"startTime":328.84,"endTime":329.2,"body":"really."},{"startTime":329.2,"endTime":329.4,"body":"And"},{"startTime":329.4,"endTime":329.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":329.52,"endTime":329.68,"body":"end"},{"startTime":329.68,"endTime":329.96,"body":"goal"},{"startTime":329.96,"endTime":330.28,"body":"was"},{"startTime":330.52,"endTime":330.8,"body":"we"},{"startTime":330.8,"endTime":330.96,"body":"want"},{"startTime":330.96,"endTime":331.119,"body":"to"},{"startTime":331.119,"endTime":331.399,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":331.48,"endTime":332.08,"body":"Parenting"},{"startTime":332.08,"endTime":332.32,"body":"together."},{"startTime":332.32,"endTime":332.56,"body":"And"},{"startTime":332.56,"endTime":332.72,"body":"if"},{"startTime":332.72,"endTime":332.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":332.92,"endTime":333.24,"body":"means"},{"startTime":333.24,"endTime":333.64,"body":"that"},{"startTime":333.64,"endTime":333.96,"body":"we"},{"startTime":333.96,"endTime":334.24,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":334.24,"endTime":334.4,"body":"have"},{"startTime":334.4,"endTime":335.12,"body":"biological"},{"startTime":335.12,"endTime":335.48,"body":"children,"},{"startTime":335.88,"endTime":336.24,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":336.24,"endTime":336.48,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":336.48,"endTime":336.92,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":337.08,"endTime":337.4,"body":"And"},{"startTime":337.4,"endTime":337.56,"body":"I"},{"startTime":337.56,"endTime":337.72,"body":"think"},{"startTime":337.72,"endTime":337.96,"body":"after"},{"startTime":337.96,"endTime":338.16,"body":"the"},{"startTime":338.16,"endTime":338.44,"body":"second"},{"startTime":338.44,"endTime":338.8,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":338.8,"endTime":339.08,"body":"you"},{"startTime":339.08,"endTime":339.4,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":340.2,"endTime":340.48,"body":"it"},{"startTime":340.48,"endTime":340.76,"body":"was"},{"startTime":341.14,"endTime":341.54,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":341.62,"endTime":342.02,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":342.02,"endTime":342.26,"body":"This"},{"startTime":342.26,"endTime":342.46,"body":"really"},{"startTime":342.46,"endTime":342.66,"body":"is"},{"startTime":342.66,"endTime":343.14,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":343.22,"endTime":343.5,"body":"Right?"},{"startTime":343.5,"endTime":343.78,"body":"We."},{"startTime":343.86,"endTime":344.1,"body":"At"},{"startTime":344.1,"endTime":344.26,"body":"that"},{"startTime":344.26,"endTime":344.46,"body":"point,"},{"startTime":344.46,"endTime":344.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":344.62,"endTime":344.78,"body":"was"},{"startTime":344.78,"endTime":344.94,"body":"at"},{"startTime":344.94,"endTime":345.06,"body":"a"},{"startTime":345.06,"endTime":345.3,"body":"space"},{"startTime":345.3,"endTime":345.58,"body":"where"},{"startTime":345.58,"endTime":345.74,"body":"I"},{"startTime":345.74,"endTime":345.9,"body":"just"},{"startTime":345.9,"endTime":346.06,"body":"said,"},{"startTime":346.06,"endTime":346.34,"body":"I"},{"startTime":346.34,"endTime":346.66,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":346.66,"endTime":346.78,"body":"think"},{"startTime":346.78,"endTime":346.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":346.94,"endTime":347.06,"body":"I"},{"startTime":347.06,"endTime":347.18,"body":"can"},{"startTime":347.18,"endTime":347.34,"body":"do"},{"startTime":347.34,"endTime":347.5,"body":"this"},{"startTime":347.5,"endTime":347.86,"body":"anymore."},{"startTime":347.86,"endTime":348.06,"body":"I"},{"startTime":348.06,"endTime":348.26,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":348.26,"endTime":348.38,"body":"think"},{"startTime":348.38,"endTime":348.54,"body":"that"},{"startTime":348.54,"endTime":348.9,"body":"I'm."},{"startTime":349.14,"endTime":349.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":349.5,"endTime":349.78,"body":"have"},{"startTime":349.78,"endTime":350.1,"body":"the"},{"startTime":350.98,"endTime":351.5,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":351.5,"endTime":351.74,"body":"to"},{"startTime":351.74,"endTime":352.02,"body":"continue"},{"startTime":352.1,"endTime":352.5,"body":"on"},{"startTime":353.22,"endTime":353.54,"body":"in"},{"startTime":353.54,"endTime":353.82,"body":"putting"},{"startTime":353.82,"endTime":354.1,"body":"my"},{"startTime":354.26,"endTime":354.62,"body":"body"},{"startTime":354.62,"endTime":354.86,"body":"through"},{"startTime":354.86,"endTime":355.06,"body":"this,"},{"startTime":355.06,"endTime":355.38,"body":"and"},{"startTime":356.1,"endTime":356.42,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":356.42,"endTime":356.54,"body":"just"},{"startTime":356.54,"endTime":356.7,"body":"not"},{"startTime":356.7,"endTime":356.939,"body":"something"},{"startTime":356.939,"endTime":357.46,"body":"interested"},{"startTime":357.46,"endTime":357.66,"body":"in."},{"startTime":357.66,"endTime":357.9,"body":"So"},{"startTime":357.9,"endTime":358.18,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":358.18,"endTime":358.3,"body":"where"},{"startTime":358.3,"endTime":358.5,"body":"we"},{"startTime":358.5,"endTime":358.94,"body":"shifted"},{"startTime":358.94,"endTime":359.3,"body":"gears"},{"startTime":359.54,"endTime":359.86,"body":"and"},{"startTime":359.86,"endTime":360.1,"body":"really"},{"startTime":360.1,"endTime":360.34,"body":"said,"},{"startTime":360.34,"endTime":360.74,"body":"let's."},{"startTime":360.74,"endTime":360.98,"body":"Let's"},{"startTime":360.98,"endTime":361.1,"body":"think"},{"startTime":361.1,"endTime":361.3,"body":"about"},{"startTime":361.3,"endTime":361.94,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":362.82,"endTime":363.18,"body":"And"},{"startTime":363.18,"endTime":363.5,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":363.5,"endTime":363.74,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":363.74,"endTime":363.9,"body":"of"},{"startTime":363.9,"endTime":364.26,"body":"circling"},{"startTime":364.26,"endTime":364.5,"body":"back"},{"startTime":364.5,"endTime":364.7,"body":"to"},{"startTime":364.7,"endTime":364.82,"body":"the"},{"startTime":364.82,"endTime":365.18,"body":"idea"},{"startTime":365.18,"endTime":365.38,"body":"that"},{"startTime":365.38,"endTime":365.58,"body":"we"},{"startTime":365.58,"endTime":365.74,"body":"had"},{"startTime":365.74,"endTime":365.94,"body":"talked"},{"startTime":365.94,"endTime":366.1,"body":"about"},{"startTime":366.1,"endTime":366.3,"body":"what"},{"startTime":366.3,"endTime":366.46,"body":"our"},{"startTime":366.46,"endTime":366.62,"body":"end"},{"startTime":366.62,"endTime":366.86,"body":"goal"},{"startTime":366.86,"endTime":367.02,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":367.02,"endTime":367.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":367.18,"endTime":367.34,"body":"that"},{"startTime":367.34,"endTime":367.62,"body":"was"},{"startTime":367.93,"endTime":368.05,"body":"to"},{"startTime":368.05,"endTime":368.21,"body":"be"},{"startTime":368.21,"endTime":368.57,"body":"parents"},{"startTime":368.57,"endTime":368.89,"body":"together."},{"startTime":371.05,"endTime":371.33,"body":"I"},{"startTime":371.33,"endTime":371.53,"body":"love"},{"startTime":371.53,"endTime":371.85,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":372.01,"endTime":372.29,"body":"and"},{"startTime":372.29,"endTime":372.65,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":372.73,"endTime":373.21,"body":"nice."},{"startTime":373.77,"endTime":374.37,"body":"Sometimes"},{"startTime":374.37,"endTime":374.61,"body":"I"},{"startTime":374.61,"endTime":374.77,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":374.77,"endTime":374.93,"body":"like"},{"startTime":374.93,"endTime":375.13,"body":"people"},{"startTime":375.13,"endTime":375.37,"body":"are"},{"startTime":375.37,"endTime":375.81,"body":"afraid"},{"startTime":375.81,"endTime":376.09,"body":"to"},{"startTime":376.09,"endTime":376.41,"body":"make"},{"startTime":376.41,"endTime":376.81,"body":"that"},{"startTime":376.89,"endTime":377.25,"body":"step"},{"startTime":377.25,"endTime":377.49,"body":"or"},{"startTime":377.49,"endTime":377.73,"body":"to"},{"startTime":377.73,"endTime":378.01,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":378.01,"endTime":378.25,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":378.25,"endTime":378.65,"body":"hey,"},{"startTime":378.65,"endTime":379.01,"body":"I."},{"startTime":379.01,"endTime":379.29,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":379.29,"endTime":379.45,"body":"done."},{"startTime":379.45,"endTime":379.61,"body":"I"},{"startTime":379.61,"endTime":379.77,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":379.77,"endTime":379.85,"body":"do"},{"startTime":379.85,"endTime":379.97,"body":"this"},{"startTime":379.97,"endTime":380.29,"body":"anymore."},{"startTime":380.29,"endTime":380.57,"body":"That"},{"startTime":380.73,"endTime":381.09,"body":"can"},{"startTime":381.09,"endTime":381.49,"body":"sometimes"},{"startTime":381.49,"endTime":381.65,"body":"be"},{"startTime":381.65,"endTime":381.93,"body":"framed"},{"startTime":381.93,"endTime":382.05,"body":"as"},{"startTime":382.05,"endTime":382.17,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":382.17,"endTime":382.37,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":382.37,"endTime":382.61,"body":"giving"},{"startTime":382.61,"endTime":382.89,"body":"up"},{"startTime":382.89,"endTime":383.29,"body":"or"},{"startTime":383.29,"endTime":383.69,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":383.69,"endTime":384.01,"body":"losing"},{"startTime":384.01,"endTime":384.21,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":384.21,"endTime":384.37,"body":"or"},{"startTime":384.37,"endTime":384.53,"body":"all"},{"startTime":384.53,"endTime":384.69,"body":"of"},{"startTime":384.69,"endTime":384.93,"body":"these,"},{"startTime":384.93,"endTime":385.17,"body":"you"},{"startTime":385.17,"endTime":385.37,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":385.37,"endTime":385.81,"body":"annoying"},{"startTime":385.81,"endTime":386.37,"body":"platitudes"},{"startTime":386.37,"endTime":386.53,"body":"that"},{"startTime":386.53,"endTime":386.73,"body":"this"},{"startTime":386.73,"endTime":387.01,"body":"community"},{"startTime":387.01,"endTime":387.37,"body":"seems"},{"startTime":387.37,"endTime":387.45,"body":"to"},{"startTime":387.45,"endTime":387.65,"body":"be"},{"startTime":387.65,"endTime":387.97,"body":"fond"},{"startTime":387.97,"endTime":388.17,"body":"of"},{"startTime":388.17,"endTime":388.65,"body":"sometimes."},{"startTime":388.65,"endTime":389.21,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":389.53,"endTime":389.89,"body":"So"},{"startTime":389.89,"endTime":390.21,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":390.21,"endTime":390.41,"body":"really"},{"startTime":390.41,"endTime":390.69,"body":"glad"},{"startTime":390.69,"endTime":390.85,"body":"that"},{"startTime":390.85,"endTime":391.13,"body":"you"},{"startTime":391.45,"endTime":391.85,"body":"made"},{"startTime":391.85,"endTime":392.13,"body":"that"},{"startTime":392.13,"endTime":392.37,"body":"decision."},{"startTime":392.37,"endTime":392.61,"body":"You"},{"startTime":392.61,"endTime":392.85,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":392.85,"endTime":393.17,"body":"confident"},{"startTime":393.17,"endTime":393.37,"body":"in"},{"startTime":393.37,"endTime":393.57,"body":"that"},{"startTime":393.57,"endTime":393.81,"body":"decision."},{"startTime":393.81,"endTime":394.17,"body":"And"},{"startTime":394.75,"endTime":394.83,"body":"I"},{"startTime":394.83,"endTime":394.95,"body":"think"},{"startTime":394.95,"endTime":395.11,"body":"what"},{"startTime":395.11,"endTime":395.27,"body":"people"},{"startTime":395.27,"endTime":395.51,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":395.51,"endTime":395.75,"body":"realize"},{"startTime":395.75,"endTime":395.91,"body":"is"},{"startTime":395.91,"endTime":396.11,"body":"that"},{"startTime":396.11,"endTime":396.35,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":396.35,"endTime":396.55,"body":"from"},{"startTime":396.55,"endTime":396.71,"body":"a"},{"startTime":396.71,"endTime":396.87,"body":"place"},{"startTime":396.87,"endTime":397.03,"body":"of"},{"startTime":397.03,"endTime":397.15,"body":"a"},{"startTime":397.15,"endTime":397.23,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":397.23,"endTime":397.35,"body":"of"},{"startTime":397.35,"endTime":397.79,"body":"strength."},{"startTime":398.11,"endTime":398.51,"body":"It's."},{"startTime":398.51,"endTime":398.75,"body":"It"},{"startTime":398.75,"endTime":398.99,"body":"has"},{"startTime":398.99,"endTime":399.31,"body":"nothing"},{"startTime":399.31,"endTime":399.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":399.51,"endTime":399.67,"body":"do"},{"startTime":399.67,"endTime":399.91,"body":"with,"},{"startTime":399.91,"endTime":400.19,"body":"quote,"},{"startTime":400.19,"endTime":400.63,"body":"unquote,"},{"startTime":400.63,"endTime":400.87,"body":"giving"},{"startTime":400.87,"endTime":401.03,"body":"up."},{"startTime":401.03,"endTime":401.19,"body":"It"},{"startTime":401.19,"endTime":401.35,"body":"has"},{"startTime":401.35,"endTime":401.55,"body":"everything"},{"startTime":401.55,"endTime":401.71,"body":"to"},{"startTime":401.71,"endTime":401.79,"body":"do"},{"startTime":401.79,"endTime":401.91,"body":"with"},{"startTime":401.91,"endTime":402.31,"body":"choosing"},{"startTime":402.31,"endTime":403.07,"body":"yourself"},{"startTime":403.71,"endTime":403.99,"body":"so"},{"startTime":403.99,"endTime":404.11,"body":"that"},{"startTime":404.11,"endTime":404.23,"body":"you"},{"startTime":404.23,"endTime":404.39,"body":"can"},{"startTime":404.39,"endTime":404.59,"body":"figure"},{"startTime":404.59,"endTime":404.75,"body":"out."},{"startTime":404.75,"endTime":405.11,"body":"What's"},{"startTime":405.11,"endTime":405.39,"body":"next"},{"startTime":405.95,"endTime":406.31,"body":"and"},{"startTime":406.31,"endTime":406.75,"body":"choosing"},{"startTime":406.75,"endTime":407.31,"body":"parenting,"},{"startTime":407.31,"endTime":407.51,"body":"like"},{"startTime":407.51,"endTime":407.71,"body":"you"},{"startTime":407.71,"endTime":408.03,"body":"said."},{"startTime":408.03,"endTime":408.43,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":408.51,"endTime":408.99,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":408.99,"endTime":409.23,"body":"I"},{"startTime":409.23,"endTime":409.35,"body":"just"},{"startTime":409.35,"endTime":409.51,"body":"like"},{"startTime":409.51,"endTime":409.63,"body":"how"},{"startTime":409.63,"endTime":409.79,"body":"you"},{"startTime":409.79,"endTime":410.309,"body":"reframe"},{"startTime":410.309,"endTime":410.549,"body":"the"},{"startTime":410.549,"endTime":410.91,"body":"definition"},{"startTime":410.91,"endTime":411.11,"body":"of"},{"startTime":411.11,"endTime":411.63,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":411.63,"endTime":411.83,"body":"to"},{"startTime":411.83,"endTime":412.11,"body":"be"},{"startTime":412.35,"endTime":412.63,"body":"more"},{"startTime":412.63,"endTime":413.15,"body":"inclusive"},{"startTime":413.15,"endTime":413.27,"body":"of"},{"startTime":413.27,"endTime":413.47,"body":"the"},{"startTime":413.47,"endTime":413.71,"body":"end"},{"startTime":413.71,"endTime":414.11,"body":"goal."},{"startTime":414.43,"endTime":414.71,"body":"And"},{"startTime":414.71,"endTime":414.87,"body":"like"},{"startTime":414.87,"endTime":415.23,"body":"Emily"},{"startTime":415.23,"endTime":415.43,"body":"was"},{"startTime":415.43,"endTime":415.63,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":415.63,"endTime":415.83,"body":"we"},{"startTime":415.83,"endTime":416.03,"body":"can"},{"startTime":416.03,"endTime":416.35,"body":"often"},{"startTime":417.07,"endTime":417.39,"body":"get"},{"startTime":417.39,"endTime":417.67,"body":"really"},{"startTime":417.67,"endTime":417.99,"body":"stuck"},{"startTime":417.99,"endTime":418.27,"body":"on"},{"startTime":418.67,"endTime":419.03,"body":"one"},{"startTime":419.03,"endTime":419.71,"body":"definition"},{"startTime":420.65,"endTime":420.81,"body":"when"},{"startTime":420.81,"endTime":421.13,"body":"really"},{"startTime":421.37,"endTime":421.97,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":421.97,"endTime":422.17,"body":"is"},{"startTime":422.17,"endTime":422.49,"body":"about"},{"startTime":423.21,"endTime":423.77,"body":"providing"},{"startTime":423.93,"endTime":424.25,"body":"and"},{"startTime":424.25,"endTime":424.61,"body":"caring"},{"startTime":424.61,"endTime":424.85,"body":"for"},{"startTime":424.85,"endTime":425.05,"body":"a"},{"startTime":425.05,"endTime":425.37,"body":"child"},{"startTime":425.53,"endTime":425.89,"body":"with"},{"startTime":425.89,"endTime":426.21,"body":"everything"},{"startTime":426.21,"endTime":426.45,"body":"that"},{"startTime":426.45,"endTime":426.65,"body":"you"},{"startTime":426.65,"endTime":426.97,"body":"have"},{"startTime":427.45,"endTime":427.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":427.73,"endTime":428.01,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":428.01,"endTime":428.17,"body":"have"},{"startTime":428.17,"endTime":428.33,"body":"to"},{"startTime":428.33,"endTime":428.41,"body":"be"},{"startTime":428.41,"endTime":428.73,"body":"limited"},{"startTime":428.73,"endTime":428.93,"body":"to"},{"startTime":428.93,"endTime":429.09,"body":"your"},{"startTime":429.09,"endTime":429.61,"body":"DNA"},{"startTime":429.61,"endTime":429.81,"body":"or"},{"startTime":429.81,"endTime":429.97,"body":"your"},{"startTime":429.97,"endTime":430.73,"body":"biology."},{"startTime":431.13,"endTime":431.41,"body":"And"},{"startTime":431.41,"endTime":431.53,"body":"I"},{"startTime":431.53,"endTime":431.65,"body":"think"},{"startTime":431.65,"endTime":431.85,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":431.85,"endTime":432.01,"body":"really"},{"startTime":432.01,"endTime":432.45,"body":"beautiful"},{"startTime":432.45,"endTime":432.61,"body":"that"},{"startTime":432.61,"endTime":432.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":432.77,"endTime":432.93,"body":"are"},{"startTime":432.93,"endTime":433.17,"body":"able"},{"startTime":433.17,"endTime":433.53,"body":"to"},{"startTime":434.01,"endTime":434.37,"body":"give"},{"startTime":434.37,"endTime":434.93,"body":"compassion"},{"startTime":434.93,"endTime":435.09,"body":"to"},{"startTime":435.09,"endTime":435.53,"body":"yourself"},{"startTime":435.53,"endTime":435.81,"body":"and"},{"startTime":435.81,"endTime":436.09,"body":"your"},{"startTime":436.09,"endTime":436.489,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":437.69,"endTime":437.93,"body":"to"},{"startTime":437.93,"endTime":438.05,"body":"be"},{"startTime":438.05,"endTime":438.21,"body":"able"},{"startTime":438.21,"endTime":438.33,"body":"to"},{"startTime":438.33,"endTime":438.45,"body":"be"},{"startTime":438.45,"endTime":438.69,"body":"open"},{"startTime":438.69,"endTime":439.01,"body":"to"},{"startTime":439.01,"endTime":439.25,"body":"not"},{"startTime":439.25,"endTime":439.45,"body":"only"},{"startTime":439.45,"endTime":439.73,"body":"what's"},{"startTime":439.73,"endTime":439.89,"body":"better"},{"startTime":439.89,"endTime":440.05,"body":"for"},{"startTime":440.05,"endTime":440.25,"body":"you"},{"startTime":440.25,"endTime":440.89,"body":"personally,"},{"startTime":441.53,"endTime":441.89,"body":"but"},{"startTime":441.89,"endTime":442.13,"body":"what"},{"startTime":442.13,"endTime":442.33,"body":"got"},{"startTime":442.33,"endTime":442.49,"body":"you"},{"startTime":442.49,"endTime":442.57,"body":"to"},{"startTime":442.57,"endTime":442.69,"body":"your"},{"startTime":442.69,"endTime":442.89,"body":"end"},{"startTime":442.89,"endTime":443.29,"body":"goal."},{"startTime":443.77,"endTime":444.13,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":444.13,"endTime":444.29,"body":"And"},{"startTime":444.29,"endTime":444.41,"body":"I"},{"startTime":444.41,"endTime":444.65,"body":"think"},{"startTime":444.81,"endTime":445.25,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":445.25,"endTime":445.41,"body":"so"},{"startTime":445.41,"endTime":445.61,"body":"much"},{"startTime":445.61,"endTime":445.81,"body":"of"},{"startTime":445.81,"endTime":445.97,"body":"what"},{"startTime":445.97,"endTime":446.29,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":446.29,"endTime":446.57,"body":"learned"},{"startTime":446.57,"endTime":446.77,"body":"and"},{"startTime":446.77,"endTime":447.25,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":447.25,"endTime":447.49,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":447.49,"endTime":447.69,"body":"of"},{"startTime":447.69,"endTime":447.89,"body":"in"},{"startTime":447.89,"endTime":448.01,"body":"the"},{"startTime":448.01,"endTime":448.17,"body":"work"},{"startTime":448.17,"endTime":448.37,"body":"that"},{"startTime":448.37,"endTime":448.53,"body":"I"},{"startTime":448.53,"endTime":448.73,"body":"do"},{"startTime":448.73,"endTime":449.05,"body":"now"},{"startTime":449.21,"endTime":449.61,"body":"is"},{"startTime":450.39,"endTime":450.59,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":450.59,"endTime":450.83,"body":"about"},{"startTime":450.83,"endTime":451.43,"body":"fertility"},{"startTime":451.43,"endTime":451.87,"body":"stories"},{"startTime":451.87,"endTime":452.23,"body":"and"},{"startTime":452.39,"endTime":452.71,"body":"the"},{"startTime":452.71,"endTime":453.03,"body":"path"},{"startTime":453.03,"endTime":453.23,"body":"to"},{"startTime":453.23,"endTime":454.07,"body":"parenthood,"},{"startTime":454.23,"endTime":454.75,"body":"stories"},{"startTime":454.75,"endTime":454.99,"body":"that"},{"startTime":454.99,"endTime":455.27,"body":"people"},{"startTime":455.35,"endTime":455.75,"body":"have."},{"startTime":455.75,"endTime":456.07,"body":"Because,"},{"startTime":456.07,"endTime":456.39,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":456.79,"endTime":457.11,"body":"my"},{"startTime":457.11,"endTime":457.39,"body":"story"},{"startTime":457.39,"endTime":457.67,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":457.67,"endTime":457.99,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":458.07,"endTime":458.55,"body":"written"},{"startTime":458.63,"endTime":458.95,"body":"since"},{"startTime":458.95,"endTime":459.15,"body":"I"},{"startTime":459.15,"endTime":459.35,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":459.35,"endTime":459.59,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":459.59,"endTime":459.91,"body":"six."},{"startTime":459.91,"endTime":460.23,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":460.23,"endTime":460.43,"body":"I"},{"startTime":460.43,"endTime":460.59,"body":"had"},{"startTime":460.59,"endTime":460.87,"body":"this."},{"startTime":460.87,"endTime":461.23,"body":"This"},{"startTime":461.23,"endTime":461.71,"body":"idea"},{"startTime":461.71,"endTime":461.95,"body":"in"},{"startTime":461.95,"endTime":462.15,"body":"my"},{"startTime":462.15,"endTime":462.43,"body":"mind"},{"startTime":462.43,"endTime":462.71,"body":"of"},{"startTime":462.71,"endTime":463.03,"body":"what"},{"startTime":463.11,"endTime":463.51,"body":"this."},{"startTime":463.59,"endTime":463.87,"body":"My"},{"startTime":463.87,"endTime":464.11,"body":"family"},{"startTime":464.11,"endTime":464.39,"body":"would"},{"startTime":464.39,"endTime":464.59,"body":"look"},{"startTime":464.59,"endTime":464.87,"body":"like."},{"startTime":465.11,"endTime":465.39,"body":"And"},{"startTime":465.39,"endTime":465.55,"body":"I"},{"startTime":465.55,"endTime":465.75,"body":"think"},{"startTime":465.75,"endTime":466.07,"body":"the"},{"startTime":467.67,"endTime":468.39,"body":"flexibility,"},{"startTime":468.71,"endTime":469.03,"body":"for"},{"startTime":469.03,"endTime":469.27,"body":"lack"},{"startTime":469.27,"endTime":469.39,"body":"of"},{"startTime":469.39,"endTime":469.51,"body":"a"},{"startTime":469.51,"endTime":469.71,"body":"better"},{"startTime":469.71,"endTime":470.03,"body":"term."},{"startTime":470.03,"endTime":470.31,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":470.31,"endTime":470.63,"body":"To"},{"startTime":470.63,"endTime":470.95,"body":"the"},{"startTime":470.95,"endTime":471.35,"body":"cognitive"},{"startTime":471.35,"endTime":471.91,"body":"flexibility"},{"startTime":471.99,"endTime":472.31,"body":"to"},{"startTime":472.31,"endTime":472.63,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":472.79,"endTime":473.27,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":473.27,"endTime":473.39,"body":"this"},{"startTime":473.39,"endTime":473.71,"body":"isn't"},{"startTime":473.71,"endTime":473.91,"body":"going"},{"startTime":473.91,"endTime":474.07,"body":"the"},{"startTime":474.07,"endTime":474.23,"body":"way"},{"startTime":474.23,"endTime":474.43,"body":"that"},{"startTime":474.43,"endTime":474.71,"body":"I"},{"startTime":474.79,"endTime":475.23,"body":"wanted"},{"startTime":475.23,"endTime":475.43,"body":"to"},{"startTime":475.43,"endTime":475.63,"body":"or"},{"startTime":475.63,"endTime":475.91,"body":"expected"},{"startTime":475.99,"endTime":476.35,"body":"to"},{"startTime":476.35,"endTime":476.63,"body":"and"},{"startTime":476.63,"endTime":476.83,"body":"not"},{"startTime":476.83,"endTime":476.99,"body":"to"},{"startTime":476.99,"endTime":477.19,"body":"get"},{"startTime":477.19,"endTime":477.51,"body":"lost"},{"startTime":477.51,"endTime":477.79,"body":"in"},{"startTime":477.79,"endTime":477.95,"body":"the"},{"startTime":477.95,"endTime":478.39,"body":"picture."},{"startTime":478.47,"endTime":478.83,"body":"And"},{"startTime":478.83,"endTime":479.07,"body":"pay"},{"startTime":479.07,"endTime":479.39,"body":"attention"},{"startTime":479.39,"endTime":479.55,"body":"to"},{"startTime":479.55,"endTime":479.71,"body":"the"},{"startTime":479.71,"endTime":479.99,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":480.55,"endTime":480.87,"body":"is"},{"startTime":480.87,"endTime":481.11,"body":"really"},{"startTime":481.11,"endTime":481.43,"body":"important,"},{"startTime":482.21,"endTime":482.45,"body":"because"},{"startTime":483.25,"endTime":483.53,"body":"if"},{"startTime":483.53,"endTime":483.77,"body":"we."},{"startTime":483.77,"endTime":484.01,"body":"If"},{"startTime":484.01,"endTime":484.17,"body":"we"},{"startTime":484.17,"endTime":484.45,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":484.45,"endTime":484.61,"body":"allow"},{"startTime":484.61,"endTime":485.01,"body":"ourselves"},{"startTime":485.01,"endTime":485.25,"body":"to"},{"startTime":485.25,"endTime":485.45,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":485.45,"endTime":485.73,"body":"of"},{"startTime":485.97,"endTime":486.25,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":486.25,"endTime":486.41,"body":"in"},{"startTime":486.41,"endTime":486.57,"body":"the"},{"startTime":486.57,"endTime":486.85,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":487.01,"endTime":487.37,"body":"we"},{"startTime":487.37,"endTime":487.69,"body":"likely"},{"startTime":487.69,"endTime":488.09,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":488.09,"endTime":488.33,"body":"have"},{"startTime":488.33,"endTime":488.77,"body":"opened"},{"startTime":488.77,"endTime":488.89,"body":"our"},{"startTime":488.89,"endTime":489.13,"body":"home"},{"startTime":489.13,"endTime":489.33,"body":"to"},{"startTime":489.33,"endTime":489.45,"body":"be"},{"startTime":489.45,"endTime":489.81,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":489.81,"endTime":490.17,"body":"parents,"},{"startTime":490.17,"endTime":490.53,"body":"and,"},{"startTime":490.69,"endTime":490.97,"body":"you"},{"startTime":490.97,"endTime":491.13,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":491.13,"endTime":491.41,"body":"likely"},{"startTime":491.41,"endTime":491.89,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":491.89,"endTime":492.21,"body":"have,"},{"startTime":492.21,"endTime":492.49,"body":"because"},{"startTime":492.49,"endTime":492.65,"body":"we"},{"startTime":492.65,"endTime":492.81,"body":"would"},{"startTime":492.81,"endTime":492.93,"body":"have"},{"startTime":492.93,"endTime":493.05,"body":"been"},{"startTime":493.05,"endTime":493.29,"body":"stuck"},{"startTime":493.29,"endTime":493.53,"body":"in"},{"startTime":493.53,"endTime":493.77,"body":"what"},{"startTime":493.77,"endTime":494.05,"body":"if."},{"startTime":494.21,"endTime":494.49,"body":"What"},{"startTime":494.49,"endTime":494.65,"body":"if"},{"startTime":494.65,"endTime":494.81,"body":"we"},{"startTime":494.81,"endTime":495.01,"body":"get"},{"startTime":495.01,"endTime":495.41,"body":"pregnant?"},{"startTime":495.41,"endTime":495.57,"body":"What"},{"startTime":495.57,"endTime":495.69,"body":"if"},{"startTime":495.69,"endTime":495.93,"body":"we."},{"startTime":495.93,"endTime":496.29,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":496.45,"endTime":496.73,"body":"And"},{"startTime":496.73,"endTime":496.85,"body":"I"},{"startTime":496.85,"endTime":496.97,"body":"think"},{"startTime":496.97,"endTime":497.17,"body":"the"},{"startTime":497.17,"endTime":497.57,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":497.57,"endTime":497.77,"body":"to"},{"startTime":497.77,"endTime":498.05,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":498.45,"endTime":498.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":498.77,"endTime":499.09,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":499.25,"endTime":499.53,"body":"you"},{"startTime":499.53,"endTime":499.65,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":499.65,"endTime":499.81,"body":"what?"},{"startTime":499.81,"endTime":500.21,"body":"Let's."},{"startTime":500.21,"endTime":500.41,"body":"This"},{"startTime":500.41,"endTime":500.57,"body":"is"},{"startTime":500.57,"endTime":500.77,"body":"what's"},{"startTime":500.77,"endTime":501.05,"body":"happening."},{"startTime":501.05,"endTime":501.21,"body":"This"},{"startTime":501.21,"endTime":501.33,"body":"is"},{"startTime":501.33,"endTime":501.45,"body":"the"},{"startTime":501.45,"endTime":501.65,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":501.65,"endTime":501.89,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":501.89,"endTime":502.13,"body":"having"},{"startTime":502.13,"endTime":502.45,"body":"right"},{"startTime":502.45,"endTime":502.77,"body":"now."},{"startTime":503.09,"endTime":503.45,"body":"And"},{"startTime":503.45,"endTime":503.69,"body":"we"},{"startTime":503.69,"endTime":503.89,"body":"can"},{"startTime":503.89,"endTime":504.13,"body":"only"},{"startTime":504.13,"endTime":504.37,"body":"make"},{"startTime":504.37,"endTime":505.01,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":505.25,"endTime":505.57,"body":"based"},{"startTime":505.57,"endTime":505.81,"body":"on"},{"startTime":505.81,"endTime":506.05,"body":"who"},{"startTime":506.05,"endTime":506.25,"body":"we"},{"startTime":506.25,"endTime":506.41,"body":"are"},{"startTime":506.41,"endTime":506.57,"body":"in"},{"startTime":506.57,"endTime":506.73,"body":"this"},{"startTime":506.73,"endTime":507.09,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":507.17,"endTime":507.53,"body":"And"},{"startTime":507.53,"endTime":507.77,"body":"this"},{"startTime":507.77,"endTime":507.89,"body":"is"},{"startTime":507.89,"endTime":508.01,"body":"the"},{"startTime":508.01,"endTime":508.25,"body":"decision"},{"startTime":508.25,"endTime":508.49,"body":"that"},{"startTime":508.49,"endTime":508.85,"body":"feels"},{"startTime":508.85,"endTime":509.09,"body":"right"},{"startTime":509.09,"endTime":509.33,"body":"in"},{"startTime":509.33,"endTime":509.53,"body":"this"},{"startTime":509.53,"endTime":509.81,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":509.81,"endTime":510.13,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":510.38,"endTime":510.62,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":510.62,"endTime":510.9,"body":"things"},{"startTime":510.9,"endTime":511.14,"body":"might"},{"startTime":511.14,"endTime":511.42,"body":"change"},{"startTime":511.82,"endTime":512.54,"body":"tomorrow,"},{"startTime":512.62,"endTime":513.02,"body":"but"},{"startTime":513.02,"endTime":513.34,"body":"right"},{"startTime":513.34,"endTime":513.62,"body":"now,"},{"startTime":513.62,"endTime":513.86,"body":"you"},{"startTime":513.86,"endTime":514.02,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":514.02,"endTime":514.18,"body":"we"},{"startTime":514.18,"endTime":514.34,"body":"have"},{"startTime":514.34,"endTime":514.54,"body":"to."},{"startTime":514.54,"endTime":514.74,"body":"We"},{"startTime":514.74,"endTime":514.9,"body":"have"},{"startTime":514.9,"endTime":515.1,"body":"to"},{"startTime":515.1,"endTime":515.34,"body":"go"},{"startTime":515.34,"endTime":515.58,"body":"off"},{"startTime":515.58,"endTime":515.78,"body":"of"},{"startTime":515.78,"endTime":515.98,"body":"what"},{"startTime":515.98,"endTime":516.22,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":516.22,"endTime":516.86,"body":"experiencing."},{"startTime":517.98,"endTime":518.22,"body":"I"},{"startTime":518.22,"endTime":518.42,"body":"love"},{"startTime":518.42,"endTime":518.78,"body":"that."},{"startTime":519.26,"endTime":519.62,"body":"So"},{"startTime":519.62,"endTime":519.86,"body":"when"},{"startTime":519.86,"endTime":520.14,"body":"you"},{"startTime":520.22,"endTime":520.54,"body":"made"},{"startTime":520.54,"endTime":520.78,"body":"that"},{"startTime":520.78,"endTime":521.1,"body":"decision"},{"startTime":521.5,"endTime":521.9,"body":"to"},{"startTime":521.9,"endTime":522.22,"body":"stop"},{"startTime":522.22,"endTime":522.66,"body":"fertility"},{"startTime":522.66,"endTime":522.94,"body":"treatment"},{"startTime":522.94,"endTime":523.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":523.02,"endTime":523.3,"body":"pursue"},{"startTime":523.3,"endTime":523.7,"body":"adoption,"},{"startTime":523.7,"endTime":523.86,"body":"can"},{"startTime":523.86,"endTime":523.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":523.98,"endTime":524.1,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":524.1,"endTime":524.3,"body":"us"},{"startTime":524.3,"endTime":524.54,"body":"through"},{"startTime":524.54,"endTime":524.82,"body":"what"},{"startTime":524.82,"endTime":525.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":525.06,"endTime":525.26,"body":"looked"},{"startTime":525.26,"endTime":525.38,"body":"like?"},{"startTime":525.38,"endTime":525.54,"body":"What"},{"startTime":525.54,"endTime":525.7,"body":"was"},{"startTime":525.7,"endTime":525.86,"body":"the"},{"startTime":525.86,"endTime":526.14,"body":"process"},{"startTime":526.299,"endTime":526.54,"body":"for"},{"startTime":526.54,"endTime":526.74,"body":"you"},{"startTime":526.74,"endTime":527.02,"body":"this"},{"startTime":527.02,"endTime":527.22,"body":"time"},{"startTime":527.22,"endTime":527.5,"body":"around?"},{"startTime":527.58,"endTime":527.94,"body":"So"},{"startTime":527.94,"endTime":528.14,"body":"it"},{"startTime":528.14,"endTime":528.26,"body":"was"},{"startTime":528.26,"endTime":528.54,"body":"probably"},{"startTime":528.54,"endTime":529.02,"body":"significantly"},{"startTime":529.02,"endTime":529.18,"body":"different"},{"startTime":529.18,"endTime":529.38,"body":"than"},{"startTime":529.38,"endTime":529.54,"body":"the"},{"startTime":529.54,"endTime":529.82,"body":"past"},{"startTime":529.82,"endTime":530.38,"body":"kinship"},{"startTime":530.38,"endTime":530.74,"body":"placement"},{"startTime":530.74,"endTime":530.86,"body":"that"},{"startTime":530.86,"endTime":530.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":530.98,"endTime":531.26,"body":"had."},{"startTime":531.98,"endTime":532.34,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":532.34,"endTime":532.5,"body":"so"},{"startTime":532.5,"endTime":532.66,"body":"the"},{"startTime":532.66,"endTime":533.02,"body":"kinship"},{"startTime":533.02,"endTime":533.38,"body":"placement"},{"startTime":533.38,"endTime":533.54,"body":"was."},{"startTime":533.54,"endTime":533.94,"body":"Obviously,"},{"startTime":533.94,"endTime":534.14,"body":"we"},{"startTime":534.14,"endTime":534.34,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":534.34,"endTime":534.54,"body":"of"},{"startTime":534.54,"endTime":534.86,"body":"just"},{"startTime":535.18,"endTime":535.5,"body":"were"},{"startTime":535.5,"endTime":535.7,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":535.7,"endTime":535.94,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":535.94,"endTime":536.18,"body":"we."},{"startTime":536.18,"endTime":536.42,"body":"We"},{"startTime":536.42,"endTime":536.58,"body":"have"},{"startTime":536.58,"endTime":536.7,"body":"a"},{"startTime":536.7,"endTime":536.86,"body":"house"},{"startTime":536.86,"endTime":537.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":537.18,"endTime":537.42,"body":"we"},{"startTime":537.42,"endTime":537.54,"body":"have"},{"startTime":537.54,"endTime":537.78,"body":"space,"},{"startTime":537.78,"endTime":538.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":538.02,"endTime":538.14,"body":"it"},{"startTime":538.14,"endTime":538.26,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":538.26,"endTime":538.38,"body":"you"},{"startTime":538.38,"endTime":538.5,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":538.5,"endTime":538.7,"body":"very"},{"startTime":538.7,"endTime":538.94,"body":"quick."},{"startTime":538.94,"endTime":539.14,"body":"And"},{"startTime":539.14,"endTime":539.34,"body":"through"},{"startTime":539.34,"endTime":539.62,"body":"the."},{"startTime":539.62,"endTime":539.86,"body":"Through"},{"startTime":539.86,"endTime":540.54,"body":"dcf,"},{"startTime":540.94,"endTime":541.34,"body":"we."},{"startTime":541.34,"endTime":541.74,"body":"We"},{"startTime":542.15,"endTime":542.27,"body":"found"},{"startTime":542.27,"endTime":542.43,"body":"an"},{"startTime":542.43,"endTime":542.83,"body":"agency,"},{"startTime":542.83,"endTime":542.95,"body":"and"},{"startTime":542.95,"endTime":543.03,"body":"we"},{"startTime":543.03,"endTime":543.19,"body":"ended"},{"startTime":543.19,"endTime":543.27,"body":"up"},{"startTime":543.27,"endTime":543.43,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":543.43,"endTime":543.67,"body":"private"},{"startTime":543.67,"endTime":544.31,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":544.95,"endTime":545.35,"body":"And"},{"startTime":545.67,"endTime":545.99,"body":"so"},{"startTime":545.99,"endTime":546.19,"body":"with"},{"startTime":546.19,"endTime":546.39,"body":"private"},{"startTime":546.39,"endTime":546.95,"body":"adoption,"},{"startTime":546.95,"endTime":547.15,"body":"you"},{"startTime":547.15,"endTime":547.31,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":547.31,"endTime":547.67,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":547.67,"endTime":547.99,"body":"a."},{"startTime":548.39,"endTime":548.67,"body":"The"},{"startTime":548.67,"endTime":548.95,"body":"birth"},{"startTime":548.95,"endTime":549.35,"body":"mother"},{"startTime":549.35,"endTime":549.99,"body":"chooses"},{"startTime":550.07,"endTime":550.47,"body":"the"},{"startTime":550.71,"endTime":551.11,"body":"family."},{"startTime":551.75,"endTime":552.11,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":552.11,"endTime":552.35,"body":"you"},{"startTime":552.35,"endTime":552.47,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":552.47,"endTime":552.59,"body":"we"},{"startTime":552.59,"endTime":552.75,"body":"went"},{"startTime":552.75,"endTime":552.87,"body":"through"},{"startTime":552.87,"endTime":552.95,"body":"the"},{"startTime":552.95,"endTime":553.11,"body":"home"},{"startTime":553.11,"endTime":553.39,"body":"study"},{"startTime":553.39,"endTime":553.71,"body":"process,"},{"startTime":553.71,"endTime":553.95,"body":"which"},{"startTime":553.95,"endTime":554.11,"body":"we"},{"startTime":554.11,"endTime":554.27,"body":"had"},{"startTime":554.27,"endTime":554.47,"body":"done"},{"startTime":554.47,"endTime":554.67,"body":"through"},{"startTime":554.67,"endTime":555.19,"body":"dcf,"},{"startTime":555.19,"endTime":555.47,"body":"but"},{"startTime":555.47,"endTime":555.67,"body":"had"},{"startTime":555.67,"endTime":555.79,"body":"to"},{"startTime":555.79,"endTime":555.91,"body":"do"},{"startTime":555.91,"endTime":556.03,"body":"it"},{"startTime":556.03,"endTime":556.23,"body":"over"},{"startTime":556.23,"endTime":556.55,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":557.03,"endTime":557.31,"body":"went"},{"startTime":557.31,"endTime":557.47,"body":"through"},{"startTime":557.47,"endTime":557.59,"body":"the"},{"startTime":557.59,"endTime":557.75,"body":"home"},{"startTime":557.75,"endTime":558.069,"body":"study"},{"startTime":558.069,"endTime":558.47,"body":"process."},{"startTime":558.71,"endTime":559.11,"body":"We,"},{"startTime":559.99,"endTime":560.27,"body":"you"},{"startTime":560.27,"endTime":560.51,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":560.51,"endTime":560.83,"body":"went"},{"startTime":560.83,"endTime":561.15,"body":"through"},{"startTime":561.15,"endTime":561.51,"body":"the."},{"startTime":561.75,"endTime":562.07,"body":"The"},{"startTime":562.07,"endTime":562.39,"body":"process"},{"startTime":562.47,"endTime":562.87,"body":"of"},{"startTime":563.19,"endTime":563.55,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":563.55,"endTime":563.75,"body":"up"},{"startTime":563.75,"endTime":563.99,"body":"with"},{"startTime":563.99,"endTime":564.39,"body":"our"},{"startTime":564.47,"endTime":565.19,"body":"profile"},{"startTime":565.43,"endTime":565.83,"body":"and"},{"startTime":565.99,"endTime":566.35,"body":"putting"},{"startTime":566.35,"endTime":566.51,"body":"it"},{"startTime":566.51,"endTime":566.67,"body":"out"},{"startTime":566.67,"endTime":566.95,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":567.27,"endTime":567.59,"body":"and"},{"startTime":567.59,"endTime":567.91,"body":"then"},{"startTime":568.23,"endTime":568.63,"body":"worked"},{"startTime":568.63,"endTime":568.75,"body":"with"},{"startTime":568.75,"endTime":568.91,"body":"our"},{"startTime":568.91,"endTime":569.23,"body":"agency"},{"startTime":569.23,"endTime":569.39,"body":"and"},{"startTime":569.39,"endTime":569.79,"body":"matched"},{"startTime":569.79,"endTime":569.91,"body":"with"},{"startTime":569.91,"endTime":569.99,"body":"the"},{"startTime":569.99,"endTime":570.23,"body":"birth"},{"startTime":570.23,"endTime":570.63,"body":"mother."},{"startTime":570.71,"endTime":570.95,"body":"I"},{"startTime":570.95,"endTime":571.11,"body":"will"},{"startTime":571.11,"endTime":571.35,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":571.35,"endTime":571.51,"body":"you"},{"startTime":571.51,"endTime":571.63,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":571.63,"endTime":571.79,"body":"and"},{"startTime":571.79,"endTime":571.99,"body":"this."},{"startTime":571.99,"endTime":572.23,"body":"This"},{"startTime":572.23,"endTime":572.43,"body":"part"},{"startTime":572.43,"endTime":572.55,"body":"of"},{"startTime":572.55,"endTime":572.67,"body":"our"},{"startTime":572.67,"endTime":572.87,"body":"story,"},{"startTime":572.87,"endTime":573.15,"body":"always"},{"startTime":573.15,"endTime":573.51,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":574.61,"endTime":574.81,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":574.81,"endTime":574.97,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":574.97,"endTime":575.13,"body":"to"},{"startTime":575.13,"endTime":575.33,"body":"share,"},{"startTime":575.33,"endTime":575.53,"body":"because"},{"startTime":575.53,"endTime":575.69,"body":"I"},{"startTime":575.69,"endTime":575.85,"body":"know"},{"startTime":575.85,"endTime":576.01,"body":"that"},{"startTime":576.01,"endTime":576.17,"body":"this"},{"startTime":576.17,"endTime":576.61,"body":"isn't"},{"startTime":577.01,"endTime":577.29,"body":"the"},{"startTime":577.29,"endTime":577.69,"body":"typical"},{"startTime":577.69,"endTime":578.05,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":578.53,"endTime":578.85,"body":"but"},{"startTime":578.85,"endTime":579.05,"body":"we"},{"startTime":579.05,"endTime":579.25,"body":"were"},{"startTime":579.25,"endTime":579.57,"body":"matched"},{"startTime":579.57,"endTime":579.73,"body":"within"},{"startTime":579.73,"endTime":579.89,"body":"a"},{"startTime":579.89,"endTime":580.13,"body":"month,"},{"startTime":580.69,"endTime":580.97,"body":"which"},{"startTime":580.97,"endTime":581.13,"body":"does"},{"startTime":581.13,"endTime":581.33,"body":"not"},{"startTime":581.33,"endTime":581.65,"body":"typically"},{"startTime":581.65,"endTime":581.97,"body":"happen"},{"startTime":582.05,"endTime":582.29,"body":"in"},{"startTime":582.29,"endTime":582.41,"body":"the"},{"startTime":582.41,"endTime":582.61,"body":"private"},{"startTime":582.61,"endTime":583.09,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":583.09,"endTime":583.41,"body":"world."},{"startTime":584.37,"endTime":584.61,"body":"So"},{"startTime":584.61,"endTime":584.77,"body":"we"},{"startTime":584.77,"endTime":585.01,"body":"found"},{"startTime":585.01,"endTime":585.25,"body":"out"},{"startTime":585.25,"endTime":585.45,"body":"on"},{"startTime":585.45,"endTime":585.69,"body":"June"},{"startTime":585.69,"endTime":586.17,"body":"16"},{"startTime":586.17,"endTime":586.29,"body":"that"},{"startTime":586.29,"endTime":586.41,"body":"we"},{"startTime":586.41,"endTime":586.57,"body":"were"},{"startTime":586.57,"endTime":587.01,"body":"matched,"},{"startTime":587.09,"endTime":587.37,"body":"and"},{"startTime":587.37,"endTime":587.53,"body":"our"},{"startTime":587.53,"endTime":587.73,"body":"son"},{"startTime":587.73,"endTime":587.85,"body":"was"},{"startTime":587.85,"endTime":588.13,"body":"born"},{"startTime":588.13,"endTime":588.598,"body":"July"},{"startTime":588.702,"endTime":589.17,"body":"26."},{"startTime":589.89,"endTime":590.169,"body":"So"},{"startTime":590.169,"endTime":590.29,"body":"it"},{"startTime":590.29,"endTime":590.41,"body":"was"},{"startTime":590.41,"endTime":590.57,"body":"a"},{"startTime":590.57,"endTime":590.77,"body":"very"},{"startTime":590.77,"endTime":591.09,"body":"quick"},{"startTime":591.49,"endTime":591.89,"body":"process"},{"startTime":591.97,"endTime":592.25,"body":"for"},{"startTime":592.25,"endTime":592.53,"body":"us."},{"startTime":593.17,"endTime":593.61,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":593.61,"endTime":593.85,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":593.85,"endTime":594.01,"body":"you"},{"startTime":594.01,"endTime":594.17,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":594.17,"endTime":594.37,"body":"that"},{"startTime":594.37,"endTime":594.61,"body":"was"},{"startTime":594.61,"endTime":594.93,"body":"very."},{"startTime":595.01,"endTime":595.25,"body":"It"},{"startTime":595.25,"endTime":595.37,"body":"was"},{"startTime":595.37,"endTime":595.57,"body":"very"},{"startTime":595.57,"endTime":595.77,"body":"quick"},{"startTime":595.77,"endTime":595.93,"body":"for"},{"startTime":595.93,"endTime":596.09,"body":"us."},{"startTime":596.09,"endTime":596.25,"body":"And"},{"startTime":596.25,"endTime":596.53,"body":"then"},{"startTime":596.85,"endTime":597.13,"body":"we"},{"startTime":597.13,"endTime":597.57,"body":"decided"},{"startTime":597.57,"endTime":597.85,"body":"to"},{"startTime":597.85,"endTime":598.33,"body":"adopt"},{"startTime":598.33,"endTime":598.61,"body":"again"},{"startTime":598.61,"endTime":598.89,"body":"when"},{"startTime":598.89,"endTime":599.05,"body":"our"},{"startTime":599.05,"endTime":599.29,"body":"son"},{"startTime":599.29,"endTime":599.57,"body":"was"},{"startTime":599.73,"endTime":600.13,"body":"almost"},{"startTime":600.13,"endTime":600.53,"body":"three"},{"startTime":600.93,"endTime":601.25,"body":"and"},{"startTime":601.25,"endTime":601.57,"body":"really"},{"startTime":601.57,"endTime":601.85,"body":"to"},{"startTime":601.85,"endTime":602.01,"body":"add"},{"startTime":602.01,"endTime":602.17,"body":"to"},{"startTime":602.17,"endTime":602.33,"body":"our"},{"startTime":602.33,"endTime":602.61,"body":"family."},{"startTime":602.77,"endTime":603.17,"body":"And"},{"startTime":603.85,"endTime":603.97,"body":"we"},{"startTime":603.97,"endTime":604.17,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":604.17,"endTime":604.37,"body":"had"},{"startTime":604.37,"endTime":604.49,"body":"a"},{"startTime":604.49,"endTime":605.01,"body":"disrupted"},{"startTime":605.01,"endTime":605.61,"body":"adoption,"},{"startTime":606.41,"endTime":606.69,"body":"which"},{"startTime":606.69,"endTime":606.85,"body":"is"},{"startTime":606.85,"endTime":607.05,"body":"where"},{"startTime":607.05,"endTime":607.25,"body":"you"},{"startTime":607.25,"endTime":607.49,"body":"match"},{"startTime":607.49,"endTime":607.69,"body":"with"},{"startTime":607.69,"endTime":607.81,"body":"the"},{"startTime":607.81,"endTime":608.09,"body":"family"},{"startTime":608.25,"endTime":608.65,"body":"and"},{"startTime":608.81,"endTime":609.13,"body":"they,"},{"startTime":609.13,"endTime":609.29,"body":"you"},{"startTime":609.29,"endTime":609.45,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":609.45,"endTime":609.69,"body":"change"},{"startTime":609.69,"endTime":609.85,"body":"their"},{"startTime":609.85,"endTime":609.97,"body":"mind"},{"startTime":609.97,"endTime":610.09,"body":"and"},{"startTime":610.09,"endTime":610.29,"body":"choose"},{"startTime":610.29,"endTime":610.45,"body":"to"},{"startTime":610.45,"endTime":610.69,"body":"parent,"},{"startTime":610.69,"endTime":610.97,"body":"which,"},{"startTime":610.97,"endTime":611.25,"body":"from"},{"startTime":611.25,"endTime":611.41,"body":"my"},{"startTime":611.41,"endTime":611.81,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":611.81,"endTime":612.17,"body":"is"},{"startTime":612.41,"endTime":612.89,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":612.89,"endTime":613.05,"body":"and"},{"startTime":613.05,"endTime":613.49,"body":"wonderful,"},{"startTime":613.49,"endTime":613.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":613.73,"endTime":614.01,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":614.01,"endTime":614.33,"body":"happy"},{"startTime":614.33,"endTime":614.53,"body":"that"},{"startTime":614.53,"endTime":614.69,"body":"that"},{"startTime":614.69,"endTime":614.85,"body":"was"},{"startTime":614.85,"endTime":615.01,"body":"the"},{"startTime":615.01,"endTime":615.29,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":615.45,"endTime":615.73,"body":"for"},{"startTime":615.73,"endTime":615.93,"body":"that"},{"startTime":615.93,"endTime":616.25,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":616.73,"endTime":617.01,"body":"and"},{"startTime":617.01,"endTime":617.41,"body":"obviously,"},{"startTime":617.41,"endTime":617.65,"body":"it"},{"startTime":617.65,"endTime":617.97,"body":"hurt"},{"startTime":617.97,"endTime":618.09,"body":"a"},{"startTime":618.09,"endTime":618.21,"body":"little"},{"startTime":618.21,"endTime":618.37,"body":"for"},{"startTime":618.37,"endTime":618.57,"body":"us."},{"startTime":618.57,"endTime":618.81,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":618.81,"endTime":619.01,"body":"So"},{"startTime":619.01,"endTime":619.49,"body":"balancing"},{"startTime":619.49,"endTime":619.73,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":619.73,"endTime":619.889,"body":"of"},{"startTime":619.889,"endTime":620.089,"body":"the."},{"startTime":620.089,"endTime":620.37,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":620.37,"endTime":620.81,"body":"grateful"},{"startTime":620.81,"endTime":621.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":621.05,"endTime":621.29,"body":"this"},{"startTime":621.29,"endTime":621.61,"body":"child"},{"startTime":621.61,"endTime":621.97,"body":"is"},{"startTime":621.97,"endTime":622.25,"body":"with"},{"startTime":622.25,"endTime":622.57,"body":"their"},{"startTime":622.89,"endTime":623.21,"body":"family"},{"startTime":623.21,"endTime":623.41,"body":"of"},{"startTime":623.41,"endTime":623.73,"body":"origin,"},{"startTime":623.73,"endTime":623.89,"body":"and"},{"startTime":623.89,"endTime":624.17,"body":"also"},{"startTime":624.17,"endTime":624.45,"body":"this"},{"startTime":624.45,"endTime":624.61,"body":"is"},{"startTime":624.61,"endTime":624.77,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":624.77,"endTime":624.93,"body":"for"},{"startTime":624.93,"endTime":625.21,"body":"us."},{"startTime":625.21,"endTime":625.61,"body":"So"},{"startTime":626.25,"endTime":626.49,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":626.49,"endTime":626.61,"body":"of"},{"startTime":626.61,"endTime":626.85,"body":"another"},{"startTime":626.85,"endTime":627.13,"body":"piece"},{"startTime":627.13,"endTime":627.37,"body":"of"},{"startTime":627.37,"endTime":627.73,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":627.73,"endTime":627.97,"body":"that"},{"startTime":627.97,"endTime":628.09,"body":"we"},{"startTime":628.09,"endTime":628.21,"body":"were"},{"startTime":628.21,"endTime":628.65,"body":"feeling."},{"startTime":628.73,"endTime":629.01,"body":"And"},{"startTime":629.01,"endTime":629.29,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":629.78,"endTime":629.94,"body":"not"},{"startTime":629.94,"endTime":630.42,"body":"typical,"},{"startTime":630.5,"endTime":630.82,"body":"but"},{"startTime":630.82,"endTime":631.1,"body":"very"},{"startTime":631.1,"endTime":631.38,"body":"soon"},{"startTime":631.38,"endTime":631.62,"body":"after"},{"startTime":631.62,"endTime":631.94,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":632.1,"endTime":632.42,"body":"we"},{"startTime":632.42,"endTime":632.86,"body":"matched"},{"startTime":632.86,"endTime":633.1,"body":"with"},{"startTime":633.1,"endTime":633.46,"body":"our"},{"startTime":633.46,"endTime":633.78,"body":"current"},{"startTime":633.78,"endTime":634.26,"body":"son's"},{"startTime":634.26,"endTime":634.66,"body":"birth"},{"startTime":634.66,"endTime":635.02,"body":"mother,"},{"startTime":635.02,"endTime":635.26,"body":"and"},{"startTime":635.26,"endTime":635.42,"body":"now"},{"startTime":635.42,"endTime":635.54,"body":"we"},{"startTime":635.54,"endTime":635.66,"body":"have"},{"startTime":635.66,"endTime":635.86,"body":"two"},{"startTime":635.86,"endTime":636.18,"body":"children."},{"startTime":636.34,"endTime":636.7,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":636.7,"endTime":637.14,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":637.46,"endTime":637.7,"body":"the"},{"startTime":637.7,"endTime":638.1,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":638.1,"endTime":638.34,"body":"process"},{"startTime":638.34,"endTime":638.54,"body":"for"},{"startTime":638.54,"endTime":638.78,"body":"us"},{"startTime":638.78,"endTime":639.14,"body":"was"},{"startTime":640.42,"endTime":640.74,"body":"about"},{"startTime":640.74,"endTime":640.94,"body":"as"},{"startTime":640.94,"endTime":641.18,"body":"smooth"},{"startTime":641.18,"endTime":641.34,"body":"as"},{"startTime":641.34,"endTime":641.5,"body":"it"},{"startTime":641.5,"endTime":641.66,"body":"can"},{"startTime":641.66,"endTime":641.9,"body":"get."},{"startTime":641.9,"endTime":642.1,"body":"So"},{"startTime":642.1,"endTime":642.26,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":642.26,"endTime":642.42,"body":"you"},{"startTime":642.42,"endTime":642.54,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":642.54,"endTime":642.7,"body":"I"},{"startTime":642.7,"endTime":643.1,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":643.1,"endTime":643.3,"body":"again"},{"startTime":643.3,"endTime":643.5,"body":"that"},{"startTime":643.5,"endTime":643.66,"body":"that"},{"startTime":643.66,"endTime":643.82,"body":"is"},{"startTime":643.82,"endTime":643.98,"body":"not"},{"startTime":643.98,"endTime":644.14,"body":"the"},{"startTime":644.14,"endTime":644.42,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":644.66,"endTime":644.98,"body":"for"},{"startTime":644.98,"endTime":645.3,"body":"everyone"},{"startTime":647.22,"endTime":647.62,"body":"and"},{"startTime":647.62,"endTime":647.94,"body":"it"},{"startTime":647.94,"endTime":648.18,"body":"was"},{"startTime":648.18,"endTime":648.38,"body":"for"},{"startTime":648.38,"endTime":648.54,"body":"us,"},{"startTime":648.54,"endTime":648.66,"body":"and"},{"startTime":648.66,"endTime":648.82,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":648.82,"endTime":648.98,"body":"very"},{"startTime":648.98,"endTime":649.42,"body":"grateful"},{"startTime":649.42,"endTime":649.66,"body":"for"},{"startTime":649.66,"endTime":649.94,"body":"that."},{"startTime":650.58,"endTime":650.94,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":650.94,"endTime":651.38,"body":"wonderful."},{"startTime":653.38,"endTime":653.7,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":653.7,"endTime":653.86,"body":"sorry"},{"startTime":653.86,"endTime":653.98,"body":"for"},{"startTime":653.98,"endTime":654.1,"body":"the"},{"startTime":654.1,"endTime":654.74,"body":"disrupted"},{"startTime":654.9,"endTime":655.3,"body":"match."},{"startTime":655.38,"endTime":655.66,"body":"Did"},{"startTime":655.66,"endTime":655.82,"body":"that"},{"startTime":655.82,"endTime":656.1,"body":"happen"},{"startTime":657.02,"endTime":657.18,"body":"pre"},{"startTime":657.18,"endTime":657.54,"body":"birth,"},{"startTime":657.54,"endTime":657.82,"body":"post"},{"startTime":657.82,"endTime":658.22,"body":"birth?"},{"startTime":660.22,"endTime":660.54,"body":"So"},{"startTime":660.54,"endTime":660.78,"body":"we"},{"startTime":660.78,"endTime":661.06,"body":"were"},{"startTime":661.06,"endTime":661.42,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":661.42,"endTime":661.74,"body":"in"},{"startTime":661.74,"endTime":662.38,"body":"Florida"},{"startTime":662.94,"endTime":663.26,"body":"when"},{"startTime":663.26,"endTime":663.54,"body":"we"},{"startTime":663.54,"endTime":663.86,"body":"found"},{"startTime":663.86,"endTime":664.18,"body":"out"},{"startTime":664.18,"endTime":664.54,"body":"or"},{"startTime":665.02,"endTime":665.42,"body":"lost"},{"startTime":665.42,"endTime":665.82,"body":"contact"},{"startTime":665.98,"endTime":666.38,"body":"with"},{"startTime":666.38,"endTime":666.78,"body":"the"},{"startTime":666.78,"endTime":667.46,"body":"expectant"},{"startTime":667.46,"endTime":667.82,"body":"mother."},{"startTime":668.38,"endTime":668.78,"body":"And"},{"startTime":668.78,"endTime":669.06,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":669.06,"endTime":669.34,"body":"of"},{"startTime":669.58,"endTime":669.86,"body":"at"},{"startTime":669.86,"endTime":670.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":670.06,"endTime":670.34,"body":"point"},{"startTime":670.34,"endTime":670.58,"body":"when"},{"startTime":670.58,"endTime":670.74,"body":"we"},{"startTime":670.74,"endTime":670.9,"body":"were"},{"startTime":670.9,"endTime":671.14,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":671.14,"endTime":671.38,"body":"you"},{"startTime":671.38,"endTime":671.5,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":671.5,"endTime":671.62,"body":"we."},{"startTime":671.62,"endTime":671.82,"body":"She"},{"startTime":671.82,"endTime":672.02,"body":"had"},{"startTime":672.02,"endTime":672.18,"body":"a"},{"startTime":672.18,"endTime":672.459,"body":"plan"},{"startTime":672.459,"endTime":672.78,"body":"C"},{"startTime":672.78,"endTime":673.14,"body":"section,"},{"startTime":673.14,"endTime":673.3,"body":"so"},{"startTime":673.3,"endTime":673.42,"body":"we"},{"startTime":673.42,"endTime":673.5,"body":"were"},{"startTime":673.5,"endTime":673.7,"body":"there"},{"startTime":673.7,"endTime":673.9,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":673.9,"endTime":674.02,"body":"of"},{"startTime":674.02,"endTime":674.14,"body":"in"},{"startTime":674.14,"endTime":674.54,"body":"preparation"},{"startTime":674.54,"endTime":674.74,"body":"for"},{"startTime":674.74,"endTime":675.02,"body":"that."},{"startTime":675.82,"endTime":676.14,"body":"So"},{"startTime":676.14,"endTime":676.42,"body":"learned"},{"startTime":676.42,"endTime":676.58,"body":"while"},{"startTime":676.58,"endTime":676.7,"body":"we"},{"startTime":676.7,"endTime":676.82,"body":"were"},{"startTime":676.82,"endTime":677.1,"body":"there."},{"startTime":677.1,"endTime":677.5,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":677.58,"endTime":677.82,"body":"you"},{"startTime":677.82,"endTime":677.98,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":677.98,"endTime":678.26,"body":"we"},{"startTime":678.26,"endTime":678.58,"body":"drove"},{"startTime":678.58,"endTime":678.74,"body":"back"},{"startTime":678.74,"endTime":679.02,"body":"home"},{"startTime":679.02,"endTime":679.42,"body":"and."},{"startTime":679.42,"endTime":679.74,"body":"And"},{"startTime":679.74,"endTime":679.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":679.94,"endTime":680.18,"body":"was."},{"startTime":680.18,"endTime":680.54,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":680.54,"endTime":680.7,"body":"it"},{"startTime":680.7,"endTime":680.82,"body":"was"},{"startTime":680.82,"endTime":681.34,"body":"definitely."},{"startTime":681.82,"endTime":682.26,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":682.26,"endTime":682.54,"body":"it"},{"startTime":682.62,"endTime":683.02,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":683.1,"endTime":683.38,"body":"you"},{"startTime":683.38,"endTime":683.54,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":683.54,"endTime":683.78,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":683.78,"endTime":684.22,"body":"interesting."},{"startTime":684.22,"endTime":684.42,"body":"It"},{"startTime":684.42,"endTime":684.62,"body":"was"},{"startTime":684.62,"endTime":684.86,"body":"really"},{"startTime":684.86,"endTime":685.18,"body":"hard."},{"startTime":685.9,"endTime":686.26,"body":"And"},{"startTime":686.26,"endTime":686.5,"body":"just"},{"startTime":686.5,"endTime":686.66,"body":"from"},{"startTime":686.66,"endTime":686.82,"body":"my"},{"startTime":686.82,"endTime":687.06,"body":"social"},{"startTime":687.06,"endTime":687.34,"body":"work"},{"startTime":687.34,"endTime":687.66,"body":"lens"},{"startTime":687.66,"endTime":687.86,"body":"and"},{"startTime":687.86,"endTime":687.98,"body":"my"},{"startTime":687.98,"endTime":688.38,"body":"backgr,"},{"startTime":688.6,"endTime":688.76,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":688.76,"endTime":689,"body":"I"},{"startTime":689,"endTime":689.32,"body":"really"},{"startTime":689.32,"endTime":689.64,"body":"am"},{"startTime":689.64,"endTime":689.96,"body":"very"},{"startTime":690.2,"endTime":690.76,"body":"happy"},{"startTime":690.76,"endTime":691,"body":"for"},{"startTime":691,"endTime":691.24,"body":"that"},{"startTime":691.24,"endTime":691.56,"body":"family."},{"startTime":691.56,"endTime":691.92,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":691.92,"endTime":692.24,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":692.24,"endTime":692.52,"body":"my."},{"startTime":692.68,"endTime":692.96,"body":"My"},{"startTime":692.96,"endTime":693.4,"body":"immediate"},{"startTime":693.4,"endTime":693.68,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":693.68,"endTime":693.84,"body":"is"},{"startTime":693.84,"endTime":694.04,"body":"to"},{"startTime":694.04,"endTime":694.28,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":694.28,"endTime":694.6,"body":"yes,"},{"startTime":694.6,"endTime":694.8,"body":"this"},{"startTime":694.8,"endTime":694.92,"body":"is"},{"startTime":694.92,"endTime":695.32,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":695.32,"endTime":695.52,"body":"that"},{"startTime":695.52,"endTime":695.76,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":695.76,"endTime":695.92,"body":"able"},{"startTime":695.92,"endTime":696.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":696.08,"endTime":696.24,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":696.24,"endTime":696.4,"body":"of"},{"startTime":696.4,"endTime":696.56,"body":"keep"},{"startTime":696.56,"endTime":696.72,"body":"their"},{"startTime":696.72,"endTime":696.96,"body":"family"},{"startTime":696.96,"endTime":697.44,"body":"intact."},{"startTime":697.44,"endTime":697.8,"body":"And."},{"startTime":697.96,"endTime":698.24,"body":"And"},{"startTime":698.24,"endTime":698.52,"body":"also"},{"startTime":698.6,"endTime":698.96,"body":"our"},{"startTime":698.96,"endTime":699.32,"body":"previous"},{"startTime":699.4,"endTime":700.04,"body":"losses"},{"startTime":700.36,"endTime":700.72,"body":"had"},{"startTime":700.72,"endTime":701.28,"body":"prepared"},{"startTime":701.28,"endTime":701.56,"body":"me."},{"startTime":701.72,"endTime":702.12,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":702.12,"endTime":702.24,"body":"some"},{"startTime":702.24,"endTime":702.72,"body":"resilience"},{"startTime":702.72,"endTime":703.12,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":703.12,"endTime":703.52,"body":"built"},{"startTime":703.52,"endTime":703.84,"body":"over"},{"startTime":703.84,"endTime":704.16,"body":"time."},{"startTime":704.16,"endTime":704.52,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":705.56,"endTime":705.96,"body":"So"},{"startTime":705.96,"endTime":706.28,"body":"I"},{"startTime":706.28,"endTime":706.48,"body":"was"},{"startTime":706.48,"endTime":706.68,"body":"able"},{"startTime":706.68,"endTime":706.88,"body":"to"},{"startTime":706.88,"endTime":707.12,"body":"lean"},{"startTime":707.12,"endTime":707.28,"body":"into"},{"startTime":707.28,"endTime":707.44,"body":"that"},{"startTime":707.44,"endTime":707.92,"body":"resilience"},{"startTime":707.92,"endTime":708.12,"body":"a"},{"startTime":708.12,"endTime":708.24,"body":"little"},{"startTime":708.24,"endTime":708.48,"body":"bit"},{"startTime":708.48,"endTime":708.76,"body":"and"},{"startTime":708.76,"endTime":708.96,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":708.96,"endTime":709.24,"body":"of"},{"startTime":709.24,"endTime":709.64,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":710.12,"endTime":710.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":710.48,"endTime":710.84,"body":"know"},{"startTime":710.84,"endTime":711.24,"body":"that"},{"startTime":711.72,"endTime":712.04,"body":"if"},{"startTime":712.04,"endTime":712.28,"body":"we"},{"startTime":712.28,"endTime":712.6,"body":"continue"},{"startTime":712.68,"endTime":712.96,"body":"to"},{"startTime":712.96,"endTime":713.16,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":713.16,"endTime":713.48,"body":"of"},{"startTime":713.72,"endTime":714.4,"body":"trudge"},{"startTime":714.4,"endTime":714.76,"body":"forward"},{"startTime":714.84,"endTime":715.12,"body":"at"},{"startTime":715.12,"endTime":715.4,"body":"times,"},{"startTime":716.2,"endTime":716.52,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":716.52,"endTime":716.64,"body":"not"},{"startTime":716.64,"endTime":716.8,"body":"with"},{"startTime":716.8,"endTime":716.92,"body":"the"},{"startTime":716.92,"endTime":717.08,"body":"most"},{"startTime":717.08,"endTime":717.48,"body":"grace,"},{"startTime":717.48,"endTime":717.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":717.72,"endTime":718,"body":"we'll"},{"startTime":718,"endTime":718.2,"body":"find"},{"startTime":718.2,"endTime":718.48,"body":"peace"},{"startTime":718.48,"endTime":718.6,"body":"in"},{"startTime":718.6,"endTime":718.72,"body":"our"},{"startTime":718.72,"endTime":719,"body":"story."},{"startTime":719.08,"endTime":719.36,"body":"And"},{"startTime":719.36,"endTime":719.52,"body":"I"},{"startTime":719.52,"endTime":719.68,"body":"think"},{"startTime":719.68,"endTime":719.88,"body":"that."},{"startTime":719.88,"endTime":720.2,"body":"That,"},{"startTime":720.51,"endTime":720.63,"body":"you"},{"startTime":720.63,"endTime":720.91,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":721.71,"endTime":722.35,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":722.35,"endTime":722.55,"body":"our"},{"startTime":722.55,"endTime":722.79,"body":"previous"},{"startTime":722.79,"endTime":723.35,"body":"losses"},{"startTime":723.35,"endTime":723.63,"body":"was."},{"startTime":723.63,"endTime":723.79,"body":"We"},{"startTime":723.79,"endTime":723.91,"body":"were"},{"startTime":723.91,"endTime":724.07,"body":"able"},{"startTime":724.07,"endTime":724.23,"body":"to"},{"startTime":724.23,"endTime":724.63,"body":"cope"},{"startTime":724.63,"endTime":724.91,"body":"with."},{"startTime":724.91,"endTime":725.11,"body":"With"},{"startTime":725.11,"endTime":725.23,"body":"the"},{"startTime":725.23,"endTime":725.63,"body":"disrupted"},{"startTime":725.63,"endTime":726.07,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":726.07,"endTime":726.23,"body":"because"},{"startTime":726.23,"endTime":726.39,"body":"of"},{"startTime":726.39,"endTime":726.67,"body":"that."},{"startTime":727.87,"endTime":728.27,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":728.27,"endTime":728.47,"body":"What"},{"startTime":728.47,"endTime":728.63,"body":"an"},{"startTime":728.63,"endTime":728.99,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":728.99,"endTime":729.47,"body":"perspective"},{"startTime":729.47,"endTime":729.67,"body":"to"},{"startTime":729.67,"endTime":729.91,"body":"have."},{"startTime":729.91,"endTime":730.31,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":730.31,"endTime":730.51,"body":"not"},{"startTime":730.51,"endTime":730.99,"body":"easy"},{"startTime":731.07,"endTime":731.39,"body":"to"},{"startTime":731.39,"endTime":731.95,"body":"reframe"},{"startTime":731.95,"endTime":732.15,"body":"in"},{"startTime":732.15,"endTime":732.31,"body":"that"},{"startTime":732.31,"endTime":732.51,"body":"way"},{"startTime":732.51,"endTime":732.83,"body":"as."},{"startTime":732.83,"endTime":733.15,"body":"As"},{"startTime":733.15,"endTime":733.35,"body":"even"},{"startTime":733.35,"endTime":733.51,"body":"as"},{"startTime":733.51,"endTime":733.67,"body":"you"},{"startTime":733.67,"endTime":733.87,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":733.87,"endTime":734.03,"body":"you"},{"startTime":734.03,"endTime":734.19,"body":"were"},{"startTime":734.19,"endTime":734.39,"body":"able"},{"startTime":734.39,"endTime":734.67,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":734.67,"endTime":735.39,"body":"unfortunately,"},{"startTime":735.39,"endTime":735.59,"body":"or"},{"startTime":735.59,"endTime":735.99,"body":"fortunately"},{"startTime":735.99,"endTime":736.229,"body":"because"},{"startTime":736.229,"endTime":736.43,"body":"of"},{"startTime":736.43,"endTime":736.629,"body":"your."},{"startTime":736.629,"endTime":736.87,"body":"Your"},{"startTime":736.87,"endTime":737.15,"body":"past."},{"startTime":739.71,"endTime":740.03,"body":"And"},{"startTime":740.03,"endTime":740.23,"body":"were"},{"startTime":740.23,"endTime":740.43,"body":"there"},{"startTime":740.43,"endTime":740.67,"body":"other"},{"startTime":740.67,"endTime":741.23,"body":"barriers"},{"startTime":741.31,"endTime":741.63,"body":"along"},{"startTime":741.63,"endTime":741.87,"body":"your"},{"startTime":741.87,"endTime":742.35,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":742.35,"endTime":742.63,"body":"that"},{"startTime":742.63,"endTime":742.75,"body":"you"},{"startTime":742.75,"endTime":743.07,"body":"haven't"},{"startTime":743.07,"endTime":743.63,"body":"mentioned?"},{"startTime":745.55,"endTime":745.91,"body":"No."},{"startTime":745.91,"endTime":746.11,"body":"I"},{"startTime":746.11,"endTime":746.27,"body":"think"},{"startTime":746.27,"endTime":746.51,"body":"for"},{"startTime":746.51,"endTime":746.79,"body":"us,"},{"startTime":746.79,"endTime":747.15,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":747.15,"endTime":747.55,"body":"the"},{"startTime":748.18,"endTime":748.58,"body":"trauma"},{"startTime":748.9,"endTime":749.22,"body":"that"},{"startTime":749.22,"endTime":749.46,"body":"I"},{"startTime":749.46,"endTime":749.78,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":750.18,"endTime":750.46,"body":"you"},{"startTime":750.46,"endTime":750.74,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":750.9,"endTime":751.42,"body":"obviously"},{"startTime":751.42,"endTime":751.62,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":751.62,"endTime":751.7,"body":"a"},{"startTime":751.7,"endTime":751.82,"body":"part"},{"startTime":751.82,"endTime":751.94,"body":"of"},{"startTime":751.94,"endTime":752.1,"body":"the."},{"startTime":752.1,"endTime":752.3,"body":"The"},{"startTime":752.3,"endTime":752.62,"body":"bigger"},{"startTime":752.62,"endTime":752.86,"body":"story,"},{"startTime":752.86,"endTime":753.1,"body":"but"},{"startTime":753.1,"endTime":753.26,"body":"I"},{"startTime":753.26,"endTime":753.42,"body":"think"},{"startTime":753.42,"endTime":753.62,"body":"that"},{"startTime":753.62,"endTime":753.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":753.94,"endTime":754.46,"body":"changed"},{"startTime":754.46,"endTime":754.66,"body":"my"},{"startTime":754.66,"endTime":755.06,"body":"whole"},{"startTime":755.22,"endTime":755.86,"body":"makeup"},{"startTime":756.02,"endTime":756.38,"body":"in."},{"startTime":756.38,"endTime":756.62,"body":"In"},{"startTime":756.62,"endTime":756.78,"body":"some"},{"startTime":756.78,"endTime":757.02,"body":"ways."},{"startTime":757.02,"endTime":757.22,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":757.22,"endTime":757.42,"body":"It"},{"startTime":757.42,"endTime":757.7,"body":"really."},{"startTime":758.1,"endTime":758.34,"body":"So"},{"startTime":758.34,"endTime":758.54,"body":"I."},{"startTime":758.54,"endTime":758.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":758.78,"endTime":758.98,"body":"think"},{"startTime":758.98,"endTime":759.18,"body":"for"},{"startTime":759.18,"endTime":759.38,"body":"me"},{"startTime":759.38,"endTime":759.54,"body":"it"},{"startTime":759.54,"endTime":759.78,"body":"was."},{"startTime":760.02,"endTime":760.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":760.3,"endTime":760.54,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":760.54,"endTime":760.7,"body":"call"},{"startTime":760.7,"endTime":760.82,"body":"it"},{"startTime":760.82,"endTime":760.9,"body":"a"},{"startTime":760.9,"endTime":761.22,"body":"barrier"},{"startTime":761.22,"endTime":761.78,"body":"necessarily,"},{"startTime":761.78,"endTime":761.98,"body":"but"},{"startTime":761.98,"endTime":762.14,"body":"it"},{"startTime":762.14,"endTime":762.34,"body":"was"},{"startTime":762.34,"endTime":762.54,"body":"a"},{"startTime":762.54,"endTime":762.94,"body":"complete"},{"startTime":762.94,"endTime":763.3,"body":"shift."},{"startTime":763.3,"endTime":763.54,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":763.54,"endTime":763.899,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":763.899,"endTime":764.019,"body":"a"},{"startTime":764.019,"endTime":764.14,"body":"before"},{"startTime":764.14,"endTime":764.34,"body":"and"},{"startTime":764.34,"endTime":764.66,"body":"after"},{"startTime":764.66,"endTime":764.94,"body":"for"},{"startTime":764.94,"endTime":765.22,"body":"me,"},{"startTime":765.38,"endTime":765.78,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":766.02,"endTime":766.3,"body":"you"},{"startTime":766.3,"endTime":766.5,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":766.5,"endTime":766.74,"body":"before"},{"startTime":766.74,"endTime":766.9,"body":"and"},{"startTime":766.9,"endTime":767.06,"body":"after"},{"startTime":767.06,"endTime":767.26,"body":"that"},{"startTime":767.26,"endTime":767.54,"body":"first"},{"startTime":767.54,"endTime":767.94,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":768.1,"endTime":768.5,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":768.74,"endTime":769.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":769.02,"endTime":769.3,"body":"that"},{"startTime":770.1,"endTime":770.42,"body":"I."},{"startTime":770.42,"endTime":770.74,"body":"I"},{"startTime":770.74,"endTime":771.1,"body":"still"},{"startTime":771.1,"endTime":771.38,"body":"hold"},{"startTime":771.38,"endTime":771.62,"body":"that."},{"startTime":771.62,"endTime":771.82,"body":"You"},{"startTime":771.82,"endTime":771.98,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":771.98,"endTime":772.18,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":772.18,"endTime":772.38,"body":"still"},{"startTime":772.38,"endTime":772.74,"body":"raw"},{"startTime":772.74,"endTime":772.98,"body":"at"},{"startTime":772.98,"endTime":773.3,"body":"times,"},{"startTime":773.3,"endTime":773.58,"body":"but"},{"startTime":773.58,"endTime":773.82,"body":"that"},{"startTime":773.82,"endTime":774.06,"body":"for"},{"startTime":774.06,"endTime":774.26,"body":"me,"},{"startTime":774.26,"endTime":774.46,"body":"that"},{"startTime":774.46,"endTime":774.62,"body":"was"},{"startTime":774.62,"endTime":774.86,"body":"something"},{"startTime":774.86,"endTime":775.22,"body":"that"},{"startTime":775.48,"endTime":775.72,"body":"needed"},{"startTime":775.72,"endTime":775.8,"body":"to"},{"startTime":775.8,"endTime":775.92,"body":"be"},{"startTime":775.92,"endTime":776.16,"body":"worked"},{"startTime":776.16,"endTime":776.44,"body":"through"},{"startTime":777.16,"endTime":777.48,"body":"from"},{"startTime":777.48,"endTime":777.8,"body":"a,"},{"startTime":777.88,"endTime":778.16,"body":"you"},{"startTime":778.16,"endTime":778.36,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":778.36,"endTime":778.68,"body":"support"},{"startTime":779,"endTime":779.72,"body":"perspective."},{"startTime":781.08,"endTime":781.56,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":782.12,"endTime":782.52,"body":"Speaking"},{"startTime":782.52,"endTime":782.8,"body":"of"},{"startTime":782.8,"endTime":783.16,"body":"support,"},{"startTime":783.16,"endTime":783.44,"body":"who"},{"startTime":783.44,"endTime":783.6,"body":"were"},{"startTime":783.6,"endTime":783.76,"body":"your"},{"startTime":783.76,"endTime":784.12,"body":"biggest"},{"startTime":784.12,"endTime":784.64,"body":"supporters"},{"startTime":784.64,"endTime":784.84,"body":"during"},{"startTime":784.84,"endTime":785.04,"body":"this"},{"startTime":785.04,"endTime":785.32,"body":"time?"},{"startTime":785.4,"endTime":785.8,"body":"Family?"},{"startTime":785.88,"endTime":786.28,"body":"Friends?"},{"startTime":786.84,"endTime":787.4,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":787.48,"endTime":787.8,"body":"all"},{"startTime":787.8,"endTime":787.96,"body":"the"},{"startTime":787.96,"endTime":788.28,"body":"above."},{"startTime":788.28,"endTime":788.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":788.48,"endTime":788.68,"body":"have"},{"startTime":788.68,"endTime":788.92,"body":"an"},{"startTime":788.92,"endTime":789.28,"body":"excellent"},{"startTime":789.28,"endTime":789.52,"body":"support"},{"startTime":789.52,"endTime":789.84,"body":"system."},{"startTime":789.84,"endTime":790.08,"body":"We"},{"startTime":790.08,"endTime":790.2,"body":"have"},{"startTime":790.2,"endTime":790.28,"body":"a"},{"startTime":790.28,"endTime":790.48,"body":"great"},{"startTime":790.48,"endTime":790.8,"body":"family."},{"startTime":790.8,"endTime":791,"body":"My"},{"startTime":791,"endTime":791.439,"body":"husband's"},{"startTime":791.439,"endTime":791.88,"body":"amazing."},{"startTime":791.88,"endTime":792.08,"body":"And"},{"startTime":792.08,"endTime":792.28,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":792.28,"endTime":792.52,"body":"we've"},{"startTime":792.52,"endTime":792.64,"body":"been"},{"startTime":792.64,"endTime":792.92,"body":"together"},{"startTime":793.56,"endTime":794.08,"body":"forever"},{"startTime":794.08,"endTime":794.32,"body":"at"},{"startTime":794.32,"endTime":794.56,"body":"this"},{"startTime":794.56,"endTime":794.92,"body":"point."},{"startTime":794.92,"endTime":795.32,"body":"So"},{"startTime":796.36,"endTime":796.64,"body":"we"},{"startTime":796.64,"endTime":796.92,"body":"support"},{"startTime":796.92,"endTime":797.2,"body":"each"},{"startTime":797.2,"endTime":797.48,"body":"other,"},{"startTime":797.48,"endTime":797.8,"body":"you"},{"startTime":797.8,"endTime":798.12,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":799.24,"endTime":799.64,"body":"and"},{"startTime":799.72,"endTime":800,"body":"we"},{"startTime":800,"endTime":800.12,"body":"have"},{"startTime":800.12,"endTime":800.2,"body":"a"},{"startTime":800.2,"endTime":800.32,"body":"great"},{"startTime":800.32,"endTime":800.48,"body":"group"},{"startTime":800.48,"endTime":800.64,"body":"of"},{"startTime":800.64,"endTime":800.88,"body":"friends"},{"startTime":800.88,"endTime":801.24,"body":"and"},{"startTime":801.56,"endTime":802.08,"body":"extended"},{"startTime":802.08,"endTime":802.44,"body":"family."},{"startTime":802.68,"endTime":803.36,"body":"Interestingly"},{"startTime":803.36,"endTime":803.64,"body":"enough,"},{"startTime":803.64,"endTime":804,"body":"and"},{"startTime":804,"endTime":804.24,"body":"a"},{"startTime":804.24,"endTime":804.4,"body":"little"},{"startTime":804.4,"endTime":804.88,"body":"embarrassed"},{"startTime":804.88,"endTime":805,"body":"to"},{"startTime":805,"endTime":805.12,"body":"share"},{"startTime":805.12,"endTime":805.32,"body":"this."},{"startTime":805.32,"endTime":805.52,"body":"I"},{"startTime":805.52,"endTime":805.72,"body":"did"},{"startTime":805.72,"endTime":805.96,"body":"not"},{"startTime":805.96,"endTime":806.28,"body":"seek"},{"startTime":806.28,"endTime":806.52,"body":"out"},{"startTime":806.52,"endTime":806.72,"body":"any"},{"startTime":806.72,"endTime":807,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":807,"endTime":807.23,"body":"health"},{"startTime":807.46,"endTime":807.7,"body":"support,"},{"startTime":808.98,"endTime":809.26,"body":"like"},{"startTime":809.26,"endTime":809.7,"body":"formal"},{"startTime":809.7,"endTime":810.06,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":810.06,"endTime":810.26,"body":"health"},{"startTime":810.26,"endTime":810.58,"body":"support."},{"startTime":810.82,"endTime":811.1,"body":"And"},{"startTime":811.1,"endTime":811.26,"body":"I"},{"startTime":811.26,"endTime":811.5,"body":"was,"},{"startTime":811.5,"endTime":811.74,"body":"I"},{"startTime":811.74,"endTime":811.9,"body":"was"},{"startTime":811.9,"endTime":812.02,"body":"a"},{"startTime":812.02,"endTime":812.22,"body":"social"},{"startTime":812.22,"endTime":812.82,"body":"worker"},{"startTime":813.06,"endTime":813.38,"body":"long"},{"startTime":813.38,"endTime":813.66,"body":"before"},{"startTime":813.66,"endTime":813.94,"body":"I"},{"startTime":813.94,"endTime":814.66,"body":"experienced,"},{"startTime":814.66,"endTime":814.86,"body":"you"},{"startTime":814.86,"endTime":815.14,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":815.62,"endTime":815.94,"body":"my"},{"startTime":815.94,"endTime":816.66,"body":"losses."},{"startTime":817.22,"endTime":817.62,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":817.7,"endTime":818.1,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":818.1,"endTime":818.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":818.3,"endTime":818.46,"body":"did"},{"startTime":818.46,"endTime":818.7,"body":"not"},{"startTime":818.7,"endTime":819.06,"body":"seek"},{"startTime":819.06,"endTime":819.26,"body":"out"},{"startTime":819.26,"endTime":819.5,"body":"any,"},{"startTime":819.5,"endTime":819.82,"body":"which"},{"startTime":819.82,"endTime":820.14,"body":"is"},{"startTime":820.14,"endTime":820.46,"body":"not"},{"startTime":820.46,"endTime":821.22,"body":"terribly"},{"startTime":821.22,"endTime":822.18,"body":"uncommon"},{"startTime":822.82,"endTime":823.22,"body":"for,"},{"startTime":823.54,"endTime":823.86,"body":"for"},{"startTime":823.86,"endTime":824.1,"body":"people"},{"startTime":824.1,"endTime":824.34,"body":"in"},{"startTime":824.34,"endTime":824.58,"body":"this"},{"startTime":824.58,"endTime":824.9,"body":"field"},{"startTime":824.98,"endTime":825.34,"body":"to"},{"startTime":825.34,"endTime":825.66,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":825.66,"endTime":825.86,"body":"not"},{"startTime":825.86,"endTime":826.14,"body":"seek"},{"startTime":826.14,"endTime":826.3,"body":"out"},{"startTime":826.3,"endTime":826.42,"body":"the"},{"startTime":826.42,"endTime":826.66,"body":"support"},{"startTime":827.22,"endTime":827.54,"body":"as"},{"startTime":827.54,"endTime":827.74,"body":"we"},{"startTime":827.74,"endTime":828.14,"body":"encourage"},{"startTime":828.14,"endTime":828.38,"body":"others"},{"startTime":828.38,"endTime":828.74,"body":"to."},{"startTime":828.74,"endTime":829.14,"body":"So."},{"startTime":829.3,"endTime":829.66,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":829.66,"endTime":829.94,"body":"Looking"},{"startTime":829.94,"endTime":830.18,"body":"back,"},{"startTime":830.18,"endTime":830.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":830.58,"endTime":830.9,"body":"should"},{"startTime":830.9,"endTime":831.22,"body":"have,"},{"startTime":831.3,"endTime":831.62,"body":"and"},{"startTime":831.62,"endTime":832.18,"body":"definitely,"},{"startTime":832.94,"endTime":833.1,"body":"if"},{"startTime":833.1,"endTime":833.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":833.3,"endTime":833.54,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":833.54,"endTime":833.78,"body":"it"},{"startTime":833.78,"endTime":833.98,"body":"today,"},{"startTime":833.98,"endTime":834.22,"body":"would"},{"startTime":834.22,"endTime":834.5,"body":"have,"},{"startTime":834.5,"endTime":834.86,"body":"but"},{"startTime":835.26,"endTime":835.74,"body":"mostly"},{"startTime":835.74,"endTime":836.1,"body":"relied"},{"startTime":836.1,"endTime":836.26,"body":"on"},{"startTime":836.26,"endTime":836.38,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":836.38,"endTime":836.5,"body":"of"},{"startTime":836.5,"endTime":837.06,"body":"informal"},{"startTime":837.06,"endTime":837.46,"body":"supports"},{"startTime":837.46,"endTime":837.58,"body":"in"},{"startTime":837.58,"endTime":837.74,"body":"those"},{"startTime":837.74,"endTime":838.14,"body":"moments."},{"startTime":839.1,"endTime":839.58,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":840.06,"endTime":840.38,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":840.38,"endTime":840.5,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":840.5,"endTime":840.62,"body":"of"},{"startTime":840.62,"endTime":840.78,"body":"like"},{"startTime":840.78,"endTime":840.94,"body":"the"},{"startTime":840.94,"endTime":841.22,"body":"nurse"},{"startTime":841.22,"endTime":841.78,"body":"phenomenon."},{"startTime":841.78,"endTime":841.94,"body":"Like"},{"startTime":841.94,"endTime":842.3,"body":"nurses"},{"startTime":842.3,"endTime":842.42,"body":"are"},{"startTime":842.42,"endTime":842.58,"body":"the"},{"startTime":842.58,"endTime":842.82,"body":"worst"},{"startTime":842.82,"endTime":843.26,"body":"patients."},{"startTime":845.66,"endTime":846.02,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":846.02,"endTime":846.26,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":846.26,"endTime":846.38,"body":"a"},{"startTime":846.38,"endTime":846.58,"body":"joke,"},{"startTime":846.58,"endTime":846.78,"body":"like"},{"startTime":846.78,"endTime":846.94,"body":"in"},{"startTime":846.94,"endTime":847.06,"body":"the"},{"startTime":847.06,"endTime":847.3,"body":"social"},{"startTime":847.3,"endTime":847.54,"body":"work"},{"startTime":847.54,"endTime":847.7,"body":"and"},{"startTime":847.7,"endTime":847.98,"body":"therapy"},{"startTime":847.98,"endTime":848.18,"body":"world,"},{"startTime":848.18,"endTime":848.42,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":848.42,"endTime":848.58,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":848.58,"endTime":848.62,"body":"a"},{"startTime":848.62,"endTime":848.82,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":848.82,"endTime":849.18,"body":"easier"},{"startTime":849.18,"endTime":849.34,"body":"to"},{"startTime":849.34,"endTime":849.46,"body":"show"},{"startTime":849.46,"endTime":849.62,"body":"up"},{"startTime":849.62,"endTime":849.78,"body":"for"},{"startTime":849.78,"endTime":849.94,"body":"other"},{"startTime":849.94,"endTime":850.14,"body":"people"},{"startTime":850.14,"endTime":850.34,"body":"than"},{"startTime":850.34,"endTime":850.46,"body":"it"},{"startTime":850.46,"endTime":850.58,"body":"is"},{"startTime":850.58,"endTime":850.74,"body":"for"},{"startTime":850.74,"endTime":851.18,"body":"ourselves,"},{"startTime":851.26,"endTime":851.66,"body":"so"},{"startTime":851.74,"endTime":852.02,"body":"we"},{"startTime":852.02,"endTime":852.22,"body":"might"},{"startTime":852.22,"endTime":852.42,"body":"as"},{"startTime":852.42,"endTime":852.66,"body":"well"},{"startTime":852.66,"endTime":852.9,"body":"do"},{"startTime":852.9,"endTime":853.18,"body":"that."},{"startTime":854.14,"endTime":854.54,"body":"Right,"},{"startTime":854.78,"endTime":855.18,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":856.38,"endTime":856.74,"body":"So"},{"startTime":856.74,"endTime":856.98,"body":"what"},{"startTime":856.98,"endTime":857.22,"body":"sort"},{"startTime":857.22,"endTime":857.38,"body":"of"},{"startTime":857.38,"endTime":857.78,"body":"supports,"},{"startTime":857.78,"endTime":857.94,"body":"as"},{"startTime":857.94,"endTime":858.1,"body":"your"},{"startTime":858.1,"endTime":858.34,"body":"family"},{"startTime":858.34,"endTime":858.58,"body":"has"},{"startTime":858.58,"endTime":858.82,"body":"grown"},{"startTime":858.82,"endTime":858.94,"body":"and"},{"startTime":858.94,"endTime":859.22,"body":"evolved,"},{"startTime":859.22,"endTime":859.38,"body":"what"},{"startTime":859.38,"endTime":859.62,"body":"sort"},{"startTime":859.62,"endTime":859.66,"body":"of"},{"startTime":859.66,"endTime":860.14,"body":"supports"},{"startTime":860.46,"endTime":860.58,"body":"do"},{"startTime":860.58,"endTime":860.7,"body":"you"},{"startTime":860.7,"endTime":860.82,"body":"have"},{"startTime":860.82,"endTime":861.02,"body":"in"},{"startTime":861.02,"endTime":861.34,"body":"place"},{"startTime":861.34,"endTime":861.7,"body":"now"},{"startTime":861.7,"endTime":862.02,"body":"either"},{"startTime":862.02,"endTime":862.18,"body":"from"},{"startTime":862.18,"endTime":862.34,"body":"a"},{"startTime":862.34,"endTime":862.62,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":862.62,"endTime":862.78,"body":"health"},{"startTime":862.78,"endTime":863.26,"body":"perspective"},{"startTime":863.26,"endTime":863.54,"body":"or"},{"startTime":863.54,"endTime":863.9,"body":"from"},{"startTime":863.98,"endTime":864.3,"body":"a"},{"startTime":864.3,"endTime":864.78,"body":"larger"},{"startTime":864.78,"endTime":865.1,"body":"family"},{"startTime":865.26,"endTime":865.78,"body":"perspective?"},{"startTime":865.78,"endTime":865.9,"body":"I"},{"startTime":865.9,"endTime":866.02,"body":"think"},{"startTime":866.02,"endTime":866.14,"body":"a"},{"startTime":866.14,"endTime":866.22,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":866.22,"endTime":866.34,"body":"of"},{"startTime":866.34,"endTime":866.7,"body":"questions"},{"startTime":866.7,"endTime":866.82,"body":"we"},{"startTime":866.82,"endTime":867.02,"body":"get"},{"startTime":867.02,"endTime":867.26,"body":"from"},{"startTime":867.26,"endTime":867.74,"body":"potential"},{"startTime":868.22,"endTime":868.82,"body":"adoptive"},{"startTime":868.82,"endTime":869.1,"body":"parents"},{"startTime":869.1,"endTime":869.3,"body":"is"},{"startTime":869.3,"endTime":869.46,"body":"what"},{"startTime":869.46,"endTime":869.62,"body":"does"},{"startTime":869.62,"endTime":869.9,"body":"it"},{"startTime":870.38,"endTime":870.66,"body":"look"},{"startTime":870.66,"endTime":870.94,"body":"like"},{"startTime":871.02,"endTime":871.3,"body":"once"},{"startTime":871.3,"endTime":871.46,"body":"you"},{"startTime":871.46,"endTime":871.62,"body":"get"},{"startTime":871.62,"endTime":871.82,"body":"through"},{"startTime":871.82,"endTime":872.02,"body":"the"},{"startTime":872.02,"endTime":872.26,"body":"process"},{"startTime":872.26,"endTime":872.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":872.46,"endTime":872.62,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":872.62,"endTime":872.7,"body":"on"},{"startTime":872.7,"endTime":872.78,"body":"the"},{"startTime":872.78,"endTime":872.94,"body":"other"},{"startTime":872.94,"endTime":873.26,"body":"side,"},{"startTime":873.26,"endTime":873.58,"body":"what"},{"startTime":873.58,"endTime":873.78,"body":"you"},{"startTime":873.78,"endTime":873.94,"body":"need"},{"startTime":873.94,"endTime":874.06,"body":"to"},{"startTime":874.06,"endTime":874.18,"body":"have"},{"startTime":874.18,"endTime":874.34,"body":"in"},{"startTime":874.34,"endTime":874.54,"body":"place"},{"startTime":874.54,"endTime":874.74,"body":"to"},{"startTime":874.74,"endTime":875.02,"body":"support"},{"startTime":875.18,"endTime":875.54,"body":"your"},{"startTime":875.54,"endTime":875.9,"body":"children?"},{"startTime":876.7,"endTime":877.18,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":877.66,"endTime":877.98,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":877.98,"endTime":878.06,"body":"a"},{"startTime":878.06,"endTime":878.22,"body":"great"},{"startTime":878.22,"endTime":878.5,"body":"question"},{"startTime":878.5,"endTime":878.74,"body":"and"},{"startTime":878.74,"endTime":878.94,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":878.94,"endTime":879.1,"body":"very"},{"startTime":879.1,"endTime":879.66,"body":"nuanced."},{"startTime":879.66,"endTime":879.98,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":880.78,"endTime":881.06,"body":"We"},{"startTime":881.06,"endTime":881.3,"body":"do"},{"startTime":881.3,"endTime":881.62,"body":"have"},{"startTime":881.62,"endTime":882.06,"body":"semi"},{"startTime":882.06,"endTime":882.34,"body":"open"},{"startTime":882.34,"endTime":883.02,"body":"adoptions,"},{"startTime":883.1,"endTime":883.34,"body":"so"},{"startTime":883.34,"endTime":883.5,"body":"we"},{"startTime":883.5,"endTime":883.74,"body":"have"},{"startTime":883.74,"endTime":884.22,"body":"connection"},{"startTime":884.22,"endTime":884.5,"body":"with"},{"startTime":884.5,"endTime":884.66,"body":"our"},{"startTime":884.66,"endTime":885.18,"body":"children's"},{"startTime":885.18,"endTime":885.46,"body":"first"},{"startTime":885.46,"endTime":885.98,"body":"families"},{"startTime":886.38,"endTime":886.66,"body":"and"},{"startTime":886.66,"endTime":886.9,"body":"we"},{"startTime":886.9,"endTime":887.14,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":887.14,"endTime":887.26,"body":"of"},{"startTime":887.26,"endTime":887.82,"body":"prioritize"},{"startTime":887.82,"endTime":888.06,"body":"those"},{"startTime":888.06,"endTime":888.74,"body":"relationships."},{"startTime":888.74,"endTime":889.02,"body":"We"},{"startTime":889.63,"endTime":890.11,"body":"necessarily"},{"startTime":890.11,"endTime":890.31,"body":"have"},{"startTime":890.31,"endTime":890.71,"body":"visits"},{"startTime":890.71,"endTime":890.99,"body":"and"},{"startTime":890.99,"endTime":891.35,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":891.35,"endTime":891.51,"body":"see"},{"startTime":891.51,"endTime":891.67,"body":"them,"},{"startTime":891.67,"endTime":891.83,"body":"but"},{"startTime":891.83,"endTime":892.03,"body":"we"},{"startTime":892.03,"endTime":892.59,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":892.67,"endTime":893.03,"body":"share"},{"startTime":893.03,"endTime":893.47,"body":"pictures"},{"startTime":893.47,"endTime":893.67,"body":"and"},{"startTime":893.67,"endTime":893.79,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":893.79,"endTime":893.87,"body":"of"},{"startTime":893.87,"endTime":894.07,"body":"share"},{"startTime":894.07,"endTime":894.75,"body":"communication."},{"startTime":895.15,"endTime":895.43,"body":"And"},{"startTime":895.43,"endTime":895.59,"body":"both"},{"startTime":895.59,"endTime":895.75,"body":"of"},{"startTime":895.75,"endTime":896.03,"body":"our"},{"startTime":896.27,"endTime":896.83,"body":"sons"},{"startTime":896.83,"endTime":897.11,"body":"are"},{"startTime":897.11,"endTime":897.39,"body":"well"},{"startTime":897.39,"endTime":897.79,"body":"aware"},{"startTime":897.87,"endTime":898.27,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":898.83,"endTime":899.15,"body":"you"},{"startTime":899.15,"endTime":899.35,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":899.35,"endTime":899.55,"body":"their"},{"startTime":899.55,"endTime":899.83,"body":"first"},{"startTime":899.83,"endTime":900.19,"body":"families"},{"startTime":900.19,"endTime":900.39,"body":"and"},{"startTime":900.39,"endTime":900.55,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":900.55,"endTime":900.71,"body":"of"},{"startTime":900.71,"endTime":900.91,"body":"that"},{"startTime":900.91,"endTime":901.55,"body":"dynamic."},{"startTime":904.27,"endTime":904.83,"body":"There's,"},{"startTime":904.99,"endTime":905.269,"body":"and"},{"startTime":905.269,"endTime":905.389,"body":"I"},{"startTime":905.389,"endTime":905.47,"body":"say"},{"startTime":905.47,"endTime":905.67,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":905.67,"endTime":905.99,"body":"nuanced."},{"startTime":905.99,"endTime":906.19,"body":"We're"},{"startTime":906.19,"endTime":906.31,"body":"also"},{"startTime":906.31,"endTime":906.43,"body":"a"},{"startTime":906.43,"endTime":907.03,"body":"transracial"},{"startTime":907.03,"endTime":907.31,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":907.87,"endTime":908.11,"body":"so"},{"startTime":908.11,"endTime":908.19,"body":"I"},{"startTime":908.19,"endTime":908.31,"body":"think"},{"startTime":908.31,"endTime":908.51,"body":"that"},{"startTime":908.51,"endTime":908.71,"body":"that"},{"startTime":908.71,"endTime":909.03,"body":"brings"},{"startTime":909.03,"endTime":909.15,"body":"a"},{"startTime":909.15,"endTime":909.43,"body":"whole."},{"startTime":909.43,"endTime":909.63,"body":"We"},{"startTime":909.63,"endTime":909.75,"body":"could"},{"startTime":909.75,"endTime":909.87,"body":"do"},{"startTime":909.87,"endTime":909.95,"body":"a"},{"startTime":909.95,"endTime":910.11,"body":"whole"},{"startTime":910.11,"endTime":910.23,"body":"other"},{"startTime":910.23,"endTime":910.59,"body":"podcast"},{"startTime":910.59,"endTime":910.79,"body":"on"},{"startTime":910.79,"endTime":910.95,"body":"that"},{"startTime":910.95,"endTime":911.11,"body":"that"},{"startTime":911.11,"endTime":911.35,"body":"brings"},{"startTime":911.35,"endTime":911.47,"body":"a"},{"startTime":911.47,"endTime":911.67,"body":"whole"},{"startTime":911.67,"endTime":911.91,"body":"other"},{"startTime":911.91,"endTime":912.27,"body":"level"},{"startTime":912.35,"endTime":912.75,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":912.83,"endTime":913.07,"body":"you"},{"startTime":913.07,"endTime":913.27,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":913.27,"endTime":913.95,"body":"complexities"},{"startTime":913.95,"endTime":914.19,"body":"to"},{"startTime":914.19,"endTime":914.31,"body":"the"},{"startTime":914.31,"endTime":914.83,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":915.19,"endTime":915.35,"body":"world"},{"startTime":915.35,"endTime":915.51,"body":"and"},{"startTime":915.51,"endTime":915.59,"body":"the"},{"startTime":915.59,"endTime":915.99,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":915.99,"endTime":916.31,"body":"process."},{"startTime":916.39,"endTime":916.79,"body":"So"},{"startTime":916.87,"endTime":917.51,"body":"obviously,"},{"startTime":917.51,"endTime":917.71,"body":"I"},{"startTime":917.71,"endTime":917.95,"body":"think"},{"startTime":917.95,"endTime":918.19,"body":"for"},{"startTime":918.19,"endTime":918.39,"body":"many"},{"startTime":918.39,"endTime":918.59,"body":"when"},{"startTime":918.59,"endTime":918.71,"body":"you"},{"startTime":918.71,"endTime":918.87,"body":"become"},{"startTime":918.87,"endTime":919.07,"body":"a"},{"startTime":919.07,"endTime":919.43,"body":"parent,"},{"startTime":919.43,"endTime":919.71,"body":"your"},{"startTime":919.71,"endTime":920.03,"body":"life"},{"startTime":920.03,"endTime":920.39,"body":"starts"},{"startTime":920.39,"endTime":920.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":920.51,"endTime":920.67,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":920.67,"endTime":920.95,"body":"of"},{"startTime":921.19,"endTime":921.67,"body":"shift"},{"startTime":921.67,"endTime":921.99,"body":"and"},{"startTime":921.99,"endTime":922.23,"body":"the,"},{"startTime":922.23,"endTime":922.47,"body":"your"},{"startTime":922.47,"endTime":923.03,"body":"orbit"},{"startTime":923.03,"endTime":923.31,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":923.31,"endTime":923.47,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":923.47,"endTime":923.59,"body":"you"},{"startTime":923.59,"endTime":923.71,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":923.71,"endTime":923.87,"body":"is"},{"startTime":923.87,"endTime":924.07,"body":"around"},{"startTime":924.07,"endTime":924.27,"body":"your"},{"startTime":924.27,"endTime":924.55,"body":"children."},{"startTime":925.35,"endTime":925.63,"body":"And"},{"startTime":925.63,"endTime":925.79,"body":"that"},{"startTime":925.79,"endTime":925.95,"body":"is"},{"startTime":925.95,"endTime":926.19,"body":"true"},{"startTime":926.19,"endTime":926.35,"body":"for"},{"startTime":926.35,"endTime":926.55,"body":"us."},{"startTime":926.55,"endTime":926.79,"body":"And"},{"startTime":926.79,"endTime":927.11,"body":"also"},{"startTime":927.27,"endTime":927.59,"body":"based"},{"startTime":927.59,"endTime":927.79,"body":"on"},{"startTime":927.79,"endTime":927.95,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":927.95,"endTime":928.07,"body":"of"},{"startTime":928.07,"endTime":928.19,"body":"our"},{"startTime":928.19,"endTime":929.03,"body":"transracial"},{"startTime":929.35,"endTime":930.07,"body":"makeup,"},{"startTime":930.23,"endTime":930.55,"body":"our"},{"startTime":930.55,"endTime":930.87,"body":"community"},{"startTime":931.35,"endTime":931.67,"body":"has"},{"startTime":931.67,"endTime":931.87,"body":"had"},{"startTime":931.87,"endTime":932.03,"body":"to"},{"startTime":932.03,"endTime":932.23,"body":"look"},{"startTime":932.23,"endTime":932.43,"body":"very"},{"startTime":932.43,"endTime":932.71,"body":"different."},{"startTime":932.71,"endTime":933.11,"body":"We"},{"startTime":933.27,"endTime":933.71,"body":"moved"},{"startTime":933.71,"endTime":933.91,"body":"since"},{"startTime":933.91,"endTime":934.47,"body":"adopting"},{"startTime":934.87,"endTime":935.19,"body":"because"},{"startTime":935.19,"endTime":935.39,"body":"the"},{"startTime":935.39,"endTime":935.63,"body":"community"},{"startTime":935.63,"endTime":935.87,"body":"we"},{"startTime":935.87,"endTime":936.07,"body":"were"},{"startTime":936.07,"endTime":936.35,"body":"in"},{"startTime":936.35,"endTime":936.67,"body":"was"},{"startTime":936.67,"endTime":937.07,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":937.07,"endTime":937.27,"body":"not"},{"startTime":937.27,"endTime":937.59,"body":"the"},{"startTime":937.59,"endTime":937.91,"body":"best"},{"startTime":937.91,"endTime":938.15,"body":"for"},{"startTime":938.15,"endTime":938.39,"body":"our"},{"startTime":938.39,"endTime":938.71,"body":"children"},{"startTime":938.79,"endTime":939.07,"body":"who"},{"startTime":939.07,"endTime":939.23,"body":"are"},{"startTime":939.23,"endTime":939.43,"body":"black."},{"startTime":939.43,"endTime":939.67,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":939.67,"endTime":939.83,"body":"you"},{"startTime":939.83,"endTime":939.95,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":939.95,"endTime":940.23,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":940.23,"endTime":940.55,"body":"white"},{"startTime":940.89,"endTime":941.33,"body":"individuals"},{"startTime":941.33,"endTime":941.69,"body":"raising"},{"startTime":941.69,"endTime":942.01,"body":"black"},{"startTime":942.01,"endTime":942.33,"body":"children."},{"startTime":942.41,"endTime":942.77,"body":"So"},{"startTime":942.77,"endTime":943.05,"body":"our"},{"startTime":943.05,"endTime":943.37,"body":"community"},{"startTime":943.45,"endTime":943.93,"body":"changed."},{"startTime":943.93,"endTime":944.13,"body":"We"},{"startTime":944.13,"endTime":944.57,"body":"moved."},{"startTime":945.13,"endTime":945.45,"body":"We"},{"startTime":945.45,"endTime":945.89,"body":"decided"},{"startTime":945.89,"endTime":946.09,"body":"to"},{"startTime":946.09,"endTime":946.29,"body":"Put"},{"startTime":946.29,"endTime":946.45,"body":"them"},{"startTime":946.45,"endTime":946.61,"body":"in"},{"startTime":946.61,"endTime":946.77,"body":"a"},{"startTime":946.77,"endTime":947.01,"body":"school"},{"startTime":947.01,"endTime":947.25,"body":"that"},{"startTime":947.25,"endTime":947.45,"body":"is"},{"startTime":947.45,"endTime":948.17,"body":"reflective,"},{"startTime":948.17,"endTime":948.61,"body":"gives"},{"startTime":948.61,"endTime":948.77,"body":"them"},{"startTime":948.77,"endTime":949.09,"body":"racial"},{"startTime":949.09,"endTime":949.61,"body":"mirrors."},{"startTime":950.01,"endTime":950.41,"body":"So"},{"startTime":950.41,"endTime":950.69,"body":"the"},{"startTime":950.69,"endTime":951.09,"body":"answer"},{"startTime":951.09,"endTime":951.25,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":951.25,"endTime":951.49,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":951.49,"endTime":952.01,"body":"nuanced,"},{"startTime":952.01,"endTime":952.29,"body":"depending"},{"startTime":952.29,"endTime":952.41,"body":"on"},{"startTime":952.41,"endTime":952.53,"body":"the"},{"startTime":952.53,"endTime":952.93,"body":"situation."},{"startTime":952.93,"endTime":953.17,"body":"For"},{"startTime":953.17,"endTime":953.37,"body":"us"},{"startTime":953.37,"endTime":954.09,"body":"specifically,"},{"startTime":954.41,"endTime":954.73,"body":"our"},{"startTime":954.73,"endTime":955.05,"body":"community"},{"startTime":955.21,"endTime":955.49,"body":"has"},{"startTime":955.49,"endTime":955.65,"body":"to"},{"startTime":955.65,"endTime":956.13,"body":"reflect"},{"startTime":956.13,"endTime":956.37,"body":"our"},{"startTime":956.37,"endTime":956.65,"body":"family."},{"startTime":957.37,"endTime":957.77,"body":"And"},{"startTime":957.85,"endTime":958.13,"body":"that"},{"startTime":958.13,"endTime":958.33,"body":"is"},{"startTime":958.33,"endTime":958.53,"body":"a"},{"startTime":958.53,"endTime":958.69,"body":"part"},{"startTime":958.69,"endTime":958.97,"body":"of"},{"startTime":958.97,"endTime":959.25,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":959.25,"endTime":959.41,"body":"of"},{"startTime":959.41,"endTime":959.69,"body":"the"},{"startTime":959.69,"endTime":960.13,"body":"bigger"},{"startTime":960.13,"endTime":960.73,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":960.73,"endTime":961.29,"body":"picture."},{"startTime":961.29,"endTime":961.61,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":961.61,"endTime":961.81,"body":"And"},{"startTime":961.81,"endTime":962.13,"body":"choosing"},{"startTime":962.13,"endTime":962.29,"body":"to"},{"startTime":962.29,"endTime":962.69,"body":"adopt."},{"startTime":962.69,"endTime":962.89,"body":"And"},{"startTime":962.89,"endTime":962.97,"body":"I"},{"startTime":962.97,"endTime":963.09,"body":"think"},{"startTime":963.09,"endTime":963.29,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":963.29,"endTime":963.53,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":963.53,"endTime":963.69,"body":"you"},{"startTime":963.69,"endTime":963.81,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":963.81,"endTime":964.05,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":964.05,"endTime":964.57,"body":"constant"},{"startTime":964.57,"endTime":964.85,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":964.85,"endTime":965.13,"body":"of"},{"startTime":965.13,"endTime":965.53,"body":"support"},{"startTime":965.61,"endTime":965.89,"body":"of"},{"startTime":965.89,"endTime":966.13,"body":"that"},{"startTime":966.13,"endTime":966.49,"body":"community"},{"startTime":966.65,"endTime":967.05,"body":"and"},{"startTime":967.05,"endTime":967.85,"body":"understanding"},{"startTime":967.85,"endTime":968.09,"body":"of"},{"startTime":968.09,"endTime":968.41,"body":"the"},{"startTime":968.81,"endTime":969.45,"body":"complexities"},{"startTime":969.45,"endTime":969.65,"body":"that"},{"startTime":969.65,"endTime":969.85,"body":"come"},{"startTime":969.85,"endTime":970.07,"body":"with."},{"startTime":970.3,"endTime":970.54,"body":"With"},{"startTime":970.62,"endTime":971.26,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":971.26,"endTime":971.58,"body":"for"},{"startTime":971.66,"endTime":971.98,"body":"our"},{"startTime":971.98,"endTime":972.3,"body":"children,"},{"startTime":972.3,"endTime":972.82,"body":"mostly"},{"startTime":972.82,"endTime":973.02,"body":"for"},{"startTime":973.02,"endTime":973.14,"body":"them"},{"startTime":973.14,"endTime":973.26,"body":"to"},{"startTime":973.26,"endTime":973.38,"body":"be"},{"startTime":973.38,"endTime":973.74,"body":"supported"},{"startTime":973.74,"endTime":973.86,"body":"with"},{"startTime":973.86,"endTime":974.06,"body":"people"},{"startTime":974.06,"endTime":974.26,"body":"who"},{"startTime":974.26,"endTime":974.42,"body":"get"},{"startTime":974.42,"endTime":974.7,"body":"it."},{"startTime":975.02,"endTime":975.38,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":975.38,"endTime":975.82,"body":"amazing."},{"startTime":976.22,"endTime":976.62,"body":"Credit"},{"startTime":976.62,"endTime":976.78,"body":"to"},{"startTime":976.78,"endTime":977.1,"body":"you."},{"startTime":977.9,"endTime":978.22,"body":"Again,"},{"startTime":978.22,"endTime":978.42,"body":"going"},{"startTime":978.42,"endTime":978.54,"body":"back"},{"startTime":978.54,"endTime":978.66,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":978.66,"endTime":978.82,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":978.82,"endTime":979.1,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":979.1,"endTime":979.22,"body":"is"},{"startTime":979.22,"endTime":979.34,"body":"a"},{"startTime":979.34,"endTime":979.54,"body":"verb."},{"startTime":979.54,"endTime":979.66,"body":"You"},{"startTime":979.66,"endTime":979.78,"body":"have"},{"startTime":979.78,"endTime":979.9,"body":"to"},{"startTime":979.9,"endTime":980.14,"body":"do"},{"startTime":980.38,"endTime":980.78,"body":"what's"},{"startTime":980.78,"endTime":980.94,"body":"best"},{"startTime":980.94,"endTime":981.14,"body":"for"},{"startTime":981.14,"endTime":981.3,"body":"your"},{"startTime":981.3,"endTime":981.66,"body":"kids."},{"startTime":981.66,"endTime":981.98,"body":"Whatever"},{"startTime":981.98,"endTime":982.06,"body":"you"},{"startTime":982.06,"endTime":982.18,"body":"need"},{"startTime":982.18,"endTime":982.3,"body":"to"},{"startTime":982.3,"endTime":982.38,"body":"do"},{"startTime":982.38,"endTime":982.46,"body":"to"},{"startTime":982.46,"endTime":982.62,"body":"support"},{"startTime":982.62,"endTime":982.9,"body":"them,"},{"startTime":982.9,"endTime":983.18,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":983.18,"endTime":983.3,"body":"what"},{"startTime":983.3,"endTime":983.42,"body":"you"},{"startTime":983.42,"endTime":983.54,"body":"got"},{"startTime":983.54,"endTime":983.66,"body":"to"},{"startTime":983.66,"endTime":983.9,"body":"do."},{"startTime":984.62,"endTime":985.06,"body":"Yep,"},{"startTime":985.06,"endTime":985.58,"body":"agreed."},{"startTime":986.139,"endTime":986.42,"body":"And"},{"startTime":986.42,"endTime":986.54,"body":"all"},{"startTime":986.54,"endTime":986.7,"body":"these"},{"startTime":986.7,"endTime":987.14,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":987.14,"endTime":987.3,"body":"that"},{"startTime":987.3,"endTime":987.58,"body":"you've"},{"startTime":987.58,"endTime":987.9,"body":"made"},{"startTime":987.98,"endTime":988.34,"body":"for"},{"startTime":988.34,"endTime":988.66,"body":"your."},{"startTime":988.66,"endTime":988.9,"body":"For"},{"startTime":988.9,"endTime":989.06,"body":"your"},{"startTime":989.06,"endTime":989.3,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":989.3,"endTime":989.54,"body":"for"},{"startTime":989.54,"endTime":989.7,"body":"your"},{"startTime":989.7,"endTime":990.06,"body":"kids,"},{"startTime":990.14,"endTime":990.42,"body":"with"},{"startTime":990.42,"endTime":990.58,"body":"them"},{"startTime":990.58,"endTime":990.74,"body":"in"},{"startTime":990.74,"endTime":991.02,"body":"mind,"},{"startTime":991.02,"endTime":991.42,"body":"did"},{"startTime":991.58,"endTime":991.86,"body":"any"},{"startTime":991.86,"endTime":992.02,"body":"of"},{"startTime":992.02,"endTime":992.22,"body":"these"},{"startTime":992.22,"endTime":992.9,"body":"decisions,"},{"startTime":992.9,"endTime":993.14,"body":"like"},{"startTime":993.14,"endTime":993.38,"body":"your"},{"startTime":993.38,"endTime":993.74,"body":"move"},{"startTime":993.98,"endTime":994.38,"body":"or"},{"startTime":994.7,"endTime":994.98,"body":"the"},{"startTime":994.98,"endTime":995.26,"body":"decision"},{"startTime":995.34,"endTime":995.72,"body":"to"},{"startTime":995.87,"endTime":996.19,"body":"pursue"},{"startTime":996.19,"endTime":996.75,"body":"adoption,"},{"startTime":996.75,"endTime":996.95,"body":"how"},{"startTime":996.95,"endTime":997.11,"body":"did"},{"startTime":997.11,"endTime":997.27,"body":"that"},{"startTime":997.27,"endTime":997.59,"body":"affect"},{"startTime":997.59,"endTime":997.83,"body":"your"},{"startTime":997.83,"endTime":998.59,"body":"existing"},{"startTime":998.67,"endTime":999.51,"body":"relationships"},{"startTime":999.51,"endTime":999.71,"body":"with"},{"startTime":999.71,"endTime":1000.03,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":1000.75,"endTime":1001.15,"body":"friends,"},{"startTime":1002.27,"endTime":1002.83,"body":"partner,"},{"startTime":1002.83,"endTime":1003.23,"body":"any"},{"startTime":1003.87,"endTime":1004.59,"body":"turbulence"},{"startTime":1004.59,"endTime":1004.91,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1005.07,"endTime":1005.39,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1005.39,"endTime":1005.63,"body":"any"},{"startTime":1005.63,"endTime":1005.95,"body":"great"},{"startTime":1006.11,"endTime":1006.55,"body":"stories"},{"startTime":1006.55,"endTime":1006.79,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1006.79,"endTime":1007.03,"body":"share"},{"startTime":1007.03,"endTime":1007.35,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1007.35,"endTime":1007.71,"body":"support?"},{"startTime":1008.51,"endTime":1008.99,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1010.11,"endTime":1010.43,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1010.43,"endTime":1010.75,"body":"vast"},{"startTime":1010.75,"endTime":1011.23,"body":"majority"},{"startTime":1011.23,"endTime":1011.43,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1011.43,"endTime":1011.59,"body":"good"},{"startTime":1011.59,"endTime":1012.069,"body":"stories,"},{"startTime":1012.069,"endTime":1012.35,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":1012.35,"endTime":1012.55,"body":"The"},{"startTime":1012.55,"endTime":1012.75,"body":"vast"},{"startTime":1012.75,"endTime":1013.19,"body":"majority"},{"startTime":1013.19,"endTime":1013.55,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1013.87,"endTime":1014.27,"body":"us"},{"startTime":1014.35,"endTime":1014.63,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1014.63,"endTime":1014.83,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1014.83,"endTime":1015.11,"body":"our."},{"startTime":1015.11,"endTime":1015.43,"body":"Our"},{"startTime":1015.43,"endTime":1015.99,"body":"village"},{"startTime":1015.99,"endTime":1016.35,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1016.43,"endTime":1017.35,"body":"understanding"},{"startTime":1017.35,"endTime":1017.71,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1017.71,"endTime":1018.31,"body":"rallying"},{"startTime":1018.31,"endTime":1018.55,"body":"around"},{"startTime":1018.55,"endTime":1018.83,"body":"us"},{"startTime":1018.83,"endTime":1019.15,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1019.87,"endTime":1020.23,"body":"being"},{"startTime":1020.23,"endTime":1020.55,"body":"willing"},{"startTime":1020.55,"endTime":1020.75,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1020.75,"endTime":1020.99,"body":"learn"},{"startTime":1020.99,"endTime":1021.19,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1021.19,"endTime":1021.51,"body":"grow"},{"startTime":1021.51,"endTime":1021.75,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1021.75,"endTime":1022.19,"body":"expand"},{"startTime":1022.19,"endTime":1022.51,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1022.59,"endTime":1022.91,"body":"show"},{"startTime":1022.91,"endTime":1023.15,"body":"up"},{"startTime":1023.15,"endTime":1023.43,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1023.43,"endTime":1023.71,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1023.71,"endTime":1024.03,"body":"family."},{"startTime":1024.59,"endTime":1024.91,"body":"There"},{"startTime":1024.91,"endTime":1025.15,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1025.15,"endTime":1025.59,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1025.59,"endTime":1025.75,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1025.75,"endTime":1026.31,"body":"challenges"},{"startTime":1026.31,"endTime":1026.59,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1026.59,"endTime":1026.79,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1026.79,"endTime":1026.99,"body":"come"},{"startTime":1026.99,"endTime":1027.19,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1027.19,"endTime":1027.35,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1027.35,"endTime":1027.62,"body":"adop"},{"startTime":1027.689,"endTime":1028.009,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":1028.009,"endTime":1028.129,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1028.129,"endTime":1028.409,"body":"general."},{"startTime":1028.409,"endTime":1028.729,"body":"People"},{"startTime":1028.729,"endTime":1028.969,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1028.969,"endTime":1029.289,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1029.289,"endTime":1029.689,"body":"fully"},{"startTime":1029.689,"endTime":1030.009,"body":"understand"},{"startTime":1030.649,"endTime":1030.969,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1030.969,"endTime":1031.609,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":1032.169,"endTime":1032.569,"body":"is."},{"startTime":1032.809,"endTime":1033.129,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1033.129,"endTime":1033.329,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1033.329,"endTime":1033.489,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1033.489,"endTime":1033.929,"body":"nuances"},{"startTime":1033.929,"endTime":1034.209,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1034.209,"endTime":1034.649,"body":"exist."},{"startTime":1035.449,"endTime":1035.729,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1035.729,"endTime":1035.889,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1035.889,"endTime":1036.089,"body":"again"},{"startTime":1036.089,"endTime":1036.249,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1036.249,"endTime":1036.369,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1036.369,"endTime":1036.969,"body":"transracial"},{"startTime":1036.969,"endTime":1037.289,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":1037.289,"endTime":1037.489,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1037.489,"endTime":1037.769,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1037.769,"endTime":1038.089,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1038.089,"endTime":1038.169,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1038.169,"endTime":1038.369,"body":"whole"},{"startTime":1038.369,"endTime":1038.569,"body":"other"},{"startTime":1038.569,"endTime":1038.969,"body":"layer"},{"startTime":1038.969,"endTime":1039.289,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1039.449,"endTime":1039.769,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1039.769,"endTime":1040.049,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1040.049,"endTime":1040.249,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1040.249,"endTime":1040.889,"body":"understanding"},{"startTime":1041.209,"endTime":1041.569,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1041.569,"endTime":1041.889,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1041.889,"endTime":1042.249,"body":"love"},{"startTime":1042.329,"endTime":1042.649,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1042.649,"endTime":1042.889,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1042.889,"endTime":1043.209,"body":"enough"},{"startTime":1043.849,"endTime":1044.129,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1044.129,"endTime":1044.649,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":1044.649,"endTime":1045.169,"body":"necessarily,"},{"startTime":1045.169,"endTime":1045.329,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1045.329,"endTime":1045.609,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1045.609,"endTime":1045.729,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1045.729,"endTime":1045.849,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1045.849,"endTime":1046.369,"body":"transracial"},{"startTime":1046.369,"endTime":1046.809,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":1046.809,"endTime":1047.089,"body":"There's."},{"startTime":1047.089,"endTime":1047.369,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":1047.369,"endTime":1047.489,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1047.489,"endTime":1047.649,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1047.649,"endTime":1047.809,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1047.809,"endTime":1047.969,"body":"than"},{"startTime":1047.969,"endTime":1048.249,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1048.889,"endTime":1049.209,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1049.209,"endTime":1049.409,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1049.409,"endTime":1049.649,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1049.649,"endTime":1049.889,"body":"so."},{"startTime":1049.889,"endTime":1050.169,"body":"We've"},{"startTime":1050.169,"endTime":1050.329,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1050.329,"endTime":1050.529,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1050.529,"endTime":1050.729,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1050.729,"endTime":1051.209,"body":"difficult"},{"startTime":1051.209,"endTime":1051.769,"body":"conversations"},{"startTime":1051.769,"endTime":1052.049,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1052.049,"endTime":1052.249,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1052.249,"endTime":1052.409,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1052.409,"endTime":1052.489,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1052.489,"endTime":1052.609,"body":"set"},{"startTime":1052.609,"endTime":1052.769,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1052.769,"endTime":1053.169,"body":"boundaries"},{"startTime":1053.169,"endTime":1053.329,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1053.329,"endTime":1053.569,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1053.569,"endTime":1053.809,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1053.809,"endTime":1054.249,"body":"maybe,"},{"startTime":1054.65,"endTime":1054.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1054.77,"endTime":1054.97,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1054.97,"endTime":1055.37,"body":"aren't"},{"startTime":1055.37,"endTime":1055.85,"body":"safe,"},{"startTime":1055.85,"endTime":1056.13,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1056.13,"endTime":1056.29,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1056.29,"endTime":1056.45,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1056.45,"endTime":1056.81,"body":"physical"},{"startTime":1056.81,"endTime":1057.09,"body":"sense,"},{"startTime":1057.09,"endTime":1057.25,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1057.25,"endTime":1057.41,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1057.41,"endTime":1057.57,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1057.57,"endTime":1058.05,"body":"emotional"},{"startTime":1058.05,"endTime":1058.49,"body":"sense"},{"startTime":1058.65,"endTime":1058.93,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1058.93,"endTime":1059.13,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1059.13,"endTime":1059.45,"body":"children."},{"startTime":1059.77,"endTime":1060.01,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1060.01,"endTime":1060.13,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1060.13,"endTime":1060.49,"body":"definitely."},{"startTime":1060.49,"endTime":1060.77,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":1060.77,"endTime":1061.05,"body":"some."},{"startTime":1061.37,"endTime":1061.61,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1061.61,"endTime":1061.77,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1061.77,"endTime":1061.89,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1061.89,"endTime":1062.01,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1062.01,"endTime":1062.09,"body":"call"},{"startTime":1062.09,"endTime":1062.21,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1062.21,"endTime":1062.81,"body":"sacrifices."},{"startTime":1062.89,"endTime":1063.13,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1063.13,"endTime":1063.37,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1063.37,"endTime":1063.65,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1063.65,"endTime":1063.81,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1063.81,"endTime":1063.97,"body":"view"},{"startTime":1063.97,"endTime":1064.13,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1064.13,"endTime":1064.29,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1064.29,"endTime":1064.89,"body":"sacrifices."},{"startTime":1064.89,"endTime":1065.17,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1065.17,"endTime":1065.41,"body":"just."},{"startTime":1065.41,"endTime":1065.73,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1065.73,"endTime":1066.33,"body":"parenting,"},{"startTime":1066.33,"endTime":1066.61,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1066.61,"endTime":1066.81,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1066.81,"endTime":1066.89,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1066.89,"endTime":1067.05,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1067.05,"endTime":1067.29,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1067.29,"endTime":1067.77,"body":"parents"},{"startTime":1067.77,"endTime":1068.13,"body":"do,"},{"startTime":1068.13,"endTime":1068.49,"body":"right."},{"startTime":1068.57,"endTime":1068.93,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1068.93,"endTime":1069.29,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1069.29,"endTime":1069.81,"body":"prioritizing"},{"startTime":1069.81,"endTime":1069.97,"body":"their"},{"startTime":1069.97,"endTime":1070.25,"body":"children."},{"startTime":1070.73,"endTime":1071.05,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1071.05,"endTime":1071.41,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1071.41,"endTime":1071.57,"body":"been"},{"startTime":1071.57,"endTime":1071.73,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1071.73,"endTime":1071.89,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":1071.89,"endTime":1072.13,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":1072.13,"endTime":1072.37,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1072.37,"endTime":1072.65,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1072.65,"endTime":1073.05,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1073.53,"endTime":1073.81,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1073.81,"endTime":1074.01,"body":"us"},{"startTime":1074.01,"endTime":1074.21,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1074.21,"endTime":1074.37,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1074.37,"endTime":1074.57,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1074.57,"endTime":1074.77,"body":"make"},{"startTime":1074.77,"endTime":1074.97,"body":"sure"},{"startTime":1074.97,"endTime":1075.21,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1075.21,"endTime":1075.45,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1075.45,"endTime":1075.77,"body":"community"},{"startTime":1076.73,"endTime":1077.69,"body":"understands"},{"startTime":1077.77,"endTime":1078.41,"body":"fully"},{"startTime":1079.77,"endTime":1080.05,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1080.05,"endTime":1080.21,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1080.21,"endTime":1080.45,"body":"means,"},{"startTime":1080.45,"endTime":1080.69,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1080.69,"endTime":1080.89,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1080.89,"endTime":1081.21,"body":"family"},{"startTime":1081.77,"endTime":1082.17,"body":"needs"},{"startTime":1082.33,"endTime":1082.73,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1082.73,"endTime":1083.13,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1083.13,"endTime":1083.41,"body":"long"},{"startTime":1083.41,"endTime":1083.69,"body":"term."},{"startTime":1084.78,"endTime":1084.86,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1084.86,"endTime":1084.98,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1084.98,"endTime":1085.14,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1085.14,"endTime":1085.34,"body":"spoke"},{"startTime":1085.34,"endTime":1085.42,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1085.42,"endTime":1085.54,"body":"little"},{"startTime":1085.54,"endTime":1085.66,"body":"bit"},{"startTime":1085.66,"endTime":1085.78,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1085.78,"endTime":1085.9,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1085.9,"endTime":1086.02,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1086.02,"endTime":1086.18,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1086.18,"endTime":1086.38,"body":"already"},{"startTime":1086.38,"endTime":1086.54,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1086.54,"endTime":1086.7,"body":"social"},{"startTime":1086.7,"endTime":1087.06,"body":"worker."},{"startTime":1087.06,"endTime":1087.22,"body":"You"},{"startTime":1087.22,"endTime":1087.34,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1087.34,"endTime":1087.46,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1087.46,"endTime":1087.7,"body":"knew"},{"startTime":1087.7,"endTime":1087.82,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1087.82,"endTime":1087.9,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1087.9,"endTime":1088.02,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1088.02,"endTime":1088.26,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1088.26,"endTime":1088.54,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1088.54,"endTime":1088.74,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1088.74,"endTime":1088.94,"body":"aware"},{"startTime":1088.94,"endTime":1089.1,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":1089.1,"endTime":1089.38,"body":"whether"},{"startTime":1089.38,"endTime":1089.74,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1089.82,"endTime":1090.22,"body":"sought"},{"startTime":1090.22,"endTime":1090.5,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1090.5,"endTime":1090.82,"body":"yourself"},{"startTime":1090.82,"endTime":1090.98,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1090.98,"endTime":1091.26,"body":"not."},{"startTime":1091.66,"endTime":1091.98,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1091.98,"endTime":1092.22,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1092.22,"endTime":1092.54,"body":"did"},{"startTime":1092.94,"endTime":1093.34,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1093.34,"endTime":1093.74,"body":"own"},{"startTime":1093.74,"endTime":1094.06,"body":"family"},{"startTime":1094.06,"endTime":1094.34,"body":"building"},{"startTime":1094.34,"endTime":1094.7,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1094.86,"endTime":1095.26,"body":"impact"},{"startTime":1095.26,"endTime":1095.54,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1095.54,"endTime":1095.98,"body":"professional"},{"startTime":1095.98,"endTime":1096.3,"body":"life?"},{"startTime":1097.02,"endTime":1097.46,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1097.46,"endTime":1097.7,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1097.7,"endTime":1097.86,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1097.86,"endTime":1097.98,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1097.98,"endTime":1098.1,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1098.1,"endTime":1098.38,"body":"finished"},{"startTime":1098.38,"endTime":1098.62,"body":"grad"},{"startTime":1098.62,"endTime":1098.94,"body":"school"},{"startTime":1099.02,"endTime":1099.34,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1099.34,"endTime":1099.5,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1099.5,"endTime":1099.699,"body":"got"},{"startTime":1099.699,"endTime":1100.06,"body":"pregnant"},{"startTime":1100.06,"endTime":1100.18,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1100.18,"endTime":1100.3,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1100.3,"endTime":1100.5,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1100.5,"endTime":1100.86,"body":"time."},{"startTime":1101.82,"endTime":1102.18,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1102.18,"endTime":1102.46,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1102.46,"endTime":1102.7,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1102.7,"endTime":1103.02,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1104.7,"endTime":1104.98,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1104.98,"endTime":1105.14,"body":"through"},{"startTime":1105.14,"endTime":1105.38,"body":"grad"},{"startTime":1105.38,"endTime":1105.66,"body":"school"},{"startTime":1106.14,"endTime":1106.42,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1106.42,"endTime":1106.58,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1106.58,"endTime":1106.9,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":1106.9,"endTime":1107.06,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1107.06,"endTime":1107.34,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":1107.34,"endTime":1107.46,"body":"care"},{"startTime":1107.46,"endTime":1107.94,"body":"agency"},{"startTime":1107.94,"endTime":1108.06,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1108.06,"endTime":1108.14,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1108.14,"endTime":1108.34,"body":"social"},{"startTime":1108.34,"endTime":1108.86,"body":"worker."},{"startTime":1109.5,"endTime":1109.82,"body":"No"},{"startTime":1109.82,"endTime":1110.14,"body":"way."},{"startTime":1111.42,"endTime":1111.66,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1111.66,"endTime":1111.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1111.78,"endTime":1111.9,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1111.9,"endTime":1112.02,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1112.02,"endTime":1112.46,"body":"adoption"},{"startTime":1112.46,"endTime":1112.62,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1112.62,"endTime":1112.86,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":1112.86,"endTime":1112.98,"body":"care"},{"startTime":1112.98,"endTime":1113.03,"body":"home"},{"startTime":1113.18,"endTime":1113.3,"body":"home"},{"startTime":1113.3,"endTime":1113.7,"body":"finder,"},{"startTime":1113.7,"endTime":1113.86,"body":"which"},{"startTime":1113.86,"endTime":1114.02,"body":"means"},{"startTime":1114.02,"endTime":1114.14,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1114.14,"endTime":1114.26,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1114.26,"endTime":1114.38,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1114.38,"endTime":1114.54,"body":"person"},{"startTime":1114.54,"endTime":1114.74,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1114.74,"endTime":1114.86,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1114.86,"endTime":1114.98,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1114.98,"endTime":1115.18,"body":"went"},{"startTime":1115.18,"endTime":1115.38,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1115.38,"endTime":1115.54,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1115.54,"endTime":1115.7,"body":"did"},{"startTime":1115.7,"endTime":1115.82,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1115.82,"endTime":1116.3,"body":"recruitment"},{"startTime":1116.3,"endTime":1116.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1116.46,"endTime":1116.62,"body":"home"},{"startTime":1116.62,"endTime":1117.02,"body":"studies"},{"startTime":1117.02,"endTime":1117.26,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1117.26,"endTime":1117.7,"body":"potential"},{"startTime":1117.7,"endTime":1118.14,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":1118.14,"endTime":1118.26,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1118.26,"endTime":1118.66,"body":"adoptive"},{"startTime":1118.66,"endTime":1119.1,"body":"families."},{"startTime":1120.06,"endTime":1120.46,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1121.26,"endTime":1121.74,"body":"funny,"},{"startTime":1121.74,"endTime":1122.06,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":1122.22,"endTime":1122.54,"body":"How"},{"startTime":1122.54,"endTime":1122.74,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1122.74,"endTime":1122.98,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1122.98,"endTime":1123.34,"body":"happen."},{"startTime":1123.9,"endTime":1124.3,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1124.3,"endTime":1124.7,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1124.86,"endTime":1125.18,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1125.18,"endTime":1125.38,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1125.38,"endTime":1125.54,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1125.54,"endTime":1125.74,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1125.74,"endTime":1126.06,"body":"had."},{"startTime":1126.14,"endTime":1126.46,"body":"Had"},{"startTime":1126.46,"endTime":1126.74,"body":"left"},{"startTime":1126.74,"endTime":1127.02,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1127.02,"endTime":1127.34,"body":"job"},{"startTime":1127.34,"endTime":1127.62,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1127.62,"endTime":1127.82,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1127.82,"endTime":1128.38,"body":"graduated"},{"startTime":1128.38,"endTime":1128.62,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1128.62,"endTime":1128.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1128.78,"endTime":1129.02,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1129.02,"endTime":1129.339,"body":"looking"},{"startTime":1129.339,"endTime":1129.66,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1129.74,"endTime":1130.02,"body":"get"},{"startTime":1130.02,"endTime":1130.26,"body":"into"},{"startTime":1130.26,"endTime":1130.86,"body":"leadership"},{"startTime":1131.26,"endTime":1131.58,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1131.58,"endTime":1131.9,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1132.46,"endTime":1132.78,"body":"got"},{"startTime":1132.78,"endTime":1132.94,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1132.94,"endTime":1133.14,"body":"position"},{"startTime":1133.14,"endTime":1133.38,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1133.38,"endTime":1133.74,"body":"leadership"},{"startTime":1133.74,"endTime":1133.94,"body":"soon"},{"startTime":1133.94,"endTime":1134.14,"body":"after"},{"startTime":1134.14,"endTime":1134.3,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1134.3,"endTime":1134.74,"body":"graduation"},{"startTime":1134.74,"endTime":1134.98,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1134.98,"endTime":1135.22,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1135.22,"endTime":1135.42,"body":"still"},{"startTime":1135.42,"endTime":1135.7,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1135.7,"endTime":1135.94,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1135.94,"endTime":1136.14,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1136.14,"endTime":1136.42,"body":"position"},{"startTime":1136.42,"endTime":1136.7,"body":"along"},{"startTime":1136.7,"endTime":1136.94,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1136.94,"endTime":1137.14,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1137.14,"endTime":1137.3,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1137.3,"endTime":1137.5,"body":"private"},{"startTime":1137.5,"endTime":1137.94,"body":"practice."},{"startTime":1137.94,"endTime":1138.3,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1138.62,"endTime":1139.02,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1139.02,"endTime":1139.22,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1139.22,"endTime":1139.38,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1139.38,"endTime":1139.58,"body":"C"},{"startTime":1139.58,"endTime":1139.9,"body":"suite"},{"startTime":1139.9,"endTime":1140.02,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1140.02,"endTime":1140.14,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1140.14,"endTime":1140.78,"body":"nonprofit."},{"startTime":1140.78,"endTime":1141.1,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1141.34,"endTime":1141.58,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1141.58,"endTime":1141.74,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1141.74,"endTime":1142.02,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1142.02,"endTime":1142.42,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1142.42,"endTime":1142.58,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1142.58,"endTime":1142.74,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1142.74,"endTime":1142.9,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1142.9,"endTime":1143.34,"body":"leadership"},{"startTime":1143.34,"endTime":1143.66,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":1143.66,"endTime":1143.82,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1143.82,"endTime":1144.14,"body":"macro"},{"startTime":1144.14,"endTime":1144.42,"body":"social"},{"startTime":1144.42,"endTime":1144.66,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1144.66,"endTime":1144.93,"body":"le."},{"startTime":1146.12,"endTime":1146.28,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1146.28,"endTime":1146.52,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1146.52,"endTime":1146.76,"body":"many"},{"startTime":1146.76,"endTime":1147.08,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1147.08,"endTime":1147.36,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1147.36,"endTime":1147.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1147.52,"endTime":1147.8,"body":"field"},{"startTime":1148.04,"endTime":1148.36,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1148.36,"endTime":1149,"body":"2020,"},{"startTime":1149,"endTime":1149.32,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1149.32,"endTime":1149.96,"body":"recognized"},{"startTime":1149.96,"endTime":1150.36,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1150.76,"endTime":1151.04,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1151.04,"endTime":1151.32,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1151.56,"endTime":1151.88,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1151.88,"endTime":1152.68,"body":"opportunities"},{"startTime":1152.84,"endTime":1153.16,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1153.16,"endTime":1153.48,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1153.48,"endTime":1154.28,"body":"telehealth"},{"startTime":1154.44,"endTime":1154.8,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1154.8,"endTime":1155.12,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1155.12,"endTime":1155.36,"body":"weren't"},{"startTime":1155.36,"endTime":1155.64,"body":"present"},{"startTime":1155.64,"endTime":1156.04,"body":"before."},{"startTime":1156.28,"endTime":1156.56,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1156.56,"endTime":1156.72,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1156.72,"endTime":1157.04,"body":"opened"},{"startTime":1157.04,"endTime":1157.16,"body":"up"},{"startTime":1157.16,"endTime":1157.28,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1157.28,"endTime":1157.52,"body":"door"},{"startTime":1157.52,"endTime":1157.64,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1157.64,"endTime":1157.76,"body":"little"},{"startTime":1157.76,"endTime":1157.92,"body":"bit"},{"startTime":1157.92,"endTime":1158.16,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1158.16,"endTime":1158.44,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1158.44,"endTime":1158.68,"body":"part"},{"startTime":1158.68,"endTime":1159,"body":"time"},{"startTime":1159,"endTime":1159.32,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1159.32,"endTime":1159.52,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1159.52,"endTime":1159.68,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1159.68,"endTime":1159.88,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1159.88,"endTime":1160.08,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1160.08,"endTime":1160.28,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1160.28,"endTime":1160.8,"body":"interested"},{"startTime":1160.8,"endTime":1161.08,"body":"in,"},{"startTime":1161.08,"endTime":1161.36,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1161.36,"endTime":1161.56,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1161.56,"endTime":1161.8,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1161.8,"endTime":1162,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1162,"endTime":1162.32,"body":"clinical"},{"startTime":1162.32,"endTime":1162.48,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1162.48,"endTime":1162.68,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1162.68,"endTime":1162.92,"body":"being"},{"startTime":1162.92,"endTime":1163.12,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1163.12,"endTime":1163.64,"body":"leadership."},{"startTime":1163.72,"endTime":1164.04,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1164.04,"endTime":1164.4,"body":"missed"},{"startTime":1164.4,"endTime":1164.56,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1164.56,"endTime":1164.96,"body":"clinical"},{"startTime":1164.96,"endTime":1165.4,"body":"stuff."},{"startTime":1165.72,"endTime":1166,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1166,"endTime":1166.16,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1166.16,"endTime":1166.76,"body":"2020,"},{"startTime":1167.08,"endTime":1167.4,"body":"late"},{"startTime":1167.4,"endTime":1167.92,"body":"2020,"},{"startTime":1167.92,"endTime":1168.2,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1168.2,"endTime":1168.48,"body":"started"},{"startTime":1168.48,"endTime":1168.84,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1168.92,"endTime":1169.2,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1169.2,"endTime":1169.4,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1169.4,"endTime":1169.96,"body":"practice"},{"startTime":1170.52,"endTime":1170.92,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1171.16,"endTime":1171.92,"body":"outpatient"},{"startTime":1171.92,"endTime":1172.56,"body":"therapy"},{"startTime":1172.56,"endTime":1172.92,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1173.33,"endTime":1173.49,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1173.49,"endTime":1173.81,"body":"dealing"},{"startTime":1173.81,"endTime":1174.05,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1174.13,"endTime":1174.41,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1174.41,"endTime":1174.77,"body":"spectrum"},{"startTime":1174.77,"endTime":1174.89,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1174.89,"endTime":1175.17,"body":"things,"},{"startTime":1175.17,"endTime":1175.57,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":1176.05,"endTime":1176.37,"body":"No,"},{"startTime":1176.37,"endTime":1176.61,"body":"no"},{"startTime":1176.61,"endTime":1176.77,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1176.77,"endTime":1176.89,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1176.89,"endTime":1177.25,"body":"niche"},{"startTime":1177.25,"endTime":1177.37,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1177.37,"endTime":1177.77,"body":"specialty"},{"startTime":1177.77,"endTime":1177.89,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1177.89,"endTime":1178.01,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1178.01,"endTime":1178.29,"body":"time."},{"startTime":1178.53,"endTime":1178.81,"body":"In"},{"startTime":1178.81,"endTime":1179.49,"body":"2023,"},{"startTime":1179.49,"endTime":1179.69,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1179.69,"endTime":1180.01,"body":"decided"},{"startTime":1180.01,"endTime":1180.17,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1180.17,"endTime":1180.29,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1180.29,"endTime":1180.37,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1180.37,"endTime":1180.57,"body":"branch"},{"startTime":1180.57,"endTime":1180.77,"body":"off"},{"startTime":1180.77,"endTime":1181.05,"body":"my."},{"startTime":1181.05,"endTime":1181.29,"body":"On"},{"startTime":1181.29,"endTime":1181.45,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1181.45,"endTime":1181.65,"body":"own"},{"startTime":1181.65,"endTime":1181.97,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1182.13,"endTime":1182.45,"body":"start"},{"startTime":1182.45,"endTime":1182.65,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1182.65,"endTime":1182.85,"body":"own"},{"startTime":1182.85,"endTime":1183.13,"body":"private"},{"startTime":1183.13,"endTime":1183.73,"body":"practice."},{"startTime":1184.37,"endTime":1184.73,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1184.73,"endTime":1185.09,"body":"still"},{"startTime":1185.57,"endTime":1185.89,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1185.89,"endTime":1186.09,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1186.09,"endTime":1186.49,"body":"specialty"},{"startTime":1186.49,"endTime":1186.65,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1186.65,"endTime":1186.85,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1186.85,"endTime":1187.17,"body":"world"},{"startTime":1187.17,"endTime":1187.97,"body":"necessarily"},{"startTime":1188.69,"endTime":1189.09,"body":"by"},{"startTime":1189.49,"endTime":1190.05,"body":"accident."},{"startTime":1190.69,"endTime":1191.05,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1191.05,"endTime":1191.41,"body":"got"},{"startTime":1191.41,"endTime":1191.77,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1191.77,"endTime":1192.09,"body":"couple"},{"startTime":1192.09,"endTime":1192.25,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1192.25,"endTime":1192.61,"body":"clients"},{"startTime":1192.61,"endTime":1192.81,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1192.81,"endTime":1193.01,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1193.01,"endTime":1193.33,"body":"dealing"},{"startTime":1193.33,"endTime":1193.57,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1193.89,"endTime":1194.69,"body":"infertility"},{"startTime":1195.57,"endTime":1196.13,"body":"treatment"},{"startTime":1196.13,"endTime":1196.45,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1197.17,"endTime":1197.53,"body":"family"},{"startTime":1197.53,"endTime":1197.89,"body":"building"},{"startTime":1198.29,"endTime":1198.61,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1198.61,"endTime":1198.93,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1199.33,"endTime":1199.61,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1199.61,"endTime":1199.77,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1199.77,"endTime":1200.01,"body":"moment"},{"startTime":1200.01,"endTime":1200.17,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1200.17,"endTime":1200.45,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1200.77,"endTime":1201.09,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":1201.41,"endTime":1201.77,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1201.77,"endTime":1202.13,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1202.93,"endTime":1203.29,"body":"am"},{"startTime":1203.29,"endTime":1203.81,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":1204.29,"endTime":1204.61,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1204.61,"endTime":1204.85,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1204.85,"endTime":1205.09,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1205.09,"endTime":1205.61,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":1205.61,"endTime":1205.89,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1205.89,"endTime":1206.21,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1206.61,"endTime":1206.89,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1206.89,"endTime":1207.05,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1207.05,"endTime":1207.29,"body":"them,"},{"startTime":1207.29,"endTime":1207.53,"body":"right."},{"startTime":1207.53,"endTime":1207.69,"body":"To"},{"startTime":1207.69,"endTime":1207.85,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1207.85,"endTime":1207.97,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1207.97,"endTime":1208.29,"body":"professional"},{"startTime":1208.29,"endTime":1208.49,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1208.49,"endTime":1208.77,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1209.33,"endTime":1209.65,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1209.65,"endTime":1209.89,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1209.89,"endTime":1210.09,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1210.09,"endTime":1210.25,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1210.25,"endTime":1210.49,"body":"my,"},{"startTime":1210.49,"endTime":1210.73,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1210.73,"endTime":1210.97,"body":"story"},{"startTime":1210.97,"endTime":1211.21,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1211.21,"endTime":1211.37,"body":"now"},{"startTime":1211.37,"endTime":1211.57,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":1211.57,"endTime":1211.77,"body":"back"},{"startTime":1211.77,"endTime":1211.89,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1211.89,"endTime":1212.01,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1212.01,"endTime":1212.13,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1212.13,"endTime":1212.25,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1212.25,"endTime":1212.85,"body":"completely"},{"startTime":1212.85,"endTime":1213.25,"body":"different"},{"startTime":1213.41,"endTime":1213.81,"body":"way."},{"startTime":1213.97,"endTime":1214.25,"body":"For"},{"startTime":1214.25,"endTime":1214.41,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1214.41,"endTime":1214.53,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1214.53,"endTime":1214.61,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1214.61,"endTime":1214.77,"body":"able"},{"startTime":1214.77,"endTime":1214.97,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1214.97,"endTime":1215.13,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":1215.13,"endTime":1215.29,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1215.29,"endTime":1215.49,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1215.49,"endTime":1215.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1215.73,"endTime":1215.97,"body":"walk"},{"startTime":1215.97,"endTime":1216.17,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1216.17,"endTime":1216.45,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1216.69,"endTime":1216.97,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1216.97,"endTime":1217.25,"body":"hear"},{"startTime":1217.25,"endTime":1217.53,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1217.53,"endTime":1217.73,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1217.73,"endTime":1218.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1218.05,"endTime":1218.33,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1218.33,"endTime":1218.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1218.49,"endTime":1218.81,"body":"mentioned,"},{"startTime":1218.81,"endTime":1218.97,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1218.97,"endTime":1219.21,"body":"probably"},{"startTime":1219.21,"endTime":1219.37,"body":"should"},{"startTime":1219.37,"endTime":1219.53,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1219.53,"endTime":1219.93,"body":"accessed,"},{"startTime":1219.93,"endTime":1220.17,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1220.17,"endTime":1220.53,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1220.53,"endTime":1220.85,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1220.85,"endTime":1221.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1221.05,"endTime":1221.33,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1221.57,"endTime":1221.97,"body":"wish"},{"startTime":1221.97,"endTime":1222.17,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1222.17,"endTime":1222.33,"body":"could"},{"startTime":1222.33,"endTime":1222.53,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1222.53,"endTime":1222.93,"body":"heard,"},{"startTime":1222.93,"endTime":1223.21,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1223.21,"endTime":1223.41,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1223.41,"endTime":1223.65,"body":"10"},{"startTime":1223.65,"endTime":1223.89,"body":"years"},{"startTime":1223.89,"endTime":1224.21,"body":"ago."},{"startTime":1224.85,"endTime":1225.13,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1225.13,"endTime":1225.29,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1225.29,"endTime":1225.49,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1225.49,"endTime":1225.81,"body":"point"},{"startTime":1226.22,"endTime":1226.38,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1226.38,"endTime":1226.82,"body":"slowly"},{"startTime":1226.82,"endTime":1226.98,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1226.98,"endTime":1227.14,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1227.14,"endTime":1227.3,"body":"made"},{"startTime":1227.3,"endTime":1227.46,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1227.46,"endTime":1227.9,"body":"transition"},{"startTime":1227.9,"endTime":1228.1,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1228.1,"endTime":1228.26,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1228.26,"endTime":1228.46,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1228.46,"endTime":1228.74,"body":"point"},{"startTime":1228.74,"endTime":1229.02,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1229.02,"endTime":1229.66,"body":"specialize"},{"startTime":1229.66,"endTime":1229.86,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1229.86,"endTime":1230.06,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1230.06,"endTime":1230.3,"body":"world"},{"startTime":1230.3,"endTime":1230.5,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1230.5,"endTime":1230.7,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1230.7,"endTime":1230.78,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1230.78,"endTime":1230.86,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1230.86,"endTime":1231.18,"body":"gotten"},{"startTime":1231.18,"endTime":1231.5,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1231.66,"endTime":1231.98,"body":"along"},{"startTime":1231.98,"endTime":1232.14,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1232.14,"endTime":1232.38,"body":"my,"},{"startTime":1232.46,"endTime":1232.74,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1232.74,"endTime":1233.02,"body":"personal"},{"startTime":1233.02,"endTime":1233.38,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":1233.38,"endTime":1233.66,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1233.66,"endTime":1233.82,"body":"gotten"},{"startTime":1233.82,"endTime":1233.98,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1233.98,"endTime":1234.14,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1234.14,"endTime":1234.54,"body":"professional"},{"startTime":1234.7,"endTime":1235.3,"body":"accolades"},{"startTime":1235.3,"endTime":1235.42,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1235.42,"endTime":1235.5,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1235.5,"endTime":1235.62,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1235.62,"endTime":1235.78,"body":"go"},{"startTime":1235.78,"endTime":1235.9,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1235.9,"endTime":1236.06,"body":"it."},{"startTime":1236.06,"endTime":1236.38,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1236.62,"endTime":1236.98,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1236.98,"endTime":1237.22,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1237.22,"endTime":1237.82,"body":"expanding"},{"startTime":1237.82,"endTime":1238.02,"body":"now"},{"startTime":1238.02,"endTime":1238.18,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1238.18,"endTime":1238.42,"body":"bringing"},{"startTime":1238.42,"endTime":1238.58,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1238.58,"endTime":1238.74,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1238.74,"endTime":1239.14,"body":"additional"},{"startTime":1239.14,"endTime":1239.74,"body":"clinicians"},{"startTime":1240.06,"endTime":1240.38,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1240.38,"endTime":1240.7,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1240.94,"endTime":1241.3,"body":"continue"},{"startTime":1241.3,"endTime":1241.54,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1241.54,"endTime":1241.74,"body":"serve"},{"startTime":1241.74,"endTime":1241.939,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1241.939,"endTime":1242.46,"body":"population."},{"startTime":1242.7,"endTime":1243.1,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1243.34,"endTime":1243.7,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1243.7,"endTime":1243.98,"body":"funny"},{"startTime":1243.98,"endTime":1244.18,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1244.18,"endTime":1244.42,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1244.42,"endTime":1244.82,"body":"wasn't"},{"startTime":1244.82,"endTime":1245.14,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1245.14,"endTime":1245.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1245.74,"endTime":1246.06,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1246.06,"endTime":1246.3,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1246.3,"endTime":1246.66,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1246.66,"endTime":1246.82,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1246.82,"endTime":1247.42,"body":"experienced"},{"startTime":1247.42,"endTime":1247.58,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1247.58,"endTime":1247.74,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1247.74,"endTime":1247.94,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1247.94,"endTime":1248.14,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1248.14,"endTime":1248.34,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1248.34,"endTime":1248.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1248.5,"endTime":1248.78,"body":"should"},{"startTime":1248.86,"endTime":1249.22,"body":"do,"},{"startTime":1249.22,"endTime":1249.58,"body":"right."},{"startTime":1250.06,"endTime":1250.46,"body":"Until"},{"startTime":1251.02,"endTime":1251.34,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1251.34,"endTime":1251.86,"body":"accidentally"},{"startTime":1251.86,"endTime":1252.06,"body":"did."},{"startTime":1252.06,"endTime":1252.26,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1252.26,"endTime":1252.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1252.5,"endTime":1252.9,"body":"felt"},{"startTime":1252.9,"endTime":1253.14,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1253.14,"endTime":1253.34,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1253.34,"endTime":1253.58,"body":"being"},{"startTime":1253.58,"endTime":1254.06,"body":"healed"},{"startTime":1254.38,"endTime":1254.78,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1254.78,"endTime":1255.22,"body":"ways"},{"startTime":1255.22,"endTime":1255.42,"body":"while"},{"startTime":1255.42,"endTime":1255.74,"body":"also"},{"startTime":1255.74,"endTime":1256.06,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1256.06,"endTime":1256.3,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1256.3,"endTime":1256.9,"body":"individuals."},{"startTime":1256.9,"endTime":1257.02,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1257.02,"endTime":1257.1,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1257.1,"endTime":1257.22,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1257.22,"endTime":1257.38,"body":"very"},{"startTime":1257.38,"endTime":1257.82,"body":"empower"},{"startTime":1258.12,"endTime":1258.24,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1258.24,"endTime":1258.52,"body":"me."},{"startTime":1258.68,"endTime":1259.16,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1259.32,"endTime":1259.68,"body":"well"},{"startTime":1259.68,"endTime":1259.96,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1259.96,"endTime":1260.36,"body":"wonderful."},{"startTime":1260.36,"endTime":1260.68,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1260.76,"endTime":1261,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1261,"endTime":1261.2,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1261.2,"endTime":1261.44,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1261.44,"endTime":1261.6,"body":"mean"},{"startTime":1261.6,"endTime":1261.76,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1261.76,"endTime":1261.88,"body":"hear"},{"startTime":1261.88,"endTime":1262,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1262,"endTime":1262.2,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1262.2,"endTime":1262.4,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1262.4,"endTime":1262.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1262.52,"endTime":1262.68,"body":"time"},{"startTime":1262.68,"endTime":1263,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1263,"endTime":1263.32,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1263.32,"endTime":1263.56,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1263.56,"endTime":1263.72,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1263.72,"endTime":1263.96,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":1263.96,"endTime":1264.08,"body":"health"},{"startTime":1264.08,"endTime":1264.48,"body":"provider"},{"startTime":1264.48,"endTime":1264.64,"body":"who"},{"startTime":1264.64,"endTime":1264.92,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1264.92,"endTime":1265.32,"body":"gets"},{"startTime":1265.32,"endTime":1265.56,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1266.36,"endTime":1266.64,"body":"makes"},{"startTime":1266.64,"endTime":1266.8,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1266.8,"endTime":1266.96,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1266.96,"endTime":1267.28,"body":"difference."},{"startTime":1267.28,"endTime":1267.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1267.48,"endTime":1267.72,"body":"mean,"},{"startTime":1268.04,"endTime":1268.32,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1268.32,"endTime":1268.48,"body":"last"},{"startTime":1268.48,"endTime":1268.6,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":1268.6,"endTime":1268.72,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1268.72,"endTime":1268.84,"body":"want"},{"startTime":1268.84,"endTime":1268.92,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1268.92,"endTime":1269.04,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1269.04,"endTime":1269.32,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1269.96,"endTime":1270.48,"body":"finally"},{"startTime":1270.48,"endTime":1270.8,"body":"find"},{"startTime":1270.8,"endTime":1271.4,"body":"somebody"},{"startTime":1271.56,"endTime":1271.96,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1272.36,"endTime":1272.68,"body":"start"},{"startTime":1272.68,"endTime":1272.88,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1272.88,"endTime":1273,"body":"try"},{"startTime":1273,"endTime":1273.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1273.08,"endTime":1273.2,"body":"get"},{"startTime":1273.2,"endTime":1273.32,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1273.32,"endTime":1273.52,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1273.52,"endTime":1273.76,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1273.76,"endTime":1273.919,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1273.919,"endTime":1274.079,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1274.079,"endTime":1274.44,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1274.44,"endTime":1274.72,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1274.72,"endTime":1274.88,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1274.88,"endTime":1275.04,"body":"half"},{"startTime":1275.04,"endTime":1275.16,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1275.16,"endTime":1275.28,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1275.28,"endTime":1275.56,"body":"entire"},{"startTime":1275.56,"endTime":1275.88,"body":"session"},{"startTime":1275.88,"endTime":1276,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1276,"endTime":1276.16,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1276.16,"endTime":1276.32,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1276.32,"endTime":1276.84,"body":"explaining"},{"startTime":1276.84,"endTime":1277.12,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1277.12,"endTime":1277.68,"body":"acronyms"},{"startTime":1277.68,"endTime":1277.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1277.92,"endTime":1278.12,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1278.12,"endTime":1278.32,"body":"using"},{"startTime":1278.32,"endTime":1278.68,"body":"mean."},{"startTime":1278.92,"endTime":1279.2,"body":"Being"},{"startTime":1279.2,"endTime":1279.32,"body":"able"},{"startTime":1279.32,"endTime":1279.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1279.4,"endTime":1279.64,"body":"skip"},{"startTime":1279.64,"endTime":1279.76,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1279.76,"endTime":1279.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1279.92,"endTime":1280.08,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1280.08,"endTime":1280.28,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":1280.28,"endTime":1280.48,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1280.48,"endTime":1280.72,"body":"somebody"},{"startTime":1280.72,"endTime":1280.88,"body":"who"},{"startTime":1280.88,"endTime":1281.28,"body":"truly"},{"startTime":1281.28,"endTime":1281.52,"body":"gets"},{"startTime":1281.52,"endTime":1281.68,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1281.68,"endTime":1281.92,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1281.92,"endTime":1282.16,"body":"such"},{"startTime":1282.16,"endTime":1282.28,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1282.28,"endTime":1282.6,"body":"gift."},{"startTime":1283.32,"endTime":1283.68,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1283.68,"endTime":1283.92,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1283.92,"endTime":1284.16,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1284.16,"endTime":1284.4,"body":"agree."},{"startTime":1284.4,"endTime":1284.68,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1284.68,"endTime":1284.88,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1284.88,"endTime":1285.08,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1285.08,"endTime":1285.32,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1285.32,"endTime":1285.52,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1285.52,"endTime":1285.8,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1286.67,"endTime":1286.91,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1287.07,"endTime":1287.35,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":1287.35,"endTime":1287.55,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1287.55,"endTime":1287.79,"body":"use"},{"startTime":1287.79,"endTime":1288.03,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1288.03,"endTime":1288.35,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1288.35,"endTime":1288.55,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1288.55,"endTime":1288.75,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":1288.75,"endTime":1288.95,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1288.95,"endTime":1289.11,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1289.11,"endTime":1289.39,"body":"social"},{"startTime":1289.39,"endTime":1289.79,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1289.79,"endTime":1290.19,"body":"field"},{"startTime":1290.43,"endTime":1290.75,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1290.75,"endTime":1290.95,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1290.95,"endTime":1291.15,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1291.15,"endTime":1291.51,"body":"appropriate"},{"startTime":1291.51,"endTime":1291.67,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1291.67,"endTime":1291.83,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1291.83,"endTime":1292.07,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1292.07,"endTime":1292.35,"body":"not."},{"startTime":1293.31,"endTime":1293.71,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1294.19,"endTime":1294.47,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1294.47,"endTime":1294.59,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1294.59,"endTime":1294.71,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1294.71,"endTime":1294.87,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1294.87,"endTime":1295.07,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1295.07,"endTime":1295.39,"body":"certain"},{"startTime":1296.19,"endTime":1296.59,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1296.75,"endTime":1297.15,"body":"who"},{"startTime":1297.15,"endTime":1297.71,"body":"deeply"},{"startTime":1297.71,"endTime":1298.15,"body":"benefit"},{"startTime":1298.15,"endTime":1298.31,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1298.31,"endTime":1298.51,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1298.51,"endTime":1298.71,"body":"use"},{"startTime":1298.71,"endTime":1298.91,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1298.91,"endTime":1299.31,"body":"self,"},{"startTime":1299.79,"endTime":1300.11,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1300.11,"endTime":1300.39,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1300.39,"endTime":1300.63,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1300.63,"endTime":1300.83,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1300.83,"endTime":1301.03,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1301.03,"endTime":1301.15,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1301.15,"endTime":1301.23,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1301.23,"endTime":1301.39,"body":"those"},{"startTime":1301.39,"endTime":1302.149,"body":"populations"},{"startTime":1302.149,"endTime":1302.31,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1302.31,"endTime":1302.51,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1302.51,"endTime":1302.75,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1302.75,"endTime":1303.23,"body":"benefit"},{"startTime":1303.23,"endTime":1303.43,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1303.43,"endTime":1303.67,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1303.67,"endTime":1304.03,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1304.51,"endTime":1304.91,"body":"without"},{"startTime":1304.91,"endTime":1305.35,"body":"lived"},{"startTime":1305.35,"endTime":1305.63,"body":"experience."},{"startTime":1305.95,"endTime":1306.27,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1306.27,"endTime":1306.51,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1306.51,"endTime":1306.63,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1306.63,"endTime":1306.75,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1306.75,"endTime":1306.87,"body":"say"},{"startTime":1306.87,"endTime":1307.03,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1307.03,"endTime":1307.23,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":1307.23,"endTime":1307.39,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1307.39,"endTime":1307.51,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1307.51,"endTime":1307.87,"body":"wonderful"},{"startTime":1307.87,"endTime":1308.27,"body":"providers"},{"startTime":1308.27,"endTime":1308.39,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1308.39,"endTime":1308.71,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1308.71,"endTime":1308.91,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1308.91,"endTime":1309.03,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1309.03,"endTime":1309.27,"body":"lived"},{"startTime":1309.27,"endTime":1309.51,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1309.51,"endTime":1309.71,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1309.71,"endTime":1309.91,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1309.91,"endTime":1310.15,"body":"able"},{"startTime":1310.15,"endTime":1310.31,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1310.31,"endTime":1310.43,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1310.43,"endTime":1310.59,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1310.59,"endTime":1310.79,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1310.79,"endTime":1310.95,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1310.95,"endTime":1311.23,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":1311.47,"endTime":1311.71,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1311.71,"endTime":1311.83,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1311.83,"endTime":1312.03,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1312.03,"endTime":1312.27,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1312.27,"endTime":1312.51,"body":"many"},{"startTime":1312.51,"endTime":1312.79,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1312.79,"endTime":1313,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1313.63,"endTime":1313.87,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1313.87,"endTime":1314.79,"body":"appreciative"},{"startTime":1314.79,"endTime":1315.07,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1315.07,"endTime":1315.31,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1315.31,"endTime":1315.51,"body":"who"},{"startTime":1315.51,"endTime":1315.67,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1315.67,"endTime":1315.83,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1315.83,"endTime":1316.07,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1316.07,"endTime":1316.51,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":1316.51,"endTime":1316.87,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1316.87,"endTime":1317.31,"body":"remember"},{"startTime":1317.31,"endTime":1317.59,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1317.59,"endTime":1317.71,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1317.71,"endTime":1317.79,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1317.79,"endTime":1318.19,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":1318.19,"endTime":1318.35,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1318.35,"endTime":1318.47,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1318.47,"endTime":1318.63,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1318.63,"endTime":1318.83,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1318.83,"endTime":1319.07,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1319.07,"endTime":1319.63,"body":"sucked."},{"startTime":1319.63,"endTime":1319.95,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1319.95,"endTime":1320.19,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1320.19,"endTime":1320.51,"body":"am"},{"startTime":1320.51,"endTime":1320.79,"body":"here"},{"startTime":1320.79,"endTime":1321.03,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1321.03,"endTime":1321.31,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1321.31,"endTime":1321.51,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1321.51,"endTime":1321.79,"body":"that."},{"startTime":1321.87,"endTime":1322.35,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1323.55,"endTime":1323.91,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":1323.91,"endTime":1324.11,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1324.11,"endTime":1324.47,"body":"remember."},{"startTime":1324.47,"endTime":1324.75,"body":"Just"},{"startTime":1324.75,"endTime":1325.27,"body":"personally,"},{"startTime":1325.27,"endTime":1325.43,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1325.43,"endTime":1325.55,"body":"me,"},{"startTime":1325.55,"endTime":1325.75,"body":"I'd"},{"startTime":1325.75,"endTime":1325.91,"body":"been"},{"startTime":1325.91,"endTime":1326.07,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1326.07,"endTime":1326.23,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1326.23,"endTime":1326.35,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1326.35,"endTime":1326.91,"body":"therapist"},{"startTime":1326.91,"endTime":1327.31,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1327.31,"endTime":1327.59,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1327.59,"endTime":1327.87,"body":"while"},{"startTime":1328.51,"endTime":1328.83,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1328.83,"endTime":1329.269,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":1329.269,"endTime":1329.47,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1329.47,"endTime":1329.67,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1329.67,"endTime":1329.91,"body":"course,"},{"startTime":1329.91,"endTime":1330.15,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1330.15,"endTime":1330.31,"body":"she"},{"startTime":1330.31,"endTime":1330.55,"body":"wasn't"},{"startTime":1330.55,"endTime":1330.75,"body":"using"},{"startTime":1330.75,"endTime":1330.99,"body":"use"},{"startTime":1330.99,"endTime":1331.19,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1331.19,"endTime":1331.47,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1331.47,"endTime":1331.59,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1331.59,"endTime":1331.87,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1332.11,"endTime":1332.51,"body":"until"},{"startTime":1332.51,"endTime":1332.83,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1332.83,"endTime":1333.07,"body":"started"},{"startTime":1333.07,"endTime":1333.43,"body":"struggling"},{"startTime":1333.43,"endTime":1333.55,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1333.55,"endTime":1333.67,"body":"build"},{"startTime":1333.67,"endTime":1333.83,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1333.83,"endTime":1333.99,"body":"own"},{"startTime":1333.99,"endTime":1334.19,"body":"family."},{"startTime":1334.19,"endTime":1334.39,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1334.39,"endTime":1334.55,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1334.55,"endTime":1334.71,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1334.71,"endTime":1334.91,"body":"she"},{"startTime":1334.91,"endTime":1335.59,"body":"disclosed"},{"startTime":1335.59,"endTime":1335.75,"body":"her"},{"startTime":1335.75,"endTime":1335.99,"body":"own"},{"startTime":1335.99,"endTime":1336.63,"body":"infertility,"},{"startTime":1336.63,"endTime":1336.83,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1336.83,"endTime":1337.07,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1337.07,"endTime":1337.47,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1337.63,"endTime":1337.91,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1337.91,"endTime":1338.19,"body":"sigh"},{"startTime":1338.19,"endTime":1338.39,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1338.39,"endTime":1338.83,"body":"relief."},{"startTime":1339.61,"endTime":1339.93,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1340.49,"endTime":1340.73,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1340.73,"endTime":1340.85,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":1340.85,"endTime":1341.13,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1341.29,"endTime":1342.01,"body":"realize"},{"startTime":1342.17,"endTime":1342.49,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1342.49,"endTime":1342.69,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1342.69,"endTime":1342.93,"body":"impact"},{"startTime":1342.93,"endTime":1343.17,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1343.17,"endTime":1343.33,"body":"would"},{"startTime":1343.33,"endTime":1343.53,"body":"make"},{"startTime":1343.53,"endTime":1343.73,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1343.73,"endTime":1343.85,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1343.85,"endTime":1343.97,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1343.97,"endTime":1344.17,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1344.17,"endTime":1344.57,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":1344.65,"endTime":1345.05,"body":"great,"},{"startTime":1345.21,"endTime":1345.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1345.49,"endTime":1345.77,"body":"already"},{"startTime":1346.17,"endTime":1346.45,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1346.45,"endTime":1346.61,"body":"such"},{"startTime":1346.61,"endTime":1346.73,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1346.73,"endTime":1346.93,"body":"great"},{"startTime":1346.93,"endTime":1347.41,"body":"relationship"},{"startTime":1347.41,"endTime":1347.61,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1347.61,"endTime":1347.93,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":1348.57,"endTime":1348.85,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1348.85,"endTime":1349.01,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1349.01,"endTime":1349.17,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1349.17,"endTime":1349.33,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1349.33,"endTime":1349.57,"body":"another"},{"startTime":1349.57,"endTime":1349.93,"body":"layer"},{"startTime":1349.93,"endTime":1350.09,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1350.09,"endTime":1350.41,"body":"trust"},{"startTime":1350.41,"endTime":1350.65,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1350.65,"endTime":1351.25,"body":"validation"},{"startTime":1351.25,"endTime":1351.61,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1352.01,"endTime":1352.29,"body":"made"},{"startTime":1352.29,"endTime":1352.45,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1352.45,"endTime":1352.57,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1352.57,"endTime":1352.97,"body":"difference."},{"startTime":1353.77,"endTime":1354.25,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1354.49,"endTime":1354.81,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1354.81,"endTime":1355.329,"body":"interesting,"},{"startTime":1355.329,"endTime":1355.57,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1355.57,"endTime":1355.73,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1355.73,"endTime":1355.89,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1355.89,"endTime":1356.25,"body":"clients"},{"startTime":1356.25,"endTime":1356.65,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1356.65,"endTime":1356.85,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1356.85,"endTime":1357.01,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1357.01,"endTime":1357.21,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1357.21,"endTime":1357.29,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1357.29,"endTime":1357.69,"body":"adoptive"},{"startTime":1357.69,"endTime":1357.97,"body":"parent,"},{"startTime":1357.97,"endTime":1358.33,"body":"although"},{"startTime":1358.33,"endTime":1358.57,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1358.57,"endTime":1358.73,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1358.73,"endTime":1358.77,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1358.77,"endTime":1358.85,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1358.85,"endTime":1359.05,"body":"they'll"},{"startTime":1359.05,"endTime":1359.21,"body":"listen"},{"startTime":1359.21,"endTime":1359.29,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1359.29,"endTime":1359.41,"body":"this,"},{"startTime":1359.41,"endTime":1359.53,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1359.53,"endTime":1359.65,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1359.65,"endTime":1359.81,"body":"will"},{"startTime":1359.81,"endTime":1360.01,"body":"now."},{"startTime":1360.01,"endTime":1360.21,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1360.21,"endTime":1360.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1360.49,"endTime":1360.93,"body":"haven't."},{"startTime":1360.93,"endTime":1361.09,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1361.09,"endTime":1361.29,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1361.29,"endTime":1361.49,"body":"know."},{"startTime":1361.49,"endTime":1361.69,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1361.69,"endTime":1361.89,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1361.89,"endTime":1362.17,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1362.33,"endTime":1362.69,"body":"share"},{"startTime":1362.69,"endTime":1363.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1363.05,"endTime":1363.37,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1363.37,"endTime":1363.69,"body":"everyone"},{"startTime":1363.69,"endTime":1364.01,"body":"because,"},{"startTime":1364.01,"endTime":1364.25,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":1364.25,"endTime":1364.51,"body":"it's."},{"startTime":1364.98,"endTime":1365.1,"body":"It"},{"startTime":1365.1,"endTime":1365.26,"body":"may"},{"startTime":1365.26,"endTime":1365.42,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1365.42,"endTime":1365.58,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1365.58,"endTime":1366.02,"body":"relevant"},{"startTime":1366.02,"endTime":1366.22,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1366.22,"endTime":1366.38,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1366.38,"endTime":1366.62,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1366.62,"endTime":1367.22,"body":"experiencing."},{"startTime":1367.22,"endTime":1367.58,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":1367.58,"endTime":1367.82,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1367.82,"endTime":1367.98,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1367.98,"endTime":1368.26,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1368.26,"endTime":1368.58,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1368.58,"endTime":1368.78,"body":"pick"},{"startTime":1368.78,"endTime":1368.94,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1368.94,"endTime":1369.22,"body":"choose"},{"startTime":1369.22,"endTime":1369.7,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1369.7,"endTime":1369.9,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1369.9,"endTime":1370.22,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1370.22,"endTime":1370.46,"body":"willing"},{"startTime":1370.46,"endTime":1370.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1370.62,"endTime":1370.9,"body":"share"},{"startTime":1371.22,"endTime":1371.58,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1371.58,"endTime":1371.82,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1371.82,"endTime":1371.98,"body":"would"},{"startTime":1371.98,"endTime":1372.14,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1372.14,"endTime":1372.78,"body":"beneficial"},{"startTime":1372.78,"endTime":1373.06,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1373.06,"endTime":1373.26,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1373.26,"endTime":1373.66,"body":"individual"},{"startTime":1373.66,"endTime":1373.82,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1373.82,"endTime":1374.02,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1374.02,"endTime":1374.18,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1374.18,"endTime":1374.5,"body":"with."},{"startTime":1375.46,"endTime":1375.74,"body":"So."},{"startTime":1375.74,"endTime":1376.02,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1376.02,"endTime":1376.22,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1376.22,"endTime":1376.5,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1376.74,"endTime":1377.02,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1377.02,"endTime":1377.22,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1377.22,"endTime":1377.46,"body":"point,"},{"startTime":1377.46,"endTime":1377.78,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1377.78,"endTime":1377.94,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1377.94,"endTime":1378.18,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1378.18,"endTime":1378.42,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1378.42,"endTime":1378.66,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1378.66,"endTime":1378.94,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1378.94,"endTime":1379.18,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1379.18,"endTime":1379.42,"body":"been"},{"startTime":1379.42,"endTime":1379.7,"body":"going"},{"startTime":1379.7,"endTime":1379.86,"body":"through"},{"startTime":1379.86,"endTime":1379.98,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1379.98,"endTime":1380.22,"body":"process,"},{"startTime":1380.22,"endTime":1380.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1380.46,"endTime":1380.579,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1380.579,"endTime":1380.739,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1380.739,"endTime":1380.86,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1380.86,"endTime":1380.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1380.98,"endTime":1381.06,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1381.06,"endTime":1381.22,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":1381.22,"endTime":1381.42,"body":"starting"},{"startTime":1381.42,"endTime":1381.54,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1381.54,"endTime":1381.66,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1381.66,"endTime":1381.9,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1381.9,"endTime":1382.38,"body":"potentially"},{"startTime":1382.38,"endTime":1382.74,"body":"adoption."},{"startTime":1382.74,"endTime":1382.9,"body":"Then"},{"startTime":1382.9,"endTime":1383.06,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1383.06,"endTime":1383.18,"body":"able"},{"startTime":1383.18,"endTime":1383.34,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1383.34,"endTime":1383.54,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1383.54,"endTime":1383.86,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":1385.22,"endTime":1385.5,"body":"by"},{"startTime":1385.5,"endTime":1385.66,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1385.66,"endTime":1385.86,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":1385.86,"endTime":1386.1,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1386.1,"endTime":1386.3,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1386.3,"endTime":1386.46,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1386.46,"endTime":1386.62,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1386.62,"endTime":1386.82,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1386.82,"endTime":1387.02,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1387.02,"endTime":1387.22,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1387.22,"endTime":1387.42,"body":"also"},{"startTime":1387.42,"endTime":1388.06,"body":"experienced,"},{"startTime":1388.06,"endTime":1388.22,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1388.22,"endTime":1388.38,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1388.38,"endTime":1388.54,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1388.54,"endTime":1388.7,"body":"that."},{"startTime":1388.7,"endTime":1388.9,"body":"That."},{"startTime":1388.9,"endTime":1389.14,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1389.14,"endTime":1389.22,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1389.22,"endTime":1389.34,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1389.34,"endTime":1389.54,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1389.54,"endTime":1389.66,"body":"very"},{"startTime":1389.66,"endTime":1390.06,"body":"impactful"},{"startTime":1390.06,"endTime":1390.22,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1390.22,"endTime":1390.42,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1390.42,"endTime":1390.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1390.62,"endTime":1390.78,"body":"hear"},{"startTime":1390.78,"endTime":1391,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1391.55,"endTime":1392.19,"body":"absolutely."},{"startTime":1393.07,"endTime":1393.35,"body":"What"},{"startTime":1393.35,"endTime":1393.51,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1393.51,"endTime":1393.67,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1393.67,"endTime":1393.91,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1393.91,"endTime":1394.23,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1394.23,"endTime":1394.55,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1394.55,"endTime":1394.79,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1394.79,"endTime":1395.11,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":1395.11,"endTime":1395.47,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1395.63,"endTime":1395.91,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1395.91,"endTime":1396.11,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1396.11,"endTime":1396.39,"body":"sharing"},{"startTime":1396.39,"endTime":1396.55,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1396.55,"endTime":1396.75,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1396.75,"endTime":1396.99,"body":"current"},{"startTime":1396.99,"endTime":1397.39,"body":"patients,"},{"startTime":1397.39,"endTime":1397.59,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1397.59,"endTime":1397.75,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1397.75,"endTime":1397.95,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1397.95,"endTime":1398.27,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1398.43,"endTime":1398.83,"body":"wish"},{"startTime":1398.83,"endTime":1399.07,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1399.07,"endTime":1399.27,"body":"might"},{"startTime":1399.27,"endTime":1399.51,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1399.51,"endTime":1399.91,"body":"heard"},{"startTime":1399.91,"endTime":1400.19,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1400.19,"endTime":1400.47,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1400.47,"endTime":1400.99,"body":"yourself?"},{"startTime":1400.99,"endTime":1401.23,"body":"Are"},{"startTime":1401.23,"endTime":1401.39,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1401.39,"endTime":1401.71,"body":"common"},{"startTime":1401.71,"endTime":1402.11,"body":"themes,"},{"startTime":1402.19,"endTime":1402.71,"body":"common"},{"startTime":1402.71,"endTime":1403.19,"body":"topics"},{"startTime":1403.19,"endTime":1403.47,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1403.47,"endTime":1403.71,"body":"come"},{"startTime":1403.71,"endTime":1404.03,"body":"back?"},{"startTime":1404.99,"endTime":1405.47,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1405.47,"endTime":1405.95,"body":"Yes,"},{"startTime":1406.51,"endTime":1406.83,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1406.83,"endTime":1407.269,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1407.269,"endTime":1407.55,"body":"is."},{"startTime":1408.19,"endTime":1408.55,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1408.55,"endTime":1409.11,"body":"interesting."},{"startTime":1409.11,"endTime":1409.47,"body":"Lots"},{"startTime":1409.47,"endTime":1409.59,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1409.59,"endTime":1409.87,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1409.87,"endTime":1410.27,"body":"come"},{"startTime":1410.75,"endTime":1411.15,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1411.71,"endTime":1411.99,"body":"me,"},{"startTime":1411.99,"endTime":1412.19,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1412.19,"endTime":1412.39,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1412.39,"endTime":1412.55,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1412.55,"endTime":1412.75,"body":"others"},{"startTime":1412.75,"endTime":1412.91,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1412.91,"endTime":1413.03,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1413.03,"endTime":1413.31,"body":"field"},{"startTime":1413.79,"endTime":1414.07,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1414.07,"endTime":1414.27,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1414.27,"endTime":1414.39,"body":"at,"},{"startTime":1414.39,"endTime":1414.55,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1414.55,"endTime":1414.67,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1414.67,"endTime":1415.03,"body":"acute"},{"startTime":1415.03,"endTime":1415.47,"body":"phase,"},{"startTime":1415.55,"endTime":1415.95,"body":"right,"},{"startTime":1416.19,"endTime":1416.51,"body":"where"},{"startTime":1416.51,"endTime":1416.79,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1416.79,"endTime":1416.95,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1416.95,"endTime":1417.11,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1417.11,"endTime":1417.39,"body":"space"},{"startTime":1417.39,"endTime":1417.79,"body":"of."},{"startTime":1418.29,"endTime":1418.49,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1418.49,"endTime":1418.65,"body":"been"},{"startTime":1418.65,"endTime":1418.89,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1418.89,"endTime":1419.17,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1419.17,"endTime":1419.37,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1419.37,"endTime":1419.49,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1419.49,"endTime":1419.73,"body":"long"},{"startTime":1419.73,"endTime":1420.05,"body":"time,"},{"startTime":1420.05,"endTime":1420.37,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1420.37,"endTime":1420.69,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1420.69,"endTime":1421.01,"body":"am"},{"startTime":1421.25,"endTime":1421.89,"body":"totally"},{"startTime":1421.89,"endTime":1422.77,"body":"depleted"},{"startTime":1422.77,"endTime":1423.17,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1423.73,"endTime":1424.13,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1424.45,"endTime":1424.85,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1425.09,"endTime":1425.49,"body":"energy"},{"startTime":1425.57,"endTime":1425.97,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1425.97,"endTime":1426.53,"body":"emotional"},{"startTime":1426.53,"endTime":1427.17,"body":"capacity,"},{"startTime":1427.41,"endTime":1427.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1427.73,"endTime":1427.97,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1427.97,"endTime":1428.33,"body":"reaching"},{"startTime":1428.33,"endTime":1428.53,"body":"out."},{"startTime":1428.53,"endTime":1428.77,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":1428.77,"endTime":1428.97,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1428.97,"endTime":1429.17,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1429.17,"endTime":1429.33,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1429.33,"endTime":1429.53,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1429.53,"endTime":1429.77,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1429.77,"endTime":1429.93,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1429.93,"endTime":1430.09,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1430.09,"endTime":1430.37,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1430.37,"endTime":1430.69,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1430.69,"endTime":1430.89,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1430.89,"endTime":1431.05,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1431.05,"endTime":1431.25,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1431.25,"endTime":1431.57,"body":"important"},{"startTime":1431.65,"endTime":1431.97,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1431.97,"endTime":1432.29,"body":"to."},{"startTime":1433.57,"endTime":1433.969,"body":"Is"},{"startTime":1433.969,"endTime":1434.33,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1434.33,"endTime":1434.85,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1434.85,"endTime":1435.09,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1435.09,"endTime":1435.29,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1435.29,"endTime":1435.49,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1435.49,"endTime":1435.69,"body":"come"},{"startTime":1435.69,"endTime":1435.81,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1435.81,"endTime":1435.93,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1435.93,"endTime":1436.17,"body":"door,"},{"startTime":1436.17,"endTime":1436.37,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1436.37,"endTime":1436.57,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1436.57,"endTime":1436.73,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1436.73,"endTime":1436.97,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1436.97,"endTime":1437.33,"body":"having"},{"startTime":1437.33,"endTime":1437.73,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1437.81,"endTime":1438.53,"body":"capacity"},{"startTime":1438.53,"endTime":1439.09,"body":"crisis"},{"startTime":1439.09,"endTime":1439.41,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1439.41,"endTime":1439.73,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1440.05,"endTime":1440.37,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1440.37,"endTime":1440.61,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1440.61,"endTime":1440.89,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1440.89,"endTime":1441.13,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1441.13,"endTime":1441.41,"body":"you've"},{"startTime":1441.41,"endTime":1441.57,"body":"been"},{"startTime":1441.57,"endTime":1442.05,"body":"carrying"},{"startTime":1442.05,"endTime":1442.41,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1442.41,"endTime":1442.65,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1442.65,"endTime":1442.93,"body":"long."},{"startTime":1444.06,"endTime":1444.26,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1444.26,"endTime":1444.5,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1444.5,"endTime":1444.62,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1444.62,"endTime":1444.78,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1444.78,"endTime":1445.06,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1445.06,"endTime":1445.34,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1445.34,"endTime":1445.5,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1445.5,"endTime":1445.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1445.62,"endTime":1445.78,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1445.78,"endTime":1446.02,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1446.02,"endTime":1446.26,"body":"most"},{"startTime":1446.26,"endTime":1446.38,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1446.38,"endTime":1446.5,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1446.5,"endTime":1446.94,"body":"individuals"},{"startTime":1446.94,"endTime":1447.06,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1447.06,"endTime":1447.22,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1447.22,"endTime":1447.42,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1447.42,"endTime":1447.66,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1447.66,"endTime":1447.9,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1447.9,"endTime":1448.22,"body":"naming"},{"startTime":1448.22,"endTime":1448.38,"body":"their"},{"startTime":1448.38,"endTime":1448.7,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1448.7,"endTime":1448.98,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1448.98,"endTime":1449.34,"body":"grief."},{"startTime":1449.74,"endTime":1450.02,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1450.02,"endTime":1450.18,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1450.18,"endTime":1450.34,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1450.34,"endTime":1450.5,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1450.5,"endTime":1450.66,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1450.66,"endTime":1450.82,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1450.82,"endTime":1450.98,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1450.98,"endTime":1451.22,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1451.22,"endTime":1452.18,"body":"disenfranchised"},{"startTime":1452.18,"endTime":1452.54,"body":"grief,"},{"startTime":1452.54,"endTime":1452.74,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1452.74,"endTime":1452.86,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1452.86,"endTime":1452.98,"body":"which"},{"startTime":1452.98,"endTime":1453.14,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1453.14,"endTime":1453.38,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1453.38,"endTime":1453.66,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1453.66,"endTime":1453.86,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1453.86,"endTime":1454.38,"body":"commonly"},{"startTime":1454.38,"endTime":1454.94,"body":"recognized"},{"startTime":1454.94,"endTime":1455.26,"body":"by"},{"startTime":1455.26,"endTime":1455.62,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1455.62,"endTime":1455.98,"body":"general"},{"startTime":1455.98,"endTime":1456.38,"body":"public,"},{"startTime":1458.3,"endTime":1458.86,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1458.94,"endTime":1459.22,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1459.22,"endTime":1459.42,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1459.42,"endTime":1459.739,"body":"step"},{"startTime":1459.739,"endTime":1460.019,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1460.019,"endTime":1460.18,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1460.18,"endTime":1460.3,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1460.3,"endTime":1460.58,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":1460.58,"endTime":1460.74,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1460.74,"endTime":1461.46,"body":"disenfranchised"},{"startTime":1461.46,"endTime":1461.7,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1461.7,"endTime":1461.86,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1461.86,"endTime":1462.02,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1462.02,"endTime":1462.26,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1462.26,"endTime":1462.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1463.5,"endTime":1463.9,"body":"accept"},{"startTime":1463.9,"endTime":1464.18,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1464.18,"endTime":1464.38,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1464.38,"endTime":1464.54,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1464.54,"endTime":1465.1,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":1465.1,"endTime":1465.38,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1465.38,"endTime":1465.58,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1465.58,"endTime":1465.82,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1465.82,"endTime":1466.02,"body":"name"},{"startTime":1466.02,"endTime":1466.18,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1466.18,"endTime":1466.38,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1466.38,"endTime":1466.78,"body":"grief."},{"startTime":1467.5,"endTime":1467.9,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1468.22,"endTime":1468.86,"body":"sometimes"},{"startTime":1468.86,"endTime":1469.34,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1469.99,"endTime":1470.23,"body":"just."},{"startTime":1470.39,"endTime":1470.67,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1470.67,"endTime":1470.87,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1470.87,"endTime":1471.11,"body":"use"},{"startTime":1471.11,"endTime":1471.39,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1471.39,"endTime":1471.79,"body":"lightly,"},{"startTime":1471.79,"endTime":1471.95,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1471.95,"endTime":1472.19,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1472.19,"endTime":1472.43,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1472.43,"endTime":1472.79,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":1473.19,"endTime":1473.47,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1473.47,"endTime":1473.71,"body":"nothing"},{"startTime":1473.71,"endTime":1473.95,"body":"else,"},{"startTime":1473.95,"endTime":1474.15,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1474.15,"endTime":1474.35,"body":"grieving"},{"startTime":1474.35,"endTime":1474.47,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1474.47,"endTime":1474.59,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":1474.59,"endTime":1474.75,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1474.75,"endTime":1474.91,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1474.91,"endTime":1475.19,"body":"story."},{"startTime":1475.27,"endTime":1475.55,"body":"That"},{"startTime":1475.55,"endTime":1475.71,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1475.71,"endTime":1475.99,"body":"worth"},{"startTime":1475.99,"endTime":1476.39,"body":"grieving."},{"startTime":1476.47,"endTime":1476.87,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":1477.03,"endTime":1477.39,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1477.39,"endTime":1477.71,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":1477.71,"endTime":1477.99,"body":"shared,"},{"startTime":1477.99,"endTime":1478.19,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1478.19,"endTime":1478.35,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1478.35,"endTime":1478.51,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1478.51,"endTime":1478.67,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1478.67,"endTime":1478.87,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1478.87,"endTime":1479.11,"body":"story"},{"startTime":1479.11,"endTime":1479.31,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1479.31,"endTime":1479.51,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1479.51,"endTime":1479.79,"body":"mind"},{"startTime":1479.79,"endTime":1480.03,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1480.03,"endTime":1480.19,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1480.19,"endTime":1480.43,"body":"very"},{"startTime":1480.43,"endTime":1480.75,"body":"long"},{"startTime":1480.75,"endTime":1481.11,"body":"time,"},{"startTime":1481.11,"endTime":1481.51,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1482.23,"endTime":1482.51,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1482.51,"endTime":1482.67,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1482.67,"endTime":1482.95,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":1482.95,"endTime":1483.15,"body":"pan"},{"startTime":1483.15,"endTime":1483.31,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1483.31,"endTime":1483.47,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1483.47,"endTime":1483.59,"body":"way"},{"startTime":1483.59,"endTime":1483.67,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1483.67,"endTime":1483.79,"body":"thought"},{"startTime":1483.79,"endTime":1483.95,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1483.95,"endTime":1484.11,"body":"would,"},{"startTime":1484.11,"endTime":1484.23,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1484.23,"endTime":1484.39,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1484.39,"endTime":1484.71,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1484.71,"endTime":1485.19,"body":"sad."},{"startTime":1485.429,"endTime":1485.71,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":1485.71,"endTime":1485.83,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1485.83,"endTime":1485.99,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1485.99,"endTime":1486.19,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1486.19,"endTime":1486.43,"body":"sad,"},{"startTime":1486.43,"endTime":1486.59,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1486.59,"endTime":1486.71,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1486.71,"endTime":1486.83,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1486.83,"endTime":1487.07,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1487.07,"endTime":1487.43,"body":"hard."},{"startTime":1488.15,"endTime":1488.39,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1488.39,"endTime":1488.51,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1488.51,"endTime":1488.79,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1489.03,"endTime":1489.59,"body":"naming"},{"startTime":1489.59,"endTime":1489.79,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1489.79,"endTime":1490.07,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1490.07,"endTime":1490.27,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1490.27,"endTime":1490.47,"body":"working"},{"startTime":1490.47,"endTime":1490.71,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1490.71,"endTime":1490.91,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1490.91,"endTime":1491.07,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1491.07,"endTime":1491.51,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1491.51,"endTime":1491.75,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1491.75,"endTime":1492.03,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1492.03,"endTime":1492.47,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1492.47,"endTime":1492.75,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1492.75,"endTime":1493.03,"body":"important"},{"startTime":1493.35,"endTime":1493.63,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1493.63,"endTime":1493.87,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1493.87,"endTime":1494.19,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1494.19,"endTime":1494.55,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1494.55,"endTime":1494.95,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":1494.95,"endTime":1495.15,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1495.15,"endTime":1495.31,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1495.31,"endTime":1495.59,"body":"what?"},{"startTime":1495.84,"endTime":1496,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1496,"endTime":1496.24,"body":"am"},{"startTime":1496.24,"endTime":1496.92,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":1496.92,"endTime":1497.16,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1497.16,"endTime":1497.32,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1497.32,"endTime":1497.56,"body":"different"},{"startTime":1497.56,"endTime":1498.16,"body":"emotions."},{"startTime":1498.72,"endTime":1499,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1499,"endTime":1499.16,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1499.16,"endTime":1499.4,"body":"another"},{"startTime":1499.4,"endTime":1499.64,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":1499.64,"endTime":1499.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1500,"endTime":1500.4,"body":"almost"},{"startTime":1500.4,"endTime":1500.76,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1500.76,"endTime":1501,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":1501,"endTime":1501.2,"body":"up,"},{"startTime":1501.2,"endTime":1501.4,"body":"no"},{"startTime":1501.4,"endTime":1501.56,"body":"matter"},{"startTime":1501.56,"endTime":1501.76,"body":"where"},{"startTime":1501.76,"endTime":1502,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1502,"endTime":1502.2,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1502.2,"endTime":1502.36,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1502.36,"endTime":1502.48,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1502.48,"endTime":1502.8,"body":"journey,"},{"startTime":1502.8,"endTime":1503.12,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1503.28,"endTime":1503.6,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1503.6,"endTime":1504.12,"body":"balancing"},{"startTime":1504.12,"endTime":1504.28,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1504.28,"endTime":1504.52,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1504.52,"endTime":1504.76,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1504.76,"endTime":1505.36,"body":"disappointment"},{"startTime":1505.36,"endTime":1505.56,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1505.56,"endTime":1505.76,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":1505.76,"endTime":1506,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1506,"endTime":1506.32,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1506.8,"endTime":1507.12,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1507.12,"endTime":1507.44,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1507.92,"endTime":1508.64,"body":"holding"},{"startTime":1508.72,"endTime":1509,"body":"both"},{"startTime":1509,"endTime":1509.16,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1509.16,"endTime":1509.36,"body":"those"},{"startTime":1509.36,"endTime":1509.6,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1509.6,"endTime":1509.84,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1509.84,"endTime":1510.12,"body":"once"},{"startTime":1510.12,"endTime":1510.4,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1510.4,"endTime":1510.72,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1511.04,"endTime":1511.919,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":1511.919,"endTime":1512.56,"body":"exhausting"},{"startTime":1512.56,"endTime":1512.88,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1512.88,"endTime":1513.08,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1513.08,"endTime":1513.36,"body":"be."},{"startTime":1514.48,"endTime":1514.88,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1514.88,"endTime":1515.6,"body":"sometimes"},{"startTime":1516.08,"endTime":1516.4,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1516.4,"endTime":1516.64,"body":"will."},{"startTime":1516.64,"endTime":1516.84,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1516.84,"endTime":1517.04,"body":"I'll"},{"startTime":1517.04,"endTime":1517.12,"body":"say"},{"startTime":1517.12,"endTime":1517.28,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1517.28,"endTime":1517.48,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1517.48,"endTime":1517.8,"body":"clients,"},{"startTime":1517.8,"endTime":1518.16,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1518.16,"endTime":1518.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1518.48,"endTime":1518.72,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1518.72,"endTime":1518.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1518.92,"endTime":1519.08,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1519.08,"endTime":1519.24,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1519.24,"endTime":1519.44,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1519.44,"endTime":1519.64,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1519.64,"endTime":1520.16,"body":"accessing"},{"startTime":1520.16,"endTime":1520.4,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1520.4,"endTime":1520.56,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1520.56,"endTime":1520.68,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1520.68,"endTime":1521.04,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":1521.04,"endTime":1521.24,"body":"Like"},{"startTime":1521.24,"endTime":1521.4,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1521.4,"endTime":1521.6,"body":"hear"},{"startTime":1521.6,"endTime":1521.88,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1521.88,"endTime":1522.24,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":1522.24,"endTime":1522.52,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1522.52,"endTime":1522.72,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1522.72,"endTime":1523.21,"body":"hopeless."},{"startTime":1524,"endTime":1524.16,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1524.16,"endTime":1524.48,"body":"yet"},{"startTime":1525.2,"endTime":1525.52,"body":"here"},{"startTime":1525.52,"endTime":1525.76,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1525.76,"endTime":1526.08,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1526.4,"endTime":1527.08,"body":"continuing"},{"startTime":1527.08,"endTime":1527.44,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1527.44,"endTime":1527.68,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1527.68,"endTime":1527.8,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1527.8,"endTime":1528,"body":"next"},{"startTime":1528,"endTime":1528.64,"body":"transfer."},{"startTime":1528.88,"endTime":1529.16,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1529.16,"endTime":1529.4,"body":"yet"},{"startTime":1529.4,"endTime":1529.72,"body":"here"},{"startTime":1529.72,"endTime":1529.96,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1529.96,"endTime":1530.24,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1530.48,"endTime":1531.2,"body":"continuing"},{"startTime":1531.2,"endTime":1531.6,"body":"on,"},{"startTime":1531.92,"endTime":1532.24,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1532.24,"endTime":1532.52,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1532.52,"endTime":1532.88,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1532.96,"endTime":1533.24,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1533.24,"endTime":1533.48,"body":"next"},{"startTime":1533.48,"endTime":1534.12,"body":"appointment."},{"startTime":1534.12,"endTime":1534.4,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1534.4,"endTime":1534.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1534.72,"endTime":1535.04,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1535.04,"endTime":1535.24,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1535.24,"endTime":1535.48,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1535.48,"endTime":1535.92,"body":"quiet"},{"startTime":1535.92,"endTime":1536.24,"body":"act"},{"startTime":1536.24,"endTime":1536.44,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1536.44,"endTime":1536.68,"body":"hope,"},{"startTime":1536.68,"endTime":1536.96,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":1536.96,"endTime":1537.16,"body":"That"},{"startTime":1537.16,"endTime":1537.32,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1537.32,"endTime":1537.44,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1537.44,"endTime":1537.56,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1537.56,"endTime":1538,"body":"itself,"},{"startTime":1538,"endTime":1538.28,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1538.28,"endTime":1538.4,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1538.4,"endTime":1538.52,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1538.52,"endTime":1538.76,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":1538.76,"endTime":1538.92,"body":"call"},{"startTime":1538.92,"endTime":1539.12,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1539.12,"endTime":1539.439,"body":"hope,"},{"startTime":1539.52,"endTime":1539.88,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1539.88,"endTime":1540.24,"body":"hope."},{"startTime":1541.6,"endTime":1541.88,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1541.88,"endTime":1542,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1542,"endTime":1542.08,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1542.08,"endTime":1542.24,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1542.24,"endTime":1542.48,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1542.48,"endTime":1542.84,"body":"naming"},{"startTime":1542.84,"endTime":1543.04,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1543.04,"endTime":1543.2,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1543.2,"endTime":1543.36,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1543.36,"endTime":1543.52,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1543.52,"endTime":1543.68,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":1543.68,"endTime":1543.92,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1543.92,"endTime":1544.12,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1544.12,"endTime":1544.32,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1544.32,"endTime":1544.52,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1544.52,"endTime":1544.64,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1544.64,"endTime":1544.76,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1544.76,"endTime":1544.96,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":1544.96,"endTime":1545.16,"body":"access"},{"startTime":1545.16,"endTime":1545.44,"body":"It."},{"startTime":1545.44,"endTime":1545.64,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1545.64,"endTime":1545.88,"body":"will."},{"startTime":1545.88,"endTime":1546.12,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1546.12,"endTime":1546.28,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1546.28,"endTime":1546.52,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1546.52,"endTime":1546.76,"body":"telling"},{"startTime":1546.76,"endTime":1546.96,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1546.96,"endTime":1547.28,"body":"right"},{"startTime":1547.28,"endTime":1547.64,"body":"now"},{"startTime":1547.64,"endTime":1548,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1548.32,"endTime":1548.72,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1548.72,"endTime":1548.92,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1548.92,"endTime":1549.2,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":1549.2,"endTime":1549.44,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1549.44,"endTime":1549.64,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1549.64,"endTime":1549.8,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1549.8,"endTime":1550.04,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":1550.04,"endTime":1550.24,"body":"name"},{"startTime":1550.24,"endTime":1550.52,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1550.52,"endTime":1550.76,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1550.76,"endTime":1550.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1550.92,"endTime":1551.08,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1551.08,"endTime":1551.24,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1551.24,"endTime":1551.6,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":1552.68,"endTime":1552.8,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1552.8,"endTime":1552.96,"body":"love"},{"startTime":1552.96,"endTime":1553.24,"body":"that."},{"startTime":1553.24,"endTime":1553.52,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1553.52,"endTime":1553.68,"body":"love"},{"startTime":1553.68,"endTime":1553.96,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1554.04,"endTime":1554.32,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1554.32,"endTime":1554.6,"body":"much."},{"startTime":1554.84,"endTime":1555.16,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":1555.16,"endTime":1555.44,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1555.44,"endTime":1556.08,"body":"actively"},{"startTime":1556.08,"endTime":1556.72,"body":"practicing"},{"startTime":1556.72,"endTime":1557.08,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1557.16,"endTime":1557.48,"body":"by"},{"startTime":1557.48,"endTime":1557.88,"body":"moving"},{"startTime":1557.88,"endTime":1558.28,"body":"forward,"},{"startTime":1558.6,"endTime":1558.88,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1558.88,"endTime":1559.04,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1559.04,"endTime":1559.28,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":1559.28,"endTime":1559.56,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1560.28,"endTime":1560.84,"body":"embody"},{"startTime":1560.84,"endTime":1561.08,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1561.08,"endTime":1561.28,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1561.28,"endTime":1561.48,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1561.48,"endTime":1561.68,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1561.68,"endTime":1561.84,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1561.84,"endTime":1562.4,"body":"articulate"},{"startTime":1562.4,"endTime":1562.56,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1562.56,"endTime":1562.72,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1562.72,"endTime":1562.88,"body":"though"},{"startTime":1562.88,"endTime":1563.16,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1563.16,"endTime":1563.4,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1563.4,"endTime":1563.72,"body":"it."},{"startTime":1564.12,"endTime":1564.44,"body":"You"},{"startTime":1564.44,"endTime":1564.64,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1564.64,"endTime":1565.2,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1565.2,"endTime":1565.36,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1565.36,"endTime":1565.52,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1565.52,"endTime":1565.72,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1565.72,"endTime":1565.96,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1565.96,"endTime":1566.28,"body":"hold,"},{"startTime":1566.84,"endTime":1567.12,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1567.12,"endTime":1567.28,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1567.28,"endTime":1567.52,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1567.52,"endTime":1567.679,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1567.679,"endTime":1568.08,"body":"verbal"},{"startTime":1568.08,"endTime":1568.36,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1568.36,"endTime":1568.64,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1568.64,"endTime":1569.08,"body":"loud"},{"startTime":1569.4,"endTime":1569.72,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1569.72,"endTime":1570.04,"body":"them."},{"startTime":1570.68,"endTime":1570.92,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1570.92,"endTime":1571.04,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1571.04,"endTime":1571.2,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1571.2,"endTime":1571.36,"body":"most"},{"startTime":1571.36,"endTime":1571.6,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":1571.6,"endTime":1571.84,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1571.84,"endTime":1572.28,"body":"resonates,"},{"startTime":1572.28,"endTime":1572.48,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":1572.48,"endTime":1572.72,"body":"They're"},{"startTime":1572.72,"endTime":1572.92,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1572.92,"endTime":1573.24,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":1573.24,"endTime":1573.44,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1573.44,"endTime":1573.68,"body":"guess"},{"startTime":1573.68,"endTime":1573.88,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1573.88,"endTime":1574.04,"body":"right."},{"startTime":1574.04,"endTime":1574.36,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":1574.76,"endTime":1575.08,"body":"why"},{"startTime":1575.08,"endTime":1575.48,"body":"else"},{"startTime":1575.56,"endTime":1575.84,"body":"would"},{"startTime":1575.84,"endTime":1576.12,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1576.28,"endTime":1576.64,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1576.64,"endTime":1577,"body":"moving"},{"startTime":1577,"endTime":1577.32,"body":"forward,"},{"startTime":1577.32,"endTime":1577.6,"body":"right."},{"startTime":1577.6,"endTime":1577.76,"body":"If"},{"startTime":1577.76,"endTime":1577.92,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1577.92,"endTime":1578.08,"body":"If"},{"startTime":1578.08,"endTime":1578.24,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1578.24,"endTime":1578.52,"body":"wasn't"},{"startTime":1578.52,"endTime":1578.72,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1578.72,"endTime":1578.88,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1578.88,"endTime":1579.24,"body":"moment,"},{"startTime":1579.96,"endTime":1580.28,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1580.28,"endTime":1580.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1580.48,"endTime":1580.72,"body":"expect"},{"startTime":1580.72,"endTime":1580.96,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1580.96,"endTime":1581.2,"body":"story"},{"startTime":1581.2,"endTime":1581.44,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1581.44,"endTime":1581.6,"body":"end"},{"startTime":1581.6,"endTime":1581.76,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1581.76,"endTime":1581.92,"body":"a."},{"startTime":1581.92,"endTime":1582.08,"body":"In"},{"startTime":1582.08,"endTime":1582.24,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1582.24,"endTime":1582.4,"body":"good"},{"startTime":1582.4,"endTime":1582.6,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":1582.6,"endTime":1582.96,"body":"whatever"},{"startTime":1582.96,"endTime":1583.12,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1583.12,"endTime":1583.48,"body":"ending"},{"startTime":1583.78,"endTime":1584.02,"body":"be."},{"startTime":1584.5,"endTime":1584.74,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1584.74,"endTime":1584.94,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1584.94,"endTime":1585.18,"body":"love"},{"startTime":1585.18,"endTime":1585.34,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1585.34,"endTime":1585.5,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1585.5,"endTime":1585.7,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":1585.7,"endTime":1586.02,"body":"about."},{"startTime":1586.26,"endTime":1586.66,"body":"Yes."},{"startTime":1586.66,"endTime":1586.86,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1586.86,"endTime":1586.98,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1586.98,"endTime":1587.18,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1587.18,"endTime":1587.7,"body":"generally"},{"startTime":1587.7,"endTime":1587.9,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1587.9,"endTime":1588.06,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1588.06,"endTime":1588.22,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1588.22,"endTime":1588.74,"body":"awareness"},{"startTime":1588.74,"endTime":1588.98,"body":"now"},{"startTime":1588.98,"endTime":1589.18,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1589.18,"endTime":1589.34,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1589.34,"endTime":1589.58,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1589.58,"endTime":1589.82,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1589.82,"endTime":1589.98,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1589.98,"endTime":1590.14,"body":"than"},{"startTime":1590.14,"endTime":1590.3,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1590.3,"endTime":1590.62,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":1590.62,"endTime":1590.82,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1590.82,"endTime":1591.14,"body":"once."},{"startTime":1591.62,"endTime":1591.86,"body":"A"},{"startTime":1591.86,"endTime":1591.98,"body":"little"},{"startTime":1591.98,"endTime":1592.1,"body":"bit"},{"startTime":1592.1,"endTime":1592.34,"body":"differently"},{"startTime":1592.34,"endTime":1592.46,"body":"than"},{"startTime":1592.46,"endTime":1592.58,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1592.58,"endTime":1592.7,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1592.7,"endTime":1593.02,"body":"raised,"},{"startTime":1593.02,"endTime":1593.38,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1593.38,"endTime":1593.7,"body":"about."},{"startTime":1593.86,"endTime":1594.14,"body":"These"},{"startTime":1594.14,"endTime":1594.3,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1594.3,"endTime":1594.46,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1594.46,"endTime":1594.74,"body":"feelings,"},{"startTime":1594.74,"endTime":1594.94,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1594.94,"endTime":1595.18,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1595.18,"endTime":1595.34,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1595.34,"endTime":1595.5,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1595.5,"endTime":1595.66,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1595.66,"endTime":1595.94,"body":"time."},{"startTime":1596.34,"endTime":1596.74,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1597.06,"endTime":1597.46,"body":"actually,"},{"startTime":1597.78,"endTime":1598.14,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1598.14,"endTime":1598.42,"body":"than"},{"startTime":1598.42,"endTime":1598.66,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1598.66,"endTime":1599.14,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":1599.14,"endTime":1599.499,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1599.499,"endTime":1600.26,"body":"coexist."},{"startTime":1600.42,"endTime":1600.74,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1600.74,"endTime":1600.94,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1600.94,"endTime":1601.1,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1601.1,"endTime":1601.26,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1601.26,"endTime":1601.86,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1601.86,"endTime":1602.18,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1602.58,"endTime":1602.94,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1602.94,"endTime":1603.18,"body":"next"},{"startTime":1603.18,"endTime":1603.38,"body":"step"},{"startTime":1603.38,"endTime":1603.54,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1603.54,"endTime":1603.7,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1603.7,"endTime":1604.18,"body":"mentioned"},{"startTime":1604.18,"endTime":1604.5,"body":"is."},{"startTime":1604.66,"endTime":1605.02,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1605.02,"endTime":1605.7,"body":"exhausting."},{"startTime":1606.42,"endTime":1606.7,"body":"Even"},{"startTime":1606.7,"endTime":1606.86,"body":"though"},{"startTime":1606.86,"endTime":1607.02,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1607.02,"endTime":1607.18,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1607.18,"endTime":1607.34,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1607.34,"endTime":1607.82,"body":"capacity"},{"startTime":1607.82,"endTime":1607.98,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1607.98,"endTime":1608.14,"body":"hold"},{"startTime":1608.14,"endTime":1608.3,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1608.3,"endTime":1608.46,"body":"than"},{"startTime":1608.46,"endTime":1608.66,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1608.66,"endTime":1609.14,"body":"feeling,"},{"startTime":1609.94,"endTime":1610.22,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1610.22,"endTime":1610.5,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1610.5,"endTime":1611.06,"body":"exhausting"},{"startTime":1611.06,"endTime":1611.22,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1611.22,"endTime":1611.38,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1611.38,"endTime":1611.62,"body":"holding"},{"startTime":1611.62,"endTime":1611.82,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1611.82,"endTime":1612.46,"body":"extremes"},{"startTime":1612.46,"endTime":1612.74,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1612.74,"endTime":1613.02,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1613.02,"endTime":1613.22,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1613.22,"endTime":1613.54,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1614.18,"endTime":1614.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1614.46,"endTime":1614.74,"body":"that."},{"startTime":1614.98,"endTime":1615.22,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1615.22,"endTime":1615.38,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1615.38,"endTime":1615.5,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1615.5,"endTime":1615.7,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1615.7,"endTime":1615.9,"body":"give"},{"startTime":1615.9,"endTime":1616.38,"body":"themselves"},{"startTime":1616.38,"endTime":1616.7,"body":"enough"},{"startTime":1616.7,"endTime":1617.14,"body":"grace"},{"startTime":1617.14,"endTime":1617.54,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1617.54,"endTime":1617.94,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1618.02,"endTime":1618.7,"body":"exhausting"},{"startTime":1618.7,"endTime":1618.98,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1618.98,"endTime":1619.3,"body":"process"},{"startTime":1619.38,"endTime":1619.78,"body":"is."},{"startTime":1620.74,"endTime":1621.02,"body":"Just"},{"startTime":1621.02,"endTime":1621.18,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1621.18,"endTime":1621.46,"body":"much"},{"startTime":1621.7,"endTime":1622.14,"body":"mentally"},{"startTime":1622.14,"endTime":1622.3,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1622.3,"endTime":1622.78,"body":"emotionally"},{"startTime":1622.78,"endTime":1622.94,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1622.94,"endTime":1623.1,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1623.1,"endTime":1623.34,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1623.34,"endTime":1623.86,"body":"physically"},{"startTime":1624.1,"endTime":1624.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1624.46,"endTime":1625.22,"body":"financially."},{"startTime":1626.26,"endTime":1626.62,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1626.62,"endTime":1627.02,"body":"draining"},{"startTime":1627.02,"endTime":1627.34,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1627.34,"endTime":1627.58,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1627.58,"endTime":1627.82,"body":"many"},{"startTime":1627.82,"endTime":1628.26,"body":"ways."},{"startTime":1629.22,"endTime":1629.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1629.5,"endTime":1629.7,"body":"often"},{"startTime":1629.7,"endTime":1629.94,"body":"tell"},{"startTime":1629.94,"endTime":1630.22,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":1630.22,"endTime":1630.46,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1630.46,"endTime":1630.62,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1630.62,"endTime":1630.74,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1630.74,"endTime":1630.86,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1630.86,"endTime":1631.06,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1631.06,"endTime":1631.3,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1631.3,"endTime":1631.7,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":1631.7,"endTime":1632.02,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1632.18,"endTime":1632.5,"body":"having"},{"startTime":1632.5,"endTime":1632.7,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1632.7,"endTime":1632.98,"body":"cloud"},{"startTime":1632.98,"endTime":1633.26,"body":"over"},{"startTime":1633.26,"endTime":1633.62,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":1634.42,"endTime":1634.7,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1634.7,"endTime":1634.86,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1634.86,"endTime":1635.14,"body":"cloud"},{"startTime":1635.14,"endTime":1635.38,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1635.38,"endTime":1635.58,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1635.58,"endTime":1635.74,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1635.74,"endTime":1635.98,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1635.98,"endTime":1636.34,"body":"there."},{"startTime":1636.34,"endTime":1636.7,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1636.7,"endTime":1637.3,"body":"sometimes"},{"startTime":1637.6,"endTime":1637.84,"body":"there's,"},{"startTime":1637.84,"endTime":1637.96,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1637.96,"endTime":1638.44,"body":"sunshine"},{"startTime":1638.44,"endTime":1638.76,"body":"peeking"},{"startTime":1638.76,"endTime":1638.96,"body":"through,"},{"startTime":1638.96,"endTime":1639.16,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1639.16,"endTime":1639.4,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1639.4,"endTime":1639.56,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1639.56,"endTime":1639.88,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1639.88,"endTime":1640.08,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1640.08,"endTime":1640.2,"body":"still"},{"startTime":1640.2,"endTime":1640.6,"body":"cloudy,"},{"startTime":1640.6,"endTime":1640.8,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1640.8,"endTime":1641,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1641,"endTime":1641.16,"body":"see"},{"startTime":1641.16,"endTime":1641.32,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1641.32,"endTime":1641.6,"body":"sun."},{"startTime":1642,"endTime":1642.48,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1642.64,"endTime":1642.92,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1642.92,"endTime":1643.08,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1643.08,"endTime":1643.32,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1643.32,"endTime":1643.48,"body":"times"},{"startTime":1643.48,"endTime":1643.72,"body":"where"},{"startTime":1643.72,"endTime":1644.08,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1644.08,"endTime":1644.16,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1644.16,"endTime":1644.64,"body":"downpour."},{"startTime":1644.72,"endTime":1645.08,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1645.08,"endTime":1645.44,"body":"And."},{"startTime":1645.52,"endTime":1645.8,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1645.8,"endTime":1646.08,"body":"either"},{"startTime":1646.08,"endTime":1646.32,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":1646.32,"endTime":1646.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1646.52,"endTime":1646.84,"body":"cloud"},{"startTime":1646.84,"endTime":1647.12,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1647.12,"endTime":1647.44,"body":"there."},{"startTime":1647.68,"endTime":1648.08,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":1648.56,"endTime":1648.84,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1648.84,"endTime":1649,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1649,"endTime":1649.2,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1649.2,"endTime":1649.4,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1649.4,"endTime":1649.6,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1649.6,"endTime":1649.8,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1649.8,"endTime":1649.96,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1649.96,"endTime":1650.16,"body":"having"},{"startTime":1650.16,"endTime":1650.32,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1650.32,"endTime":1650.68,"body":"cloudy"},{"startTime":1650.68,"endTime":1650.92,"body":"day"},{"startTime":1650.92,"endTime":1651.28,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1651.68,"endTime":1652.08,"body":"years"},{"startTime":1652.16,"endTime":1652.48,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1652.48,"endTime":1652.76,"body":"end."},{"startTime":1652.76,"endTime":1653.08,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":1653.08,"endTime":1653.559,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1653.559,"endTime":1654.16,"body":"exhausting."},{"startTime":1654.16,"endTime":1654.52,"body":"That."},{"startTime":1654.52,"endTime":1654.8,"body":"That"},{"startTime":1654.8,"endTime":1655,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1655,"endTime":1655.2,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1655.2,"endTime":1655.4,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1655.4,"endTime":1655.64,"body":"fun"},{"startTime":1655.64,"endTime":1655.88,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":1655.88,"endTime":1656.04,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1656.04,"endTime":1656.2,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1656.2,"endTime":1656.48,"body":"about."},{"startTime":1657.52,"endTime":1657.92,"body":"So,"},{"startTime":1657.92,"endTime":1658.28,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":1658.28,"endTime":1658.52,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1658.52,"endTime":1658.68,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1658.68,"endTime":1658.84,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1658.84,"endTime":1659.32,"body":"validate"},{"startTime":1659.32,"endTime":1659.48,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1659.48,"endTime":1659.76,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1660,"endTime":1660.4,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1660.4,"endTime":1660.68,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1660.68,"endTime":1660.84,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1660.84,"endTime":1661.12,"body":"touching"},{"startTime":1661.12,"endTime":1661.4,"body":"every"},{"startTime":1661.4,"endTime":1661.64,"body":"part"},{"startTime":1661.64,"endTime":1661.76,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1661.76,"endTime":1661.88,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1661.88,"endTime":1662.12,"body":"life."},{"startTime":1662.12,"endTime":1662.36,"body":"It"},{"startTime":1662.36,"endTime":1662.56,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1662.56,"endTime":1662.88,"body":"there."},{"startTime":1662.88,"endTime":1663.16,"body":"Even"},{"startTime":1663.16,"endTime":1663.32,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1663.32,"endTime":1663.56,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1663.56,"endTime":1663.76,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1663.76,"endTime":1663.92,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1663.92,"endTime":1664.08,"body":"front"},{"startTime":1664.08,"endTime":1664.24,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1664.24,"endTime":1664.4,"body":"your"},{"startTime":1664.4,"endTime":1664.72,"body":"mind,"},{"startTime":1664.8,"endTime":1665.16,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1665.16,"endTime":1665.4,"body":"there."},{"startTime":1665.4,"endTime":1665.64,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1665.64,"endTime":1665.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1666.08,"endTime":1666.38,"body":"you."},{"startTime":1666.45,"endTime":1666.61,"body":"You."},{"startTime":1666.61,"endTime":1666.85,"body":"You"},{"startTime":1666.85,"endTime":1667.17,"body":"should."},{"startTime":1667.17,"endTime":1667.49,"body":"You"},{"startTime":1667.49,"endTime":1667.73,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1667.73,"endTime":1668.29,"body":"permission"},{"startTime":1668.29,"endTime":1668.65,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1668.65,"endTime":1669.01,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1669.09,"endTime":1669.97,"body":"exhausted."},{"startTime":1670.77,"endTime":1671.05,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1671.05,"endTime":1671.29,"body":"remember"},{"startTime":1671.29,"endTime":1671.49,"body":"after"},{"startTime":1671.49,"endTime":1671.77,"body":"my."},{"startTime":1671.77,"endTime":1672.01,"body":"My"},{"startTime":1672.01,"endTime":1672.21,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1672.21,"endTime":1672.45,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":1672.45,"endTime":1672.61,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1672.61,"endTime":1672.73,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1672.73,"endTime":1672.89,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1672.89,"endTime":1673.09,"body":"back"},{"startTime":1673.09,"endTime":1673.29,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1673.29,"endTime":1673.53,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1673.53,"endTime":1673.85,"body":"Monday."},{"startTime":1673.85,"endTime":1674.09,"body":"My."},{"startTime":1674.09,"endTime":1674.21,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1674.21,"endTime":1674.33,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1674.33,"endTime":1674.45,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1674.45,"endTime":1674.57,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":1674.57,"endTime":1674.73,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1674.73,"endTime":1674.97,"body":"Saturday,"},{"startTime":1674.97,"endTime":1675.17,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1675.17,"endTime":1675.29,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1675.29,"endTime":1675.45,"body":"went"},{"startTime":1675.45,"endTime":1675.57,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1675.57,"endTime":1675.69,"body":"work"},{"startTime":1675.69,"endTime":1675.85,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1675.85,"endTime":1676.13,"body":"Monday."},{"startTime":1676.61,"endTime":1676.89,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":1676.89,"endTime":1677.13,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1677.13,"endTime":1677.37,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1677.37,"endTime":1677.53,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1677.53,"endTime":1677.69,"body":"back"},{"startTime":1677.69,"endTime":1677.81,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1677.81,"endTime":1677.93,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1677.93,"endTime":1678.09,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1678.09,"endTime":1678.29,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1678.29,"endTime":1678.53,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1678.93,"endTime":1679.33,"body":"why,"},{"startTime":1679.41,"endTime":1679.81,"body":"why."},{"startTime":1679.81,"endTime":1680.09,"body":"Why"},{"startTime":1680.09,"endTime":1680.29,"body":"did"},{"startTime":1680.29,"endTime":1680.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1680.49,"endTime":1680.65,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1680.65,"endTime":1680.81,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1680.81,"endTime":1681.01,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1681.01,"endTime":1681.49,"body":"myself?"},{"startTime":1681.49,"endTime":1681.89,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1682.449,"endTime":1682.73,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1682.73,"endTime":1682.89,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1682.89,"endTime":1683.09,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1683.09,"endTime":1683.33,"body":"just."},{"startTime":1683.33,"endTime":1683.61,"body":"I."},{"startTime":1683.61,"endTime":1683.85,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1683.85,"endTime":1684.21,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":1684.21,"endTime":1684.45,"body":"give"},{"startTime":1684.45,"endTime":1684.85,"body":"myself"},{"startTime":1684.85,"endTime":1685.05,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1685.05,"endTime":1685.25,"body":"space"},{"startTime":1685.25,"endTime":1685.49,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1685.49,"endTime":1685.81,"body":"time"},{"startTime":1685.89,"endTime":1686.29,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1686.61,"endTime":1687.41,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1687.57,"endTime":1687.89,"body":"what,"},{"startTime":1687.89,"endTime":1688.09,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1688.09,"endTime":1688.25,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1688.25,"endTime":1688.53,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":1688.69,"endTime":1689.05,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1689.05,"endTime":1689.41,"body":"was."},{"startTime":1689.73,"endTime":1690.29,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":1691.09,"endTime":1691.37,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1691.37,"endTime":1691.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1691.49,"endTime":1691.73,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1691.81,"endTime":1692.25,"body":"naming"},{"startTime":1692.25,"endTime":1692.45,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1692.45,"endTime":1692.65,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1692.65,"endTime":1692.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1692.77,"endTime":1692.89,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1692.89,"endTime":1693.17,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1693.64,"endTime":1693.8,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1693.8,"endTime":1694.08,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1694.08,"endTime":1694.36,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1694.36,"endTime":1694.68,"body":"important"},{"startTime":1694.68,"endTime":1695,"body":"too,"},{"startTime":1695,"endTime":1695.2,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1695.2,"endTime":1695.4,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1695.4,"endTime":1695.64,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1695.64,"endTime":1695.84,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1695.84,"endTime":1696,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1696,"endTime":1696.28,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1696.28,"endTime":1696.84,"body":"completely"},{"startTime":1697,"endTime":1697.72,"body":"isolated"},{"startTime":1697.72,"endTime":1697.92,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1697.92,"endTime":1698.28,"body":"maybe,"},{"startTime":1698.36,"endTime":1698.64,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1698.64,"endTime":1698.8,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1698.8,"endTime":1699.16,"body":"everybody"},{"startTime":1699.16,"endTime":1699.4,"body":"else"},{"startTime":1699.4,"endTime":1699.6,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1699.6,"endTime":1699.84,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1699.84,"endTime":1700.2,"body":"seeing"},{"startTime":1700.52,"endTime":1700.84,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1700.84,"endTime":1701.12,"body":"social"},{"startTime":1701.12,"endTime":1701.4,"body":"media"},{"startTime":1701.4,"endTime":1701.6,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1701.6,"endTime":1701.84,"body":"whatever,"},{"startTime":1701.84,"endTime":1702,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1702,"endTime":1702.16,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1702.16,"endTime":1702.48,"body":"handling"},{"startTime":1702.48,"endTime":1702.72,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1702.72,"endTime":1702.92,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1702.92,"endTime":1703.04,"body":"much"},{"startTime":1703.04,"endTime":1703.32,"body":"better"},{"startTime":1703.32,"endTime":1703.72,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1703.72,"endTime":1704,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1704,"endTime":1704.16,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1704.16,"endTime":1704.4,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1704.4,"endTime":1704.68,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1705,"endTime":1705.64,"body":"aberration."},{"startTime":1706.52,"endTime":1706.92,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1707,"endTime":1707.48,"body":"naming"},{"startTime":1707.48,"endTime":1707.68,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1707.68,"endTime":1707.88,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1707.88,"endTime":1708.2,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1708.36,"endTime":1708.76,"body":"pain"},{"startTime":1708.76,"endTime":1709.08,"body":"points"},{"startTime":1709.8,"endTime":1710.2,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1710.44,"endTime":1710.72,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1710.72,"endTime":1710.88,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1710.88,"endTime":1711.08,"body":"such"},{"startTime":1711.08,"endTime":1711.36,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1711.36,"endTime":1711.8,"body":"weight"},{"startTime":1711.8,"endTime":1711.96,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1711.96,"endTime":1712.12,"body":"being"},{"startTime":1712.12,"endTime":1712.48,"body":"lifted"},{"startTime":1712.48,"endTime":1712.76,"body":"off."},{"startTime":1713,"endTime":1713.28,"body":"To"},{"startTime":1713.28,"endTime":1713.44,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1713.44,"endTime":1713.72,"body":"somebody"},{"startTime":1713.72,"endTime":1714,"body":"finally"},{"startTime":1714,"endTime":1714.52,"body":"acknowledge"},{"startTime":1714.52,"endTime":1714.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1714.72,"endTime":1714.96,"body":"weight"},{"startTime":1714.96,"endTime":1715.08,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1715.08,"endTime":1715.2,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1715.2,"endTime":1715.36,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1715.36,"endTime":1715.64,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1715.64,"endTime":1715.8,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1715.8,"endTime":1716.04,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1716.04,"endTime":1716.44,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1716.44,"endTime":1716.84,"body":"me."},{"startTime":1717.48,"endTime":1717.8,"body":"This"},{"startTime":1717.8,"endTime":1718,"body":"has"},{"startTime":1718,"endTime":1718.12,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1718.12,"endTime":1718.36,"body":"name."},{"startTime":1719.25,"endTime":1719.41,"body":"This"},{"startTime":1719.41,"endTime":1719.73,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1720.21,"endTime":1720.85,"body":"manageable"},{"startTime":1720.85,"endTime":1721.01,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1721.01,"endTime":1721.13,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1721.13,"endTime":1721.29,"body":"way"},{"startTime":1721.29,"endTime":1721.57,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1721.73,"endTime":1722.01,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1722.01,"endTime":1722.17,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1722.17,"endTime":1722.33,"body":"other"},{"startTime":1722.33,"endTime":1722.49,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1722.49,"endTime":1722.65,"body":"who"},{"startTime":1722.65,"endTime":1722.81,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1722.81,"endTime":1722.97,"body":"help"},{"startTime":1722.97,"endTime":1723.13,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1723.13,"endTime":1723.37,"body":"carry"},{"startTime":1723.37,"endTime":1723.65,"body":"it."},{"startTime":1725.17,"endTime":1725.57,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1725.57,"endTime":1725.81,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1725.81,"endTime":1725.93,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1725.93,"endTime":1726.09,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1726.09,"endTime":1726.37,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1726.37,"endTime":1726.49,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1726.49,"endTime":1726.81,"body":"piece"},{"startTime":1726.81,"endTime":1727.17,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1727.89,"endTime":1728.17,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1728.17,"endTime":1728.33,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1728.33,"endTime":1728.85,"body":"society"},{"startTime":1728.85,"endTime":1729.41,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":1729.65,"endTime":1729.93,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1729.93,"endTime":1730.21,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":1730.21,"endTime":1730.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1730.49,"endTime":1730.69,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1730.69,"endTime":1731.01,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1731.25,"endTime":1731.53,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1731.53,"endTime":1731.81,"body":"lots"},{"startTime":1731.81,"endTime":1731.93,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1731.93,"endTime":1732.21,"body":"ways"},{"startTime":1732.21,"endTime":1732.45,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":1732.45,"endTime":1732.73,"body":"becoming"},{"startTime":1732.73,"endTime":1733.01,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1733.01,"endTime":1733.41,"body":"aware"},{"startTime":1733.49,"endTime":1733.89,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1733.97,"endTime":1734.29,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1734.29,"endTime":1735.009,"body":"understanding"},{"startTime":1735.009,"endTime":1735.21,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1735.21,"endTime":1735.41,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1735.41,"endTime":1735.65,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1735.65,"endTime":1735.89,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1735.89,"endTime":1736.17,"body":"say"},{"startTime":1736.17,"endTime":1736.41,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1736.41,"endTime":1736.73,"body":"moments"},{"startTime":1736.73,"endTime":1736.85,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1736.85,"endTime":1736.97,"body":"this."},{"startTime":1736.97,"endTime":1737.13,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1737.13,"endTime":1737.29,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1737.29,"endTime":1737.41,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1737.41,"endTime":1737.81,"body":"society"},{"startTime":1737.81,"endTime":1738.37,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":1738.53,"endTime":1738.85,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1738.85,"endTime":1739.29,"body":"idea"},{"startTime":1739.29,"endTime":1739.65,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1740.05,"endTime":1740.41,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1740.41,"endTime":1740.77,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":1740.77,"endTime":1741.17,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1741.17,"endTime":1741.49,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":1741.49,"endTime":1741.81,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1741.81,"endTime":1742.05,"body":"us"},{"startTime":1742.05,"endTime":1742.29,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1742.29,"endTime":1742.69,"body":"resist"},{"startTime":1742.69,"endTime":1742.93,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1742.93,"endTime":1743.29,"body":"urge"},{"startTime":1743.29,"endTime":1743.57,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1743.57,"endTime":1743.97,"body":"solve"},{"startTime":1745.04,"endTime":1745.28,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1745.44,"endTime":1745.8,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1745.8,"endTime":1746.16,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1746.88,"endTime":1747.44,"body":"invited"},{"startTime":1747.44,"endTime":1747.68,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1747.68,"endTime":1748.16,"body":"witness"},{"startTime":1748.48,"endTime":1748.84,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1748.84,"endTime":1749.32,"body":"someone's"},{"startTime":1749.32,"endTime":1749.92,"body":"experiencing."},{"startTime":1750,"endTime":1750.4,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1750.64,"endTime":1750.92,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1750.92,"endTime":1751.08,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1751.08,"endTime":1751.28,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1751.28,"endTime":1751.52,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1751.52,"endTime":1751.72,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1751.72,"endTime":1751.96,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1751.96,"endTime":1752.2,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1752.2,"endTime":1752.32,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1752.32,"endTime":1752.44,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1752.44,"endTime":1752.64,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1752.64,"endTime":1752.92,"body":"I'll"},{"startTime":1752.92,"endTime":1753.12,"body":"say"},{"startTime":1753.12,"endTime":1753.36,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1753.36,"endTime":1753.56,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1753.56,"endTime":1753.68,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1753.68,"endTime":1753.84,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":1753.84,"endTime":1754,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1754,"endTime":1754.16,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1754.16,"endTime":1754.32,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1754.32,"endTime":1754.4,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1754.4,"endTime":1755.16,"body":"disenfranchised"},{"startTime":1755.16,"endTime":1755.44,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1755.44,"endTime":1755.6,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1755.6,"endTime":1755.8,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":1755.8,"endTime":1755.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1755.92,"endTime":1756.16,"body":"isn't"},{"startTime":1756.16,"endTime":1756.44,"body":"widely"},{"startTime":1756.44,"endTime":1756.96,"body":"understood,"},{"startTime":1757.2,"endTime":1757.52,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1757.52,"endTime":1757.8,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1757.8,"endTime":1758.32,"body":"loses"},{"startTime":1758.32,"endTime":1758.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1758.56,"endTime":1759.12,"body":"partner"},{"startTime":1759.12,"endTime":1759.4,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1759.4,"endTime":1759.6,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1759.6,"endTime":1760,"body":"parent"},{"startTime":1760,"endTime":1760.2,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1760.2,"endTime":1760.44,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1760.44,"endTime":1760.719,"body":"an"},{"startTime":1760.719,"endTime":1761.2,"body":"animal,"},{"startTime":1761.52,"endTime":1761.84,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1761.84,"endTime":1762.12,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1762.12,"endTime":1762.28,"body":"go"},{"startTime":1762.28,"endTime":1762.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1762.4,"endTime":1762.52,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1762.52,"endTime":1762.68,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1762.68,"endTime":1762.88,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1762.88,"endTime":1763.08,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":1763.08,"endTime":1763.32,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1763.32,"endTime":1763.44,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1763.44,"endTime":1763.76,"body":"lucky"},{"startTime":1763.76,"endTime":1763.96,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1763.96,"endTime":1764.12,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1764.12,"endTime":1764.28,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1764.28,"endTime":1764.56,"body":"mom."},{"startTime":1765.04,"endTime":1765.36,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":1765.36,"endTime":1765.64,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1765.64,"endTime":1765.92,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1766,"endTime":1766.4,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1766.4,"endTime":1766.68,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1766.68,"endTime":1767.04,"body":"anyone"},{"startTime":1767.04,"endTime":1767.28,"body":"would"},{"startTime":1767.28,"endTime":1767.56,"body":"say."},{"startTime":1767.56,"endTime":1767.84,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":1767.84,"endTime":1768.04,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1768.04,"endTime":1768.72,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":1768.72,"endTime":1769.12,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1769.44,"endTime":1769.8,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1769.8,"endTime":1770.04,"body":"nothing"},{"startTime":1770.04,"endTime":1770.28,"body":"else"},{"startTime":1770.28,"endTime":1770.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1770.4,"endTime":1770.64,"body":"do."},{"startTime":1770.64,"endTime":1771,"body":"It's,"},{"startTime":1771,"endTime":1771.2,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1771.2,"endTime":1771.68,"body":"understood"},{"startTime":1771.68,"endTime":1772,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1772.08,"endTime":1772.4,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1772.4,"endTime":1772.68,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1772.68,"endTime":1772.96,"body":"show"},{"startTime":1772.96,"endTime":1773.24,"body":"up."},{"startTime":1773.24,"endTime":1773.6,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1773.76,"endTime":1774.04,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1774.04,"endTime":1774.24,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1774.24,"endTime":1774.44,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1774.44,"endTime":1774.68,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":1774.68,"endTime":1774.96,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1774.96,"endTime":1775.24,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1775.24,"endTime":1775.37,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":1775.52,"endTime":1775.76,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":1776.16,"endTime":1776.56,"body":"it's,"},{"startTime":1776.56,"endTime":1776.8,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1776.8,"endTime":1776.96,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1776.96,"endTime":1777.24,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1777.24,"endTime":1777.68,"body":"widely"},{"startTime":1777.68,"endTime":1778.24,"body":"understood."},{"startTime":1778.4,"endTime":1778.64,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1778.64,"endTime":1778.8,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1778.8,"endTime":1779.24,"body":"intent"},{"startTime":1779.24,"endTime":1779.64,"body":"versus"},{"startTime":1779.64,"endTime":1780,"body":"impact,"},{"startTime":1780,"endTime":1780.24,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1780.24,"endTime":1780.4,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1780.4,"endTime":1780.52,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1780.52,"endTime":1781,"body":"anyone's"},{"startTime":1781,"endTime":1781.52,"body":"intending"},{"startTime":1781.52,"endTime":1781.8,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1781.8,"endTime":1782,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1782,"endTime":1782.48,"body":"hurtful"},{"startTime":1782.48,"endTime":1782.68,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1782.68,"endTime":1782.88,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1782.88,"endTime":1783.2,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":1783.6,"endTime":1783.88,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1783.88,"endTime":1784.04,"body":"least"},{"startTime":1784.04,"endTime":1784.2,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1784.2,"endTime":1784.4,"body":"saw"},{"startTime":1784.4,"endTime":1784.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1784.56,"endTime":1784.88,"body":"positive"},{"startTime":1784.88,"endTime":1785.44,"body":"pregnancy"},{"startTime":1785.44,"endTime":1785.76,"body":"test,"},{"startTime":1786.32,"endTime":1786.64,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1786.64,"endTime":1786.96,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1787.2,"endTime":1787.48,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1787.48,"endTime":1787.6,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1787.6,"endTime":1787.92,"body":"hurtful"},{"startTime":1787.92,"endTime":1788.12,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":1788.12,"endTime":1788.28,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1788.28,"endTime":1788.56,"body":"hear."},{"startTime":1788.64,"endTime":1789,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1789,"endTime":1789.2,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1789.2,"endTime":1789.52,"body":"it's,"},{"startTime":1789.76,"endTime":1790,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1790,"endTime":1790.16,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1790.16,"endTime":1790.44,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1790.44,"endTime":1790.68,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1790.68,"endTime":1790.92,"body":"best"},{"startTime":1790.92,"endTime":1791.16,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":1791.16,"endTime":1791.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1791.4,"endTime":1791.639,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1791.639,"endTime":1791.8,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1791.8,"endTime":1792,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1792,"endTime":1792.24,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1792.24,"endTime":1792.48,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1792.48,"endTime":1792.76,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1792.76,"endTime":1793.32,"body":"witness"},{"startTime":1793.32,"endTime":1793.56,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1793.56,"endTime":1793.8,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1793.8,"endTime":1794.56,"body":"experiencing,"},{"startTime":1794.96,"endTime":1795.36,"body":"allow"},{"startTime":1795.36,"endTime":1795.64,"body":"them"},{"startTime":1795.64,"endTime":1795.84,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1795.84,"endTime":1796.24,"body":"guide"},{"startTime":1796.56,"endTime":1796.88,"body":"what,"},{"startTime":1796.88,"endTime":1797.08,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1797.08,"endTime":1797.28,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1797.28,"endTime":1797.6,"body":"need."},{"startTime":1798.48,"endTime":1798.76,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1798.76,"endTime":1798.96,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":1798.96,"endTime":1799.28,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":1799.28,"endTime":1799.56,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1799.56,"endTime":1799.72,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1799.72,"endTime":1799.88,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1799.88,"endTime":1800.08,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1800.08,"endTime":1800.48,"body":"personally,"},{"startTime":1800.48,"endTime":1800.72,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":1800.72,"endTime":1800.92,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1800.92,"endTime":1801.04,"body":"would"},{"startTime":1801.04,"endTime":1801.32,"body":"imagine"},{"startTime":1801.32,"endTime":1801.48,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1801.48,"endTime":1801.6,"body":"most"},{"startTime":1801.6,"endTime":1801.72,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1801.72,"endTime":1801.88,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1801.88,"endTime":1802.16,"body":"relate"},{"startTime":1802.16,"endTime":1802.24,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1802.24,"endTime":1802.36,"body":"this."},{"startTime":1802.36,"endTime":1802.52,"body":"If"},{"startTime":1802.52,"endTime":1802.68,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1802.68,"endTime":1802.8,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1802.8,"endTime":1802.92,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1802.92,"endTime":1803.2,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1803.7,"endTime":1803.9,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":1803.9,"endTime":1804.14,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1804.14,"endTime":1804.42,"body":"dark"},{"startTime":1804.42,"endTime":1804.62,"body":"times"},{"startTime":1804.62,"endTime":1804.78,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1804.78,"endTime":1804.98,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1804.98,"endTime":1805.3,"body":"life,"},{"startTime":1805.54,"endTime":1805.86,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1805.86,"endTime":1806.22,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1806.22,"endTime":1806.7,"body":"remember"},{"startTime":1806.7,"endTime":1806.9,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1806.9,"endTime":1807.1,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1807.1,"endTime":1807.38,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1807.38,"endTime":1807.7,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1807.94,"endTime":1808.26,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":1808.26,"endTime":1808.46,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1808.46,"endTime":1808.62,"body":"me"},{"startTime":1808.62,"endTime":1808.74,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1808.74,"endTime":1809.06,"body":"bunch."},{"startTime":1809.14,"endTime":1809.46,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1809.46,"endTime":1809.66,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1809.66,"endTime":1809.9,"body":"remember"},{"startTime":1809.9,"endTime":1810.06,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1810.06,"endTime":1810.22,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1810.22,"endTime":1810.38,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1810.38,"endTime":1810.54,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1810.54,"endTime":1810.82,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1810.82,"endTime":1811.22,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1811.54,"endTime":1811.86,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1811.86,"endTime":1812.58,"body":"existed"},{"startTime":1812.74,"endTime":1813.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1813.02,"endTime":1813.26,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1813.26,"endTime":1813.66,"body":"sat"},{"startTime":1813.66,"endTime":1813.9,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1813.9,"endTime":1814.1,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1814.1,"endTime":1814.42,"body":"were"},{"startTime":1814.58,"endTime":1814.98,"body":"present"},{"startTime":1815.06,"endTime":1815.38,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1815.38,"endTime":1815.94,"body":"steady"},{"startTime":1816.02,"endTime":1816.38,"body":"over"},{"startTime":1816.38,"endTime":1816.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1816.58,"endTime":1816.78,"body":"period"},{"startTime":1816.78,"endTime":1817.02,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1817.02,"endTime":1817.22,"body":"time."},{"startTime":1817.22,"endTime":1817.42,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1817.42,"endTime":1817.54,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1817.54,"endTime":1817.66,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1817.66,"endTime":1817.82,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1817.82,"endTime":1817.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1817.98,"endTime":1818.14,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1818.14,"endTime":1818.42,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1818.42,"endTime":1818.66,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1818.66,"endTime":1818.98,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1819.54,"endTime":1820.06,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1820.06,"endTime":1820.26,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1820.26,"endTime":1820.5,"body":"get"},{"startTime":1820.5,"endTime":1820.74,"body":"through"},{"startTime":1820.74,"endTime":1821.22,"body":"therapy"},{"startTime":1821.22,"endTime":1821.54,"body":"throughout"},{"startTime":1821.54,"endTime":1821.7,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1821.7,"endTime":1822.02,"body":"process,"},{"startTime":1822.42,"endTime":1822.7,"body":"but"},{"startTime":1822.7,"endTime":1822.98,"body":"also"},{"startTime":1822.98,"endTime":1823.3,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1823.3,"endTime":1823.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1823.5,"endTime":1823.66,"body":"hope"},{"startTime":1823.66,"endTime":1823.82,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1823.82,"endTime":1824.1,"body":"the,"},{"startTime":1824.34,"endTime":1824.66,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1824.66,"endTime":1824.86,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1824.86,"endTime":1825.22,"body":"greater"},{"startTime":1825.22,"endTime":1825.7,"body":"society,"},{"startTime":1825.7,"endTime":1825.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1825.98,"endTime":1826.26,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1826.26,"endTime":1826.66,"body":"starts"},{"startTime":1826.66,"endTime":1826.78,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1826.78,"endTime":1827.06,"body":"understand"},{"startTime":1827.06,"endTime":1827.66,"body":"differently"},{"startTime":1827.66,"endTime":1827.82,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1827.82,"endTime":1828.1,"body":"well."},{"startTime":1828.9,"endTime":1829.38,"body":"Yes."},{"startTime":1829.38,"endTime":1829.7,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1829.7,"endTime":1829.82,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1829.82,"endTime":1830.02,"body":"glad"},{"startTime":1830.02,"endTime":1830.18,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1830.18,"endTime":1830.62,"body":"mentioned"},{"startTime":1830.62,"endTime":1830.9,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1831.06,"endTime":1831.7,"body":"intent"},{"startTime":1832.35,"endTime":1832.63,"body":"versus"},{"startTime":1832.63,"endTime":1832.99,"body":"impact,"},{"startTime":1833.15,"endTime":1833.47,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1833.47,"endTime":1833.71,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1833.71,"endTime":1833.79,"body":"One"},{"startTime":1833.79,"endTime":1833.87,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1833.87,"endTime":1834.03,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1834.03,"endTime":1834.39,"body":"favorite"},{"startTime":1834.39,"endTime":1834.67,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1835.07,"endTime":1835.39,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1835.39,"endTime":1835.91,"body":"explain"},{"startTime":1835.91,"endTime":1836.15,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1836.15,"endTime":1836.43,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":1837.23,"endTime":1837.51,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1837.51,"endTime":1837.67,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1837.67,"endTime":1837.83,"body":"know"},{"startTime":1837.83,"endTime":1837.99,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1837.99,"endTime":1838.19,"body":"most"},{"startTime":1838.19,"endTime":1838.43,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1838.43,"endTime":1838.63,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1838.63,"endTime":1838.79,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1838.79,"endTime":1838.95,"body":"good"},{"startTime":1838.95,"endTime":1839.55,"body":"intentions,"},{"startTime":1839.55,"endTime":1839.87,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1839.87,"endTime":1840.19,"body":"really"},{"startTime":1840.19,"endTime":1840.51,"body":"do."},{"startTime":1841.07,"endTime":1841.47,"body":"However,"},{"startTime":1841.95,"endTime":1842.23,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1842.23,"endTime":1842.67,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":1842.67,"endTime":1842.91,"body":"mean"},{"startTime":1842.91,"endTime":1843.19,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1843.19,"endTime":1843.55,"body":"impact"},{"startTime":1843.87,"endTime":1844.23,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1844.23,"endTime":1844.59,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1844.67,"endTime":1845.23,"body":"hurtful."},{"startTime":1845.23,"endTime":1845.43,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1845.43,"endTime":1845.59,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1845.59,"endTime":1845.79,"body":"often"},{"startTime":1845.79,"endTime":1846.03,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1846.03,"endTime":1846.59,"body":"hurtful."},{"startTime":1846.83,"endTime":1847.07,"body":"You"},{"startTime":1847.07,"endTime":1847.19,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1847.19,"endTime":1847.31,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1847.31,"endTime":1847.43,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1847.43,"endTime":1847.59,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1847.59,"endTime":1847.789,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1847.789,"endTime":1847.989,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1847.989,"endTime":1848.39,"body":"society"},{"startTime":1848.39,"endTime":1848.63,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1848.63,"endTime":1848.79,"body":"less"},{"startTime":1848.79,"endTime":1849.31,"body":"defensive"},{"startTime":1849.31,"endTime":1849.63,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1849.63,"endTime":1849.91,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1849.91,"endTime":1850.27,"body":"impact"},{"startTime":1850.35,"endTime":1850.67,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1850.67,"endTime":1850.99,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1850.99,"endTime":1851.27,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1851.27,"endTime":1851.47,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1851.47,"endTime":1851.79,"body":"own."},{"startTime":1852.19,"endTime":1852.47,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1852.47,"endTime":1852.63,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1852.63,"endTime":1852.79,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1852.79,"endTime":1852.99,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1852.99,"endTime":1853.31,"body":"turn,"},{"startTime":1853.79,"endTime":1854.07,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1854.07,"endTime":1854.23,"body":"was"},{"startTime":1854.23,"endTime":1854.43,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":1854.43,"endTime":1854.67,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1854.67,"endTime":1854.95,"body":"best,"},{"startTime":1854.95,"endTime":1855.27,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1855.27,"endTime":1855.71,"body":"sorry,"},{"startTime":1855.87,"endTime":1856.15,"body":"how"},{"startTime":1856.15,"endTime":1856.31,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1856.31,"endTime":1856.47,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1856.47,"endTime":1856.71,"body":"better"},{"startTime":1856.71,"endTime":1857.03,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1857.03,"endTime":1857.39,"body":"you?"},{"startTime":1858.27,"endTime":1858.43,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1858.43,"endTime":1858.63,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1858.63,"endTime":1858.79,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1858.79,"endTime":1859.03,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1859.03,"endTime":1859.27,"body":"such"},{"startTime":1859.27,"endTime":1859.39,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1859.39,"endTime":1859.59,"body":"great"},{"startTime":1859.59,"endTime":1859.95,"body":"impact"},{"startTime":1859.95,"endTime":1860.27,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1860.27,"endTime":1860.59,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1860.75,"endTime":1861.15,"body":"sitting"},{"startTime":1861.15,"endTime":1861.39,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1861.39,"endTime":1861.79,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1862.19,"endTime":1862.59,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1862.67,"endTime":1863.07,"body":"being"},{"startTime":1863.55,"endTime":1863.87,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1863.87,"endTime":1864.11,"body":"their"},{"startTime":1864.11,"endTime":1864.55,"body":"hurt"},{"startTime":1864.55,"endTime":1864.87,"body":"instead"},{"startTime":1864.87,"endTime":1865.03,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1865.03,"endTime":1865.19,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":1865.19,"endTime":1865.43,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1865.43,"endTime":1865.71,"body":"fix"},{"startTime":1865.71,"endTime":1865.91,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1865.91,"endTime":1866.19,"body":"or"},{"startTime":1866.19,"endTime":1866.43,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":1866.43,"endTime":1866.75,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1867.07,"endTime":1867.43,"body":"fill"},{"startTime":1867.43,"endTime":1867.59,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1867.59,"endTime":1867.99,"body":"silence"},{"startTime":1867.99,"endTime":1868.15,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1868.15,"endTime":1868.83,"body":"platitudes"},{"startTime":1868.83,"endTime":1869.03,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1869.03,"endTime":1869.19,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1869.19,"endTime":1869.47,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1869.63,"endTime":1869.91,"body":"more"},{"startTime":1869.91,"endTime":1870.43,"body":"hurtful."},{"startTime":1870.59,"endTime":1871.07,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1871.31,"endTime":1871.59,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1871.59,"endTime":1871.83,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1871.83,"endTime":1872.19,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1872.35,"endTime":1873.23,"body":"invisibility"},{"startTime":1873.389,"endTime":1873.669,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1873.669,"endTime":1873.83,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":1873.83,"endTime":1873.99,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1873.99,"endTime":1874.19,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1874.19,"endTime":1874.39,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1874.39,"endTime":1874.59,"body":"times,"},{"startTime":1874.59,"endTime":1874.75,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1874.75,"endTime":1874.87,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1874.87,"endTime":1875.11,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1875.11,"endTime":1875.31,"body":"often"},{"startTime":1875.31,"endTime":1875.47,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1875.47,"endTime":1875.67,"body":"common"},{"startTime":1875.67,"endTime":1875.91,"body":"theme"},{"startTime":1875.91,"endTime":1876.07,"body":"where"},{"startTime":1876.07,"endTime":1876.27,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1876.27,"endTime":1876.59,"body":"say"},{"startTime":1877.23,"endTime":1877.55,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1877.55,"endTime":1877.83,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1877.83,"endTime":1878.43,"body":"isolate"},{"startTime":1878.43,"endTime":1878.75,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1878.83,"endTime":1879.11,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1879.11,"endTime":1879.27,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1879.27,"endTime":1879.43,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1879.43,"endTime":1879.59,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1879.59,"endTime":1879.83,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1879.83,"endTime":1880.07,"body":"fully"},{"startTime":1880.07,"endTime":1880.35,"body":"understand."},{"startTime":1880.75,"endTime":1881.15,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1881.15,"endTime":1881.47,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1881.47,"endTime":1881.63,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1881.63,"endTime":1881.91,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1881.91,"endTime":1882.11,"body":"so,"},{"startTime":1882.11,"endTime":1882.27,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1882.27,"endTime":1882.47,"body":"already"},{"startTime":1882.47,"endTime":1882.79,"body":"dealing"},{"startTime":1882.79,"endTime":1882.95,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1882.95,"endTime":1883.11,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1883.11,"endTime":1883.28,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1883.43,"endTime":1883.55,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1883.55,"endTime":1883.91,"body":"sadness,"},{"startTime":1883.91,"endTime":1884.15,"body":"maybe"},{"startTime":1884.15,"endTime":1884.27,"body":"some"},{"startTime":1884.27,"endTime":1884.75,"body":"depressive"},{"startTime":1884.75,"endTime":1885.07,"body":"symptoms"},{"startTime":1885.07,"endTime":1885.23,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1885.23,"endTime":1885.39,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1885.39,"endTime":1885.75,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1885.91,"endTime":1886.27,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1886.27,"endTime":1886.79,"body":"isolating,"},{"startTime":1886.79,"endTime":1887.07,"body":"which"},{"startTime":1887.07,"endTime":1887.47,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":1887.47,"endTime":1887.79,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":1887.79,"endTime":1888.03,"body":"help"},{"startTime":1888.03,"endTime":1888.35,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1888.35,"endTime":1888.91,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":1888.91,"endTime":1889.07,"body":"those"},{"startTime":1889.07,"endTime":1889.47,"body":"symptoms."},{"startTime":1889.47,"endTime":1889.75,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1889.99,"endTime":1890.31,"body":"To,"},{"startTime":1890.31,"endTime":1890.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1890.51,"endTime":1890.63,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1890.63,"endTime":1890.79,"body":"point"},{"startTime":1890.79,"endTime":1891.03,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1891.03,"endTime":1891.23,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1891.23,"endTime":1891.39,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1891.39,"endTime":1891.51,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1891.51,"endTime":1891.95,"body":"witnessing"},{"startTime":1891.95,"endTime":1892.07,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1892.07,"endTime":1892.27,"body":"sitting"},{"startTime":1892.27,"endTime":1892.43,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1892.43,"endTime":1892.71,"body":"someone,"},{"startTime":1892.71,"endTime":1892.99,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1892.99,"endTime":1893.23,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1893.23,"endTime":1893.51,"body":"does"},{"startTime":1893.51,"endTime":1893.75,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1893.75,"endTime":1893.95,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1893.95,"endTime":1894.23,"body":"person"},{"startTime":1894.39,"endTime":1894.79,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":1895.19,"endTime":1895.51,"body":"makes"},{"startTime":1895.51,"endTime":1895.71,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1895.71,"endTime":1895.91,"body":"less"},{"startTime":1895.91,"endTime":1896.55,"body":"invisible."},{"startTime":1896.63,"endTime":1897.03,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1897.35,"endTime":1897.71,"body":"When"},{"startTime":1897.71,"endTime":1897.99,"body":"it,"},{"startTime":1897.99,"endTime":1898.19,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1898.19,"endTime":1898.51,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":1898.51,"endTime":1899.229,"body":"invalidate."},{"startTime":1899.229,"endTime":1899.51,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1899.51,"endTime":1899.67,"body":"So"},{"startTime":1899.67,"endTime":1899.79,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1899.79,"endTime":1900.07,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":1900.07,"endTime":1900.47,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1900.55,"endTime":1900.95,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":1901.51,"endTime":1901.87,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1901.87,"endTime":1902.19,"body":"see"},{"startTime":1902.19,"endTime":1902.55,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":1902.63,"endTime":1903.03,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1903.03,"endTime":1903.35,"body":"here"},{"startTime":1904.07,"endTime":1904.39,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1904.39,"endTime":1904.79,"body":"whatever"},{"startTime":1904.79,"endTime":1905.03,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1905.03,"endTime":1905.35,"body":"need,"},{"startTime":1905.51,"endTime":1905.87,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1905.87,"endTime":1906.11,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1906.11,"endTime":1906.55,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":1906.63,"endTime":1907.19,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1907.27,"endTime":1907.55,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1907.55,"endTime":1907.91,"body":"don't,"},{"startTime":1908.15,"endTime":1908.43,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1908.43,"endTime":1908.63,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1908.63,"endTime":1908.75,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1908.75,"endTime":1908.91,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1908.91,"endTime":1909.31,"body":"explain"},{"startTime":1909.31,"endTime":1909.55,"body":"this."},{"startTime":1909.55,"endTime":1909.79,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1909.79,"endTime":1909.99,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1909.99,"endTime":1910.07,"body":"have"},{"startTime":1910.07,"endTime":1910.19,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1910.19,"endTime":1910.47,"body":"listen"},{"startTime":1910.47,"endTime":1910.59,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1910.59,"endTime":1910.85,"body":"these,"},{"startTime":1910.92,"endTime":1911.16,"body":"these,"},{"startTime":1911.24,"endTime":1911.52,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1911.52,"endTime":1911.8,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1911.96,"endTime":1912.32,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1912.32,"endTime":1912.56,"body":"things"},{"startTime":1912.56,"endTime":1912.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1912.72,"endTime":1912.92,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1912.92,"endTime":1913.12,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1913.12,"endTime":1913.28,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1913.28,"endTime":1913.44,"body":"should"},{"startTime":1913.44,"endTime":1913.64,"body":"be"},{"startTime":1913.64,"endTime":1913.88,"body":"saying"},{"startTime":1913.88,"endTime":1914.08,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1914.08,"endTime":1914.24,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1914.24,"endTime":1914.4,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1914.4,"endTime":1914.52,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1914.52,"endTime":1914.92,"body":"sudden"},{"startTime":1914.92,"endTime":1915.24,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1915.24,"endTime":1915.4,"body":"less"},{"startTime":1915.4,"endTime":1915.96,"body":"invisible."},{"startTime":1915.96,"endTime":1916.2,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":1916.2,"endTime":1916.4,"body":"Even"},{"startTime":1916.4,"endTime":1916.52,"body":"if"},{"startTime":1916.52,"endTime":1916.64,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1916.64,"endTime":1916.88,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":1916.88,"endTime":1917.16,"body":"understand"},{"startTime":1917.32,"endTime":1917.64,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1917.64,"endTime":1918.04,"body":"fully"},{"startTime":1918.04,"endTime":1918.24,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1918.24,"endTime":1918.4,"body":"they"},{"startTime":1918.4,"endTime":1918.68,"body":"haven't"},{"startTime":1918.68,"endTime":1918.88,"body":"had"},{"startTime":1918.88,"endTime":1919.28,"body":"lived"},{"startTime":1919.28,"endTime":1919.56,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":1920.28,"endTime":1920.68,"body":"still"},{"startTime":1920.76,"endTime":1921.12,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":1921.12,"endTime":1921.44,"body":"calling"},{"startTime":1921.44,"endTime":1921.68,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1921.68,"endTime":1921.92,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1921.92,"endTime":1922.04,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1922.04,"endTime":1922.12,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1922.12,"endTime":1922.24,"body":"way"},{"startTime":1922.24,"endTime":1922.52,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":1922.6,"endTime":1923.04,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":1923.04,"endTime":1923.24,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1923.24,"endTime":1923.36,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1923.36,"endTime":1923.48,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1923.48,"endTime":1923.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1923.56,"endTime":1923.8,"body":"sudden"},{"startTime":1923.8,"endTime":1924.04,"body":"less"},{"startTime":1924.04,"endTime":1924.6,"body":"invisible."},{"startTime":1925.32,"endTime":1925.6,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1925.6,"endTime":1925.72,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1925.72,"endTime":1925.84,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1925.84,"endTime":1926.16,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":1926.16,"endTime":1926.72,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":1926.72,"endTime":1927.2,"body":"impactful"},{"startTime":1927.2,"endTime":1927.36,"body":"for"},{"startTime":1927.36,"endTime":1927.56,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1927.56,"endTime":1927.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1927.72,"endTime":1927.84,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1927.84,"endTime":1928.52,"body":"experiencing,"},{"startTime":1929.08,"endTime":1929.36,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1929.36,"endTime":1929.64,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1929.72,"endTime":1930.04,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1930.04,"endTime":1930.6,"body":"journeys."},{"startTime":1930.6,"endTime":1931.08,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":1932.12,"endTime":1932.52,"body":"yeah."},{"startTime":1932.52,"endTime":1932.76,"body":"The"},{"startTime":1932.76,"endTime":1933.4,"body":"validation"},{"startTime":1933.48,"endTime":1933.88,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1933.88,"endTime":1934.2,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1934.2,"endTime":1934.52,"body":"key."},{"startTime":1935.32,"endTime":1935.76,"body":"It's,"},{"startTime":1935.76,"endTime":1935.96,"body":"it"},{"startTime":1935.96,"endTime":1936.2,"body":"makes"},{"startTime":1936.2,"endTime":1936.4,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1936.4,"endTime":1936.72,"body":"biggest"},{"startTime":1936.72,"endTime":1937.12,"body":"difference"},{"startTime":1937.12,"endTime":1937.36,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1937.36,"endTime":1937.48,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1937.48,"endTime":1937.72,"body":"do,"},{"startTime":1937.88,"endTime":1938.16,"body":"when"},{"startTime":1938.16,"endTime":1938.32,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1938.32,"endTime":1938.56,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1938.56,"endTime":1938.96,"body":"isolate,"},{"startTime":1938.96,"endTime":1939.08,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1939.08,"endTime":1939.2,"body":"do"},{"startTime":1939.2,"endTime":1939.36,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1939.36,"endTime":1939.56,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1939.56,"endTime":1939.68,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1939.68,"endTime":1939.96,"body":"only"},{"startTime":1940.44,"endTime":1940.6,"body":"one"},{"startTime":1940.6,"endTime":1940.76,"body":"in"},{"startTime":1940.76,"endTime":1940.88,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1940.88,"endTime":1941.08,"body":"world"},{"startTime":1941.08,"endTime":1941.4,"body":"who's"},{"startTime":1941.4,"endTime":1941.56,"body":"going"},{"startTime":1941.56,"endTime":1941.8,"body":"through"},{"startTime":1941.8,"endTime":1942.08,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1942.08,"endTime":1942.36,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":1942.36,"endTime":1942.56,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1942.56,"endTime":1942.72,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1942.72,"endTime":1942.88,"body":"think"},{"startTime":1942.88,"endTime":1943.08,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":1943.08,"endTime":1943.24,"body":"something"},{"startTime":1943.24,"endTime":1943.52,"body":"wrong"},{"startTime":1943.52,"endTime":1943.68,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1943.68,"endTime":1943.96,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1944.28,"endTime":1944.64,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1944.64,"endTime":1944.88,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1944.88,"endTime":1945.08,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1945.08,"endTime":1945.32,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1945.32,"endTime":1945.64,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1945.64,"endTime":1945.96,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1945.96,"endTime":1946.44,"body":"spiral"},{"startTime":1946.44,"endTime":1946.68,"body":"very"},{"startTime":1946.68,"endTime":1947.12,"body":"easily"},{"startTime":1947.12,"endTime":1947.48,"body":"about,"},{"startTime":1948.28,"endTime":1948.56,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1948.56,"endTime":1948.84,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1949.08,"endTime":1949.48,"body":"self"},{"startTime":1949.48,"endTime":1949.88,"body":"blame"},{"startTime":1949.88,"endTime":1950.28,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1950.36,"endTime":1950.92,"body":"feelings"},{"startTime":1950.92,"endTime":1951.2,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1951.2,"endTime":1951.64,"body":"aren't"},{"startTime":1951.72,"endTime":1952.04,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1952.04,"endTime":1952.32,"body":"nice"},{"startTime":1952.32,"endTime":1952.44,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1952.44,"endTime":1952.8,"body":"yourself."},{"startTime":1952.8,"endTime":1953.08,"body":"And"},{"startTime":1953.08,"endTime":1953.32,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1953.32,"endTime":1953.52,"body":"we"},{"startTime":1953.52,"endTime":1953.68,"body":"see"},{"startTime":1953.68,"endTime":1953.84,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1953.84,"endTime":1954,"body":"with"},{"startTime":1954,"endTime":1954.28,"body":"our"},{"startTime":1954.28,"endTime":1954.64,"body":"peer"},{"startTime":1954.64,"endTime":1954.92,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1955,"endTime":1955.64,"body":"groups."},{"startTime":1955.8,"endTime":1956.16,"body":"That"},{"startTime":1956.16,"endTime":1956.439,"body":"first"},{"startTime":1956.439,"endTime":1956.68,"body":"level"},{"startTime":1956.68,"endTime":1956.88,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1956.88,"endTime":1957.48,"body":"validation"},{"startTime":1958.2,"endTime":1958.6,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1958.6,"endTime":1958.88,"body":"so"},{"startTime":1958.88,"endTime":1959.24,"body":"huge"},{"startTime":1959.24,"endTime":1959.52,"body":"from"},{"startTime":1959.52,"endTime":1959.76,"body":"peer"},{"startTime":1959.76,"endTime":1959.96,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1959.96,"endTime":1960.28,"body":"peer."},{"startTime":1960.28,"endTime":1960.64,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":1960.64,"endTime":1960.76,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":1960.76,"endTime":1960.92,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":1960.92,"endTime":1961.08,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":1961.08,"endTime":1961.2,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1961.2,"endTime":1961.36,"body":"just"},{"startTime":1961.36,"endTime":1961.52,"body":"me."},{"startTime":1961.52,"endTime":1961.68,"body":"Look"},{"startTime":1961.68,"endTime":1961.8,"body":"at"},{"startTime":1961.8,"endTime":1961.92,"body":"all"},{"startTime":1961.92,"endTime":1962.08,"body":"these"},{"startTime":1962.08,"endTime":1962.32,"body":"other"},{"startTime":1962.32,"endTime":1962.68,"body":"people"},{"startTime":1963.24,"endTime":1963.52,"body":"on"},{"startTime":1963.52,"endTime":1963.68,"body":"the"},{"startTime":1963.68,"endTime":1964.12,"body":"screen"},{"startTime":1964.28,"endTime":1964.6,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1964.6,"endTime":1964.84,"body":"can"},{"startTime":1964.84,"endTime":1965.16,"body":"relate"},{"startTime":1965.16,"endTime":1965.28,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1965.28,"endTime":1965.4,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1965.4,"endTime":1965.53,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1965.53,"endTime":1965.595,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1965.595,"endTime":1965.66,"body":"going,"},{"startTime":1965.81,"endTime":1965.97,"body":"going"},{"startTime":1965.97,"endTime":1966.29,"body":"through."},{"startTime":1966.69,"endTime":1967.05,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":1967.05,"endTime":1967.33,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1967.41,"endTime":1967.69,"body":"out"},{"startTime":1967.69,"endTime":1967.85,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1967.85,"endTime":1968.05,"body":"my"},{"startTime":1968.05,"endTime":1968.37,"body":"mind"},{"startTime":1968.45,"endTime":1969.25,"body":"necessarily."},{"startTime":1969.89,"endTime":1970.21,"body":"But"},{"startTime":1970.21,"endTime":1970.53,"body":"then"},{"startTime":1970.53,"endTime":1970.93,"body":"working."},{"startTime":1971.17,"endTime":1971.49,"body":"We"},{"startTime":1971.49,"endTime":1971.81,"body":"always"},{"startTime":1971.89,"endTime":1972.53,"body":"recommend,"},{"startTime":1973.25,"endTime":1973.53,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1973.53,"endTime":1973.81,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":1973.89,"endTime":1974.37,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":1974.37,"endTime":1974.69,"body":"health"},{"startTime":1974.77,"endTime":1975.65,"body":"providers"},{"startTime":1975.73,"endTime":1976.09,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1976.09,"endTime":1976.37,"body":"well"},{"startTime":1976.37,"endTime":1976.57,"body":"as"},{"startTime":1976.57,"endTime":1976.85,"body":"peer"},{"startTime":1976.85,"endTime":1977.17,"body":"support"},{"startTime":1977.33,"endTime":1977.65,"body":"because"},{"startTime":1977.65,"endTime":1977.85,"body":"Then"},{"startTime":1977.85,"endTime":1978.05,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1978.05,"endTime":1978.25,"body":"having"},{"startTime":1978.25,"endTime":1978.49,"body":"a"},{"startTime":1978.49,"endTime":1978.89,"body":"clinical"},{"startTime":1978.89,"endTime":1979.17,"body":"level"},{"startTime":1979.17,"endTime":1979.37,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1979.37,"endTime":1980.05,"body":"validation"},{"startTime":1980.61,"endTime":1980.89,"body":"that"},{"startTime":1980.89,"endTime":1981.33,"body":"goes"},{"startTime":1981.41,"endTime":1981.81,"body":"even"},{"startTime":1981.81,"endTime":1982.53,"body":"deeper"},{"startTime":1982.61,"endTime":1982.89,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1982.89,"endTime":1983.05,"body":"make"},{"startTime":1983.05,"endTime":1983.25,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1983.25,"endTime":1983.49,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":1983.49,"endTime":1983.81,"body":"like"},{"startTime":1984.21,"endTime":1984.57,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1984.57,"endTime":1984.77,"body":"not"},{"startTime":1984.77,"endTime":1985.33,"body":"crazy."},{"startTime":1985.33,"endTime":1985.57,"body":"This"},{"startTime":1985.57,"endTime":1985.77,"body":"is"},{"startTime":1985.77,"endTime":1986.05,"body":"actually"},{"startTime":1986.05,"endTime":1986.81,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":1986.81,"endTime":1987.33,"body":"difficult"},{"startTime":1988.05,"endTime":1988.45,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1988.61,"endTime":1988.89,"body":"there"},{"startTime":1988.89,"endTime":1989.09,"body":"are"},{"startTime":1989.09,"endTime":1989.77,"body":"diagnostic"},{"startTime":1989.77,"endTime":1990.37,"body":"impacts"},{"startTime":1990.37,"endTime":1990.57,"body":"to"},{"startTime":1990.57,"endTime":1990.73,"body":"what"},{"startTime":1990.73,"endTime":1990.97,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":1990.97,"endTime":1991.17,"body":"going"},{"startTime":1991.17,"endTime":1991.49,"body":"through,"},{"startTime":1992.48,"endTime":1992.6,"body":"and"},{"startTime":1992.6,"endTime":1992.76,"body":"you"},{"startTime":1992.76,"endTime":1993.2,"body":"deserve"},{"startTime":1993.2,"endTime":1993.52,"body":"support."},{"startTime":1996,"endTime":1996.36,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":1996.36,"endTime":1996.84,"body":"interesting."},{"startTime":1996.84,"endTime":1997.2,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1997.2,"endTime":1997.52,"body":"often"},{"startTime":1997.52,"endTime":1997.76,"body":"use"},{"startTime":1997.76,"endTime":1997.96,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":1997.96,"endTime":1998.08,"body":"of"},{"startTime":1998.08,"endTime":1998.24,"body":"this"},{"startTime":1998.24,"endTime":1998.92,"body":"analogy"},{"startTime":1998.92,"endTime":1999.2,"body":"where"},{"startTime":1999.2,"endTime":1999.48,"body":"I"},{"startTime":1999.48,"endTime":1999.72,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":1999.72,"endTime":1999.96,"body":"about"},{"startTime":1999.96,"endTime":2000.2,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2000.2,"endTime":2000.32,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2000.32,"endTime":2000.44,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2000.44,"endTime":2000.6,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2000.6,"endTime":2000.76,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2000.76,"endTime":2001.04,"body":"brain"},{"startTime":2001.04,"endTime":2001.28,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2001.28,"endTime":2001.52,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2001.52,"endTime":2002,"body":"coffee"},{"startTime":2002,"endTime":2002.32,"body":"filter,"},{"startTime":2002.32,"endTime":2002.52,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":2002.52,"endTime":2002.68,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2002.68,"endTime":2002.84,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2002.84,"endTime":2003.12,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2003.12,"endTime":2003.4,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2003.4,"endTime":2003.56,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2003.56,"endTime":2003.72,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2003.72,"endTime":2004.04,"body":"clinical"},{"startTime":2004.04,"endTime":2004.4,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":2004.48,"endTime":2004.76,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2004.76,"endTime":2004.92,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2004.92,"endTime":2005.04,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2005.04,"endTime":2005.16,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2005.16,"endTime":2005.36,"body":"brain"},{"startTime":2005.36,"endTime":2005.48,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2005.48,"endTime":2005.6,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2005.6,"endTime":2005.88,"body":"coffee"},{"startTime":2005.88,"endTime":2006.2,"body":"filter,"},{"startTime":2006.2,"endTime":2006.56,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":2006.56,"endTime":2006.96,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2007.28,"endTime":2008.08,"body":"imagine"},{"startTime":2008.32,"endTime":2008.72,"body":"having"},{"startTime":2008.88,"endTime":2009.2,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2009.2,"endTime":2009.56,"body":"coffee"},{"startTime":2009.56,"endTime":2009.68,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2009.68,"endTime":2009.8,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2009.8,"endTime":2010,"body":"morning"},{"startTime":2010,"endTime":2010.2,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2010.2,"endTime":2010.4,"body":"using"},{"startTime":2010.4,"endTime":2010.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2010.56,"endTime":2010.8,"body":"filter"},{"startTime":2010.8,"endTime":2011,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2011,"endTime":2011.16,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2011.16,"endTime":2011.4,"body":"using"},{"startTime":2011.4,"endTime":2011.64,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2011.64,"endTime":2011.84,"body":"same"},{"startTime":2011.84,"endTime":2012.2,"body":"filter"},{"startTime":2012.2,"endTime":2012.48,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2012.48,"endTime":2012.8,"body":"day,"},{"startTime":2012.96,"endTime":2013.24,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2013.24,"endTime":2013.4,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2013.4,"endTime":2013.76,"body":"imagine"},{"startTime":2013.76,"endTime":2013.96,"body":"using"},{"startTime":2013.96,"endTime":2014.12,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2014.12,"endTime":2014.28,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2014.28,"endTime":2014.44,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2014.44,"endTime":2014.64,"body":"week"},{"startTime":2014.64,"endTime":2014.84,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2014.84,"endTime":2015,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2015,"endTime":2015.32,"body":"imagine"},{"startTime":2015.32,"endTime":2015.56,"body":"using"},{"startTime":2015.56,"endTime":2015.76,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2015.76,"endTime":2015.88,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2015.88,"endTime":2016.04,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2016.04,"endTime":2016.32,"body":"year."},{"startTime":2016.4,"endTime":2016.76,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":2016.76,"endTime":2017,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2017,"endTime":2017.12,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2017.12,"endTime":2017.24,"body":"end"},{"startTime":2017.24,"endTime":2017.36,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2017.36,"endTime":2017.48,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2017.48,"endTime":2017.76,"body":"year,"},{"startTime":2017.76,"endTime":2018.08,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2018.08,"endTime":2018.28,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2018.28,"endTime":2018.48,"body":"something"},{"startTime":2018.48,"endTime":2018.68,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2018.68,"endTime":2019,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":2019,"endTime":2019.2,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2019.2,"endTime":2019.6,"body":"resemble,"},{"startTime":2019.6,"endTime":2019.84,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2019.84,"endTime":2020.24,"body":"remotely"},{"startTime":2020.24,"endTime":2020.56,"body":"close"},{"startTime":2020.56,"endTime":2020.88,"body":"something"},{"startTime":2020.88,"endTime":2021.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2021.08,"endTime":2021.4,"body":"coffee."},{"startTime":2021.4,"endTime":2021.6,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2021.6,"endTime":2021.72,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2021.72,"endTime":2022.32,"body":"distorted."},{"startTime":2022.65,"endTime":2022.85,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2022.85,"endTime":2023.09,"body":"probably"},{"startTime":2023.09,"endTime":2023.69,"body":"moldy."},{"startTime":2023.69,"endTime":2024.05,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2024.05,"endTime":2024.41,"body":"gross."},{"startTime":2024.41,"endTime":2024.81,"body":"Right?"},{"startTime":2024.97,"endTime":2025.25,"body":"If"},{"startTime":2025.25,"endTime":2025.41,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2025.41,"endTime":2025.61,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2025.61,"endTime":2025.81,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2025.81,"endTime":2025.97,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2025.97,"endTime":2026.25,"body":"brain"},{"startTime":2026.25,"endTime":2026.45,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2026.45,"endTime":2026.61,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2026.61,"endTime":2026.77,"body":"way"},{"startTime":2026.77,"endTime":2027.01,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2027.01,"endTime":2027.25,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2027.25,"endTime":2027.37,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2027.37,"endTime":2027.49,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2027.49,"endTime":2027.73,"body":"brain"},{"startTime":2027.73,"endTime":2027.89,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2027.89,"endTime":2028.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2028.05,"endTime":2028.41,"body":"filter,"},{"startTime":2028.65,"endTime":2028.97,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2028.97,"endTime":2029.21,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2029.21,"endTime":2029.45,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2029.45,"endTime":2029.69,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2029.69,"endTime":2030.09,"body":"bringing"},{"startTime":2030.09,"endTime":2030.41,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2030.81,"endTime":2031.09,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2031.09,"endTime":2031.37,"body":"second"},{"startTime":2031.37,"endTime":2031.81,"body":"filter"},{"startTime":2031.81,"endTime":2032.05,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2032.05,"endTime":2032.21,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2032.21,"endTime":2032.41,"body":"third"},{"startTime":2032.41,"endTime":2032.73,"body":"party"},{"startTime":2032.81,"endTime":2033.13,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2033.13,"endTime":2033.41,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2033.41,"endTime":2033.57,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2033.57,"endTime":2034.01,"body":"sitting"},{"startTime":2034.01,"endTime":2034.25,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2034.25,"endTime":2034.45,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2034.45,"endTime":2034.73,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2034.89,"endTime":2035.17,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2035.17,"endTime":2035.37,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2035.37,"endTime":2035.69,"body":"own,"},{"startTime":2036.09,"endTime":2036.53,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2036.53,"endTime":2036.73,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2036.73,"endTime":2036.97,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2036.97,"endTime":2037.29,"body":"become"},{"startTime":2037.37,"endTime":2037.73,"body":"something"},{"startTime":2037.73,"endTime":2038.09,"body":"different."},{"startTime":2038.65,"endTime":2039.05,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2039.05,"endTime":2039.45,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2039.45,"endTime":2039.65,"body":"where"},{"startTime":2039.65,"endTime":2039.97,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2039.97,"endTime":2040.21,"body":"start"},{"startTime":2040.21,"endTime":2040.41,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2040.41,"endTime":2040.65,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":2040.65,"endTime":2040.97,"body":"about,"},{"startTime":2041.29,"endTime":2041.61,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2041.61,"endTime":2041.93,"body":"if,"},{"startTime":2042.33,"endTime":2042.65,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2042.65,"endTime":2042.85,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2042.85,"endTime":2043.09,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2043.09,"endTime":2043.53,"body":"fault?"},{"startTime":2043.85,"endTime":2044.17,"body":"Right?"},{"startTime":2044.17,"endTime":2044.37,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2044.37,"endTime":2044.53,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2044.53,"endTime":2044.81,"body":"those"},{"startTime":2044.81,"endTime":2045.37,"body":"stories"},{"startTime":2045.45,"endTime":2045.97,"body":"aren't"},{"startTime":2045.97,"endTime":2046.33,"body":"said"},{"startTime":2046.33,"endTime":2046.65,"body":"out"},{"startTime":2046.65,"endTime":2047.01,"body":"loud,"},{"startTime":2047.01,"endTime":2047.21,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2047.21,"endTime":2047.37,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2047.37,"endTime":2047.73,"body":"isn't"},{"startTime":2047.73,"endTime":2048.01,"body":"another"},{"startTime":2048.09,"endTime":2048.61,"body":"filter"},{"startTime":2048.61,"endTime":2048.93,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2048.93,"endTime":2049.21,"body":"brought"},{"startTime":2049.21,"endTime":2049.53,"body":"in,"},{"startTime":2050.299,"endTime":2050.459,"body":"then,"},{"startTime":2050.459,"endTime":2050.939,"body":"yeah,"},{"startTime":2051.179,"endTime":2051.419,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2051.419,"endTime":2051.579,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2051.579,"endTime":2051.859,"body":"very"},{"startTime":2051.859,"endTime":2052.459,"body":"impactful"},{"startTime":2052.459,"endTime":2052.659,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2052.659,"endTime":2053.059,"body":"someone's"},{"startTime":2053.059,"endTime":2053.339,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":2053.339,"endTime":2053.459,"body":"health"},{"startTime":2053.459,"endTime":2053.659,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2053.659,"endTime":2053.899,"body":"their"},{"startTime":2053.899,"endTime":2054.219,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2054.379,"endTime":2054.659,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2054.659,"endTime":2054.939,"body":"this."},{"startTime":2055.899,"endTime":2056.299,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2056.299,"endTime":2056.419,"body":"such"},{"startTime":2056.419,"endTime":2056.539,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2056.539,"endTime":2056.659,"body":"good"},{"startTime":2056.659,"endTime":2057.219,"body":"analogy."},{"startTime":2057.219,"endTime":2057.459,"body":"Now"},{"startTime":2057.459,"endTime":2057.579,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2057.579,"endTime":2057.779,"body":"thinking"},{"startTime":2057.779,"endTime":2057.899,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2057.899,"endTime":2058.059,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":2058.059,"endTime":2058.259,"body":"God,"},{"startTime":2058.259,"endTime":2058.379,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2058.379,"endTime":2058.579,"body":"brain"},{"startTime":2058.579,"endTime":2058.779,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2058.779,"endTime":2058.939,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2058.939,"endTime":2059.059,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2059.059,"endTime":2059.579,"body":"moldy."},{"startTime":2059.899,"endTime":2060.379,"body":"Oh,"},{"startTime":2060.379,"endTime":2060.859,"body":"yeah."},{"startTime":2063.099,"endTime":2063.379,"body":"All"},{"startTime":2063.379,"endTime":2063.539,"body":"those"},{"startTime":2063.539,"endTime":2063.699,"body":"years"},{"startTime":2063.699,"endTime":2063.859,"body":"ago."},{"startTime":2063.859,"endTime":2064.019,"body":"That"},{"startTime":2064.019,"endTime":2064.299,"body":"was."},{"startTime":2064.859,"endTime":2065.219,"body":"Sorry,"},{"startTime":2065.219,"endTime":2065.579,"body":"brain."},{"startTime":2067.819,"endTime":2068.219,"body":"Wow."},{"startTime":2068.219,"endTime":2068.459,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2068.459,"endTime":2068.699,"body":"already"},{"startTime":2068.939,"endTime":2069.219,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2069.219,"endTime":2069.659,"body":"interesting,"},{"startTime":2069.659,"endTime":2069.979,"body":"though."},{"startTime":2070.379,"endTime":2070.659,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2070.659,"endTime":2070.779,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2070.779,"endTime":2070.899,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2070.899,"endTime":2071.059,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2071.059,"endTime":2071.179,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2071.179,"endTime":2071.259,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":2071.259,"endTime":2071.379,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2071.379,"endTime":2071.899,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":2072.459,"endTime":2072.859,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":2072.939,"endTime":2073.339,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2073.339,"endTime":2073.699,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2073.699,"endTime":2073.939,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2073.939,"endTime":2074.139,"body":"friends"},{"startTime":2074.139,"endTime":2074.339,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2074.339,"endTime":2074.539,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2074.539,"endTime":2074.739,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":2074.739,"endTime":2074.899,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2074.899,"endTime":2075.059,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2075.059,"endTime":2075.259,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2075.259,"endTime":2075.659,"body":"society"},{"startTime":2075.659,"endTime":2075.859,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2075.859,"endTime":2075.979,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2075.979,"endTime":2076.219,"body":"whole."},{"startTime":2076.219,"endTime":2076.379,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2076.379,"endTime":2076.459,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2076.459,"endTime":2076.579,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2076.579,"endTime":2076.859,"body":"there's"},{"startTime":2076.859,"endTime":2077.059,"body":"also"},{"startTime":2077.059,"endTime":2077.299,"body":"still"},{"startTime":2077.299,"endTime":2077.459,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2077.459,"endTime":2077.619,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":2077.619,"endTime":2077.779,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2077.779,"endTime":2077.979,"body":"room"},{"startTime":2077.979,"endTime":2078.179,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2078.179,"endTime":2078.579,"body":"improvement"},{"startTime":2078.579,"endTime":2078.739,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2078.739,"endTime":2078.899,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2078.899,"endTime":2079.059,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":2079.059,"endTime":2079.259,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2079.259,"endTime":2079.579,"body":"medical"},{"startTime":2079.579,"endTime":2080.299,"body":"providers."},{"startTime":2080.699,"endTime":2080.979,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2080.979,"endTime":2081.139,"body":"still"},{"startTime":2081.139,"endTime":2081.419,"body":"remember"},{"startTime":2081.419,"endTime":2081.649,"body":"after,"},{"startTime":2081.719,"endTime":2081.839,"body":"after"},{"startTime":2081.839,"endTime":2081.999,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2081.999,"endTime":2082.199,"body":"first"},{"startTime":2082.199,"endTime":2082.519,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":2082.599,"endTime":2082.879,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2082.879,"endTime":2083.159,"body":"nurse"},{"startTime":2083.159,"endTime":2083.359,"body":"being"},{"startTime":2083.359,"endTime":2083.479,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2083.479,"endTime":2083.559,"body":"well,"},{"startTime":2083.559,"endTime":2083.639,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2083.639,"endTime":2083.759,"body":"least"},{"startTime":2083.759,"endTime":2083.879,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2083.879,"endTime":2083.999,"body":"know"},{"startTime":2083.999,"endTime":2084.119,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2084.119,"endTime":2084.199,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2084.199,"endTime":2084.319,"body":"get"},{"startTime":2084.319,"endTime":2084.759,"body":"pregnant."},{"startTime":2085.239,"endTime":2085.479,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2085.479,"endTime":2085.599,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2085.599,"endTime":2085.879,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2087.239,"endTime":2087.799,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":2087.879,"endTime":2088.279,"body":"Oh,"},{"startTime":2088.279,"endTime":2088.519,"body":"oh,"},{"startTime":2088.519,"endTime":2088.719,"body":"really?"},{"startTime":2088.719,"endTime":2088.999,"body":"Supposed"},{"startTime":2088.999,"endTime":2089.079,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2089.079,"endTime":2089.159,"body":"make"},{"startTime":2089.159,"endTime":2089.279,"body":"me"},{"startTime":2089.279,"endTime":2089.399,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":2089.399,"endTime":2089.599,"body":"better"},{"startTime":2089.599,"endTime":2089.799,"body":"right"},{"startTime":2089.799,"endTime":2089.999,"body":"now,"},{"startTime":2089.999,"endTime":2090.239,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2090.239,"endTime":2090.399,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2090.399,"endTime":2090.559,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2090.559,"endTime":2090.999,"body":"doesn't."},{"startTime":2092.119,"endTime":2092.839,"body":"Hooray."},{"startTime":2092.919,"endTime":2093.279,"body":"Question"},{"startTime":2093.279,"endTime":2093.639,"body":"mark."},{"startTime":2095.479,"endTime":2095.799,"body":"You're"},{"startTime":2095.799,"endTime":2095.919,"body":"very"},{"startTime":2095.919,"endTime":2096.399,"body":"perky"},{"startTime":2096.399,"endTime":2096.599,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2096.599,"endTime":2096.759,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2096.759,"endTime":2096.919,"body":"news"},{"startTime":2096.919,"endTime":2097.119,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2097.119,"endTime":2097.279,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2097.279,"endTime":2097.679,"body":"delivered."},{"startTime":2097.679,"endTime":2097.918,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2097.918,"endTime":2098.079,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2098.079,"endTime":2098.319,"body":"we,"},{"startTime":2098.319,"endTime":2098.679,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2099.159,"endTime":2099.479,"body":"getting"},{"startTime":2099.479,"endTime":2099.679,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2099.679,"endTime":2100.079,"body":"whiplash"},{"startTime":2100.079,"endTime":2100.239,"body":"here?"},{"startTime":2100.239,"endTime":2100.519,"body":"Let's."},{"startTime":2100.519,"endTime":2100.799,"body":"Let's"},{"startTime":2100.799,"endTime":2100.959,"body":"take"},{"startTime":2100.959,"endTime":2101.119,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2101.119,"endTime":2101.479,"body":"beat."},{"startTime":2101.879,"endTime":2102.279,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2102.279,"endTime":2102.519,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":2102.519,"endTime":2102.879,"body":"it's,"},{"startTime":2102.879,"endTime":2103.119,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2103.119,"endTime":2103.359,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":2103.359,"endTime":2103.719,"body":"from."},{"startTime":2103.799,"endTime":2104.039,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2104.039,"endTime":2104.159,"body":"mean,"},{"startTime":2104.159,"endTime":2104.319,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2104.319,"endTime":2104.439,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2104.439,"endTime":2104.559,"body":"call"},{"startTime":2104.559,"endTime":2104.719,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2104.719,"endTime":2104.879,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":2104.879,"endTime":2105.039,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2105.039,"endTime":2105.239,"body":"inside"},{"startTime":2105.239,"endTime":2105.359,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2105.359,"endTime":2105.559,"body":"house."},{"startTime":2105.559,"endTime":2106.039,"body":"Sometimes"},{"startTime":2106.119,"endTime":2106.439,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2106.439,"endTime":2106.599,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":2106.599,"endTime":2106.799,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2106.799,"endTime":2106.959,"body":"those"},{"startTime":2106.959,"endTime":2107.239,"body":"places"},{"startTime":2107.239,"endTime":2107.359,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2107.359,"endTime":2107.509,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":2107.58,"endTime":2107.82,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2107.82,"endTime":2108.18,"body":"least"},{"startTime":2108.18,"endTime":2108.54,"body":"expect"},{"startTime":2108.7,"endTime":2109.02,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2109.02,"endTime":2109.22,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2109.22,"endTime":2109.38,"body":"hit"},{"startTime":2109.38,"endTime":2109.54,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2109.54,"endTime":2109.7,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2109.7,"endTime":2109.98,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2110.54,"endTime":2111.1,"body":"intent"},{"startTime":2111.1,"endTime":2111.46,"body":"versus"},{"startTime":2111.46,"endTime":2111.7,"body":"impact."},{"startTime":2111.7,"endTime":2111.94,"body":"Like"},{"startTime":2111.94,"endTime":2112.1,"body":"they're,"},{"startTime":2112.1,"endTime":2112.38,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":2112.38,"endTime":2112.54,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":2112.54,"endTime":2112.74,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2112.74,"endTime":2112.94,"body":"find"},{"startTime":2112.94,"endTime":2113.14,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2113.14,"endTime":2113.42,"body":"silver"},{"startTime":2113.42,"endTime":2113.82,"body":"lining."},{"startTime":2113.82,"endTime":2114.1,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2114.1,"endTime":2114.42,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2114.42,"endTime":2114.66,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2114.66,"endTime":2114.94,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2115.1,"endTime":2115.5,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2115.5,"endTime":2116.1,"body":"situations"},{"startTime":2116.1,"endTime":2116.22,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2116.22,"endTime":2116.38,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2116.38,"endTime":2116.5,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2116.5,"endTime":2116.62,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2116.62,"endTime":2116.78,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2116.78,"endTime":2116.86,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":2116.86,"endTime":2116.94,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2116.94,"endTime":2117.06,"body":"build"},{"startTime":2117.06,"endTime":2117.22,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2117.22,"endTime":2117.42,"body":"family,"},{"startTime":2117.42,"endTime":2117.62,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2117.62,"endTime":2117.78,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2117.78,"endTime":2117.94,"body":"no"},{"startTime":2117.94,"endTime":2118.26,"body":"silver"},{"startTime":2118.26,"endTime":2118.7,"body":"Lining."},{"startTime":2118.86,"endTime":2119.18,"body":"No,"},{"startTime":2119.18,"endTime":2119.38,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2119.38,"endTime":2119.54,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2119.54,"endTime":2119.82,"body":"doesn't"},{"startTime":2119.82,"endTime":2119.94,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2119.94,"endTime":2120.06,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2120.06,"endTime":2120.3,"body":"be."},{"startTime":2120.54,"endTime":2120.98,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":2120.98,"endTime":2121.34,"body":"no,"},{"startTime":2121.34,"endTime":2121.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2121.62,"endTime":2121.78,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2121.78,"endTime":2121.9,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2121.9,"endTime":2121.98,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2121.98,"endTime":2122.1,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2122.1,"endTime":2122.26,"body":"about"},{"startTime":2122.26,"endTime":2122.38,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2122.38,"endTime":2122.46,"body":"say"},{"startTime":2122.46,"endTime":2122.58,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2122.58,"endTime":2122.9,"body":"Lauren."},{"startTime":2122.9,"endTime":2123.06,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":2123.06,"endTime":2123.42,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2123.66,"endTime":2124.06,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2124.14,"endTime":2124.5,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":2124.5,"endTime":2124.94,"body":"that's."},{"startTime":2124.94,"endTime":2125.26,"body":"Our"},{"startTime":2125.58,"endTime":2125.9,"body":"human"},{"startTime":2125.9,"endTime":2126.42,"body":"behavior,"},{"startTime":2126.42,"endTime":2126.7,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2126.7,"endTime":2126.98,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2126.98,"endTime":2127.26,"body":"want"},{"startTime":2127.26,"endTime":2127.46,"body":"things"},{"startTime":2127.46,"endTime":2127.58,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2127.58,"endTime":2127.7,"body":"be,"},{"startTime":2127.7,"endTime":2127.86,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2127.86,"endTime":2128.02,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2128.02,"endTime":2128.14,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2128.14,"endTime":2128.38,"body":"pretty"},{"startTime":2128.38,"endTime":2128.74,"body":"package"},{"startTime":2128.74,"endTime":2128.9,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2128.9,"endTime":2129.02,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2129.02,"endTime":2129.18,"body":"bow"},{"startTime":2129.18,"endTime":2129.3,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2129.3,"endTime":2129.5,"body":"top"},{"startTime":2129.5,"endTime":2129.7,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2129.7,"endTime":2129.86,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2129.86,"endTime":2130.02,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2130.02,"endTime":2130.38,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":2130.38,"endTime":2130.94,"body":"here's"},{"startTime":2130.94,"endTime":2131.22,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2131.22,"endTime":2131.5,"body":"problem"},{"startTime":2131.5,"endTime":2131.78,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2131.78,"endTime":2132.14,"body":"solved."},{"startTime":2132.14,"endTime":2132.46,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2132.46,"endTime":2132.66,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2132.66,"endTime":2132.86,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2132.86,"endTime":2133.18,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2133.91,"endTime":2134.15,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2134.15,"endTime":2134.43,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2134.43,"endTime":2134.63,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2134.63,"endTime":2134.99,"body":"journey"},{"startTime":2134.99,"endTime":2135.19,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2135.19,"endTime":2135.51,"body":"by"},{"startTime":2135.51,"endTime":2135.79,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2135.79,"endTime":2135.95,"body":"any"},{"startTime":2135.95,"endTime":2136.11,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":2136.11,"endTime":2136.35,"body":"shape"},{"startTime":2136.35,"endTime":2136.51,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2136.51,"endTime":2136.71,"body":"form."},{"startTime":2136.71,"endTime":2137.03,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2137.11,"endTime":2137.51,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2137.51,"endTime":2137.79,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2137.79,"endTime":2138.03,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2138.03,"endTime":2138.39,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2138.47,"endTime":2139.03,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":2139.27,"endTime":2139.55,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2139.55,"endTime":2139.67,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2139.67,"endTime":2140.07,"body":"inability"},{"startTime":2140.15,"endTime":2140.47,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2140.47,"endTime":2140.79,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2140.87,"endTime":2141.23,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2141.23,"endTime":2141.47,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2141.47,"endTime":2141.63,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2141.63,"endTime":2141.83,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2141.83,"endTime":2142.51,"body":"discomfort"},{"startTime":2142.51,"endTime":2142.75,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2142.75,"endTime":2142.91,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2142.91,"endTime":2143.11,"body":"makes"},{"startTime":2143.11,"endTime":2143.31,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2143.31,"endTime":2143.67,"body":"breaks"},{"startTime":2143.67,"endTime":2143.91,"body":"how"},{"startTime":2143.91,"endTime":2144.19,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2144.19,"endTime":2144.83,"body":"experiences"},{"startTime":2144.83,"endTime":2145.11,"body":"this."},{"startTime":2145.27,"endTime":2145.55,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2145.55,"endTime":2145.67,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2145.67,"endTime":2145.79,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2145.79,"endTime":2145.99,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2145.99,"endTime":2146.31,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":2146.47,"endTime":2146.83,"body":"medical"},{"startTime":2146.83,"endTime":2147.31,"body":"providers"},{"startTime":2147.31,"endTime":2147.83,"body":"included,"},{"startTime":2147.91,"endTime":2148.31,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2148.31,"endTime":2148.59,"body":"really"},{"startTime":2148.59,"endTime":2149.31,"body":"uncomfortable"},{"startTime":2149.31,"endTime":2149.549,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2149.549,"endTime":2149.71,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2149.71,"endTime":2149.87,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2149.87,"endTime":2150.07,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2150.07,"endTime":2150.35,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2150.35,"endTime":2150.55,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2150.55,"endTime":2150.71,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2150.71,"endTime":2151.03,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2151.43,"endTime":2151.87,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":2151.87,"endTime":2152.07,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2152.07,"endTime":2152.19,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2152.19,"endTime":2152.31,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2152.31,"endTime":2152.39,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":2152.39,"endTime":2152.47,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2152.47,"endTime":2152.71,"body":"pain"},{"startTime":2152.71,"endTime":2153.03,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2153.19,"endTime":2153.51,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2153.51,"endTime":2153.63,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2153.63,"endTime":2153.75,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2153.75,"endTime":2153.99,"body":"witness"},{"startTime":2153.99,"endTime":2154.11,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2154.11,"endTime":2154.39,"body":"pain."},{"startTime":2154.39,"endTime":2154.67,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2154.67,"endTime":2154.83,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":2154.83,"endTime":2155.03,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2155.03,"endTime":2155.35,"body":"people."},{"startTime":2155.51,"endTime":2155.83,"body":"They"},{"startTime":2155.83,"endTime":2156.11,"body":"want"},{"startTime":2156.11,"endTime":2156.43,"body":"to."},{"startTime":2156.43,"endTime":2156.67,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2156.67,"endTime":2156.91,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":2156.91,"endTime":2157.31,"body":"intent"},{"startTime":2157.31,"endTime":2157.59,"body":"versus"},{"startTime":2157.59,"endTime":2157.83,"body":"impact,"},{"startTime":2157.83,"endTime":2158.03,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2158.03,"endTime":2158.19,"body":"they"},{"startTime":2158.19,"endTime":2158.35,"body":"want"},{"startTime":2158.35,"endTime":2158.51,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2158.51,"endTime":2158.79,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2159.21,"endTime":2159.49,"body":"it'll"},{"startTime":2159.49,"endTime":2159.61,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2159.61,"endTime":2159.73,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2159.73,"endTime":2160.09,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":2160.09,"endTime":2160.33,"body":"Let's"},{"startTime":2160.33,"endTime":2160.41,"body":"put"},{"startTime":2160.41,"endTime":2160.53,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2160.53,"endTime":2160.73,"body":"band"},{"startTime":2160.73,"endTime":2160.89,"body":"aid"},{"startTime":2160.89,"endTime":2160.97,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2160.97,"endTime":2161.13,"body":"this."},{"startTime":2161.13,"endTime":2161.37,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2161.37,"endTime":2161.61,"body":"okay."},{"startTime":2161.61,"endTime":2161.85,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2161.85,"endTime":2162.05,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2162.05,"endTime":2162.33,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2162.73,"endTime":2163.13,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2163.13,"endTime":2163.37,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2163.69,"endTime":2164.13,"body":"true."},{"startTime":2164.13,"endTime":2164.37,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2164.37,"endTime":2164.57,"body":"I,"},{"startTime":2164.57,"endTime":2164.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2164.77,"endTime":2164.93,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2164.93,"endTime":2165.09,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2165.09,"endTime":2165.33,"body":"always"},{"startTime":2165.33,"endTime":2165.61,"body":"tell"},{"startTime":2165.61,"endTime":2165.89,"body":"people,"},{"startTime":2165.89,"endTime":2166.17,"body":"I."},{"startTime":2166.17,"endTime":2166.49,"body":"The."},{"startTime":2166.81,"endTime":2167.09,"body":"The"},{"startTime":2167.09,"endTime":2167.29,"body":"words"},{"startTime":2167.29,"endTime":2167.41,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2167.41,"endTime":2167.57,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2167.57,"endTime":2167.77,"body":"use"},{"startTime":2167.77,"endTime":2167.97,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2167.97,"endTime":2168.25,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2168.57,"endTime":2168.85,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2168.85,"endTime":2169.01,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2169.01,"endTime":2169.17,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2169.17,"endTime":2169.53,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2169.53,"endTime":2169.73,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2169.73,"endTime":2169.93,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2169.93,"endTime":2170.17,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2170.17,"endTime":2170.73,"body":"exists"},{"startTime":2170.81,"endTime":2171.05,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2171.05,"endTime":2171.17,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2171.17,"endTime":2171.45,"body":"future"},{"startTime":2171.53,"endTime":2171.81,"body":"who"},{"startTime":2171.81,"endTime":2172.09,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2172.09,"endTime":2172.49,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2172.65,"endTime":2172.97,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2172.97,"endTime":2173.17,"body":"time"},{"startTime":2173.17,"endTime":2173.33,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2173.33,"endTime":2173.49,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2173.49,"endTime":2173.77,"body":"life."},{"startTime":2174.41,"endTime":2174.73,"body":"We"},{"startTime":2174.73,"endTime":2174.97,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2174.97,"endTime":2175.169,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2175.169,"endTime":2175.29,"body":"know"},{"startTime":2175.29,"endTime":2175.41,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2175.41,"endTime":2175.57,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2175.57,"endTime":2175.73,"body":"end"},{"startTime":2175.73,"endTime":2175.85,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2175.85,"endTime":2175.97,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2175.97,"endTime":2176.17,"body":"story"},{"startTime":2176.17,"endTime":2176.37,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2176.37,"endTime":2176.53,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2176.53,"endTime":2176.69,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2176.69,"endTime":2176.89,"body":"be."},{"startTime":2176.89,"endTime":2177.09,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2177.09,"endTime":2177.29,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2177.29,"endTime":2177.41,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2177.41,"endTime":2177.53,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2177.53,"endTime":2177.61,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2177.61,"endTime":2177.73,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2177.73,"endTime":2177.85,"body":"here"},{"startTime":2177.85,"endTime":2178.01,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2178.01,"endTime":2178.45,"body":"promise"},{"startTime":2178.45,"endTime":2178.69,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2178.69,"endTime":2178.93,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2178.93,"endTime":2179.05,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2179.05,"endTime":2179.13,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2179.13,"endTime":2179.37,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2179.93,"endTime":2180.41,"body":"anything"},{"startTime":2180.41,"endTime":2180.65,"body":"close"},{"startTime":2180.65,"endTime":2180.85,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2180.85,"endTime":2180.97,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2180.97,"endTime":2181.09,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2181.09,"endTime":2181.37,"body":"expected"},{"startTime":2181.45,"endTime":2181.73,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2181.73,"endTime":2182.01,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":2182.33,"endTime":2182.61,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2182.61,"endTime":2182.81,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2182.81,"endTime":2183.01,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2183.01,"endTime":2183.21,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2183.21,"endTime":2183.49,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2183.49,"endTime":2184.01,"body":"forever."},{"startTime":2184.25,"endTime":2184.65,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2184.97,"endTime":2185.37,"body":"And."},{"startTime":2185.46,"endTime":2185.62,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2185.62,"endTime":2185.9,"body":"let's"},{"startTime":2185.9,"endTime":2186.06,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2186.06,"endTime":2186.18,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2186.18,"endTime":2186.34,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2186.34,"endTime":2186.66,"body":"pain"},{"startTime":2186.66,"endTime":2186.98,"body":"together."},{"startTime":2187.14,"endTime":2187.54,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2187.54,"endTime":2187.98,"body":"let's"},{"startTime":2187.98,"endTime":2188.26,"body":"also"},{"startTime":2188.26,"endTime":2189.06,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":2189.46,"endTime":2189.78,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2189.78,"endTime":2190.02,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2190.02,"endTime":2190.34,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2190.5,"endTime":2190.82,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2190.82,"endTime":2191.02,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2191.02,"endTime":2191.18,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2191.18,"endTime":2191.38,"body":"need"},{"startTime":2191.38,"endTime":2191.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2191.58,"endTime":2191.86,"body":"silver"},{"startTime":2191.86,"endTime":2192.38,"body":"lining."},{"startTime":2192.38,"endTime":2192.7,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2192.7,"endTime":2193.06,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2193.06,"endTime":2193.18,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2193.18,"endTime":2193.38,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2193.38,"endTime":2193.7,"body":"is."},{"startTime":2193.86,"endTime":2194.22,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2194.22,"endTime":2194.42,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2194.42,"endTime":2194.66,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2194.66,"endTime":2194.9,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2194.9,"endTime":2195.1,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2195.1,"endTime":2195.42,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2195.42,"endTime":2195.58,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2195.58,"endTime":2195.74,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2195.74,"endTime":2195.9,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2195.9,"endTime":2196.06,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2196.06,"endTime":2196.3,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2196.3,"endTime":2196.58,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2196.58,"endTime":2196.9,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2196.98,"endTime":2197.38,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2197.38,"endTime":2197.7,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2197.7,"endTime":2198.14,"body":"starting"},{"startTime":2198.14,"endTime":2198.5,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2199.22,"endTime":2199.54,"body":"find"},{"startTime":2199.54,"endTime":2199.74,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2199.74,"endTime":2200.06,"body":"peace"},{"startTime":2200.06,"endTime":2200.3,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2200.3,"endTime":2200.58,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2200.58,"endTime":2200.9,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2200.9,"endTime":2201.14,"body":"Over"},{"startTime":2201.14,"endTime":2201.46,"body":"time."},{"startTime":2202.18,"endTime":2202.46,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2202.46,"endTime":2202.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2202.62,"endTime":2202.82,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2202.82,"endTime":2203.1,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2203.1,"endTime":2203.46,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2203.62,"endTime":2203.9,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2203.9,"endTime":2204.14,"body":"only"},{"startTime":2204.14,"endTime":2204.5,"body":"way"},{"startTime":2204.66,"endTime":2204.94,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2204.94,"endTime":2205.1,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2205.1,"endTime":2205.26,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2205.26,"endTime":2205.7,"body":"reframe"},{"startTime":2205.7,"endTime":2205.9,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2205.9,"endTime":2206.1,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2206.1,"endTime":2206.3,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2206.3,"endTime":2206.5,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2206.5,"endTime":2206.66,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2206.66,"endTime":2206.78,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2206.78,"endTime":2207.1,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":2207.1,"endTime":2207.26,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":2207.26,"endTime":2207.54,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2207.54,"endTime":2207.74,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2207.74,"endTime":2208.22,"body":"incredibly"},{"startTime":2208.22,"endTime":2208.66,"body":"painful."},{"startTime":2208.82,"endTime":2209.22,"body":"Right?"},{"startTime":2209.78,"endTime":2210.26,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2210.26,"endTime":2210.54,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2210.54,"endTime":2210.7,"body":"love"},{"startTime":2210.7,"endTime":2210.94,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2210.94,"endTime":2211.14,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2211.14,"endTime":2211.26,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":2211.26,"endTime":2211.38,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2211.38,"endTime":2211.5,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2211.5,"endTime":2211.74,"body":"use"},{"startTime":2211.74,"endTime":2211.94,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2211.94,"endTime":2212.1,"body":"book"},{"startTime":2212.1,"endTime":2212.58,"body":"analogy"},{"startTime":2212.58,"endTime":2212.66,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2212.66,"endTime":2212.78,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2212.78,"endTime":2213.1,"body":"groups"},{"startTime":2213.1,"endTime":2213.22,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2213.22,"endTime":2213.34,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":2213.34,"endTime":2213.5,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2213.5,"endTime":2213.74,"body":"times"},{"startTime":2213.74,"endTime":2213.98,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2214.21,"endTime":2214.37,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":2214.37,"endTime":2214.61,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2214.61,"endTime":2214.85,"body":"right"},{"startTime":2214.85,"endTime":2215.05,"body":"now,"},{"startTime":2215.05,"endTime":2215.25,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2215.25,"endTime":2215.57,"body":"feels"},{"startTime":2215.57,"endTime":2215.65,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2215.65,"endTime":2215.77,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2215.77,"endTime":2215.89,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2215.89,"endTime":2216.01,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2216.01,"endTime":2216.25,"body":"entire"},{"startTime":2216.25,"endTime":2216.45,"body":"story,"},{"startTime":2216.45,"endTime":2216.65,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2216.65,"endTime":2216.77,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2216.77,"endTime":2217.05,"body":"promise"},{"startTime":2217.05,"endTime":2217.21,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":2217.21,"endTime":2217.33,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2217.33,"endTime":2217.45,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2217.45,"endTime":2217.61,"body":"only"},{"startTime":2217.61,"endTime":2217.73,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2217.73,"endTime":2218.13,"body":"chapter."},{"startTime":2218.53,"endTime":2218.97,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2218.97,"endTime":2219.25,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2219.25,"endTime":2219.65,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2220.13,"endTime":2220.53,"body":"Line."},{"startTime":2220.53,"endTime":2220.93,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2222.05,"endTime":2222.41,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2222.41,"endTime":2222.53,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":2222.53,"endTime":2222.61,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2222.61,"endTime":2222.77,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2222.77,"endTime":2222.85,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2222.85,"endTime":2222.97,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2222.97,"endTime":2223.09,"body":"It"},{"startTime":2223.09,"endTime":2223.21,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2223.21,"endTime":2223.41,"body":"feels"},{"startTime":2223.41,"endTime":2223.49,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2223.49,"endTime":2223.73,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2223.81,"endTime":2224.13,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":2224.13,"endTime":2224.33,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2224.33,"endTime":2224.53,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2224.53,"endTime":2224.65,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2224.65,"endTime":2224.93,"body":"story."},{"startTime":2225.57,"endTime":2226.05,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2226.29,"endTime":2226.57,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2226.57,"endTime":2226.73,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2226.73,"endTime":2226.93,"body":"call"},{"startTime":2226.93,"endTime":2227.13,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2227.13,"endTime":2227.29,"body":"out,"},{"startTime":2227.29,"endTime":2227.53,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2227.53,"endTime":2227.85,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2227.85,"endTime":2228.21,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":2228.61,"endTime":2228.89,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2228.89,"endTime":2229.05,"body":"know"},{"startTime":2229.05,"endTime":2229.21,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2229.21,"endTime":2229.45,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2229.45,"endTime":2229.73,"body":"probably"},{"startTime":2229.73,"endTime":2230.33,"body":"impossible"},{"startTime":2230.33,"endTime":2230.49,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2230.49,"endTime":2230.61,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2230.61,"endTime":2230.69,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2230.69,"endTime":2231.05,"body":"imagine"},{"startTime":2231.05,"endTime":2231.17,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2231.17,"endTime":2231.29,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2231.29,"endTime":2231.57,"body":"moment."},{"startTime":2231.57,"endTime":2231.77,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2231.77,"endTime":2231.93,"body":"To"},{"startTime":2231.93,"endTime":2232.13,"body":"call"},{"startTime":2232.13,"endTime":2232.33,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2232.33,"endTime":2232.53,"body":"into"},{"startTime":2232.53,"endTime":2233.01,"body":"awareness"},{"startTime":2233.01,"endTime":2233.21,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2233.21,"endTime":2233.37,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2233.37,"endTime":2233.65,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2233.65,"endTime":2234.05,"body":"okay"},{"startTime":2234.13,"endTime":2234.41,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2234.41,"endTime":2234.57,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2234.57,"endTime":2234.89,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":2234.89,"endTime":2235.17,"body":"access"},{"startTime":2235.17,"endTime":2235.57,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2235.73,"endTime":2236.05,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2236.05,"endTime":2236.41,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2236.41,"endTime":2236.65,"body":"telling"},{"startTime":2236.65,"endTime":2236.93,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2236.93,"endTime":2237.21,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2237.21,"endTime":2237.37,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2237.37,"endTime":2237.57,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2237.57,"endTime":2237.77,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2237.77,"endTime":2238.01,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2238.01,"endTime":2238.37,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2238.37,"endTime":2238.65,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2238.65,"endTime":2238.93,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2238.93,"endTime":2239.25,"body":"many"},{"startTime":2239.25,"endTime":2239.49,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2239.49,"endTime":2239.73,"body":"I've"},{"startTime":2239.73,"endTime":2239.93,"body":"worked"},{"startTime":2239.93,"endTime":2240.05,"body":"with,"},{"startTime":2241.24,"endTime":2241.4,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2241.4,"endTime":2241.68,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2241.68,"endTime":2241.92,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2241.92,"endTime":2242.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2242.08,"endTime":2242.28,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2242.28,"endTime":2242.6,"body":"story."},{"startTime":2242.84,"endTime":2243.12,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2243.12,"endTime":2243.24,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2243.24,"endTime":2243.36,"body":"course,"},{"startTime":2243.36,"endTime":2243.52,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2243.52,"endTime":2243.64,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2243.64,"endTime":2243.8,"body":"knew"},{"startTime":2243.8,"endTime":2243.92,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2243.92,"endTime":2244.08,"body":"end"},{"startTime":2244.08,"endTime":2244.2,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2244.2,"endTime":2244.6,"body":"stories,"},{"startTime":2244.92,"endTime":2245.2,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2245.2,"endTime":2245.32,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2245.32,"endTime":2245.44,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2245.44,"endTime":2245.64,"body":"knew"},{"startTime":2245.64,"endTime":2245.72,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2245.72,"endTime":2245.88,"body":"I'd"},{"startTime":2245.88,"endTime":2246,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2246,"endTime":2246.24,"body":"raising"},{"startTime":2246.24,"endTime":2246.4,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2246.4,"endTime":2246.52,"body":"two"},{"startTime":2246.52,"endTime":2246.92,"body":"amazing"},{"startTime":2246.92,"endTime":2247.24,"body":"children."},{"startTime":2247.48,"endTime":2247.56,"body":"The"},{"startTime":2247.56,"endTime":2247.68,"body":"end"},{"startTime":2247.68,"endTime":2247.8,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2247.8,"endTime":2247.88,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2247.88,"endTime":2248.08,"body":"story,"},{"startTime":2248.08,"endTime":2248.28,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2248.28,"endTime":2248.4,"body":"would"},{"startTime":2248.4,"endTime":2248.52,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2248.52,"endTime":2248.68,"body":"been"},{"startTime":2248.68,"endTime":2249,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2249.08,"endTime":2249.52,"body":"okay,"},{"startTime":2249.52,"endTime":2249.72,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2249.72,"endTime":2249.92,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2249.92,"endTime":2250.28,"body":"sucks,"},{"startTime":2250.28,"endTime":2250.6,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2250.6,"endTime":2250.88,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2250.88,"endTime":2251.04,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2251.04,"endTime":2251.2,"body":"move"},{"startTime":2251.2,"endTime":2251.36,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2251.36,"endTime":2251.56,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2251.56,"endTime":2251.76,"body":"Right?"},{"startTime":2251.76,"endTime":2252.04,"body":"Like,"},{"startTime":2252.04,"endTime":2252.28,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2252.28,"endTime":2252.56,"body":"wouldn't."},{"startTime":2252.56,"endTime":2252.72,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2252.72,"endTime":2252.92,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":2252.92,"endTime":2253.04,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2253.04,"endTime":2253.32,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2253.56,"endTime":2253.84,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2253.84,"endTime":2254.12,"body":"same"},{"startTime":2254.12,"endTime":2254.44,"body":"level"},{"startTime":2254.44,"endTime":2254.68,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2254.68,"endTime":2255.08,"body":"pain,"},{"startTime":2255.08,"endTime":2255.68,"body":"obviously,"},{"startTime":2255.68,"endTime":2255.92,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2255.92,"endTime":2256.159,"body":"I."},{"startTime":2256.159,"endTime":2256.4,"body":"That"},{"startTime":2256.4,"endTime":2256.56,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2256.56,"endTime":2256.8,"body":"did"},{"startTime":2256.8,"endTime":2257.12,"body":"throughout"},{"startTime":2257.12,"endTime":2257.36,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2257.36,"endTime":2257.72,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2257.96,"endTime":2258.28,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2258.28,"endTime":2258.48,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2258.48,"endTime":2258.72,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2258.72,"endTime":2259.16,"body":"knowing"},{"startTime":2259.16,"endTime":2259.36,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2259.36,"endTime":2259.68,"body":"what's"},{"startTime":2259.68,"endTime":2259.84,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2259.84,"endTime":2260,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2260,"endTime":2260.6,"body":"uncomfortable"},{"startTime":2260.6,"endTime":2260.8,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2260.8,"endTime":2260.96,"body":"makes"},{"startTime":2260.96,"endTime":2261.16,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2261.16,"endTime":2261.48,"body":"feel,"},{"startTime":2261.8,"endTime":2262.08,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2262.08,"endTime":2262.32,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2262.32,"endTime":2262.56,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2262.56,"endTime":2262.76,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2262.76,"endTime":2263.04,"body":"gonna"},{"startTime":2263.04,"endTime":2263.28,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2263.28,"endTime":2263.48,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2263.48,"endTime":2263.72,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2263.72,"endTime":2264.12,"body":"forever."},{"startTime":2265,"endTime":2265.56,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2265.56,"endTime":2265.96,"body":"Right,"},{"startTime":2266.6,"endTime":2266.8,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2266.8,"endTime":2267.16,"body":"Because"},{"startTime":2267.16,"endTime":2267.44,"body":"when,"},{"startTime":2267.44,"endTime":2267.6,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2267.6,"endTime":2267.8,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2267.8,"endTime":2268.04,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2268.04,"endTime":2268.32,"body":"easier"},{"startTime":2268.32,"endTime":2268.48,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2268.48,"endTime":2268.64,"body":"make"},{"startTime":2268.64,"endTime":2268.84,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2268.84,"endTime":2269.16,"body":"plan"},{"startTime":2269.4,"endTime":2269.68,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2269.68,"endTime":2269.88,"body":"get"},{"startTime":2269.88,"endTime":2270.2,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2270.2,"endTime":2270.48,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2270.48,"endTime":2270.68,"body":"end"},{"startTime":2270.68,"endTime":2271,"body":"point,"},{"startTime":2271,"endTime":2271.28,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2271.28,"endTime":2271.44,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2271.44,"endTime":2271.6,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2271.6,"endTime":2271.88,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":2271.88,"endTime":2272.2,"body":"plan"},{"startTime":2272.28,"endTime":2272.56,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2272.56,"endTime":2272.8,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2272.8,"endTime":2272.96,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2272.96,"endTime":2273.12,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2273.12,"endTime":2273.28,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2273.28,"endTime":2274.04,"body":"uncomfortable"},{"startTime":2274.52,"endTime":2274.88,"body":"space"},{"startTime":2274.88,"endTime":2275.12,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2275.12,"endTime":2275.28,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2275.28,"endTime":2275.88,"body":"unknown,"},{"startTime":2275.88,"endTime":2276.16,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2276.16,"endTime":2276.44,"body":"only"},{"startTime":2276.68,"endTime":2277.4,"body":"breeds"},{"startTime":2277.64,"endTime":2277.96,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2277.96,"endTime":2278.52,"body":"anxiety"},{"startTime":2280.2,"endTime":2280.56,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2280.56,"endTime":2280.92,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2280.92,"endTime":2281.32,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2283,"endTime":2283.28,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2283.28,"endTime":2283.56,"body":"wish."},{"startTime":2283.56,"endTime":2283.76,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2283.76,"endTime":2283.96,"body":"wish"},{"startTime":2283.96,"endTime":2284.04,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2284.04,"endTime":2284.28,"body":"could"},{"startTime":2284.6,"endTime":2285.12,"body":"bother"},{"startTime":2285.12,"endTime":2285.4,"body":"people."},{"startTime":2286.12,"endTime":2286.56,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2286.56,"endTime":2287.16,"body":"Agreed."},{"startTime":2287.8,"endTime":2288.2,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2288.2,"endTime":2288.48,"body":"Somebody"},{"startTime":2288.48,"endTime":2288.64,"body":"once"},{"startTime":2288.64,"endTime":2289,"body":"described"},{"startTime":2289,"endTime":2289.08,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2289.08,"endTime":2289.2,"body":"once"},{"startTime":2289.2,"endTime":2289.36,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2289.36,"endTime":2289.48,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2289.48,"endTime":2289.56,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2289.56,"endTime":2289.8,"body":"world's"},{"startTime":2289.8,"endTime":2290,"body":"worst."},{"startTime":2290,"endTime":2290.24,"body":"Choose"},{"startTime":2290.24,"endTime":2290.36,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2290.36,"endTime":2290.48,"body":"own"},{"startTime":2290.48,"endTime":2290.88,"body":"adventure"},{"startTime":2290.88,"endTime":2291.16,"body":"story."},{"startTime":2291.32,"endTime":2291.68,"body":"They're"},{"startTime":2291.68,"endTime":2291.8,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2291.8,"endTime":2291.92,"body":"how"},{"startTime":2291.92,"endTime":2292.04,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2292.04,"endTime":2292.12,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2292.12,"endTime":2292.36,"body":"pick?"},{"startTime":2292.84,"endTime":2293.36,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":2293.36,"endTime":2293.64,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2293.64,"endTime":2293.84,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2293.84,"endTime":2293.96,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2293.96,"endTime":2294.08,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2294.08,"endTime":2294.28,"body":"make"},{"startTime":2294.28,"endTime":2294.48,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2294.48,"endTime":2294.64,"body":"best"},{"startTime":2294.64,"endTime":2294.92,"body":"decision"},{"startTime":2295,"endTime":2295.32,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2295.32,"endTime":2295.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2295.52,"endTime":2295.84,"body":"info"},{"startTime":2295.84,"endTime":2295.96,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2295.96,"endTime":2296.08,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2296.08,"endTime":2296.2,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2296.2,"endTime":2296.28,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2296.28,"endTime":2296.52,"body":"moment,"},{"startTime":2296.52,"endTime":2296.68,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2296.68,"endTime":2296.9,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2297.21,"endTime":2297.41,"body":"let's"},{"startTime":2297.41,"endTime":2297.57,"body":"see"},{"startTime":2297.57,"endTime":2297.69,"body":"where"},{"startTime":2297.69,"endTime":2297.77,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2297.77,"endTime":2298.09,"body":"goes."},{"startTime":2298.09,"endTime":2298.57,"body":"Yes."},{"startTime":2298.89,"endTime":2299.17,"body":"The"},{"startTime":2299.17,"endTime":2299.45,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2299.45,"endTime":2299.53,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2299.53,"endTime":2299.65,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2299.65,"endTime":2299.77,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2299.77,"endTime":2300.05,"body":"exists"},{"startTime":2300.05,"endTime":2300.25,"body":"today"},{"startTime":2300.25,"endTime":2300.41,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2300.41,"endTime":2300.49,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2300.49,"endTime":2300.61,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2300.61,"endTime":2300.81,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2300.81,"endTime":2300.93,"body":"making"},{"startTime":2300.93,"endTime":2301.09,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2301.09,"endTime":2301.37,"body":"decision."},{"startTime":2301.69,"endTime":2301.97,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2301.97,"endTime":2302.21,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2302.21,"endTime":2302.49,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2302.49,"endTime":2302.69,"body":"true"},{"startTime":2302.69,"endTime":2302.85,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2302.85,"endTime":2303.05,"body":"looking"},{"startTime":2303.05,"endTime":2303.33,"body":"back"},{"startTime":2303.33,"endTime":2303.61,"body":"too,"},{"startTime":2303.61,"endTime":2303.85,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2303.85,"endTime":2304.05,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2304.05,"endTime":2304.29,"body":"much,"},{"startTime":2304.29,"endTime":2304.49,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2304.49,"endTime":2304.57,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2304.57,"endTime":2304.85,"body":"there's."},{"startTime":2304.85,"endTime":2305.17,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":2305.17,"endTime":2305.45,"body":"always"},{"startTime":2305.45,"endTime":2305.81,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2305.81,"endTime":2306.17,"body":"saying,"},{"startTime":2306.17,"endTime":2306.45,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2306.45,"endTime":2306.61,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2306.61,"endTime":2306.77,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2306.77,"endTime":2306.93,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2306.93,"endTime":2307.17,"body":"started"},{"startTime":2307.17,"endTime":2307.53,"body":"earlier?"},{"startTime":2307.69,"endTime":2307.97,"body":"Or"},{"startTime":2307.97,"endTime":2308.17,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2308.17,"endTime":2308.41,"body":"if,"},{"startTime":2308.41,"endTime":2308.57,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2308.57,"endTime":2308.77,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2308.77,"endTime":2309.01,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2309.01,"endTime":2309.21,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2309.21,"endTime":2309.53,"body":"different"},{"startTime":2309.53,"endTime":2309.85,"body":"things"},{"startTime":2309.85,"endTime":2310.05,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2310.05,"endTime":2310.21,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":2310.21,"endTime":2310.37,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2310.37,"endTime":2310.53,"body":"come"},{"startTime":2310.53,"endTime":2310.73,"body":"up."},{"startTime":2310.73,"endTime":2310.93,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2310.93,"endTime":2311.29,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2311.45,"endTime":2311.85,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2312.25,"endTime":2312.57,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2312.57,"endTime":2312.93,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2312.93,"endTime":2313.169,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2313.169,"endTime":2313.45,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2313.69,"endTime":2314.01,"body":"made"},{"startTime":2314.01,"endTime":2314.49,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":2314.49,"endTime":2314.65,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2314.65,"endTime":2314.89,"body":"made"},{"startTime":2314.89,"endTime":2315.17,"body":"sense"},{"startTime":2315.17,"endTime":2315.33,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2315.33,"endTime":2315.49,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2315.49,"endTime":2315.77,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2315.77,"endTime":2315.93,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2315.93,"endTime":2316.13,"body":"you."},{"startTime":2316.13,"endTime":2316.49,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2317.05,"endTime":2317.37,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2317.37,"endTime":2317.73,"body":"version"},{"startTime":2317.73,"endTime":2317.89,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2317.89,"endTime":2318.05,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2318.05,"endTime":2318.21,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2318.21,"endTime":2318.37,"body":"now"},{"startTime":2318.37,"endTime":2318.61,"body":"living"},{"startTime":2318.61,"endTime":2318.77,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2318.77,"endTime":2318.93,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2318.93,"endTime":2319.33,"body":"reality"},{"startTime":2319.33,"endTime":2319.49,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2319.49,"endTime":2319.65,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2319.65,"endTime":2319.85,"body":"making"},{"startTime":2319.85,"endTime":2320.33,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":2320.33,"endTime":2320.57,"body":"based"},{"startTime":2320.57,"endTime":2320.77,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2320.77,"endTime":2320.93,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2320.93,"endTime":2321.21,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2321.29,"endTime":2321.61,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2321.61,"endTime":2321.73,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":2321.73,"endTime":2321.85,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2321.85,"endTime":2321.97,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2321.97,"endTime":2322.25,"body":"same,"},{"startTime":2323.06,"endTime":2323.34,"body":"Emily."},{"startTime":2323.34,"endTime":2323.54,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2323.54,"endTime":2323.62,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2323.62,"endTime":2323.78,"body":"I'll"},{"startTime":2323.78,"endTime":2323.9,"body":"use"},{"startTime":2323.9,"endTime":2324.06,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2324.06,"endTime":2324.26,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2324.26,"endTime":2324.46,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2324.46,"endTime":2324.74,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2324.82,"endTime":2325.58,"body":"questioning,"},{"startTime":2325.58,"endTime":2325.82,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2325.82,"endTime":2326.02,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2326.02,"endTime":2326.34,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":2326.34,"endTime":2326.74,"body":"next?"},{"startTime":2326.74,"endTime":2327.14,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":2327.38,"endTime":2327.66,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2327.66,"endTime":2327.86,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2327.86,"endTime":2328.06,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2328.06,"endTime":2328.22,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2328.22,"endTime":2328.38,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2328.38,"endTime":2328.62,"body":"another"},{"startTime":2328.62,"endTime":2328.98,"body":"round?"},{"startTime":2329.06,"endTime":2329.34,"body":"Am"},{"startTime":2329.34,"endTime":2329.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2329.7,"endTime":2330.02,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2330.02,"endTime":2330.18,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2330.18,"endTime":2330.3,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2330.3,"endTime":2330.46,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2330.46,"endTime":2330.66,"body":"have."},{"startTime":2330.66,"endTime":2330.86,"body":"Do"},{"startTime":2330.86,"endTime":2331.06,"body":"another"},{"startTime":2331.06,"endTime":2331.66,"body":"retrieval?"},{"startTime":2331.66,"endTime":2331.82,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2331.82,"endTime":2332.02,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2332.02,"endTime":2332.26,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2332.26,"endTime":2332.66,"body":"today,"},{"startTime":2333.54,"endTime":2333.82,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2333.82,"endTime":2333.98,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2333.98,"endTime":2334.18,"body":"where"},{"startTime":2334.18,"endTime":2334.38,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2334.38,"endTime":2334.58,"body":"are."},{"startTime":2334.58,"endTime":2334.78,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2334.78,"endTime":2334.94,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2334.94,"endTime":2335.18,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2335.18,"endTime":2335.54,"body":"only"},{"startTime":2335.54,"endTime":2336.06,"body":"answer"},{"startTime":2336.06,"endTime":2336.42,"body":"today"},{"startTime":2336.74,"endTime":2337.14,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2337.14,"endTime":2337.7,"body":"tomorrow"},{"startTime":2337.7,"endTime":2337.9,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2337.9,"endTime":2338.1,"body":"may"},{"startTime":2338.1,"endTime":2338.3,"body":"get"},{"startTime":2338.3,"endTime":2338.5,"body":"news"},{"startTime":2338.5,"endTime":2338.779,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2338.779,"endTime":2339.18,"body":"changes"},{"startTime":2339.18,"endTime":2339.34,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2339.34,"endTime":2339.7,"body":"whole"},{"startTime":2339.7,"endTime":2340.26,"body":"situation."},{"startTime":2340.42,"endTime":2340.78,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2340.78,"endTime":2341.1,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2341.1,"endTime":2341.42,"body":"let's"},{"startTime":2341.42,"endTime":2341.62,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2341.62,"endTime":2341.82,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2341.82,"endTime":2341.94,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2341.94,"endTime":2342.06,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2342.06,"endTime":2342.34,"body":"current"},{"startTime":2342.34,"endTime":2342.62,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2342.62,"endTime":2342.78,"body":"make"},{"startTime":2342.78,"endTime":2342.94,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2342.94,"endTime":2343.34,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":2343.34,"endTime":2343.54,"body":"based"},{"startTime":2343.54,"endTime":2343.74,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2343.74,"endTime":2344.02,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2344.66,"endTime":2345.02,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2345.02,"endTime":2345.38,"body":"There's"},{"startTime":2345.38,"endTime":2345.46,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2345.46,"endTime":2345.66,"body":"reason"},{"startTime":2345.66,"endTime":2346.14,"body":"hindsight"},{"startTime":2346.14,"endTime":2346.3,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2346.3,"endTime":2346.534,"body":"20"},{"startTime":2346.586,"endTime":2346.82,"body":"20,"},{"startTime":2346.9,"endTime":2347.18,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2347.18,"endTime":2347.34,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2347.34,"endTime":2347.58,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":2347.58,"endTime":2347.78,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2347.78,"endTime":2347.98,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2347.98,"endTime":2348.14,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2348.14,"endTime":2348.38,"body":"other"},{"startTime":2348.38,"endTime":2348.74,"body":"side,"},{"startTime":2348.74,"endTime":2349.02,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2349.02,"endTime":2349.26,"body":"can't"},{"startTime":2349.26,"endTime":2349.42,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2349.42,"endTime":2349.62,"body":"back"},{"startTime":2349.62,"endTime":2349.78,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2349.78,"endTime":2349.9,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2349.9,"endTime":2350.12,"body":"claim"},{"startTime":2350.27,"endTime":2350.63,"body":"clarity."},{"startTime":2350.63,"endTime":2350.83,"body":"We"},{"startTime":2350.83,"endTime":2350.95,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2350.95,"endTime":2351.23,"body":"only"},{"startTime":2351.87,"endTime":2352.15,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2352.15,"endTime":2352.27,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2352.27,"endTime":2352.43,"body":"best"},{"startTime":2352.43,"endTime":2352.63,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2352.63,"endTime":2352.91,"body":"can."},{"startTime":2353.71,"endTime":2354.19,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2355.63,"endTime":2355.91,"body":"If"},{"startTime":2355.91,"endTime":2356.03,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2356.03,"endTime":2356.15,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2356.15,"endTime":2356.27,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2356.27,"endTime":2356.51,"body":"pick"},{"startTime":2356.51,"endTime":2356.83,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2356.83,"endTime":2357.11,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2357.11,"endTime":2357.35,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2357.35,"endTime":2357.51,"body":"say"},{"startTime":2357.51,"endTime":2357.67,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2357.67,"endTime":2357.91,"body":"somebody"},{"startTime":2357.91,"endTime":2358.07,"body":"who"},{"startTime":2358.07,"endTime":2358.31,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2358.31,"endTime":2358.67,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2358.91,"endTime":2359.39,"body":"starting"},{"startTime":2359.39,"endTime":2359.59,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2359.59,"endTime":2359.75,"body":"their"},{"startTime":2359.75,"endTime":2359.99,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2359.99,"endTime":2360.27,"body":"building"},{"startTime":2360.27,"endTime":2360.75,"body":"journey,"},{"startTime":2360.75,"endTime":2361.07,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2361.07,"endTime":2361.27,"body":"would"},{"startTime":2361.27,"endTime":2361.47,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2361.47,"endTime":2361.79,"body":"say?"},{"startTime":2362.51,"endTime":2362.99,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":2363.39,"endTime":2363.67,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2363.67,"endTime":2363.83,"body":"already"},{"startTime":2363.83,"endTime":2364.11,"body":"touched"},{"startTime":2364.11,"endTime":2364.19,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2364.19,"endTime":2364.35,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2364.35,"endTime":2364.55,"body":"some,"},{"startTime":2364.55,"endTime":2364.71,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2364.71,"endTime":2364.83,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2364.83,"endTime":2364.95,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2364.95,"endTime":2365.15,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2365.15,"endTime":2365.35,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":2365.35,"endTime":2365.63,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":2365.71,"endTime":2365.95,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2365.95,"endTime":2366.19,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2366.59,"endTime":2366.99,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2366.99,"endTime":2367.39,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2368.19,"endTime":2368.51,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2368.51,"endTime":2368.83,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2369.71,"endTime":2370.11,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2371.31,"endTime":2371.63,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2371.63,"endTime":2372.15,"body":"picture"},{"startTime":2372.15,"endTime":2372.43,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2372.43,"endTime":2372.75,"body":"important."},{"startTime":2373.31,"endTime":2373.71,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2374.03,"endTime":2374.35,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2374.35,"endTime":2374.51,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2374.51,"endTime":2374.79,"body":"telling"},{"startTime":2374.79,"endTime":2374.95,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2374.95,"endTime":2375.07,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2375.07,"endTime":2375.55,"body":"dismiss"},{"startTime":2375.55,"endTime":2375.79,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2375.79,"endTime":2375.99,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2375.99,"endTime":2376.22,"body":"idea."},{"startTime":2376.37,"endTime":2376.65,"body":"Idea"},{"startTime":2376.65,"endTime":2376.81,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2376.81,"endTime":2376.97,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2376.97,"endTime":2377.25,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2377.25,"endTime":2377.65,"body":"looks"},{"startTime":2377.65,"endTime":2377.77,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2377.77,"endTime":2377.93,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2377.93,"endTime":2378.09,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2378.09,"endTime":2378.25,"body":"let"},{"startTime":2378.25,"endTime":2378.41,"body":"go"},{"startTime":2378.41,"endTime":2378.57,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2378.57,"endTime":2378.85,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2379.09,"endTime":2379.37,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2379.37,"endTime":2379.77,"body":"dreams"},{"startTime":2379.77,"endTime":2379.89,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2379.89,"endTime":2380.01,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2380.01,"endTime":2380.21,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2380.21,"endTime":2380.53,"body":"looks"},{"startTime":2380.53,"endTime":2380.69,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2380.69,"endTime":2381.01,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2381.41,"endTime":2381.69,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2381.69,"endTime":2381.81,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2381.81,"endTime":2381.93,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2381.93,"endTime":2382.13,"body":"allow"},{"startTime":2382.13,"endTime":2382.53,"body":"yourself"},{"startTime":2382.53,"endTime":2382.73,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2382.73,"endTime":2383.01,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2384.21,"endTime":2384.53,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2384.53,"endTime":2384.85,"body":"path"},{"startTime":2384.85,"endTime":2385.05,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2385.05,"endTime":2385.21,"body":"get"},{"startTime":2385.21,"endTime":2385.49,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2385.97,"endTime":2386.37,"body":"rather"},{"startTime":2386.37,"endTime":2386.69,"body":"than"},{"startTime":2386.77,"endTime":2387.53,"body":"constantly"},{"startTime":2387.53,"endTime":2387.89,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":2387.97,"endTime":2388.37,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2388.85,"endTime":2389.21,"body":"live"},{"startTime":2389.21,"endTime":2389.57,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2389.57,"endTime":2389.93,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2389.93,"endTime":2390.21,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2390.21,"endTime":2390.41,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2390.41,"endTime":2390.69,"body":"thought"},{"startTime":2391.25,"endTime":2391.65,"body":"then."},{"startTime":2392.129,"endTime":2392.69,"body":"It'll"},{"startTime":2392.85,"endTime":2393.21,"body":"work"},{"startTime":2393.21,"endTime":2393.57,"body":"better"},{"startTime":2393.81,"endTime":2394.09,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2394.09,"endTime":2394.25,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2394.25,"endTime":2394.37,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2394.37,"endTime":2394.49,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2394.49,"endTime":2394.69,"body":"long"},{"startTime":2394.69,"endTime":2394.97,"body":"run."},{"startTime":2394.97,"endTime":2395.33,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2395.49,"endTime":2395.97,"body":"You'll"},{"startTime":2395.97,"endTime":2396.17,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2396.17,"endTime":2396.37,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2396.37,"endTime":2396.77,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":2396.77,"endTime":2397.13,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2397.13,"endTime":2397.49,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2398.29,"endTime":2398.57,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2398.57,"endTime":2398.77,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2398.77,"endTime":2399.01,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2399.01,"endTime":2399.41,"body":"cognitive"},{"startTime":2399.41,"endTime":2399.97,"body":"flexibility."},{"startTime":2400.21,"endTime":2400.49,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2400.49,"endTime":2400.77,"body":"have."},{"startTime":2400.93,"endTime":2401.21,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2401.21,"endTime":2401.37,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2401.37,"endTime":2401.53,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2401.53,"endTime":2401.65,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2401.65,"endTime":2401.77,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2401.77,"endTime":2402.23,"body":"scenario,"},{"startTime":2402.62,"endTime":2402.78,"body":"make"},{"startTime":2402.78,"endTime":2403.34,"body":"decisions."},{"startTime":2403.34,"endTime":2403.62,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2403.62,"endTime":2403.98,"body":"confident"},{"startTime":2403.98,"endTime":2404.14,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2404.14,"endTime":2404.26,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2404.26,"endTime":2404.62,"body":"decisions"},{"startTime":2404.62,"endTime":2404.82,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2404.82,"endTime":2405.1,"body":"making."},{"startTime":2405.34,"endTime":2405.62,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2405.62,"endTime":2405.82,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2405.82,"endTime":2406.42,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":2406.42,"endTime":2406.74,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2406.74,"endTime":2406.98,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2406.98,"endTime":2407.18,"body":"went"},{"startTime":2407.18,"endTime":2407.38,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2407.38,"endTime":2407.66,"body":"something"},{"startTime":2407.66,"endTime":2407.98,"body":"really"},{"startTime":2407.98,"endTime":2408.22,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":2408.22,"endTime":2408.46,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2408.46,"endTime":2408.7,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2408.7,"endTime":2408.94,"body":"got"},{"startTime":2408.94,"endTime":2409.14,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2409.14,"endTime":2409.34,"body":"it,"},{"startTime":2409.34,"endTime":2409.58,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2409.58,"endTime":2409.78,"body":"though"},{"startTime":2409.78,"endTime":2409.98,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2409.98,"endTime":2410.1,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2410.1,"endTime":2410.38,"body":"another"},{"startTime":2410.38,"endTime":2410.7,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":2410.7,"endTime":2410.9,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2410.9,"endTime":2411.02,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2411.02,"endTime":2411.14,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2411.14,"endTime":2411.42,"body":"feels"},{"startTime":2411.42,"endTime":2411.54,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2411.54,"endTime":2411.7,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2411.7,"endTime":2411.94,"body":"won't"},{"startTime":2411.94,"endTime":2412.1,"body":"get"},{"startTime":2412.1,"endTime":2412.26,"body":"through"},{"startTime":2412.26,"endTime":2412.54,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2412.86,"endTime":2413.18,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2413.18,"endTime":2413.5,"body":"use."},{"startTime":2414.38,"endTime":2414.82,"body":"Speaking"},{"startTime":2414.82,"endTime":2414.98,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2414.98,"endTime":2415.18,"body":"use"},{"startTime":2415.18,"endTime":2415.38,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2415.38,"endTime":2415.62,"body":"self,"},{"startTime":2415.62,"endTime":2415.82,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2415.82,"endTime":2416.02,"body":"tell"},{"startTime":2416.02,"endTime":2416.18,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2416.18,"endTime":2416.38,"body":"story"},{"startTime":2416.38,"endTime":2416.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2416.62,"endTime":2416.94,"body":"most"},{"startTime":2417.02,"endTime":2417.42,"body":"people."},{"startTime":2419.02,"endTime":2419.3,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2419.3,"endTime":2419.46,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2419.46,"endTime":2419.7,"body":"children"},{"startTime":2419.7,"endTime":2419.94,"body":"are,"},{"startTime":2419.94,"endTime":2420.1,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2420.1,"endTime":2420.38,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2420.78,"endTime":2421.14,"body":"almost"},{"startTime":2421.14,"endTime":2421.38,"body":"eight"},{"startTime":2421.38,"endTime":2421.5,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2421.5,"endTime":2421.66,"body":"five"},{"startTime":2421.66,"endTime":2421.94,"body":"now."},{"startTime":2421.94,"endTime":2422.22,"body":"They're"},{"startTime":2422.22,"endTime":2422.54,"body":"older."},{"startTime":2422.54,"endTime":2422.86,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2423.34,"endTime":2423.62,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2423.62,"endTime":2424.06,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2424.06,"endTime":2424.18,"body":"10"},{"startTime":2424.18,"endTime":2424.38,"body":"years"},{"startTime":2424.38,"endTime":2424.58,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2424.58,"endTime":2424.74,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2424.74,"endTime":2424.9,"body":"first"},{"startTime":2424.9,"endTime":2425.3,"body":"pregnancy"},{"startTime":2425.3,"endTime":2425.46,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2425.46,"endTime":2425.98,"body":"2015."},{"startTime":2425.98,"endTime":2426.18,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2426.18,"endTime":2426.38,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2426.38,"endTime":2426.5,"body":"over"},{"startTime":2426.5,"endTime":2426.62,"body":"10"},{"startTime":2426.62,"endTime":2426.74,"body":"years"},{"startTime":2426.74,"endTime":2427.14,"body":"removed"},{"startTime":2427.14,"endTime":2427.26,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2427.26,"endTime":2427.5,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2427.5,"endTime":2427.9,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2427.98,"endTime":2428.26,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2428.26,"endTime":2428.54,"body":"me"},{"startTime":2428.62,"endTime":2428.9,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2428.9,"endTime":2429.18,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2429.57,"endTime":2429.73,"body":"last"},{"startTime":2429.73,"endTime":2430.13,"body":"summer."},{"startTime":2430.13,"endTime":2430.37,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2430.37,"endTime":2430.57,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2430.57,"endTime":2430.73,"body":"10"},{"startTime":2430.73,"endTime":2431.01,"body":"years"},{"startTime":2431.25,"endTime":2431.81,"body":"removed."},{"startTime":2431.81,"endTime":2432.13,"body":"I."},{"startTime":2432.29,"endTime":2432.57,"body":"We"},{"startTime":2432.57,"endTime":2432.77,"body":"were"},{"startTime":2432.77,"endTime":2432.97,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2432.97,"endTime":2433.49,"body":"vacation,"},{"startTime":2433.65,"endTime":2434.05,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2434.13,"endTime":2434.45,"body":"we're"},{"startTime":2434.45,"endTime":2434.69,"body":"sitting"},{"startTime":2434.69,"endTime":2434.81,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2434.81,"endTime":2434.93,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2434.93,"endTime":2435.25,"body":"beach,"},{"startTime":2435.41,"endTime":2435.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2435.73,"endTime":2436.05,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2436.21,"endTime":2436.57,"body":"young"},{"startTime":2436.57,"endTime":2437.01,"body":"couple,"},{"startTime":2437.33,"endTime":2438.01,"body":"heterosexual"},{"startTime":2438.01,"endTime":2438.29,"body":"couple"},{"startTime":2438.29,"endTime":2438.45,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2438.45,"endTime":2438.69,"body":"looks,"},{"startTime":2438.69,"endTime":2438.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2438.77,"endTime":2438.89,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2438.89,"endTime":2439.01,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2439.01,"endTime":2439.13,"body":"lot"},{"startTime":2439.13,"endTime":2439.25,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2439.25,"endTime":2439.37,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2439.37,"endTime":2439.65,"body":"husband"},{"startTime":2439.65,"endTime":2439.77,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2439.77,"endTime":2440.05,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2440.29,"endTime":2440.61,"body":"many"},{"startTime":2440.61,"endTime":2440.81,"body":"years"},{"startTime":2440.81,"endTime":2441.05,"body":"ago,"},{"startTime":2441.05,"endTime":2441.37,"body":"walked"},{"startTime":2441.37,"endTime":2441.53,"body":"by,"},{"startTime":2441.53,"endTime":2441.69,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2441.69,"endTime":2441.85,"body":"she"},{"startTime":2441.85,"endTime":2442.01,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2442.01,"endTime":2442.21,"body":"very"},{"startTime":2442.21,"endTime":2442.57,"body":"pregnant,"},{"startTime":2442.57,"endTime":2442.73,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2442.73,"endTime":2442.85,"body":"they"},{"startTime":2442.85,"endTime":2442.97,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2442.97,"endTime":2443.09,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2443.09,"endTime":2443.29,"body":"dog,"},{"startTime":2443.29,"endTime":2443.45,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2443.45,"endTime":2443.57,"body":"they"},{"startTime":2443.57,"endTime":2443.69,"body":"were"},{"startTime":2443.69,"endTime":2443.97,"body":"holding"},{"startTime":2443.97,"endTime":2444.45,"body":"hands."},{"startTime":2444.61,"endTime":2444.89,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2444.89,"endTime":2445.09,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2445.09,"endTime":2445.369,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2445.369,"endTime":2445.61,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2445.61,"endTime":2446.01,"body":"moment"},{"startTime":2446.01,"endTime":2446.29,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":2446.29,"endTime":2446.61,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2446.85,"endTime":2447.33,"body":"deep,"},{"startTime":2447.49,"endTime":2447.93,"body":"deep,"},{"startTime":2447.93,"endTime":2448.33,"body":"deep"},{"startTime":2448.33,"endTime":2448.85,"body":"sadness"},{"startTime":2448.85,"endTime":2449.05,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2449.05,"endTime":2449.41,"body":"grief."},{"startTime":2449.81,"endTime":2450.09,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2450.09,"endTime":2450.25,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2450.25,"endTime":2450.41,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2450.41,"endTime":2450.61,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2450.61,"endTime":2450.85,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2450.85,"endTime":2451.05,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2451.05,"endTime":2451.21,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2451.21,"endTime":2451.45,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2451.45,"endTime":2451.73,"body":"life"},{"startTime":2451.73,"endTime":2451.97,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2451.97,"endTime":2452.49,"body":"supposed"},{"startTime":2452.49,"endTime":2452.85,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":2452.85,"endTime":2453.25,"body":"quote,"},{"startTime":2453.25,"endTime":2453.77,"body":"unquote,"},{"startTime":2453.77,"endTime":2454.01,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2454.01,"endTime":2454.29,"body":"like."},{"startTime":2454.69,"endTime":2455.09,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":2455.09,"endTime":2455.37,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2455.37,"endTime":2455.53,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2455.53,"endTime":2455.73,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2455.73,"endTime":2456.05,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2456.29,"endTime":2456.73,"body":"struck"},{"startTime":2456.73,"endTime":2456.93,"body":"by"},{"startTime":2456.93,"endTime":2457.25,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2457.65,"endTime":2457.97,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2457.97,"endTime":2458.29,"body":"then"},{"startTime":2459.1,"endTime":2459.26,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2459.26,"endTime":2459.46,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2459.46,"endTime":2459.62,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2459.62,"endTime":2459.86,"body":"second"},{"startTime":2459.86,"endTime":2460.22,"body":"later,"},{"startTime":2460.22,"endTime":2460.5,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2460.5,"endTime":2460.66,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2460.66,"endTime":2460.82,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2460.82,"endTime":2460.98,"body":"see"},{"startTime":2460.98,"endTime":2461.22,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2461.22,"endTime":2461.58,"body":"children"},{"startTime":2461.66,"endTime":2461.98,"body":"playing"},{"startTime":2461.98,"endTime":2462.14,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2462.14,"endTime":2462.26,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2462.26,"endTime":2462.54,"body":"sand"},{"startTime":2462.54,"endTime":2462.78,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2462.78,"endTime":2462.98,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2462.98,"endTime":2463.18,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2463.18,"endTime":2463.46,"body":"moment"},{"startTime":2463.46,"endTime":2463.62,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":2463.62,"endTime":2463.9,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2463.98,"endTime":2464.42,"body":"deep"},{"startTime":2464.42,"endTime":2465.18,"body":"gratitude."},{"startTime":2465.9,"endTime":2466.18,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2466.18,"endTime":2466.5,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2466.5,"endTime":2466.86,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2466.94,"endTime":2467.34,"body":"how"},{"startTime":2467.82,"endTime":2468.18,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2468.18,"endTime":2468.54,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2468.54,"endTime":2468.94,"body":"things"},{"startTime":2468.94,"endTime":2469.82,"body":"existing"},{"startTime":2469.82,"endTime":2470.1,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2470.1,"endTime":2470.3,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2470.3,"endTime":2470.62,"body":"same"},{"startTime":2470.62,"endTime":2471.02,"body":"time?"},{"startTime":2471.66,"endTime":2472.02,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2472.02,"endTime":2472.26,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2472.26,"endTime":2472.62,"body":"truth"},{"startTime":2472.62,"endTime":2472.94,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":2472.94,"endTime":2473.22,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2473.22,"endTime":2473.42,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2473.42,"endTime":2473.66,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2473.66,"endTime":2473.94,"body":"hard"},{"startTime":2473.94,"endTime":2474.22,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2474.22,"endTime":2474.419,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2474.419,"endTime":2474.579,"body":"me"},{"startTime":2474.579,"endTime":2474.7,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2474.7,"endTime":2474.86,"body":"say"},{"startTime":2474.86,"endTime":2475.06,"body":"now,"},{"startTime":2475.06,"endTime":2475.22,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2475.22,"endTime":2475.54,"body":"truth"},{"startTime":2475.54,"endTime":2475.82,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":2476.3,"endTime":2476.58,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2476.58,"endTime":2476.82,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2476.82,"endTime":2477.22,"body":"didn't"},{"startTime":2477.22,"endTime":2477.5,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2477.58,"endTime":2477.9,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2477.9,"endTime":2478.14,"body":"first"},{"startTime":2478.14,"endTime":2478.46,"body":"loss,"},{"startTime":2478.7,"endTime":2479.1,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2479.18,"endTime":2479.58,"body":"probably"},{"startTime":2479.58,"endTime":2479.94,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":2479.94,"endTime":2480.1,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2480.1,"endTime":2480.5,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":2480.5,"endTime":2480.7,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2480.7,"endTime":2481.02,"body":"children."},{"startTime":2481.74,"endTime":2482.06,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2482.06,"endTime":2482.34,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2482.34,"endTime":2482.7,"body":"is,"},{"startTime":2482.7,"endTime":2483.1,"body":"like."},{"startTime":2483.34,"endTime":2483.62,"body":"To"},{"startTime":2483.62,"endTime":2483.9,"body":"wrap"},{"startTime":2483.9,"endTime":2484.1,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2484.1,"endTime":2484.3,"body":"head"},{"startTime":2484.3,"endTime":2484.58,"body":"around"},{"startTime":2484.58,"endTime":2484.86,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2484.86,"endTime":2485.26,"body":"concept"},{"startTime":2485.26,"endTime":2485.57,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2486.68,"endTime":2486.92,"body":"hard."},{"startTime":2487.16,"endTime":2487.52,"body":"And,"},{"startTime":2487.52,"endTime":2487.76,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2487.76,"endTime":2487.96,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2487.96,"endTime":2488.16,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2488.16,"endTime":2488.32,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2488.32,"endTime":2488.6,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2488.68,"endTime":2488.96,"body":"when"},{"startTime":2488.96,"endTime":2489.16,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2489.16,"endTime":2489.44,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":2489.44,"endTime":2489.76,"body":"about"},{"startTime":2489.76,"endTime":2490,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2490,"endTime":2490.4,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":2490.4,"endTime":2490.72,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2490.72,"endTime":2490.96,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":2490.96,"endTime":2491.24,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2491.56,"endTime":2491.84,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2491.84,"endTime":2492,"body":"at"},{"startTime":2492,"endTime":2492.2,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2492.2,"endTime":2492.52,"body":"experience,"},{"startTime":2494.12,"endTime":2494.48,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2494.48,"endTime":2494.76,"body":"why,"},{"startTime":2495.32,"endTime":2495.72,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2495.8,"endTime":2496.08,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2496.08,"endTime":2496.36,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2496.36,"endTime":2496.76,"body":"stuck"},{"startTime":2496.76,"endTime":2497,"body":"within"},{"startTime":2497,"endTime":2497.24,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2497.24,"endTime":2497.72,"body":"picture,"},{"startTime":2497.88,"endTime":2498.16,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2498.16,"endTime":2498.4,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":2498.4,"endTime":2498.52,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2498.52,"endTime":2498.8,"body":"opened"},{"startTime":2498.8,"endTime":2498.92,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2498.92,"endTime":2499.04,"body":"home"},{"startTime":2499.04,"endTime":2499.2,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2499.2,"endTime":2499.36,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2499.36,"endTime":2499.68,"body":"foster"},{"startTime":2499.68,"endTime":2499.96,"body":"parents,"},{"startTime":2499.96,"endTime":2500.12,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2500.12,"endTime":2500.2,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2500.2,"endTime":2500.4,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":2500.4,"endTime":2500.56,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2500.56,"endTime":2500.68,"body":"had"},{"startTime":2500.68,"endTime":2500.84,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2500.84,"endTime":2501.16,"body":"experience."},{"startTime":2501.72,"endTime":2502,"body":"We"},{"startTime":2502,"endTime":2502.4,"body":"wouldn't"},{"startTime":2502.4,"endTime":2502.76,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2502.92,"endTime":2503.72,"body":"recognized"},{"startTime":2503.72,"endTime":2504.12,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2504.28,"endTime":2504.88,"body":"parenting"},{"startTime":2504.88,"endTime":2505.08,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2505.08,"endTime":2505.28,"body":"look"},{"startTime":2505.28,"endTime":2505.52,"body":"different"},{"startTime":2505.52,"endTime":2505.76,"body":"than"},{"startTime":2505.76,"endTime":2505.92,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2505.92,"endTime":2506.08,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2506.08,"endTime":2506.36,"body":"expected"},{"startTime":2506.44,"endTime":2506.72,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2506.72,"endTime":2506.96,"body":"to."},{"startTime":2506.96,"endTime":2507.32,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2507.64,"endTime":2507.88,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2507.88,"endTime":2508,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2508,"endTime":2508.2,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2508.2,"endTime":2508.44,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2508.44,"endTime":2508.64,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2508.64,"endTime":2508.96,"body":"picture"},{"startTime":2508.96,"endTime":2509.12,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2509.12,"endTime":2509.4,"body":"important,"},{"startTime":2509.56,"endTime":2509.84,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2509.84,"endTime":2510.12,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2510.12,"endTime":2510.44,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2510.52,"endTime":2510.92,"body":"everything."},{"startTime":2511,"endTime":2511.14,"body":"The"},{"startTime":2511.14,"endTime":2511.28,"body":"other"},{"startTime":2511.51,"endTime":2511.75,"body":"experience"},{"startTime":2511.91,"endTime":2512.23,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2512.23,"endTime":2512.43,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2512.43,"endTime":2512.63,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2512.63,"endTime":2512.91,"body":"feeling"},{"startTime":2512.91,"endTime":2513.15,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2513.15,"endTime":2513.39,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2513.39,"endTime":2513.91,"body":"moment"},{"startTime":2514.15,"endTime":2514.47,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2514.47,"endTime":2514.71,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2514.71,"endTime":2515.03,"body":"will"},{"startTime":2515.11,"endTime":2515.43,"body":"help"},{"startTime":2515.43,"endTime":2515.67,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2515.67,"endTime":2516.11,"body":"navigate"},{"startTime":2516.11,"endTime":2516.31,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2516.31,"endTime":2516.59,"body":"comes"},{"startTime":2516.59,"endTime":2516.95,"body":"next."},{"startTime":2518.55,"endTime":2518.99,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2518.99,"endTime":2519.43,"body":"Wow."},{"startTime":2519.51,"endTime":2519.79,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2519.79,"endTime":2519.95,"body":"well"},{"startTime":2519.95,"endTime":2520.23,"body":"said."},{"startTime":2520.39,"endTime":2520.71,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2520.71,"endTime":2520.99,"body":"well"},{"startTime":2520.99,"endTime":2521.35,"body":"said."},{"startTime":2522.39,"endTime":2522.71,"body":"Even"},{"startTime":2522.71,"endTime":2522.91,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2522.91,"endTime":2523.15,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2523.15,"endTime":2523.67,"body":"describing"},{"startTime":2523.67,"endTime":2523.95,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2523.95,"endTime":2524.39,"body":"scenes,"},{"startTime":2524.39,"endTime":2524.67,"body":"it's,"},{"startTime":2524.67,"endTime":2524.83,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2524.83,"endTime":2525.03,"body":"very"},{"startTime":2525.03,"endTime":2525.59,"body":"evocative"},{"startTime":2525.59,"endTime":2526.31,"body":"emotionally."},{"startTime":2526.79,"endTime":2527.07,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2527.07,"endTime":2527.269,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2527.269,"endTime":2527.43,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2527.43,"endTime":2527.549,"body":"you."},{"startTime":2527.549,"endTime":2527.71,"body":"What"},{"startTime":2527.71,"endTime":2527.87,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2527.87,"endTime":2528.03,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2528.03,"endTime":2528.63,"body":"recommend"},{"startTime":2528.95,"endTime":2529.31,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2529.31,"endTime":2529.67,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2530.55,"endTime":2530.83,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2530.83,"endTime":2531.03,"body":"how"},{"startTime":2531.03,"endTime":2531.23,"body":"they"},{"startTime":2531.23,"endTime":2531.43,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2531.43,"endTime":2531.67,"body":"show"},{"startTime":2531.67,"endTime":2531.99,"body":"up"},{"startTime":2532.23,"endTime":2532.55,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2532.55,"endTime":2532.75,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2532.75,"endTime":2532.99,"body":"friend"},{"startTime":2532.99,"endTime":2533.23,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2533.23,"endTime":2533.39,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2533.39,"endTime":2533.63,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2533.63,"endTime":2533.91,"body":"member"},{"startTime":2533.91,"endTime":2534.19,"body":"who's"},{"startTime":2534.19,"endTime":2534.47,"body":"struggling"},{"startTime":2534.47,"endTime":2534.63,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2534.63,"endTime":2534.75,"body":"build"},{"startTime":2534.75,"endTime":2534.91,"body":"their"},{"startTime":2534.91,"endTime":2535.11,"body":"family?"},{"startTime":2535.11,"endTime":2535.31,"body":"What"},{"startTime":2535.31,"endTime":2535.47,"body":"do"},{"startTime":2535.47,"endTime":2535.59,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2535.59,"endTime":2535.99,"body":"recommend"},{"startTime":2535.99,"endTime":2536.27,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2536.27,"endTime":2536.39,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2536.39,"endTime":2536.55,"body":"best"},{"startTime":2536.55,"endTime":2536.75,"body":"way"},{"startTime":2536.75,"endTime":2536.81,"body":"to."},{"startTime":2536.96,"endTime":2537.04,"body":"For"},{"startTime":2537.04,"endTime":2537.24,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2537.24,"endTime":2537.44,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2537.44,"endTime":2537.6,"body":"show"},{"startTime":2537.6,"endTime":2537.92,"body":"Up."},{"startTime":2538.8,"endTime":2539.28,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2540,"endTime":2540.32,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2540.32,"endTime":2540.64,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2540.88,"endTime":2541.16,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2541.16,"endTime":2541.36,"body":"first"},{"startTime":2541.36,"endTime":2541.6,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2541.6,"endTime":2541.84,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2541.84,"endTime":2542.16,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2542.32,"endTime":2542.88,"body":"ditch"},{"startTime":2542.96,"endTime":2543.32,"body":"any"},{"startTime":2543.32,"endTime":2543.88,"body":"assumptions"},{"startTime":2543.88,"endTime":2544.04,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2544.04,"endTime":2544.2,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2544.2,"endTime":2544.36,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2544.36,"endTime":2544.52,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2544.52,"endTime":2544.64,"body":"might"},{"startTime":2544.64,"endTime":2544.84,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2544.84,"endTime":2545.36,"body":"helpful."},{"startTime":2545.36,"endTime":2545.76,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2546.24,"endTime":2546.52,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2546.52,"endTime":2546.68,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2546.68,"endTime":2547,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2547,"endTime":2547.16,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2547.16,"endTime":2547.36,"body":"number"},{"startTime":2547.36,"endTime":2547.6,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2547.6,"endTime":2547.8,"body":"thing,"},{"startTime":2547.8,"endTime":2547.92,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2547.92,"endTime":2548.04,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2548.04,"endTime":2548.16,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2548.16,"endTime":2548.32,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2548.32,"endTime":2548.48,"body":"true"},{"startTime":2548.48,"endTime":2548.6,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2548.6,"endTime":2548.8,"body":"showing"},{"startTime":2548.8,"endTime":2548.92,"body":"up"},{"startTime":2548.92,"endTime":2549.12,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2549.12,"endTime":2549.4,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2549.4,"endTime":2550,"body":"experiencing"},{"startTime":2550,"endTime":2550.44,"body":"anything."},{"startTime":2550.44,"endTime":2550.8,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2550.96,"endTime":2551.4,"body":"Ditch"},{"startTime":2551.4,"endTime":2551.64,"body":"how?"},{"startTime":2551.64,"endTime":2551.96,"body":"Ditch"},{"startTime":2551.96,"endTime":2552.16,"body":"how?"},{"startTime":2552.16,"endTime":2552.4,"body":"You"},{"startTime":2552.4,"endTime":2552.88,"body":"assume"},{"startTime":2552.88,"endTime":2553.079,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2553.079,"endTime":2553.4,"body":"they'll"},{"startTime":2553.4,"endTime":2553.68,"body":"want"},{"startTime":2553.68,"endTime":2553.88,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2553.88,"endTime":2554.04,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2554.04,"endTime":2554.24,"body":"show"},{"startTime":2554.24,"endTime":2554.56,"body":"up"},{"startTime":2555.36,"endTime":2555.72,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2555.72,"endTime":2556.32,"body":"instead."},{"startTime":2556.64,"endTime":2557.04,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2557.44,"endTime":2557.76,"body":"Say"},{"startTime":2557.76,"endTime":2558,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2558,"endTime":2558.32,"body":"them,"},{"startTime":2559.36,"endTime":2559.76,"body":"without"},{"startTime":2559.76,"endTime":2560.16,"body":"any"},{"startTime":2560.4,"endTime":2561.16,"body":"emotional"},{"startTime":2561.16,"endTime":2561.64,"body":"labor"},{"startTime":2561.64,"endTime":2561.88,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2561.88,"endTime":2562.08,"body":"them"},{"startTime":2562.08,"endTime":2562.28,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2562.28,"endTime":2562.4,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2562.4,"endTime":2562.52,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2562.52,"endTime":2562.84,"body":"engage"},{"startTime":2562.84,"endTime":2563.12,"body":"in."},{"startTime":2563.2,"endTime":2563.48,"body":"Say"},{"startTime":2563.48,"endTime":2563.64,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2563.64,"endTime":2563.87,"body":"them,"},{"startTime":2564.18,"endTime":2564.3,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2564.3,"endTime":2564.5,"body":"am"},{"startTime":2564.5,"endTime":2564.82,"body":"here"},{"startTime":2565.38,"endTime":2565.66,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2565.66,"endTime":2565.86,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2565.86,"endTime":2566.14,"body":"am"},{"startTime":2566.14,"endTime":2566.54,"body":"willing"},{"startTime":2566.54,"endTime":2566.74,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2566.74,"endTime":2566.94,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2566.94,"endTime":2567.18,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2567.18,"endTime":2567.54,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2567.86,"endTime":2568.18,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2568.18,"endTime":2568.42,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2568.42,"endTime":2568.82,"body":"pain,"},{"startTime":2569.22,"endTime":2569.5,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2569.5,"endTime":2569.7,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2569.7,"endTime":2570.02,"body":"experience."},{"startTime":2570.58,"endTime":2570.98,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2571.14,"endTime":2571.42,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2571.42,"endTime":2571.58,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2571.58,"endTime":2571.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2571.78,"endTime":2572.02,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2572.02,"endTime":2572.3,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2572.3,"endTime":2572.54,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2572.54,"endTime":2572.7,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2572.7,"endTime":2572.86,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2572.86,"endTime":2572.98,"body":"an"},{"startTime":2572.98,"endTime":2573.38,"body":"original"},{"startTime":2573.38,"endTime":2573.7,"body":"idea,"},{"startTime":2573.7,"endTime":2573.9,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2573.9,"endTime":2574.06,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2574.06,"endTime":2574.22,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2574.22,"endTime":2574.34,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2574.34,"endTime":2574.42,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2574.42,"endTime":2574.54,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2574.54,"endTime":2574.7,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2574.7,"endTime":2574.98,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2574.98,"endTime":2575.26,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2575.26,"endTime":2575.46,"body":"seen"},{"startTime":2575.46,"endTime":2575.7,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2575.7,"endTime":2575.94,"body":"put"},{"startTime":2575.94,"endTime":2576.14,"body":"out"},{"startTime":2576.14,"endTime":2576.38,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":2576.38,"endTime":2576.74,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2577.62,"endTime":2577.9,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2577.9,"endTime":2578.06,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2578.06,"endTime":2578.22,"body":"reach"},{"startTime":2578.22,"endTime":2578.38,"body":"out"},{"startTime":2578.38,"endTime":2578.54,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2578.54,"endTime":2578.7,"body":"someone"},{"startTime":2578.7,"endTime":2578.86,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2578.86,"endTime":2579.02,"body":"give"},{"startTime":2579.02,"endTime":2579.18,"body":"them"},{"startTime":2579.18,"endTime":2579.58,"body":"options"},{"startTime":2579.58,"endTime":2579.859,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2579.859,"endTime":2580.18,"body":"well."},{"startTime":2580.18,"endTime":2580.46,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2580.46,"endTime":2580.62,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2580.62,"endTime":2580.78,"body":"bring"},{"startTime":2580.78,"endTime":2580.98,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2580.98,"endTime":2581.34,"body":"dinner"},{"startTime":2581.34,"endTime":2581.78,"body":"tonight."},{"startTime":2581.94,"endTime":2582.22,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2582.22,"endTime":2582.38,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2582.38,"endTime":2582.62,"body":"join"},{"startTime":2582.62,"endTime":2582.78,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2582.78,"endTime":2582.98,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2582.98,"endTime":2583.46,"body":"coffee"},{"startTime":2583.46,"endTime":2584.1,"body":"tomorrow."},{"startTime":2584.5,"endTime":2584.78,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2584.78,"endTime":2584.98,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2584.98,"endTime":2585.18,"body":"come"},{"startTime":2585.18,"endTime":2585.38,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2585.38,"endTime":2585.62,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2585.62,"endTime":2585.82,"body":"sit"},{"startTime":2585.82,"endTime":2585.98,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2585.98,"endTime":2586.26,"body":"you."},{"startTime":2586.26,"endTime":2586.54,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2586.54,"endTime":2586.74,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2586.74,"endTime":2586.98,"body":"leave"},{"startTime":2586.98,"endTime":2587.1,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2587.1,"endTime":2587.54,"body":"alone."},{"startTime":2588.1,"endTime":2588.66,"body":"Choose,"},{"startTime":2588.74,"endTime":2589.02,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2589.02,"endTime":2589.3,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2589.54,"endTime":2589.9,"body":"choose"},{"startTime":2589.9,"endTime":2590.1,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2590.1,"endTime":2590.58,"body":"adventures."},{"startTime":2590.58,"endTime":2590.78,"body":"You"},{"startTime":2590.78,"endTime":2590.96,"body":"can."},{"startTime":2591.75,"endTime":2591.99,"body":"Which."},{"startTime":2592.07,"endTime":2592.39,"body":"Which"},{"startTime":2592.39,"endTime":2592.55,"body":"one"},{"startTime":2592.55,"endTime":2592.63,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2592.63,"endTime":2592.83,"body":"these"},{"startTime":2592.83,"endTime":2593.31,"body":"feels"},{"startTime":2593.31,"endTime":2593.59,"body":"good"},{"startTime":2593.59,"endTime":2593.79,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2593.79,"endTime":2594.07,"body":"you?"},{"startTime":2594.71,"endTime":2594.99,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2594.99,"endTime":2595.11,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2595.11,"endTime":2595.23,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2595.23,"endTime":2595.43,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2595.43,"endTime":2595.71,"body":"that's"},{"startTime":2595.71,"endTime":2595.91,"body":"another"},{"startTime":2595.91,"endTime":2596.11,"body":"way"},{"startTime":2596.11,"endTime":2596.23,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2596.23,"endTime":2596.35,"body":"kind"},{"startTime":2596.35,"endTime":2596.47,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2596.47,"endTime":2596.59,"body":"take"},{"startTime":2596.59,"endTime":2596.71,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2596.71,"endTime":2597.03,"body":"emotional"},{"startTime":2597.03,"endTime":2597.43,"body":"burden"},{"startTime":2597.43,"endTime":2597.55,"body":"off"},{"startTime":2597.55,"endTime":2597.71,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2597.71,"endTime":2597.95,"body":"someone."},{"startTime":2597.95,"endTime":2598.23,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2598.23,"endTime":2598.43,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2598.43,"endTime":2598.67,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2598.67,"endTime":2598.95,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2598.95,"endTime":2599.19,"body":"am"},{"startTime":2599.19,"endTime":2599.47,"body":"here"},{"startTime":2599.47,"endTime":2599.71,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2599.71,"endTime":2599.95,"body":"I'm"},{"startTime":2599.95,"endTime":2600.19,"body":"willing"},{"startTime":2600.19,"endTime":2600.35,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2600.35,"endTime":2600.47,"body":"show"},{"startTime":2600.47,"endTime":2600.59,"body":"up"},{"startTime":2600.59,"endTime":2600.75,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2600.75,"endTime":2600.91,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2600.91,"endTime":2601.07,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2601.07,"endTime":2601.19,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2601.19,"endTime":2601.31,"body":"way"},{"startTime":2601.31,"endTime":2601.59,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2601.75,"endTime":2602.39,"body":"resonates"},{"startTime":2602.39,"endTime":2602.59,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2602.59,"endTime":2602.87,"body":"you,"},{"startTime":2602.95,"endTime":2603.27,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2603.27,"endTime":2603.47,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2603.47,"endTime":2603.75,"body":"me."},{"startTime":2604.31,"endTime":2604.71,"body":"Yes,"},{"startTime":2604.71,"endTime":2604.87,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2604.87,"endTime":2604.99,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2604.99,"endTime":2605.19,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2605.19,"endTime":2605.63,"body":"plus."},{"startTime":2605.63,"endTime":2605.87,"body":"Take"},{"startTime":2605.87,"endTime":2606.07,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2606.07,"endTime":2606.43,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":2606.43,"endTime":2606.71,"body":"load"},{"startTime":2606.71,"endTime":2606.99,"body":"off"},{"startTime":2606.99,"endTime":2607.269,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2607.269,"endTime":2607.47,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2607.47,"endTime":2607.75,"body":"person"},{"startTime":2607.75,"endTime":2608.47,"body":"struggling."},{"startTime":2608.55,"endTime":2608.95,"body":"Don't"},{"startTime":2608.95,"endTime":2609.27,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2609.27,"endTime":2609.55,"body":"let"},{"startTime":2609.55,"endTime":2609.71,"body":"me"},{"startTime":2609.71,"endTime":2609.91,"body":"know"},{"startTime":2609.91,"endTime":2610.15,"body":"how"},{"startTime":2610.15,"endTime":2610.35,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2610.35,"endTime":2610.55,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2610.55,"endTime":2610.87,"body":"help,"},{"startTime":2610.87,"endTime":2611.19,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2611.19,"endTime":2611.43,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":2611.43,"endTime":2611.59,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2611.59,"endTime":2611.83,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2611.83,"endTime":2612.15,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2612.39,"endTime":2612.67,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2612.67,"endTime":2612.83,"body":"they"},{"startTime":2612.83,"endTime":2613.11,"body":"can't."},{"startTime":2613.11,"endTime":2613.27,"body":"They"},{"startTime":2613.27,"endTime":2613.35,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":2613.35,"endTime":2613.47,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2613.47,"endTime":2613.63,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2613.63,"endTime":2614.23,"body":"capacity"},{"startTime":2615.03,"endTime":2615.31,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2615.31,"endTime":2615.51,"body":"let"},{"startTime":2615.51,"endTime":2615.71,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2615.71,"endTime":2615.99,"body":"know"},{"startTime":2616.07,"endTime":2616.35,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2616.35,"endTime":2616.59,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":2616.59,"endTime":2617.11,"body":"drowning."},{"startTime":2617.59,"endTime":2617.91,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2617.91,"endTime":2618.15,"body":"don't"},{"startTime":2618.15,"endTime":2618.31,"body":"put"},{"startTime":2618.31,"endTime":2618.55,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2618.55,"endTime":2618.79,"body":"work"},{"startTime":2618.79,"endTime":2619.03,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2619.03,"endTime":2619.31,"body":"them."},{"startTime":2619.31,"endTime":2619.91,"body":"Okay?"},{"startTime":2621.68,"endTime":2621.84,"body":"Give"},{"startTime":2621.84,"endTime":2622.08,"body":"them"},{"startTime":2622.08,"endTime":2622.72,"body":"examples."},{"startTime":2622.88,"endTime":2623.36,"body":"That's"},{"startTime":2623.36,"endTime":2623.56,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2623.56,"endTime":2623.84,"body":"key."},{"startTime":2625.84,"endTime":2626.12,"body":"Is"},{"startTime":2626.12,"endTime":2626.28,"body":"there"},{"startTime":2626.28,"endTime":2626.6,"body":"anything"},{"startTime":2626.6,"endTime":2626.84,"body":"else"},{"startTime":2626.84,"endTime":2627.12,"body":"you'd"},{"startTime":2627.12,"endTime":2627.24,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2627.24,"endTime":2627.4,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2627.4,"endTime":2627.6,"body":"share"},{"startTime":2627.6,"endTime":2627.8,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2627.8,"endTime":2628.04,"body":"us,"},{"startTime":2628.04,"endTime":2628.68,"body":"Elisa,"},{"startTime":2628.68,"endTime":2628.84,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2628.84,"endTime":2628.96,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2628.96,"endTime":2629.16,"body":"haven't"},{"startTime":2629.16,"endTime":2629.48,"body":"touched"},{"startTime":2629.48,"endTime":2629.64,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2629.64,"endTime":2629.92,"body":"yet?"},{"startTime":2630.8,"endTime":2631.08,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2631.08,"endTime":2631.36,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2631.44,"endTime":2631.84,"body":"just,"},{"startTime":2632.16,"endTime":2632.44,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2632.44,"endTime":2632.72,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2632.88,"endTime":2633.2,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2633.2,"endTime":2633.64,"body":"anyone"},{"startTime":2633.64,"endTime":2634.24,"body":"who's"},{"startTime":2634.48,"endTime":2635.2,"body":"beginning"},{"startTime":2635.2,"endTime":2635.56,"body":"their."},{"startTime":2635.56,"endTime":2635.84,"body":"Their"},{"startTime":2635.84,"endTime":2636.16,"body":"path"},{"startTime":2636.16,"endTime":2636.36,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2636.36,"endTime":2636.639,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2636.639,"endTime":2637.04,"body":"building,"},{"startTime":2638.64,"endTime":2638.96,"body":"even"},{"startTime":2638.96,"endTime":2639.24,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2639.24,"endTime":2639.52,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2639.52,"endTime":2639.84,"body":"story"},{"startTime":2639.92,"endTime":2640.28,"body":"ends"},{"startTime":2640.28,"endTime":2640.44,"body":"up"},{"startTime":2640.44,"endTime":2640.72,"body":"looking"},{"startTime":2641.2,"endTime":2641.48,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2641.48,"endTime":2641.68,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2641.68,"endTime":2642,"body":"expected"},{"startTime":2642.08,"endTime":2642.36,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2642.36,"endTime":2642.64,"body":"to,"},{"startTime":2643.6,"endTime":2643.96,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2643.96,"endTime":2644.12,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2644.12,"endTime":2644.56,"body":"easy,"},{"startTime":2644.56,"endTime":2644.92,"body":"right?"},{"startTime":2644.92,"endTime":2645.2,"body":"Building"},{"startTime":2645.2,"endTime":2645.36,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2645.36,"endTime":2645.56,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2645.56,"endTime":2645.8,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2645.8,"endTime":2646.32,"body":"parenting,"},{"startTime":2646.56,"endTime":2646.92,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":2646.92,"endTime":2647.12,"body":"not"},{"startTime":2647.12,"endTime":2647.48,"body":"easy"},{"startTime":2647.48,"endTime":2647.76,"body":"things"},{"startTime":2648.24,"endTime":2648.52,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2648.52,"endTime":2648.8,"body":"do."},{"startTime":2649.04,"endTime":2649.28,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2649.28,"endTime":2649.4,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2649.4,"endTime":2649.6,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2649.6,"endTime":2649.84,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2649.84,"endTime":2650.04,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2650.04,"endTime":2650.32,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2650.8,"endTime":2651.52,"body":"accessing"},{"startTime":2651.6,"endTime":2652,"body":"help"},{"startTime":2652.8,"endTime":2653.08,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2653.08,"endTime":2653.28,"body":"any"},{"startTime":2653.28,"endTime":2653.52,"body":"way,"},{"startTime":2653.52,"endTime":2653.76,"body":"shape"},{"startTime":2653.76,"endTime":2653.88,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2653.88,"endTime":2654.16,"body":"form,"},{"startTime":2654.4,"endTime":2654.72,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2654.72,"endTime":2655.24,"body":"certainly"},{"startTime":2655.24,"endTime":2655.48,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2655.48,"endTime":2655.76,"body":"a,"},{"startTime":2655.92,"endTime":2656.2,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2656.2,"endTime":2656.4,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2656.4,"endTime":2656.6,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2656.6,"endTime":2656.8,"body":"my"},{"startTime":2656.8,"endTime":2657.08,"body":"lens,"},{"startTime":2657.08,"endTime":2657.24,"body":"from"},{"startTime":2657.24,"endTime":2657.4,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2657.4,"endTime":2657.52,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2657.52,"endTime":2657.88,"body":"therapy,"},{"startTime":2657.88,"endTime":2658,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2658,"endTime":2658.28,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":2658.28,"endTime":2658.48,"body":"health"},{"startTime":2658.48,"endTime":2659.12,"body":"perspective,"},{"startTime":2660.08,"endTime":2660.48,"body":"soon,"},{"startTime":2660.56,"endTime":2661,"body":"sooner"},{"startTime":2661,"endTime":2661.2,"body":"rather"},{"startTime":2661.2,"endTime":2661.36,"body":"than"},{"startTime":2661.36,"endTime":2661.56,"body":"later"},{"startTime":2661.56,"endTime":2661.84,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2661.92,"endTime":2662.32,"body":"important"},{"startTime":2663.12,"endTime":2663.52,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2663.6,"endTime":2663.88,"body":"like"},{"startTime":2663.88,"endTime":2664.04,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2664.04,"endTime":2664.32,"body":"mentioned"},{"startTime":2664.32,"endTime":2664.56,"body":"before,"},{"startTime":2664.56,"endTime":2664.84,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2664.84,"endTime":2665.08,"body":"often,"},{"startTime":2665.08,"endTime":2665.32,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2665.32,"endTime":2665.48,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2665.48,"endTime":2665.64,"body":"coming"},{"startTime":2665.64,"endTime":2665.8,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2665.8,"endTime":2665.96,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2665.96,"endTime":2666.16,"body":"they're"},{"startTime":2666.16,"endTime":2666.4,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2666.48,"endTime":2666.76,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2666.76,"endTime":2667,"body":"really"},{"startTime":2667,"endTime":2667.52,"body":"acute"},{"startTime":2667.52,"endTime":2668,"body":"phase."},{"startTime":2668.16,"endTime":2668.56,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2668.88,"endTime":2669.16,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2669.16,"endTime":2669.36,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":2669.36,"endTime":2669.52,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2669.52,"endTime":2669.92,"body":"deeply"},{"startTime":2669.92,"endTime":2670.16,"body":"because"},{"startTime":2670.16,"endTime":2670.44,"body":"it's"},{"startTime":2670.44,"endTime":2670.64,"body":"like,"},{"startTime":2670.64,"endTime":2670.84,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2670.84,"endTime":2671,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2671,"endTime":2671.2,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2671.2,"endTime":2671.32,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2671.32,"endTime":2671.52,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2671.52,"endTime":2671.84,"body":"space"},{"startTime":2671.84,"endTime":2672.24,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2673.2,"endTime":2673.6,"body":"you've"},{"startTime":2673.6,"endTime":2673.84,"body":"already"},{"startTime":2673.92,"endTime":2674.52,"body":"created"},{"startTime":2674.52,"endTime":2674.68,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2674.68,"endTime":2675.08,"body":"narratives"},{"startTime":2675.08,"endTime":2675.24,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2675.24,"endTime":2675.44,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2675.44,"endTime":2675.76,"body":"head"},{"startTime":2676,"endTime":2676.4,"body":"that."},{"startTime":2676.5,"endTime":2676.66,"body":"That"},{"startTime":2676.66,"endTime":2676.94,"body":"aren't"},{"startTime":2676.94,"endTime":2677.46,"body":"helpful"},{"startTime":2678.02,"endTime":2678.42,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2679.54,"endTime":2679.86,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2679.86,"endTime":2680.06,"body":"could"},{"startTime":2680.06,"endTime":2680.26,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2680.26,"endTime":2680.86,"body":"intervened"},{"startTime":2680.86,"endTime":2681.14,"body":"earlier."},{"startTime":2681.14,"endTime":2681.54,"body":"Right."},{"startTime":2681.7,"endTime":2681.94,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2681.94,"endTime":2682.06,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2682.06,"endTime":2682.22,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2682.22,"endTime":2682.42,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2682.42,"endTime":2682.86,"body":"allowing"},{"startTime":2682.86,"endTime":2683.06,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2683.06,"endTime":2683.26,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2683.26,"endTime":2683.5,"body":"space"},{"startTime":2683.5,"endTime":2683.86,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2683.86,"endTime":2684.54,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":2684.54,"endTime":2684.9,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2685.06,"endTime":2685.38,"body":"reach"},{"startTime":2685.38,"endTime":2685.7,"body":"out"},{"startTime":2686.18,"endTime":2686.46,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2686.46,"endTime":2686.62,"body":"soon"},{"startTime":2686.62,"endTime":2686.74,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2686.74,"endTime":2686.94,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2686.94,"endTime":2687.18,"body":"start"},{"startTime":2687.18,"endTime":2687.34,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2687.34,"endTime":2687.78,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":2687.78,"endTime":2687.98,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2687.98,"endTime":2688.14,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2688.14,"endTime":2688.3,"body":"might"},{"startTime":2688.3,"endTime":2688.58,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2688.58,"endTime":2688.9,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2688.9,"endTime":2689.26,"body":"difficult"},{"startTime":2689.26,"endTime":2689.42,"body":"than"},{"startTime":2689.42,"endTime":2689.58,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2689.58,"endTime":2689.86,"body":"expected"},{"startTime":2689.86,"endTime":2690.1,"body":"it"},{"startTime":2690.1,"endTime":2690.22,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2690.22,"endTime":2690.5,"body":"be."},{"startTime":2691.62,"endTime":2692.1,"body":"Yeah,"},{"startTime":2692.42,"endTime":2693.14,"body":"100%."},{"startTime":2693.3,"endTime":2693.58,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2693.58,"endTime":2693.7,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2693.7,"endTime":2693.94,"body":"will"},{"startTime":2694.26,"endTime":2694.54,"body":"put"},{"startTime":2694.54,"endTime":2694.7,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2694.7,"endTime":2694.82,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2694.82,"endTime":2695.02,"body":"plug"},{"startTime":2695.02,"endTime":2695.14,"body":"just"},{"startTime":2695.14,"endTime":2695.26,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2695.26,"endTime":2695.42,"body":"case"},{"startTime":2695.42,"endTime":2695.66,"body":"anybody"},{"startTime":2695.66,"endTime":2695.82,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2695.82,"endTime":2696.1,"body":"listening"},{"startTime":2696.1,"endTime":2696.3,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2696.3,"endTime":2696.54,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2696.54,"endTime":2696.82,"body":"trying"},{"startTime":2696.82,"endTime":2697.14,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2697.14,"endTime":2697.46,"body":"find"},{"startTime":2697.46,"endTime":2697.66,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2697.66,"endTime":2697.9,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":2697.9,"endTime":2698.06,"body":"health"},{"startTime":2698.06,"endTime":2698.38,"body":"provider"},{"startTime":2698.38,"endTime":2698.54,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2698.54,"endTime":2698.78,"body":"connect"},{"startTime":2698.78,"endTime":2699.06,"body":"with,"},{"startTime":2699.06,"endTime":2699.34,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2699.34,"endTime":2699.46,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2699.46,"endTime":2699.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2699.58,"endTime":2700.02,"body":"directory"},{"startTime":2700.02,"endTime":2700.1,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2700.1,"endTime":2700.22,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2700.22,"endTime":2700.5,"body":"website"},{"startTime":2700.74,"endTime":2701.1,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2701.1,"endTime":2701.46,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2701.62,"endTime":2701.9,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2701.9,"endTime":2702.02,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2702.02,"endTime":2702.14,"body":"good"},{"startTime":2702.14,"endTime":2702.3,"body":"place"},{"startTime":2702.3,"endTime":2702.46,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2702.46,"endTime":2702.74,"body":"start."},{"startTime":2702.9,"endTime":2703.66,"body":"Elisa's"},{"startTime":2703.66,"endTime":2703.98,"body":"info"},{"startTime":2703.98,"endTime":2704.18,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2704.18,"endTime":2704.5,"body":"there,"},{"startTime":2704.58,"endTime":2704.9,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2704.9,"endTime":2705.18,"body":"I'll"},{"startTime":2705.18,"endTime":2705.34,"body":"put"},{"startTime":2705.34,"endTime":2705.5,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2705.5,"endTime":2705.62,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2705.62,"endTime":2705.74,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2705.74,"endTime":2705.94,"body":"show"},{"startTime":2705.94,"endTime":2706.22,"body":"notes"},{"startTime":2706.22,"endTime":2706.34,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2706.34,"endTime":2706.58,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2706.98,"endTime":2707.5,"body":"episode"},{"startTime":2707.5,"endTime":2707.66,"body":"as"},{"startTime":2707.66,"endTime":2707.84,"body":"well."},{"startTime":2708.07,"endTime":2708.19,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2708.19,"endTime":2708.35,"body":"if"},{"startTime":2708.35,"endTime":2708.59,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2708.59,"endTime":2708.95,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2709.11,"endTime":2709.43,"body":"looking"},{"startTime":2709.43,"endTime":2709.63,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2709.63,"endTime":2709.79,"body":"use"},{"startTime":2709.79,"endTime":2710.23,"body":"insurance"},{"startTime":2710.23,"endTime":2710.39,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2710.39,"endTime":2710.51,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2710.51,"endTime":2710.75,"body":"have"},{"startTime":2710.75,"endTime":2710.99,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2710.99,"endTime":2711.27,"body":"particular"},{"startTime":2712.07,"endTime":2712.47,"body":"person"},{"startTime":2712.47,"endTime":2712.79,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2712.79,"endTime":2713.11,"body":"mind,"},{"startTime":2713.59,"endTime":2714.03,"body":"definitely"},{"startTime":2714.03,"endTime":2714.19,"body":"reach"},{"startTime":2714.19,"endTime":2714.39,"body":"out,"},{"startTime":2714.39,"endTime":2714.63,"body":"send"},{"startTime":2714.63,"endTime":2714.71,"body":"us"},{"startTime":2714.71,"endTime":2714.79,"body":"an"},{"startTime":2714.79,"endTime":2714.99,"body":"email."},{"startTime":2714.99,"endTime":2715.27,"body":"We'll"},{"startTime":2715.27,"endTime":2715.51,"body":"help"},{"startTime":2715.91,"endTime":2716.23,"body":"match"},{"startTime":2716.23,"endTime":2716.43,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2716.43,"endTime":2716.55,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2716.55,"endTime":2716.67,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2716.67,"endTime":2716.91,"body":"best"},{"startTime":2716.91,"endTime":2717.23,"body":"fit"},{"startTime":2717.23,"endTime":2717.51,"body":"possible"},{"startTime":2717.51,"endTime":2717.79,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2717.79,"endTime":2718.07,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2718.31,"endTime":2718.59,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2718.59,"endTime":2718.71,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2718.71,"endTime":2718.83,"body":"take"},{"startTime":2718.83,"endTime":2718.99,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2718.99,"endTime":2719.15,"body":"of,"},{"startTime":2719.15,"endTime":2719.35,"body":"again,"},{"startTime":2719.35,"endTime":2719.51,"body":"some"},{"startTime":2719.51,"endTime":2719.59,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2719.59,"endTime":2719.71,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2719.71,"endTime":2720.15,"body":"mental"},{"startTime":2720.15,"endTime":2720.59,"body":"load"},{"startTime":2720.59,"endTime":2720.91,"body":"off"},{"startTime":2720.91,"endTime":2721.11,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2721.11,"endTime":2721.23,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2721.23,"endTime":2721.39,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2721.39,"endTime":2721.55,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2721.55,"endTime":2721.75,"body":"find"},{"startTime":2721.75,"endTime":2722.23,"body":"somebody,"},{"startTime":2722.31,"endTime":2722.75,"body":"hopefully"},{"startTime":2722.75,"endTime":2723.03,"body":"quickly,"},{"startTime":2723.03,"endTime":2723.15,"body":"who"},{"startTime":2723.15,"endTime":2723.43,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2723.749,"endTime":2724.07,"body":"help"},{"startTime":2724.07,"endTime":2724.27,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2724.27,"endTime":2724.43,"body":"what"},{"startTime":2724.43,"endTime":2724.63,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2724.63,"endTime":2724.79,"body":"going"},{"startTime":2724.79,"endTime":2725.11,"body":"through."},{"startTime":2726.63,"endTime":2726.91,"body":"You"},{"startTime":2726.91,"endTime":2727.07,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2727.07,"endTime":2727.31,"body":"worth"},{"startTime":2727.31,"endTime":2727.47,"body":"being"},{"startTime":2727.47,"endTime":2727.91,"body":"supported"},{"startTime":2727.91,"endTime":2728.15,"body":"during"},{"startTime":2728.15,"endTime":2728.35,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2728.35,"endTime":2728.79,"body":"journey."},{"startTime":2729.59,"endTime":2730.31,"body":"Absolutely."},{"startTime":2730.39,"endTime":2731.11,"body":"100%."},{"startTime":2731.83,"endTime":2732.15,"body":"Well,"},{"startTime":2732.15,"endTime":2732.63,"body":"Elisa,"},{"startTime":2732.63,"endTime":2732.79,"body":"thank"},{"startTime":2732.79,"endTime":2732.91,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2732.91,"endTime":2733.03,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2733.03,"endTime":2733.19,"body":"much."},{"startTime":2733.19,"endTime":2733.39,"body":"This"},{"startTime":2733.39,"endTime":2733.55,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2733.55,"endTime":2733.67,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2733.67,"endTime":2733.99,"body":"lovely"},{"startTime":2733.99,"endTime":2734.27,"body":"talking"},{"startTime":2734.27,"endTime":2734.43,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2734.43,"endTime":2734.59,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2734.59,"endTime":2734.79,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2734.79,"endTime":2735.03,"body":"thank"},{"startTime":2735.03,"endTime":2735.15,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2735.15,"endTime":2735.27,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2735.27,"endTime":2735.35,"body":"much"},{"startTime":2735.35,"endTime":2735.43,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2735.43,"endTime":2735.63,"body":"sharing"},{"startTime":2735.63,"endTime":2735.75,"body":"about"},{"startTime":2735.75,"endTime":2735.87,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2735.87,"endTime":2735.94,"body":"own"},{"startTime":2735.94,"endTime":2736.01,"body":"song."},{"startTime":2736.24,"endTime":2736.56,"body":"Lovely"},{"startTime":2736.56,"endTime":2736.84,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2736.84,"endTime":2737.2,"body":"story."},{"startTime":2737.68,"endTime":2738.12,"body":"Yes."},{"startTime":2738.12,"endTime":2738.44,"body":"Yeah."},{"startTime":2738.44,"endTime":2738.64,"body":"Thank"},{"startTime":2738.64,"endTime":2738.72,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2738.72,"endTime":2738.8,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2738.8,"endTime":2738.92,"body":"much"},{"startTime":2738.92,"endTime":2739.08,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2739.08,"endTime":2739.24,"body":"having"},{"startTime":2739.24,"endTime":2739.4,"body":"me."},{"startTime":2739.4,"endTime":2739.56,"body":"This"},{"startTime":2739.56,"endTime":2739.8,"body":"was."},{"startTime":2739.8,"endTime":2740,"body":"It"},{"startTime":2740,"endTime":2740.12,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2740.12,"endTime":2740.28,"body":"great."},{"startTime":2740.28,"endTime":2740.4,"body":"It"},{"startTime":2740.4,"endTime":2740.52,"body":"was"},{"startTime":2740.52,"endTime":2740.68,"body":"great"},{"startTime":2740.68,"endTime":2740.84,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2740.84,"endTime":2740.96,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":2740.96,"endTime":2741.12,"body":"about"},{"startTime":2741.12,"endTime":2741.44,"body":"it."},{"startTime":2741.52,"endTime":2741.8,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2741.8,"endTime":2742.04,"body":"nice"},{"startTime":2742.04,"endTime":2742.16,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2742.16,"endTime":2742.32,"body":"talk"},{"startTime":2742.32,"endTime":2742.52,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2742.52,"endTime":2742.8,"body":"you."},{"startTime":2742.8,"endTime":2743.16,"body":"Thanks"},{"startTime":2743.16,"endTime":2743.28,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2743.28,"endTime":2743.4,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2743.4,"endTime":2743.6,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2743.6,"endTime":2743.84,"body":"doing"},{"startTime":2743.92,"endTime":2744.16,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2744.16,"endTime":2744.28,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2744.28,"endTime":2744.56,"body":"community,"},{"startTime":2744.56,"endTime":2744.84,"body":"all"},{"startTime":2744.84,"endTime":2744.96,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2744.96,"endTime":2745.16,"body":"support"},{"startTime":2745.16,"endTime":2745.44,"body":"you're"},{"startTime":2745.44,"endTime":2745.68,"body":"giving"},{"startTime":2745.68,"endTime":2746,"body":"back."},{"startTime":2746.24,"endTime":2746.56,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2746.56,"endTime":2746.64,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2746.64,"endTime":2746.84,"body":"wild"},{"startTime":2746.84,"endTime":2747,"body":"thing"},{"startTime":2747,"endTime":2747.12,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2747.12,"endTime":2747.28,"body":"say,"},{"startTime":2747.28,"endTime":2747.44,"body":"but"},{"startTime":2747.44,"endTime":2747.56,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2747.56,"endTime":2747.72,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":2747.72,"endTime":2747.88,"body":"very"},{"startTime":2747.88,"endTime":2748.2,"body":"honored"},{"startTime":2748.2,"endTime":2748.32,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2748.32,"endTime":2748.44,"body":"be"},{"startTime":2748.44,"endTime":2748.56,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2748.56,"endTime":2748.68,"body":"part"},{"startTime":2748.68,"endTime":2748.8,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2748.8,"endTime":2748.92,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2748.92,"endTime":2749.2,"body":"community"},{"startTime":2749.6,"endTime":2750,"body":"despite"},{"startTime":2750,"endTime":2750.28,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2750.28,"endTime":2750.52,"body":"fact"},{"startTime":2750.52,"endTime":2750.88,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2751.6,"endTime":2752.119,"body":"it's."},{"startTime":2752.119,"endTime":2752.52,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2752.52,"endTime":2753,"body":"shared,"},{"startTime":2753,"endTime":2753.24,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2753.24,"endTime":2753.44,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2753.44,"endTime":2753.76,"body":"loss"},{"startTime":2753.76,"endTime":2754.04,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2754.04,"endTime":2754.32,"body":"grief"},{"startTime":2754.32,"endTime":2754.6,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2754.6,"endTime":2754.92,"body":"big"},{"startTime":2754.92,"endTime":2755.68,"body":"experiences."},{"startTime":2755.68,"endTime":2755.96,"body":"But"},{"startTime":2755.96,"endTime":2756.12,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2756.12,"endTime":2756.32,"body":"think"},{"startTime":2756.32,"endTime":2756.56,"body":"that,"},{"startTime":2756.56,"endTime":2756.8,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2756.8,"endTime":2757.12,"body":"know,"},{"startTime":2757.2,"endTime":2757.48,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2757.48,"endTime":2757.72,"body":"people"},{"startTime":2757.72,"endTime":2758.08,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2758.4,"endTime":2758.72,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2758.72,"endTime":2758.88,"body":"in"},{"startTime":2758.88,"endTime":2759,"body":"this"},{"startTime":2759,"endTime":2759.24,"body":"community"},{"startTime":2759.24,"endTime":2759.48,"body":"are"},{"startTime":2759.48,"endTime":2760,"body":"amazing."},{"startTime":2760.48,"endTime":2760.72,"body":"So"},{"startTime":2760.72,"endTime":2760.84,"body":"I"},{"startTime":2760.84,"endTime":2761.04,"body":"feel"},{"startTime":2761.04,"endTime":2761.52,"body":"honored."},{"startTime":2762.41,"endTime":2762.61,"body":"Thank"},{"startTime":2762.61,"endTime":2762.77,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2762.77,"endTime":2762.93,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2762.93,"endTime":2763.45,"body":"listening."},{"startTime":2763.69,"endTime":2764.05,"body":"We'll"},{"startTime":2764.05,"endTime":2764.21,"body":"see"},{"startTime":2764.21,"endTime":2764.37,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2764.37,"endTime":2764.57,"body":"next"},{"startTime":2764.57,"endTime":2764.85,"body":"week"},{"startTime":2764.85,"endTime":2765.13,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2765.13,"endTime":2765.37,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2765.37,"endTime":2765.69,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2765.69,"endTime":2766.09,"body":"building"},{"startTime":2766.09,"endTime":2766.65,"body":"stories"},{"startTime":2766.65,"endTime":2766.97,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2766.97,"endTime":2767.53,"body":"resources."},{"startTime":2768.17,"endTime":2768.45,"body":"Be"},{"startTime":2768.45,"endTime":2768.61,"body":"sure"},{"startTime":2768.61,"endTime":2768.77,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2768.77,"endTime":2769.21,"body":"subscribe"},{"startTime":2769.21,"endTime":2769.73,"body":"wherever"},{"startTime":2769.73,"endTime":2769.93,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2769.93,"endTime":2770.21,"body":"listen"},{"startTime":2770.21,"endTime":2770.41,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2770.41,"endTime":2770.93,"body":"podcasts"},{"startTime":2770.93,"endTime":2771.09,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2771.09,"endTime":2771.25,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2771.25,"endTime":2771.41,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2771.41,"endTime":2771.61,"body":"never"},{"startTime":2771.61,"endTime":2771.81,"body":"miss"},{"startTime":2771.81,"endTime":2771.97,"body":"an"},{"startTime":2771.97,"endTime":2772.49,"body":"episode."},{"startTime":2772.89,"endTime":2773.25,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2773.25,"endTime":2773.53,"body":"follow"},{"startTime":2773.53,"endTime":2773.77,"body":"us"},{"startTime":2773.77,"endTime":2774.01,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2774.01,"endTime":2774.29,"body":"social"},{"startTime":2774.29,"endTime":2774.65,"body":"media"},{"startTime":2774.97,"endTime":2776.57,"body":"AllPathsFB"},{"startTime":2776.97,"endTime":2777.33,"body":"or"},{"startTime":2777.33,"endTime":2777.649,"body":"visit"},{"startTime":2777.649,"endTime":2777.93,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2777.93,"endTime":2778.25,"body":"website,"},{"startTime":2778.49,"endTime":2780.57,"body":"AllPathsFB.org"},{"startTime":2780.65,"endTime":2780.93,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2780.93,"endTime":2781.13,"body":"learn"},{"startTime":2781.13,"endTime":2781.25,"body":"more"},{"startTime":2781.25,"endTime":2781.45,"body":"about"},{"startTime":2781.45,"endTime":2781.65,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2781.65,"endTime":2781.93,"body":"work."},{"startTime":2782.89,"endTime":2783.29,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2783.29,"endTime":2783.69,"body":"please"},{"startTime":2783.93,"endTime":2784.25,"body":"help"},{"startTime":2784.25,"endTime":2784.53,"body":"spread"},{"startTime":2784.53,"endTime":2784.69,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2784.69,"endTime":2785.01,"body":"word"},{"startTime":2785.01,"endTime":2785.25,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2785.25,"endTime":2785.53,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2785.53,"endTime":2786.09,"body":"anyone"},{"startTime":2786.17,"endTime":2786.45,"body":"who"},{"startTime":2786.45,"endTime":2786.61,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2786.61,"endTime":2786.93,"body":"struggling"},{"startTime":2786.93,"endTime":2787.09,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2787.09,"endTime":2787.29,"body":"grow"},{"startTime":2787.29,"endTime":2787.53,"body":"their"},{"startTime":2787.53,"endTime":2787.85,"body":"family"},{"startTime":2787.93,"endTime":2788.21,"body":"can"},{"startTime":2788.21,"endTime":2788.45,"body":"join"},{"startTime":2788.45,"endTime":2788.61,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2788.61,"endTime":2789.11,"body":"conversation."},{"startTime":2790.3,"endTime":2791.02,"body":"Allpaths"},{"startTime":2791.02,"endTime":2791.26,"body":"Family"},{"startTime":2791.26,"endTime":2791.58,"body":"Building"},{"startTime":2791.58,"endTime":2791.98,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2791.98,"endTime":2792.3,"body":"so"},{"startTime":2792.3,"endTime":2792.7,"body":"grateful"},{"startTime":2792.7,"endTime":2792.9,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2792.9,"endTime":2793.06,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2793.06,"endTime":2793.3,"body":"members"},{"startTime":2793.3,"endTime":2793.58,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2793.58,"endTime":2793.82,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2793.82,"endTime":2794.18,"body":"circle"},{"startTime":2794.18,"endTime":2794.34,"body":"of"},{"startTime":2794.34,"endTime":2794.62,"body":"support."},{"startTime":2794.94,"endTime":2795.26,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2795.26,"endTime":2795.5,"body":"today"},{"startTime":2795.5,"endTime":2795.7,"body":"we"},{"startTime":2795.7,"endTime":2795.86,"body":"want"},{"startTime":2795.86,"endTime":2796.02,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2796.02,"endTime":2796.5,"body":"recognize"},{"startTime":2796.5,"endTime":2796.7,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2796.7,"endTime":2797.1,"body":"thank"},{"startTime":2797.18,"endTime":2797.46,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2797.46,"endTime":2797.82,"body":"center"},{"startTime":2797.82,"endTime":2798.06,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2798.06,"endTime":2798.62,"body":"Advanced"},{"startTime":2798.62,"endTime":2799.38,"body":"Reproductive"},{"startTime":2799.38,"endTime":2799.74,"body":"Services,"},{"startTime":2800.3,"endTime":2800.58,"body":"a"},{"startTime":2800.58,"endTime":2800.86,"body":"First"},{"startTime":2800.86,"endTime":2801.42,"body":"Fertility"},{"startTime":2801.42,"endTime":2801.9,"body":"Center."},{"startTime":2801.98,"endTime":2802.38,"body":"Your"},{"startTime":2802.38,"endTime":2802.98,"body":"partnership"},{"startTime":2802.98,"endTime":2803.22,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2803.22,"endTime":2803.7,"body":"vital"},{"startTime":2803.7,"endTime":2804.02,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2804.02,"endTime":2804.3,"body":"our"},{"startTime":2804.3,"endTime":2804.74,"body":"ability"},{"startTime":2804.74,"endTime":2805.059,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2805.059,"endTime":2805.42,"body":"provide"},{"startTime":2805.42,"endTime":2806.02,"body":"emotional"},{"startTime":2806.02,"endTime":2806.38,"body":"support,"},{"startTime":2806.86,"endTime":2807.26,"body":"education"},{"startTime":2807.58,"endTime":2807.98,"body":"and"},{"startTime":2807.98,"endTime":2808.7,"body":"advocacy"},{"startTime":2808.78,"endTime":2809.06,"body":"that"},{"startTime":2809.06,"endTime":2809.22,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2809.22,"endTime":2809.42,"body":"open"},{"startTime":2809.42,"endTime":2809.62,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2809.62,"endTime":2809.98,"body":"anyone"},{"startTime":2809.98,"endTime":2810.14,"body":"who"},{"startTime":2810.14,"endTime":2810.26,"body":"is"},{"startTime":2810.26,"endTime":2810.66,"body":"struggling"},{"startTime":2810.66,"endTime":2810.82,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2810.82,"endTime":2810.98,"body":"grow"},{"startTime":2810.98,"endTime":2811.18,"body":"their"},{"startTime":2811.18,"endTime":2811.5,"body":"family."},{"startTime":2811.98,"endTime":2812.26,"body":"And"},{"startTime":2812.26,"endTime":2812.42,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2812.42,"endTime":2812.54,"body":"the"},{"startTime":2812.54,"endTime":2812.82,"body":"entire"},{"startTime":2812.82,"endTime":2813.54,"body":"allpaths"},{"startTime":2813.54,"endTime":2813.82,"body":"community."},{"startTime":2813.9,"endTime":2814.22,"body":"Thank"},{"startTime":2814.22,"endTime":2814.34,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2814.34,"endTime":2814.46,"body":"for"},{"startTime":2814.46,"endTime":2814.64,"body":"being"},{"startTime":2814.95,"endTime":2815.19,"body":"here."},{"startTime":2815.35,"endTime":2815.75,"body":"It's"},{"startTime":2815.75,"endTime":2815.91,"body":"an"},{"startTime":2815.91,"endTime":2816.27,"body":"honor"},{"startTime":2816.27,"endTime":2816.43,"body":"to"},{"startTime":2816.43,"endTime":2816.63,"body":"walk"},{"startTime":2816.63,"endTime":2816.83,"body":"with"},{"startTime":2816.83,"endTime":2816.99,"body":"you"},{"startTime":2816.99,"endTime":2817.15,"body":"on"},{"startTime":2817.15,"endTime":2817.31,"body":"your"},{"startTime":2817.31,"endTime":2817.75,"body":"journey."}]}