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there, beautiful soul. My name is Amanda, and this is New View Advice. If you're

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have all the answers you seek. You just may need a new view and a

little help along the way. Thank you for joining me for this episode. In this

episode, I'm answering a question from a listener who is wondering why they seek validation

from their parents even though this listener already knows their parents are unsupportive.

And when they seek this validation, they're often left feeling unhappy. I love

this question. I think so many people can relate to this question. Why do we

seek parental validation even though we know we're not going to get

it? Or why do we hold on to the hope that something will be different

this time even though the past shows us that our parents are unable to give

us this validation we're seeking? So in this episode, I discuss why so

many of us continue to seek this validation from our parents. We discuss how so

often our need for parental validation and approval is tied to deep rooted human

fears, including the fear of rejection, the fear of abandonment, the fear of

criticism, and the fear of being unlovable. My intention for this episode

is to help you to feel less alone, help you to feel validated in your

experience, and offer you ways to begin healing from these fears and how we can

begin to validate and love ourselves one step at a time. Before we jump in,

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in.

Why do I look for validation in other people like my parents or

possible boyfriends? It leads me to nothing but unhappiness,

especially since my parents aren't the best supportive people and the men

I talk to aren't going to save me from my situation. But my brain

likes to think that it does. I do wish to have a boyfriend, but I

don't want to be dependent on him for my gratification and happiness. I know

that job is made for me and me alone. Thank you so much for this

question. I think this is a great question that so many people can relate to.

I know I can relate to this question. I feel like everybody at some

point in their life has sought parental validation and not received

it. Maybe some people never receive it. Maybe some people receive it

sometimes, but I really believe that these parental wounds are

universal. I think everybody on some level has a mother wound or

father wound. And if you don't, god bless you. But there's a lot of us

out there who can understand this question and have sought that

validation you speak of. So for your question, I'm really going to

focus on seeking validation from our parents even when they're not the most

supportive people. I think the other relationships you mentioned likely tie

into this parental validation that you're seeking. But I do wanna mention that

if at the end of this episode, you want me to focus on boyfriends because

you don't feel like your question was fully answered, please write in again, and we'll

do another episode fully on boyfriend validation. So

I chose to focus on parents for this episode because I think that for so

many people, the root wound or the beginning of this pattern of

seeking validation originated in childhood by

seeking the love and acceptance from our parents and feeling as though we did

not get it or receive it or feeling unseen by our parents.

But I believe that as we go about life and we're seeking this validation,

very often, it's rooted in an original wound that

started in childhood. So that's why I wanted to focus on that for this episode.

And for me personally, even though I have experienced a lot of trauma in my

life that was done by people not in my family structure, I've actually found that

healing some of these core parental wounds are just as painful as

other traumas, if not more painful. For me in my life, I've found that

that lack of love when I look back at my childhood, it's not that

there was no love, but there was conditioned love, which we're gonna talk

about today. That when love becomes conditional and is

not unconditional, it can create a lot of wounds and

can create a lot of fears such as the fears we're going to touch on

today. And before I jump into discussing this childhood wounding further, I do

wanna say here upfront that seeking validation from others is very

human. We are wired for connection from one another, and being

validated by one another is a way that we feel that connection and

we feel belonging and acceptance. And these are things we

inherently seek as humans. Of course, we wanna feel connected to one

another. Of course, we wanna feel seen by one another. Of course, we wanna

feel like we belong. So don't judge yourself for

seeking external validation. I saw that in your question. You were like, this is for

me and me alone. And, yes, we want to learn to

validate ourselves. But don't judge yourself if you are

seeking external validation because as I mentioned, being validated by one

another creates that connection, so, of course, we're seeking it. Today,

we're just focusing on why you keep seeking it from a place

for this question. It's your parents where you know you're not actually

going to receive it. So we wanna look at this question because it

can become unhealthy for us when we continue to seek that validation from people who

aren't able to give us that validation. And for so many of us, it's our

parents. And this is a painful truth that it's taken me

many years to see in my own life that the validation and the approval

I was seeking from from my parents, I will never receive.

So I could either live my life as I will never be good enough for

my parents' approval, or I can live my life as I am

already enough, I am always enough, I am always worthy.

Unfortunately, my parents don't mirror that back to me every

day. And I believe that you will find people who

validate you, and this will happen more easily

as you begin to validate yourself. I also find with this question that

if we don't truly validate ourselves, someone outside of us can validate us

and we just won't see it or it'll be a temporary fix.

Very often, you won't even be able to hear when somebody's validating

you because you'll be in your own head or your own mind, and you'll be

making up stories about how maybe you think that person's lying or they're not being

truthful or you just won't believe them, or they'll validate you in that moment.

It'll feel good. And then the next day, they'll say something else, and

that'll feel like an invalidation. And then it'll, you know, send you down a

rabbit hole of feeling invalidated again. So the reason we

validate ourselves is really because that's how we begin

to embody our worthiness, our lovability, and

feel that validation we deserve. It's because very often it

starts within. And when you validate yourself, you'll believe the validation that

comes to you. And when somebody doesn't validate you, it won't change your point of

view of yourself. It won't rub your self esteem wrong. You'll know your

worth. That's why we do this, if that makes sense. So for this

question, I broke down why we may be seeking validation

from our parents into 4 fears that this

lack of validation may be triggering. So for each

listener, childhood wounding is different, but I'm going to touch on

these very common fears and wounds that can lead to seeking

validation from your parents even as an adult because these are just 4

wounds that so many people can relate

to. So the first fear we're gonna talk about is the fear of rejection.

And the fear of rejection very often can lead to us seeking

external validation because we are trying to prevent ourselves from

feeling rejected again. So I find that the fear of rejection is very often

a root cause to seeking this external validation. I think for so many

people, there are many times throughout our youth when we experience rejection.

And I've talked about rejection on the podcast before. And one thing I find really

interesting about rejection is that it triggers in our brain the same place gets

activated as physical pain, meaning that it feels just as

painful to be rejected as it does to get punched or to

experience physical pain. And I actually read a study where

participants took Tylenol before discussing experiences

of rejection, and that actually alleviated the emotional pain.

And that to me is so fascinating. And so I think this is important to

note because, of course, we develop coping strategies

when we're young to not experience rejection if it's that

painful. Just like you know that if you throw yourself down a flight of stairs,

that's really gonna hurt, so you don't do it. So if you know a

certain conversation is going to lead to you feeling rejected, you

won't have it. And so many times we

develop these ways of being in order not to feel

rejection because rejection is very painful. And so if you felt

rejected by your parents in your childhood, you may be playing out a pattern where

you are seeking that validation to heal that feeling of rejection.

But since your parents are unsupportive, as you said, instead of it healing that

feeling of rejection, instead it's just triggering that feeling of rejection

over and over again. And oftentimes, we play out these patterns because we're

looking to heal that feeling of rejection. Right? So why do you seek validation from

your parents? Likely because there's a wound there, and you're looking for that wound to

be healed. And currently, when we seek something, we're never

gonna get we're going at it in an unconscious way. But the more

consciousness you bring to this, the more awareness you bring to this, the more you'll

be able to heal and no longer seek the validation that,

unfortunately, you are not going to receive or is very unlikely for

you to receive. So some examples of being rejected by our parents can

include that when we were children, we experienced something very difficult, such as

a hard experience with a sibling or we experienced something difficult at school,

such as bullying, and our parent rejects us. They do not bring us

comfort or validate our feelings. They can sometimes invalidate us

and reject our experience. For example, in my life, I used to feel

rejected when I would come home from school and I would talk about the girls

at school who were bullying me, and my mom oftentimes asked me what

I did in the situation. Rather than validating the hurt I was feeling.

I was often asked, what did you do? What did you do to create this

situation? And for me, I internalized this

as being rejected not only at school by the girls who I felt were bullying

me, but also by my mother by not validating how painful it was to be

bullied, excluded, and honestly shunned at certain points of my

childhood by girls who I considered friends for a really long time. So I experienced

that rejection over and over again, and that was really painful for me. Another

example could be where our parents reject what we're good at. So say you're a

creative and your parent rejects that part of you. That could be very painful and

could lead to feeling rejected. Or say you had something you were really

proud of and your parent dissed it. That could be

internalized inside as rejection. Another example of

rejection is when you try to share your feelings and emotions with your parent and

they reject your experience or your feelings or they make it about their experience and

their feelings. Many parents, unfortunately, lean on their children to

validate their experience while not validating their children's

experience. So that can lead to other unhealthy coping strategies

for children as well where they take on the emotional burden of their household.

The next fear I wanted to mention that can be a reason that we seek

external validation is the fear of abandonment. You may fear that if you are

yourself or if your parents disapprove of you and your actions that they

will abandon you. As I mentioned at the top of the episode, it's not wrong

to seek validation. It just becomes extremely painful, honestly,

to seek validation from the wrong people. Because as I mentioned, so many of

us are seeking that feeling of belonging. And for a lot of people, no

matter how painful your childhood was or no matter

how emotionally mature your parents may have been, you may always feel like you belong

at home. You may always know that at home, I'm at least

accepted to some extent. And so that can lead

to us fearing being abandoned. So you may

know that if you act a certain way at home, you'll be accepted, but

you fear that if you were to change or disrupt the norms that you may

be exiled, shunned, ignored, or abandoned by your family.

We all desire community. We all desire acceptance and

belonging. And if your family is a place where you feel

community, say, you don't have a big community outside your family, it could

really scare you to feel abandoned by your family.

But the truth is that as scary as it is to go against the

norm of family structures and to rock the boat, so to speak, the

truth is that if your family was to abandon you because you were being

yourself or because you're being your authentic self or because you were following your heart,

it means nothing about you and instead says something about your

family's emotional maturity. And this can be a really hard thing for us

to accept, but this is true about anybody. If somebody

abandons you because you are yourself or because you have

hard feelings or because you try to maturely

express something and that leads to someone abandoning

you, that does not mean anything about you. No matter what

happens, in this moment right now, you could not heal from

anything else, you could stop listening to healing stuff, you could just go about your

day exactly as you are. There are a few things that are always true.

You're always worthy, you're always enough, and you're

always loved. It is us who forgets that.

It is us who believes the lies of the world,

the lies of these relationships, and who takes on beliefs that are untrue.

Because, again, no matter what, you're always worthy. You're

always enough, and you are always loved. And these are

truths that we go on the healing journey to remember. It's not

to get something we ever lost. It's to remember

this. But throughout life, we experience a lot of

pain. I sure know that. I've experienced a lot of pain throughout my life, and

I forgot those truths for a very long time. Especially as a sexual

violence survivor, I labeled myself as an unworthy,

horrible person for a very, very long time. But the more I

heal, the more I connect back to myself, I realize that the

truth is I was always enough. I may have gotten a little

lost. I never deserved to be punished for getting lost. I wish

the world was a little more forgiving, a little less hostile, a

little less divisive. But I mentioned that because the journey of

healing is a journey of remembering, and it's a journey of coming home to yourself

and remembering your lovability, remembering your worthiness. And

so with these fears we're talking about today, if

your family does reject you, if your family does abandon you, you are still worthy,

you are still enough, and you are still lovable. And you deserve all the good

things that are coming your way. Because you deserve to feel free to

be yourself, to make mistakes, to grow, and to learn without the fear of

abandonment. And so I mentioned that here because as

you move forward and you begin to become aware

of why you seek this external validation, I want you to remember those truths, and

I want you to remember that you will find your people.

And maybe the more you stop seeking validation from your parents, maybe your

relationship with them will change and grow as well because you will no longer

be seeking something they can't give you, so maybe it'll make room for something else.

You never know with these type of relationships how they will change

when you begin to no longer seek something that they're

unable to give you. And so for me, one thing I want to mention here

is that for me, the fear of abandonment always manifests as the fear that people

won't have my back. So as you're diving into these fears,

you may find that you have specific language for these fears. So I don't really

tell myself I fear being abandoned. Instead, I tell myself I fear people

won't have my back. That's the wording that plays on repeat in my head.

What if they don't have my back? And for a long time,

I had an immense fear of being abandoned. I still can hear that in my

head. What if these people don't have my back? What if nobody has my back?

When it comes to my parents, my fear of abandonment really goes back

to feeling abandoned and ignored in my deepest times of need. You know,

I tried to think of a specific example, but the truth is I had a

lot of hard feelings growing up, and I didn't have a support system.

I didn't have anybody who validated my experience. I either would get

yelled at, which was actually being rejected for those hard

feelings, or nobody would come to my aid. I cried myself to

sleep so many times as a child. I cried in my room all by myself

knowing everybody could hear me and everybody just walked around me like they were

walking around on eggshells, which was very hard for me. I was the youngest in

my family. I have one older brother, and I had 2 parents. I was the

youngest, and I felt like people ignored my pain and

walked around it like it didn't exist. I felt abandoned in my

deepest, darkest hours. And so I mentioned that because

all that was very, very painful. And I

ended up changing myself after that to

become somebody who wouldn't be abandoned. In my

college years, actually, I stopped telling everybody how hard it

was. I began bottling all that up, and I began pretending I was okay

because I realized people didn't abandon Amanda when she was okay.

People only abandoned Amanda when she wasn't okay. So if Amanda pretended

she was always okay, people were around. But the truth was, I

wasn't okay. I wasn't okay in college. I wasn't okay in my

twenties. I'm just getting to be okay in my thirties. And

I mentioned this because I developed this coping strategy that maybe some of you have

developed as well where I became a people pleaser, and I

became somebody who did not share their feelings with others because I

labeled them as too much. That's what I learned in my youth, that my feelings

were too much. And if I shoved them down and I dealt with them on

my own, then I wasn't too much and people wouldn't reject or abandon

me. But this was a temporary fix because by doing this, I disconnected from

myself. I disconnected from the truth of who I really was, and I didn't feel

seen in my relationships. I didn't feel loved in my relationships and resentment grow.

So I had to become honest with myself throughout my healing journey and allow myself

to be who I am, who I truly am, no matter how I show up.

Some days I'm good. Some days I'm having hard days. That's okay. That's

life. I just mentioned all that because throughout that

journey, I was still seeking that external validation from my

parents, which is why I changed myself. The third fear I wanted to

touch on that can lead us to seeking validation from our parents is the fear

of criticism. Many times when we are criticized as

children, that's extremely painful. Criticism can look

like direct criticism. It can also look like comparison to siblings or

comparison to other children your age or comparison to adults

even. And so when we're criticized as children, we learn that there's

something wrong with us. We learn that we're not enough as we are. We can

feel like we're not loved when we're criticized. So that can lead to

us, again, changing our behavior, changing how we show up in the world,

changing what opinions we share and how we act, and that can lead us

to seeking external validation from people who can't give it to

us. Because say your parent always criticizes your external appearance, and

you keep going to that parent for validation with your external appearance. But

they're likely gonna just continue to mirror back to you that your external appearance isn't

enough. Even if you lose weight, even if you gain weight, even if you

gain muscle, even if you cut your hair, even if you change your look, they're

probably still gonna mirror to you that it's not enough. Or eventually, you're gonna

become this person that's not you to make them happy, and

then you're not gonna be happy. But if somebody is criticizing your external

appearance, it's not about you. It's about them. And that

again can be really hard for us to see. But when people

are criticizing us, it's truly not about

us. Even though they're gonna tell us it's all about us, it's really not. And

it's so hard not to take things personally. I can still struggle with this. I

can still take things personally. I'm human. But I always remember that it's

really not about me. This came up for me recently that I met a woman

who's a fellow survivor, so I mistakenly thought we would

get along. We did not get along. I don't think she likes me, which

is okay, but it took me a little bit to accept that. But what I

saw in that moment was that I was seeking validation from this woman. I really

wanted her to like me. And the second I stopped seeking validation from her, I

felt so much better. We can have this conversation better if I'm not seeking

anything from her. I'm actually much more confident in myself when I'm not looking

to her for approval. Because when we look to somebody else for approval and for

that validation, we're really giving our power away. And when we can understand

that when somebody maybe insults us, intentionally or unintentionally,

and we choose to be like, that has nothing to do with me, we take

our power back, and we let it go, and we move

forward with more connection to ourselves and reminding ourselves of

our worthiness. So this fear of criticism in parental relationships, as I

mentioned, can be insults directly from your parent. Maybe you had an emotionally abusive

parent. But if you did, you may change yourself or seek

validation in order to try, like we've said, to heal that part of you

that still feels that criticism that you received from your parent. But, unfortunately,

people who are critical tend to remain critical, and they tend to be critical of

everybody. And, again, it's just important to remember that critical people are

really actually the most critical of themselves. People don't

criticize others when they have empathy and they can understand somebody.

They criticize things because very likely inside they have their

own wounded inner child that they have not dealt with. The last

fear I wanted to mention here is the fear of unlovability. I think all

of the fears I've mentioned, the fear of rejection, the fear of abandonment, and the

fear of criticism can all tie back to the fear of being unlovable,

which also to me is the fear of being unworthy of love. I think

at the heart of all wounds, it's this fear of being unlovable.

Humans are beings of love. We're here to love one another and to love

ourselves and to remember that we are loved and we're worthy and we're enough no

matter what is happening, no matter what anybody says. And in every moment, as

I've mentioned, we are loved. But for many of us, we did not experience this

unconditional love from our parents. We learned that love was conditional,

which is a very painful experience because at the heart of life, when we feel

loved, we feel safe and we feel good and we feel connected to

ourselves. And it's that unlovability that so often creates fear,

suffering, separation, and disconnection from ourselves and from one another.

So when we're still seeking that parental validation, it very often stems back to

this core wound of feeling unworthy and feeling unloved or feeling like the

love within your home was conditioned, and you're looking for it to feel

unconditional. And the truth is so many of us wanna feel like our parents love

us. So many of us know logically that our parents love us but do

not feel that love, or we don't feel that love at all times, and that

can lead us to changing ourselves in order to gain that love. But the truth

is that love isn't to be gained or taken away. True

love is unconditional. And that's why on the

healing journey, we're practicing self love. It's because we're

remembering that that love is unconditional for ourselves.

Because the outside world may not mirror back to us

unconditional love, but true love is unconditional. True love is

knowing that in every moment, you are lovable. No matter what mistake

you made, no matter what you are looking for forgiveness on, it did

not take away love. It's a moment of suffering.

You know, for me as a rape survivor, it's been a really hard lesson for

me knowing that in every moment of my life, there was a higher power and

also myself. My heart loved me through all those moments. It's

incredibly humbling to come back to the truth that we

are always loved, and it's humbling to realize how

conditional love can feel from other people. It's

incredibly painful to feel like when we are ourselves, we are not

loved. And so that's why so many of these fears go back to that fear

of, oh my god. If I'm myself, will you not love me? What does

that mean about me? And the truth is humans are

humans, and they're only able to love you as much as they love themselves.

So anytime love is conditional from another human, it means that they're

blocking themselves from that love as well. So that's why, again, we go back to

practicing unconditional love with ourselves. And so why

do I bring all these fears up? I bring all these fears up because all

the above fears can lead us to disconnecting from ourselves. And so how

do we let go of this need for parental validation which leads us to

disconnecting from ourselves, and how do we reconnect to ourselves?

So my first suggestion is to practice self awareness. That's what we've begun doing

on this podcast is by bringing awareness to these fears. So these

are some questions you can begin asking yourself to help you to become more

aware and to connect back to your truth.

So some questions I suggest are, why do I seek validation

from my parents? How do I think I will feel when my

parents validate me? What's a time that comes to mind where I

wanted my parents' validation and I did not get it? How did that

feel? How did I handle that situation? Am I

able to validate myself? Why or why not? Do I have a fear

of rejection, abandonment, criticism, or unlovability? If

so, explore this deeper. And what do I

believe about myself when I do not receive external

validation? So these questions will help you to become more aware

of your situation and where this seeking external validation may originate

from. I also invite you to become aware of your thoughts when you're

around your parents as well as your feelings. Do any specific

feelings arise when you are with them? For me,

I found for a long time, I felt hyper alert when I was with my

parents. I felt like I had to act a certain way to make them happy.

So for a long time, I had to pretend I was okay like I mentioned,

and that was exhausting. And I felt like I was hypervigilant, and I was really

on guard when I was around them. And so for me, it took me becoming

aware of this is how I felt, and this is what I was doing in

order to begin understanding why I was doing that

and healing and moving forward in a new way. I

also find when we are practicing self awareness, it can be helpful to read

books. A few books I recommend for healing parental

wounds and healing this need for external validation from your

parents is 1, Running on Empty by Jonas Webb. This is

about overcoming your childhood emotional neglect. This is a

great book that talks about really the things that may have been

missing in our childhood. So you may be listening to this episode like, well, my

parents were great. They didn't abuse me, all these things. But this book

talks about how maybe there was something missing. And sometimes the thing that

was missing can be harder to identify than the thing

that happened. If you experienced abuse, it's easy to be like, oh, that was

abuse. But if something was missing, you may not have the language for it, and

this book could really help you. I found it helpful on my own journey. The

second book I recommend is adult children of emotionally immature parents. This is by

Lindsay c Gibson, and this book really talks about how

emotional immaturity from our parents can really impact us. The 3rd book

I recommend is How to Do the Work by doctor Nicola Pera. She talks

about her own experience throughout this book. The book is really broken down in

how to do the inner work, but throughout the book, she talks about her own

relationship with her parents and how she began to become aware

of that and how she saw how it was impacting her. So I thought that

to honestly be the most helpful part of that book for me. The 4th book

I recommend is will I ever be good enough? Healing the daughters of narcissistic mothers.

This is for people who either wonder if their mother was a narcissist or have

a narcissistic parent. I found this book really helpful along my own journey. And this

book is by Carole McBride. And the 5th book I recommend is also for people

who may be healing from narcissistic parents, and it's called Growing Up the Scapegoat by

Narcissistic Parents by Jay Reid. And this book talks a lot

about being the scapegoat, which is being the person within a narcissistic

family who a lot of the blame is put on for problems

within the family. And so I'll link all those also at nuvioadvice.com/112.

The second thing I recommend for healing is to practice inner child

work. I talk a lot about inner child work throughout the podcast, but connecting with

your inner child will be really, really helpful for you in healing

this wound of seeking external validation from your parents

and healing these wounds we talked about today. So inner child

work can be done in many different ways. I'll link a meditation in the show

notes as well as a journaling exercise on how to dialogue with your inner child.

But I find journaling with your inner child to be really helpful, meditating.

You may find that working with a therapist could be really helpful. I also find

when healing these parental wounds, working with a therapist can be really, really helpful

or a mental health professional or somebody who can hold space for

you to dive deeper into this because the truth is you deserve to be

validated in your experience. And sometimes that's what a

therapist is there for, just to validate you and your feelings and to tell you

it's okay you feel that way. That's what I personally use my therapist for mostly

at this point is just the things I'm working through. I come in and I

talk about the ahas I had and the feelings I'm having. And my

therapist says, yes. All your feelings are valid, and I always feel better

afterwards. Because as we've talked about, it's okay to seek validation from others.

It's just right now you're seeking it from a place where you're not going to

receive it. And that can even be a really hard realization is

that you may never receive the validation you are seeking from your parents. I know

it took me a really long time to finally accept that I will

never receive the validation or approval from my parents no matter how hard I

work. It takes time to accept that and it takes a lot of hard feelings

and connecting to that inner child. Another thing I love to do with the inner

child work is to write letters to your inner child and to write letters as

your inner child so if you write back and forth between you and your inner

child. The third thing you can practice doing is

allowing yourself to feel all your feelings. As you practice

awareness and inner child work, you'll find that feelings arise or

you'll become aware of your feelings Even if you feel disconnected from those

feelings, you may be like, that makes me angry even if you're not connected to

that anger. And so it's important to begin processing these feelings. Many

people become aware, but try to skip the feeling the feelings part, but that's really

where the goodness is. I like to view it, but it's the hardest part,

which is why we avoid it. Oftentimes, we feel like our feelings will be the

end of us. But the truth is that when we feel those feelings,

1, the feelings won't last forever, and 2, that's when the relief

really comes. So sometimes we bring the awareness, and we just keep playing

the awareness on repeat because we're still in the mind. It's when we allow

ourselves to feel our feelings. It's when that relief

finally comes and we feel a release, and we're able to move forward in

a new way. So feeling your feelings is similar

to inner child work where you can meditate. You can

journal. I think doing inner child work often brings up feelings. I

also find creativity is a great way to process our feelings. So finding a way

to use creativity to process your feelings, such as writing poetry,

writing stories. You could color. I find sometimes when I

color, it helps me to just feel sad if I have, like, the feeling of

sadness or one of those softer feelings. But

finding different ways to feel your feelings. Also, a big thing with feeling your feelings

is making the time to feel your feelings. I think so many people run around

all day with endless to do list in order to not feel how they're

really feeling and not to look at their feelings. So for you,

feeling your feelings may be giving yourself a full day, giving yourself a

Saturday where you're just going to leave it unplanned and you're gonna unplug for the

day, or maybe it's giving yourself 15 minutes in the morning or 15

minutes in the evening to feel your feelings. And maybe the first couple times you

sit down, you don't have any feelings for those 15 minutes, but it's a practice.

Right? So the more you create space for your feelings, the more they will

begin to come up. Me, personally, I feel my feelings through meditation.

Every morning, I meditate. I do an energy cleansing meditation, and then I sit

for about an hour. I know not everybody has the luxury of an hour, but

that is how I feel my feelings at this point is that some days it's

feeling really hard feelings, and sometimes it's reassuring myself that things will be

okay. But I give myself the time of

meditation to be with myself every single day. And that was a practice I

built over time. Now I notice the days I don't sit down to meditate, it's

very rare. But even Evan will be like, did you meditate today? And I'll be

like, no. And he'll be like, okay. Go meditate because you are moody. So for

me, meditations is an essential part of my healing and my day.

Also, finding ways to move your body can move energy and move feelings. Yoga is

a fantastic way to move your feelings, move your energy.

Dancing and even going to the gym or going for a run can help you

as well with finding different ways and what works best for you. That's gonna be

a big part of feeling your feelings is that you're going to find the way

that works best for you. And, again, with feeling your feelings, I mentioned

therapy or working with a professional a already, but another way to feel your feelings

is to begin working with a professional who can help you to heal back the

layers, bring awareness, and to feel your feelings, and you may need help

diving deeper. The 4th thing I wanted to recommend here for

connecting back to yourself is practicing boundaries. So as you're looking at

and healing this, you may need to set some boundaries with your family. I find

that many times when we're healing relationship wounds, we need space from those

relationships in order to see our own situation clearer and to give ourselves the

safety and the distance to have all those feelings. So I like

to view it that when we're healing these emotional wounds, I like to view it

like a physical wound. So if you broke your ankle, you wouldn't keep trying to

walk on that ankle. You would give it time and rest. It's the same when

we're healing emotional wounds. So if you're healing a frontal wound, you may need some

space in order to heal that. If you're unable to take space, you can also

practice boundaries by knowing what conversations you're willing to

have with your family. So I would invite you to not open up

those vulnerable spaces as you're healing this. And

then when you feel like you're in a more stable place, you can begin to

create a new relationship with your parents. But as you're healing from

their unsupportive behavior, I wouldn't be looking to them for

support because you're likely just going to retrigger yourself, if that makes

sense. And the last thing I want to mention here is that it's important to

practice self love. I think practicing self love is the most

important always, and it's easier said than done. Self love to me

is unconditional love of self, and it's learning to validate

yourself. It's learning to feel worthy no matter what happens and no matter what

anyone else says or does. And this is hard work, especially when we've

been seeking external validation for our entire lives.

Self love is a practice. It takes time, but you are worthy of

your own love, and that love of self will

penetrate deep within your bones. That's how I'm seeing it right now is

that the more you love yourself, the more you will always walk around with

this almost shield of protection because that's what love is. It's a

protection from that which doesn't serve you. Because if you love yourself,

the words that would hurt you will just bounce off you because they won't

penetrate you because you'll have your own back so deeply. And, again, this is

a practice. Doing this work is hard work. And self love is so

important here because the love a parent has for a child should be unconditional,

but, unfortunately, this is not always the case. And this is why so many people

honestly begin their healing journey is to heal from the mother wound, the father wound,

those parental wounds. And the healing journey to me is really a journey of remembering

that we are loved. It's a journey of love of self and learning to love

ourselves unconditionally, especially when we didn't grow up in environments where

unconditional love existed. So everything I just talked about takes

time, and it's really just beginning to feel your feelings, have

that awareness, and to love yourself along the way will go

much farther than you may think. I find that people think self love

and self compassion are these fruity things, but, truly, they are so important and they

are so difficult. We build up all these walls to love. We build up all

these walls to self kindness. And the more we begin to peel back

those walls and we begin to give ourselves that loving kindness, the easier life becomes

in all different ways and the more we feel that worthiness that we've

always deserved to feel. Because that's how I just wanna end this episode is that

you deserve unconditional love. You deserve to feel worthy. You deserve to feel

enough. And though many of these steps I talked about can feel really hard or

difficult and challenging, we go on this journey because we deserve to remember our

worth. We deserve to remember how lovable we are, and I hope something in this

answer was helpful. I'm sending you so much love.

Thank you so much for joining me for another episode of New View advice. As

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