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Kevin Lowe: If you clicked on today's episode, expecting a heartwarming conversation with
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Kevin Lowe: a guy who shares his life story about growing up in a small coal mining town
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Kevin Lowe: in West Virginia to getting to where he is today,
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Kevin Lowe: graduating from Harvard Business School, from becoming a published author with
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Kevin Lowe: his book, Appalachian Kid,
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Kevin Lowe: well then you found the right place.
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Kevin Lowe: Because today is a story about a kid who had every bit of adversity one could expect.
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Kevin Lowe: And yet he overcame.
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Kevin Lowe: Today is a story that I think can pull at your heartstrings,
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Kevin Lowe: can pull at your emotions, but more than anything else, can leave you realizing
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Kevin Lowe: that anything is possible.
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Kevin Lowe: Sometimes we just got to work at it. We got to keep going.
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Kevin Lowe: And in the end, well, you have a story to tell.
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Kevin Lowe: Today is an interview with John Boyle, the author of Appalachian Kid, A story of his life.
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Kevin Lowe: A story that's going to guide today's conversation.
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Kevin Lowe: My friend, it's episode 327. I'm glad you're here. I look forward to seeing you inside.
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Intro: Yo, are you ready to flip the script on life? Because those bad days,
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Intro: they're just doors to better days.
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Intro: And that's exactly what we do here at Grit, Grace, and Inspiration.
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Intro: Your host, Kevin Lowe. He's been flipping the script on his own life,
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Intro: Turning over 20 years of being completely blind into straight up inspiration,
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Intro: motivation, and encouragement just for you.
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Intro: So, kick back, relax, and let me introduce you to your host, Kevin Lowe.
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Kevin Lowe: John, man, welcome to the podcast, dude. It is a pleasure to have you.
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John Boyle: Thank you so much, Kevin. I've been looking forward to this since we talked
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John Boyle: a month ago. Yeah. And it's an honor to be on your show.
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Kevin Lowe: Oh, man. Thank you. Yeah, absolutely, dude. Well, John, I'm excited for us to
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Kevin Lowe: explore kind of this entire kind of life's journey you've been on.
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Kevin Lowe: And I would love for you to just kind of take us back in time.
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Kevin Lowe: Put us in the place of childhood. Where did you grow up? What was childhood
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Kevin Lowe: like for you? Just kind of paint that picture.
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Kevin Lowe: And I figured that would be an awesome starting point.
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John Boyle: Absolutely. I would be happy to. If I get too long-winded, you let me know, Kevin.
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John Boyle: I grew up in a small mining community in Kingwood, West Virginia.
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John Boyle: It's a town of 2,000 people, and it's on the border of Maryland and Pennsylvania.
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John Boyle: And where I grew up was just up in the mountains. It's a farming and mining community.
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John Boyle: And growing up, it was a beautiful place. It was a safe place.
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John Boyle: It was somewhere where you could go out and you could ride your bike and not
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John Boyle: come home until it was dark.
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John Boyle: And I always played outside and with my friends.
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John Boyle: And I love the area and the people.
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John Boyle: And really, I couldn't have asked to grow up in a better place, Kevin.
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John Boyle: But when I was growing up, I didn't know it until I was older.
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John Boyle: But I grew up in a violent home. You know, when you're a little kid,
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John Boyle: you don't know how to compare your circumstances with someone else's.
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John Boyle: You're just doing the best you can to get from one day to the next.
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John Boyle: And maybe that's a really high level summary.
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John Boyle: But growing up in those circumstances, Kevin, it gave me a lot of difficulty.
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John Boyle: And as I, you know, from my earliest memories until, you know,
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John Boyle: well into elementary school, I really had a lot of difficulty and it stemmed
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John Boyle: from, you know, violence in the home.
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John Boyle: And, you know, look, this is something that just isn't isolated to me.
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John Boyle: This is quite common in our society.
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John Boyle: And the children who grow up under those circumstances carry the ramifications
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John Boyle: of those actions with them into adulthood.
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John Boyle: And so my childhood was great in many senses.
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John Boyle: And I have to this day, Kevin, my closest of friends are the ones I grew up
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John Boyle: with in Preston County, West Virginia.
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John Boyle: And so I, again, I couldn't have asked for better circumstances.
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John Boyle: However, there was a great deal of adversity, especially in childhood and into
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John Boyle: high school and college. Yeah.
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Kevin Lowe: Now, did you grow up with brothers and sisters?
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John Boyle: Yes. I had three younger sisters, or have three younger sisters rather,
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John Boyle: and I was the oldest and the only male.
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Kevin Lowe: Okay. Wow.
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Kevin Lowe: You said, you know, the thing of, you know, when you're growing up and you're
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Kevin Lowe: a kid, you don't you don't realize that anything's different about the way you're growing up.
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Kevin Lowe: How old were you when you realized, wait a minute, this isn't normal?
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John Boyle: Well, I would say first or second grade, maybe third grade in that area.
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John Boyle: There would be family members who would come to our house and kind of witness
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John Boyle: some of the treatment, so to speak, ill-advised treatment, really.
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John Boyle: And I could tell from the reactions from my aunt, especially, that it wasn't kosher.
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John Boyle: And so I began to have radar towards that treatment.
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John Boyle: And really, when I realized that this wasn't going on in everyone's home was
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John Boyle: when I started to have sleepovers at friends' houses or go to friends' houses after school.
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John Boyle: And, you know, I would hear, you know, their parents say little things like,
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John Boyle: I love you. You know, those were things that I didn't hear in my home.
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John Boyle: And I'm not trying to pick on my parents. That's just the way it was.
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John Boyle: And, you know, just the overall treatment and what they incurred in their home
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John Boyle: and what I incurred in mine was quite different.
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John Boyle: And that's when I began to see that there was something going on in my home
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John Boyle: that didn't go on in everyone's. Yeah, absolutely.
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Kevin Lowe: How did that then impact kind of the rest of your childhood?
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John Boyle: Overwhelmingly. As time went
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John Boyle: on, Kevin, third and fourth grade became exceedingly difficult for me.
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John Boyle: I started to be sent to the classroom where there were readers that were behind
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John Boyle: or kids that were behind in math. It was almost like I was impaired.
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John Boyle: And really what was going on,
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John Boyle: Kevin, I was displaying symptoms of a mental disorder I didn't know I had.
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John Boyle: And so I would disassociate with my surroundings at school, especially after
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John Boyle: something troubling had happened in my home.
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John Boyle: And, you know, when I was disassociating in school, I was typecast by many of
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John Boyle: my teachers as being lazy and a daydreamer.
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John Boyle: And that really enraged my father because he didn't like laziness, right? Right.
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John Boyle: And so I would incur punishment on top of the abuse from my mom for having bad
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John Boyle: grades and not being able to function in school.
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John Boyle: And one played off another and my grades got worse. Those actions didn't do any good for me.
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John Boyle: And by sixth grade, Kevin, I almost failed. I almost failed.
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John Boyle: I almost failed sixth grade.
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John Boyle: And I remember distinctly, Kevin, going to a parent teacher conference with
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John Boyle: both of my parents. And I remember my sixth grade teacher looking at my parents
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John Boyle: and saying, this kid will never make it to college, much less graduate.
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John Boyle: And so that was my elementary school years and junior high didn't get any easier.
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Kevin Lowe: Wow. Wow, wow, wow. During this time in your life that we're up to at this point, was there anything?
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Kevin Lowe: I mean, we talk about school is tough. We talked about home life is really hard.
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Kevin Lowe: Was there anything or anyone, though, that you kind of clung to that maybe got
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Kevin Lowe: you through it looking back?
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John Boyle: That's a great question. And not to foreshadow the ending of my book,
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John Boyle: but that is the ending of my book.
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John Boyle: The ending of my book, Kevin, is that my life is a miracle and that I didn't
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John Boyle: realize that when I was a kid, but God put people in my life that gave me enough to get from A to B.
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John Boyle: My dad's friend, best friend growing up was a guy named Jeff.
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John Boyle: And he used to take me, you know, hunting. He used to take me fishing.
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John Boyle: You know, we would go camping.
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John Boyle: He had some kids, but younger than me.
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John Boyle: And before he had children, he spent time with me. And it really left an impression on me.
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John Boyle: I had an aunt who from the youngest years I can remember was always defending me.
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John Boyle: And if she saw treatment that I shouldn't be receiving at home,
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John Boyle: she would be vocal about it. But she was the only one that really spoke up and
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John Boyle: even to this day continues to speak up and say it's wrong.
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John Boyle: There were others, you know, friends. My best friend Moose to this day,
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John Boyle: you know, he used to walk me from class to class in junior high to make sure no one picked on me.
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John Boyle: There were so many people that God put in my life that changed it.
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John Boyle: And all through my life, there were people that just it just changed the trajectory.
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John Boyle: And when I got to high school, Kevin, I didn't say this part,
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John Boyle: but from about fifth grade on, as a young man, I just took the approach that
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John Boyle: when I was hit, I was going to defend myself.
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John Boyle: And that made the reaction from my mother much more vicious.
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John Boyle: And to be honest with you, as a child, I really didn't care.
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John Boyle: I saw it as no one's going to protect me, so I'm going to do it.
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John Boyle: And And right, wrong, or indifferent, that's what happened.
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John Boyle: And so there became a dynamic in my home where there were altercations constantly, constantly.
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John Boyle: And by the time I was 14 or 15, you know, it was happening quite frequent.
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John Boyle: And my father pitched the idea that I could go to a boarding school.
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John Boyle: And really, that was my way out. And when I went to that boarding school at
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John Boyle: 15, I was a sophomore. more.
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John Boyle: And when I got to that school, it was the best thing that ever happened to me.
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John Boyle: I may say that over and over, but there were many good things that happened to me.
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John Boyle: And I can't stress that enough.
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John Boyle: This is not a story about those who did me wrong.
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John Boyle: This is a story about the goodness of God.
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John Boyle: And he placed all of these teachers in my world from 15 to 18 that took a kid
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John Boyle: that almost failed 10th grade again,
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John Boyle: Kevin, was next to last in my class and just mightily struggling because I didn't
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John Boyle: have a good educational background.
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John Boyle: I was disassociated all through elementary school and much of junior high.
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John Boyle: And I'm not making excuses.
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John Boyle: That's just my journey. And so there were many, many teachers there.
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John Boyle: My English teacher, my math teacher, my football coach, my Spanish teacher, the head of school.
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John Boyle: These people plowed into me and didn't have to, too, but they did and it changed my life.
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Kevin Lowe: Wow.
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John Boyle: That's the essence of mentorship right there.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah, absolutely.
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Kevin Lowe: Before kind of moving forward, did your sisters endure the same treatment as you?
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John Boyle: You know, Kevin, I don't really write about my sisters in my book.
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John Boyle: I do in a few stories about my childhood just to give the story the proper context.
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John Boyle: But, you know, from my vantage point, they certainly had it difficult.
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John Boyle: I don't know that they had it as difficult as I did. But honestly,
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John Boyle: that's something that they would have to answer.
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John Boyle: I really, you know, I really left the house at 15 and I didn't come back.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Okay. So at boarding school, you spoke about that was really kind of a,
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Kevin Lowe: I would consider a pivotal shift, a positive shift forward.
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Kevin Lowe: Were there any other kind of standout moments when you look back at that period
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Kevin Lowe: in time that you feel like was really pivotal in getting you kind of on the
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Kevin Lowe: course that you ended up taking that's led to kind of where you are today?
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John Boyle: Yeah. The first image that comes into my mind when you ask that is the day that
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John Boyle: I left West Virginia and went to Salzburg, Pennsylvania.
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John Boyle: The name of the boarding school was the Kiske School.
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John Boyle: And until this year, it was all male. And there was when I pulled up to my when
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John Boyle: my family pulled up to the dorm to drop me off, there was a man standing outside.
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John Boyle: The dorm's name was Clark Hall.
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John Boyle: I remember it well. It was in the fall of 1992.
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John Boyle: And there was a man standing outside the doors with a Kiske ball cap.
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John Boyle: And I was the first student to move in the dorm that day. And just that handoff, Kevin,
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John Boyle: was so symbolic for me and looking back at it to see a man who was welcoming,
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John Boyle: who said, we're glad to have you here and I'm going to help you get oriented.
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John Boyle: And we're looking forward to spending this year with you. just things like that.
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John Boyle: It just, it just gave me a feeling of I'm welcome.
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John Boyle: That man, his name's Mark Orsatti and he's still a teacher there.
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John Boyle: And when I, when I launched my book, did my, my book opening in September of
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John Boyle: 23, I did it at that school and he showed up and I told that story,
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John Boyle: Kevin, and I said it to everybody there.
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John Boyle: And I looked over at him and he was just, I mean, just crying his eyes out.
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John Boyle: Wow. And it was so cool for me because I don't know that he ever knew that. Right.
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John Boyle: When you're a mentor, I don't think, you know, the impact that you have on a child.
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John Boyle: And I think to get feedback like that, well, obviously it meant something to him too.
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John Boyle: So there were many other moments, Kevin, I don't want to ramble here.
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John Boyle: So you cut me off if I am, but you know, my first grade reading,
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John Boyle: the head of school reads your grades to you.
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John Boyle: There's only about 200 students in the school. So it's pretty personable.
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John Boyle: And his name was Mr. Pigeon. And he read my grades to me. And he told me I was last in the class.
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John Boyle: And Kevin, he didn't tear into me. He didn't tell me that I was going to be
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John Boyle: nothing but a truck driver and that I was stupid and the things that I used
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John Boyle: to hear about my grades. He just said, John, your effort grades are B's.
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John Boyle: And if you get them up to A's, you'll be my hero.
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John Boyle: He didn't he didn't land base me over having 60 and 70 percent in certain classes.
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John Boyle: And and I'll give you one over. He didn't do it all year.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah.
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John Boyle: And he just stood beside me. And there were dorm parents in a dorm at Kiske.
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John Boyle: There are family housing connected to the dorm. So you're more or less in a
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John Boyle: family atmosphere and you have what's called dorm parents and those dorm parents are teachers.
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John Boyle: And one of the men there was a guy named Dr. Lane and he taught me how to study.
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John Boyle: And my junior year, my football coach really helped me get more prepared in
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John Boyle: the season before I started school. school, I came back with an idea of what
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John Boyle: I was getting myself into.
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John Boyle: And my first grade reading, my junior year, I made the honor roll for the first time in my life.
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John Boyle: And I think it shocked anybody that knew me.
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John Boyle: But the man that was happiest for me was the guy who taught me how to study,
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John Boyle: Dr. Lane. And he was a man's man, tough.
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John Boyle: And he gave me a hug when I told him. He couldn't have been happier.
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John Boyle: And those moments, I can't express how much they meant to me.
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Kevin Lowe: And I
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John Boyle: Write about in my book.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah yeah absolutely the the power of of a mentor the power of a teacher the
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Kevin Lowe: power of somebody just shows a kid that they care it's profound it
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John Boyle: Is and when you grow up like me it's critical.
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Kevin Lowe: Absolutely
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Kevin Lowe: So in sixth grade, you were told you would never graduate. You would never amount to anything.
00:15:55.545 --> 00:15:59.265
Kevin Lowe: But obviously that was wrong.
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Kevin Lowe: Talk to me about life continuing out of high school. What happens?
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John Boyle: Well, I graduated high school in the summer before I graduated college or went to college. I'm sorry.
00:16:13.945 --> 00:16:17.765
John Boyle: In between the summer when I graduated high school and started college,
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John Boyle: I had worked for my family business, which was in road construction for years at this point.
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John Boyle: And I started to realize, I started to consume alcohol and I started to realize
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John Boyle: that alcohol covered up some of the symptoms I was having that I didn't know I had a mental disorder.
00:16:37.545 --> 00:16:40.985
John Boyle: I didn't know what was going on with me at this point. But even through high
00:16:40.985 --> 00:16:48.425
John Boyle: school and certainly became more pronounced in college, I began to suffer from bouts of insomnia.
00:16:48.565 --> 00:16:50.605
John Boyle: I mean, bouts of it for weeks and weeks.
00:16:50.825 --> 00:16:59.485
John Boyle: I was having flashbacks and just negative memories that were coming into my
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John Boyle: brain for no apparent reason.
00:17:01.185 --> 00:17:04.305
John Boyle: They were being triggered by smells and sights and thoughts.
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John Boyle: And I just didn't know anything about them, right?
00:17:07.845 --> 00:17:13.885
John Boyle: So I was having difficulty when you peel back the onion or peel back the curtain
00:17:13.885 --> 00:17:17.405
John Boyle: to my private life that no one was seeing.
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John Boyle: And I would have chronic muscle tenseness. I was having nightmares.
00:17:22.545 --> 00:17:27.985
John Boyle: My fight or flight response would get stuck on. And I would feel like there
00:17:27.985 --> 00:17:30.485
John Boyle: was a bomb threat called in for no reason whatsoever.
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John Boyle: And so I really had a lot of difficulty. And what I figured out was that alcohol
00:17:35.385 --> 00:17:37.005
John Boyle: covered up a lot of these symptoms.
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John Boyle: So I began drinking. And when I went to college, I went to the number one party
00:17:42.945 --> 00:17:45.445
John Boyle: school in the United States. I went to West Virginia University.
00:17:46.393 --> 00:17:51.433
John Boyle: And I went to the School of Engineering. And so by my fourth day of college,
00:17:51.533 --> 00:17:53.973
John Boyle: Kevin, I was arrested for driving under the influence.
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John Boyle: And it was really a, no pun intended, a sobering moment for me.
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John Boyle: And it really got me back on track and made me realize very early that I was
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John Boyle: becoming someone that I didn't intend to be.
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John Boyle: And that those actions really blemished the work that I'd done in my life thus
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John Boyle: far. And so I was able to get my focus back on track.
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John Boyle: I graduated from the School of Engineering, the civil engineering degree in 1999.
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John Boyle: But really, I also struggled in college, Kevin. I struggled mightily with the
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John Boyle: symptoms that I've talked about already. ready.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Wow. I wanted to back up a little bit.
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Kevin Lowe: You said something about, I guess, that in between high school and college,
00:18:43.733 --> 00:18:47.273
Kevin Lowe: you mentioned something about your family's business. Yes.
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Kevin Lowe: So what kind of business was that?
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Kevin Lowe: And I guess I guess I kind of failed to ask was during your time in boarding
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Kevin Lowe: school, what kind of contact and relationship did you keep with your family?
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John Boyle: Well, I was much closer with my father than my mother. My dad was a coal miner.
00:19:10.733 --> 00:19:11.873
John Boyle: He was a hardened individual.
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John Boyle: And I don't fault him for being that. Those were his circumstances and that's just who he was.
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John Boyle: And so, especially when I was in junior high, my father didn't like the comments
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John Boyle: that would come home with my report cards about me being perceived as lazy or a daydreamer.
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John Boyle: And so he put me to work at 13.
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John Boyle: I began working in a machine shop. When I was 13, my family had a mining business.
00:19:40.393 --> 00:19:43.893
John Boyle: They had some surface mines and some deep mines, and they mined coal there.
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John Boyle: In North Central West Virginia. And so I worked in the machine shop where they
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John Boyle: rebuilt some of the miners and underground equipment and, you know,
00:19:52.601 --> 00:19:57.581
John Boyle: really just clean the bathroom, clean the floors, the dirtiest jobs you can imagine,
00:19:57.741 --> 00:20:03.501
John Boyle: unhooking hydraulic hoses from roof boulders and miners and shuttle cars and things like that.
00:20:03.741 --> 00:20:08.961
John Boyle: And, you know, that was in the late 80s. And into the early 90s,
00:20:08.961 --> 00:20:14.961
John Boyle: my family pivoted more into road construction and asphalt paving and things
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John Boyle: more in the public infrastructure realm.
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John Boyle: So through high school, I was working, putting in water lines and sewer lines.
00:20:24.321 --> 00:20:28.801
John Boyle: I worked behind an asphalt paver. And really, by the time I got to college,
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John Boyle: I had worked five or six summers.
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John Boyle: And I was very knowledgeable.
00:20:33.981 --> 00:20:41.041
John Boyle: So into college, I was a crew supervisor and a surveyor and even a project engineer towards the end.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Now, when you would end up graduating, would you go back and work with
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Kevin Lowe: the family business after graduating college or would you pursue a different career path?
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John Boyle: I did pursue all the options that I could find in the late 90s for engineers.
00:21:01.741 --> 00:21:10.381
John Boyle: There wasn't a robust market hiring. And really my closest job I was offered was in Washington, D.C.
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John Boyle: And being a kid from the country and I went to boarding school in the country,
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John Boyle: I just didn't see myself in a city at that time in my life.
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John Boyle: So I turned those offers down and I went to work for my family.
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John Boyle: I was offered a job right out of college and I did that.
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Kevin Lowe: Hmm. Wow. How long, how long would you end up working there?
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John Boyle: So I don't remember how old I was when I graduated college. I'm just going to
00:21:37.101 --> 00:21:40.781
John Boyle: guess I was 22. I worked there until I was 40.
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Kevin Lowe: Oh, wow.
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John Boyle: Yeah. Yeah.
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Kevin Lowe: Now...
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Kevin Lowe: Did you during this time, I guess when I hear this, I guess it's such a shock
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Kevin Lowe: because it's like boarding school. You got away from that.
00:21:58.421 --> 00:22:03.921
Kevin Lowe: And then after graduating college, you kind of went back to hometown.
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Kevin Lowe: Did you have much of a relationship with your mother?
00:22:10.181 --> 00:22:13.421
John Boyle: No, no, I did not. Yeah, I did not, Kevin.
00:22:13.561 --> 00:22:18.661
John Boyle: And I really, because of the interactions at my earliest ages,
00:22:18.921 --> 00:22:23.561
John Boyle: I would say I never really had a relationship with her, even as a child. Yeah.
00:22:23.681 --> 00:22:26.701
John Boyle: I always kind of saw myself as having one parent.
00:22:26.841 --> 00:22:32.101
John Boyle: One parent was involved in my life. He wasn't perfect, but no one is Kevin.
00:22:32.361 --> 00:22:38.761
John Boyle: And I believe he tried. I think he tried as much as he knew how to navigate that situation.
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John Boyle: But my dad was an all-business guy, Kevin, and he was gone a lot in my childhood
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John Boyle: for work. He traveled a good bit.
00:22:46.681 --> 00:22:53.001
John Boyle: And when I got the chance to go travel with him for work, things were better
00:22:53.001 --> 00:22:54.861
John Boyle: for me than they were at home.
00:22:55.121 --> 00:23:01.901
John Boyle: And so really, in my early 20s, I wasn't putting all the pieces together as
00:23:01.901 --> 00:23:04.901
John Boyle: to how much my childhood would affect my adult life.
00:23:05.141 --> 00:23:11.101
John Boyle: And I knew I was dealing with symptoms and problems, But I didn't know what they stemmed from.
00:23:11.321 --> 00:23:17.241
John Boyle: Right. So I was just doing my best. And I knew that business inside and out.
00:23:17.301 --> 00:23:21.921
John Boyle: And it made a lot of sense for me because I could go in to my family's business
00:23:21.921 --> 00:23:26.881
John Boyle: and and really have an accelerated career, if that makes sense.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah, no, absolutely. Absolutely. You spoke a little bit ago,
00:23:31.581 --> 00:23:38.421
Kevin Lowe: a little bit about the drinking and you told us in college,
00:23:38.641 --> 00:23:43.441
Kevin Lowe: right after the start, getting caught drinking and driving.
00:23:44.512 --> 00:23:47.612
Kevin Lowe: After college, you're in this career.
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Kevin Lowe: How would alcohol kind of impact the rest of your story?
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John Boyle: In every way possible, Kevin. I was someone in my 20s.
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John Boyle: I would say maybe the term is binge drinking.
00:24:02.492 --> 00:24:07.992
John Boyle: I don't know if that was exactly it, but I drank to numb myself.
00:24:08.392 --> 00:24:15.012
John Boyle: I drank to numb my mind. I drank to not have the thoughts that I would have when I was sober.
00:24:15.212 --> 00:24:17.612
John Boyle: I now know those as flashbacks.
00:24:18.652 --> 00:24:22.532
John Boyle: But when I drank heavily, I didn't have nightmares.
00:24:22.972 --> 00:24:27.512
John Boyle: I didn't have flashbacks. I didn't have poor thoughts.
00:24:27.812 --> 00:24:31.872
John Boyle: Even my fight or flight response wouldn't get stuck on.
00:24:32.112 --> 00:24:35.412
John Boyle: So I saw alcohol as giving me a break.
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John Boyle: And so I didn't necessarily drink every night in my 20s.
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John Boyle: But I would go out on the weekends, Kevin, and I would have more than anyone
00:24:44.992 --> 00:24:46.552
John Boyle: around me. Let's put it that way.
00:24:46.672 --> 00:24:50.572
John Boyle: You know, if people around me were having four or five, I'd be at 10 when we
00:24:50.572 --> 00:24:54.132
John Boyle: left, right? 10 drinks versus four or five for everybody else.
00:24:54.592 --> 00:24:59.572
John Boyle: And I wasn't someone, at least I don't think I was, that acted out of line.
00:24:59.692 --> 00:25:02.112
John Boyle: I didn't get in trouble again.
00:25:02.692 --> 00:25:05.712
John Boyle: But the damage I was doing was to myself.
00:25:06.332 --> 00:25:08.912
John Boyle: And if I could, I'll just explain a little bit more.
00:25:09.737 --> 00:25:14.557
John Boyle: As I got into my mid to late 20s, I met my first wife.
00:25:14.937 --> 00:25:20.357
John Boyle: And when we got married and she started living with me every day,
00:25:20.537 --> 00:25:26.697
John Boyle: she could start to see that there was something wrong with me that had not been diagnosed.
00:25:27.077 --> 00:25:30.597
John Boyle: And she was one of the first ones in my life who started to say,
00:25:30.697 --> 00:25:35.517
John Boyle: hey, let's go and get you help and let's figure out what's going on. And I did.
00:25:35.717 --> 00:25:39.917
John Boyle: I knew there was something going on and I didn't want to deal with it.
00:25:39.957 --> 00:25:43.077
John Boyle: And I certainly didn't want to drink every weekend to have to get through it.
00:25:43.217 --> 00:25:46.517
John Boyle: Unfortunately, I was misdiagnosed for about 10 years.
00:25:46.697 --> 00:25:52.717
John Boyle: And so I believe I started walking in the door at 26 or 27 to psychologists,
00:25:53.057 --> 00:25:56.797
John Boyle: to my family doctor, to therapists.
00:25:57.357 --> 00:26:04.917
John Boyle: And I was trying to get help. And I was diagnosed with, with I was having medication
00:26:04.917 --> 00:26:10.677
John Boyle: and prescriptions given to me for all these things I didn't have, depression, anxiety.
00:26:11.297 --> 00:26:17.757
John Boyle: These were not the root causes. And really, Kevin, what happened there was there
00:26:17.757 --> 00:26:20.497
John Boyle: were a lot of disguise presentations where I would go in and say,
00:26:20.577 --> 00:26:21.737
John Boyle: hey, I'm having this problem.
00:26:21.957 --> 00:26:26.257
John Boyle: I wasn't putting all the symptoms together and saying, hey, there's a breadth
00:26:26.257 --> 00:26:29.077
John Boyle: of issues here and I need treatment.
00:26:29.217 --> 00:26:31.237
John Boyle: What is the diagnosis? What's wrong?
00:26:31.477 --> 00:26:37.117
John Boyle: And I just didn't know anything about it. And I was just trying to navigate the best I could.
00:26:37.257 --> 00:26:43.457
John Boyle: So I tried the medication route for several years and it just didn't move the needle.
00:26:43.797 --> 00:26:48.597
John Boyle: And I was just being prescribed larger and larger doses because my body was
00:26:48.597 --> 00:26:52.557
John Boyle: becoming used to what I was given and it wasn't moving the needle.
00:26:52.657 --> 00:26:57.477
John Boyle: And so I was so frustrated by my early thirties that I stopped taking medication
00:26:57.477 --> 00:27:00.977
John Boyle: and I started drinking every day. And that's where things went haywire.
00:27:01.597 --> 00:27:07.697
Kevin Lowe: Yeah. 37, I know from notes, is a pivotal year.
00:27:07.997 --> 00:27:09.897
Kevin Lowe: What happened at the age of 37?
00:27:10.377 --> 00:27:15.017
John Boyle: Can I back up just a bit? I want to say one thing before we go to 37.
00:27:15.557 --> 00:27:16.037
Kevin Lowe: Absolutely.
00:27:16.317 --> 00:27:21.317
John Boyle: When I was 29, on top of all these personal issues I was having,
00:27:21.457 --> 00:27:27.197
John Boyle: on top of my first wife being pregnant with our first son, my father got sick
00:27:27.197 --> 00:27:29.117
John Boyle: and he had a heart attack and.
00:27:29.884 --> 00:27:33.824
John Boyle: He basically called me one day and said, Hey, I need you to come to the hospital.
00:27:34.004 --> 00:27:35.144
John Boyle: I came up to the hospital.
00:27:35.524 --> 00:27:38.444
John Boyle: He was sitting outside in his truck and he was upset.
00:27:38.604 --> 00:27:43.164
John Boyle: And he told me what happened that night. And he just looked at me and said,
00:27:43.264 --> 00:27:44.364
John Boyle: You're in charge. Good luck.
00:27:44.544 --> 00:27:46.944
John Boyle: So at 29, I took over the family business.
00:27:47.184 --> 00:27:51.364
John Boyle: I was the company's president. And I didn't know what I was getting myself into there.
00:27:51.884 --> 00:27:56.804
John Boyle: So there was a lot going on when I was in my 30s. I was running a company and
00:27:56.804 --> 00:28:01.824
John Boyle: I had the intelligence to do so and the technical know-how, but really the emotional
00:28:01.824 --> 00:28:04.424
John Boyle: intelligence in me was lacking.
00:28:05.004 --> 00:28:07.864
John Boyle: So I was also coping with that with alcohol.
00:28:08.064 --> 00:28:11.984
John Boyle: I was coping stress with alcohol. I was coping my symptoms with alcohol and
00:28:11.984 --> 00:28:13.444
John Boyle: I was drinking every day.
00:28:13.524 --> 00:28:16.124
John Boyle: I was not late for work. I was highly functional.
00:28:16.404 --> 00:28:20.424
John Boyle: Our company went from having 80 employees to around 600.
00:28:20.764 --> 00:28:23.444
John Boyle: And it was, it was a, it was a true blessing.
00:28:23.804 --> 00:28:27.964
John Boyle: And, and I loved every minute of it. But, you know, in my personal life,
00:28:28.004 --> 00:28:32.744
John Boyle: after I got home, I was, I mired in difficulty and I was, you know,
00:28:32.744 --> 00:28:37.284
John Boyle: in some nights I was just sitting in a dark room trying to reset my brain and
00:28:37.284 --> 00:28:38.504
John Boyle: even alcohol wasn't working.
00:28:38.644 --> 00:28:42.964
John Boyle: So when I was 37, to answer your question, I started to turn,
00:28:43.024 --> 00:28:47.504
John Boyle: my skin started to turn sheet white and I really started to get scared.
00:28:47.564 --> 00:28:49.244
John Boyle: I stopped being able to keep food down.
00:28:49.644 --> 00:28:54.664
John Boyle: And I went to the doctor and I said, what is wrong? And got some tests run.
00:28:55.084 --> 00:28:59.584
John Boyle: Tests came back and said that my liver was failing and it wasn't processing vitamins.
00:28:59.844 --> 00:29:06.124
John Boyle: And if I continued this route, I'm a dead man. And so I began to realize that I had to quit now.
00:29:06.504 --> 00:29:09.704
John Boyle: And when I went to quit, Kevin, I couldn't.
00:29:09.744 --> 00:29:10.224
Kevin Lowe: Yeah.
00:29:10.364 --> 00:29:11.584
John Boyle: I couldn't do it on my own.
00:29:11.904 --> 00:29:18.224
Kevin Lowe: Wow. How long would you try to quit?
00:29:18.224 --> 00:29:20.904
John Boyle: Well, I tried for about a month on my own.
00:29:21.584 --> 00:29:29.284
John Boyle: Somewhere in there. And I would say every night I'm going to stop and I couldn't make it through.
00:29:30.064 --> 00:29:33.164
John Boyle: I couldn't make it until six 37 o'clock in the evening.
00:29:33.284 --> 00:29:39.964
Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Yeah. Wow. Wow. So what was the turning point?
00:29:40.064 --> 00:29:42.344
Kevin Lowe: How, how did you stop?
00:29:42.724 --> 00:29:48.984
John Boyle: That's an excellent question. And I believe it's just, it's one of the best parts of my book.
00:29:49.144 --> 00:29:53.564
John Boyle: And I write about it in chapter nine. And it's a book about my,
00:29:53.644 --> 00:29:55.864
John Boyle: it's a chapter about my drinking problem.
00:29:56.164 --> 00:30:02.764
John Boyle: I had a, at this point, I'm serving on boards of companies and I had a board meeting in Las Vegas.
00:30:02.984 --> 00:30:06.524
John Boyle: And so I was in Las Vegas about a month after I needed to quit.
00:30:06.584 --> 00:30:09.844
John Boyle: And you know, Las Vegas isn't doing me any favors.
00:30:10.004 --> 00:30:14.584
John Boyle: And so I get on a plane and I'm having this conversation with myself.
00:30:15.104 --> 00:30:18.544
John Boyle: I'm not drinking today. I'm not drinking tomorrow.
00:30:19.124 --> 00:30:23.644
John Boyle: It's not gonna happen. I'm done. And so Kevin, I didn't even make it to when
00:30:23.644 --> 00:30:25.424
John Boyle: the flight landed in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.
00:30:25.744 --> 00:30:28.084
John Boyle: I didn't. I was with a coworker. He drove me home.
00:30:29.324 --> 00:30:33.224
John Boyle: And I'm just as far from being able to quit as possible.
00:30:33.384 --> 00:30:39.944
John Boyle: So that weekend, I went to a bar with a friend and we went to downtown Morgantown
00:30:39.944 --> 00:30:45.444
John Boyle: and was at a bar that I always went to and I was very comfortable, but I'm upset.
00:30:45.784 --> 00:30:50.344
John Boyle: And my friend could see that. And this is someone that I'd known from a long time from my hometown.
00:30:50.844 --> 00:30:55.924
John Boyle: And he looks at me and he says, how are you doing? And I looked at him and I said, not good.
00:30:56.264 --> 00:30:59.384
John Boyle: And he said, well, what's going on? So we talked for a little bit.
00:30:59.424 --> 00:31:02.724
John Boyle: I don't get into every detail, but Kevin, he looked at me and he said,
00:31:02.844 --> 00:31:05.564
John Boyle: why don't you come to church with me? And I'm like.
00:31:06.344 --> 00:31:10.244
John Boyle: What? You go to church? That was my response, right? It wasn't no,
00:31:10.484 --> 00:31:13.404
John Boyle: it was, I was kind of caught off guard.
00:31:13.564 --> 00:31:18.104
John Boyle: And this, this was something that I had not heard ever discussed in a bar at night.
00:31:18.364 --> 00:31:24.884
John Boyle: And I began to have this feeling come over me. And I began to realize that this was a lifeline.
00:31:25.304 --> 00:31:29.204
John Boyle: And so in a couple moments, I looked at him after I asked him if he went to
00:31:29.204 --> 00:31:31.884
John Boyle: church, I didn't know. And I just said, what time?
00:31:32.104 --> 00:31:39.304
John Boyle: And then when Sunday came around, I went to church and it was a great experience
00:31:39.304 --> 00:31:41.244
John Boyle: and I just felt peace come over me.
00:31:41.424 --> 00:31:47.764
John Boyle: And so that didn't make me quit, but I went back the next Sunday, right?
00:31:47.864 --> 00:31:51.184
John Boyle: I'm really struggling here. I'm sheet white. I'm not keeping down food.
00:31:51.384 --> 00:31:54.884
John Boyle: My eyes are bloodshot at this point and I can't quit drinking.
00:31:55.044 --> 00:31:59.404
John Boyle: My body's craving I'm not making it to past seven o'clock in the evening,
00:31:59.504 --> 00:32:01.104
John Boyle: but I am cutting back when I'm drinking.
00:32:01.284 --> 00:32:04.704
John Boyle: So I went back the next Sunday and the next Sunday.
00:32:04.884 --> 00:32:11.424
John Boyle: And very soon I began to realize that my life and the way I'm living it is in
00:32:11.424 --> 00:32:14.924
John Boyle: conflict with what God wants for my life.
00:32:15.144 --> 00:32:17.584
John Boyle: And so I agreed.
00:32:17.964 --> 00:32:24.004
John Boyle: I had a sister who was telling me that I should consider going to detox or rehab.
00:32:24.544 --> 00:32:28.064
John Boyle: And I walked in her office and I just said, you know, I agree.
00:32:28.284 --> 00:32:32.284
John Boyle: I need to do this. If I don't, I'm not going to be around for my son.
00:32:32.484 --> 00:32:36.804
John Boyle: And that was not an acceptable outcome for me. I didn't want to do anything bad to him.
00:32:37.104 --> 00:32:40.464
John Boyle: I'd had a very hard childhood and I didn't want him to have that same one.
00:32:40.564 --> 00:32:42.824
John Boyle: And so I chose to go away and get help.
00:32:43.124 --> 00:32:48.264
Kevin Lowe: Wow. You had never been to church before this?
00:32:48.624 --> 00:32:53.764
John Boyle: Well, I wouldn't say that. I grew up Catholic and I'm not Catholic now.
00:32:54.533 --> 00:32:58.533
John Boyle: Really, I kind of separated myself from the Catholic Church in my early 20s.
00:32:58.673 --> 00:33:02.153
John Boyle: And for the difficulties that I've already talked about, you know,
00:33:02.233 --> 00:33:09.153
John Boyle: it was hard for me to understand why God would let me go through this as a child.
00:33:09.293 --> 00:33:09.573
Kevin Lowe: Yeah.
00:33:09.953 --> 00:33:16.153
John Boyle: And I don't think I was ever purposefully mad at him, but I was very, very frustrated.
00:33:16.373 --> 00:33:19.913
John Boyle: And I just felt that there were people that church was meant for,
00:33:20.013 --> 00:33:24.413
John Boyle: and there was people that it wasn't meant for, and I was in the latter category.
00:33:25.013 --> 00:33:30.493
John Boyle: And that's a terrible way to look at it. It is, but I'm being honest with you.
00:33:30.673 --> 00:33:35.813
John Boyle: I didn't have any faith life in my later 20s, in my early 30s.
00:33:35.933 --> 00:33:39.693
John Boyle: I might've prayed every once in a while for things that I wanted.
00:33:39.873 --> 00:33:44.293
John Boyle: I certainly wasn't praying for, hey, God, use me for something good.
00:33:44.413 --> 00:33:46.193
John Boyle: Hey, God, what do you want me me to do today.
00:33:46.413 --> 00:33:51.813
John Boyle: It was completely selfish if I did pray and I wasn't going to church, very little, if at all.
00:33:52.053 --> 00:33:58.873
John Boyle: And so this particular church that I was invited to was non-denominational Christian church.
00:33:58.953 --> 00:34:03.333
John Boyle: It just so happens to be the largest one in West Virginia. And it's a wonderful
00:34:03.333 --> 00:34:07.853
John Boyle: organization with wonderful pastors and they changed my life,
00:34:08.013 --> 00:34:09.973
John Boyle: Kevin. Wow. Completely.
00:34:10.433 --> 00:34:13.273
John Boyle: Well, Well, we both know that God and Jesus did that, right?
00:34:13.373 --> 00:34:19.753
John Boyle: But they were the catalyst and they were so welcoming and so kind and invited
00:34:19.753 --> 00:34:22.593
John Boyle: me as I was. Yeah. And accepted, right?
00:34:22.733 --> 00:34:22.933
Kevin Lowe: Yeah.
00:34:23.113 --> 00:34:24.193
John Boyle: That's discipleship.
00:34:24.493 --> 00:34:30.333
Kevin Lowe: Absolutely. What was your experience like at the rehab facility?
00:34:30.533 --> 00:34:33.453
Kevin Lowe: Or I'm not sure the correct term for it.
00:34:34.152 --> 00:34:39.412
John Boyle: That's what I call it, Kevin. Okay. Okay. I've heard it called a clinic before,
00:34:39.472 --> 00:34:44.192
John Boyle: but so I, I prayed, I guess, selfishly, right?
00:34:44.652 --> 00:34:48.612
John Boyle: I prayed the night before I left for rehab and I just said, God,
00:34:48.672 --> 00:34:52.092
John Boyle: I'm done with this. Please help me. Please help me get over the hump.
00:34:52.572 --> 00:34:57.392
John Boyle: Please take the urges away. The morning I left, I got on the plane and I was shaking.
00:34:57.492 --> 00:35:05.052
John Boyle: I was in bad shape. and when I landed, went straight to the rehab clinic and it was in Florida.
00:35:05.312 --> 00:35:10.232
John Boyle: There that day, I was diagnosed with complex post-traumatic stress disorder.
00:35:10.472 --> 00:35:19.292
John Boyle: I was also diagnosed with alcohol use disorder and I was given a tranquilizer to help me.
00:35:19.612 --> 00:35:24.432
John Boyle: Basically the tranquilizer in rehab, it helps you detox. It tricks your mind
00:35:24.432 --> 00:35:27.492
John Boyle: into thinking that you have alcohol, but actually it's a replicate.
00:35:27.772 --> 00:35:34.332
John Boyle: And so once I was given that tranquilizer, I slept for about 14 hours and woke
00:35:34.332 --> 00:35:37.172
John Boyle: up sober for the first time in over 10 years.
00:35:37.552 --> 00:35:37.992
Kevin Lowe: Wow.
00:35:38.292 --> 00:35:44.832
John Boyle: And dude, it hurt. Far late 10 years where the hangovers into one day and yeah,
00:35:44.972 --> 00:35:48.792
John Boyle: it was a tough one, but I got through it and the urges were gone the next day.
00:35:48.952 --> 00:35:51.472
John Boyle: Really? I've never had an urge to drink again. Really?
00:35:51.732 --> 00:35:55.372
John Boyle: God took those urges away. Wow. Absolutely.
00:35:55.832 --> 00:35:59.212
John Boyle: I can sit here and say, yeah, I was given a tranquilizer and it helped,
00:35:59.312 --> 00:36:00.852
John Boyle: but God took the urges away.
00:36:01.012 --> 00:36:04.452
John Boyle: I've not drank since that day. That was April 1st, 2017.
00:36:05.012 --> 00:36:05.572
Kevin Lowe: Wow.
00:36:06.112 --> 00:36:07.392
John Boyle: 2014. I'm sorry.
00:36:07.572 --> 00:36:14.712
Kevin Lowe: Wow. That's absolutely remarkable. And it is absolutely, absolutely.
00:36:15.432 --> 00:36:23.712
Kevin Lowe: How did your life look different and does it still look different today without alcohol? Yeah.
00:36:24.412 --> 00:36:29.572
John Boyle: Hmm. Very much so. The immediate things that I saw changed were the obvious ones.
00:36:29.792 --> 00:36:33.592
John Boyle: Like, oh, I've got a bunch more free time now because I'm not sitting around
00:36:33.592 --> 00:36:34.852
John Boyle: drinking or going to bars.
00:36:35.152 --> 00:36:39.872
John Boyle: And boy, I have a lot more money in my checkbook, right? Because I'm not buying alcohol.
00:36:40.312 --> 00:36:46.492
John Boyle: But those are superficial answers, right? The real change happens in parenting.
00:36:46.812 --> 00:36:48.832
John Boyle: The real change happened in
00:36:48.832 --> 00:36:54.872
John Boyle: me starting to seek who God wanted me to be and what he wanted me to do.
00:36:54.972 --> 00:36:59.312
John Boyle: I grew much more as a Christian in rehab and outside of rehab.
00:36:59.732 --> 00:37:08.372
John Boyle: And I grew a lot personally in my understanding of my disorder and understanding
00:37:08.372 --> 00:37:14.212
John Boyle: the things that I needed to change and in mending some of the
00:37:14.252 --> 00:37:18.072
John Boyle: damage that I'd done as an alcoholic, right?
00:37:18.252 --> 00:37:26.192
John Boyle: I didn't do a lot of damage to others. Most of it was to myself and that had to be repaired too.
00:37:26.472 --> 00:37:32.972
John Boyle: And so it took a lot of time to heal and I got help as I needed it. I read a ton.
00:37:33.232 --> 00:37:39.352
John Boyle: I started reading the Bible every day and I could give you 10 or 12 more examples
00:37:39.352 --> 00:37:43.712
John Boyle: of things that happened in my career and personal life that just, I mean,
00:37:43.752 --> 00:37:52.912
John Boyle: it's unfathomable for me coming from where I have to be a part of what I ended
00:37:52.912 --> 00:37:55.872
John Boyle: up doing after I got sober and God coming into my life.
00:37:56.152 --> 00:38:04.572
Kevin Lowe: Yeah, absolutely. What I love about your story, though, is that's not the end.
00:38:05.592 --> 00:38:12.192
Kevin Lowe: No. Because you, and obviously there's a lot that you can fill in the gaps as
00:38:12.192 --> 00:38:15.152
Kevin Lowe: needed, but you would actually decide to go back to school.
00:38:15.532 --> 00:38:19.172
John Boyle: I did. About a year after I got sober.
00:38:19.552 --> 00:38:25.132
John Boyle: I'm all about education. I believe I'm going to strive to get better and be
00:38:25.132 --> 00:38:27.472
John Boyle: the best version of myself until the day I die.
00:38:27.852 --> 00:38:32.972
John Boyle: And I've always been big into education. and I was a part of a group called
00:38:32.972 --> 00:38:36.012
John Boyle: YPO, which stands for Young Presidents Organization.
00:38:37.112 --> 00:38:41.532
John Boyle: And it's really a networking and learning organization for young presidents
00:38:41.532 --> 00:38:44.652
John Boyle: and CEOs who need polishing.
00:38:44.992 --> 00:38:51.432
John Boyle: And so I was on a trip, an educational trip, and I was one of the only people
00:38:51.432 --> 00:38:53.452
John Boyle: in the group who didn't drink.
00:38:53.572 --> 00:38:58.872
John Boyle: And so there was a happy hour event and I was on the beach reading a book instead
00:38:58.872 --> 00:38:59.972
John Boyle: of standing around a bar.
00:39:00.552 --> 00:39:04.732
John Boyle: And a guy rolls up to me on a beach in a wheelchair. I'd never seen that before.
00:39:06.318 --> 00:39:10.638
John Boyle: And he rolls up and he says, what do you read? So I answer him and we start talking.
00:39:10.958 --> 00:39:15.578
John Boyle: He asked me what I do and what my past has been like.
00:39:15.738 --> 00:39:18.978
John Boyle: And so I'm talking to this guy, kind of wondering, you know,
00:39:18.978 --> 00:39:21.918
John Boyle: where he's gone with this. And he looks at me and he says, have you ever thought
00:39:21.918 --> 00:39:23.518
John Boyle: about going to Harvard Business School?
00:39:23.818 --> 00:39:26.798
John Boyle: And I looked at him, Kevin, and I just started busting out laughing.
00:39:27.558 --> 00:39:30.958
John Boyle: I'm like, there's no way that place is letting me in.
00:39:31.118 --> 00:39:34.498
John Boyle: And he just looked at me and very nicely said, do you like this island?
00:39:34.498 --> 00:39:36.418
John Boyle: Island. Yeah, man, it's a beautiful island.
00:39:36.658 --> 00:39:40.358
John Boyle: He said, that's nice because I own it. And I'm going to give you a piece of
00:39:40.358 --> 00:39:41.738
John Boyle: advice and I hope you listen to me.
00:39:41.858 --> 00:39:44.918
John Boyle: He said, my name's David V. Johnson. I'm from Detroit, Michigan.
00:39:45.178 --> 00:39:49.018
John Boyle: And I think you're an excellent candidate to go to this program that I went to.
00:39:49.278 --> 00:39:53.758
John Boyle: And if you apply online, you can put my name at the bottom.
00:39:53.878 --> 00:39:57.938
John Boyle: And he said his name again. I'd never met that man before that moment.
00:39:58.058 --> 00:40:05.278
John Boyle: I've never talked to him since, but I took his advice. I applied and I got in like three weeks later.
00:40:05.338 --> 00:40:08.858
John Boyle: And then I had to figure out like I really wasn't expecting to get in.
00:40:08.938 --> 00:40:13.358
John Boyle: Then I had to figure out how I was going to do my job and go to Boston to go to school.
00:40:13.458 --> 00:40:17.638
John Boyle: And so I figured that out and I went.
00:40:17.878 --> 00:40:22.478
John Boyle: And in 2017, at 40 years old, I graduated from Harvard University.
00:40:23.098 --> 00:40:23.618
Kevin Lowe: Wow.
00:40:24.418 --> 00:40:25.718
John Boyle: It's incredible. Wow.
00:40:26.538 --> 00:40:35.198
Kevin Lowe: More incredible than a kid who in sixth grade was told he'd never even graduate high school.
00:40:35.338 --> 00:40:42.998
Kevin Lowe: More incredible than that is the fact of the power of Jesus Christ to put you
00:40:42.998 --> 00:40:45.418
Kevin Lowe: in that position on that beach,
00:40:46.238 --> 00:40:51.378
Kevin Lowe: reading a book, and then that man right at the right time, right in the right
00:40:51.378 --> 00:40:56.018
Kevin Lowe: place, all was made and it was all part of the plan.
00:40:56.398 --> 00:40:59.398
Kevin Lowe: And that is magical, my friend.
00:40:59.678 --> 00:41:05.218
John Boyle: It is. It's so good. And it made for such an awesome story that,
00:41:05.258 --> 00:41:10.458
John Boyle: you know, I really I sat in my basement for two years and made sure that I explained
00:41:10.458 --> 00:41:14.078
John Boyle: it in the best way possible, because if he'll do that for me,
00:41:14.218 --> 00:41:16.598
John Boyle: he'll do it for the people listening to your call.
00:41:17.058 --> 00:41:19.258
Kevin Lowe: Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely.
00:41:20.172 --> 00:41:26.412
Kevin Lowe: So you've graduated once, you know, with engineering degree.
00:41:26.772 --> 00:41:31.512
Kevin Lowe: Now you graduate at 40 years old from Harvard Business School.
00:41:32.072 --> 00:41:35.892
Kevin Lowe: Where does writing a book fit into this whole puzzle?
00:41:37.312 --> 00:41:42.432
John Boyle: Well, there was one step in between this. So between my second and third year at Harvard,
00:41:42.592 --> 00:41:50.692
John Boyle: because of my difficulties with post-traumatic stress disorder and my frustration
00:41:50.692 --> 00:41:55.032
John Boyle: with just trying to navigate a family business and having that disorder.
00:41:55.472 --> 00:42:00.232
John Boyle: My dad came back into the business and we were at odds on several things.
00:42:01.032 --> 00:42:05.052
John Boyle: And when we would be at odds, sometimes he would get elevated.
00:42:05.272 --> 00:42:10.172
John Boyle: And once he got elevated, it put me in a bad place. And there was only so much I could take of that.
00:42:10.312 --> 00:42:14.972
John Boyle: And at this point in my late 30s, I wasn't drinking and I'm not getting that,
00:42:14.972 --> 00:42:18.912
John Boyle: that drug to take the edge off. And I just couldn't deal with it anymore.
00:42:19.252 --> 00:42:28.232
John Boyle: And I resigned my, I resigned my position as CEO a few months before my third year at Harvard.
00:42:28.692 --> 00:42:36.652
John Boyle: And so, you know, after, after I graduated, I started to seek opportunities elsewhere.
00:42:37.112 --> 00:42:42.592
John Boyle: And I found a company in, it's a Charlotte-based bridge building company,
00:42:42.772 --> 00:42:45.672
John Boyle: and they do a lot of work in South Carolina and Georgia.
00:42:46.032 --> 00:42:49.532
John Boyle: I found an opportunity there as a chief operating officer.
00:42:49.912 --> 00:42:54.632
John Boyle: And so in my last year at Harvard, I was at a company called United Infrastructure
00:42:54.632 --> 00:42:56.772
John Boyle: Group, and I'm still there today. But-
00:42:57.460 --> 00:43:02.620
John Boyle: When, after about a year of being in the Charlotte area, my oldest son,
00:43:02.680 --> 00:43:07.420
John Boyle: who was 11, really needed a dad closer than being home every other weekend.
00:43:07.620 --> 00:43:09.900
John Boyle: And so I chose to move back for
00:43:09.900 --> 00:43:13.740
John Boyle: my son's benefit and really just help him get to where he needs to get.
00:43:13.920 --> 00:43:17.480
John Boyle: And so I kind of furloughed my own career to do that. And then the pandemic
00:43:17.480 --> 00:43:20.680
John Boyle: hit. And when the pandemic hit, then I had the time.
00:43:20.800 --> 00:43:26.420
John Boyle: I stopped being able to be a board member in several positions that I had,
00:43:26.600 --> 00:43:31.020
John Boyle: paying positions, because I have asthma and I was scared to get on a plane.
00:43:31.180 --> 00:43:35.420
John Boyle: And right, wrong, or indifferent, that grounded me. And I was at home and I'm
00:43:35.420 --> 00:43:42.960
John Boyle: not someone, Kevin, who sits around and does nothing. And I just kept feeling
00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:45.260
John Boyle: this calling to write a book.
00:43:45.380 --> 00:43:52.760
John Boyle: And years previous to that feeling and that calling, I had some Harvard classmates,
00:43:53.160 --> 00:43:55.940
John Boyle: one in particular, Thomas Wigelman, Dr.
00:43:56.080 --> 00:44:00.140
John Boyle: Thomas Wigelman from Munich, Germany, who just kept hounding me.
00:44:00.140 --> 00:44:03.320
John Boyle: You've got to write a book, John, you've got to tell your story.
00:44:03.460 --> 00:44:11.000
John Boyle: And I told a really brief version of my story in a family business class in Boston in my first year.
00:44:11.460 --> 00:44:15.780
John Boyle: And, you know, I was encouraged by many people to write a book about it because
00:44:15.780 --> 00:44:20.040
John Boyle: it's just an interesting story that you don't hear really at all.
00:44:20.100 --> 00:44:24.660
John Boyle: I don't think in books and in business class and, you know, family businesses
00:44:24.660 --> 00:44:28.740
John Boyle: are tough, but most family members will not talk about it because they They
00:44:28.740 --> 00:44:30.380
John Boyle: don't want to make the other family members mad.
00:44:30.660 --> 00:44:33.360
Kevin Lowe: And so for that very reason,
00:44:33.400 --> 00:44:37.940
John Boyle: I didn't want to write a book. And so I'd had a friend or two hounding me for a couple years.
00:44:39.410 --> 00:44:43.630
John Boyle: When the pandemic hit, to make a long story short, that's when things changed
00:44:43.630 --> 00:44:46.990
John Boyle: and I started seriously considering it and getting underway.
00:44:47.270 --> 00:44:55.730
Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Okay. Okay. So it's one thing to decide you're going to write a book.
00:44:55.830 --> 00:44:59.990
Kevin Lowe: It's a whole other thing to actually write a book and publish it.
00:45:00.150 --> 00:45:06.030
Kevin Lowe: How was that process for you? Especially the fact of you had to force yourself
00:45:06.030 --> 00:45:10.290
Kevin Lowe: to go back. I'm sure, to a lot of memories that were hard.
00:45:10.750 --> 00:45:15.730
Kevin Lowe: What was it like for you to be able to make it through all of that and come
00:45:15.730 --> 00:45:22.010
Kevin Lowe: up with this finished product, this amazing book that you would be comfortable
00:45:22.010 --> 00:45:24.030
Kevin Lowe: then sharing with the world?
00:45:24.290 --> 00:45:28.230
John Boyle: It was a long journey and it was as difficult as you can imagine,
00:45:28.390 --> 00:45:32.830
John Boyle: especially the parts about going back to childhood and admitting,
00:45:32.990 --> 00:45:36.470
John Boyle: right, that you went through this to yourself and to others.
00:45:36.670 --> 00:45:44.030
John Boyle: And then the thought of it being public and well, there's no more secrets in your life.
00:45:44.630 --> 00:45:47.730
John Boyle: That's overwhelming when you first start the journey.
00:45:48.130 --> 00:45:53.250
John Boyle: And don't forget now that I've never taken a writing class in my life.
00:45:53.750 --> 00:46:00.150
John Boyle: Never. I hadn't had any type of writing training other than what I had at Kiske
00:46:00.150 --> 00:46:02.090
John Boyle: Prep School in the early nineties.
00:46:02.430 --> 00:46:06.150
John Boyle: And past 12th grade, I'd never really written a paper.
00:46:06.490 --> 00:46:09.110
John Boyle: Again, I went to engineering school because I didn't want to.
00:46:09.530 --> 00:46:13.170
John Boyle: I was dead set in my thoughts that I'm an engineer and not a writer.
00:46:13.430 --> 00:46:15.550
John Boyle: So it was hard for me to get off base from that.
00:46:16.428 --> 00:46:19.708
John Boyle: And even though I'm not a writer, I love to read.
00:46:20.228 --> 00:46:26.528
John Boyle: And I would say, especially after I quit drinking, I would read all the time.
00:46:26.528 --> 00:46:31.128
John Boyle: Some nights I would read a whole book from start to finish because it kept my
00:46:31.128 --> 00:46:36.628
John Boyle: mind focused on something and kept me out of trouble. So why not do it? Right.
00:46:37.148 --> 00:46:42.808
John Boyle: And you learn from reading. So I knew what a reader wanted in a book,
00:46:42.908 --> 00:46:44.288
John Boyle: or at least I thought I did.
00:46:44.468 --> 00:46:50.168
John Boyle: But being able to transcribe that to sitting with a laptop on your lap and writing
00:46:50.168 --> 00:46:52.208
John Boyle: doesn't necessarily translate.
00:46:52.208 --> 00:46:56.108
John Boyle: And so really, I had to write
00:46:56.108 --> 00:47:01.348
John Boyle: a whole first draft the whole way through the book and throw it away before
00:47:01.348 --> 00:47:07.808
John Boyle: I really knew how to write a book that could take a reader up and down in the
00:47:07.808 --> 00:47:14.408
John Boyle: joys and pitfalls of my life and make it engaging and keep people reading and,
00:47:14.468 --> 00:47:21.428
John Boyle: you know, tell stories with inside within facts of what had happened in my life.
00:47:21.428 --> 00:47:26.788
John Boyle: Life to, to make it a journey that people could engage with and relate to.
00:47:27.008 --> 00:47:31.708
John Boyle: And so, you know, the one good thing I have had in my, in my life is growing
00:47:31.708 --> 00:47:36.988
John Boyle: up in West Virginia and storytelling is something that happens in the country and it's an art form.
00:47:37.128 --> 00:47:42.228
John Boyle: And so, you know, this like recognition of having an inner voice and telling
00:47:42.228 --> 00:47:48.568
John Boyle: a story in a unique way is what really in the second draft made my book what it is.
00:47:48.748 --> 00:47:53.068
John Boyle: And the one thing that I didn't know when I was writing was I didn't know where
00:47:53.068 --> 00:47:53.988
John Boyle: I was going to end the book.
00:47:54.108 --> 00:48:00.348
John Boyle: And so what gave me so much difficulty in the first draft was I wasn't writing
00:48:00.348 --> 00:48:01.668
John Boyle: a book with the end in mind.
00:48:02.348 --> 00:48:07.688
John Boyle: And that's what I realized in the second draft that I didn't get in the first.
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John Boyle: When you write with an end in mind, every story, every chapter has purpose and
00:48:14.048 --> 00:48:16.048
John Boyle: builds to, to your ending.
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John Boyle: And, and it just gives it the right context. And,
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John Boyle: and I wanted to write a book to Kevin that took people up and down and made
00:48:24.248 --> 00:48:29.408
John Boyle: people laugh and cry because some of the subjects of my life are very sad and
00:48:29.408 --> 00:48:32.968
John Boyle: not everybody just wants to read a sad book and only be sad.
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John Boyle: And so I tried to have fun with it and that helped me get through the difficulty
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John Boyle: of writing the sad parts.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah. Yeah. Upon completion of your book, what has been the feedback you've
00:48:45.928 --> 00:48:51.008
Kevin Lowe: gotten from strangers and even people you know, family members?
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John Boyle: Oh, it's been...
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John Boyle: It's been overwhelming. It's been so good. It's been so encouraging.
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John Boyle: I think this is my 15th podcast, Kevin, not only during the publishing and people
00:49:05.851 --> 00:49:09.031
John Boyle: reading and getting back to me and saying, hey, I loved your book.
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John Boyle: Or, you know, some of the best compliments I've had is I had one woman who emailed me at like 6 a.m.
00:49:17.511 --> 00:49:23.151
John Boyle: And she said, hey, I got your book yesterday and I picked it up and I opened a few pages.
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John Boyle: And I couldn't put it down. I read the whole thing last night.
00:49:26.231 --> 00:49:28.411
John Boyle: I'm just going to bed right now at 6 a.m.
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John Boyle: You did a wonderful job. I'm like, I didn't, Kevin, I didn't think anybody would buy it.
00:49:33.811 --> 00:49:36.871
John Boyle: I gotta be honest with you. I didn't think anybody would publish it.
00:49:36.971 --> 00:49:41.071
John Boyle: And this is like just being short-sighted, right? Because God had a plan and
00:49:41.071 --> 00:49:44.031
John Boyle: I'm like kind of fighting it the whole way.
00:49:44.131 --> 00:49:47.191
John Boyle: Like God, no, I really don't want to write this book.
00:49:47.511 --> 00:49:51.311
John Boyle: I really don't want to talk about these these things? And what's the purpose?
00:49:51.371 --> 00:49:52.491
John Boyle: It's already done, right?
00:49:52.651 --> 00:49:56.231
John Boyle: And now I know, right, that God is using my story for good.
00:49:56.291 --> 00:50:01.451
John Boyle: And he's using my story to bring people closer to him. And he's using it to help people.
00:50:01.651 --> 00:50:04.631
John Boyle: And I'm flattered and honored by that.
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John Boyle: And a lot of the feedback I've gotten, I've gotten feedback from alcoholics
00:50:10.671 --> 00:50:13.831
John Boyle: who are trying to quit or have already quit and are trying to stay sober.
00:50:14.251 --> 00:50:21.231
John Boyle: I've gotten feedback from people who have struggled with the same upbringing
00:50:21.231 --> 00:50:23.991
John Boyle: as a child in a violent home that I have.
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John Boyle: And some of these people are well-known, right? Two of them,
00:50:28.691 --> 00:50:29.871
John Boyle: United States senators.
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John Boyle: And it's just, it's been incredible to hear people just open up to me and share
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John Boyle: their own difficulty and their own journey.
00:50:39.371 --> 00:50:45.191
John Boyle: And to hear Thank you from people like that for saying, I haven't felt like
00:50:45.191 --> 00:50:49.571
John Boyle: I could tell my story because of the retribution I would receive from my family
00:50:49.571 --> 00:50:54.311
John Boyle: and what it might do to fracture it. But I'm so thankful that you told yours.
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John Boyle: I've had, I'll say one more thing and I'll be quiet.
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John Boyle: I've had colleagues on boards, boards of directors as recently as a few months
00:51:03.891 --> 00:51:06.751
John Boyle: ago, tell me, Hey, I, I read your book.
00:51:06.851 --> 00:51:11.711
John Boyle: I loved it. And I bought three more copies and I gave them to my children because
00:51:11.711 --> 00:51:15.571
John Boyle: I want them to see, one, what can happen when you get off track in your life,
00:51:15.591 --> 00:51:16.891
John Boyle: but two, the goodness of God.
00:51:17.071 --> 00:51:21.651
John Boyle: And it's just and what an honor. Yeah, I can't say it in another way.
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Kevin Lowe: Yeah, absolutely. An honor. Please remind us the name of your book and where
00:51:27.911 --> 00:51:33.111
Kevin Lowe: somebody can find your book who's excited enough to read it because,
00:51:33.171 --> 00:51:36.771
Kevin Lowe: I mean, my goodness, you've sold us on it like nobody's business.
00:51:36.991 --> 00:51:39.691
Kevin Lowe: So where can we find it?
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John Boyle: And thank you. Thank you. This has been awesome for your listeners.
00:51:44.451 --> 00:51:50.351
John Boyle: My book, the name of my book is Appalachian Kid, Appalachian Kid.
00:51:51.240 --> 00:51:56.140
John Boyle: And it can be found on Amazon. There's hardback, there's paperback copy,
00:51:56.360 --> 00:52:01.240
John Boyle: there's a Kindle copy, and there's also an audio book.
00:52:01.480 --> 00:52:09.360
John Boyle: And if you type in my name, John Boyle, Appalachian Kid, it will pop up and you can buy it there.
00:52:09.520 --> 00:52:17.960
John Boyle: I also have a website, AppalachianKid.com, and there's a little bio of me and
00:52:17.960 --> 00:52:21.740
John Boyle: there's some endorsements that I received when I first published my book.
00:52:22.100 --> 00:52:26.600
John Boyle: And there's also a synopsis of the book itself, which gives the reader just
00:52:26.600 --> 00:52:28.200
John Boyle: a nutshell of what they'll be reading.
00:52:28.280 --> 00:52:31.920
John Boyle: But of course, anybody that listens to your show is going to know more than
00:52:31.920 --> 00:52:33.480
John Boyle: the synopsis would tell them.
00:52:33.580 --> 00:52:36.200
John Boyle: And I'm also on LinkedIn, John P. Boyle.
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Kevin Lowe: Amazing. John, I will be positive that everything is in the episode show notes
00:52:42.940 --> 00:52:47.480
Kevin Lowe: for anybody Anybody interested, please just check out the show notes for today's
00:52:47.480 --> 00:52:49.460
Kevin Lowe: episode for easy access.
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Kevin Lowe: John, man, I want to thank you so much today for sharing your story,
00:52:56.540 --> 00:52:59.480
Kevin Lowe: for taking us really on this journey.
00:52:59.700 --> 00:53:07.040
Kevin Lowe: And I want to say that I'm so happy for you and the place that you are today,
00:53:07.400 --> 00:53:09.340
Kevin Lowe: what you have overcome. come.
00:53:09.740 --> 00:53:17.580
Kevin Lowe: Life hasn't been easy, but I look at you and I think what an amazing testimony
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Kevin Lowe: you are to the power of God.
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John Boyle: Amen, brother. Amen. I couldn't have said it better.
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John Boyle: Thank you so much for having me. It's an honor. And I really hope this brings
00:53:29.740 --> 00:53:31.020
John Boyle: value to your listeners.
00:53:31.280 --> 00:53:34.060
John Boyle: It's been a great podcast. Thank you for having me.
00:53:34.380 --> 00:53:37.420
Kevin Lowe: Absolutely. Absolutely. For you listening today.
00:53:37.820 --> 00:53:43.500
Kevin Lowe: I hope, as always, that you've enjoyed our conversation with John as much as I have.
00:53:43.760 --> 00:53:48.000
Kevin Lowe: Such an amazing guy with such a heartfelt story to share.
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Kevin Lowe: I hope that something said today can be an impact to you in your life.
00:53:54.020 --> 00:53:58.220
Kevin Lowe: If something did resonate, if something made you think of somebody in your life,
00:53:58.420 --> 00:54:00.360
Kevin Lowe: please share today's episode with them.
00:54:00.420 --> 00:54:04.400
Kevin Lowe: That would be amazing. amazing and don't forget to check out the show notes
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Kevin Lowe: for all of the links to find john's book until next time i'm kevin lowe and
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Kevin Lowe: of course this is grit grace and inspiration
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