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Dads, take note. There is a princess tea

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party. Daddies, take your

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daughter. I'm gonna see if my 26 year old daughter wants to

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go. And this

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is the first Correct me, Pastor Will. This is the first time we've done a

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sing along since we did Beauty and the Beast. And there's nothing like being

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in this room with 500 people and being in the cast. I

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got to be the father of Belle. And you hear all these

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kids singing, you forget you're doing a play. You're like,

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oh, new kids. So daddies, bring your daughters.

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Oh, my goodness, what a joy. We have been

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talking about the greatest story

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ever told. Now, we've told stories, but really,

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it's like Pastor Barbie said Thursday night, the greatest

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story is about Jesus Christ. And

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so all of the stories that we have told, they all

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weave together in this amazing way from

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Genesis to Revelation, to tell the story

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about God and what he's done through his son Jesus to

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redeem us. So every story may be unique in its

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own way. And you, you have a story,

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people think, well, they finished writing the Bible 2,000 years ago,

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and so the Bible's stopped writing. No

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Acts 29 keeps going. Because we

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have stories, we have miracles in our lives. There are things going on

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in your life that God is writing your story day after

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day. And it's your privilege and your honor to be able

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to share your story. So I would challenge you, man, if

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you're bashful and you're introverted like some of our

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congregants and pastors are, be bold and share

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your story. When he puts you in that position, you don't have to just go

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around blabbing all the time, but be sensitive to the Holy Spirit,

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that when you're in a moment, a kairos

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moment, a God moment, to tell your story.

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Young man, how old are you? 18. 18. Do you know Jesus Christ, your

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Lord and savior? Yeah. What's your name? John. John,

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there will be moments in your life,

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young man. Are you still in school? You graduated?

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Are you a senior?

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Your last rodeo, big boy? There are

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people. Where do you go to school? Smyrna. Smyrna High School.

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Bulldog.

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You're graduating class, probably about four or five hundred kids in it.

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There are kids in your graduating class that need to know the Jesus you

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know. And I believe God will put

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kairos moments for you at a lunch table or in a

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chemistry class or whatever your courses are, or in the

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courtyard, in the quad, or at a pep rally. I believe, John, that

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if you will listen to the Holy Spirit that dwells within you. And Jesus said

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that he dwells within you, that if you'll listen to him

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and share your story, your story has the power to

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impact and change a life. Do you know that if your story

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only brings one other person to the salvation of Jesus Christ,

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it's well worth everything you've gone through? Some people think we got to

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win hundreds and thousands. No. What if your life only touches one?

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That's one more in the kingdom. Share your story, young man. Be bold.

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Don't be bashful. When the opportunity comes and you feel the Holy

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Spirit move on you, you do that.

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I got notes. We'll get there.

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We've talked about Noah, we've talked about Joseph, we've talked about

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Elijah and Elisha, which are some of my favorites. Back in October,

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Pastor Kevin sent out an email to the staff. He said, hey, send me three

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or four of your favorite Bible stories. Here's where we're going next year and

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I'll put out the sermon schedule. And here's where disobedience will get you in

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trouble.

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I knew everybody would want David. David's one of my favorites.

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Joseph's one of my favorites. And if you love Joseph, you need to be here

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on Thursdays. We still got five

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more. We got notes. You can catch up. You can go on YouTube and all

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this stuff. And here, Pastor Barbie by the needle. It's been powerful. This is

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my second or third time I've heard her teach it and it's

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powerful. But I just figured, well, people

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will write in and I'll just take whatever Pastor Kevin give me.

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Not a good idea. Yes, ma'.

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Am. Wrong thing I received. I hear you, Connie.

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Laugh at me. Now. I

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received an email on March 28th at 8:59 from Pastor Kevin

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that went something like this. I would like you to share the story of

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Hosea on September 7. Are you available to

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do that? Fifteen minutes later, at

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9.14pm, I was dumb enough to reply, yes, I'd be happy to.

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Seven minutes later, he replies, awesome. With a thumbs up.

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And I began to think, awesome.

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Why didn't I send the answer back in October? God. I

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could have talked about to the pit, to the prison, to the palace. I could

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have talked about the transfer of the mantle. I could have talked about Mark.

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I could have talked about a lot of things. What's the age demographic? Let me

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look at my room. I'll be polite. Cause there's some younger ears.

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I get to talk about a lady that has a very.

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She was known as a P and a P she was promiscuous

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and not a very good lady. And I thought, oh,

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great, that's. Mm. Hallelujah.

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You know what? I

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won't tell you names, but I struggle with

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this. First of all, I didn't do anything in the month of

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March. And then somewhere around April, I started reading Book of Hosea.

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And then May, I started writing notes. June, I got a little

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serious. August, I got real serious

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and I thought about some of the things I was going to share. And I

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said, I don't need to share that. I don't need to talk about those things

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in my life. And I just really felt

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impressed by the Holy Spirit. Yes, you do. And

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I shared them in first gathering. I'm going to share them again today.

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I really struggle with it because

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it talks about how I

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prostituted my walk with God. And I

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want to tell you, after the service over, I had a person that came down

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and said, I went through that when I was that age.

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I had another person come up and said, God

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sent you an email in March. I found out about a month

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ago. And I'm going through that situation in my

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life right now. God has a way of using the things in

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our life if we will allow him. We have to be open,

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John, and transparent and be willing to share. Amen.

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So stand with us and let's read a couple of scriptures.

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Help me, Mary. There we go. One more,

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one more. There we go. All right, let's read. But I have

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this against you that you have abandoned the love you had

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at first. Remember therefore, from where you have

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fallen. Repent and do the works you did at first.

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And from Hosea, I will betroth you

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to be. Pardon me. Let's start over. Cause I got hung up on

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Betrothed. I like it. Betrothed. Don't read Betroth

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Satraps. That's the inside joke with me and Joseph.

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I will betroth you to me forever. I will betroth you

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in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion.

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I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will

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acknowledge the Lord. There should be a W.

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Forgive my spelling. Mary works wonders, but she can't read my

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mind. Father, I thank you that you are in laughter. Laughter is

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a medicine. It heals us. Lord, I thank you that we have

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stories to tell and things that we can share. The Lord ultimately

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is about your word and your truth. So Lord, let your

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truth be heard and let your word go forth. Let it penetrate,

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break, heal, and restore places in people's hearts.

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Today, in Jesus name And you may

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be seated in the presence of the Lord. We used to say that in the

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80s. Be seated in the presence of the Lord.

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Justin's got a group. The dad. Where did

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Justin go? Dad bod. Cosplay

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boy, I tell you. And it's something else. Some of you in

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this room are part of that. Cause I see your pictures. Yeah, I see you

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over there. We got Spiderman and Batman and

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Strange Men and I mean Dr. Strange, whatever.

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But they'll show up to the movies when Marvel, I guess

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they're Marvel people. They might do it for dc, but they show up for the

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movies and they dress in these characters and man, everybody just

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loves seeing them and doing that. I'm a movie junkie. I love going to

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movies. I love watching movies. My favorites are the 70s and 80s. I love

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spaghetti westerns mostly. I like a good war movie here and there.

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I'm not a rom com guy. I'll watch them because

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I'm married. And if you're married, you

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better watch them too. We got Hallmark and Hallmark, whatever the

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other one is. And Lord, you can have a

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Christmas. Nevermind. They're already playing

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Good Gracious in Pumpkin Spice movies. But anyway,

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same story, different people. Mostly same people. Anyway,

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but I love movies. I love the. I grew up in

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my favorite thing. I was 14, 15 years old. Drive with a per

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minute. I got a hardship license because my parents divorced when I was

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young. So I had a hardship permit at 14 and I could drive.

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Imagine that. Hey, who said

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One of you? Yeah, but anyway, we go to the

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Bijou Twin on Wade Hampton Boulevard.

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And I loved it because back in the day, that's when the guy goes. It

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was 1964, you know, it was that movie guy, whatever.

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He's long gone now. But I love those things. So

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here we are, it's 722 B.C. we're going to look at

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today's passage like it was a movie because it helps it come alive to me.

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So if you're with me, just to set the scene.

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Hosea lived in the northern kingdom of Israel.

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There you go. And this was about

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200 years after it had broken off and splintered

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from the southern kingdom. Judah. If you go back

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to 1 Kings 12, you can read all about it. It's about 33, 34

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verses. Not gonna take the time now, but go back and do your homework and

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read that. But Jeroboam and Rehoboam, they were

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the opposing kings. And basically what happened? The king from

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the Northern kingdom, his counselor said,

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hey, why don't you Take it easy. Your dad overtaxed and

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he made it hard on everybody when he was king. Lighten up a little bit,

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Give them a little grace and the people will respond and they'll follow you

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and everything will be great. So he thought about it for three days. Why is

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everything three days or on a Tuesday in the Bible? But anyway, he thought

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about it for three days and I guess it was a Tuesday. And he

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came back and he did just the opposite.

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He raised the taxes. He made it even harder on the people. And so they

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rebelled. They had this revolt and it just. And so the

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kingdoms tore apart and Judah was its own. And then you had the

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northern kingdom. So Hosea

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was a prophet to Israel, the northern kingdom

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that was in rebellion. Because not only did they rebel, not only

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did they not appreciate what was going on,

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they wandered from God. See, there was a reason that the

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Lord had Israel in the Hebrew nation before they

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actually became Israel, to keep separate. It

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wasn't because God is racist. It wasn't because it wasn't

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inclusive. It's because he wanted them for

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himself. You will be my people. And I want you to

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be. I want to be your only God. And God was a jealous God,

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not jealousy in the terms of sin, but he wanted everything.

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He wanted their hearts, he wanted everything that they were, and he

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wanted to be everything to them. But they

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would intermarry and they would follow. It always led to following

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false gods and then idol worship. And so this is

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what's going on. And God speaks through

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Hosea. Now, we've talked about some prophets, Ezekiel, and

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we've talked about Jeremiah and Hosea.

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Listen, it's an honor

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to be considered an apostle, a prophet, a pastor,

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a teacher, an evangelist. Those are part of the giftings that Paul

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writes about and talks about. You better be very careful.

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You better be very careful about what you tell

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God you want to be or want to do for the kingdom.

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Because it's one thing to have a card that says, hi, I'm

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prophet Alan Smith. They do that a lot.

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But boy, when you are a prophet of the Lord,

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it can be very challenging. It can be difficult. It can be hard.

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Talk to Ezekiel, he had to lay on his side for a year.

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Talk to Jeremiah, he was in captivity.

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Talk to Daniel, talk to some of these guys that had to do hard

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things. It wasn't

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glamour from a stage, it was being in a lion's den. It

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was being put in bad situations. So here comes the Lord to Hosea,

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and he tells him this in Hosea 1

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1. Here we go just.

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He's one of the main characters. Think about,

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he's in his bedroom and the spirit of the Lord speaks to him in the

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night, in a dream maybe. Who knows? It said,

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when the Lord first spoke to Hosea, he said this to him.

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Go and marry a promiscuous wife.

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That's what Hosea probably said. He was probably

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Lord. And he hears it again.

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Go and marry a promiscuous wife and

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have children of promiscuity for

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the whole land has been promiscuous by abandoning

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me, the Lord.

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So Hosea goes and he marries

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Gomer. Shazam. Some of y' all old

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enough know he married Gomer, the daughter of

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Dibliim. And she conceived and she bore him three

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children. And boy, they had some names, and their names were because

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of some pretty serious situations that they represented

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that was going to come. That's not the kind of.

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How many. How many are married? Give me an amen.

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Some of y' all need to get happily married. How many are happily married? Say

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amen. There you go. How many would like to be married?

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Mary sue, question.

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If you would like to be married, would you just want to hear the

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Lord wake you up one night and go, hey, Joe, Hey,

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Sally. Go marry a promiscuous person.

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That's not on the top 10 list of qualities I would like in a wife.

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Right. But that's what the Lord told him to do. And so he goes and

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he takes Gomer to be his wife.

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Now, some people think this is a dark story

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and it's getting off to a bad start. I would tell you that

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the genre of this movie is not a rom com, obviously,

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but I would call it a love story. And I'd call it

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a love story not because of Hosea and Gomer,

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although that becomes one. But the love story

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is God to his people. God

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is so faithful and God is so

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passionate about his people,

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the people of Israel at that time. But you right

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now, that he not only will go,

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he already has gone to the furthest of measures

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to win you back. Cause see, when you read this story of

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Almost Said Homer and Homer and Goziah,

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too many. The H and G is too close. When you read this story,

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it's not the prettiest of stories. They get married,

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they have these three children of promiscuity. And after

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a season, she leaves him.

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And not just leaves him. It's one thing to leave. She

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leaves him and goes to another man,

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a married man, and becomes an adulteress

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on top of everything else. She was

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now, the way I read Scripture, he could have just

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said, I'm done with you and give her a writ of divorce

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and been done with her. But that is not what God told him to do.

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Because God was trying to show Hosea, I think,

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the depth and the pain that he was going through

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with the loss of his people, through what Hosea was going

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through with Gomer. I think he allowed Hosea

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to walk through that pain of having a

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promiscuous wife, having children, through promiscuity, having a

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wife that left him and went into

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adultery, so that he would truly understand the

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heartbreak that God the Father felt over his people.

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Sometimes we think we know how God feels. Oh, you know,

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oh, the Lord, it grieves the Lord,

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you know, it's heavy on the Lord's heart. Yeah, it is.

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Do you really understand how heavy sometimes? Because we like

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to say things, but we don't like to bear things.

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We like to put the words out there. But

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Pastor Barbee was talking Thursday night about praying for a situation.

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And she was saying how, yeah, we just pray sometimes and Lord bless them

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or whatever. But then she got into a thing, she said, but we ever get

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to this posture where it's like, dear Lord Jesus, whatever it

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is that they have need of, I pray that you would bless them. Whatever is

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coming, intercession and carrying the weight

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of what somebody else is walking through, that's the heart

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of God because that's the heart he had toward us. So I

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believe Hosea walked through those things so that he could truly understand

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the heart of God. Like I said, Hosea

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was the son of Bera, and

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he was also. You know, I look at the Bible sometimes and I get

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linear. I like things to just be straight and even. And no,

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don't give me hiccups and curves and stuff. Just make it all be nice and

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even and clean. But you know, sometimes scripture's like a bowl

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of spaghetti. Hosea was also a prophet

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at the same time as Isaiah was in the same time that Amos

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was. So they were all ministering to the Northern and Southern kingdoms

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at the exact same times. And they had different words for

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those in authority over them, but it was the same God giving the words to

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those because he was reacting in different situations through the northern

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and the Southern kingdom. But God was trying to

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create reconciliation. God was trying to bring

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redemption about, but the people were too dumb

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D U M B to hear it and

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receive it. Because guess what, we're hard headed. I'm sorry y' all

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aren't. Cause I'm Hard headed. And I

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don't listen all the time like I should to hear the Lord

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speak. None of y' all are, but I know I am. I mean, it's

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plain as day. You remember the. You remember the story. I don't know if somebody's

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doing it. I should have put that one on the email too. Where the hand

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writes on the wrong mini. Me neither.

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It's right there. And he still couldn't get it. That's me in my

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life. Been that way for most of my life.

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I was born in a small town in South

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Carolina. I've been born and raised in church my whole life,

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except for about 24 months, 23 months.

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A Christian family, but a dysfunctional family.

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We were at church all the time. Sunday morning, Sunday night. That was the thing

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we used to do back in the 60s, 70s and 80s. You'd have church on

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Sunday night, 6 o', clock, and then after church was over, you hung around the

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altar and had afterglow where you prayed and invited the Lord to talk to you.

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And then after that you went to the Dairy Queen, get ice cream. They know

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that. Cause they're much older. I'm just trying. It's not in your history books. I'm

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trying to get y' all kind of. And then

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Wednesday night. She knows. And then you had two revivals. You had a

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spring and a fall. And you better be there Thursday, Wednesday through Sunday.

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So that's how I grew up in church. And

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everything seemed fine in our little family.

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Grandfather was a pastor. He died the year before I was born. My grandmother took

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the church for the next five years. Some things happen and

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she was asked to step down. So we moved to first assembly of

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God and went there till I went to school in 86 in

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Florida. But like I said, my parents divorced.

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Separated when I was 12, divorced when I was 15. I was on my own

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at 16. But in that time frame, like I said, everything seemed

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fine at church between Fred and Lewis or between Fred and Sharon.

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But in the car ride home and behind the doors, it wasn't.

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Things weren't fine. And I had a

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father that didn't discipline. He

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punished. And there's a difference, dads. I had to learn that with

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my son because

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until he was seven, I punished him too. I swore that I

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wouldn't be my father. But you know, there's a scripture that talks about

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curses that go to so many generations and blessings. If

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you don't break that curse, you will carry it out.

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And I swore I'd never do that to my Children. But I did that to

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my son till he's seven. Till a brother says, if you keep doing it, you'll

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drive him away from God and you'll drive him to hate you. And I had

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to learn the difference between punishment and discipline.

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Discipline is handling whatever the situation is. Do you know that? Boys

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will be boys and do dumb boy things.

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And some of them don't deserve a beating. They just

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need to be, hey, knucklehead, straighten up. But

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there are things that do need some corrective measures.

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And sometimes it is a spoon or a belt or a switch,

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but it's not 10 or 12 of them. It's just one of them. Get their

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attention right. And then what I love, I've

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seen some parents. Boy, I wish y' all had been parents when I was little.

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Not just so I wouldn't have had that in my life, but to teach me

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something. I've seen parents that will do a

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corporal punishment and then they'll get right down there on the bed with

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them and pray with them. Now, Kirk, let's ask

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the Lord to help us to not tell lies anymore. Because God

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said that we're people of truth and

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correction.

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Here we go.

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About 9 years old, I had a 14

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year old neighbor that molested me. We'll just say it that way.

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And that took about a year and a half of my life. And that

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situation in my life started me on a Road at 10,

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11 and 12 and 13 years old. Age of pornography

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and promiscuity that a 10, 11 year

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old, 12 year old boy don't need to be doing.

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And when I thought I got it taken care of and I thought I prayed

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through and I'd go to the altars at youth group and I'd go down on

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Sunday nights for prayer and do all those things and pray and think I was

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clean. But I never confessed it to

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somebody. I never told somebody

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about it in my life that they could help me to. To

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uproot those seeds in my life that

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were starting to produce harvest in my life that I didn't want

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and a harvest that would come to affect my marriage

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some 20 years later. Folks, when we

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walk in a garden of sin and we plant

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seeds and we prostitute our faith,

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we walk in promiscuity. We don't walk in relationship with

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God. I love a word that Pastor Barbee says, para

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Theos, to walk with

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God, with God, arm in arm that

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embrace paratheos. We

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don't get those seeds uprooted before they take root. They

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start growing things that we don't want in our lives that will could

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potentially ruin generations down the road.

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That situation. Showed up nine years later

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in my marriage. Showed up several years later. Nine years into my

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marriage. We were

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youth pastors at a church in Antioch. We helped lead

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worship at that church in Antioch. Pastor Justin said the

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other Sunday, A couple of Sundays ago, you don't just wake up and have an

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affair. He's right. You don't.

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In my incidents, it took about eight to nine months of

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flirting with disaster and not fleeing from

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temptation. Started out holding hands in the prayer circle

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before church, and then it started out hanging out

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at their house because he was a drummer on the road. So Renee and I

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became. It was her best friend. Yeah, I know. Throw rocks at me

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now. I know you wouldn't have liked me 36 years ago.

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I don't like me now sometimes. But I'm not that guy anymore.

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Because God can redeem just like he redeemed

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Gomer. But now we tell

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people at 36 years of marriage, we've had 33

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happy years and three living hell. And they were

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because I had to build trust. I had to earn that back.

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You might be in here, and you might know what I'm talking about. That's why

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I'm telling you. See, everybody that stands on this platform

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or behind a pulpit, we are not perfect people.

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In fact, sometimes we feel like we're the most

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unqualified to stand in this place

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because we. Oh, God.

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Because of the things of our past. But there's a different

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but God that comes into play because that but

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God is the one that intervened and saved our marriage. Because

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before we said I do, we sat in Ashawnee's parking lot and said,

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I don't care what happens. Whoever's wrong, we do

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not get a divorce. We will work through this, and God will be in the

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middle of our marriage. And if it wasn't for that woman over there holding onto

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those words, I wouldn't be here. But God.

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So whatever your situation is,

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I brought one. No, I didn't. Anybody got a phone? I know Pastor Barbie

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told you not to have one. Now we'll see. Pastor Barbie.

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You guys right here. Y' all can just. You guys right here.

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I know y' all think this is important in your life.

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TikTok, Snapchat, every other flip,

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flap, whatever. They're on here,

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get off of them.

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It'll lead you straight to hell if you let it. This

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in itself is not a bad thing. It's a form of communication. It stores

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information. And it can be A safety net to your parents and people that you

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need when you need them. But when you got idle time, the

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Bible said idle hands. Don't be sitting here

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scrolling and I'm not looking at your stuff, baby. Don't be scrolling and looking through

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this stuff. Cause I know what pops up on mine.

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And you don't need to see it. You don't.

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Because it'd break my heart

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for things that happened to some of y' all because of people and predators.

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Get off of it. Find

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this thing. Why don't you scroll through these

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pages? Why don't you read through these pages and see where

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there's life?

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Because that'll stop you from being a person of

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promiscuity with your Lord. Come here,

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Kirk. He's not God. But playing

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the role of God, if

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this is the Lord, just walk somewhere.

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I'm kind of going that way.

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But if I don't get

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here

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and stay right here with God,

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guess where I'm going to go? I'm going to flee

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toward temptation. And he can't cover me over here

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because I'm not under the shadow of His.

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You got to be lockstep with the Lord. Thank you, Kurt.

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Somebody tell me what time it is. I'm off my notes.

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1214 worship team.

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Make your way.

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Look around the room.

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We brought in

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500 new chairs of the week.

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Oh, Lord. Every time I think about it, that

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40 foot sea trailer. Oh, Lord. Ted Gertz. God bless your

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heart and your back. There's

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about 450.

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There's five in the room now. There are 500 seats in

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this auditorium.

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We've started balancing out our services. First Service is

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about 115, 120. This one's about 250 or so.

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There are empty chairs in this room.

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Some of them are written on those blackboards out that hallway.

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Some of them you work beside. Some of them you go to school with.

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Some of them you just meet in the marketplace.

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I dream of a day where every. I want it to be so full in

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here. I want you to come in. If you're not in here by 10 after

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you're standing up.

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Not so we have a million and three quarters

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budget. Not so that we can invite 5,000

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people on Fall Fest. Not so we can run six

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shows of amazing shows sold out every time. But because

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those are souls that need to come into the kingdom of God.

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Pastor Kevin's challenged us to have tears for the

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lost. And we ought to. You know why?

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Because I was lost.

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I know what it is to run From God, for 22 months when I

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was growing up, I was the perfect little church boy. When I ran for those

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22 months, if you could smoke it, drink it, or do it, I did it.

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And I remember a Tuesday morning in March, I worked at the

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night shift in Nissan. Got my shower, and I went

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to wipe the mirror so I could shave. And the condensation

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had blurred the mirror, and all I could see was a blurry

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reflection of myself. And I just heard the

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Lord tell me, that's not who you are. That's not who

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I made you to be. And

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in that little bathroom on 104 Lake Farm Road, right over there

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by Nissan, wept before the Lord in that

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marriage. And I said, if you will take me back,

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I'll not run. I said that.

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Then in 1998, I had an affair.

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You didn't say all you want to say,

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but until it gets here,

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until this changes, until. See, we talk a lot about in this

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house, we don't want your money. We want your.

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We don't want your servanthood. We want your. We don't

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want your fill in the blank. We don't want it. What

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we want is we want your heart.

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Because that's what God wants. Scripture says the heart is deceitful

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above all things. I thought I was making a

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commitment to God, but my heart was not ready. My heart

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did not put its yes on the table. It

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took a broken marriage and three

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years of restoration for me to

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see what I did to my wife and what I could have put

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on my children. Because I'm the one that did those things.

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And I'm the one that could have caused a curse from generation

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to generation. And I don't want that for my son and daughter

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in love. I don't want that for future grandchildren.

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I want my life to be one that is of a heart for

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God, that I'm walking parathios so

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that I run in step with God, so that I can bring a blessing from

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generation to generation. I told John,

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what if it's one

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I'm not? She'll watch it.

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When my daughter came to tell me that she felt the Lord

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leading her from here, she came in my office and she

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said, daddy, I need to talk to you. And I said, as a pastor

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or as a father? She said, both.

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I said, well, talk to me as your daddy first.

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And when she told me, tears welled up in my eyes. And I just told

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her, I don't like this. This sucks.

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That's what I say. If you don't like me, then don't like me.

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But I always had visions of being in a

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church when I'm old, with my children and my

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grandchildren and seeing them in the house and

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worshiping and serving. That was my dream. That's what I wanted.

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But I had to realize she's not my daughter.

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She's his daughter. God has no grandchildren. I

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stewarded her life for however many years. And I have

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to have the same posture with her as my own theology.

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I have to be willing to let her go. Because what if

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Chelsea goes to that church and she may be there

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a year, five years, I don't know.

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But what if one person, one

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one person hears her story and gives her life to Jesus? Is it

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worth it, Alan? Absolutely.

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Absolutely. We gotta be willing to share

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our story. And we can't prostitute

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our walk with God. We are either in it

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or we're not. We can't do this. I'm 60.

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I can't do it either. We can't walk

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one foot in and one foot out. It doesn't work.

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It'll create strain. It'll create cramps and pain

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in your life that you don't want. You either have to be with God or

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you're not with Him. There is no pink in the

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kingdom. We are crimson like sin. Or we're white as scar,

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white as snow. You gotta be with him.

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This song they're singing, that verse

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when it gets prone to wander.

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That's me. However many years

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it's been. Since 1999. Had it up.

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Thank you. Have I walked a perfect

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Christian life? No, but I'm doing my best. I am

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doing my best to be right here. Sometimes I

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fall a little, but I try to grab that coattail so I can get right

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back up there with him. Because I don't want him to leave me.

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Because I know what three years of heartache was. I know what the heartache

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of molestation is in my life. I know what sin will do in your

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life. And I don't want it. I want the blessing of

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God. And the blessing comes when you're walking with him. Because

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he's a redeemer. Let me read you these four things,

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Mary. You can put it at the end.

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Jesus,

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thank God. We'll get there. And we don't need these anymore.

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No matter how many times Gomer left him and all that she did, Hosea

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pursued her relentlessly.

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At one point, he gathered all that he had, everything he owned

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to buy her back. Just like Hosea. God has given everything

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to get us back. He gave his all in his Son Jesus, for

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you and for me, redemption is

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always, always possible.

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The second thing is this. God's love is unconditional. It don't matter

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what you have done or been in your past. His

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love is unconditional even

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when we are unfaithful. Israel

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was unfaithful, yet God still pursued her. And he

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went through Hosea and made him marry a

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prostitute to show him his

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pain so that he would give the message to the people.

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God's love is unconditional. This love is not based on the actions of the

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recipient, but on the unwavering, steadfast love of the

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one giving it. With those who are going to pray, come forward.

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The third thing I want you to know is acknowledging our faults,

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our sin. I don't make mistakes. I don't make.

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I don't have issues. I have sin in my life and I've got to get

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it right. And acknowledging my sin will lead to

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transformation.

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And finally, faithfulness is more than just

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actions. It's about the heart.

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So I guess that's our altar call today.

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Where's your heart?

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Am I all in? Am I prone to wander?

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Do I need to be fettered? Here's how I

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fetter. I hide thy word in my

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heart that I may not sin against thee.

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They're going to lead us in this chorus, this hymn.

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Maybe you know what it's like to go through

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some of the things I've shared. Maybe you've gone through darker things.

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I'm going to tell you there's no distance from God further than

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right now for your life. It's this moment

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that you have, this kairos moment for you. As they play. Would you

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come forward and allow these to pray with you and minister to you?