We'll come back, ladies to our final talk in this advent retreat
Karen Doyler:series, prepare your heart for him.
Karen Doyler:My name is Karen Doyle, your host and founder of the genius project.
Karen Doyler:And it has been my great joy and privilege to host this advent series for you
Karen Doyler:over these past few weeks, I really.
Karen Doyler:And pray that these torts from our beautiful speakers have been a source of
Karen Doyler:encouragement, blessing, and really just an invitation for you to go deeper in
Karen Doyler:your personal relationship with the Lord.
Karen Doyler:I know personally, I have.
Karen Doyler:Saved so much richness and wisdom from each of the women who have
Karen Doyler:shared on this advent series.
Karen Doyler:And I know today you will not be disappointed with our final speaker
Karen Doyler:sister, Mary Rachel, in this final talk sister, Mary Rachel is going to.
Karen Doyler:Deeper into this theme of how we can prepare our hearts
Karen Doyler:for Christ this Christmas.
Karen Doyler:But this does not end on Christmas day.
Karen Doyler:Ladies, Christmas day will come and go it's one day.
Karen Doyler:But what we're entering into here is cultivating our interior life.
Karen Doyler:Cultivating.
Karen Doyler:The space that sacred space within our soul for the Lord to dwell.
Karen Doyler:And we pray that he would come and refresh us and renew us in a special
Karen Doyler:way this Christmas, but then my call to go beyond Christmas into the
Karen Doyler:coming year, holding Christ in our.
Karen Doyler:In the ways in which he has personally come.
Karen Doyler:And we have personally encountered him before we get started on this final
Karen Doyler:talk, given by sister Mary Rachel, I'd love to draw your intention
Karen Doyler:and extend an invitation to you to join us for the Catholic women's
Karen Doyler:masterclass that will kick off in January and February of next year.
Karen Doyler:The Catholic women's masters.
Karen Doyler:It's a beautiful opportunity to come together with like-minded Catholic women.
Karen Doyler:We meet once a fortnight on zoom over a four month period.
Karen Doyler:And we look together at how you can establish these rhythms
Karen Doyler:of renewal in your life.
Karen Doyler:So often we can come up with new year's resolutions, but
Karen Doyler:they are often short-lived.
Karen Doyler:And often this is because we don't actually have the practical tools and
Karen Doyler:strategies and the community around us to help move us forward in our.
Karen Doyler:So ladies, if you are wanting to grow, if you're wanting to go deeper in
Karen Doyler:relationship with the Lord and other women, if you're wanting to establish
Karen Doyler:rhythms of rest and be restored, and if you're wanting to discover your
Karen Doyler:unique gifts and where you can use them, I invite you to take a look at
Karen Doyler:the Catholic women's master class.
Karen Doyler:We do have a number of wait lists for the future.
Karen Doyler:That I will run in January and February of next year.
Karen Doyler:So make sure you check out that link below.
Karen Doyler:All right, ladies.
Karen Doyler:So we are here at our final talk in this advent retreat series and
Karen Doyler:it is my great joy and privilege to welcome sister Mary Rachel, to share.
Karen Doyler:Sister, Mary Rachel is a very dear and beloved friend of mine.
Karen Doyler:I met her when she came to Australia around 2008 to help with the world
Karen Doyler:youth day here and over the 10 years that she lived in Australia, we became
Karen Doyler:quite close and she is a beloved friend of the sisterhood Catholic
Karen Doyler:women's movement here in Australia.
Karen Doyler:She spoke at, I think all of our conferences over the 10 years,
Karen Doyler:she was here giving really.
Karen Doyler:Fire anointed messages so much.
Karen Doyler:So that one year the roof in the auditorium literally caught fire.
Karen Doyler:That's how anointed this woman is.
Karen Doyler:So ladies buckle up, sit back and relax and enjoy this
Karen Doyler:input from sister Mary Rachel.
Karen Doyler:Oh, welcome sister, Mary Rachel to our advent retreat at CFS.
Karen Doyler:Fantastic to have you joining us all the way from Nashville.
Karen Doyler:So welcome.
Sr Mary Rachel:Thank you so much.
Sr Mary Rachel:It is so good to be with you.
Sr Mary Rachel:What a grace and I miss that.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's great to have this time praying for you.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I look forward to this time together
Karen Doyler:before I said, I just want to jump through
Karen Doyler:the camera and give you a hug.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes,
Karen Doyler:exactly.
Karen Doyler:Being hugs.
Karen Doyler:I know for those of you, for the listeners who don't know, sister Mary Rachel was
Karen Doyler:in Australia for a number of years and often came to our sisterhood conferences.
Karen Doyler:I think you've come to everyone that while you were here,
Sr Mary Rachel:I started, I think on the very,
Karen Doyler:very first run that's right.
Karen Doyler:But you were an integral part of that community.
Karen Doyler:And so there's a lot of ladies from our sister community who are
Karen Doyler:participating in this retreat.
Karen Doyler:So there'll be very happy to, um, to hear from you.
Karen Doyler:I said, in the introduction you're, you're anointed when you speak so
Karen Doyler:much, so that the reef caught on fire.
Karen Doyler:Do you remember that?
Karen Doyler:It was so funny.
Karen Doyler:Tell us your memory of that day, that day.
Sr Mary Rachel:That was funny.
Sr Mary Rachel:It was the feast of Saint Patrick.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, um, and we were doing Irish dancing and then right after Irish
Sr Mary Rachel:dancing, I was going to give the talk.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I got up there and I S I began with a prayer.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then I mentioned St.
Sr Mary Rachel:Patrick and the man on the lights change the lights to be green that's.
Sr Mary Rachel:As I was speaking, I saw something.
Sr Mary Rachel:Something kind of flash, but I thought it was just the change of the lights
Sr Mary Rachel:and then somebody yells out fire.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's like, oh no.
Sr Mary Rachel:So then we had to, we all had to leave and then one of you posted something like.
Karen Doyler:She closed down from heaven.
Sr Mary Rachel:Was it like that the roof is the roof is on fire or
Sr Mary Rachel:something and you had to say literally,
Karen Doyler:yeah, literally it was a very eventful day,
Karen Doyler:but a beautiful, powerful talk.
Karen Doyler:So, um, we are looking forward to your.
Karen Doyler:For this retreat about how we can prepare intentionally for advent
Karen Doyler:and Christmas and how we can prepare a hearts intentionally for Christ.
Karen Doyler:But before we jump in, for those who don't know you, which is share a little
Karen Doyler:bit about yourself and your background.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:For sure.
Sr Mary Rachel:For sure.
Sr Mary Rachel:Thank you.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, so I'm originally from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania here in the United States.
Sr Mary Rachel:I'm the youngest of six children and I entered the convent in 1996.
Sr Mary Rachel:So next year, Uh, we, we celebrate our silver Jubilees from our first profession.
Sr Mary Rachel:So next summer will be my silver Jubilee of profession, which I'm
Sr Mary Rachel:already getting excited about that.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, um, I'm, I'm a teacher usually.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I've been teaching in the United States, uh, and then taught in
Sr Mary Rachel:Australia for just short of 11 years.
Sr Mary Rachel:So 10, 10 years and a little bit longer.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then in that time, well, I just told somebody the other day, I kind of
Sr Mary Rachel:feel like I've, I grew up in my town.
Sr Mary Rachel:And Australia it's, um, it was such a profound period of my life and,
Sr Mary Rachel:um, yeah, so such a special time.
Sr Mary Rachel:So, um, when I was in Australia, I was teaching it in high school and then
Sr Mary Rachel:also, um, doing some vocation work.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then I was working on my PhD and finished that the last
Sr Mary Rachel:year that I was in Australia.
Sr Mary Rachel:That was a
Karen Doyler:little while.
Karen Doyler:Isn't it?
Karen Doyler:Pardon?
Karen Doyler:That was a labor of love.
Karen Doyler:Yeah,
Sr Mary Rachel:it was, it was, yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:I re it was a labor of love.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:Difficult moments.
Sr Mary Rachel:But, um, a lot of joyful moments also in my topic was on pilgrimage.
Sr Mary Rachel:So the, the impact of pilgrimage on the faith of the Catholic educators.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I might mention something about that in, in this sharing today.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, but then in 2018, I came back, I received my assignment to.
Sr Mary Rachel:To the mother house here in Nashville, Tennessee and the mother
Sr Mary Rachel:house is, uh, is a place where we begin our life as religious.
Sr Mary Rachel:So our novitiate is here and then there are about five schools
Sr Mary Rachel:that run out of the mother house.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then our infirmary is here as well.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I'm, um, my current assignment is the local prioress at the mother house.
Sr Mary Rachel:So the superior of this house.
Sr Mary Rachel:So, uh, there are 120 sisters in the school year.
Sr Mary Rachel:In the house.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's a lot happening and I will allude to that later on.
Sr Mary Rachel:I have something to share about that.
Sr Mary Rachel:So, um, yes, that's just a little bit about
Karen Doyler:me.
Karen Doyler:Yeah.
Karen Doyler:Fantastic.
Karen Doyler:Well, I know we came over, Jonathan did a speaking tour in 2019 and it
Karen Doyler:was so lovely to come and visit we're in Nashville for a week and came to
Karen Doyler:the mother house a couple of times.
Karen Doyler:But one of my distinct memories is being out on the grass in the afternoon
Karen Doyler:because the kids were all playing.
Karen Doyler:Tennis with the sisters in the heat.
Karen Doyler:They just love that.
Karen Doyler:But all of the cars, all the teachers coming home from school or the sisters
Karen Doyler:in these white cars, just one after another, it's like a Royal kind of
Karen Doyler:event them coming home from school
Sr Mary Rachel:and just getting exactly when preset come, they say,
Sr Mary Rachel:you know, they've got it in the morning, right after breakfast.
Sr Mary Rachel:So mass and a very quick breakfast, pre soft and say they have to
Sr Mary Rachel:get out of the way because it's.
Sr Mary Rachel:Or like, um, kind of like an anthill, they just go so quickly out to school.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then it's, it's quiet for the most part.
Sr Mary Rachel:We that iteration in the morning and the retired sisters and the
Sr Mary Rachel:sisters who are in the home.
Sr Mary Rachel:Car and adoration mostly, um, for the needs of the
Sr Mary Rachel:apostle, that's the intention.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's pretty quiet at home.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then again, what you're describing Karen is the sisters all coming home after
Sr Mary Rachel:school and, um, before iteration again.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it is, those are busy times.
Sr Mary Rachel:You don't want to be walking.
Sr Mary Rachel:No,
Karen Doyler:it was fantastic.
Karen Doyler:We just loved our time there.
Karen Doyler:I think Stephanie still remembers, remembers that very fondly.
Karen Doyler:So that
Sr Mary Rachel:was a beautiful time.
Sr Mary Rachel:It really
Karen Doyler:was.
Karen Doyler:So maybe one day when all these restrictions finally
Karen Doyler:leave to be able to come back.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yeah, that'd be great.
Sr Mary Rachel:That'd be very good.
Karen Doyler:Oh, well, look, I'd love to throw to you now and just invite you
Karen Doyler:to share with us, I guess, how we can.
Karen Doyler:Prepare intentionally.
Karen Doyler:And we have been walking over the last four weeks with a
Karen Doyler:number of other speakers.
Karen Doyler:We've had Laura Roland, joy, Aiden, and Meagan, and we've looked at
Karen Doyler:lower, started off looking at a little bit of intentionality about
Karen Doyler:setting a purpose for advent.
Karen Doyler:So that.
Karen Doyler:Hurdle along through all the things and the to-do list and drive at Christmas
Karen Doyler:day exhausted, but then we're actually setting a purpose for our advent
Karen Doyler:enjoy, has spoken about just the three different characters in the nativity.
Karen Doyler:And I guess, inviting us into the door, the innkeeper and the mad GY, and just
Karen Doyler:how we can encounter Christ in, in those.
Karen Doyler:At Christmas.
Karen Doyler:And then Megan also has spoken around how we can prepare our relationships,
Karen Doyler:but we're going to now turn our heart to really diving a little
Karen Doyler:deeper in terms of how we can prepare in this deeper, spiritual way.
Karen Doyler:And I really feel in my own personal prayer that the Lord is inviting us
Karen Doyler:to go deeper, to go deeper with him.
Karen Doyler:The world feels incredibly unstable.
Karen Doyler:People are really struggling under the weight.
Karen Doyler:A whole lot of circumstances and heaviness at the moment, I'm
Karen Doyler:hearing that from so many women.
Karen Doyler:And so I think that the invitation really here is to dig in and to
Karen Doyler:really carve out a deeper faith.
Karen Doyler:It's like when we get married, we talk about.
Karen Doyler:The day you say I do is like the most important day.
Karen Doyler:Yes.
Karen Doyler:But that's really where it all begins.
Karen Doyler:And from that point, you need to get about the business of building a love
Karen Doyler:that will see you through a lifetime.
Karen Doyler:So I feel like in this season, we feel like we're entering a new season
Karen Doyler:in history globally, personally, but how can we build a faith?
Karen Doyler:That's going to see us through this season.
Karen Doyler:And so that's what I'd love to invite you to share with us today.
Karen Doyler:So thank you.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay, thank you so much for this opportunity to be with you.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I've been praying for you and praying for your retreat.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think maybe to start is, is the truth, the real conviction, you know,
Sr Mary Rachel:in, in the busy-ness of our lives, that anytime we take a retreat, we could,
Sr Mary Rachel:we could be confident of the father's.
Sr Mary Rachel:Good pleasure that out of everything we have to do.
Sr Mary Rachel:In life that we've decided to set the time aside and it's not in a selfish way.
Sr Mary Rachel:This is my selfish time.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's it is actually time to be available to God.
Sr Mary Rachel:So when we set this time aside for retreat, I think that, um, w you can
Sr Mary Rachel:be confident in the father's good pleasure, because you're choosing him.
Sr Mary Rachel:You're putting him first.
Sr Mary Rachel:Well, Karen, whenever you.
Sr Mary Rachel:Mentioned, um, how do we find out our foundation in this crazy world that
Sr Mary Rachel:has always been crazy, but is redeemed.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, um, I think that number one, we know it's in Jesus.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I think what he's given to us is, is the liturgical life.
Sr Mary Rachel:Because when we are praying the liturgy.
Sr Mary Rachel:There are texts in the liturgy that help us to navigate life.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, you know, sometimes all of us run into times when
Sr Mary Rachel:we don't know what to pray.
Sr Mary Rachel:We have, we don't have the words for it, either that the pain is so deep or the joy
Sr Mary Rachel:is so great that we don't have the words.
Sr Mary Rachel:And so Jesus has placed into the church, the words that are pleasing to the father.
Sr Mary Rachel:And so the liturgical seasons.
Sr Mary Rachel:I like to think of it is that as God's mercy and reminders.
Sr Mary Rachel:So just when we need times of fasting, we have Fridays.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then we have that season of lent.
Sr Mary Rachel:We have the season of advent, and then just when we need to feast and the times
Sr Mary Rachel:of joy to lift our lift up our spirits, we have Sundays and then Christmas at
Sr Mary Rachel:Easter, a whole octave of Sundays in the season of advent, the literature.
Sr Mary Rachel:Greets us with text after text of reminders and really rousing words,
Sr Mary Rachel:stay awake, uh, be ready, get prepared.
Sr Mary Rachel:These are words of lovers.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was thinking I was coming across.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, I could just flip all through the office book and, and come up with the.
Sr Mary Rachel:Beautiful words, reminding us of where our hearts should be.
Sr Mary Rachel:Zion is our mighty Citadel or saving Lord it's wall in its defense.
Sr Mary Rachel:Throw open.
Sr Mary Rachel:The gates for our God is here among us.
Sr Mary Rachel:Then we have, the Lord will come.
Sr Mary Rachel:He is true to his word.
Sr Mary Rachel:If he seems to delay, keep watch for him for, he will surely come all the way.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then we hear of John the Baptist, a voice crying in the wilderness,
Sr Mary Rachel:prepare the way of the Lord make straight the path for our God.
Sr Mary Rachel:All of us have prepared for guests by getting everything
Sr Mary Rachel:in the house just right.
Sr Mary Rachel:And right now you, no doubt are filled with to-do lists for these
Sr Mary Rachel:very events with your family or your in-laws friends who will be.
Sr Mary Rachel:Sometimes we plan these events and we actually wonder,
Sr Mary Rachel:why are we even doing this?
Sr Mary Rachel:We feel a certain obligation to host Christmas this year.
Sr Mary Rachel:And this one almost feels like three in one for four to make up for lost
Sr Mary Rachel:Christmases because of COVID restrictions.
Sr Mary Rachel:So we may feel even an added burden to what should be an event of joy.
Sr Mary Rachel:Or we are so very excited to finally be able to host everyone and busily go
Sr Mary Rachel:about every detail of the preparations, what a joy it is to be together with
Sr Mary Rachel:our loved ones, especially to set or renew those family traditions around
Sr Mary Rachel:the events of Christmas to do this year.
Sr Mary Rachel:What was lost in the last.
Sr Mary Rachel:St.
Sr Mary Rachel:John Henry Newman reflects on this kind of preparation and the waiting season.
Sr Mary Rachel:When he writes about thinking and planning for a friend who's coming and he
Sr Mary Rachel:equate, he equates this experience with the advent season, waiting for Jesus.
Sr Mary Rachel:As I read this and thought of you all, I was thinking there's a part here that is
Sr Mary Rachel:pertinent and it'll make sense as I write.
Sr Mary Rachel:He asks, do you know the feeling of expecting a friend expecting
Sr Mary Rachel:him to come and he delays?
Sr Mary Rachel:Do you know what it is to be an anxiety, less something should happen, which
Sr Mary Rachel:may happen or may not happen, or to be in suspense about some important
Sr Mary Rachel:event, which makes your heartbeat when you were in our reminder.
Sr Mary Rachel:And of which you think the first thing in the morning, do you know what it is
Sr Mary Rachel:to have a friend in a distant country to expect news of him and to wonder from day
Sr Mary Rachel:to day what he is doing and whether he is well to watch for Christ is a feeling
Sr Mary Rachel:such as these, he watches for Christ who has a sensitive, eager, apprehensive.
Sr Mary Rachel:Who is awake alive, quick, sighted, zealous, and seeking, and honoring him
Sr Mary Rachel:who looks out for him in all that happens.
Sr Mary Rachel:And who would not be surprised who would not be over agitated or overwhelmed if
Sr Mary Rachel:he found that he was coming at once?
Sr Mary Rachel:So that's from John Henry.
Sr Mary Rachel:Newman's sermon called watching.
Sr Mary Rachel:And how, if it's true of a friend, how true it is of the preparations
Sr Mary Rachel:for the closest of friends, for our Lord, Jesus, you had mentioned
Sr Mary Rachel:carrying the burden of that.
Sr Mary Rachel:Some people are hearing now.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I think that's always, um, that's that's in our mind because that's the
Sr Mary Rachel:very place the Lord Jesus wants to.
Sr Mary Rachel:He comes as savior.
Sr Mary Rachel:He comes as Lord and whatever darkness it is, he comes there to bring his light.
Sr Mary Rachel:And that is the greatest joy of this, of this season of waiting
Sr Mary Rachel:and placing our confidence that he in fact can bring light.
Sr Mary Rachel:And he in fact, brings redemption to whatever's going on.
Sr Mary Rachel:St.
Sr Mary Rachel:Bernard, um, has given a sermon.
Sr Mary Rachel:The three comings of advent and he talks about in the advent season, we're actually
Sr Mary Rachel:thinking of three different times when the Lord comes, he came at one point in
Sr Mary Rachel:time as a baby, he came in weakness and that's what we celebrate at Christmas.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then he comes at each moment when we're ready, trying to be ready for him.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then he will come again.
Sr Mary Rachel:Right.
Sr Mary Rachel:He will come again as judge and merciful judge.
Sr Mary Rachel:When St.
Sr Mary Rachel:Burner writes about this, he says that this middle coming
Sr Mary Rachel:it's like a cool this again.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then at the last it's the last things that I'm going to quote St.
Sr Mary Rachel:Bernard says, we know that there are three comings of the Lord.
Sr Mary Rachel:The third lies between the other two and the first coming he was
Sr Mary Rachel:seen on earth dwelling among.
Sr Mary Rachel:He himself testifies that they saw him and hated him.
Sr Mary Rachel:And the final coming all flesh will see the salvation of our God.
Sr Mary Rachel:And they will look on him whom they have pierced the intermediate.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's a hidden one.
Sr Mary Rachel:It is only the elect who see the Lord within their own
Sr Mary Rachel:selves and they are saved.
Sr Mary Rachel:He says, because there's this coming lies between the other two.
Sr Mary Rachel:It is like a road on which we travel from the first coming to the last.
Sr Mary Rachel:And the first Christ was our redemption and the last he will appear
Sr Mary Rachel:as our life in this middle-class.
Sr Mary Rachel:He is our rest and constellation.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was thinking about in this middle coming, he is our arrest
Sr Mary Rachel:and constellation refers to that.
Sr Mary Rachel:Really?
Sr Mary Rachel:Those the Lord, the pilgrimage of the Lord, the Lord's pilgrimage.
Sr Mary Rachel:He came as baby.
Sr Mary Rachel:He lived his life and then he died for us.
Sr Mary Rachel:And that was his pilgrimage to lead us back to the father.
Sr Mary Rachel:And advent is a beautiful time to remind us of our pilgrimage of life.
Sr Mary Rachel:It started.
Sr Mary Rachel:And with those texts again in the liturgy of the second coming, but
Sr Mary Rachel:it's always reminding us that this whole life is a life of pilgrimage.
Sr Mary Rachel:So in light of the scenarios above of preparing you hear that it's
Sr Mary Rachel:built for first, so we'll wait.
Sr Mary Rachel:Perfect.
Karen Doyler:Okay.
Karen Doyler:What did the bills signifying
Sr Mary Rachel:though?
Sr Mary Rachel:Right now?
Sr Mary Rachel:We're um, the sisters are gathering, gathering for which
Sr Mary Rachel:spiritual reading and conflict.
Sr Mary Rachel:So the bit that's called the five minute warning bells, so that that
Sr Mary Rachel:bell will ring and then you have five minutes to get to first and then.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, then another bell ring.
Sr Mary Rachel:So we'll see how we go.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's beautiful.
Karen Doyler:I remember that being there, joining you for praise.
Karen Doyler:And so it's such a rich experience and I quite, I enjoyed, I loved
Karen Doyler:our friendship in terms of that complimentarity of vocation.
Karen Doyler:I know you often said you were enriched by the vocation of
Karen Doyler:marriage and we were in breach.
Karen Doyler:Religious vocation.
Karen Doyler:And what I took away from that was just the, you know, the different rhythms of,
Karen Doyler:I guess, your life as a religious and how as lay people that we can actually
Karen Doyler:incorporate some rhythms into our daily life of prayer as well, because that
Karen Doyler:helps set out diet anyway, the bills remind me of that, that little lesson.
Karen Doyler:So yes, I'll let you keep going.
Karen Doyler:Okay.
Karen Doyler:So the next though.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:So in light of the scenarios that I mentioned above which we're
Sr Mary Rachel:preparing the home for guests, how is it possible to both make these
Sr Mary Rachel:preparations for Jesus's coming?
Sr Mary Rachel:So we're busy and yet to rest, to be busy and yet to be seated.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think the answer lies in a song of songs that says I sleep, but my heart is awake.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think the riddle and a seeming paradox is solved by an intentional awareness
Sr Mary Rachel:of the grace of the present moment.
Sr Mary Rachel:There's a Bishop.
Sr Mary Rachel:His name is Bishop messy.
Sr Mary Rachel:Kami Saska.
Sr Mary Rachel:Hopefully I said that.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:He says, all of our life is the preparation for the present moment.
Sr Mary Rachel:All of our life is the preparation for the present moment.
Sr Mary Rachel:The same way someone we love is never far from our thoughts.
Sr Mary Rachel:We work and do so many things in the course of the day, but our
Sr Mary Rachel:heart and mind are on the one week.
Sr Mary Rachel:In fact, this transforms the ordinary events of daily life when done for
Sr Mary Rachel:Love's sake in a supernatural act.
Sr Mary Rachel:And in fact, these ordinary events of every day and often a hidden acts
Sr Mary Rachel:can be efficacious for our salvation and the salvation of the whole world.
Sr Mary Rachel:This requires deep faith to believe that the moment we are.
Sr Mary Rachel:Each moment we are living has all of the graces we need, and
Sr Mary Rachel:that it has been eternally willed to bring us closer to our Lord.
Sr Mary Rachel:It takes faith to believe that each moment is a moment of Jesus calling out our name,
Sr Mary Rachel:loving us and providing for us that each moment of each day, Jesus is in fact.
Sr Mary Rachel:Present to us offering us his rest and his constellation.
Sr Mary Rachel:And if he is in this present moment, we believe that he will be in each future
Sr Mary Rachel:present moment, providing the same rest, the same constellation, the same grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:And doesn't that relieve us.
Sr Mary Rachel:You might've heard of them, the priests father, Walter Chizek.
Sr Mary Rachel:He was, he spent time in a concentration camp in second world war and he wrote a
Sr Mary Rachel:book called he leadeth me this advent.
Sr Mary Rachel:There is a section of that book that has been a tremendous reminder to me, of God
Sr Mary Rachel:seeing and knowing, you know, that story.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, um, just a side note, the story of.
Sr Mary Rachel:Abraham the covenant of Abraham.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, um, when the, when the Ram is caught in the thicket and then the
Sr Mary Rachel:Mount that is called y'all way your'e so the Lord provides, one of the sisters
Sr Mary Rachel:was telling me the other day, she was saying, you know, the word provide
Sr Mary Rachel:and see is it can be interchangeable.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then she said, if the Lord sees he provides it, if he provides, he
Sr Mary Rachel:sees and that's really comforting.
Sr Mary Rachel:Just the fact that we know we are always under his loving gaze.
Sr Mary Rachel:He's always see.
Sr Mary Rachel:And seeing us with the eyes of love, then we know that he is providing for us.
Sr Mary Rachel:So father,
Karen Doyler:we're sharing with you one in spirit.
Karen Doyler:That's right.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think we're ready now.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:That's actually going to happen again in 15 minutes, so we're okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:That's okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:So father, father Chizik writes, nothing can touch us.
Sr Mary Rachel:That does not come from his hand.
Sr Mary Rachel:Nothing can trouble us because all things come from his hand is this too simple
Sr Mary Rachel:and every detail of our lives to yield ourselves up to it in total commitment.
Sr Mary Rachel:Now we know that it's.
Sr Mary Rachel:Simple how difficult a task it is, but to trust and believe that
Sr Mary Rachel:that the Lord provides the grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think that it is a, um, an enormous mental discipline to live
Sr Mary Rachel:in the present moment, our minds.
Sr Mary Rachel:So often go backwards to what maybe we're worried about, um,
Sr Mary Rachel:what we're thinking about, what we might be distracted about and.
Sr Mary Rachel:They race ahead of in our plans, but I think even this advent to, to
Sr Mary Rachel:strive, I know it's now, um, it's very common to talk about mindfulness
Sr Mary Rachel:and to talk about the present moment, but it's a long standing tradition
Sr Mary Rachel:in the, in the church to, and within Christianity to practice the presence
Sr Mary Rachel:of God and to rely on his presence.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think that we are.
Sr Mary Rachel:Presented many times a day with a choice.
Sr Mary Rachel:And we teach our children this all the time.
Sr Mary Rachel:We teach young people that all the time and the choice is
Sr Mary Rachel:how will we respond to grace?
Sr Mary Rachel:How will we respond to the grace of the present moment?
Sr Mary Rachel:And sometimes the most rigorous and demanding penance of living the Christian
Sr Mary Rachel:life is to battle with ourselves to battle our own selfishness or our own willful.
Sr Mary Rachel:Or simply to move forward in what I know charity demands,
Sr Mary Rachel:even though I don't feel like it.
Sr Mary Rachel:And then the extra heroic step, the invitation to be joyful in doing what
Sr Mary Rachel:is required of us in Christian virtue.
Sr Mary Rachel:This idea has struck me in recent months, I think with great clarity.
Sr Mary Rachel:And it's probably the where the Lord is.
Sr Mary Rachel:Providing and where he's stretching.
Sr Mary Rachel:And so then calling me on just recently, I was on my way to
Sr Mary Rachel:the chapel in the morning.
Sr Mary Rachel:And the night before I had something to do, there was a choice that I was given.
Sr Mary Rachel:And it was interesting because.
Sr Mary Rachel:I knew that what I had to do was go, was going to have consequences for the next
Sr Mary Rachel:day that this act of charity was going to mean that the next day I would be tired.
Sr Mary Rachel:I'd be who else knows what else?
Sr Mary Rachel:Who else knows?
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:But by God's grace, as I was just walking, it was just, it was a quick thought.
Sr Mary Rachel:I really, I realized I didn't have to do anything.
Sr Mary Rachel:I chose to do something.
Sr Mary Rachel:And by choosing it out of love, then I chose the consequences in
Sr Mary Rachel:this situation of being tired, which isn't really a big deal.
Sr Mary Rachel:People are tired a lot of times, but I'm not forced or
Sr Mary Rachel:coerced coerced to do the good.
Sr Mary Rachel:I am invited to choose the good act and to choose out of love the consequences
Sr Mary Rachel:of that good act, the tiredness, the inconvenience, the surrendering, my.
Sr Mary Rachel:For something better.
Sr Mary Rachel:I had a similar situation at grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think I received earlier in the year, just this past summer.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I explained, um, what this house is like.
Sr Mary Rachel:There's 120 sisters in the school year, but this past summer, we were
Sr Mary Rachel:really blessed for the first time to, to welcome the sisters home.
Sr Mary Rachel:We had been closed down as so many.
Sr Mary Rachel:Uh, so many people were.
Sr Mary Rachel:And so that meant preparing for about 270.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think it was about 270 sisters who would be home.
Sr Mary Rachel:What an enormous blessing.
Sr Mary Rachel:We missed those of you who were not present of the sisters.
Sr Mary Rachel:We missed the sisters who were not present, but we
Sr Mary Rachel:were so aware that this time.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, was the time of grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:So my role as the local Pryor says to prepare for the sisters to come.
Sr Mary Rachel:And that just means really practical, very, very practical things.
Sr Mary Rachel:Make sure everybody has a bed, make sure everybody has somewhere to a
Sr Mary Rachel:place to sit at the table, make sure everybody has a place in the chapel.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's all of those really, really practical things.
Sr Mary Rachel:Now, when you're dealing with 270 or 280 people.
Sr Mary Rachel:Those details are kind of important because I also want
Sr Mary Rachel:my sisters to feel welcome home after not being home for a while.
Sr Mary Rachel:So anything can kind of, not anything, but sometimes things
Sr Mary Rachel:shift and create like marbles.
Sr Mary Rachel:So we had a beautiful community days and then not very last day, it was this
Sr Mary Rachel:stupid COVID stupid COVID next stream.
Sr Mary Rachel:And so all of us.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was having to figure out where am I?
Sr Mary Rachel:It was one sister after the next kind of reporting that of testing
Sr Mary Rachel:positive and, and trying to keep our sisters in the infirmary safe and the
Sr Mary Rachel:sisters who were vulnerable, safe.
Sr Mary Rachel:So just troubleshooting.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:So I'm trying to move the sisters into other.
Sr Mary Rachel:We call them cells where we sleep cells.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's a monastic.
Sr Mary Rachel:But trying to, to move those sisters into the quarantined area and all of this.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's, if you think of like a hotel situation, when you go to a place and
Sr Mary Rachel:then people are that the person is shifting all the different, um, people
Sr Mary Rachel:to get new in a new place and all that.
Sr Mary Rachel:So it was a little bit chaotic and I had come into my office
Sr Mary Rachel:working with all of that.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I'm, I go to answer the phone.
Sr Mary Rachel:I'm holding one phone in one phone here at one point, and then it closed the
Sr Mary Rachel:door and I turned to my computer and I'm going to post it notes everywhere,
Sr Mary Rachel:disorganized, and then a quiet.
Sr Mary Rachel:Almost in perceivably, small thought popped into my mind.
Sr Mary Rachel:And you know, these are really gentle prompting of the holy spirit.
Sr Mary Rachel:So quiet, so gentle that I nearly missed it and was given a grace in
Sr Mary Rachel:that moment to flip the situation.
Sr Mary Rachel:To just flip it.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was anxious.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was a little bit spastic.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was busy.
Sr Mary Rachel:I was all of those things falling a little bit into self-pity
Sr Mary Rachel:overwhelmed by the details.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:Some agitation, not even thinking about the sisters, right me.
Sr Mary Rachel:It was just me.
Sr Mary Rachel:And in that moment, the Lord wanted me to flip it from busy.
Sr Mary Rachel:To full.
Sr Mary Rachel:This moment is full, really full of grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:This moment is full and this moment is fruitful.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I think the question became, do I want it any other way?
Sr Mary Rachel:No, no, I don't.
Sr Mary Rachel:So the fruitfulness of this situation, I wouldn't want it any other way.
Sr Mary Rachel:Really how true.
Sr Mary Rachel:I hadn't thought about it that way before how sad to not, it would be
Sr Mary Rachel:so sad to not have those sisters come home to not be able to serve
Sr Mary Rachel:to not whatever dot, dot.it is.
Sr Mary Rachel:So a moment when the holy spirit whispered so quietly and a fruitfulness
Sr Mary Rachel:of his grace could then be.
Sr Mary Rachel:What flipped also was just going through the motions, frantically planning,
Sr Mary Rachel:frantically preparing, working, but then the invitation to now do it intentionally
Sr Mary Rachel:to do it with love, to do it with gratitude where joy and peace and humor.
Sr Mary Rachel:Now exteriorly the law, the, I might still be moving pretty fast and
Sr Mary Rachel:the exterior act may look the same.
Sr Mary Rachel:That's the importance of, we can never judge because the exterior act looks
Sr Mary Rachel:the same, but the interior disposition is now vitally different vitally.
Sr Mary Rachel:I use that on purpose because now it's bringing light.
Sr Mary Rachel:Where I don't know where it was happening before I dare say, this
Sr Mary Rachel:is what you are all up to right now.
Sr Mary Rachel:And maybe it's an invitation.
Sr Mary Rachel:You are very busy, busy preparing for Christmas, which is by
Sr Mary Rachel:the way, like coming of Jesus.
Sr Mary Rachel:Sometimes I know in that moment, um, when.
Sr Mary Rachel:I had to think about that word differently busy.
Sr Mary Rachel:Sometimes when we remind ourselves and others of how
Sr Mary Rachel:busy we are, how busy we are.
Sr Mary Rachel:I think we zapped the moment of grace and beauty and joy.
Sr Mary Rachel:We either try to falsely convince ourselves or others of our own
Sr Mary Rachel:importance by saying we're so busy.
Sr Mary Rachel:Or we neglect the gratitude of recognizing the fruitfulness.
Sr Mary Rachel:He is calling us to the beauty of these loved ones.
Sr Mary Rachel:We are prepared and to see even if, I mean, not my sisters necessarily, but even
Sr Mary Rachel:if they do drive you crazy on occasion.
Sr Mary Rachel:Okay.
Sr Mary Rachel:Maybe, and we lose sight sometimes of the reason why we are gathering to.
Sr Mary Rachel:Of who gathers us together because love himself has chosen
Sr Mary Rachel:to make his home in our heart.
Sr Mary Rachel:Jesus doesn't mind too much about the many done events unwrapped
Sr Mary Rachel:or even on bought presence.
Sr Mary Rachel:Instead, he wants to find our hearts so full of anticipation, so full of law.
Sr Mary Rachel:So full of confidence that he is savior.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes.
Sr Mary Rachel:So full of awareness of need.
Sr Mary Rachel:Yes, Jesus.
Sr Mary Rachel:You are the only one who can do this.
Sr Mary Rachel:So full of desire and so full of love for him.
Sr Mary Rachel:So that truly on Christmas day, we can awaken to the sound of his voice
Sr Mary Rachel:and the very sound of his voice makes our whole bodies thrill with.
Sr Mary Rachel:Well, we sing that at the Christmas time, the thrill of hope, this weary
Sr Mary Rachel:world rejoices when yonder breaks a new and glorious morn, let us fall on
Sr Mary Rachel:our knees and hear the angels voices.
Sr Mary Rachel:Oh, holy night, when Christ was born.
Sr Mary Rachel:So let us, dear sister, my sisters in Christ near and far prepare to meet
Sr Mary Rachel:him with many intentional acts of.
Sr Mary Rachel:Aware of his presence at each moment.
Sr Mary Rachel:God bless you know of my prayers for you and my deep love.
Sr Mary Rachel:And I miss you and hope to see you again.
Karen Doyler:Thank you.
Karen Doyler:Thank you, sister, Mary Rachel.
Karen Doyler:That was beautiful.
Karen Doyler:Beautiful way to close our retreat and just to really center us on this next
Karen Doyler:week as we come into Christmas and what Christ is really calling us to.
Karen Doyler:I really, I love when you spoke about those thoughts and that being
Karen Doyler:this pivotal moment or flipping it, I like your expression flipping it.
Karen Doyler:We might have.
Karen Doyler:Coined that term, because it's a great term because it's, it describes this
Karen Doyler:flip moment in a second, how we can go from self pity and pulling into
Karen Doyler:this temptation of self-reliance and self-pity and selfishness and lack
Karen Doyler:of virtue to the complete opposite of God's grace being present.
Karen Doyler:Like you said, you nearly missed that thought.
Karen Doyler:Yes in the busy-ness.
Karen Doyler:And so Christ's coming to us in, in this season of advent is very much
Karen Doyler:about, we also have to participate.
Karen Doyler:We've mentioned this in another section that we have to be active participants
Karen Doyler:in this journey and Christ coming that we actually have to carve out and make space
Karen Doyler:and room for him so that we can listen and, and just slowing down a little bit.
Karen Doyler:So, yeah.
Karen Doyler:Thank you so much.
Karen Doyler:So beautiful.
Sr Mary Rachel:You know, it's, it's so much.
Sr Mary Rachel:I kept thinking, as I was preparing this, then I didn't say it.
Sr Mary Rachel:Um, it's so much about just filling whatever we're doing.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's it's like saturating it in love or in a sense it's like allowing
Sr Mary Rachel:just, just against that intentionally inviting love to be in that moment.
Sr Mary Rachel:So sometimes we think, oh, I need to do this.
Sr Mary Rachel:I need to do that.
Sr Mary Rachel:I need to change this.
Sr Mary Rachel:Need to change that.
Sr Mary Rachel:Often it's not, it's, it's, uh, um, doing the things we're doing, but just,
Sr Mary Rachel:um, that's why just inviting love the holy spirit to come and to come into it.
Sr Mary Rachel:And, and those things you're doing those presence you're having for your
Sr Mary Rachel:children so that when they open them, you know, You know that it's a gift of
Sr Mary Rachel:love that they're opening, you know?
Sr Mary Rachel:So it's like a supernatural force salsa that comes at them when
Sr Mary Rachel:they're, because it was done with yes,
Karen Doyler:absolutely.
Karen Doyler:When you're talking about all the sisters coming home, I was
Karen Doyler:thinking about you with 270.
Karen Doyler:I'm like, it's kind of similar to just putting my three kids to be 70 sisters.
Karen Doyler:Very true.
Karen Doyler:But it is.
Karen Doyler:Cause the thought in my head every night is I'm so busy.
Karen Doyler:I've got so much to do.
Karen Doyler:I'm so busy.
Karen Doyler:And I'm actually saying that to myself over and over again.
Karen Doyler:Yes.
Karen Doyler:There's beautiful bells to get, but you know, like to
Karen Doyler:flip that is to say this time.
Karen Doyler:We'll be there, these children like, and too, I love your expression.
Karen Doyler:Invite love in like inviting love into each moment, each interaction, even around
Karen Doyler:the Christmas table with that family member or those people who are really
Karen Doyler:challenging to love, inviting, loving, and asking Christ to come into that
Karen Doyler:moment, to transform that moment with his.
Karen Doyler:So good to talk to you.
Karen Doyler:I'm like, let's just sit here all day,
Sr Mary Rachel:so good.
Sr Mary Rachel:It's very,
Karen Doyler:very good to see you.
Karen Doyler:It's good to see you too.
Karen Doyler:What can I ask you please?
Karen Doyler:Because this is the final talk for our series.
Karen Doyler:Would you please pray a blessing over our ladies?
Karen Doyler:Just I guess, to seal them in protection, seal them in love
Karen Doyler:as they head into Christmas.
Sr Mary Rachel:For sure.
Sr Mary Rachel:That's a great, yeah, that'd be it.
Sr Mary Rachel:A gift and the father and of the son of the holy spirit.
Sr Mary Rachel:Amen.
Sr Mary Rachel:Heavenly father.
Sr Mary Rachel:We praise you.
Sr Mary Rachel:And we thank you for this time together.
Sr Mary Rachel:We thank you father for the gift of your son.
Sr Mary Rachel:Jesus, Jesus, wherever we are, we acknowledge your
Sr Mary Rachel:presence in the Eucharist.
Sr Mary Rachel:Loving us.
Sr Mary Rachel:We adore your presence and the closest chapel or church, the closest one to us.
Sr Mary Rachel:We adore you and we praise you.
Sr Mary Rachel:We thank you.
Sr Mary Rachel:Jesus.
Sr Mary Rachel:We ask that you would send your holy spirit upon us upon Karen
Sr Mary Rachel:and the organizers of this race.
Sr Mary Rachel:Upon every woman who is attending this retreat upon the speakers, we invite
Sr Mary Rachel:you holy spirit to come into our hearts.
Sr Mary Rachel:I knew into the lives of our families and all of our loved ones.
Sr Mary Rachel:We ask holy spirit that you would set our hearts on fire with.
Sr Mary Rachel:We ask holy spirit for the particular graces.
Sr Mary Rachel:We need to be love for those you place in our lives, that we would even be surprised
Sr Mary Rachel:that you are acting in and through us.
Sr Mary Rachel:Holy spirit, we give you permission to work in.
Sr Mary Rachel:We ask holy spirit for a new awareness and a deep gratitude for Jesus as our
Sr Mary Rachel:savior and savior of the entire world,
Sr Mary Rachel:mother Mary.
Sr Mary Rachel:As you prepare for the birth of your son, we ask Mary that you would pray
Sr Mary Rachel:for us, that our hearts would be like your heart and would be ready to receive
Sr Mary Rachel:Jesus at each moment at Christmas time.
Sr Mary Rachel:And when he comes.
Sr Mary Rachel:Uh, and all of this prayer we place and all of us, ourselves,
Sr Mary Rachel:we place under Mary's mantle of love and protection as we can.
Sr Mary Rachel:Hail Mary full of grace.
Sr Mary Rachel:The Lord is with thee blessed art thou among women, and
Sr Mary Rachel:blessed is the fruit of thy womb.
Sr Mary Rachel:Jesus, holy Mary mother of God.
Sr Mary Rachel:Pray for us now.
Sr Mary Rachel:And at the hour of our death.
Sr Mary Rachel:Amen.
Sr Mary Rachel:Mary help of Christians pray for us.
Sr Mary Rachel:Saint Joseph preference and the name of the father, not
Sr Mary Rachel:the son of the holy spirit.
Sr Mary Rachel:Amen.
Sr Mary Rachel:Amen.
Sr Mary Rachel:Let's
Karen Doyler:just sit here all day.
Karen Doyler:Beautiful.
Karen Doyler:So beautiful.
Karen Doyler:So much.
Karen Doyler:So ladies, I hope and pray that you've had a chance this advent to carve out
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