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We'll come back, ladies to our final talk in this advent retreat

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series, prepare your heart for him.

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My name is Karen Doyle, your host and founder of the genius project.

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And it has been my great joy and privilege to host this advent series for you

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over these past few weeks, I really.

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And pray that these torts from our beautiful speakers have been a source of

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encouragement, blessing, and really just an invitation for you to go deeper in

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your personal relationship with the Lord.

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I know personally, I have.

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Saved so much richness and wisdom from each of the women who have

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shared on this advent series.

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And I know today you will not be disappointed with our final speaker

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sister, Mary Rachel, in this final talk sister, Mary Rachel is going to.

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Deeper into this theme of how we can prepare our hearts

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for Christ this Christmas.

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But this does not end on Christmas day.

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Ladies, Christmas day will come and go it's one day.

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But what we're entering into here is cultivating our interior life.

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Cultivating.

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The space that sacred space within our soul for the Lord to dwell.

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And we pray that he would come and refresh us and renew us in a special

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way this Christmas, but then my call to go beyond Christmas into the

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coming year, holding Christ in our.

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In the ways in which he has personally come.

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And we have personally encountered him before we get started on this final

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talk, given by sister Mary Rachel, I'd love to draw your intention

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and extend an invitation to you to join us for the Catholic women's

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masterclass that will kick off in January and February of next year.

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The Catholic women's masters.

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It's a beautiful opportunity to come together with like-minded Catholic women.

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We meet once a fortnight on zoom over a four month period.

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And we look together at how you can establish these rhythms

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of renewal in your life.

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So often we can come up with new year's resolutions, but

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they are often short-lived.

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And often this is because we don't actually have the practical tools and

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strategies and the community around us to help move us forward in our.

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So ladies, if you are wanting to grow, if you're wanting to go deeper in

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relationship with the Lord and other women, if you're wanting to establish

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rhythms of rest and be restored, and if you're wanting to discover your

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unique gifts and where you can use them, I invite you to take a look at

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the Catholic women's master class.

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We do have a number of wait lists for the future.

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That I will run in January and February of next year.

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So make sure you check out that link below.

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All right, ladies.

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So we are here at our final talk in this advent retreat series and

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it is my great joy and privilege to welcome sister Mary Rachel, to share.

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Sister, Mary Rachel is a very dear and beloved friend of mine.

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I met her when she came to Australia around 2008 to help with the world

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youth day here and over the 10 years that she lived in Australia, we became

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quite close and she is a beloved friend of the sisterhood Catholic

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women's movement here in Australia.

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She spoke at, I think all of our conferences over the 10 years,

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she was here giving really.

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Fire anointed messages so much.

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So that one year the roof in the auditorium literally caught fire.

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That's how anointed this woman is.

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So ladies buckle up, sit back and relax and enjoy this

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input from sister Mary Rachel.

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Oh, welcome sister, Mary Rachel to our advent retreat at CFS.

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Fantastic to have you joining us all the way from Nashville.

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So welcome.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Thank you so much.

Sr Mary Rachel:

It is so good to be with you.

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What a grace and I miss that.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So it's great to have this time praying for you.

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And I look forward to this time together

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before I said, I just want to jump through

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the camera and give you a hug.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Yes,

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exactly.

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Being hugs.

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I know for those of you, for the listeners who don't know, sister Mary Rachel was

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in Australia for a number of years and often came to our sisterhood conferences.

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I think you've come to everyone that while you were here,

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I started, I think on the very,

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very first run that's right.

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But you were an integral part of that community.

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And so there's a lot of ladies from our sister community who are

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participating in this retreat.

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So there'll be very happy to, um, to hear from you.

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I said, in the introduction you're, you're anointed when you speak so

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much, so that the reef caught on fire.

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Do you remember that?

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It was so funny.

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Tell us your memory of that day, that day.

Sr Mary Rachel:

That was funny.

Sr Mary Rachel:

It was the feast of Saint Patrick.

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Yes.

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And, um, and we were doing Irish dancing and then right after Irish

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dancing, I was going to give the talk.

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So I got up there and I S I began with a prayer.

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And then I mentioned St.

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Patrick and the man on the lights change the lights to be green that's.

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As I was speaking, I saw something.

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Something kind of flash, but I thought it was just the change of the lights

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and then somebody yells out fire.

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It's like, oh no.

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So then we had to, we all had to leave and then one of you posted something like.

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She closed down from heaven.

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Was it like that the roof is the roof is on fire or

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something and you had to say literally,

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yeah, literally it was a very eventful day,

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but a beautiful, powerful talk.

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So, um, we are looking forward to your.

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For this retreat about how we can prepare intentionally for advent

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and Christmas and how we can prepare a hearts intentionally for Christ.

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But before we jump in, for those who don't know you, which is share a little

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bit about yourself and your background.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Yes.

Sr Mary Rachel:

For sure.

Sr Mary Rachel:

For sure.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Thank you.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Um, so I'm originally from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania here in the United States.

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I'm the youngest of six children and I entered the convent in 1996.

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So next year, Uh, we, we celebrate our silver Jubilees from our first profession.

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So next summer will be my silver Jubilee of profession, which I'm

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already getting excited about that.

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And, um, I'm, I'm a teacher usually.

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So I've been teaching in the United States, uh, and then taught in

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Australia for just short of 11 years.

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So 10, 10 years and a little bit longer.

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And then in that time, well, I just told somebody the other day, I kind of

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feel like I've, I grew up in my town.

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And Australia it's, um, it was such a profound period of my life and,

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um, yeah, so such a special time.

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So, um, when I was in Australia, I was teaching it in high school and then

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also, um, doing some vocation work.

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And then I was working on my PhD and finished that the last

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year that I was in Australia.

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That was a

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little while.

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Isn't it?

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Pardon?

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That was a labor of love.

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Yeah,

Sr Mary Rachel:

it was, it was, yes.

Sr Mary Rachel:

I re it was a labor of love.

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Yes.

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Difficult moments.

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But, um, a lot of joyful moments also in my topic was on pilgrimage.

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So the, the impact of pilgrimage on the faith of the Catholic educators.

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So I might mention something about that in, in this sharing today.

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Um, but then in 2018, I came back, I received my assignment to.

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To the mother house here in Nashville, Tennessee and the mother

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house is, uh, is a place where we begin our life as religious.

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So our novitiate is here and then there are about five schools

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that run out of the mother house.

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And then our infirmary is here as well.

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So I'm, um, my current assignment is the local prioress at the mother house.

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So the superior of this house.

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So, uh, there are 120 sisters in the school year.

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In the house.

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So it's a lot happening and I will allude to that later on.

Sr Mary Rachel:

I have something to share about that.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So, um, yes, that's just a little bit about

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me.

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Yeah.

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Fantastic.

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Well, I know we came over, Jonathan did a speaking tour in 2019 and it

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was so lovely to come and visit we're in Nashville for a week and came to

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the mother house a couple of times.

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But one of my distinct memories is being out on the grass in the afternoon

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because the kids were all playing.

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Tennis with the sisters in the heat.

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They just love that.

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But all of the cars, all the teachers coming home from school or the sisters

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in these white cars, just one after another, it's like a Royal kind of

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event them coming home from school

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and just getting exactly when preset come, they say,

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you know, they've got it in the morning, right after breakfast.

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So mass and a very quick breakfast, pre soft and say they have to

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get out of the way because it's.

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Or like, um, kind of like an anthill, they just go so quickly out to school.

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And then it's, it's quiet for the most part.

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We that iteration in the morning and the retired sisters and the

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sisters who are in the home.

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Car and adoration mostly, um, for the needs of the

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apostle, that's the intention.

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So it's pretty quiet at home.

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And then again, what you're describing Karen is the sisters all coming home after

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school and, um, before iteration again.

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So it is, those are busy times.

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You don't want to be walking.

Sr Mary Rachel:

No,

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it was fantastic.

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We just loved our time there.

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I think Stephanie still remembers, remembers that very fondly.

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So that

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was a beautiful time.

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It really

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was.

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So maybe one day when all these restrictions finally

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leave to be able to come back.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Yeah, that'd be great.

Sr Mary Rachel:

That'd be very good.

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Oh, well, look, I'd love to throw to you now and just invite you

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to share with us, I guess, how we can.

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Prepare intentionally.

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And we have been walking over the last four weeks with a

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number of other speakers.

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We've had Laura Roland, joy, Aiden, and Meagan, and we've looked at

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lower, started off looking at a little bit of intentionality about

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setting a purpose for advent.

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So that.

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Hurdle along through all the things and the to-do list and drive at Christmas

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day exhausted, but then we're actually setting a purpose for our advent

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enjoy, has spoken about just the three different characters in the nativity.

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And I guess, inviting us into the door, the innkeeper and the mad GY, and just

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how we can encounter Christ in, in those.

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At Christmas.

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And then Megan also has spoken around how we can prepare our relationships,

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but we're going to now turn our heart to really diving a little

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deeper in terms of how we can prepare in this deeper, spiritual way.

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And I really feel in my own personal prayer that the Lord is inviting us

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to go deeper, to go deeper with him.

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The world feels incredibly unstable.

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People are really struggling under the weight.

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A whole lot of circumstances and heaviness at the moment, I'm

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hearing that from so many women.

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And so I think that the invitation really here is to dig in and to

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really carve out a deeper faith.

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It's like when we get married, we talk about.

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The day you say I do is like the most important day.

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Yes.

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But that's really where it all begins.

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And from that point, you need to get about the business of building a love

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that will see you through a lifetime.

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So I feel like in this season, we feel like we're entering a new season

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in history globally, personally, but how can we build a faith?

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That's going to see us through this season.

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And so that's what I'd love to invite you to share with us today.

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So thank you.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Okay, thank you so much for this opportunity to be with you.

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And I've been praying for you and praying for your retreat.

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I think maybe to start is, is the truth, the real conviction, you know,

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in, in the busy-ness of our lives, that anytime we take a retreat, we could,

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we could be confident of the father's.

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Good pleasure that out of everything we have to do.

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In life that we've decided to set the time aside and it's not in a selfish way.

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This is my selfish time.

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It's it is actually time to be available to God.

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So when we set this time aside for retreat, I think that, um, w you can

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be confident in the father's good pleasure, because you're choosing him.

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You're putting him first.

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Well, Karen, whenever you.

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Mentioned, um, how do we find out our foundation in this crazy world that

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has always been crazy, but is redeemed.

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And, um, I think that number one, we know it's in Jesus.

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And I think what he's given to us is, is the liturgical life.

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Because when we are praying the liturgy.

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There are texts in the liturgy that help us to navigate life.

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And, you know, sometimes all of us run into times when

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we don't know what to pray.

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We have, we don't have the words for it, either that the pain is so deep or the joy

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is so great that we don't have the words.

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And so Jesus has placed into the church, the words that are pleasing to the father.

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And so the liturgical seasons.

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I like to think of it is that as God's mercy and reminders.

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So just when we need times of fasting, we have Fridays.

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And then we have that season of lent.

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We have the season of advent, and then just when we need to feast and the times

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of joy to lift our lift up our spirits, we have Sundays and then Christmas at

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Easter, a whole octave of Sundays in the season of advent, the literature.

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Greets us with text after text of reminders and really rousing words,

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stay awake, uh, be ready, get prepared.

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These are words of lovers.

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I was thinking I was coming across.

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Um, I could just flip all through the office book and, and come up with the.

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Beautiful words, reminding us of where our hearts should be.

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Zion is our mighty Citadel or saving Lord it's wall in its defense.

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Throw open.

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The gates for our God is here among us.

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Then we have, the Lord will come.

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He is true to his word.

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If he seems to delay, keep watch for him for, he will surely come all the way.

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And then we hear of John the Baptist, a voice crying in the wilderness,

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prepare the way of the Lord make straight the path for our God.

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All of us have prepared for guests by getting everything

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in the house just right.

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And right now you, no doubt are filled with to-do lists for these

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very events with your family or your in-laws friends who will be.

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Sometimes we plan these events and we actually wonder,

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why are we even doing this?

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We feel a certain obligation to host Christmas this year.

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And this one almost feels like three in one for four to make up for lost

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Christmases because of COVID restrictions.

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So we may feel even an added burden to what should be an event of joy.

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Or we are so very excited to finally be able to host everyone and busily go

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about every detail of the preparations, what a joy it is to be together with

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our loved ones, especially to set or renew those family traditions around

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the events of Christmas to do this year.

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What was lost in the last.

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St.

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John Henry Newman reflects on this kind of preparation and the waiting season.

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When he writes about thinking and planning for a friend who's coming and he

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equate, he equates this experience with the advent season, waiting for Jesus.

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As I read this and thought of you all, I was thinking there's a part here that is

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pertinent and it'll make sense as I write.

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He asks, do you know the feeling of expecting a friend expecting

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him to come and he delays?

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Do you know what it is to be an anxiety, less something should happen, which

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may happen or may not happen, or to be in suspense about some important

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event, which makes your heartbeat when you were in our reminder.

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And of which you think the first thing in the morning, do you know what it is

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to have a friend in a distant country to expect news of him and to wonder from day

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to day what he is doing and whether he is well to watch for Christ is a feeling

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such as these, he watches for Christ who has a sensitive, eager, apprehensive.

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Who is awake alive, quick, sighted, zealous, and seeking, and honoring him

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who looks out for him in all that happens.

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And who would not be surprised who would not be over agitated or overwhelmed if

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he found that he was coming at once?

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So that's from John Henry.

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Newman's sermon called watching.

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And how, if it's true of a friend, how true it is of the preparations

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for the closest of friends, for our Lord, Jesus, you had mentioned

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carrying the burden of that.

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Some people are hearing now.

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And I think that's always, um, that's that's in our mind because that's the

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very place the Lord Jesus wants to.

Sr Mary Rachel:

He comes as savior.

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He comes as Lord and whatever darkness it is, he comes there to bring his light.

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And that is the greatest joy of this, of this season of waiting

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and placing our confidence that he in fact can bring light.

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And he in fact, brings redemption to whatever's going on.

Sr Mary Rachel:

St.

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Bernard, um, has given a sermon.

Sr Mary Rachel:

The three comings of advent and he talks about in the advent season, we're actually

Sr Mary Rachel:

thinking of three different times when the Lord comes, he came at one point in

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time as a baby, he came in weakness and that's what we celebrate at Christmas.

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And then he comes at each moment when we're ready, trying to be ready for him.

Sr Mary Rachel:

And then he will come again.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Right.

Sr Mary Rachel:

He will come again as judge and merciful judge.

Sr Mary Rachel:

When St.

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Burner writes about this, he says that this middle coming

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it's like a cool this again.

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And then at the last it's the last things that I'm going to quote St.

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Bernard says, we know that there are three comings of the Lord.

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The third lies between the other two and the first coming he was

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seen on earth dwelling among.

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He himself testifies that they saw him and hated him.

Sr Mary Rachel:

And the final coming all flesh will see the salvation of our God.

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And they will look on him whom they have pierced the intermediate.

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It's a hidden one.

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It is only the elect who see the Lord within their own

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selves and they are saved.

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He says, because there's this coming lies between the other two.

Sr Mary Rachel:

It is like a road on which we travel from the first coming to the last.

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And the first Christ was our redemption and the last he will appear

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as our life in this middle-class.

Sr Mary Rachel:

He is our rest and constellation.

Sr Mary Rachel:

I was thinking about in this middle coming, he is our arrest

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and constellation refers to that.

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Really?

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Those the Lord, the pilgrimage of the Lord, the Lord's pilgrimage.

Sr Mary Rachel:

He came as baby.

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He lived his life and then he died for us.

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And that was his pilgrimage to lead us back to the father.

Sr Mary Rachel:

And advent is a beautiful time to remind us of our pilgrimage of life.

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It started.

Sr Mary Rachel:

And with those texts again in the liturgy of the second coming, but

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it's always reminding us that this whole life is a life of pilgrimage.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So in light of the scenarios above of preparing you hear that it's

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built for first, so we'll wait.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Perfect.

Karen Doyler:

Okay.

Karen Doyler:

What did the bills signifying

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though?

Sr Mary Rachel:

Right now?

Sr Mary Rachel:

We're um, the sisters are gathering, gathering for which

Sr Mary Rachel:

spiritual reading and conflict.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So the bit that's called the five minute warning bells, so that that

Sr Mary Rachel:

bell will ring and then you have five minutes to get to first and then.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Um, then another bell ring.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So we'll see how we go.

Sr Mary Rachel:

It's beautiful.

Karen Doyler:

I remember that being there, joining you for praise.

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And so it's such a rich experience and I quite, I enjoyed, I loved

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our friendship in terms of that complimentarity of vocation.

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I know you often said you were enriched by the vocation of

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marriage and we were in breach.

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Religious vocation.

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And what I took away from that was just the, you know, the different rhythms of,

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I guess, your life as a religious and how as lay people that we can actually

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incorporate some rhythms into our daily life of prayer as well, because that

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helps set out diet anyway, the bills remind me of that, that little lesson.

Karen Doyler:

So yes, I'll let you keep going.

Karen Doyler:

Okay.

Karen Doyler:

So the next though.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Okay.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Okay.

Sr Mary Rachel:

So in light of the scenarios that I mentioned above which we're

Sr Mary Rachel:

preparing the home for guests, how is it possible to both make these

Sr Mary Rachel:

preparations for Jesus's coming?

Sr Mary Rachel:

So we're busy and yet to rest, to be busy and yet to be seated.

Sr Mary Rachel:

I think the answer lies in a song of songs that says I sleep, but my heart is awake.

Sr Mary Rachel:

I think the riddle and a seeming paradox is solved by an intentional awareness

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of the grace of the present moment.

Sr Mary Rachel:

There's a Bishop.

Sr Mary Rachel:

His name is Bishop messy.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Kami Saska.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Hopefully I said that.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Okay.

Sr Mary Rachel:

He says, all of our life is the preparation for the present moment.

Sr Mary Rachel:

All of our life is the preparation for the present moment.

Sr Mary Rachel:

The same way someone we love is never far from our thoughts.

Sr Mary Rachel:

We work and do so many things in the course of the day, but our

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heart and mind are on the one week.

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In fact, this transforms the ordinary events of daily life when done for

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Love's sake in a supernatural act.

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And in fact, these ordinary events of every day and often a hidden acts

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can be efficacious for our salvation and the salvation of the whole world.

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This requires deep faith to believe that the moment we are.

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Each moment we are living has all of the graces we need, and

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that it has been eternally willed to bring us closer to our Lord.

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It takes faith to believe that each moment is a moment of Jesus calling out our name,

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loving us and providing for us that each moment of each day, Jesus is in fact.

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Present to us offering us his rest and his constellation.

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And if he is in this present moment, we believe that he will be in each future

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present moment, providing the same rest, the same constellation, the same grace.

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And doesn't that relieve us.

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You might've heard of them, the priests father, Walter Chizek.

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He was, he spent time in a concentration camp in second world war and he wrote a

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book called he leadeth me this advent.

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There is a section of that book that has been a tremendous reminder to me, of God

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seeing and knowing, you know, that story.

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And, um, just a side note, the story of.

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Abraham the covenant of Abraham.

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And, um, when the, when the Ram is caught in the thicket and then the

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Mount that is called y'all way your'e so the Lord provides, one of the sisters

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was telling me the other day, she was saying, you know, the word provide

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and see is it can be interchangeable.

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And then she said, if the Lord sees he provides it, if he provides, he

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sees and that's really comforting.

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Just the fact that we know we are always under his loving gaze.

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He's always see.

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And seeing us with the eyes of love, then we know that he is providing for us.

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So father,

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we're sharing with you one in spirit.

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That's right.

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Okay.

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I think we're ready now.

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Okay.

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That's actually going to happen again in 15 minutes, so we're okay.

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That's okay.

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So father, father Chizik writes, nothing can touch us.

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That does not come from his hand.

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Nothing can trouble us because all things come from his hand is this too simple

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and every detail of our lives to yield ourselves up to it in total commitment.

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Now we know that it's.

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Simple how difficult a task it is, but to trust and believe that

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that the Lord provides the grace.

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I think that it is a, um, an enormous mental discipline to live

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in the present moment, our minds.

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So often go backwards to what maybe we're worried about, um,

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what we're thinking about, what we might be distracted about and.

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They race ahead of in our plans, but I think even this advent to, to

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strive, I know it's now, um, it's very common to talk about mindfulness

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and to talk about the present moment, but it's a long standing tradition

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in the, in the church to, and within Christianity to practice the presence

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of God and to rely on his presence.

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I think that we are.

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Presented many times a day with a choice.

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And we teach our children this all the time.

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We teach young people that all the time and the choice is

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how will we respond to grace?

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How will we respond to the grace of the present moment?

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And sometimes the most rigorous and demanding penance of living the Christian

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life is to battle with ourselves to battle our own selfishness or our own willful.

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Or simply to move forward in what I know charity demands,

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even though I don't feel like it.

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And then the extra heroic step, the invitation to be joyful in doing what

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is required of us in Christian virtue.

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This idea has struck me in recent months, I think with great clarity.

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And it's probably the where the Lord is.

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Providing and where he's stretching.

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And so then calling me on just recently, I was on my way to

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the chapel in the morning.

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And the night before I had something to do, there was a choice that I was given.

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And it was interesting because.

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I knew that what I had to do was go, was going to have consequences for the next

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day that this act of charity was going to mean that the next day I would be tired.

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I'd be who else knows what else?

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Who else knows?

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Okay.

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But by God's grace, as I was just walking, it was just, it was a quick thought.

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I really, I realized I didn't have to do anything.

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I chose to do something.

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And by choosing it out of love, then I chose the consequences in

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this situation of being tired, which isn't really a big deal.

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People are tired a lot of times, but I'm not forced or

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coerced coerced to do the good.

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I am invited to choose the good act and to choose out of love the consequences

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of that good act, the tiredness, the inconvenience, the surrendering, my.

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For something better.

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I had a similar situation at grace.

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I think I received earlier in the year, just this past summer.

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So I explained, um, what this house is like.

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There's 120 sisters in the school year, but this past summer, we were

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really blessed for the first time to, to welcome the sisters home.

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We had been closed down as so many.

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Uh, so many people were.

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And so that meant preparing for about 270.

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I think it was about 270 sisters who would be home.

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What an enormous blessing.

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We missed those of you who were not present of the sisters.

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We missed the sisters who were not present, but we

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were so aware that this time.

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Um, was the time of grace.

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So my role as the local Pryor says to prepare for the sisters to come.

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And that just means really practical, very, very practical things.

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Make sure everybody has a bed, make sure everybody has somewhere to a

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place to sit at the table, make sure everybody has a place in the chapel.

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So it's all of those really, really practical things.

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Now, when you're dealing with 270 or 280 people.

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Those details are kind of important because I also want

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my sisters to feel welcome home after not being home for a while.

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So anything can kind of, not anything, but sometimes things

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shift and create like marbles.

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So we had a beautiful community days and then not very last day, it was this

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stupid COVID stupid COVID next stream.

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And so all of us.

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I was having to figure out where am I?

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It was one sister after the next kind of reporting that of testing

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positive and, and trying to keep our sisters in the infirmary safe and the

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sisters who were vulnerable, safe.

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So just troubleshooting.

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Okay.

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So I'm trying to move the sisters into other.

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We call them cells where we sleep cells.

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It's a monastic.

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But trying to, to move those sisters into the quarantined area and all of this.

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Okay.

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So it's, if you think of like a hotel situation, when you go to a place and

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then people are that the person is shifting all the different, um, people

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to get new in a new place and all that.

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So it was a little bit chaotic and I had come into my office

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working with all of that.

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And I'm, I go to answer the phone.

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I'm holding one phone in one phone here at one point, and then it closed the

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door and I turned to my computer and I'm going to post it notes everywhere,

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disorganized, and then a quiet.

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Almost in perceivably, small thought popped into my mind.

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And you know, these are really gentle prompting of the holy spirit.

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So quiet, so gentle that I nearly missed it and was given a grace in

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that moment to flip the situation.

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To just flip it.

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I was anxious.

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I was a little bit spastic.

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I was busy.

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I was all of those things falling a little bit into self-pity

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overwhelmed by the details.

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Yes.

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Some agitation, not even thinking about the sisters, right me.

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It was just me.

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And in that moment, the Lord wanted me to flip it from busy.

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To full.

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This moment is full, really full of grace.

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This moment is full and this moment is fruitful.

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And I think the question became, do I want it any other way?

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No, no, I don't.

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So the fruitfulness of this situation, I wouldn't want it any other way.

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Really how true.

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I hadn't thought about it that way before how sad to not, it would be

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so sad to not have those sisters come home to not be able to serve

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to not whatever dot, dot.it is.

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So a moment when the holy spirit whispered so quietly and a fruitfulness

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of his grace could then be.

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What flipped also was just going through the motions, frantically planning,

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frantically preparing, working, but then the invitation to now do it intentionally

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to do it with love, to do it with gratitude where joy and peace and humor.

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Now exteriorly the law, the, I might still be moving pretty fast and

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the exterior act may look the same.

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That's the importance of, we can never judge because the exterior act looks

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the same, but the interior disposition is now vitally different vitally.

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I use that on purpose because now it's bringing light.

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Where I don't know where it was happening before I dare say, this

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is what you are all up to right now.

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And maybe it's an invitation.

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You are very busy, busy preparing for Christmas, which is by

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the way, like coming of Jesus.

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Sometimes I know in that moment, um, when.

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I had to think about that word differently busy.

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Sometimes when we remind ourselves and others of how

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busy we are, how busy we are.

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I think we zapped the moment of grace and beauty and joy.

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We either try to falsely convince ourselves or others of our own

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importance by saying we're so busy.

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Or we neglect the gratitude of recognizing the fruitfulness.

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He is calling us to the beauty of these loved ones.

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We are prepared and to see even if, I mean, not my sisters necessarily, but even

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if they do drive you crazy on occasion.

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Okay.

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Maybe, and we lose sight sometimes of the reason why we are gathering to.

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Of who gathers us together because love himself has chosen

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to make his home in our heart.

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Jesus doesn't mind too much about the many done events unwrapped

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or even on bought presence.

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Instead, he wants to find our hearts so full of anticipation, so full of law.

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So full of confidence that he is savior.

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Yes.

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So full of awareness of need.

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Yes, Jesus.

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You are the only one who can do this.

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So full of desire and so full of love for him.

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So that truly on Christmas day, we can awaken to the sound of his voice

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and the very sound of his voice makes our whole bodies thrill with.

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Well, we sing that at the Christmas time, the thrill of hope, this weary

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world rejoices when yonder breaks a new and glorious morn, let us fall on

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our knees and hear the angels voices.

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Oh, holy night, when Christ was born.

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So let us, dear sister, my sisters in Christ near and far prepare to meet

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him with many intentional acts of.

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Aware of his presence at each moment.

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God bless you know of my prayers for you and my deep love.

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And I miss you and hope to see you again.

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Thank you.

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Thank you, sister, Mary Rachel.

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That was beautiful.

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Beautiful way to close our retreat and just to really center us on this next

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week as we come into Christmas and what Christ is really calling us to.

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I really, I love when you spoke about those thoughts and that being

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this pivotal moment or flipping it, I like your expression flipping it.

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We might have.

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Coined that term, because it's a great term because it's, it describes this

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flip moment in a second, how we can go from self pity and pulling into

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this temptation of self-reliance and self-pity and selfishness and lack

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of virtue to the complete opposite of God's grace being present.

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Like you said, you nearly missed that thought.

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Yes in the busy-ness.

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And so Christ's coming to us in, in this season of advent is very much

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about, we also have to participate.

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We've mentioned this in another section that we have to be active participants

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in this journey and Christ coming that we actually have to carve out and make space

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and room for him so that we can listen and, and just slowing down a little bit.

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So, yeah.

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Thank you so much.

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So beautiful.

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You know, it's, it's so much.

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I kept thinking, as I was preparing this, then I didn't say it.

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Um, it's so much about just filling whatever we're doing.

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It's it's like saturating it in love or in a sense it's like allowing

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just, just against that intentionally inviting love to be in that moment.

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So sometimes we think, oh, I need to do this.

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I need to do that.

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I need to change this.

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Need to change that.

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Often it's not, it's, it's, uh, um, doing the things we're doing, but just,

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um, that's why just inviting love the holy spirit to come and to come into it.

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And, and those things you're doing those presence you're having for your

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children so that when they open them, you know, You know that it's a gift of

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love that they're opening, you know?

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So it's like a supernatural force salsa that comes at them when

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they're, because it was done with yes,

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absolutely.

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When you're talking about all the sisters coming home, I was

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thinking about you with 270.

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I'm like, it's kind of similar to just putting my three kids to be 70 sisters.

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Very true.

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But it is.

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Cause the thought in my head every night is I'm so busy.

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I've got so much to do.

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I'm so busy.

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And I'm actually saying that to myself over and over again.

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Yes.

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There's beautiful bells to get, but you know, like to

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flip that is to say this time.

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We'll be there, these children like, and too, I love your expression.

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Invite love in like inviting love into each moment, each interaction, even around

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the Christmas table with that family member or those people who are really

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challenging to love, inviting, loving, and asking Christ to come into that

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moment, to transform that moment with his.

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So good to talk to you.

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I'm like, let's just sit here all day,

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so good.

Sr Mary Rachel:

It's very,

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very good to see you.

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It's good to see you too.

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What can I ask you please?

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Because this is the final talk for our series.

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Would you please pray a blessing over our ladies?

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Just I guess, to seal them in protection, seal them in love

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as they head into Christmas.

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For sure.

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That's a great, yeah, that'd be it.

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A gift and the father and of the son of the holy spirit.

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Amen.

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Heavenly father.

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We praise you.

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And we thank you for this time together.

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We thank you father for the gift of your son.

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Jesus, Jesus, wherever we are, we acknowledge your

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presence in the Eucharist.

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Loving us.

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We adore your presence and the closest chapel or church, the closest one to us.

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We adore you and we praise you.

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We thank you.

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Jesus.

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We ask that you would send your holy spirit upon us upon Karen

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and the organizers of this race.

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Upon every woman who is attending this retreat upon the speakers, we invite

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you holy spirit to come into our hearts.

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I knew into the lives of our families and all of our loved ones.

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We ask holy spirit that you would set our hearts on fire with.

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We ask holy spirit for the particular graces.

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We need to be love for those you place in our lives, that we would even be surprised

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that you are acting in and through us.

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Holy spirit, we give you permission to work in.

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We ask holy spirit for a new awareness and a deep gratitude for Jesus as our

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savior and savior of the entire world,

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mother Mary.

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As you prepare for the birth of your son, we ask Mary that you would pray

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for us, that our hearts would be like your heart and would be ready to receive

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Jesus at each moment at Christmas time.

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And when he comes.

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Uh, and all of this prayer we place and all of us, ourselves,

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we place under Mary's mantle of love and protection as we can.

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Hail Mary full of grace.

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The Lord is with thee blessed art thou among women, and

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blessed is the fruit of thy womb.

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Jesus, holy Mary mother of God.

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Pray for us now.

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And at the hour of our death.

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Amen.

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Mary help of Christians pray for us.

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Saint Joseph preference and the name of the father, not

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the son of the holy spirit.

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Amen.

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Amen.

Sr Mary Rachel:

Let's

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just sit here all day.

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Beautiful.

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So beautiful.

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So much.

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So ladies, I hope and pray that you've had a chance this advent to carve out

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some time and space to make space in your heart to receive the Lord this Christmas.

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If you haven't been able to do that, don't feel any pressure.

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These talks will be available for another month for you.

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So you can go back at your own.

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And watch them pray about them and ask the Lord the areas in which his wanting

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to bring about change in your life.

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Ladies, if you would like to go further with all of these, if you'd like to walk

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with me and a number of other Catholic women, then I'd like to invite you to join

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us in the Catholic women's masterclass, you can check out the link below this

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page for more information, if you are.

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Ladies have a really blessed holy and beautiful Christmas.

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And I look forward to journeying with you and supporting you in 2022.

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God bless you.