Jesus said, pay unto Caesar what is Caesar's.
Speaker ABut he never said, pay an energy tax to anyone.
Speaker AIn America, you can go to jail if you don't pay your taxes.
Speaker ALook at Al Capone.
Speaker ALook at Martha Stewart.
Speaker AShout out to Wesley Snipes, the government will come get your ass.
Speaker ABut what about the energy tax?
Speaker AAnd I'm not talking about the tax you pay when you fill up your tank or you cut your lights on.
Speaker AI'm talking about something you've been paying your whole life that nobody ever put a name to.
Speaker AWhat prison do you put yourself in when you keep paying tax bills to people you don't even owe?
Speaker AAnd that's what this is all about.
Speaker ABeing yourself is the highest conservation of energy state you can operate in.
Speaker AEverything else, you're paying a tax.
Speaker AHere's what most people don't realize.
Speaker AIt takes more energy to not be yourself than to be yourself.
Speaker AWhen you suppress who you are in a conversation, your System is running two programs at once.
Speaker AOperating System 1 is the real you.
Speaker AOperating System 2 is the version of you designed to keep the peace.
Speaker AAnd Operating System 2 is the energy hall.
Speaker AConstantly scanning, filtering every word, monitoring every reaction, adjusting your tone, softening your truth, managing someone else's comfort.
Speaker AThat's background programming.
Speaker AThat background programming.
Speaker AThat's expensive.
Speaker AYou're burning energy to maintain the performance.
Speaker AThink about your phone, having 50 apps open in the background with your brightness all the way up.
Speaker AYou're at 10% battery by noon and you don't even know why.
Speaker AThat's what inauthenticity does to your system.
Speaker ABeing yourself shuts down operating system, too.
Speaker ANo editing layer, no Persona management, just you.
Speaker AAnd that's efficient.
Speaker AWhat comes to my mind?
Speaker ATaxation without representation.
Speaker AThe Boston Tea Party.
Speaker AThe colonists were being taxed by an authority they never consented to for a bill they never agreed to.
Speaker AAnd at some point they said, enough is enough, and they went to the harbor and dumped that shit in the water.
Speaker ADump that shit.
Speaker ADump that shit.
Speaker AThat's what authenticity actually is.
Speaker AA revolt against a tax system you never signed up for.
Speaker AIt's easier to be yourself and let everyone else adjust to you than you go around constantly adjusting yourself to everyone else.
Speaker AThe math is simple.
Speaker AYou are one person.
Speaker AThere are many.
Speaker ABut you're doing all the work.
Speaker ABut here's why most people suck.
Speaker ABecause to do it, to actually live this way, you have to be okay with people being angry with you.
Speaker AYou have to be okay with losing people.
Speaker AMost people aren't afraid to be themselves.
Speaker AThey're afraid of the consequences that come with being themselves.
Speaker AThe British were furious at the colonists.
Speaker ASome colonists were loyalists.
Speaker ALook at them.
Speaker ATraitors over there.
Speaker AThey chose the crown over freedom.
Speaker AThey lost those people too.
Speaker AAnd America still got built on their back.
Speaker AWhen you stop adjusting yourself to fit every room, some rooms stop inviting you.
Speaker ASome relationships with were built on the version of you that was accommodating.
Speaker AWhen that version retires, some of those connections retire with it.
Speaker AThat's not a loss, that's structural correction.
Speaker AIf a friendship can't handle your truth, the friendship was a debt you were paying, not an asset you were holding.
Speaker AThe real question you either pay now externally, through friction, discomfort, someone being mad and someone leaving, or your pain continuously, internally, through suppression, exhaustion, resentment, a slow disconnection from yourself.
Speaker AOne is sharp and occasional, sometimes the other is chronic and draining.
Speaker ACan lead to sickness.
Speaker AMost people choose the internal tap because they feel fear losing people more than they value their own peace and they spend their whole life in a prison they built themselves, paying a bill they never owed.
Speaker ATarot360 Astrology always says PI perception is everything.
Speaker ANow we all saw the movie or heard about the movie.
Speaker AThe whole world accepted the narrative, the greatest love story ever told.
Speaker ABut if you actually look at it, the Titanic movie that's supposed to be the great love story.
Speaker AThat woman cheated on her fiance with a stranger she knew for 72 hours and he lost his life for that floozy.
Speaker AMost people felt that, but kept it to themselves because going along with the cultural consensus costs less in a moment.
Speaker AThat's energy tax in real time.
Speaker AYou suppress the actual read to avoid the friction of saying it.
Speaker AMultiply that by every conversation you ever had, every room you ever sat in and stayed quiet every time you nodded when you disagreed.
Speaker AThat's lifetimes of payments.
Speaker ANow your assignment.
Speaker AYou know I give homework.
Speaker APick one conversation today where you normally adjust yourself and don't stay level.
Speaker ADon't laugh at that joke that ain't funny.
Speaker ADon't agree with that.
Speaker ATake you hate.
Speaker AJust stay level and watch what happens.
Speaker AWatch them adjust to you and then feel how much energy you have left at the end of that conversation.
Speaker AThat's your homework.
Speaker AYou cannot go to jail for not paying an energy tax, but you can spend your whole life in prison by paying it.
Speaker AKnow what you owe and know what you don't owe or you'll find yourself bankrupt.
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