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- The views and opinions expressed

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during this podcast are

those of our guests.

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No one person speaks for A.A. as a whole.

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- Most of us come to A.A.

looking for relief, connection,

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and a way to stay sober one day at a time.

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For over 90 years,

Alcoholics Anonymous has

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provided these opportunities

to anyone who comes to A.A.

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suffering from a drinking problem.

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But how is it organized?

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Who is making sure A.A. will be here

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for the next suffering alcoholic?

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In the first episode of last season,

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we explored A.A.'s

general service structure

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and the upside-down triangle

that's represented by it.

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This episode, we're gonna dig a bit deeper

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by hearing from GSO staff

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and trusted servants of A.A. to learn

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how the general service structure

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and the General Service

Office fit together.

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Not as a hierarchy,

but as a living example

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of "our common welfare comes first."

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My name is Nathan and I'm an

alcoholic. Welcome to GSO.

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Let's start down at the bottom

of the upside-down triangle.

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Once a year, Alcoholics

Anonymous brings together members

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of the A.A. General Service Board,

the General Service Office,

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and elected representatives

from the 93 geographical areas

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of the US and Canada for an

intense week of discussion,

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deliberation, debate,

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and voting known as the

General Service Conference.

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The work that is accomplished during

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that one busy week will help set the stage

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for Alcoholics Anonymous

in the following year.

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To better understand how that

process works, we sat down

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with Rainer L., a relatively

new GSO staff member,

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but a longtime A.A. member

who has served at all levels

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of the A.A. service structure.

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Rainer, thanks for joining us today.

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- Glad to be here.

- Rainer,

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we wanna learn more about the

General Service Conference,

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what it is, how it functions,

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and you have a lot of experience

you could share with us.

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You are currently the

GSO staff coordinator

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for the conference,

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but prior to working at

the General Service Office,

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you were delegate for Area 51,

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North Carolina back in 2021, 2022.

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I, I was wondering if

maybe in your own words,

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you could break down what the

General Service Conference is,

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why it's important to

Alcoholics Anonymous as a whole.

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- So there are two parts of it.

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There's an annual meeting of

the General Service Conference,

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which is what is generally

referred to as the conference.

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But I think that the General

Service Conference is something

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that happens at a broader level.

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There's also a conference structure,

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which we have well represented within an

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upside-down triangle.

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- Yeah, we dug into the

upside-down triangle

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of the A.A. service structure

in episode one of last season.

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- The activities that take place outside

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of the conference week,

like a home group's business

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meeting, a monthly district meeting,

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or the quarterly area assemblies allow

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for a growing group conscience,

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which aggregates the

collective voice that speaks

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for A.A. as a whole.

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- When did you start learning more about

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the A.A. service structure?

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- I fell in love with Alcoholics Anonymous

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because of the stories that

I heard from other members.

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What I eventually realized is

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that Alcoholics Anonymous

itself has a story.

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- Mm. - And so there is a chapter

of that A.A. Comes of Age.

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There is this transfer of

responsibility that happens in

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1951 with the implementation

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of the General Service

Conference, which is the channel

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and the path by which A.A.

can run its own affairs.

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- So in 1951, A.A. comes of age

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and the General Service

Conference is introduced.

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There's about 135 people

in the room together

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from all over the US and

Canada, various perspectives.

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H- how do they come together

and form this group conscience?

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That sounds like a hot mess.

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- Absolutely. There, there is

a, a thorough, often a robust,

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and at times contentious discussion

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that happens at the conference.

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You know, these are prolonged

and thorough discussions,

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but the recognition is

that the service needs

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to serve Alcoholics Anonymous as a whole.

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And there is a clear

understanding that regardless

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of the disagreement that

people may have in terms

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of the right and the wrong of an action,

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there is a tremendous underlying unity

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and s- singleness of purpose in wanting

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to offer the very best

that each can to the future

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and the continuation of

Alcoholics Anonymous.

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- Excellent. Now, to get more

specific about the functions

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of the conference, can you tell us

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what a Proposed Agenda Item is?

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- Proposed Agenda Items,

we call them PAIs.

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Proposals that are important to the future

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of Alcoholics Anonymous in

matters of policy decision

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and the revision of our

conference approved literature.

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- So, like, I'm a member

of Alcoholics Anonymous,

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and in my home group, I

say, "You know, I think

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that A.A. would benefit if

we had X, Y, Z pamphlet."

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I now express this to my home group.

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What happens next that allows

that concept, that idea,

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turn into a Proposed Agenda Item

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and make it all the way to conference?

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- So there are a couple

of different avenues.

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Alcoholics Anonymous offers

its membership a tremendous

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freedom, and this is

expressed as well within

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that right of participation.

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If you felt so inclined,

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you could forget your group altogether-.

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... and simply submit that item.

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- Directly to the General Service

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- Conference.

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Directly to the conference. Y- you

may be well-served to bringing

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that to a group conscience

for a wider decision,

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approaching the district,

forwarding to the area,

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which would then have

a different refinement

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and expressed support in proposing

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that agenda item to the conference.

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A proposed agenda item can come

from anyone, an individual,

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a group, a district, an area.

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I as a GSO staff member-.

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... could, theoretically,

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and haven't, submit a

Proposed Agenda Item.

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One of the things that we

hope to see are matters

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of overall policy.

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It's within a primary purpose

to carry an effective message

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to the alcoholic who still

suffers, to speak broadly

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to a need within Alcoholics Anonymous,

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and so the involvement of a

group conscience at a group,

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a district, and area at these

different levels within the

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str- service structure gathers

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and expresses that support so

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that the Proposed Agenda Item process

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doesn't simply turn into a complaint box.

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So we want the items that

are coming forward, ideally,

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to be those broad expressions,

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while at the same time balancing the right

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and the warm welcome, the

invitation that A.A. gives to all

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of its members for their full

and growing participation.

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- As a delegate, you're

representing your area at the

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General Service Conference.

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You're bringing the collective

conscience of your area

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to the conference,

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and then the actions

that take place there,

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you then report back

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to your area. Could you speak more to that

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process?

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What I felt as an area delegate is

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that I had a responsibility

to deliver the area's voice..

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The voice that I

contributed was not my own.

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These were not my thoughts.

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They were the expressions of

the members in the, in my area.

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In Alcoholics Anonymous, we

also have a right of decision.

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And so while the voice

that I had to contribute

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to the General Service

Conference was not my own,

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my vote was well-informed by the thoughts

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of the membership in North Carolina,

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so my responsibility was to vote on behalf

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of Alcoholics Anonymous as a whole.

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And one of the cases that this came up,

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I believe it was at the

72nd Conference in 2022,

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there was a Proposed Agenda

Item to revise the pamphlet A.A.

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for the Native North American.

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And as I engaged

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with the fellowship in Area

51 about their feelings,

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their thoughts and perspectives

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and concerns on the conference

agenda, there was not a lot

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of appetite for this revision.

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- Okay.

- There was not a, a clear objection.

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There was just not really

an appetite to engage

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with one more thing.

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- Uh-huh. - When I went to

the conference, I was exposed

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to a very different set of perspectives.

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I started to hear from

delegates in Thunder Bay

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and the Yukon territory in New Mexico

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and places that had a larger

indigenous population.

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- Yeah. - And I became

convinced that there was a need

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for this revision based on the

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information that was presented.

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And ultimately, that

was an advisory action.

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Over the course of two years

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and the involvement of members

from indigenous communities,

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the establishment of a working

group of trustees literature,

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an amazing pamphlet was

created, revised, retitled

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as Indigenous People in A.A.

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And at the conference in 2025,

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at the 75th General

Service Conference, that

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draft pamphlet was presented,

reviewed, and approved,

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and is now in publication

and print and on aa.org.

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- Wow. What an experience.

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Now, when that advisory action took place

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and you came back to Area 51

to report that, how was that

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- Received?

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My experience is that A.A.s

will receive things well if

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they're given the opportunity to.

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And so as I offered a clear explanation,

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it was well received.

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- Yeah, that's great to hear.

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I think that right of decision

is a very interesting concept

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where it allows for the

delegate to be swayed

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or change their mind

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and to make decisions at the

conference that are best for A.A.

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as a whole with the new information

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that you obtained at the conference.

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I think there's probably

a lot of people listening

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that would think that things

could turn into chaos if anyone

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could change their mind

at any certain time,

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but it doesn't turn into chaos.

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Our structure does maintain.

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- So I would say that

we're guided in principle,

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and so it's not simply a whim.

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And we have open-mindedness as one

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of our indispensable elements.

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We have an understanding

that the spiritual

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life is not a theory.

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We have to live it. One of the things

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that happens when we come

to some of these rights

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that we have in Alcoholics

Anonymous, the right of decision

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is that I believe there's a

corresponding responsibility.

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If I have a right of decision,

I also have a responsibility

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to report on that decision.

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If I'm given a seat at

the table, I have a sense

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of commitment to show up for

that obligation, to tend to it

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with a seriousness

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and a recognition that my

decision is bigger than

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my preference or my whim.

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- There's been a lot of

Proposed Agenda Items

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that have turned into Advisory

Actions over the years.

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Some things that a lot of people familiar

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with Alcoholics Anonymous

would be aware of,

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but might not know that

they started as PAIs.

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Can you think of some other ones that are,

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that are pretty well known

that you could share with us?

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- One of the things that we

are working on right now,

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the development of a fifth

edition of The Big Book.

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- Yeah. Plain Language Big

Book would be another PAI

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that turned to Advisory

Action. Is that true?

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- Yes.

- How about the

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podcast we're listening to right now?

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Do you have any memories of

that being brought to the floor?

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- I remember well an experience.

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We had a pre-conference

structure in Area 51

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where the delegate held events

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and there was a lady in Charlotte

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who was an alternate DCM at the time,

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and she was just on fire

with this podcast idea.

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I had never heard a podcast.

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I didn't know what it was, you know?

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I was living in an age of radio.

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And so the podcast, the

opportunity to speak with members

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and to share those voices, it's part

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of the reason why Alcoholics

Anonymous has found such a

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timeless value because it's

an opportunity to present

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in real time the voices

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and the experience of

A.A.'s current membership.

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- Yeah. Yeah. I think you've

done a great job painting a

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picture for us of what the

conference is, how it works,

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and a lot of the actions that come out

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of this really amazing

spiritual experience

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of these representatives coming together.

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You obviously have a passion for service.

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- When I look at my personal

journey in Alcoholics

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Anonymous, what I fundamentally find is

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that I have fallen in love

with indebtedness, with a sense

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of obligation and commitment to make sure

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that this thing is here

for the member in the

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future who needs us.

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I am in debt to Alcoholics

Anonymous for my life,

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and I have an obligation to carry that on.

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The way that I can exercise that is

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by my involvement within

our service structure,

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because Alcoholics Anonymous

isn't just gonna be here

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because people need it.

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People have to show up for

it. They have to offer to it.

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You know, the, the work

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and self-sacrifice that is the growth

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and maintenance of a spiritual condition.

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And as much as our literature

is a point of inheritance

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that we've received from

the members who preceded us,

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this structure is an inheritance too

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because it allows A.A. to

self-govern, to respond to the needs

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and the wants of the whole.

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- Thank you, Rainer.

- Thank you so much.

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- For more information about AA,

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please visit our website at aa.org.

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- In our explorations today

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of the A.A. general service

structure, we wanna make sure

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and cover the entire upside-down triangle.

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We've spent some time with

Rainer down near the bottom

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of the triangle with the

General Service Conference

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and how it connects with

the area assemblies,

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which is the next layer up.

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So we're gonna continue up

the triangle by taking you

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to an area assembly.

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- Everybody ready?

- This is where the GSRs,

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General Service Representatives,

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and the DCMs, District

Committee Members, communicate

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to the area the collected group

conscience of the top layer

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of the upside-down triangle

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and A.A.'s ultimate

authority, the A.A. groups.

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- Okay let's do the voting

on this motion, please!

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This is also where the area communicates

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to the groups any information

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and updates from the

General Service Conference

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and General Service Office.

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Often, area assemblies will take advantage

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of these gatherings to

familiarize new GSRs

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with the functionalities

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and responsibilities of their roles.

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- Okay. Awesome.

- This is unofficially known

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as GSR School.

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- Is this anybody's first assembly is GSR?

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- GSO staff member, Misha

Q., was in West Virginia

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for the Area 73 Fall Assembly.

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- So, hey, thanks for being here.

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We're at Area 73's fall assembly,

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and I'm just here talking to a few people.

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Can you tell me your name and

a little bit about yourself?

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- Hi, I'm Erica. My home

group is the KISS Group

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of Alcoholics Anonymous in

Morgantown, West Virginia,

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and my service position right

now is I am the group General

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Service Representative.

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So you're a GSR? I'm a GSR. Awesome.

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So I really didn't know

what I was getting into,

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but what I really love about

general service is I love

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to know how things work.

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My dad's an engineer, and

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so I'm always interested in,

you know, how does this work?

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Even when I started getting

involved in service at my home

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group, I, I just felt like I

was seeing behind the curtain.

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And then when you see behind the curtain,

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you realize there's

really nobody there except

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for all the members of

Alcoholics Anonymous.

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And it's just so fun here in

Area 73. The people are great.

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I'm not a native West Virginian

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and I've just been so welcomed into-

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- My name's Jayna.

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Communication is key, I think, with GSR,

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really with any position.

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I think it's great to be a

voice for a group of people

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that you share your life with.

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- Hi, yeah, my name is

Sean, and I'm an alcoholic.

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My home group is Steps

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to Freedom down here in District 03,

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Beckley, West Virginia.

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I'm currently the servant as

the GSR for that whole group.

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What's it like being a GSR?

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You know, it's an absolute pleasure.

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Sometimes it's like

herding cats a little bit,

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but I enjoy getting into the

nitty-gritty of all the things

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that come up at the home group

meetings, everything from

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what books are we gonna buy

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to now recently looking at

acoustic paneling for the room,

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you know, everything in between.

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It, it, it's been such a blessing.

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- My name is Dana, and my

home group is the Design

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for Living Group that meets

on Tuesday mornings in

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Martinsburg, West Virginia.

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Excellent. And what's your

current service position?

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I am the DCM for District 11 and Area 73.

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What does a DCM do? Well, let's see.

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We hold monthly meetings

for all the GSRs to attend,

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so I'm the liaison between

what's going on at the area

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and the GSO level,

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and I spread that

information to the GSRs so

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that they can share it with their groups.

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Patrice E.,

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- Women on a Journey, online meeting,

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00, come join us.

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- So you're a new GSR?

- Yes.

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- And you came this weekend

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and they had GSR training.

What was that like?

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- Absolutely invaluable.

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You know, I thought, "Man,

I gotta start giving back."

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So I was offered the position

in my home group and I took it

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and it's been amazing.

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It's so different now

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than when I was brand new way back when.

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The training, I wish I had had it then,

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it would've made more sense,

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but this time it, it,

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it made me appreciate A.A.

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at a whole different level.

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- It's great to be a part of something.

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There's just something different

about it. I don't know.

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The energy and the love that people have

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for Alcoholics Anonymous, even

when we disagree, is really,

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really exciting to be a

part of. - What do you think

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being involved in service

did for your sobriety?

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- Wow. I really couldn't

overstate it, you know?

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I got into service work very early on.

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I had no idea what I was getting into,

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but as soon as I sat down

into that big meeting and,

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and just started listening

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and soaking it all in, I, I,

I absolutely fell in love.

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You know, being able to

be of service is, to me,

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providing the opportunity for people

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to carry this wonderful message.

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Anything that I can do to put

somebody else in that position

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to be able to carry this message to me,

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that's twofold, right?

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Because not only do

they get to stay sober,

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but we also plant the seed

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and hopefully someone else

gets to stay sober as well.

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- How long have you been

involved in general service

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or involved in doing service

work in A.A.? - Well, I just

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celebrated 28 years

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of continuous sobriety on September 5th,

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and I think I was about three months sober

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when M.J. said, "Dana, you wanna

go to a meeting?" And I said,

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"Yeah, I'll go to a

meeting." And she took me

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to the first district meeting,

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and I've been in service

work ever since. - It's kept

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me sober, bar none.

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It's kept me sober. I probably

wouldn't be here today.

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I might be back out there

or dead or who knows,

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but yeah, it's a life saver.

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- Wow. Thank you so much,

Tina. - You're welcome, Misha.

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Can I hug you?

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Thank you for your service.

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- Thank you guys so much! - Yay!!

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- To find a meeting near you

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or a meeting online,

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download the Meeting Guide

app on your mobile device.

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- When Paul M. visited GSO

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and shared about his experience

in A.A. service throughout the

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upside-down triangle, the

opportunities it provided him

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and the lessons he learned, we knew we had

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to share his story with you.

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- My name's Paul. I'm an alcoholic.

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Because of people like

you in rooms like this,

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I'm sober today and for

that, I'm truly grateful.

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And I walked through these

rooms April the 12th of 1992.

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I spent years in and out of

A.A. and I couldn't stay sober.

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And this last time, my sponsor put me

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to work doing stuff at the group level.

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He said, "You need to make commitments.

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You need to get to be of service to the,

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to the group." And I didn't

understand what that had

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to do with staying sober.

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I'd come in and I'd make coffee

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and you wouldn't pat me on the back

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and tell me how great it was.

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I would clean up the

bathrooms, wash the ashtrays.

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Thank God the ashtrays are gone today,

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but we had to clean all those things

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and I didn't understand

what that sacrifice had

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to do with staying sober.

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And many years later, I came

to learn that this was made

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to practice humility

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and to do things for others

expecting nothing in return,

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just for the act of love of giving

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and caring for Alcoholics Anonymous.

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That carried on through my life.

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I mean my sponsor had me make

commitments to lead meetings,

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to let me be the group treasurer.

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Even though I was a hot

check writer, they trusted me

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with their dollar and 58 cents

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that I guarded underneath my pillow.

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I remember that. I was gonna

not lose a penny of that money.

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But what that did for me,

being a service like that,

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I started to build self-esteem.

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I started feeling better

about myself, that I,

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people would trust me, and

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that helps the recovery

process for myself.

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I believe that practicing

all three legacies

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of Alcoholics Anonymous, our

legacy of recovery, our legacy

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of unity, and our legacy of service

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have helped me round out my program.

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I have you know, I've

learned to give and travel

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and be part of Alcoholics Anonymous.

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- Yeah. It sounds like

you started off with a lot

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of service at the group level.

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When did you start working

your way down the triangle?

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- A- as my service history

continued, I was asked

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to serve the group as a,

as a General Service Rep.

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And I think that was my

introduction to really the legacy

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of service and structure of

the General Service Conference.

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And I became a GSR.

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I moved on to become a

correctional chair from my area

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and worked in treatment.

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These were all things that the

opportunities that A.A. gave me

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to do to be a service to

them and the people about me.

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And I, you know, as I did these things,

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I started meeting more and more people.

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My circle of A.A. g-

grew bigger and bigger.

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Pretty soon I was involved

with people in the region,

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our Southwest Region.

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And then in 2003, I was

elected delegate for my area

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and got to serve the

General Service Conference

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for two years, and the

second year I, I became the,

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the Cooperation with the Professional

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Community chairperson and was

really introduced to CPC work.

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And I was sharing earlier on

today about what that's done

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for me to go out and speak

to the professionals about

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what A.A. is, what it's not.

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And I've, I've been

doing that for years now

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to speak into professional groups

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and being involved also in

Public Information, talking

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to young kids about

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what Alcoholics Anonymous

is, what it's not.

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- It sounds like you've learned

a lot of skillsets to be

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of service in A.A.

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- But it's done more than that.

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I learned how to be of

service to my family.

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I know when I got married

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and I learned how to be a

service to my wife- Yeah.

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... and family members,

and to look at that

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as a gift to be able to give back.

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I learned to be, be of

service in my community.

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The service has given me that opportunity

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to interact with people.

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Sometimes with people I

don't agree with, some,

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sometimes people that I

don't, might not like,

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but I've had to learn

through our legacy of

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the traditions thinking

about the common welfare.

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What can I do to help this relationship?

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Whe- whether I like this person or not,

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or agree with them, what can

I do to be loving and kind?

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And I think those, the services

opportunities gives me that

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chance to practice this.

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And it continues to be

that way for me today.

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- Have you ever had an opportunity

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to experience any other

service structures?

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I, I mean, like, outside

the US and Canada?

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- Well, in fact several

years ago I was in the UK,

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had a chance to go to the

General Service Office in the UK

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in, in York, England,

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and to meet some delegates

there as I was traveling.

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You know, I've been, had the

opportunity to go around.

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I was in a meeting in

Austria - Vienna, Austria and

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I talked to the service rep in that group

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about the seventh tradition.

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And they, he looked at me

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and says, "Well, they're still trying

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to put one Euro in the

basket." I said, "Well,

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over here in the US,

sometimes they're still trying

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to put a buck in the basket."

Sometimes we have this

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same challenges, whether it's here

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or around the other side of the world.

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- As delegate of Area 67, Southeast Texas,

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you participated in two

General Service Conferences.

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Any memories that really stand out

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to you that you could share with us?

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- Oh, oh yeah. I, I, I, I was

elected delegate in 2003 and,

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and attended my first

General Service Conference.

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And I remember standing out

front of that at Times Square.

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I, I think it was a Crown

Plaza in Times Square.

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I, I had a three-piece

suit looking around.

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I could not, I could not

believe that a skid row drunk

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on parole from Texas Department

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of Corrections was standing

there representing A.A. in the

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United States and Canada

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and what the kind of

overwhelming feeling I got there

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of being that joy and responsibility

to be able to do that.

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And I remember the conference

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and you know, the conference was great,

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but I, I ended up chairing

the early morning meeting.

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They have an early morning

meeting at the conference.

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And it was an open meeting

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and somebody came in from the

streets to attend that meeting

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who was trying to sober up.

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And it really connected

with me the importance of

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what was going on at the

conference, what was going on GSO

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with that man who walked in

that meeting that morning

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before the conference started.

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And I always encourage

all the delegates go to

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that early morning meeting.

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I know it's difficult with

all the things going on,

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but you need to know why we're

here, why we have business

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to take care of Alcoholics Anonymous,

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because the real business

is carrying that message

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to the alcoholic who still suffers.

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- Wow. Paul, that's great.

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Really grateful you came in today.

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- Yeah, grateful for the stuff you do,

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the work you do. Yeah, I

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appreciate it.

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There's no short supply of resources

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to learn more about the general

service structure of A.A.

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There's the pamphlets, "The A.A.

Group...Where it all Begins",

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"Circles of Love and Service",

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and "The 12 Concepts Illustrated", along

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with the Animated 12 Concepts video.

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For the spiritual foundation of service,

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there are the tradition

essays in the book, "12 Steps

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and 12 Traditions", and

for the historical story

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of the General Service Conference,

checkout "A.A. Comes of Age".

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Don't forget about the "General

Service Manual, 12 Concepts

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of World Service", along with

GSO's free newsletter, "Box 459".

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And of course, a great way

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to keep learning about Alcoholics

Anonymous is by listening

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to this podcast, Our Primary Purpose.

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