I see it just come at me and

jump into my body and

all of a sudden my visual

field is all black,

and the energy that's in

my body is beyond anything

I have experienced to this day.

It was like 1,000,000W.

Dreams can give you a preview

of what's been developing in

the energy world.

I had a dream of a car accident.

My son and my best friend

didn't make it. They died on the

spot.

So that was another dream that

kind of forewarned me about

something really dramatic happening.

I knew it was not an accident.

I knew it would happen on an

energetic level long before it

happened on a physical level.

The universe at large that your

external world is

definitely always giving you

messages everywhere, from parking

tickets, to winning the lottery, to

whatever it is.

Welcome to Lottery, Dreams

and Fortune!

So I am so excited to welcome Happy

Ali here to the program today.

He is actually an intuitive.

He is very much

into so many things that are

fascinating prophetic dreams.

He is an author as well of the

new book, The Intuition Bible

How and Why to Tap into

Your Inner Wisdom.

Happy. Ali, how are you doing today?

Hi, Timothy.

Thank you so much for having me on

the show. I'm doing really well,

Thank you.

Yeah, Thanks so much for taking the

time. So you

have had prophetic dreams

throughout your life.

What have you dreamt

that has come true?

Gosh, that's a really big

long list of questions.

I mean, it's a simple question, but

the answer is so many.

Because right now,

at this point in my life, with the

amount of nurturing that I've done

with the bad dreams,

I seem to be having one,

you know, every other day.

It's

sometimes it's really big

events are really big and life

changing, and sometimes it's just a

tiny preview of the day.

But there are some moments in

my life that have completely changed

the trajectory of my life.

And I think a lot of times when

people ask me that question, that's

what they're referring to.

They're like, What happened?

What changed your life that

you got to see in advance?

And it's an interesting question

because, of course,

we have free will and things can

change and you can make different

decisions. But sometimes when you

get a foresight into

something that is so incredible

and you see that it's possible, you

kind of want to keep going with the

flow.

And I will start with the birth

of my son Sky

in 2009.

He was born in 2009.

But prior to that, I had prophetic

dreams, but I hadn't really

figured out the art of prophecy.

That's not a very funny prophecy,

but it is prophecy.

I hadn't figured it out.

I didn't know how accurate

it can be. But when I went

to sleep and

in my dream, I was told that I was

going to have a son. Now I'm gay.

I was in my

late 20s and

I was not rich.

It was not something that you can

just have.

And I remember arguing with the

voice that was telling me that

I was going to have a baby saying,

There's no way I'm going to have a

baby. It's not happening.

I'm gay. And then all of a sudden

they showed one of my best friends

who was lesbian

is as well was because she

did passed away and she

was lesbian and she had a wife

and she was nine months pregnant.

And they said, Here it is.

So I thought, wow, she's having my

baby.

And I remember immediately she was

going into labor and I said,

Hey, you're going to labor, so let's

take you to the hospital.

And her wife came around from behind

her and said, Happy, I got this.

And there was no hospital involved.

She sat her down, kind of reached

into her belly, handed me

this boy, and they said, Here is

your son. His name is Cyrus.

Now, I didn't we didn't name him

Cyrus. We named him Sky.

And I remember waking up with

this incredible feeling of

having become a father before

I ever imagined becoming

a father.

And if any of you

are parents that are listening or

watching, you know that love is just

unparalleled.

And if you get a peek of it

in advance, it's very intoxicating.

So I woke up in and

waited till morning and called my

best friend and said, Hey, we had a

baby and it's a boy.

And she said,

Well, we are thinking about having a

baby, but because of

some other drama with our

daughter who was to their daughter,

who was two at the time, who was my

goddaughter, we don't really want to

know the donor.

So we're not doing this.

I said, Well, I was just letting you

know we had a son.

And six months later, they came

to me and they

took me out to dinner and they said,

Hey, we want to have a baby and we

want to ask you to be the donor.

I said, I will not be the donor.

I will be dad.

And I have conditions.

I said, you know, we have to do

it at home, turkey baster style,

because sex is out of the question.

I would want to be the father of

my God daughter because it wouldn't

be fair for the kids both

not to have a father.

And she was already like my little

girl anyway.

And we wouldn't try more than three

times because I really didn't want

to tempt fate.

And I thought, you

know, if it's meant to happen, it's

going to happen. And I mean, the

odds are already against us.

So let's just say

about a year or so later,

after three tries, she got pregnant

and I got to meet

my son at home

because she had a home birth.

And the exact same process

that happened in the dream happened

where her wife handed me the baby

and I got to cut down valko cord.

And it was very detailed

how accurate it was.

The details were just incredible.

And I remember the sonogram when we

found out the gender.

Everyone was so excited to find out.

And I was just like, I don't know,

it's a boy. So So that

changed my life completely because I

gained a son and a daughter

over the course of a year and a half

from that dream, or maybe

two years from that dream.

And it completely changed

my life and we became this happy

family that was so incredible.

And we were just happy,

I would say, you know, having a baby

with your best friend and and

her wife, who I love so much as one

of my best friends still.

It was just such a lovely

example of how love can come

together in a different way.

Until 2014,

when I had a dream

and in this dream it was my

father and a different best friend

were laying in these two tiny little

caskets that were in wood

kind of caskets.

And I remember burying

them and waking up and

it was so real.

And I called my friend Tricia,

who was the mother, the birth mother

of my children, and

said, Hey, two people are going to

die. And she said, You and your

dreams happy.

And I remember mentioning it again

over text and again

and again. And she was like you and

your dreams happy.

And I thought we had a baby because

of my dreams. Like, what are you

talking about?

I remember the morning of April

17th, 2014,

I had a dream of a car accident,

and there was a woman in the front

and a guy in the back.

And they were just apologizing for

the accident and having to

take by.

And my best

friend and daughter and son were in

Sacramento. They were away

for Easter and they

were driving back that day.

And I didn't even think about

the fact that they were going to be

driving and it was going to be an

accident anyway.

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00 there was a car accident and

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my son and my best friend

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didn't make it. They died on the

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spot and my daughter

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was in critical care.

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So that was another dream that

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kind of forewarned me about

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something really dramatic happening.

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And a lot of people say like, I wish

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you never dream about me.

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I hope that I never get

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these abilities that you have.

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But to be honest with you, it was

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probably one of the most comforting

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things that happened

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to me because

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I knew it was not an accident.

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I knew it happened on an energetic

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level long before it happened on

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a physical level.

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And that's comforting when you

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have a freak accident, take away the

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life of your best friend and your

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child.

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And it didn't stop

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there by that time because

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I tell everyone my dreams.

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I was officially the prophetic

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dreamer in the friends and family

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group because,

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you know, you tell people about the

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birth, they say, well, you guys made

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that happen.

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You tell people about the death.

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In advance.

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You know, I could have never known

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that.

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And then my son just started

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showing up that night in

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my dreams and started guiding me

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through the grieving process

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and immediately

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told me that my daughter is going to

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be fine. Told me he was fine,

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then soon started telling me

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I was going to have another kid,

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which now was literally

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impossible because

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my baby maker was dead

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and there was no other route.

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I was in school.

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I literally had just gotten into

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UCLA to get my psych

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degree because I decided

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to follow my dreams because I had my

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son. And now

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he dies. And the next day I get

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into my dream school, which took

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me a lot of work to get into.

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And I remember this really

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specific dream where I was in the

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water holding this baby.

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And then there was this another kid

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outside with straight hair, which I

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assumed was my dead son.

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And it was just such a vivid

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dream that when I woke up, I

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knew that there was no going back

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and I had to pursue this.

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Mind you, I was making, I

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don't know, 20, $30,000 a year at

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the moment. And to have a surrogate

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and a donor and all that stuff in

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the United States, it cost around

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250,000 and

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it ended up costing me $100,000.

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And because I made the decision

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to do it and I am a master

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manifester, I

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knew the money would come, but

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once again, I didn't want to

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force anything to happen.

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I'm very

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trusting in the universe's

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timing, in the universe's

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judgment, when it comes to what I

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should be living.

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So I kind of go with the flow

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and something so

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huge like having a

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child, which ended up being twins.

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By myself as a single

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guy who was in school was

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just ridiculous.

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The idea was ridiculous.

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Who the heck does that?

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But my son literally guided me

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through the whole process and

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really just held my hand through the

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grief process.

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And it all just came together.

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Even the house that I live in right

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now. I know that it

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was meant for me.

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Every aspect of this house

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was as if I designed it myself

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to live the life that I have now.

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And even my son's

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a.m.

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and a 43 became his moniker like

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1143 43.

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and it was just delivered

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to me. Everything was just handed to

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me and it's just

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amazing. Life is amazing, but it

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never stop there.

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I mean, I just met one of my best

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new best friends, you know?

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I'm 46.

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You don't make best friends at 46

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the same way you did when you were

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younger.

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But I met somebody in my dream

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about a month and a half ago and

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recognized him when I saw him,

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when I interacted with this person

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in about a day and I thought,

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I already met you and I wouldn't

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have dreamt about you if it was

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insignificant.

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And our connection just like,

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just amplified.

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So these dreams do have a

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way of.

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Changing my expectations.

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And it kind of gave me a a

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preview of what was in store

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and the friendship

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to kind of prep me for it.

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And every little

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detail was,

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you know, realized it came true.

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And I'm so glad I'm so grateful for

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that because it cut through a lot of

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red tape and drama that normally

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would have occurred.

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That is incredible.

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That is incredible.

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And you mentioned that

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you feel that

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there are no accidents.

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So if you dream

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about something before it happens in

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real life, how is

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that possible

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from I mean, what's your opinion?

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How is that even possible?

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Is that here is my fate?

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Is that fate?

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Is that just meant to happen

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or are you tapping into it or what?

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So this this is a really

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complicated question, but I

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will give you kind of a variation

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of a few variations of the answer,

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because ultimately we do come

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in this world to create our reality,

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to live the life that we

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sculpt as humans, as conscious

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beings.

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But I do believe that

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as we create our reality from

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early on, from early on in our

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lives, we create

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this kind of energetic world

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that starts to take form

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in other dimensions

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long before we see it in advance.

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And because everything

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happens mostly on an energetic

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level before we see it on a physical

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level.

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Dreams can give you a preview

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of what's been developing.

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In the energy world.

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So now that's just

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one type of dream.

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Dreams have a lot of different

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reasons for being.

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There's a lot of different purpose

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to having dreams.

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So I'm not saying all dreams are

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prophetic, but all dreams

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have insight, no matter if

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it's the ones that are just flushing

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out your conscious ideas

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that are going through your head and

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your subconscious is processing

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them. Every little thing that you

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dream has some sort of

At 2 00:14:05

insight and some of it

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just tells you, Hey, you've been

At 2 00:14:09

having a rough week, Hey,

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you are afraid.

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Your emotions show up in your dreams

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a lot. So for somebody

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who just wants to make use of their

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regular dreams, be aware of how

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you feel in your dreams because

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they're a great indicator of how

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you feel during your waking hours

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and what you're going to be

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manifesting because what you end up

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manifesting in the future, even

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though it's not very clear right now

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because it's in the early stages

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of creation, your

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emotions tell you what you're

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leading towards.

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So it's really important to be aware

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of what you're feeling.

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And it's important to see if if

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you're being chased by Tiger,

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if you end up solving that issue

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before you wake up or not, or if you

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just wake up because you're so

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afraid, everything has insight,

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but

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we have the ability to tap into.

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Creation in

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its, let's say, 60, 70, 80%

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growth stage.

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And when you do that, you get a

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preview of the future.

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Now, I have come to believe,

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despite what one

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of the greatest teachers, Esther

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Hicks Abraham, makes, I don't know

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if you're familiar with her work.

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She is the one

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when it comes to Law of Attraction.

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She coined the term in the modern

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days.

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She channels and all this stuff.

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And I specifically ask when I dream

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something and it's

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already at that mark where I know

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it's going to happen,

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Is it going to happen?

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For sure.

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And she said, No, you are the

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creator of your own reality, blah,

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blah, blah, blah, blah. And it was

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the first time I've ever disagreed

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with Hicks because

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at that time when I had that dream,

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I had just dreamt

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that my poor

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father died in so many of my dreams

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because he's an avatar.

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I had a dream that my dad was

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diagnosed with stage four cancer

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and there was no cure

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and he was not going to get

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chemo. And he was he decided to just

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lay down and live

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out the final

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days of his life, laying down

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just as I just had an epiphany.

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And I'll tell you what it was.

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And he put a pillow down and he laid

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down. And then I called my dad

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because my dad lives in Iran and I

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live in Los Angeles.

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And I said, Dad, how

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are you doing? What's going on?

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And he said, I'm fine.

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I said, How is everyone on your side

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of the family? Said, they're fine.

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And I said, Well, I had a death

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dream.

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He's like, don't worry about it now.

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My dad is someone who would just

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make me feel okay.

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And sometimes if he's not doing

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well, he won't tell me because I'm

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so far. But he knows if I have a

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death dream, you've got to, you

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know, be honest about it.

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So a week later, I have another

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dream that my dad's in a hospital

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room and his

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best friend's with him and

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he is dying.

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And I said, Dad, are you okay?

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And his best friend's like, Don't

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worry, I'm taking care of him.

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I'm with him every step of the way.

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And then I saw his body die,

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literally go into rigor mortis.

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And then I remember the funeral,

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call my dad up, my dad,

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like, what are you not telling me?

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This is really dead on?

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I watch your body die.

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And he said, well,

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my little brother, his little

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brother just got

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diagnosed with cancer.

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We don't know what

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stage it's at.

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I said, Dad, it's stage four.

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It's the worst. He's got two months

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to live from the first dream.

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And you know, my dad

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is a believer. Everyone I know is a

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believer. So they said he said,

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okay. I said, this is the first time

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that I have dreamt.

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With such detail, like a diagnosis

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and all that stuff.

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And sure enough, I called my uncle,

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which I hadn't talked to in about a

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year. I have one final

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face time with him and then

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he gets submit.

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He gets admitted to the hospital

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and he had to be in ICU by himself

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for the remaining time of his life.

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And he died six weeks later.

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And the dream was so

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comforting because I remember

At 2 00:18:00

the best friend being with him and

At 2 00:18:02

his wife and just his wife had

At 2 00:18:04

just died a year prior.

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So it kind of felt like his

At 2 00:18:07

wife was the best friend in the

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dream. And she was with him the

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whole time. And he wasn't alone.

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Now, I could be making that part up,

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but since everything else was so

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drawn and accurate, I'm just going

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to go with that.

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And I told my dad, I said

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that you better get to his city

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right away and say your goodbyes.

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And he's like, Well, once

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you know, something happens, we

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still don't know.

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I said, Dad, I told you by that time

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you got like three weeks.

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So we got him a shuttle

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and got him to that city right away.

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And I said, Go in the hospital, Tell

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him if he needs to go. Like, I

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guided him through the process.

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And, of course, my dad was one of

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the last people or the last person

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who visited him and he died.

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And it was just

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interesting because.

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I don't think that I could have

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changed that reality.

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I don't think anyone could have

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changed that reality.

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So when Mr. Hicks said.

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You can't, you know,

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rely completely on dreams.

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You can change anything because

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at this, at last, at the last

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minute, then I didn't

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I couldn't agree because that

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was out of my hand. That was not my

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creation. That was his creation.

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He was supposed

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to go and I got an advance preview.

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Now, there were things I was able to

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do because I saw the dream.

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I get my dad over there and

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talk to him and feel comforted

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that he's not alone, even though

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he's alone.

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But I really don't feel that

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that was something

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that I could have controlled.

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So I do think there is a point of no

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return when the energy

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is strong enough

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and the momentum is so strong

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that there is no going back.

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And ironically, Esther Hicks also

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says that she says sometimes it's

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already too far

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in motion and you just have to jump

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out the plane and hope you land.

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So there's a little bit of

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contradiction there.

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But for me,

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I'm pretty much that

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set set in the way

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that I'm thinking about this.

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But I do think that a lot of dreams

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that we have do give you a preview

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of what you should and can change,

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just not the ones that feel so real

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that they feel like a memory.

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Now, the next question everybody

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asks me, How can you tell the

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difference between a prophetic dream

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and one that is just

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another dream?

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And whether it's a visitation

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dream from the dead or whether it's

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a prophetic dream, It's like a

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memory, and it has

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the lasting power and the details

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of a real memory.

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And it fades because everything

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fades, memory fades,

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our greatest memories fade.

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But the details are so vivid

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that when you wake up, no matter

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what else you've been dreaming, that

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thing will stand out and make sure

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that it gets your attention and

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you're remembering every tiny

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little detail of it.

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And I came up with

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that on my own.

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But I went to see John Edwards

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with a friend. I don't know if you

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know who he is. He's like a very

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famous medium.

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Medium? Yes.

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Medium. Yes. I talked to dead people

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and.

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I remember being there.

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And mind you, when my son died

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a few months later, he came to

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me in a dream. I said, Dad, I am

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no longer a kid.

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If you want to think of me as a

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human, think of me as someone in

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their prime. So someone in their

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30s.

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So from that point on, he showed up

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as someone in their 30s, like a

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young man. But I would have the same

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relationship with him.

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So prior to seeing John Edwards,

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like two years ago, I remember

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having this vivid dream.

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I spent an entire day with my

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grandson, dead son,

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because he died when he was four.

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And we saw

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John Edwards. And the two things he

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said, because he spoke to me was

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like, whose kid died?

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And I said, me in a car accident?

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Yes. He said, he just wants to tell

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you that he is always going

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to be a grown up when he shows up.

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And I said, I know.

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And that and then somebody else.

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How do you tell the difference

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between a visitation Dreams and his

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answers is exactly the same thing.

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He said, The dreams that

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are really important are the ones

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you remember, and they are.

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They don't fade the same way, and

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they seem very vivid.

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So we

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didn't ask. But here.

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No, that's that's fascinating.

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And just a real quick follow

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up. Was that John Edwards, he used

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to have a very popular television

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show. Is that from the telephone?

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Was that where was that?

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He did have a television show, but

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no, this was an actual live

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event. He does live events where

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like the Hilton or where they

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do seminars and things like that.

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And it's just the audience goes

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there. He picks a row

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and he picks the person like

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he says.

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And that side of that row,

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somebody's dad died

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in a fire.

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And you tend to not get

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up if you're in another room.

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So he has to be dead

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on or nothing.

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And everything he does, he's like,

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please do not get up at the other

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end of the aisle like it or

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the other end of the row.

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If I say somebody died.

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And this he literally looked at

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somebody was like, okay,

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someone over there, they died.

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They lost their legs, blah, blah,

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blah. You know, it was like so dead

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on. And they're perfect for me, you

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know, And he does a

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lot of reassurance and

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confirmations, but I get those on my

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own. So I was like, There is nothing

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more.

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I want to ask your advice for

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how to have prophetic dreams.

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But before I get to that,

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you know, I myself have had

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many dreams about things before

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they've happened and it

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happens to some people.

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How long in your experience

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from having the dream to something

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happening in real life, does it

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usually take?

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Well, my personal experience

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has been anywhere ranging from

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two and a half months to the same

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day, for instance.

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So you had a dream

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about winning the lottery.

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Is that true?

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I did. The dreams.

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I did, yeah.

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That's one that I've been and

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spoken about publicly quite a bit.

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And what was the time difference

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between that from the dream to

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when you won the lottery?

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That was about three months,

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right around three months.

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So it kind of somewhat

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fits my timeline

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because, you know, it's all very

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I mean, technically, you could dream

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about it a year before if it's

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already set in motion, there's no

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going back.

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But it's really complicated

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because I say in my book

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that intuition and inner

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wisdom is not quantifiable.

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The logical mind wants to make sense

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of everything and make it really

At 2 00:24:34

just fit into our version

At 2 00:24:36

of life.

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But it's not quantifiable

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for everybody. It's different for

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me. My window is this,

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and it helps that I have a very

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accurate window because then I know

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when it's coming.

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But sometimes I do get

At 2 00:24:49

messed up because I'll

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have a dream. For example, I had a

At 2 00:24:53

dream that I got a phone call

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and I saw my grandmother dead

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or she was laying, you know, looking

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like she was dead.

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So that was

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last November.

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And I freak out

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in the morning and

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well, in the dream, somebody said,

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Hey, don't start predicting death

At 2 00:25:12

dreams right now.

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Just chill for a minute.

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So I woke up, I go to my mom's house

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and I'm like, Mom, like, prepare

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yourself. Like I had a death dream

At 2 00:25:20

about grandma. And then she said,

At 2 00:25:23

You didn't hear. I said, What

At 2 00:25:24

happened? She said, She is really

At 2 00:25:26

sick and we are admitting

At 2 00:25:28

her to the hospital and she did not

At 2 00:25:29

want to go to the hospital.

At 2 00:25:30

We're taking her right now.

At 2 00:25:31

She's like, You're not reading the

At 2 00:25:32

group chat.

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I was like, What? The group chat

At 2 00:25:34

that has like 300 text per day?

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No, I'm not reading it.

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Even though I had multiple

At 2 00:25:39

dreams and this one was the first

At 2 00:25:41

time I saw the person.

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I saw that I got the message.

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I was so in denial

At 2 00:25:47

about my grandmother dying.

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That.

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I was really hoping that

At 2 00:25:53

the dream was just an

At 2 00:25:55

indicator of hearing that news

At 2 00:25:57

that day.

At 2 00:25:58

You know, I was hoping it was a same

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day of that because it does happen.

At 2 00:26:02

But then I have like four other

At 2 00:26:03

dreams. And grandma herself, she's

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the one I get the gifts from.

At 2 00:26:06

She was the one I got the gift from.

At 2 00:26:09

And the whole family

At 2 00:26:10

on her side has dreams.

At 2 00:26:12

So she was the one

At 2 00:26:14

who told me. She said, Grandpa

At 2 00:26:16

showed up in a dream, he's dead.

At 2 00:26:18

And he's packing my bags and

At 2 00:26:20

preparing my house.

At 2 00:26:21

And he said, Come on, back up, let's

At 2 00:26:23

go.

At 2 00:26:24

And she said, I'm dying,

At 2 00:26:26

you know? And I thought, well,

At 2 00:26:28

hopefully not Grandma.

At 2 00:26:29

She because she always had dreams,

At 2 00:26:31

but she wasn't.

At 2 00:26:32

As you know,

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she she talked about her dreams,

At 2 00:26:36

even though they were not prophetic

At 2 00:26:38

sometimes. So you kind of hope

At 2 00:26:40

that that wasn't the case.

At 2 00:26:42

But I had so many other dreams that

At 2 00:26:43

followed. And seven and a half weeks

At 2 00:26:45

later, after that dream, my grandma

At 2 00:26:47

died. And I'm so mad at myself

At 2 00:26:49

because I couldn't get my back to

At 2 00:26:50

Iran to see her because even though

At 2 00:26:53

I knew she was going to die.

At 2 00:26:55

But afterwards,

At 2 00:26:57

as a comforting thought, I realized

At 2 00:26:59

that I got her death message through

At 2 00:27:01

the phone, just like

At 2 00:27:03

I did in real life.

At 2 00:27:04

So in my mind I said, okay,

At 2 00:27:06

that was already set in motion.

At 2 00:27:08

And when I they face time for

At 2 00:27:10

her body, she was laying

At 2 00:27:12

in that same position in that same

At 2 00:27:14

way. And, you know, she's one of

At 2 00:27:16

those people that I've grieved

At 2 00:27:18

the least in my life.

At 2 00:27:20

As with her, I

At 2 00:27:22

love her the most.

At 2 00:27:24

Aggrieved her the least because I

At 2 00:27:26

feel so connected to her.

At 2 00:27:27

And she's the one who taught me all

At 2 00:27:29

this stuff. And she's the reason why

At 2 00:27:30

I know so much that I do.

At 2 00:27:33

So I just know she's right here

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and probably right here, right now.

At 2 00:27:37

So it's one of those things where

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it's so funny. Somebody I love so

At 2 00:27:40

much have gotten to the point where

At 2 00:27:42

I'm not like a mess.

At 2 00:27:45

She's guided me through so much.

At 2 00:27:46

It's amazing that the dreams have

At 2 00:27:48

so many perks because you have

At 2 00:27:49

prophecy, you have visitations,

At 2 00:27:52

you have just ramblings.

At 2 00:27:54

There's so many different versions.

At 2 00:27:55

I love dreams so much.

At 2 00:27:57

Everyone says, Why do you want to

At 2 00:27:58

sleep so much?

At 2 00:27:59

I just want to get information

At 2 00:28:00

because life is so unpredictable

At 2 00:28:02

when you're awake. But when I go to

At 2 00:28:03

sleep, when I get some info, it's

At 2 00:28:05

helpful. But of course, when I wrote

At 2 00:28:07

the Intuition Bible, I couldn't just

At 2 00:28:09

talk about dreams because there's so

At 2 00:28:10

many levels and layers of intuition

At 2 00:28:13

and dreams just happened to be one

At 2 00:28:14

of them.

At 2 00:28:16

That is fascinating.

At 2 00:28:17

And that's a beautiful story about

At 2 00:28:18

your grandmother. We are here with

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Happy Allie.

At 2 00:28:21

He is the author of The Intuition

At 2 00:28:23

Bible How and Why to Tap

At 2 00:28:25

Into Your Inner Wisdom.

At 2 00:28:26

And we will put a link to that in

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the show notes.

At 2 00:28:30

If you're listening to this and in

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the description of this YouTube

At 2 00:28:33

video, if you're watching on

At 2 00:28:34

YouTube.

At 2 00:28:35

But happy, you mentioned that this

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is a gift from your

At 2 00:28:39

grandmother. It came from your

At 2 00:28:41

family. Like this is genetic,

At 2 00:28:43

is I'm not speaking for you, but

At 2 00:28:45

that's what I heard

At 2 00:28:47

you say.

At 2 00:28:48

So if that is coming

At 2 00:28:50

that way, can people

At 2 00:28:52

learn this outside of that?

At 2 00:28:55

If if they don't have people

At 2 00:28:57

in their life that already

At 2 00:28:59

are doing this?

At 2 00:29:00

And how can someone

At 2 00:29:02

increase their ability to have

At 2 00:29:03

prophetic dreams or increase their

At 2 00:29:05

intuition?

At 2 00:29:07

First of all, the reason that is

At 2 00:29:08

genetic in this case or

At 2 00:29:10

feels genetic in

At 2 00:29:12

this case is because

At 2 00:29:14

she fostered

At 2 00:29:16

the concept.

At 2 00:29:17

She didn't dismiss the concept

At 2 00:29:20

where you are

At 2 00:29:22

a living human as we all are.

At 2 00:29:24

We know there is a big debate about

At 2 00:29:26

nature versus nurture.

At 2 00:29:28

Some things you're born genetically

At 2 00:29:31

predisposed to and to some things

At 2 00:29:33

you are just exposed to.

At 2 00:29:35

And it's always a 5050 answer.

At 2 00:29:37

So we can have

At 2 00:29:40

someone who was born with the gift

At 2 00:29:42

of prophecy but

At 2 00:29:44

has no idea that what it

At 2 00:29:46

what they're capable of doing and

At 2 00:29:48

they just never have a single

At 2 00:29:49

prophetic dream or even know how to

At 2 00:29:51

analyze it.

At 2 00:29:52

But I do believe that what

At 2 00:29:54

was special about my family is that

At 2 00:29:56

we talked about our dreams.

At 2 00:29:58

We gave it airtime.

At 2 00:29:59

We made it something that was

At 2 00:30:00

important, and we didn't dismiss

At 2 00:30:02

it. I think that's what's important

At 2 00:30:04

about our family.

At 2 00:30:05

And that's how she handed it down

At 2 00:30:07

to me, because my half sister,

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who is from my dad's side, also has

At 2 00:30:11

prophetic dreams.

At 2 00:30:12

And I know a lot of people who are

At 2 00:30:14

prophetic dreams is when you give

At 2 00:30:16

it airtime, when you give something

At 2 00:30:18

time and space

At 2 00:30:20

and consider it important,

At 2 00:30:22

your subconscious mind brings it to

At 2 00:30:24

the forefront.

At 2 00:30:25

Now we're all genetically

At 2 00:30:28

born with the ability to dream.

At 2 00:30:30

There's not a single human being

At 2 00:30:32

that does not dream.

At 2 00:30:33

And I don't think how I dream is

At 2 00:30:35

any different than anybody else's.

At 2 00:30:37

I think how I've nurtured my dreams

At 2 00:30:40

is different because

At 2 00:30:42

I'm a prophetic dreamer.

At 2 00:30:43

But I wasn't considered a prophetic

At 2 00:30:45

dreamer in the early 20

At 2 00:30:48

tens or prior to that.

At 2 00:30:49

It was only when I saw confirmation

At 2 00:30:52

and I paid more attention and I

At 2 00:30:53

wrote it down more, and

At 2 00:30:55

I really started to hone the

At 2 00:30:57

skill just like anything else.

At 2 00:30:59

Now I want to get into the

At 2 00:31:01

subconscious really quick because

At 2 00:31:02

this will apply to everything

At 2 00:31:04

intuition related.

At 2 00:31:06

The subconscious mind is your

At 2 00:31:08

gatekeeper.

At 2 00:31:09

It's what allows you to experience

At 2 00:31:12

life the way that you experience

At 2 00:31:14

it. Now, your listeners might

At 2 00:31:15

be familiar with the Law of

At 2 00:31:17

Attraction.

At 2 00:31:18

How when you think something, you

At 2 00:31:19

attract that into your life

At 2 00:31:21

and the subconscious mind is the

At 2 00:31:23

same. There's something called the

At 2 00:31:25

reticular activating system in our

At 2 00:31:27

brains called the wrasse.

At 2 00:31:29

And what it is, it is our physical,

At 2 00:31:30

biological version of law of

At 2 00:31:32

Attraction.

At 2 00:31:33

It filters out

At 2 00:31:35

all the data that's in your

At 2 00:31:38

life and whittles

At 2 00:31:40

it down to what

At 2 00:31:42

is important and relevant in your

At 2 00:31:43

life.

At 2 00:31:45

So at each moment

At 2 00:31:47

we're getting millions of bits of

At 2 00:31:49

data be coming

At 2 00:31:51

at us. It's thrown at us from all

At 2 00:31:53

our senses and

At 2 00:31:55

we can only process around 100

At 2 00:31:57

and something.

At 2 00:31:59

So your subconscious has to

At 2 00:32:01

figure out what's important and

At 2 00:32:03

delete around 2 million.

At 2 00:32:05

It's .9999 6%

At 2 00:32:08

of the data that's coming in

At 2 00:32:10

and getting stored in your body and

At 2 00:32:12

memory.

At 2 00:32:13

99.999%

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has to be deleted for

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you to get something

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to come to your conscious awareness

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that does not throw off

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your equilibrium and

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it does not make you feel unstable

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in life.

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And so whatever

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you're getting has to be in

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alignment with your beliefs.

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That's why your

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belief system is really important.

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And what you think is important is

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really imperative

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when you want to have a different

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experience in your life.

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If you are convinced that

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there is no such thing as intuition.

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Guess what? Your subconscious mind

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will prove to you that intuition

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maybe is for some, but not for you.

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It will prove to you what

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you need to believe, because

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living in this body is hard enough

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as it is.

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So if you want to enhance your

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intuitive abilities or your

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anything, any of the levels

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of intuition, whether it's just a

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hunch all the way to prophetic

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dreaming or even channeling, when

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you receive like conscious thought

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from a higher frequency,

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you have to prioritize it and you

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have to believe in it.

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So in my book, I really go

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into detail about you need to

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discover the language of

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your own subconscious mind.

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You need to figure out your

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superpower, your path of least

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resistance and start from there and

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let that expand.

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And for some people, it's one

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thing. For some people it's another.

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Now, I have a gut check that

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I do that I teach my children.

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What you do is you think of

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something that's true.

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You scan your body, your upper body

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right around here.

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And scan it.

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How do you.

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Mentally scan your body to see

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what you feel in this region?

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And you think of something that you

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know to be absolutely true and

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you see what part of your body

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lights up and then you think of

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something that's absolutely false

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and see what part of your body

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lights up.

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And then you keep testing it over

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and over and over and over until

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you're familiar with those sights

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and sensations.

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Then you can ask a question some

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along the lines of, is this

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a good move for me to make?

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Is this aligned with my purpose?

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And you'll see what part of your

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body lights up and usually

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it's pretty dead on

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where it matches.

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But but here's the thing.

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Not everybody has the ability to

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feel that way because

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there's so many different forms.

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Not everybody has

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that ability. I have twin boys.

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They're seven and a half.

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And one is emotional.

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Very intuitive.

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And just a walking

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bag of feelings.

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And he can't see somebody else.

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Otherwise he'll start crying.

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The other one is mental.

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Very much in the mind.

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A perfectionist.

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Everything has to be perfect.

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He's the master at

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manifesting like he

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has shown me.

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Time and time again how

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we can manifest things that

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I do not want them to have.

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And from sources that

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are unpredictable, he's incredible.

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He is incredible.

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And I'm always in all of his

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manifestation powers.

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And he's been doing that since he

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was a little kid.

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But we do the same exercise.

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We do the gut check and he gets

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nothing in its tummy.

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He gets absolutely nothing that

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his name is Dario, but Cyrus.

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The other one, on the other hand,

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always has a reliable

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tummy informational,

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you know, output.

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But Dario has other talents.

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So that's why when I wrote

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the book, for example, I made sure

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I covered a lot of different areas

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where you or anyone

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could have a path of

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least resistance.

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So that will allow them

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to tap into their intuition.

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The good thing is the universe is

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always talking to you,

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whether it's your guardian angels,

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whether it's God,

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whatever it is, somebody is always

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taking care of you and talking to

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you and guiding you, telling you

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where you're messing up, where there

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are patterns that you need to fix.

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There's always a voice helping

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you, a guide helping you.

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But the system was designed

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in a way that if you are totally

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clueless, there

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will always be another way.

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There will always be another way

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to get the message to you, to the

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point where if you really

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can't get it, you will make

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a friend who just happens to

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give you the best advice and

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that will be like the most external

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version of it to where there

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will always be a messenger.

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Now, wouldn't it be great if the

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messenger was through you?

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So you don't need to have that

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friend and

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you know the universe at large that

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your external world is

At 2 00:36:56

definitely always giving you

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messages everywhere, from parking

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tickets to winning the lottery to

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whatever it is, every little

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thing. Because there are no

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coincidences. There's always a

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message giving you a heads up

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as to how you're doing on this

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particular topic.

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So the more you become aware

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and the more you notice a world

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as an extension of your body and

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you living in your personal

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universe, the more you realize it

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goes far beyond your inner feelings

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and dreams. It extends out to the

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physical world.

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I know it's an oxymoron, intuition

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and outer world, but

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we're so galaxy is just you.

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So I hope that answered

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that question kind of.

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I don't even remember the question

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that is.

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No, it is so interesting.

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And if you were to

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tell someone.

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Everyone is very

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interested and what's the quickest

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way to do this and that.

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But what is the quickest way?

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Is there even a quick way to

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substantially increase your ability

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to tap into intuition or to manifest

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something into your life?

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What is the quickest way to get

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answers from the universe?

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The most effective way is pay

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attention and clear head.

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Because first of all,

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whether it's

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dreaming or just intuitive

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gut feelings, you need to be

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clear headed.

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You need to have as clean of

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a body as possible.

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Now, I'm not saying don't eat meat

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because I know a lot of people say

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be vegetarian.

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If you want to be a vegetarian, be a

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vegetarian. Just help you

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not have to process a lot of food,

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a lot of, you know, heavy foods.

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But if you're drinking every

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night or your,

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you know, eating things that are

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making you heavy or

At 2 00:38:36

just things that are not letting you

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sleep, well, that

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is the first thing. So your physical

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aspect needs to be in the best

At 2 00:38:43

state. You need to make sure that

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you're sleeping well, that you are

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eating well enough not

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to have distractions,

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you know? So that's the first

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aspect. Second thing is

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to make sure that you put the

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request forth saying,

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Hey, I want to

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be more intuitive.

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I want to access my drinks,

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whatever it is, be specific and

At 2 00:39:03

don't be so

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broad, Be specific.

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Say I just want more intuition, I

At 2 00:39:08

want more insight.

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And then you have to back it up with

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a why you don't back

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it up with a why.

At 2 00:39:14

There is no,

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you know, momentum being built

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because there's a lot of factors

At 2 00:39:20

that are put into place.

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Now. I do this thing where I go

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to the grocery store and try to

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spend like $100 and,

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you know, try to see without

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calculating if I can get it

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as close to $100 as possible

At 2 00:39:33

and see if my intuition will guide

At 2 00:39:34

me. But let me tell you something.

At 2 00:39:36

Most of the times it fails.

At 2 00:39:37

The few times that it's really good

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is when I only have $100 to spend.

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If I only have $100 to spend my

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why is high.

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So when I'm walking through the

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aisles, I instinctively

At 2 00:39:48

know which one to grab and which one

At 2 00:39:50

to put away. I remember one

At 2 00:39:52

time I had 100 and something.

At 2 00:39:54

I don't remember the number.

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It's in the book.

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I was at the checkout

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and I immediately felt like I need

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to take one item out and put it to

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the side.

At 2 00:40:03

And I did, and it was within

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a few cents from the number.

At 2 00:40:07

Now that the desire

At 2 00:40:09

just happy because I just feel like

At 2 00:40:11

it intuition kicks in more

At 2 00:40:13

when there's a need for it

At 2 00:40:15

and we have a need for it in

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our lives. We do have a need, but

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you have to feel like you need it.

At 2 00:40:20

You have to summon it.

At 2 00:40:22

You can't just open a door and say,

At 2 00:40:24

Come in anything.

At 2 00:40:25

I want everything to come in.

At 2 00:40:27

You have to have a need and a

At 2 00:40:28

desire. If you're a manifester, you

At 2 00:40:30

know the things that you need,

At 2 00:40:32

you always manifest.

At 2 00:40:33

If you're in a good place, the

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amount of money that you need

At 2 00:40:36

usually comes.

At 2 00:40:37

It's the wants that people have

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the hardest time manifesting.

At 2 00:40:41

They want to go on this luxury trip,

At 2 00:40:43

but you know, their bills

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are usually paid.

At 2 00:40:46

Most people, if you're living in

At 2 00:40:47

alignment.

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And so the need

At 2 00:40:51

needs to be there.

At 2 00:40:52

And for me, I need to be

At 2 00:40:54

a value to the world I need

At 2 00:40:56

to be Now.

At 2 00:40:58

There's so much riding on my

At 2 00:40:59

intuition that I needed to be

At 2 00:41:01

better because I want to be a better

At 2 00:41:02

teacher.

At 2 00:41:03

So the more you put

At 2 00:41:05

emphasis on needing it without

At 2 00:41:07

putting too much resistance on it.

At 2 00:41:09

Now you can't say I need this

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because then I will be worthy

At 2 00:41:13

because that's a worthy issue.

At 2 00:41:15

You know, you've got to be worthy

At 2 00:41:16

before you.

At 2 00:41:17

But I want to say I would love.

At 2 00:41:20

Wouldn't it be nice?

At 2 00:41:21

I would love to have extra guidance

At 2 00:41:23

in my life.

At 2 00:41:24

And I believe that

At 2 00:41:27

I have the resources within

At 2 00:41:28

me to receive extra resources

At 2 00:41:31

in my life. I am open

At 2 00:41:33

to whatever type of communication

At 2 00:41:35

that comes my way as long as

At 2 00:41:37

it's on my level

At 2 00:41:39

or greater and it's for the greater

At 2 00:41:41

good.

At 2 00:41:42

So you kind of have to set the

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intention for it.

At 2 00:41:44

Now you can say I

At 2 00:41:46

there is too much opposing

At 2 00:41:48

information in this world right now.

At 2 00:41:50

The news and all this stuff and all

At 2 00:41:52

this social media content.

At 2 00:41:54

I would love to have an

At 2 00:41:56

inner guidance that will tell me how

At 2 00:41:58

to decipher this information

At 2 00:42:00

and I care enough

At 2 00:42:02

to give it time.

At 2 00:42:04

Now, if you want to grow muscles

At 2 00:42:06

at the gym, you're going to go

At 2 00:42:08

put in the time.

At 2 00:42:10

A lot of people, they want intuition

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or they want prophetic dreams, but

At 2 00:42:14

they just want to say a mantra and

At 2 00:42:16

be done with it.

At 2 00:42:17

Yes, you will have to

At 2 00:42:20

give yourself time to sleep

At 2 00:42:22

a little bit earlier so you can

At 2 00:42:23

drift off a little bit better and

At 2 00:42:25

have a longer quality

At 2 00:42:28

sleep. And the enemy

At 2 00:42:30

of dreams.

At 2 00:42:30

I got to tell you, this is

At 2 00:42:32

the alarm clock.

At 2 00:42:34

The alarm clock is the greatest way

At 2 00:42:36

to forget your dreams.

At 2 00:42:37

You can have the best dream.

At 2 00:42:38

Have the alarm clock wake

At 2 00:42:40

you up because it's not a gradual

At 2 00:42:43

exit from the dreamscape.

At 2 00:42:45

You will forget a lot of stuff.

At 2 00:42:46

So I always say to your enemy is the

At 2 00:42:48

alarm clock if you're trying to

At 2 00:42:50

dream.

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And what about writing dreams down?

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Because, you know, I've

At 2 00:42:55

had that's something I do.

At 2 00:42:57

If if there's a dream that I

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think means something.

At 2 00:42:59

And the real like in this reality,

At 2 00:43:01

I write it down.

At 2 00:43:02

And that's oftentimes how

At 2 00:43:04

I'll remember. What do you think

At 2 00:43:05

about that?

At 2 00:43:06

I think it's the most important

At 2 00:43:07

thing because first of all, I say

At 2 00:43:08

write every dream down.

At 2 00:43:10

So I kind of give the instructions

At 2 00:43:12

in my book. But and I say write the

At 2 00:43:14

dreams down and

At 2 00:43:16

categorize them by emotions or how

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you felt.

At 2 00:43:19

So this one made me feel like this.

At 2 00:43:21

This one made me feel like this.

At 2 00:43:23

This one felt very urgent,

At 2 00:43:26

this one. So you kind of categorize

At 2 00:43:28

that based on the feelings

At 2 00:43:30

and you just write it.

At 2 00:43:32

So I encourage people to give

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themselves a good year.

At 2 00:43:35

I'm just writing everything down,

At 2 00:43:36

writing how they felt.

At 2 00:43:37

So it's double journals.

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The journal is one is waking

At 2 00:43:41

up, whether it's the middle of the

At 2 00:43:42

night or in the morning, and you

At 2 00:43:43

write everything down.

At 2 00:43:45

And then another journal is your

At 2 00:43:46

real journal.

At 2 00:43:47

What has happened in your life?

At 2 00:43:50

If you play a little bit of

At 2 00:43:51

detective, you know,

At 2 00:43:53

start like trying to correlate stuff

At 2 00:43:55

you will find that allow.

At 2 00:43:56

When I had that dream,

At 2 00:43:58

that made me feel very clear.

At 2 00:44:01

Two months later, this thing

At 2 00:44:02

happened.

At 2 00:44:03

Then you start correlating them

At 2 00:44:05

because another thing that happens

At 2 00:44:07

is the symbology of the

At 2 00:44:08

dreams are very inaccurate

At 2 00:44:10

and different. So, you know, there's

At 2 00:44:12

all dreams, dream books

At 2 00:44:14

that say if you have a

At 2 00:44:16

snake in your dream or if you dream

At 2 00:44:18

of a snake, it means this, it means

At 2 00:44:20

money or whatever.

At 2 00:44:21

So the symbols for

At 2 00:44:23

some dream interpreters are

At 2 00:44:25

very universal.

At 2 00:44:26

But I don't believe that because I

At 2 00:44:27

believe our subconscious works in a

At 2 00:44:29

very personalized

At 2 00:44:32

way. And why?

At 2 00:44:33

What will mean one thing to you will

At 2 00:44:35

mean something else to me.

At 2 00:44:36

I have a death avatar.

At 2 00:44:37

It's my old bosses as there

At 2 00:44:39

actually two of them old bosses from

At 2 00:44:41

the 90s.

At 2 00:44:43

And when I see them, I just know

At 2 00:44:44

someone's going to die.

At 2 00:44:46

It doesn't matter what the dream is

At 2 00:44:47

like. I don't know what's going on.

At 2 00:44:49

You know, I had a dream like

At 2 00:44:50

three months ago.

At 2 00:44:51

I saw my death avatar.

At 2 00:44:52

There was a bunch of dogs.

At 2 00:44:54

I'm like, okay, I know her.

At 2 00:44:55

She's here.

At 2 00:44:56

Someone's going to die.

At 2 00:44:57

It's either going to be a dog or

At 2 00:44:59

someone with a bunch of dogs.

At 2 00:45:00

And sure enough, one of my really

At 2 00:45:02

good friends who had like three dogs

At 2 00:45:04

died on a two month mark.

At 2 00:45:06

And I feel

At 2 00:45:08

like such a dumb person because I

At 2 00:45:10

did not call him.

At 2 00:45:11

We were supposed to meet, but I was

At 2 00:45:13

like, Gosh, he had dogs.

At 2 00:45:14

Like, what was I thinking?

At 2 00:45:15

But it was a girl in the dream.

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So I just and the people that

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were dealing with his dogs were

At 2 00:45:20

girls after.

At 2 00:45:21

So I got, you know, sometimes

At 2 00:45:23

the dreams help and sometimes

At 2 00:45:24

they're just like, someone's going

At 2 00:45:25

to die or gone to a funeral or

At 2 00:45:26

something, you know, someone's

At 2 00:45:28

having a baby.

At 2 00:45:29

You know, my niece, my cousin's wife

At 2 00:45:31

had a baby.

At 2 00:45:32

And before she got pregnant, like

At 2 00:45:34

getting pregnant, she's like, No,

At 2 00:45:35

I'm not. I said, We'll see whether

At 2 00:45:37

or not she got pregnant.

At 2 00:45:39

Wow.

At 2 00:45:40

And what is this death avatar

At 2 00:45:42

that you see? Like what actually is

At 2 00:45:44

the avatar? What are you seen

At 2 00:45:46

as?

At 2 00:45:46

Literally my boss

At 2 00:45:48

from my back.

At 2 00:45:50

So she's in any dream

At 2 00:45:52

and somebody dies or her husband.

At 2 00:45:53

Her husband was the one who was in

At 2 00:45:54

the back seat of the car and the

At 2 00:45:56

first accident dream.

At 2 00:45:58

And then he just kept showing up.

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And when she died, when

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the actual woman died for real.

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The one whose death. Avatar.

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Lady Flora.

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When Flora died, I wasn't

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sure if from that moment

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on, if I saw her, if it was

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a visitation or if it was going to

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be another death prediction,

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because I thought, okay, now my

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subconscious has maybe concluded

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this chapter. So I had to make sure

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to keep writing down and being aware

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of stuff. But it turns out her

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avatar continues earlier.

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I'm going to jump back a little bit.

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Earlier in the conversation,

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you mentioned the lottery,

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and I had a dream about that before

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it happened in real life.

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And I've interviewed quite a few

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people that have some of them

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have had dreams about it before it's

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happened. One person dreamt of their

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grandmother showing him

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the lottery numbers

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that he was going to win and to

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check the ticket.

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Other people have had all kinds

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of experiences similar, and some

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people actually believe that they've

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manifested it.

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And in media, there's a story

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recently where someone wrote down

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numbers and put it under his pillow.

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He didn't win on those numbers, but

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he was and he doesn't even say

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that he was actively trying to

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manifest. So I can't say that.

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But I have interviewed people that

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believe that they have manifested

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lottery jackpots.

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What's your opinion on that sort of

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thing manifest in luck or

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prizes money in your life?

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Well, I obviously

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everyone manifests it in their lives

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or that they do it intentionally or

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not. So whether

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you had help manifesting

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from your higher self or whether you

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did it very intentionally, your

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manifesting it, there is nothing in

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our lives that we experience that

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is not a direct reflection of what's

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going on within us.

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But sometimes you can manifest

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things consciously or working

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really hard on it, and sometimes

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it's your soul's trajectory.

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Your soul was intending

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for you to have a different

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life that maybe not having money.

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Would not allow you to have.

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So it would give you

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the opportunity to have money from

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this point on so you can pursue

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something else in your life and

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you're not doing the 9 to

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5 like everybody else's.

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It's a really complicated question.

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But if someone is trying

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to manifest.

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The lottery.

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That's a different question.

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You have to look at the different

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facets of.

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Having money. Like, what is money

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mean to you?

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Does it mean freedom?

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Does that mean that you

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are going to have more time?

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Does that mean feeling worthy?

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Does that mean feeling like

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you are better than everyone else?

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It doesn't matter what it is.

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There are certain fast.

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There are certain things that come

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with money, as you know.

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And when you

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manifest something, you kind

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of have to be in alignment with all

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the repercussions of all of that

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as well. So you have

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to have the desires

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and alignment be

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a match to all of it.

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When you want to manifest anything,

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otherwise you will get the money,

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but it will take up more of your

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time. So it's good to be clear

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about why you want to manifest the

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lottery or what you

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want it to do for you in your life.

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Because somebody could manifest a

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lottery in their life changes

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very little. Like they don't

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tell a single soul that

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it doesn't. I don't even I mean, I

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would love to interview on my show,

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find out how life has changed

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for you. It's not like

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I'm going to win the lottery and my

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life is going to be perfect from

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this point on because now you have a

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whole new onslaught of troubles

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or different things that pop up.

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But it's really when one manifests

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money, you have to really think

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about what you want.

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And why is it important

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to have that level of

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what that amount of money in your

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bank account?

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Because I feel like I've won the

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lottery in my life

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and I feel like I've won the life

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lottery.

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And the life lottery

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means I have everything that I need

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when I need it.

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And I have free time when I need

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it. I have self-worth that

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everything that I would assume

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someone wants from the lottery.

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I feel like I have it.

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And I

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was just doing a mantra like I do

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these little things.

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I was like, If I win the lottery,

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can you win? Can I win it after

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my book is released?

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Not before. So every little

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of that dollars that go into my

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pocket feel just a little bit more

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exciting or the success just

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feels a tad bit more exciting

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than it is just adding to

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the ocean of the money that I have.

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So it was funny because I found

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myself not wanting to win the

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lottery because I'm not even playing

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it right now, by the way.

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But sometimes I do play it.

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I don't know. We're under this

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impression that we're supposed to

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come and live the most comfortable

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life possible while we're

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here.

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And a lot of people don't realize

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that that's not what we came here

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for. We came here to transform

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and become more than we were.

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And that requires

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experiences that sometimes

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push our boundaries

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and rediscovering

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our self-worth.

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Knowing who we are.

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And sometimes it's not

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having something that lets

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you gain more

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self-worth or acquire

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more self-worth and meaning

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in your life than just having things

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handed to you. Now, you know, I

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know for sure, you know, by winning

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the lottery, it didn't come with

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your self-worth and all that

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stuff. Like you're not all of a

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sudden.

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You know, there's a lot of stuff

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that's still there.

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You know, I'm sure of it.

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I don't know you. I literally have

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had one conversation with you and

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this is it, that a lot of the issues

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kind of stayed the same.

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But now, you know, your money,

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you know, you have don't have to

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worry about money.

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But we're here to transform rich

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here to grow. And I think

At 2 00:51:53

winning money and having a fortune

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is slightly overrated, in my

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opinion.

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But if you want it, there is no

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reason why you can't have it.

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You just have to like.

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Economy truly from within.

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If you're deliberately manifesting

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anything, just remember mantras,

At 2 00:52:10

manifestation

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boxes, or whatever the heck, they're

At 2 00:52:14

not enough.

At 2 00:52:15

Something within you has to shift

At 2 00:52:17

when something within you shifts.

At 2 00:52:20

The outside world has to

At 2 00:52:22

change itself to match

At 2 00:52:24

and reflect what's happening on

At 2 00:52:26

you, on your insides.

At 2 00:52:28

I guess if you

At 2 00:52:30

want something on the outside to

At 2 00:52:32

change, something has to happen

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inside. There is no going about

At 2 00:52:35

it because if you

At 2 00:52:37

like, this happens a lot.

At 2 00:52:38

People try to manifest money

At 2 00:52:40

in the manifest money and

At 2 00:52:43

they immediately get a bill that is

At 2 00:52:45

equivalent to the money they just

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manifested or they

At 2 00:52:48

manifest something and then it

At 2 00:52:50

disappears right away.

At 2 00:52:51

It's only because they did all

At 2 00:52:53

the steps it requires to manifest

At 2 00:52:55

something that there was no internal

At 2 00:52:57

shift.

At 2 00:52:57

So even though the external world

At 2 00:52:59

shifted long enough for them to

At 2 00:53:01

experience that thing that high,

At 2 00:53:04

it has to revert back to their old

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self. It has to, because

At 2 00:53:07

the world is always reflecting

At 2 00:53:09

what's within.

At 2 00:53:10

And that is so fascinating.

At 2 00:53:12

And that's what spiritual teachers

At 2 00:53:14

and many people do.

At 2 00:53:16

So it sounds very wise that the

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outside reflects what is on the

At 2 00:53:19

inside that we

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are here with Happy Allie.

At 2 00:53:23

He's the author of The Intuition

At 2 00:53:25

Bible How and Why to Tap Into Your

At 2 00:53:27

Inner Wisdom.

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We will put

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links to this book in the shownotes

At 2 00:53:32

or description of this video,

At 2 00:53:35

but happy.

At 2 00:53:36

Where can people find

At 2 00:53:38

more about you and find out more

At 2 00:53:40

about your book?

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Well, my Instagram

At 2 00:53:45

is Happy Insights official,

At 2 00:53:47

so Happy Insights Dot Net

At 2 00:53:49

is basically my website, which you

At 2 00:53:51

can find everything and

At 2 00:53:53

it's everywhere. From Amazon, Barnes

At 2 00:53:55

Noble, Walmart Target.

At 2 00:53:56

You can find my book anywhere

At 2 00:53:58

but just put in Happy Alley or Happy

At 2 00:54:00

insights and I will pop up.

At 2 00:54:03

Yeah, but my Instagram is fun

At 2 00:54:04

because I talk about

At 2 00:54:06

so many different things on how

At 2 00:54:08

to improve your life.

At 2 00:54:09

I talk about manifestation and I

At 2 00:54:10

talk about intuition.

At 2 00:54:12

I talk about the self, how

At 2 00:54:14

I really wanted to create

At 2 00:54:16

a platform where I

At 2 00:54:19

don't just talk about spiritual

At 2 00:54:20

stuff and I talk about scientific

At 2 00:54:22

things too, all related to having

At 2 00:54:24

a better life because

At 2 00:54:26

I had a near-death experience when I

At 2 00:54:28

was 17, which.

At 2 00:54:31

Gave birth to this

At 2 00:54:33

spiritual version of me to the level

At 2 00:54:35

that it is now.

At 2 00:54:35

This is in 1995, and

At 2 00:54:37

I pretty much

At 2 00:54:39

could teach spiritual anything

At 2 00:54:41

by the time, you know, I

At 2 00:54:43

was 20 something.

At 2 00:54:45

But I chose to go back to school

At 2 00:54:47

to get my psych degree because I

At 2 00:54:49

believe that balance

At 2 00:54:51

is key in this world.

At 2 00:54:52

Too many people rely on

At 2 00:54:54

a one sided version of truth

At 2 00:54:57

to be able to navigate

At 2 00:54:59

life, and I feel that

At 2 00:55:01

you always need to at least

At 2 00:55:04

dip into the opposing

At 2 00:55:06

force or idea and find

At 2 00:55:08

your balance in the middle.

At 2 00:55:09

Because whenever you're too

At 2 00:55:11

lopsided, you will fall over

At 2 00:55:13

and there are as many

At 2 00:55:15

realities as there are perspectives.

At 2 00:55:17

But the more you know

At 2 00:55:19

the opposing ideas, the better you

At 2 00:55:21

can find this dance in the middle.

At 2 00:55:23

So that's why I always like to blend

At 2 00:55:25

well. I say spirituality with a

At 2 00:55:27

sprinkle of science because it is a

At 2 00:55:29

sprinkle, but

At 2 00:55:31

it's there. So.

At 2 00:55:33

Yes, you can find the area.

At 2 00:55:35

Link three happy insects everywhere.

At 2 00:55:38

Amazing too.

At 2 00:55:40

And what is the podcast?

At 2 00:55:42

My podcast is called Happy Insights

At 2 00:55:44

Podcast and

At 2 00:55:46

it's basically stuff, everything

At 2 00:55:49

from reincarnation to soulmates

At 2 00:55:51

to dreams to

At 2 00:55:54

aliens, whatever it is.

At 2 00:55:55

And I you know, I have

At 2 00:55:57

I talk about everything.

At 2 00:56:00

And I have fun guests on the show,

At 2 00:56:01

but I'm going to do less guests

At 2 00:56:03

because the guest shows tend to be

At 2 00:56:04

so long as you know.

At 2 00:56:08

Well, this guest show is absolutely

At 2 00:56:10

fascinating and I love the

At 2 00:56:12

sound of that podcast.

At 2 00:56:15

So with your you mentioned the

At 2 00:56:17

near-death experience.

At 2 00:56:18

What was that?

At 2 00:56:19

So it was a self-inflicted

At 2 00:56:21

near-death experience.

At 2 00:56:22

I was supposed to die.

At 2 00:56:24

I was hoping I was going to die.

At 2 00:56:26

And the thing is, I did not try

At 2 00:56:28

to kill myself because life was so

At 2 00:56:29

horrible.

At 2 00:56:30

I just didn't see the point because

At 2 00:56:32

everyone I knew was older than me

At 2 00:56:34

and they seemed to all have the

At 2 00:56:36

same troubles.

At 2 00:56:37

Money, troubles, love of troubles,

At 2 00:56:39

self-confidence, troubles.

At 2 00:56:40

It was always the same thing, same

At 2 00:56:43

topics. And everyone seemed to have

At 2 00:56:44

the same issues, regardless of where

At 2 00:56:46

they were in their lives and what

At 2 00:56:47

they had.

At 2 00:56:49

And so being the 17

At 2 00:56:51

year old that I was, I was very

At 2 00:56:53

curious like, can we just skip

At 2 00:56:55

fast forward and go to the next

At 2 00:56:57

stage of life, which to me is death.

At 2 00:57:00

And so I was just curious.

At 2 00:57:01

I was really curious.

At 2 00:57:03

I was kind of don I was living on my

At 2 00:57:04

own in Los Angeles.

At 2 00:57:05

My family was in Iran.

At 2 00:57:07

And I was just like, all right,

At 2 00:57:08

let's finish us off.

At 2 00:57:09

So after a few attempts,

At 2 00:57:11

one night I decided to

At 2 00:57:13

cook about 100 sleeping pills in

At 2 00:57:15

my spaghetti and eat it,

At 2 00:57:17

hoping that that was going to do the

At 2 00:57:19

trick.

At 2 00:57:20

I don't even know if it was going

At 2 00:57:21

to, so I ate.

At 2 00:57:23

Most of that food was the most gross

At 2 00:57:25

spaghetti I ever had.

At 2 00:57:26

Bitter spaghetti.

At 2 00:57:27

God, I need to get more creative or

At 2 00:57:29

trying to do that again.

At 2 00:57:30

Anyway, so I ate most of my

At 2 00:57:32

spaghetti. I lay down to go to sleep

At 2 00:57:34

and I think I

At 2 00:57:36

was just about

At 2 00:57:38

falling asleep when I heard the

At 2 00:57:39

phone rang.

At 2 00:57:41

And it was my mom.

At 2 00:57:42

It was nighttime in my time zone and

At 2 00:57:44

it was afternoon in her time zone

At 2 00:57:47

and she had an afternoon nap or

At 2 00:57:48

something that she had a dream

At 2 00:57:50

that I wasn't eating well

At 2 00:57:52

and that she was worried.

At 2 00:57:54

So she called me, said I had a bad

At 2 00:57:55

dream.

At 2 00:57:56

You're not eating well.

At 2 00:57:58

Make sure you eat well.

At 2 00:58:00

We are a prophetic dreamer.

At 2 00:58:01

So, yeah, that

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one was a really helpful one because

At 2 00:58:05

what happened was I looked at the

At 2 00:58:06

plate of spaghetti saw.

At 2 00:58:07

It's the little bit of spaghetti in

At 2 00:58:09

the corner of the plate and thought,

At 2 00:58:11

Gosh, I promised my mom I got

At 2 00:58:13

to eat this. So I

At 2 00:58:15

decided to take that last little

At 2 00:58:17

bite. And guess why it was so gross

At 2 00:58:19

that I keep my gag reflex in.

At 2 00:58:22

And I threw

At 2 00:58:24

up everywhere and passed

At 2 00:58:26

out.

At 2 00:58:27

Now, I wouldn't really call this a

At 2 00:58:29

near-death experience if it wasn't

At 2 00:58:30

for the experience because my body

At 2 00:58:32

did not actually my stomach

At 2 00:58:35

got pumped at that moment.

At 2 00:58:37

And I went into

At 2 00:58:39

a state of unconsciousness

At 2 00:58:41

and.

At 2 00:58:43

So technically, my

At 2 00:58:45

body did not go through a

At 2 00:58:47

near death.

At 2 00:58:48

You know, some people die and then

At 2 00:58:49

they have to revive them.

At 2 00:58:50

But my mind and my consciousness

At 2 00:58:52

did, because when I went to sleep,

At 2 00:58:54

I didn't think I was ever going to

At 2 00:58:56

wake up.

At 2 00:58:57

It didn't dawn on me that I just

At 2 00:58:58

puked out all the poison.

At 2 00:59:00

So I had the same

At 2 00:59:02

tapping into higher consciousness

At 2 00:59:05

experience that a lot of people do.

At 2 00:59:07

And I downloaded.

At 2 00:59:10

Lot of information When I woke

At 2 00:59:12

up in the morning, first of all, I

At 2 00:59:13

felt amazing.

At 2 00:59:14

I had never felt so alive

At 2 00:59:16

and incredible, but I just knew

At 2 00:59:18

stuff that I did

At 2 00:59:20

not know the night before.

At 2 00:59:22

I

At 2 00:59:24

First of all, I knew that we were

At 2 00:59:25

all energy. There was no death.

At 2 00:59:28

I knew that we have

At 2 00:59:30

way more power over our lives than

At 2 00:59:32

we could ever imagine.

At 2 00:59:33

I knew the eternity of exist

At 2 00:59:35

of, you know, this world,

At 2 00:59:37

the eternal aspect of

At 2 00:59:39

our existence.

At 2 00:59:40

And I knew that

At 2 00:59:42

we had the power

At 2 00:59:44

to be happy because I went to

At 2 00:59:46

sleep with the question or with

At 2 00:59:48

the intention of I don't want to do

At 2 00:59:50

this because everyone seems to be

At 2 00:59:51

miserable.

At 2 00:59:52

And if it's going to be just that

At 2 00:59:54

for the rest of my life, I don't

At 2 00:59:55

want to do it. And it gave me

At 2 00:59:56

exactly the answer

At 2 00:59:58

that I was seeking, which

At 2 01:00:00

was how to be happy.

At 2 01:00:02

And if the answer was

At 2 01:00:04

the only way to be happy is to

At 2 01:00:05

change your perspective on any

At 2 01:00:07

topic, and you can do it at any

At 2 01:00:09

time or change your focus,

At 2 01:00:11

which was, you know, for me,

At 2 01:00:13

huge at that moment because no one

At 2 01:00:14

had talked about that.

At 2 01:00:15

It was the 90s with not like we had

At 2 01:00:17

an internet and now

At 2 01:00:19

it sounds so plain.

At 2 01:00:21

But at that moment I figured

At 2 01:00:23

out the secret to happiness, which

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was being a master

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of perspective, being

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someone who deliberately chooses

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how to view their life and their

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situation and always

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finding something light

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in the darkness.

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And that was huge.

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But at the same time, I also had so

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many other experiences.

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I was seeing

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energy. I was seeing things happen

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like two seconds early.

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I would see a door open, someone

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walk in, but I'd look at a door.

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It was still closed and then two

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seconds later someone walks in.

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So I was having these

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moments that were not

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explainable.

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You could not explain them with a

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logical mind and that put

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a crack into my reality.

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Just just destroyed

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what I knew before, but with

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answers.

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It wasn't like, here

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now you see, it is.

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There's no answer.

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I had it was like I was plugged into

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something greater. And every time I

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had a question, the answer would

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just come immediately.

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And it was like introduction

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to we are tapped into a greater

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resource and

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we have access to it.

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But you have to be in the mind

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frame.

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What would be a better mind?

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Freedom from me completely releasing

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my attachment to the physical

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world. Now, I don't recommend

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anybody try this because,

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you know, my suicide attempt just

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happened to be the best thing that

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ever happened to me.

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But a lot of people, they don't hit

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that, you know, sweet

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spot. But meditation will get

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a lot of people there because

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what happened to me then is

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something that I teach now.

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And of course, I had to immediately

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change my

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name because I knew it was going to

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be fleeting. Everyone told me, you

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just had an experience, it's going

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to be gone. You're not going to be

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happy for the rest of your life.

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And I said, You know what?

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One day I was like, My name is

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happy.

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And it just stuck.

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And then the people that didn't know

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me didn't know me and people that

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knew me, and it made sense.

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And the people didn't know me.

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It just assumed that was my name and

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I legalized it.

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And so my name

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is legally happy and

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it's been for since

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1995.

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Or, you know, whenever it was, I

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became a citizen because that's when

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I was free to do it.

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But it's been since 1995.

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And.

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It's my only identity.

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So but I love

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it. But, you know, when my son died

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and I wasn't happy anymore,

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I had this, like,

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light, this beacon of light that

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was my name that pulled

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me out of it eventually because I

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knew I couldn't change my name and I

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had to live up to my name.

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So I knew I had to work my way

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back to happy.

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But I got kind of got

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lost into other studies because

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I studied the Kabbalah for eight

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years and all this stuff right

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after. And it was not until I

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discovered the Law of Attraction

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that I realized that what I had

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experienced that night was really

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valid because a lot of the studies

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of I teachings

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of astrophysics and the Law of

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Attraction overlapped greatly

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over the stuff that I started

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writing when I was 17.

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And I knew that if there was

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so much overlap, then it was

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legitimate, you know, And it

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wasn't just me making stuff up, even

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though there was so much proof.

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Everything that I've experienced

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because I am a

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very logical person, I always

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ask for proof after

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I never asked for proof before.

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Because when you ask for proof,

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before you put in the logical mind

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first and the logical mind

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will block anything from happening,

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I have my experiences.

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Then I say, Hey, was this real?

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You know, when my son died and he

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was visiting me, I could feel him in

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my body. It was this incredible

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thing that he would come into my

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body. And then I thought,

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Am I making this up?

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Show me something more, make it more

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dramatic.

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And then, of course, this crazy

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stuff started happening that was so

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dramatic that I couldn't

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you know, it was beyond like,

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things you can make up in your

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imagination.

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So I always ask for proof.

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Eventually. I just don't do it in

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the beginning because sometimes that

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hinders the curiosity process.

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So with when you have spiritual

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communication, when your son comes

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to you, when spirits

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come to you in general,

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how can someone do that?

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Because we spoke on the phone before

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this conversation briefly,

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and you mentioned that you teach

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your sons

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how to connect with spirits,

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how to speak to them

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in dreams.

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What do you mean and

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how can someone do that?

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I don't really teach my sons

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in the way that you say it.

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I kind of say it

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as if this is how life works.

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First of all, my children don't

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understand the concept of

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the separation of life and death.

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For them, it's just one big life.

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Sometimes you're alive and sometimes

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you're healing and sometimes

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you're not. So they've never been

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so married to the concept we were

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just talking about.

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When I die, look for signs.

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You know, we're talking about this

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stuff because I talk about my death

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all the time, because I know it's

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inevitable in their life.

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Hopefully I'm the one that dies

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first.

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But today we were driving

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and one of my sons

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asked me why.

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Skies number is 1143.

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And I said as soon

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as I started talking about his.

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That it was a time he was born.

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And that's why 11.3

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signifies Sky.

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A pathfinder goes by and

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a pathfinder is what

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he died in a Nissan

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Pathfinder. And I said, Well, you

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see that car? That's the car that he

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died in.

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And then, like, the next.

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It wasn't like even two seconds

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after the car, after the license

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plate said, Really?

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And then and then it

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was just funny.

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We were just joking about it.

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And the license plate after

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was five, five, five

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something and 555 was the number

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we had for my best

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friend who died.

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So it was like back to back to back

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to back.

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And I looked at it and I said, hey,

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look. See that these are signs.

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If you don't look for them, you

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won't find them.

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And he's like, What's your number

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going to be when you die?

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I said, You decide that it's not

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important what you, you know, just

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feel it out.

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Just know.

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The one thing I want you to know is

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that when I die, I'm not dead.

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And I'm trying to make sure that

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you're okay. So make sure that

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you're looking out for me or looking

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for me.

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And.

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And to them, that's kind of what

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they know.

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And being with a

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prophetic God as their only

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father, I'm their only parent.

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They, you know, they know that you

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can see the future.

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You know, it's just it's not part of

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their they just know you

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wake up down like, honey, I just

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had a dream when my grandma died in

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a dream.

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We grieved her together collectively

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that day.

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I said, Grandma is dying.

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And two, before I started

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questioning the

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the relevance or the importance of

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that dream. I was like, honey,

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grandma dying in,

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you know, two months and

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I was crying all night.

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And they're like, Why are you crying?

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I'm like, Is Grandma dying?

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But she's not dead.

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But I'm like, Honey, you know my

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dreams. So they're raised with that.

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But for other people that really

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do want to connect, really

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learning what your first first

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of all, what your path of least

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resistance is.

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There are signs you can see signs

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are really easy because in the

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beginning you will just

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know when something reminds you of

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someone and then you can just assign

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that to that person and then just

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keep showing up.

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But for me, I am

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a clear ascension,

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which is I feel things.

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And I was not always this way.

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I did have a persona, which is

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like, you go ten days and you

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you are quiet and you meditate for

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ten whole days.

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And I went there and I lasted five

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days and I came home and I did it at

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home. The persona which I turn off

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the lights and put a little blinders

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on. And I didn't speak to anyone for

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4 or 5 days.

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And about three days in, I started

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feeling stuff in my body, feeling

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energy in my body because that's

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my path of least resistance.

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I started feeling goosebumps in a

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new way, just feeling energy.

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But it was a feeling thing because

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that was my superpower.

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And then later, when Sky

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died, years later,

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like two years later,

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the first time I was able to

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communicate with him when I was

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awake was through my body because

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that was my path of least

At 2 01:08:41

resistance. So I can't tell people,

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Hey, if you're going to feel

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somebody's going to feel this

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incredible sensation

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going through your body, because

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that's just not how it works for

At 2 01:08:49

everybody.

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Had I not done the four day pass

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and had the meditations and

At 2 01:08:54

really fine tuning that I

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would have probably not been a

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person who could feel the way

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that I feel.

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So it is you do have to nurture

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it and discover The first thing you

At 2 01:09:05

can do is I have a meditation in the

At 2 01:09:07

book where I just have people close

At 2 01:09:08

their eyes and have them go through

At 2 01:09:10

a field and touch stuff, field

At 2 01:09:11

stuff, see stuff here, stuff.

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And I always say, you know, whatever

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was the loudest and the clearest

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and crispest is usually your

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first ability.

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So if you're someone who can see the

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flowers and the red flowers

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and just see the sparkle and

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whatever it is, the texture, most

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likely you're more of a clairvoyant.

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And for me, I always feel

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everything.

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So first you got to discover what

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your superpowers are.

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And once you discover your

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superpower, then you have to believe

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in something and then try to make

At 2 01:09:42

some sort of a connection.

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Now, my son would show up, and

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I remember the first time

At 2 01:09:47

he showed up for 20 minutes in my

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body and I could just ask

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yes or no questions and he would

At 2 01:09:52

just buzz more for a yes

At 2 01:09:54

question and buzz less

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or just disappear?

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Kind of.

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What do you mean, buzz?

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Just you felt like buzz or.

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Yeah, imagine, like a goose bump.

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That's like a baby.

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Goosebumps or a big goosebump.

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And then imagine a goose bump on

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steroids.

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Like hardcore.

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You know, the hands in your hair.

At 2 01:10:13

Stand up.

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Imagine if they're like, you

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know, like, kind of like hardcore.

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So it was kind of like that.

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So the goose bump itself lasted

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20 minutes.

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The feeling of having some energy

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inside of you that lasted

At 2 01:10:26

about 20 minutes and that's just not

At 2 01:10:29

really unheard of. I'd never

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experienced that before.

At 2 01:10:31

But it got to a point where I could

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be like, Hey, I'm going to call your

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mom right now and see if she has any

At 2 01:10:36

questions. And she can you can

At 2 01:10:37

buzz. This is so important.

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This is probably the biggest

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thing I could relay.

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When you die, your pure positive

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energy.

At 2 01:10:46

Your frequency is high

At 2 01:10:48

because your body is what the drama

At 2 01:10:50

of life is. What keeps you down.

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When you're grieving, your energy is

At 2 01:10:54

low.

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So usually the communication

At 2 01:10:58

is really difficult because just

At 2 01:10:59

like law of attraction or a radio

At 2 01:11:01

signal, you need to match that

At 2 01:11:03

frequency to be able to communicate.

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So the minute you're super sad or

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somebody, a dead person, will try to

At 2 01:11:08

say hi and they say hi.

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You feel their energy, you get sad,

At 2 01:11:11

you disconnect.

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So that happened.

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I remember the first time Mother,

At 2 01:11:16

my best friend, like entered

At 2 01:11:18

my body for the first time.

At 2 01:11:19

I was so happy because I could feel

At 2 01:11:21

the difference between her energy

At 2 01:11:23

and his energy, and I could tell

At 2 01:11:25

them apart.

At 2 01:11:26

But then I told her after a few

At 2 01:11:28

minutes, I said, I'm really sad

At 2 01:11:30

because I miss you. I remembered you

At 2 01:11:32

so. And as soon as I started crying,

At 2 01:11:34

it was gone. It was like nothing.

At 2 01:11:36

I could feel nothing.

At 2 01:11:37

And I even like

At 2 01:11:40

yeah, you can get.

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So once you open up this doorway

At 2 01:11:43

and you believe and you tap in,

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you can get so creative.

At 2 01:11:47

I wrote a letter to my best friend

At 2 01:11:48

saying, Why did you die?

At 2 01:11:49

And she gave me a full answer.

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The next night she was like, I died

At 2 01:11:53

because, you know, my my soul's

At 2 01:11:55

trajectory with not having children

At 2 01:11:57

and being this, I came to do this

At 2 01:11:58

and I got sidetracked.

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So I had to leave to go back on my

At 2 01:12:02

trajectory.

At 2 01:12:02

Next night, wrote another note

At 2 01:12:05

to my son. Why did you die?

At 2 01:12:07

Very clear answer.

At 2 01:12:08

I came to put a bunch of money

At 2 01:12:10

together and I left to put you on

At 2 01:12:12

your path and not

At 2 01:12:14

me. All of us.

At 2 01:12:15

Very clear.

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So her answer was 1,000% selfish.

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Not in a positive way.

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In a very beautiful way.

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And his was 100%

At 2 01:12:24

selfless in an equally beautiful

At 2 01:12:26

way.

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So it wasn't like I was getting very

At 2 01:12:29

different answers and it was really,

At 2 01:12:31

really amazing.

At 2 01:12:32

But I played with it.

At 2 01:12:33

I toyed with it, I gave it.

At 2 01:12:35

I talk about, you see how I'm

At 2 01:12:36

talking about it right now.

At 2 01:12:37

Guess what's going to happen more

At 2 01:12:38

tomorrow and the next day?

At 2 01:12:39

Because my subconscious wants

At 2 01:12:41

to prove to me that I'm worthy of

At 2 01:12:43

writing this book.

At 2 01:12:45

So because I identify as

At 2 01:12:47

this person, it has to keep bringing

At 2 01:12:49

me more proof

At 2 01:12:51

because it has to keep me balanced.

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Otherwise I will have a nervous

At 2 01:12:54

breakdown and be depressed and won't

At 2 01:12:56

want to do any of these interviews.

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So but one

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time I was just like, I think it was

At 2 01:13:02

January following the

At 2 01:13:04

following January, after the car

At 2 01:13:06

accident, I thought, This is a pile

At 2 01:13:08

of crap. I've just been imagining

At 2 01:13:10

all this.

At 2 01:13:10

I am pretending I'm getting goose

At 2 01:13:12

bumping into my son.

At 2 01:13:13

I'm having dreams because

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I'm a delusional, grieving dad

At 2 01:13:18

like I because I just wanted

At 2 01:13:19

to feel depressed.

At 2 01:13:21

And then that night, I woke

At 2 01:13:23

up because I was drinking a lot.

At 2 01:13:25

Back then, I became a full

At 2 01:13:27

fledged alcoholic

At 2 01:13:30

and I was drinking a lot.

At 2 01:13:31

And then I woke up with two in the

At 2 01:13:33

morning because I had to be so bad.

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And I get up to go to

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the bathroom and I see this figure

At 2 01:13:39

standing next to my bed

At 2 01:13:40

and I'm like, Rachel, Rachel is the

At 2 01:13:42

wife, is that you?

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And I realized that it was Tricia,

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the dead one.

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And also, like Tricia, it is you.

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And I remember that image just

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sounds scary, but it wasn't so.

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I know. Don't be scared by this

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story. This part.

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I see it just come at me

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and jump into my body, and

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all of a sudden my visual field

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is all black.

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And then it starts coming back like

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no TV's no kind of thing.

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And the energy that's in

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my body is beyond anything

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I have experienced to this day.

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It was like 1,000,000W

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inside a thing that could not handle

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that much.

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And I thought my hands were just

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flapping up and down and I was just

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vibrating.

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And I opened my eyes because my

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visual field

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was back to normal.

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And I look at my hand and everything

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is still so inside.

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I'm feeling this loving,

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amazing energy

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that's just beyond anything I've

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ever experienced.

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Undeniably strong.

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And and I'm just

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smiling because I'm like, Wow,

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Tricia, that's you.

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Like, that's your energy level.

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And this is how low I am now.

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I don't know if it was amplified

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because I was feeling like crap that

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night.

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All that was clear was that it was

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very, very real

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and nothing my imagination could

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make up.

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And I remember sitting with her for

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about ten minutes and then

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eventually saying, I got to pee

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because I had to pee.

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That's why I woke up and I

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got up and of course everything got

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back to normal and I went to pee in,

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got her wife and say, Hey, your wife

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just jumped in my body.

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I know this sounds so weird when

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I say it out loud.

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All this crap sounds so weird, but

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it's my life and it sounds

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so normal to me.

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Would you classify that as a good

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temporary possession,

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or would you say that that's just

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more because she wanted you to

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feel her energy or.

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It was, let's just say a big hug?

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I like that because it wasn't

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like I wasn't conscious and or

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aware.

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It was just being filled with love.

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It was the most intense love that I

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have ever felt in my life.

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And their energy is

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way stronger than ours.

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So she just probably just was like,

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Let me give you a little extra.

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You know, just let me just give

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you. Because I was about to go

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on a downward spiral because

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I was literally and I had to take

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care of I was holding people

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up because I was the only one who

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was getting the messages, who was

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receiving all this help.

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Everybody else was in full grief

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and nobody else had this

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help that I had.

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So I feel like maybe there

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was a bigger desire for me to stay

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sane.

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And maybe that was the reason why

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she had to prove that she

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existed.

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And it was all real because

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there was too much there was too

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much going on. I mean, my life is

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living proof that it was real.

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I mean, my twins, one of them has

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curly hair, one of her straight

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hair, like everything is so dead on.

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I even met my twins the morning

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before they were born because she

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went into premature labor, because I

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was always worried I was going to

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lose my children as children