Hey, and welcome back to Faithfield Living.
Speaker AThis is your host, Kristen.
Speaker AToday on the podcast, we're going to talk about the Trouble with Jesus considerations before you walk away, whether you're a skeptic, whether you still aren't sure how you feel about Christ, or whether you just have questions or doubts or fears you're wrestling with.
Speaker AWe're going to get real and we're going to talk about how and why we should bring those questions, those doubts and those fears to the Holy Spirit and let him do the work within us.
Speaker AHi.
Speaker AToday in the podcast, I would like to welcome our guest, Constance Hastings.
Speaker AShe is a retired ordained deacon and she is also the author of the book the Trouble with Jesus Considerations before you walk Away.
Speaker AAnd she has a weekly blog called the Trouble with Jesus.
Speaker AShe's also been a mental health counselor and a freelance journalist and an educator.
Speaker AAnd I'm excited today to have her on because we're going to talk about some of the things that she often writes about and that are in her book.
Speaker ABut it really comes down to something she says, which is don't deny your questions, your doubts, your fears, but wrestle hard with them, I mean, with the Holy Spirit, and allow God to heal and overcome your trouble or your concerns or your doubts.
Speaker AAnd so I'm happy to have this conversation because we are all, we all wrestle with questions that we want to ask or bring to God.
Speaker AWe all wrestle with our faith or when something happens in our lives that we just can't quite understand it.
Speaker AAnd so that is what we're going to talk about today.
Speaker AAnd how do we, how do we bring that to God?
Speaker AHow do we wrestle with those things and then let him do his work?
Speaker ASo, Constance, thank you so much for joining me today.
Speaker BI'm glad to be here today, Kristen, thank you.
Speaker AWhy don't you tell us just a little bit about life and your journey and what you're up to now.
Speaker BI sometimes say that I shouldn't be where I am now.
Speaker BIt has only been by the hand of God upon my life.
Speaker BI was not raised in a Christian home.
Speaker BIt was only because I was inadvertently sent to a small independent Christian school during the time of desegregation.
Speaker BThat was for all the wrong reasons.
Speaker BAnd yet God took me there.
Speaker BThe teachers loved me.
Speaker BThey taught me well.
Speaker BI learned to read from the King James Bible.
Speaker BAnd that took hold of my life, has been the direction to where I am today.
Speaker BAnd my, my salvation came from there.
Speaker BBut of course, the growth of, like everybody else, was a journey.
Speaker BAnd God, as you Mentioned God brought me professionally through many things.
Speaker BHe's given me a family.
Speaker BMy husband and I have been married for 48 years.
Speaker BWe have a son and a daughter in law and then his daughter and our grandson and life is full like that.
Speaker BSo that's, that's in the short version, how I got here today.
Speaker AYeah, I love it.
Speaker AWonderful.
Speaker ASo why did you decide to write this book?
Speaker AAnd I'll just caveat that with, I know because of many of your professional roles and then also having roles in the church, it allowed you kind of to bring together, right.
Speaker AThose different experiences in conversations, in intersection.
Speaker ASo why don't you tell us a little bit about that and why you decided to actually put pen to paper in the blog, in the book to talk about some of these things.
Speaker BEven though my background is in education and I was an English teacher for 25 years and have a degree in English and so forth, I never intended to actually write a book.
Speaker BI was like, I don't have anything to say to put down on paper.
Speaker BHowever, as COD would have it, I was asked by a women's group to do a Saturday morning retreat.
Speaker BAnd they gave me a lot of time to think about what I wanted to do.
Speaker BI knew these women, they were smart, they were leaders, they were professionals, and I wanted to bring them something that would have lasting impact upon them.
Speaker BSo during that time, I kept thinking about, what am I going to be talking about here?
Speaker BWhat's the message?
Speaker BAnd I was getting very frustrated because as you know, there are 66 books in the Bible and I could not come up with a message.
Speaker BAnd one day, again, this was going through my mind and I was frustrated and I just looked up and I said, the troubles with Jesus.
Speaker BOh.
Speaker BAnd sat down, wrote it out, pages started forming around it.
Speaker BAnd I did the retreat session and it was very well received.
Speaker BI went back to my home church and did it again.
Speaker BAgain, it was well received.
Speaker BAnd I realized then what I had was the outline for a book.
Speaker BSo that took quite a number of years to come about.
Speaker BBut that, that's really where the trouble with Jesus started.
Speaker BNow sometimes people say to me, do you have a problem with God?
Speaker BIt's like, I don't have a problem with God no more than most people do.
Speaker BMeaning we all have those periods of struggle.
Speaker BWe all have those times when our faith is absolutely stretched where God is taking us into.
Speaker BAreas, avenues, paths that we did not think we'd ever have to walk down or at least not walk down at that point in our lives.
Speaker BAt the same time, I was listening to what other people were saying and I'm talking everything from my own family members when I was in education to my students, the 18 years of having a faith based mental health practice, listening to my clients, and certainly then broader into the media and what the world is saying about Jesus Christ.
Speaker BAnd all of that converged then into this voice that I use in the book.
Speaker BIt's, it's a voice of a doubter, someone who's very skeptical, and it interrupts the narration within the book of Jesus life and it challenges, it's questioning, it's sarcastic, it's angry, and there's this back and forth between the two and until at the end of the book.
Speaker BThe choice is given.
Speaker BAnd you know, as Jesus said to Martha, I am the resurrection and the life.
Speaker BDo you believe this, that question?
Speaker BDo you believe this is the question which all of us are going to have to answer?
Speaker BAnd it has such an impact then in one soul, so briefly, that's, that's how all of that came about.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker ASo good.
Speaker AThat was a great summary.
Speaker AAnd you know.
Speaker AYeah, I think you kind of start somewhere very early and I don't know if it's on the first page, I can't recall of the book.
Speaker ABut like you said in that voice, you know, what did it say?
Speaker AIt said something about willing.
Speaker AI'm willing to give Jesus benefit of the doubt.
Speaker AAnd doubt is what I'll bring to the table.
Speaker ARight, because you're trying to, like you said, all of the things you've heard, all the conversations that you, or you know, the things people were saying, you were trying to convey that in the book.
Speaker AAnd so you did it in this very creative way, right, to kind of present both Jesus in context, but then from this place that us as humans, right, we, this is what we do, we question things, we wonder, we try to understand them.
Speaker AAnd of course, so many things are, you know, hard for us to grapple with, right, for some period of time.
Speaker ASo what, I guess, what would you first say to us just about, about doubt or about questioning things?
Speaker AYou know, we've just kind of hit it on the surface.
Speaker ABut just what would you say to people listening whether there's somebody deep in their faith but has walked through hard things, or whether there's somebody that's.
Speaker AThey're, they're seeking, they're looking for answers, they want to deepen their faith or maybe they've come upon this particular episode and they're not really sure, right?
Speaker AThey're not really sure what they think about this whole Faith, Christ, you know, thing.
Speaker AWhat would you just share with them to encourage them that it's.
Speaker AIt's normal to have doubt and, you know, and what would you say to them?
Speaker BSomeone once said to me that doubt is not the opposite of faith.
Speaker BThat actually fear is the opposite of faith.
Speaker BBecause when we're in a place of fear, we're not able to activate or.
Speaker BOr, let's just say exercise that faith.
Speaker BAnd faith is not one that all the time is in total belief, lockstep with whatever we're told we're supposed to believe.
Speaker BI write in the book at one point, courageous souls float in wonder, the position between doubt and belief.
Speaker BAnd now let's.
Speaker BLet's be clear about it.
Speaker BChristianity is not an easy religion.
Speaker BAnd we are called to be in that place where sometimes we do float.
Speaker BWe just wonder.
Speaker BWe're looking around, we're saying, okay, God, what are you doing?
Speaker BWe're watching.
Speaker BWe're waiting.
Speaker BAnd that, I think, is the time when we are most able to grow on another perspective.
Speaker BAnd those of you who do children's messages, listen carefully.
Speaker BBut one time I was doing a children's message, and it was the Sunday which the text being preached upon was of Thomas and his doubt, okay?
Speaker BAnd as we know, we call him Doubting Thomas.
Speaker BSo what I did was I showed the children a bottle, a regular water bottle, and I had a balloon.
Speaker BAnd I said to them, okay, now let's think about this.
Speaker BDo you believe we can get this balloon to blow up or get this bottle to blow up, this balloon?
Speaker BAnd the kids are looking at me sort of strangely.
Speaker BAnd then it was really cool because behind them all their families are sitting, and everybody's sort of sitting up and watching.
Speaker BAnd I said, okay, let's try it.
Speaker BSo I took the balloon and I placed it at the end of the balloon over the mouth of the bottle.
Speaker BAnd what happened was the balloon expanded and virtually blew up.
Speaker BAnd everybody's like, what happened?
Speaker BWhat happened here?
Speaker BAnd I said, I want to make this point to you.
Speaker BThere are times in life where we have no clue as to what is happening, what God is doing, what God could possibly do in that.
Speaker BBut we're called to have that faith, to be in that place.
Speaker BHowever, what I didn't tell you about this was that inside the balloon was baking soda.
Speaker BAnd inside the bottle, even though everybody assumed it was water, was actually white vinegar.
Speaker BSo when I placed the balloon over the bottle, the baking soda dropped down into the vinegar, it created a gas and expanded the balloon.
Speaker BNow, I tell the children, pretty Pretty adamant about this.
Speaker BI said, this is not magic.
Speaker BThis is science.
Speaker BHowever, you did not know everything that was happening here and in our lives as well.
Speaker BWe are more often than not in that place where we don't know all that is going on.
Speaker BWe do not know all that God is doing.
Speaker BWe do not know where he is working.
Speaker BWe.
Speaker BWhere we can't see in the moment.
Speaker BWe are just called to have that faith.
Speaker BAnd when we do, like the balloon, our faith will begin to expand.
Speaker BThat went over generally well.
Speaker BBut what I didn't know when I did that experiment one time when I was called to speak at another church because the pastor was away.
Speaker BThere was a boy about 12 years old who was sitting there.
Speaker BAnd, you know, you could tell from start of the service he didn't want to be there.
Speaker BSomebody dragged him in, et cetera, et cetera.
Speaker BBut when I did that experiment, I mean, he sat up and he was.
Speaker BHe was just so much focused on what was going there and what I was saying.
Speaker BLater, somebody came to me and said, you have no idea what happened there.
Speaker BHis father had been killed in a car accident three weeks earlier.
Speaker BHe was really struggling, and so much he needed to know that God is still with him, still working, and that in that place, God loved him still.
Speaker BAnd.
Speaker BThat was just amazing because, again, I didn't know all this was going to happen.
Speaker BAnd yet it still comes back to that place of being courageous.
Speaker BThe Christian life is one of being courageous enough to walk that in faith.
Speaker BEven though we have our doubts, but we can still express them and give them to God and let God do what God does with them.
Speaker AOh, so good.
Speaker AYeah, I mean, that's exactly.
Speaker AI mean, and here's the thing, you know, that I've definitely learned even more so since doing the podcast for several years, is that by sharing our stories, but our testimonies, by sharing, by showing up and like you, you know, being willing to share, you know, kind of that experiment with tying it into your faith to Christ.
Speaker BAnd then.
Speaker ABut.
Speaker ABut people coming on, having conversations, people listening to the podcast or reading a book like yours, what it does is it allows us to have that wonder or that curiosity.
Speaker AIt allows us to be thinking and then to.
Speaker ATo kind of plant more seeds of faith, you know, and that's one thing I've found is just having on certain.
Speaker ASome of my guests, most of my guests, it continues to help me expand my faith in different ways.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AOr my belief in different things.
Speaker AYou know, I was, obviously, I was already a believer, but it's like I Didn't realize how often, especially United States, a lot of people, if you ask them, they'd say, oh, I've never seen a miracle, you know, or things like that.
Speaker AAnd yeah, and I don't mean like small divine appointments and things, but like something that they would call miraculous.
Speaker ABut often it's because one, we're not looking for it when we don't believe for it in that way, you know, or we're not desperate enough for it.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ALike we.
Speaker ALife is maybe too comfortable in some cases.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AIn some of the parts of the world.
Speaker ABut I just think, know, talking about these things, seeing something like your.
Speaker AThe talk you were giving with that experiment, like you said, you never know what little seed will be planted by something we say and someone hears or sees how we're acting or how we're believing, even in a hard thing.
Speaker BYeah, you're, you're so, you're so right about that.
Speaker BAnd you know, all of us are going to have those points in our life where we just are pretty much knocked to our knees and all we can do is say, God what?
Speaker BJust what?
Speaker BAnd to stay in that place and be willing to hold on to our faith and yet see what God is going to do and, and how that's going to happen in speaking to our, to our faith in that regard.
Speaker BToo many times people will come to that where they shut down and they think that this, this shouldn't happen.
Speaker BWhat kind of a God would let these horrific things happen in our world?
Speaker BWhat kind of a God would let me have to go through these experiences of rejection and retrail and hardship and financial problems and so forth?
Speaker BYou know, it's, it's not that it's the wrong question, but it's a question that can be expressed and yet again, expanded, changed to be able to open those, those windows in seeing God in, in new and greater ways.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker AI think one thing in your book is you.
Speaker AYou sort of have areas, right.
Speaker AFor people to write down their questions, right.
Speaker AKind of what are they grappling with?
Speaker ASo what would you just share with us?
Speaker ABecause I think sometimes, much like many things in our lives, we do get stuck in our head, right?
Speaker ALike we might keep having the same anxiety or fear or worry, or we might be having the same question or maybe we're angry at God.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ABecause something happened and we haven't really brought it to Him.
Speaker AWe've just kind of said, I'm going to kind of close that door some of the way.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ALike I'm going to have a hardened Heart.
Speaker ASo what would you say to us about taking it from it, being stuck right in our thoughts and, and presenting it, you know, writing it down and actually bringing it to him.
Speaker BYes, I do have at the end of each chapter of the book questions that are open ended that people can, I call it further provocations for your consideration.
Speaker BAnd they can, they can think about them, they can journal them.
Speaker BSometimes I've been led groups where people have actually discussed them.
Speaker BAnd that to me it's most exciting because it just goes everywhere and, and it's, it's just thrilling actually, just to hear what people bring to it.
Speaker BHowever, you know, let's, let's be clear about this.
Speaker BWe live in a culture that only may turn to God when there are problems.
Speaker BAnd you know, most of us of adult age, we, we look back to 9, 11, and we go, God, what is going on here?
Speaker BAnd you know, any kind that time there's a, a certain catastrophe, you know, we look to that or you know, why is God sending pandemics and things like that?
Speaker BHowever, the approach to God as Jesus revealed is that we have a God who, who loves us, who cares for us, who wants the best for us.
Speaker BBut this God is not what I call a divine fixer.
Speaker BI believe that's the sixth chapter in the book and probably the book, the chapter that's going to give people a lot of trouble.
Speaker BBecause think about it and look, you know, preaching to the choir here, but I know everybody else does it too.
Speaker BHow often when we pray do we say, God, this is the problem and this is what needs to be done.
Speaker BYou know what we're doing here?
Speaker BWe're telling God what God needs to do.
Speaker BNow, now, excuse me, but who, who is God in this situation?
Speaker BAnd I love to talk about John 11 when Mary and Martha are grieving the death of their brother Lazarus, and Jesus shows up and he knew he was sick, but you know, waited a few days, Lazarus had died.
Speaker BAnd he comes in and Martha says to him, and these are her first words to him, jesus, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.
Speaker BI mean, she's challenging the Son of God.
Speaker BAnd then just a little bit after that, she says, but I know that you can do whatever God asks of you.
Speaker BAnd now she's in a point where she's trying to manipulate him to do something.
Speaker BOkay, yeah, you can blame Martha or you can excuse Martha, but look, we, we've all sat in that place where we just have cried out to God, but a lot of our crying is God.
Speaker BThis is what you need to do.
Speaker BAnd we want God to fix it the way that we want it to be fixed.
Speaker BProbably maybe 20 verses after that is when Jesus goes to Lazarus tomb and says, in that point, it's verse 35, I think, the shortest verse in the Bible.
Speaker BJesus wept many times.
Speaker BPeople read that passage and they say, look at this.
Speaker BJesus experienced all the emotions that we have.
Speaker BJesus grieved for the loss of his friend, for the grief that is the two sisters were going through.
Speaker BIsn't that wonderful?
Speaker BBut if you go back to the original Greek translation, it doesn't mean that Jesus wept out of grief, but Jesus wept because he was so darn angry at the situation.
Speaker BAll of these people were converging on him to fix the situation.
Speaker BAnd he's looking right into the face of death.
Speaker BAnd yes, he does raise Lazarus from the dead.
Speaker BAll is well.
Speaker BHowever, in this point, we also see that Jesus has been in a place where people have these expectations of him and by extension God, that God should not allow these things to happen, that God should always fix them and fix them as we want them to be fixed.
Speaker BAnd that's not who Jesus came to be.
Speaker BJesus didn't come to change the world.
Speaker BHe came to change hearts.
Speaker BAnd in changing hearts and how we know him by that, the world will be changed.
Speaker ASuch a good, Good.
Speaker AYes.
Speaker AExample of that.
Speaker AAnd isn't it true, I mean, we do often see God from our human perspective.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AIn other words, we try to make God the size that we can fathom when that is so not true.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAnd it's.
Speaker AIt's kind of the I've talked about before so many times.
Speaker AWe think our problem is bigger than God.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAnd I don't mean, like you said, we're not saying we're in control of how that, you know, what happens with, like, something we're going through, we can't be in control of that in.
Speaker AIn that way.
Speaker ABut we do have to remember that we have to make sure we put God above the problem.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AInstead of kind of giving the problem the glory, if you will.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ALike everything's about the problem.
Speaker AAnd I'm.
Speaker AHa.
Speaker ALike, I'm cancer.
Speaker AI have the cancer.
Speaker AInstead of like God's above it, you know, or whatever the thing is.
Speaker AIn other words, we kind of put the focus on the thing, the marriage that's struggling or, you know, whatever it might be.
Speaker ASo that's a great example, though, of.
Speaker AOf exactly.
Speaker ALike you said, you know, we don't understand always what God's doing and how he's working yet.
Speaker AAnd at the same time, we're not going to always know.
Speaker AAnd like you said, it's not going to work out how we hope it always will be because we aren't in control, you know, and often it might work out better down the road in some way that we would have never even understood.
Speaker BAbsolutely.
Speaker BAnd more often than not, that is what happened.
Speaker AIt just takes a lot.
Speaker AIt's more perspective and time, at least as humans as we understand that.
Speaker AOf course.
Speaker AI love that.
Speaker AOkay, so obviously throughout the book, you're talking about sort of how Jesus is countercultural and, you know, each chapter is kind of about these things.
Speaker ASo what would maybe be one of your favorite things that you share just about Jesus and kind of in the context of then but now, and that might just be encouraging for us there.
Speaker BBriefly, there are a few chapters that, you know, kind of butt up against what our culture would say.
Speaker BYou know, one of them is the trouble with Jesus is he chose losers.
Speaker BIf you're going to start a movement today, you don't start with people who are relatively uneducated and who have no influence beyond, you know, the length of their arm.
Speaker BAnd yet that's what he chose when he chose the disciples.
Speaker BThe trouble with Jesus is he valued women.
Speaker BIn his context, women basically had no rights.
Speaker BYou could be a wife, a slave, or a prostitute.
Speaker BAnd in many respects, there was not much difference between the three.
Speaker BAnd yet he valued women.
Speaker BHe brought women into his following.
Speaker BThe first woman to go, first person to go tell that he was the Messiah was a Samaritan woman.
Speaker BAnd then, of course, at his tomb and Mary Magdalene, he speaks to and tells her to go tell the disciples.
Speaker BSo, you know, God is revealed in who he is and in resurrected form to women first.
Speaker BThere is certainly value there.
Speaker BThere's a chapter on the trouble with Jesus was he talked too much about money.
Speaker BI think it's in the Gospel of Luke.
Speaker BHe talks more about money than he does about prayer.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker BAnd God has a lot to say about our money.
Speaker BWe don't like that.
Speaker BBut the.
Speaker BThe chapter that I think in, in a lot of ways is.
Speaker BShows how hard it is and how deep we need to go.
Speaker BIs the trouble with Jesus is his teachings were twisted.
Speaker BAnd we sometimes read what he taught on a surface level, rather, going.
Speaker BGoing into the depth of it.
Speaker BThat chapter deals primarily with the parables.
Speaker BAnd quickly, one of them is the Good Samaritan.
Speaker BAnd we talk about the Good Samaritan.
Speaker BYou know, whole culture knows about the Good Samaritan.
Speaker BYou know, somebody's in need, you help them.
Speaker BThat's what we do.
Speaker BBut that's not the lesson.
Speaker BThe lesson is the Samaritan was a foreigner.
Speaker BThe Samaritan was someone that the Jews hated for all the religious, ethnic, racial reasons that anybody ever pulls up.
Speaker BAnd yet the Samaritan was the one who helped the man in need.
Speaker BSo our good Samaritan is actually that person who will have relationship with us even though they live a life that is vastly different from what we know.
Speaker AThat's a.
Speaker BThat's a hard one for people to grab, grasp, and grapple with.
Speaker BAnd that's.
Speaker BThat's what the teachings of Jesus do.
Speaker BThey take us beyond that surface, into places where we don't really sometimes see them going, but where we actually live.
Speaker AYeah, absolutely.
Speaker AOkay.
Speaker ASo I knew before we started talking, one of the things that we want to talk about is just how do we, you know, so one, if we have questions or doubts, we want to bring them, right.
Speaker AWe want to bring them into prayer.
Speaker AAnd we want God to kind of like help us have a different perspective.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AGo to scripture to try to grapple with, you know, who is God, really.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AYou know, all the different ways that he is, who he is and who he says he is.
Speaker ABut then also, it's just deepen, doing the spiritual practices to deepen our faith.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker ATo continue, even if we don't feel like it on a certain day.
Speaker AThe more we are faithful in doing these things, the more our faith is going to deepen, the more we're going to understand God.
Speaker AAnd so I know you share with a daily practice we can do when we're reading our Bible.
Speaker AThat is very helpful in doing so.
Speaker BYes.
Speaker BAnd let me just say that in the moment, you may be doing, say, like a devotion, and you may think, oh, what's this got to do with anything right now?
Speaker BOkay.
Speaker BAnd it may not.
Speaker BYou may be in worship and hear a sermon, and it may not have any relevance, close relevance to where you're living in the moment.
Speaker BBut that's the point.
Speaker BYou're preparing yourself.
Speaker BYou're strengthening yourself.
Speaker BYou're building those spiritual muscles, if you will, to carry you, because those times of pain and hurt are coming, and you want to be ready for it now.
Speaker BI have to say, Kristen, I love the resources that you have on your website that help people sort of monitor, I guess I'd say, their.
Speaker BTheir spiritual practices.
Speaker BAnd I think what would fit in perfectly with that are these.
Speaker BThese three questions.
Speaker BWhen you read your scripture, you take a passage and ask yourself these three questions.
Speaker BWhat does it say?
Speaker BOkay, you know, just be able to say, all right, you know, Moses saw the burning bush.
Speaker BOkay, what does, Let me see, what.
Speaker BWhat does it say?
Speaker BWhat does it mean?
Speaker BOkay, Moses saw the burning bush.
Speaker BAnd that means that sometimes God's going to speak to us in unexpected ways.
Speaker BAnd lastly, how does it apply, you know, where am I hearing God now that I didn't expect.
Speaker BYou know, where got from an area where God would speak to me.
Speaker BNow, there's a fourth component to that, is once you've done through those three steps for your next time, say the day before, you look to see what opportunities God gives you to put that into practice.
Speaker BAnd you may be the one who's speaking God into someone else, or you begin to, you know, look at a.
Speaker BIn a reading, a devotional, it may be, you know, a podcast, you know, maybe Christian music, but seeing how God speaks to you.
Speaker BAnd briefly, this has been a practice that's been around for, I don't know what, how many hundreds and hundreds of years.
Speaker BAnd yet it is so powerful and how it brings daily transformation in allowing the word of God through the Spirit to pour into you and become a part of who you are.
Speaker AAbsolutely.
Speaker ASo powerful.
Speaker AAnd yeah, I mean, to your point, it lets us take what we're reading in scripture and, you know, kind of like they say, right, we're.
Speaker AWe're praying, but we're thinking on it.
Speaker AWe're letting it also get into our spirit.
Speaker ABut then, like you said, we're also then saying to the Holy Spirit, we're opened, we are ready to receive, right?
Speaker AHow it is you want to use us in this day and not being so busy and not present that we miss.
Speaker AMiss the opportunities.
Speaker BSo, yeah, and it is, you use the word present, it's practice, what they call practicing the presence of Christ.
Speaker BAnd, you know, you're not going through your day just checking things off and, you know, being there for everybody else.
Speaker AYou're.
Speaker BYou're being there, but you're bringing Christ into that place as well.
Speaker AOkay, so let me ask you what.
Speaker BWould just be, as we start wrapping.
Speaker AUp, just maybe a few words of encouragement for people as they're just listening to this conversation.
Speaker AThey're hearing about your book and your blog.
Speaker AWhat else that we haven't covered?
Speaker BWould you like to share?
Speaker BThere is a passage, let's see.
Speaker BI think it's in Mark 9, where the disciples bring to Jesus a father who has a son who's as it's described in the passage, as demon possessed.
Speaker BIf you look at the Description of what the boy is doing, it pretty much sounds like some kind of maybe a seizure, maybe a form of epilepsy or whatever.
Speaker BBut the disciples weren't able to heal this, Heal this boy.
Speaker BAnd so the Father comes to Jesus and he's saying, in this place, you know, you know, if.
Speaker BHeal him if you can.
Speaker BAnd Jesus says, if I can.
Speaker BAnd the man says, the Father says to Jesus, I believe, but help my unbelief.
Speaker BAnd to me, that is the most candid statement in all of the Bible about where we live.
Speaker BYes, we believe.
Speaker BWe have a measure of belief.
Speaker BAnd we, you know, we sometimes talk about people who have great faith.
Speaker BMaybe so, but there's still that point where we sit and we, we, we.
Speaker BWe just don't know.
Speaker BWe are in that place of maybe not full doubt or the kind of doubt that would make you walk away, but rather you're in that place.
Speaker BAnd yet Jesus says to him, you know, if I can, he says, and then he does heal the boy.
Speaker BAnd again, if.
Speaker BIf the Bible was written to just, you know, tell us that God is good and everything's fine with him, those kinds of things wouldn't be there.
Speaker BYeah, those kinds of passages, and you can find them in many places, wouldn't be there except to let us know, hey, this is speaking into where you live.
Speaker BAnd this is what Jesus Christ brought to us in his lifetime so that we would know God and even more.
Speaker AYeah, yeah, that's a great example.
Speaker AYeah.
Speaker AAnd that's the exact thing is, excuse me, is we do.
Speaker AA lot of us have belief, obviously, different levels at different times.
Speaker AI mean, that can happen, but sometimes we don't.
Speaker AWe believe God can, but then we don't.
Speaker AWe don't always believe God can for us.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker BLike, in other words, we believe God can in general, believe that God will.
Speaker BRight?
Speaker BYes, that's right.
Speaker BAnd that's tough.
Speaker BYeah.
Speaker AYeah, yeah.
Speaker ASo, you know, and this is sort of what.
Speaker AWhat we're saying, this is what we grapple with sometimes.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AAnd that's why.
Speaker AGetting clearer, you know, spending more time in prayer, in scripture, hearing testimonies of people.
Speaker ARight.
Speaker AThat it can do nothing but build on your faith, on your.
Speaker AOn your belief, you know, in who God is and what he can do.
Speaker ASo I think.
Speaker AI love that.
Speaker AOkay, so I have one last question for you, and then you can share with us how people can learn more about your book and everything right now.
Speaker AWhat is just fueling you in this season?
Speaker AJust, you know, is there anything it can be about your faith?
Speaker AIt can Be just something that you're just, it's filling your heart, you know, or that you're just, it's just bringing you joy.
Speaker BAll my life I have wanted to live in a particular place and.
Speaker BYou know, whether it's jobs or family or whatever I've had, I've had to move and move more than I ever thought I would.
Speaker BBut God fulfilled his promise.
Speaker BIn Jeremiah 29 he says, I will bring you home.
Speaker BAnd that is what's happened in the past few years is that I, my husband and I are living in a place where, you know, the day we, we went to settlement, you know, and paid for the house and all that, we came over, unlocked the doors and I anointed the doorway, inviting God through the Holy Spirit to be in this place and to be a sanctuary for us.
Speaker BAnd that is what has brought me joy.
Speaker BYes.
Speaker BYou know, there are lots of things in the world that I could point to in my personal life and beyond that, you know, are problems.
Speaker BThere are lots of places of points of prayer that, you know, I, I carry upon me.
Speaker BBut I have in here this, this confidence because God has brought me to a sanctuary in which I, I have a place to pray and read and write and do my simple hobbies and you know, be a relationship of deep love with my husband.
Speaker BAnd that to me has been the greatest blessing.
Speaker AI love that.
Speaker AThank you for sharing that.
Speaker AOkay, so Constance, can you share with us?
Speaker AWhere can people find out more about your book and your blog and just about, you know, your story?
Speaker BOkay, my website, Constance tastings.com is probably the best go to place.
Speaker BWhen you go into the website, there'll be a pop up and you can subscribe to my blog, the Trouble with Jesus.
Speaker BAnd as well as if you do that, you'll be sent an email with a link and a discount code that you can buy the book for 20% off.
Speaker BIf you buy the book, include it in the book and.
Speaker BHere'S a copy of it.
Speaker BOn the very last page there's a section that the publisher provides.
Speaker BIf you fill that out, you can also download an e, an ebook of the book.
Speaker BSo if you buy the book for 20% off, you actually get two books.
Speaker BNow again, my prayer is for the book is that for that person in your life, that is the doubter, the skeptic, the one who has put such obstacles up to belief in Jesus Christ that now having been in prayer, and my phrase for this is bloody your knees over it and let the Holy Spirit move so that you know, when it's Time to present them with a copy of the book and say, if you'll read this, could we have a conversation and let God do what God does.
Speaker BLet the Holy Spirit lead and help someone else take this journey as well.
Speaker BNow, the blog, it comes out weekly.
Speaker BIt's relatively short.
Speaker BYou could read in less than 10 minutes at the most.
Speaker BAnd it also is the trouble with Jesus.
Speaker BIt does include that edgy, skeptical, doubting voice, but it deals with a specific passage and the content in that as to where Jesus is.
Speaker BSo in brief, that's, that's how you can, you can get up with me.
Speaker AFantastic.
Speaker AWell, thank you for coming on and joining us today and just talking to us a little bit about, you know, what so many of us probably have felt or experienced, you know, as we walk through this thing called life right in our faith journeys.
Speaker AAnd so just thank you for coming on and sharing kind of your journey and then just some of the tidbits that are in the book and some of the things that, you know that you can get from there.
Speaker ASo thank you so much and thank.
Speaker BAnd God bless you too, Kristen, for all you.
Speaker AThank you.
Speaker BGod bless you.
Speaker AAnd before I end today's episode, I did want to let you know if, if you would like to increase the joy you feel in your everyday life.
Speaker AI have a new download for you.
Speaker AIt's called Joy Rising.
Speaker AAnd it is basically a journal prompt for each day of the week where you can write down what you're grateful for, you can write down how God moved in your life, where did you see God present in your life, and then also what brought you joy in your day.
Speaker ABecause when we start focusing on these things, our joy starts increasing because we're focused on being grateful first.
Speaker AWe're focused on seeing God move in our lives and in the world.
Speaker AAnd when we do that, we will see the miraculous.
Speaker AWe will see God blessing us, we will see God's promises being fulfilled in our lives.
Speaker AIf you want to get that, head over to KristinFitch.com and go to my Workbook section and grab the Joy Risings workbook.
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