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Russell Bishop, welcome to the QVC podcast.

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Well, thank you. I'm looking forward to what comes forward today.

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So am I. And thank you so much for that beautiful

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invocation that you opened our interaction with.

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I think it really set the tone for opening up

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a space for the two of us and anyone who cares to

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join us to. To go on their own personal journey.

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So I'm just going to start somewhere fun because I was

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listening to an interview with you, and my daughter was in the room,

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and I didn't know she was paying attention. And all of a sudden she's 11.

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All of a sudden she said, you know, mom, that man's

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really right. Sometimes it is really simple, but it's not

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so easy.

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Well, that's good. And she said. And

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then she went on to say, you know, like, being the

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seeker, when you're playing what's the

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game they play at Hogwarts? Anyway, she's like, it's very simple. All you

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have to do is catch the snitch. But it's not easy.

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It's not easy, mom, to catch that snitch.

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So let's just open it up there. Because I think,

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you know, I think a lot of the time most people listening are on some

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sort of journey, whether it's a personal health journey or a journey of owning their

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own business related to health. And I think

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sometimes we forget. We're like, oh, it's so simple. Why aren't I doing it

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better? Or we make it complicated when it actually is simple

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and you've had so much experience with human nature.

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Help us out.

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Yeah, it might be helpful if I give a little thumbnail about

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some of my background, because that informs and

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has for a very long time the work that I do.

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I was raised in a Presbyterian family. We had

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four ministers in the family, and I. So I was at

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church a lot, but I always had

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a sort of a conflicting experience.

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On the one hand, I loved it. On the other hand, I hated it.

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And later I was able to identify what I loved was

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actually the music, because the music.

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In my spiritual practice, we think of two principal connections

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into spirit, light and

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sound. And of course, music is sound, and. And almost

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everybody can relate to music of one kind or another. And

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for me, it. I. I just opened and I. I kind of soared with

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the music. But when they started doing all their

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talk and, you know, blame and all that kind of stuff, I said,

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well, maybe not so much. So

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I didn't have the conscious awareness at the time. But

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that connection into spirit is what I was Experiencing.

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So also because. Because we have a little bit of a

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health focus in here. I had 14 surgeries by the

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time I was 14. Oh my goodness. Yeah, it was kind of

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interesting. You know, some of them were accidents. I went through

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two windshields when I was a little kid, you know, way before seat belts were

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around. And, you know,

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I. I guess the one way to say that is they had to keep knocking

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me out. So I was gonna say

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a lot of. It's a lot of anesthesia in a short

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period of time on a little body and a little consciousness

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back then. When they used ether. Oh. Which is

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like, I thought, oh, my God, they're trying to kill me again.

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So in any case,

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my father wound up dying of leukemia when he was 42. I

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was. Had just turned 19 and

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a bunch of circumstances not worth going into right now. But it

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bankrupted the family. And I wound up. I had an

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old beater of a car, which I lived in for a while. And

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that was actually grace in

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many ways, because as challenging as it was, I mean, I had

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literally $6 to my name. I

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never felt like I was in trouble.

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I just felt like, okay, so that's how this is right now. And it

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was truly experience of being in the now, in

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the moment. And that began to

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open up the. The distinct awareness for

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me that there's a difference between my experience and my ex.

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Circumstance. And

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I can author the quality of my

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experience independent of

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what's going on circumstantially. And I

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began to see the difference between some people experience their circumstance

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as their experience of who they are as

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opposed to the condition. There's no gap. There's no choice.

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Yeah, exactly. So

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about. In 1968, a guy named

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Fritz Perls, who was considered the creator of

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Gestalt Therapy, wrote a book called Gestalt Therapy

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verbatim, which I read. And

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he used to be a psychoanalyst who

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did traditional psychoanalysis. So three sessions a week for seven years. He

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said all of my patients after seven years had well analyzed problems,

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and now they just had stacks of reasons why they should have the problem.

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But he said, he discovered that what he said, simple awareness can be

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curative. So he changed the therapy did

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with people to basically asking questions. And

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so what are you experiencing? Well, where did that come from? Well, what choices

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can you make? What choices did you make? And all of the notion of. He

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said, responsibility is the ability to respond. So

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he's helping people notice how they chose responses and

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how that then created the quality of their experience.

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Now I was 20 at the time

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when I read that book. And that put me on

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a path of saying, I want to work with people in that

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regard. And when I applied to

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graduate school, I wrote on the

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application, give you a window into my arrogance at the

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time, which may or may not have been diminished much. I said, I'm willing to

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let you have me, a student as I. As long as I don't have to

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take any of your courses.

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This audience will appreciate the wisdom of that. Actually,

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yeah, it was. Was really kind of interesting because the

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chairman said, before we throw you out on your ear, what are you

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talking? And I said, well, you're going to want me to write a null

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hypothesis for a thesis. He said, yeah, and you're going to

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want me to prove it at the O5 or 01 level of significance, meaning

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at.05 only five times out of 100 or oh, one, only one times

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out of 100, could this have shown up by chance? He said, yes.

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I said, so if we go through these bookshelves

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lined with the theses that have been done heretofore,

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will we not find this one with proof that this one

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has the opposite proof, and so they can't

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both be true, can they? And he kind of went, never thought

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of that. So what you really don't want

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here. And there's again, the brashness of the time. You're not really

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interested in what's true. You're just interested what we can put together within

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some kind of statistical summary.

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Well, what do you propose? He said, well, rather than having a theory or a

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null hypothesis, what I want to do is I just want to bring

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different people into the campus who can work with groups of

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students for over the course of a year or maybe two, and

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simply chronicle what changes take place

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without a theory about what changes should take place or

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which modality is more effective than the other. So

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that became my thesis. And he did say, well, you're going to have to take

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three of our courses. All

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right, all right, we'll take three. I surrender. Okay, fine. But

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that then put me on this whole path of

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beginning to understand that knowledge is always

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present, but I may not be present with the

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knowledge. Oh, that's quite

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profound, Russell. Yeah, well, I. I didn't have the

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language for that until much later.

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In fact, someone once said, peace is present, Russell. You just may not be present

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with the peace. And that's when a bunch of dominoes clicked

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together. Oh, that's what that's about. And so

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I wound up doing a lot of Work in the gestalt world,

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in various kinds of encounter groups and gestalt therapy

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and national training labs and sensitivity training and, you know, on and

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on and on, because I was, I was just enthralled with

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what that process of self discovery was.

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So shortening this story by quite a bit.

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By the 70s, I was running a personal development

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course called Mind Dynamics, which it's something I had

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personally experienced and found it amazing how much

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change people made in a couple of days. And in 1978,

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in concert with my spiritual teacher, whom I wrote a letter

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saying, hey, you know, I'm sure the people are doing well spiritually in this group,

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but boy, they can't handle the real world very well.

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And he called me and I didn't expect the rubber meets the

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road boom. Exactly. So

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he said, what did you have in mind? I said, well, I can design a

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training program, an experiential seminar that would help

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people translate what they are learning spiritually into

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how they make choices in the real world and how they create the experience of

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life. We spoke at length,

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we got together in person and he said, well, let's try it. And

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so in January of 78, Insight Seminars was birthed

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in Santa Monica, California. I thought it was going to be a

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once in a while kind of thing, but

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strictly by word of mouth, it wound up as a knife

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501C3A not for profit. It wound up in 43 countries around the

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world. And wow. It was all built on

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this notion of awareness. Right. And

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so the. And this I think will be really important for those

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listening here. We subtitled the program we didn't really have.

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Later on we had an insight 1, 2, 3 and a whole bunch of stuff

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sort of using an educational model. But

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we call insight the awakening heart.

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Not mind, body or emotions, but heart.

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And using heart as the center of the soul, sort

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of trying to make us something spiritual, physical.

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But also the principle of awakening was huge.

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And so I would say to people, this is going to be two really stupid

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questions. The first one is obvious. If you are

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awakening, what were you before?

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Asleep. Huh. Well, here's the question. No one ever asks.

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If you were asleep, what were you before that?

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Awake. Ah,

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so all this focus on transformation and

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change is assuming that something is amiss

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and it has to be changed into something else. But what if

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it really is? All I have to do is awaken to something that's always been

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present. Now let me tie that back to

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church. The word religion comes from the Latin

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root word ligare, which means to Connect or bind together.

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And the prefix re means again, so truly

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what religion means is to reconnect, which begs the question

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of reconnect to what? And so

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insight, the awakening heart, becoming more of who you already are.

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And without being preachy to anyone. We never said

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you're a soul, you're a spirit. Just people would come into

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that awareness in their own way

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and their own language. So I like to say God never named itself,

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so have at it. I don't care what we. We call this,

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but let's find it. And the core essence of it will be loving.

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So that's sort of the background to what's informed my

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work over these many years. That's so beautiful.

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That you've made Russell. And I'm really struck. I'm thinking back

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to how you explained what you wanted to do to

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the head of the department at graduate school,

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and it was to observe people without

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an expectation. Something along those lines. Right. Like you

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wanted to take away the expectation of having them fit into your

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hypothesis or not, and just allow them to

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do what they are, do what they need to do. Which strikes me

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as an incredibly loving approach

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where, because I think so many of us often feel,

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even if it's not articulated, although a lot of the times it is articulated,

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that we, you know, we're kind of

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continuously gauging if we're meeting the expectation

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of somebody or something, whether it's to

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feel better physically or show up or. So

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to have the intuition or the knowledge to create a

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space where people were just free to have their own

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experience. Like, that's. It seems quite profound.

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Yeah, it certainly turned out to be that way. I had no

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idea what it was really going to lead to. But,

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boy, brain cells fade. This is gray hair.

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And I was told gray hair is gray matter leaking out. So.

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Boy, how could I forget his name? A longshore philosopher.

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Longshoreman and a philosopher. Oh, Eric Hoffer.

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Exactly. Hoffer. How can I. We. My husband and

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I are reading his book right now, so I. I heard you reference him in.

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In one of the interviews I listened to. Yes, exactly. And so

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the way I paraphrased that was you can never get enough of what you don't

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really want.

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And so that's profound.

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Yes, because we're locked into

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seeking things. Absolutely.

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And sort of the.

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The myth that people tend

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to lead is that if I only get enough of X,

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then I'll be happy, or then I'll be full, or

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then I'll have peace. And so in sort of the

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Western world, it's well, let's just put off all that stuff

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because we have to go acquire. But as soon as we've

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acquired, you know, whether it's a house, there could be a bigger house or

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car, a better car, a certain amount of money. And so in

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insight, well, we would. On a big

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easel pad, two columns. The

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left column was labeled symbols and the right column was

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labeled experience. And we say, so what? In

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symbols, we just say, those are the things

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that people pursue a lot of in life. What are they? And so

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people would make their list and we put it up and it always goes things

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like money, house, job, car. And some people would say

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relationship. So it's kind of like, you know, the trophy,

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family, whatever. And we say, so let's take money. Because most people

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think they want more money. What's the positive experience that you

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associate with having enough money? If I had enough money, then I

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could experience. And some people would say, travel. I said, no,

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no, that's what you could do. So it's not about buying

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more stuff. What would the inner experience be if you had enough money? And people

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say, well, eventually, security, peace, peace of mind,

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you know, fulfillment, freedom. So in other words, what we're after is

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peace and loving and caring, but we're pursuing this other thing

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and there's no direct relationship because there's people with tons of money and they're

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not very secure. And people with tons of money. There are people with

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no money and they're secure and da, da, da, da, da. So let's take all

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those definitions out, and if you can focus on the right hand

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side column of the quality of experience, then the question is,

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what experience are you looking for? How could you produce it?

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And then that awakens people to go, oh, oh my God. You mean

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my experience is my choice? What a possibility.

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So big stuff. It is big. And so

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in your experience, what happens when people choose

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to live from there? So instead of saying, okay, I have to wait until

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I have the money, I think I'm supposed to have to feel peaceful and

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free. I can just feel like that right

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now. And then what do you see happen

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when, like, do people. Are they able to make that choice? And

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then what happens? Well, there's.

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Oh, boy. What happens when people

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make that conscious choice to.

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Well, we call it what if we said this isn't anything

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to believe? None of this just play the what if

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game. What if it is true that if you focus on

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experience, life will change

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for the better? What if it is true that the consequences I'm experience

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come from the choices I make, not the victimhood.

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Because Fritz Pearl's really mad at a burant distinction

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between victim and accountable. And we'd ask, so,

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you know, if. Let's just take a look at anything in your life.

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If it's been positive, were you the victim of something out there?

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Very few people play victim to positive, but if it's negative, yeah, they go

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victim. So we said, well, let's. Let's try take a look at

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how are my circumstances a function of my choices? And then

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even regardless of circumstance. So Viktor Frankl comes to mind.

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How do you discover that freedom is a choice

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while in a Nazi internment camp? I mean,

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wow, talk about consciousness. So if people play what if,

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Then what usually becomes interesting,

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the amount of money or the job I have become less important,

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but easier to have. Right. Because I'm not

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attached to the thing, because I've already produced the experience inwardly.

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Right. Qualitatively and quantitatively different.

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So I move toward

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the symbols or the signals of what I

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want more easily when I'm coming

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from the experiential state that I wanted in the

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first place as the result of those things. Absolutely. And

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from a Buddhist perspective, when you're in that space, you approach life without

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attachment, Right? And it's attachment that

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usually creates our pain and our suffering and also

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blocks us from achieving that which we might

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otherwise achieve, which it also

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can be interpreted as we might otherwise experience.

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So we used to ask people these questions all the time that said, so

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have you ever been at peace? Well, yeah.

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Well, when you're at peace, did you ever say, wow, I'm at peace?

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No, because you're too busy being at peace.

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But when you left the peace is when you noticed you were at peace.

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And so the question becomes, what did you have to focus on to leave the

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peace? If you're in a loving

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relationship with someone, you know, husband, wife, boyfriend,

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girlfriend, son, daughter, whatever,

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what did you have to focus on to leave the loving you had for that

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person? And that's like a

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bombshell in people's brains to go, oh, my God, yeah, as

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soon as I focus on this, that shows up.

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Now it's a thing you're focused on

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leading you towards the positive experience you want or the negative experience

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you want. Now the

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critics of the world go, oh, just more of that

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positive thinking psychobabble crap.

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I go, well, no, not really. When I was editorial director at

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Huffington Post for a while, I wrote a series of articles every Monday.

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And one I put up was called why Positive Thinking Just

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Doesn't Work. Now, the

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Huffington Post pioneered the thing of having real live

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community and comments. And so people

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would throw up on some of my articles every month, and then I

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copy some of their comment and put it in the next month. I go, well,

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there's a great way to sort of miss the point without,

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without being condemning just to say. So let's, let's see what,

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what's missing here. And it's understandable it could be missing because

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of the programming we've all gone through, so on and so forth. So

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this was the, the peak of frustration. And when I write these articles or

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when I write my books, same thing. I sit down in front of the

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computer, front of my little keyboard, and I go, father, Mother, God, show

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me what to be written today in ways I can understand and with the clarity

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to put it down. And I don't have notes, it just comes through and

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I write it. So that title showed up that

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morning, why Positive Thinking Just Doesn't Work. And what I said in

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the article was, of course, positive thinking doesn't work.

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Positive action works. But how do you take a positive action

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without a positive thought? And so what positive thinking really

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means, do you have a positive focus? So I

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have a good friend who

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used to be a cable car gripman in San Francisco, and he was riding

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to the cable car barn one day in the 60s on his motorcycle

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when a laundry van ran the stoplight. His

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gas tank exploded. It burned his face off, burned his fingers down

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to not as. No, no finger nub was longer

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than my little pinky fingernail. So just

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mention that. Several years of

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surgeries. When he finally was recovered,

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he became the mayor of a small town in Colorado,

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and he was a pilot at the time.

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So he was taking off to go to the annual Mayor's conference

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in D.C. when the plane crashed, and he wound up

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paralyzed. And so here's a guy

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paralyzed looks grotesque. No, I mean,

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he can still pick things up, but with these little nubs.

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And he writes a book, it's not what happens to you, it's what you do

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about it. And he said,

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before I was paralyzed, there were 10,000 things I could do. Now there's

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9,000. Should I cry about the thousand I lost or celebrate the nine I

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have? And so the epitome of what

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you do with a positive focus, no one's saying, oh, it's fantastic.

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I'm paralyzed and my face is burned off. No, that's the

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circumstance. Now what do I do with it? So back to how do I

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author my experience? His name is Mitchell,

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and He has a website called wmitchell.com and people

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can watch some incredible videos of this guy. Wow.

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Yeah. That is a really powerful message to come

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from someone who experienced not once but twice.

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Yeah, huge. Just amazing. So to what

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would you attribute a person's ability

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to do that? To live the way Mitchell is living?

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Is it. I mean, your most recent book is Soul Talk. Is.

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Does Mitchell. Is Mitchell more soul

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powered than someone who lives in victimhood?

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What. What are your

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observations slash thoughts? Yeah, that's great, because

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we've chatted about that a few times.

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Not telling any school tales out of school. But he doesn't have a

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spiritual focus that he would call spiritual

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because I think he would think more things in religious,

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you know, traditional religious terminology. But

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the. The soul is present, whether we want to call it

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a soul or not. And it doesn't care what we call it because it didn't

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name itself either.

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So I think.

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Something is inside each of us again that

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wants to awaken. And when we

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awaken, that's when this power of choice

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becomes more evident. Now, when a person, as a person

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awakens, it's not like asleep awake done.

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No, no, it's awakening. It's an ongoing process.

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So as I awaken to my next level of

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consciousness, I can look back and see all the

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crumbs on that path that I never noticed along

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the way. Oh, wow. Yeah, I did that back then.

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Well, if I did that back then, what could I do now? So what's

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the choice in front of me right now that wants

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me to awaken to so that I can make the next step in

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expanding my life? And, you know,

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we can get into all the. The neuroscience behind all that.

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There's a lot of theory about what's there and what's my.

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And what's in my genetic coding and my DNA and all that kind of good

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stuff. But yet people can learn,

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even if they don't come cold, sort of naturally predisposed

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to this. But if I preach at them, you

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can make a choice and you can do this and da, da, da, da, da.

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It's just like, oh, get away. But if I simply ask, what are you

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experiencing? Do you like that? If so, well,

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great. How would you have even more of it? You don't like it? What could

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you do to change it? And if we just keep persisting in

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what could you. How could you people slowly take

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the blinders off and start to see? And once a

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person has begun the process of seeing and

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actualizing what they see, it becomes

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something that has its own momentum that we can build on.

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But it really helps like crazy to be in a community.

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And I don't mean I live in Santa Barbara. Santa Barbara is a place,

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but not necessarily a community. The community of the people

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that I hang with who have a like focus.

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Because if I'm surrounded by people with a like focus and if

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one of us starts to slip, there's consciousness

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around us to help support us. Now most

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people these days are choosing communities that

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are not all that uplifting, especially when we start

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looking at the political world. And that

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becomes a perfect example of, well, what does you have to focus on in the

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news today in order to ruin your day?

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And if you didn't open the news that day, would your day have been different?

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So asking people that kind of stuff, that

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thing, well now that starts to open some

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doors or windows to other parts of the universe which

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are really interesting, which is about the power of thought.

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So I like to remind people that the universe. Just go back

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to school. What they tell us the universe is made of it's energy. Can you

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create energy? No. You can generate it, but you can't

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create it. Can you destroy energy? No. What can you

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do with it? Well, you can change its form.

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Well, what's that mean? So I'll ask people

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something. Maybe your listeners here would be interested in just

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matching along the way. Anybody listening to the BBC radio

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right now? Like dumb question for

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you. Are you listening to the BBC right now? Meredith? No. Is

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BBC in the room right now? No. Yes it

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is. That's the trick.

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Because what is BBC radio? It's a

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frequency upon which rides information.

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So at 9 o' clock the show is X and at 10 o' clock the

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show is Y. But it's always the same frequency being broadcast.

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Now if you had a radio in your room, you could

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attune to the BBC. That's why I say is the BBC in the

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room? Yeah. The difference

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is for those kind of frequencies we need an external

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device called a radio. What if I'm the radio?

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What if I'm the tv? You ever have pictures come into your mind? You. You

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wonder where they came from? Yes, great question.

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Yes. Or a person. And then the next day they call

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all of that. But see, since the.

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You know, I don't recall the article. I

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read it about four or five years ago, somewhere

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up in one of the Harvard northeast teaching

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hospitals or universities, someone

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discovered a device that can

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detect your thought without any

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physical contact to your body. So we know

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we can put probes all over your head. And then we can watch what happens,

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which part of the brain, and yada, yada, yada. Well, this thing

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sits outside the body, and it can detect your thoughts. It can't tell

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you what you're thinking. It can just detect the changes in thought,

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which is one of the first beginnings to say, hey, wait. This is

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an energetic process, just like the

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BBC radio is an energetic process. Just like

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light is an energy, when you run it through a prism, you see

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colors that were always there, just not visible. So if

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we begin to play with it, you go, well, so

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what is thought then? What is a being? What is aliveness? What is

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energy? And that's the kind of stuff that becomes very

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interesting. So during COVID I did a lot of free

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coaching and counseling, most particularly for families

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because their kids were getting stressed.

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And, well, now, how much do you and your partner spend

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stressing over Covid and the change in the

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economy? And you talk about it with your kids?

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No, but are they picking it up anyway? Yes,

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because stress is just another frequency or another.

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Maybe like a content writing on the frequency of who you are,

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and the kid picks up who you are, and then they pick up that content

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called stress. Now, most parents will

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relate to the notion of having a young baby. The

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baby is just fine. And someone walks into the room and the

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baby gets all distressed. That person leaves, they calm down.

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Or the inverse baby's all stressed. Certain person walks in, they calm

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down. Well, why? And maybe it's

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the quality of energy that that person is holding,

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and one's easy to flow with, and the other is in conflict.

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So how do we monitor that? So if I begin to think of

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myself as the radio receiver, so I can pick

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up. My teacher used to say, you're not responsible for the thoughts that

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come into your head, only the ones you hold on to,

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because thoughts are all over the place. But what if, besides being the receiver,

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we're also the transmitter? So now

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what energies am I transmitting into the universe, whether it's with my

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wife or my family or whether it's out to the broader universe?

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And what's the amplification effect when a bunch of us start holding the same

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thought pattern and then other people pick it up and now we're in

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this kind of thing, which is the predominant pattern today.

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But I think what's coming onto the planet is a time for greater

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awakening into loving as the,

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I guess, preferred way, but perhaps the only way

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for true life.

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Yes. I think we're. It feels to me like

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we're being shown that and that

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Right now, I feel, it seems to me that a lot of the work

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we have to do is to disconnect ourselves

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from whatever would like to

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be in charge of that frequency and those thought frequencies. You

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know, I'm thinking of the media and particularly the news,

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where their. Their business model is to have us in a certain

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state of fear all of the time. And what I'm

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hearing you say is that it's up. You know, the.

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This soul connection is calling us to choose

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always.

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Always.

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And I feel like we are

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choosing collectively towards the love.

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And I also feel like each time we make a big leap or

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even a small leap, the fear

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ratchets up and the

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headlines become more intense. This

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feeling of being enveloped by a manipulation

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every time you open the computer becomes more

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intense. But I also feel like then we up level again and

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choose. Maybe not everyone, but a lot of us like

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making a different choice.

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Well, my wife has a sort of

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a metaphor for how she sees what's going on.

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She does a lot of work with consciousness and

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judgments that people hold inside and get locked into their

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bodies. And then how do you do forgiveness? Not forgiveness

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of the other, but forgiveness of self. And it's really

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powerful work. But she. She says the image he has is

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like from a planetary consciousness level.

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We're in a birthing process. So as

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a male, I can only relate to birthing from a

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theoretic point of view, but from a woman who's gone through it,

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incredibly messy, painful experience that

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results in joy most of the time.

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And so she says she kind of sees that as a

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conscious birthing out of the planet of a new day of

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loving. But it has to go through all that painful,

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perhaps even stressful process.

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Right? Yes. That feels. Yeah, that feels like an apt

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metaphor. And the contractions and then the release

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and we move forward a little bit. Yeah.

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So you mentioned a few minutes ago about opening

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doors into some cosmic.

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Let's call it cosmic science. I know you've

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been involved in some organizations that are really on the cutting edge of looking at

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consciousness and where we're headed

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from that perspective. What are you

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seeing. Happening?

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Yeah, it's a really interesting thing that's going on

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right now because it's a. I've

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come at this from. There's so many angles to come in on this. So I'm

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going to come in it from a. Odd one. First,

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the world of science

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can pretty much get stuck on itself. Yes.

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And yet there's a. There's no such thing as the world of science.

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There's a thing we call science, of which

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there are many practitioners. But one of the issues that

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science has dealt with for a very long time is the lack of

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reproducibility. So

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just like I told my chairman of the department, well, this

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thing proved that when this one proved that. And they're different, they're in

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conflict, direct conflict. So how's that

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if it's real? So

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what? A lot of scientists, there's a. I think it's called

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the center for Open Science, something like that,

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they're really working to provide a very sound set

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of protocols that start with. Before you even form

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your hypothesis. And there's a

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whole litany of steps that

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they would like to see people go through, regardless of what area they're

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looking into. I don't care whether it's vitamins or how do you

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operate on a liver, whatever it is,

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that will make it more likely that a true

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finding can be reproduced. And the reproducibility

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issue is, you know, people can run an experiment, Somebody else

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runs the exact same experiment with the same protocol and get a different result.

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So what's that about, you know? Well, some of it is about

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maybe the. The actual protocols were, were not

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identical. So they're trying to eliminate one of those

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variables. Now, we all know this thing called the observer phenomena.

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So maybe the issue is that it's. It's not

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what's happening, apparently, but it's the impact

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that the observer has because, remember, it's thought and energy

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that then disrupts something. So

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way back, I went to school at University of

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California at Davis, and Charlie Tart was a professor

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there who's one of the early people looking into

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various paranormal phenomena. And I got

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to work with them, and we did some very interesting experiments and all the things

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about, you know, remote viewing. And then we looked at

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energetic transfer between plants. Like you could hook up

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a plant to

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gsr. I guess it was a galvanomic spins response

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meter. If you took a cutting from the plant and grew

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it in another room, you could take a pair of

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scissors and threaten the plant in room B. And the mother

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plant in room A would have a. A

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measurable spike take place. And those are

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some early things we were looking at. What's the nature of energy and how does

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it communicate? And if it communicates from a plant to a

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plant, what's that about?

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So that's still the big question. What's that about? So there's a lot

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of work going on, and it's.

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Oh, let's see, what would be a good.

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I don't Know what the right metaphor is? It's an

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amazingly conflicted world because there's people out there

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who are doing their best to study

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and observe. Remember, key word

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observe. What truth might be

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about any of these things, whether it's remote viewing or absent healing or

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just the nature of consciousness, the nature of reality, any of this kind of

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stuff. And then there's, there are those out

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there who want to become famous because of it, and those

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who want to then generate, how many grants can they get and how much

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money? And one of

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the, I'm not going to be naming any names here for

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obvious reasons, but there's some pretty big names out there that

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seem to be engaging

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in something called P hacking. Have you heard that term?

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No. P for probability.

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So you set up your null hypothesis. You, you say if

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this happens, it's, then it's less than, it's a P

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of O1, you know, less than one time out of a hundred.

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So they don't get the result they wanted. So then they start

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running the data to see how it can be manipulated so they can

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hack the P. And now all of a sudden the study gets

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produced and nobody can begin to reproduce it

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because it didn't actually happen. So now you got

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the problem of the people who are trying to do something and they don't get

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what they thought, then they scratch their head and go, hmm, so I wonder what

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it is. And those who go, I didn't get what I want, how can I

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make it look like I did? And so that creates

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conflict in the world of the scientific community.

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So there's a number of folks out there looking

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to do really high quality works

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because they all know, we all know

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intuitively that this thing about it's all energy is real,

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but we don't have the tools. I keep telling the folks that I

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work with what would happen if you

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ask Spirit this question.

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What do we need that we don't have? And the

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parallel question, what do we have that we don't need? So what's in the

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way? And well, why would you ask Spirit? Well, because spirit is

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the source of all energy.

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So maybe if we could go into that consciousness, we could precipitate

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down the next step or the next thing that we

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need in order to move these things along. Now,

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I don't know if I.

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Thought I had one in here. Well,

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I don't. You will recognize

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this. Yes, we have. This is a high tech science tool.

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Paperclip. Yeah. Okay. And.

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I haven't done it a long time, but I would use the larger size

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paperclip. I take a piece of thread about

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24 inches long, tie it to one end, and then have a person

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just dangle it like a pendulum while balancing their elbow. Okay, now

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I want you to visualize the paperclip swinging back and forth, left to

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right, and pretty soon it's going, and then north, south, then

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in a circle. Now visualize it changing. And almost everybody

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can do that. And I was doing this for a group of

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MDs up at,

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I forget Mass Eye and Ear, Mass General, one of those

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Boston area leading hospital groups.

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They were primarily neuroscientists and

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endocrinologists. And those are two groups who really

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know that thought changes what happens in the body.

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So this thing is going like this, and there's one neuroscientist in the back. This

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is back like around 1980. 81 just goes, this is

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all. And I said, oh, interesting. What

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do you mean? He says, you want me to think that my mind is

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making the paperclip move? I said, that's interesting. Did I say that? He said,

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no, but this is still. I said, why? Well,

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what's happening is that I'm making little micro movements with

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my hand or fingers. And because of the length of the string, it's amplified

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and it looks bigger down here, but it's all because of movement up here.

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I said, well, that's really interesting. And so you think it's,

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huh? He goes, yes. I said, so let me ask you this.

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In order for that paper gut to move, even if it's just micro movements up

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here, did you have to engage a neuromuscular pathway for that to happen?

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Yeah. Well, did you know which neuromuscular pathway

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you engaged? No. Did you know how

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you engaged it? No.

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And yet it was engaged. And

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he kind of sat there dumbfounded. And I said, so what if

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the real key is how you hold the focus and

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inside your body already knows how to make that happen? And it

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sure is a little movement up here. Not disputing that.

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But the question is, did you have to know the

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particulars or was the result enough

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to allow the particulars to take place? He still was scratching

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his head. And I said, so you deal with people

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who are paraplegic? Yeah. He

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said, so what's the problem? Is it neuromuscular?

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I mean, muscular, skeletal? No, it's neuromuscular. What's that mean? Well, below

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the level of entry, no information is getting out.

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So, I mean, this is like 80, 81, 82 somewhere. And I just said,

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well, what if you could take some little titanium wires and stick it into the

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motor control center of the brain and hardwire it down to their muscles. Could you,

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could they think about their arm moving and get the signal out there and have

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it move because it was hardwired. Well, guess

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what? That's what's happening today in the world

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of prosthesis

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as well as people are. I mean, there's, there's images you can see on

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the Internet of a guy who's paralyzed picking up his baby

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by thinking about it. So we're only.

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This is like the dark ages of what we're learning about. What's the

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nature of energy and thought and how do you

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both work with it as it is and harness it for whatever might

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be. So sometimes these things

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start out there in the world of that's impossible and

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become every day sooner or later.

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Yes. And that's such a good example with the paperclip

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because. Yeah, it was our thought.

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Our thought imaged the result and the.

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Without our conscious intervention on the,

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on the how we just got the result. Yeah.

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Well, you know, it's interesting that that kind of thinking has been known in the

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world of sport for a very long time. Yeah.

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You know, high end athletes, whether or gymnasts or skiers or

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golfers or whatever, visualize

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the outcome and their body knows how to

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produce it. But when you get outside of the world of sport, people go,

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yeah, well that worked over there, but that won't work over here. Oh,

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okay. Henry Ford famously said it does not. Whether you believe, whether

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you can or you cannot, you're probably right. Right.

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So. So you're engaged and connected to some,

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you know, to some people, some scientists who are

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very curious and engaged in these

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types, in this type of research. So

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where's it headed? And if you could, you know, and what are

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your hypotheses? Even if they haven't, we haven't don't have the

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mechanisms to, to show it.

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Well, it's

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as I mentioned before, you know, these energies and the

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simple ones are things like light. You shine a beacon

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beam of light through a prism and you see all the colors that are resonant

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within it. But even that's not true.

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We see the colors that our eyes are capable of perceiving.

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And yet animals can perceive colors outside what we can perceive.

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And the same thing is with sound. You know, we can hear within a

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certain range. You know, men hear a certain range, women hear a certain range.

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They're not the same. And then bring a dog around or

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a cat or anything else and there's all kinds of sounds that we

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don't. So because we don't notice it, we think it doesn't exist.

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So the basic theory here is there's a whole lot to be discovered around

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what exists that we do not yet know how to present perceive.

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And then if we can learn it,

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you know, there's,

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let's see, where do we go with this?

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One area of research that's going on is about telepathy

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and this whole thing about, well, can you hold a thought, can it be

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detected by another person? And then you have this whole thing about,

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oh, can you influence an electron flow with thought?

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It's sort of a classic experiment which then

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produces some baffling results. But it's only

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baffling because we don't have a framework to understand it yet. So

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I think the main thing that's going on right now is the understanding

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is that we only understand a tiny bit.

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And yet the things we know just enough

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to either shut us down going, well, why bother? Or

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enough to awaken us and enliven us and go, oh my God,

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what's really possible here? So it's all around what's really possible

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and beyond possible. See,

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in this world, when you get into the scientific community

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and conventions and meetings, they talk about

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paranormal, abnormal things like that. And I

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go, so we're starting with a thought assumption

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that it's not normal, right?

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So if you already know the observer effect and you, you, you come

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in going, it's, this is not normal. Do you expect to find

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it? No, we expect not to find it, except rarely.

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But what if it's entirely normal?

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Just like the little baby who can sense who just walked in the room and

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then later we have to train it out of them. Stop being so sensitive.

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Oh, okay, I'll shut off. Sensitive

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doesn't mean sensitive isn't there now it just shows up in another

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way that shows up as a internalized

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self judgment or it

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internalizes as resentment which eventually bubbles out

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in terms of anger. But all it was was I sensed something,

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but I didn't know enough about what I was sensing to

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either work with it, change it, or get out of

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it. So there's a, I mean the, the

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implications for everyday life are huge.

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Yes. And it's like the way that you're

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describing the limitations that we put on

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science or that the scientific community puts on

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itself are mirrored in the

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limitations that we put on our, on our own energies.

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I'm sort of hearing is where we, we may have

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these expanded capacities if we did Ask Spirit what was

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needed instead of trying to figure out how to iterate the

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machine that we have to the machine that we could to the next version of

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it. If we did, ask Spirit, what would that open up in

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terms of our capacity? Well,

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there's no way to validate what I'm about to tell you anymore

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because he's dead. But George

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Washington Carver may be a name that, you know, he was a black

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botanist just after the Civil War.

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I mean, he was born for that. But so He's a black

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PhD botanist in, I think

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Georgia, maybe it was Alabama somewhere down there. And all of these

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now, now freed slaves had their land,

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but the primary crop that they knew was not cotton, it was

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peanuts. And so now all of a sudden,

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all kinds of people are growing peanuts.

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So in the world of the market, you know, capitalist forces

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now supply is way more than demand. So what happens to the

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price of peanuts? It crashes. So now everyone's producing all these

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peanuts they can't do anything with. And

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I read that George Washington Carver went out into

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the field of peanuts, a field of peanuts,

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sat down with the peanuts, meditated

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and asked the peanuts, tell me what to do with you.

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And he came up with, I think the number was 114 different uses

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for peanuts. You could use it for dyes, you could make

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cloth out of them, out of the shells. I mean, it goes on and on

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and on. But the. He said the peanuts told him what to

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do. And that radically transformed the economy for

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those now newly freed slaves.

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I love that. But it might be,

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I mean, it could possibly be back

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to where we started. That simple, maybe not easy for some of

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us, but that simple is that if we're surrounded by all

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this information and all this energy and we're only limited to

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by the, you know, ability of our, what we think of

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as our five senses, it could just be that, that all the

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information, all the piece, all the everything, all the knowledge is

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just sitting there waiting for us. Well, it's open

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to it and it's all. What's really interesting, it's all

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inside of us too, because it's all energy.

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So, you know, in insight,

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we created something called a heart chart. And outside

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the heart we had opinions which were thinking and beliefs

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and all the mental stuff. And the other side of the chart we had

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the emotional content and what we feel. Well, I

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feel this is true is different from it's true. And I think it's true. It's

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different from it's true. But in the heart center we said that's A

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center of natural knowing. And if you can learn how to access your heart. And

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obviously we didn't mean the physical organization, but another

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place, all kinds of information becomes available

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to us, but we have to become available to it.

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So everybody has what I. I

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call an internal bell just to create a metaphor

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for it. And people have heard the phrase, well, that rings

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true. So have you ever had a conversation

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with somebody and your internal bell just rings

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and you just know it's true? And you ever had a conversation

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and the bell goes thud, because

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it ain't true? So we know that.

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We know we have the ability to know, which

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we shut down because then we want to run it all

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through this brain. We already know that there's bundles of

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neurons in the heart, just like we knew a few years before that

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there's bundles of neurons in the gut. When you say, my gut told me. Yeah,

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it did. You just have to learn to listen to it. Well,

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I knew in my heart. Well, you did, but can you

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expand that to include more and more? So

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we usually just train people out of it. Oh, be logical.

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Be rational. I love the word rational. Lies. To

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frame it as two words, rational and lies.

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So we can tell ourselves rational lies. And doesn't change what's true, it just

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change our experience of it. So my

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teacher, you know, he would not

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say he taught meditation, he taught what he called spiritual exercises.

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And he said, so, you know, if you want to get strong physically, what do

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you. Do you exercise physically? Well, if you wanted to get

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strong spiritually, you might want to do spiritual exercises.

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So if we wanted to develop these other

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abilities which are native within us. So that's the theory. It's

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native within everybody. Well, then what would you do to strengthen

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those? So first we have to detect them just

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to understand if it's even there.

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But we all know intuitively, for most of us, it is there,

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unless we've really had that beaten heart out of us. But

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even the most jaded person has had that sense they knew

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something. They had the intuition. Well, yeah. So what would it

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do to develop that? And if you look at the word intuition, it's really

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incredible that I like to look at words from their original

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root meaning. And the Latin

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vulgate, Latin root for intuition, was intuire, which meant

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to look at. Isn't that amazing?

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Intuition means simply to look. And my

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spiritual teacher told me years and years ago I was about to go in for

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a procedure called radial keratotomy, which is they use a

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scalp and put little slits like bicycle spokes around your

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iris in the cornea, and it flattened the lens so you

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could see. I was basically coke bottle blind at the time.

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He said, so, Russell, the source of the. I mean, the

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problem is now physical, meaning your eyes, but the source

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isn't. I said, what do you mean? He says, well, you've been straining for

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years to see things with your physical eyes that can only be seen with your

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spiritual eyes.

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So if we take spiritual eyes and spiritual ears, go inside,

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what do I need to see? Show me that which I'm not yet.

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And sometimes we've all had things show up inwardly.

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So can. Can that. Is that an actual

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muscle that can be trained? Yeah.

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Yeah, it is. So

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I think we're going to see a lot more of that. I love

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that. I think so. And it's. It's.

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Yeah, I love that idea of practicing. Just

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practicing it. Ask. And

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I, you know, a lot of my audience is on a health journey, as you

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know, we all are in some capacity, I guess, and it's just

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opening up to what. What's next? What. What's

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next on the path, not trying to hit a specific destination.

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Well, yeah, you know, years and years ago, I saw

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a doctor who was.

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I was there for general health interest and curiosity. But he

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did a lot of work with people with cancers and whatnot. He says, you know,

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people will come in and they'll see me and they'll say I was just fine.

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And then all of a sudden. And he said, no, this was

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at least 12 to 14 years in the making,

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so. Well, yeah, so

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now you have a. An issue. Like, as my eyesight

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deteriorated, there was actually a physical problem with the eyes, which they could

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correct, but the source wasn't.

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So then the question is, well, now how do I move forward with that in

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this or any other area? And something I like to do for

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anybody. Imagine I've got a couple hundred

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people in a room to a couple thousand people in the room, and I say,

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take a hand and make a fist. The hardest, tightest

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squeezing as fist you can make. How's it feel?

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Not so good. Is this good hand good for anything? Well,

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yeah, only a couple things. And if you look

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at the top of your hand. Yeah. You can probably even see it

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on the screen. You'll see that there's parts would have gone all white

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where the blood is left, and there's parts that are. Now you can

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be a black person, but keep squeezing for a second.

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And as you keep squeezing, the blood is pooling up, and pretty soon that

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hand starts to go Numb. Now, if you take the other hand and make a

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hard squeezing fist, too, then pretty soon you got all kinds

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of things. And this is an image of resistance only. What, am I

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resisting my own self. And if a person

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squeezes down inside going, I hate this, or I

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resent them, or. Yeah. And you hold, ah,

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which is all this stuff going on in the political, social world

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right now. They're squeezing on their own cells and the blood's pooling up. They go,

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no, numb inside. And the only thing they're left with is the ability to react.

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Now, if you take those two hands, which we've only been squeezing for

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less than a minute, count of three, I want you to

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take one hand and shoot it open and the other hand open

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as slowly as you possibly can. Okay? Okay.

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Count of three. 1, 2,

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3. How did the hand feel that

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you shot? Open. Tingly. And it

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had a little beat up, but it was. And now it's fine. What's

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the other hand like? Going really, really slow. It feels

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still really, really tight. And it's not very fluid, is it?

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No. And so the question becomes,

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if you find yourself stuck someplace, do you find yourself in resistance? You find

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yourself in pain? Did you want to shoot it open

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or just go? Until finally you just go, oh, that feels fine.

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And you're not in a very useful hand position. Now, it's just a

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matter of metaphor, but the question might be, if

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I'm dealing with a medical issue, what

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am I resisting inside?

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Am I resisting some part of me? Am I resisting some part of you?

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Is it a thought? What am I holding inside that's

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constricting and blocking the flow? Now, if

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you get it early enough, you know, like a headache. What do people

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do with headaches? Pop aspirins or Advil or something?

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Well, did the headache show up because it

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wanted to be killed, or was it there to say, something's going

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on, let's pay attention? And what's usually going on is stress.

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And we squeeze down. We squeeze across here.

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Blocks the constrict. It constricts the flow of blood. The capillaries don't get

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enough, and then you have a headache. Now, not all

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headaches are from that, but many are. So what if

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you said, I just may need to go in and relax? What tension am

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I holding? Is it in my tmj? Is it, you know, is it up

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here? You know, what's the tension? What am I

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resisting? What am I judging? And if you can find the thing you're resisting

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or judging, maybe then you can go, oh, so I release

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that. I forgive myself for judging.

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Judging what? Well, I start out judging you,

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but if the thing I've been talking about is true, we all are part of

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the same divine energy. As soon as I judge you, I've judged the divine

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without thinking about it. As soon as I judge the divine, guess

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what? I'm connected to the divine. So now I've judged myself as well. And

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I cut myself off from the divine flow. So just like you

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can cut yourself off from the blood flow, you can cut yourself off from the

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divine flow. Not that the divine stopped flowing. I just

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cut myself off from experiencing it. So the sooner I can find where

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I cut off and release, the more I can move back into

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flow again, which is then part of the

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awakening process. But now we have a dilemma.

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I was running a program with my teacher. We were both

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co facilitating and on a break. He said, russell, you seem so

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frustrated. I said, yeah, they're so slow to wake up. He said,

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oh, Russell, if you had a little baby and it was

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asleep, would you shake it? Say, wake up, grow

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faster? No, because the sleep is part of the

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growth process. So with a human and consciousness.

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Yeah. Bingo. Yeah. We may receive something and

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we may have to sleep on it for a while, because in the

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internal state that never sleeps, that's where

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we have a greater openness for the spiritual

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flow of education, if you will, that awakens us and then we can go,

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oh, now I'm ready for the next phase. So we do

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have these rhythms, just like the heart has an up and a

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down, open and a close, a breath in and a breath out.

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Well, let's let all that happen. And then

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perhaps the most interesting part of this, in my way, thinking about it, I used

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to do the work I call. I do the work. The work I used to

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call transformation. And everyone likes transformation.

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And I do too, at one level. But the word, if you look it up

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in a dictionary, means a change in form or appearance.

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Okay? So I say, well, let's pretend I had an

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old, old Volkswagen, but I always wanted a Ferrari.

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You can go online and you can buy a Ferrari car kit. So you get

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the body and it's literally. You can literally do this. And it's

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designed to go over the frame of a Volkswagen.

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Now the question is, do I have a Ferrari? No. But I did

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transform the Volkswagen because it changed the former

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appearance. Transmutation

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is the same thing. It says it's a change in form or appearance to a

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higher order of energy. Well, now we're progressing

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but we still just change the form or appearance, although the energetic flow

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is different. So imagine you put a different grade of

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gasoline or something inside of your Ferrari

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Volkswagen. But the real thing we're after is transcendence.

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And to transcend something means to rise above, especially over

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the negative. And so how do we learn to

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transcend the apparent limitations of my mind, my

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emotions, what's going on in the world, so I can create the

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qualitative experience that rises above and stay loving?

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Nelson Mandela, you know,

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all these people who've shown us what it means to be loving in the

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presence of oppression so we

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don't have to be oppressed in the presence of

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oppression. Although from the outside it will look that way.

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But can I still be free? So we can use all these as

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inspirations. And inspiration. I mean, I have so many of these things. Inspiration

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comes from a Latin word, inspirari, which means to be breathed by

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spirit. It's not something

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that happens to me from the outside. It's the

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spirit breathes me and I arise in its

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awakening. So.

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So we'll step into that.

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Into being breathed. Yeah.

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Russell, thank you so much for your time today.

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This has been beautiful. And

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I was going to say transformative. I'll say

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transcendent. That's okay. See, the challenge

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is, you know, we need the words to communicate. Yeah. But

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we can use it to communicate to a higher level

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so I don't have to say to somebody, oh, wrong word.

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Just go. Okay, so what I think what you may be meaning is the ability

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to expand in the presence of this. Oh, yeah, that's good. Fine,

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we'll do that. Yeah.

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And that's what I mentioned at a before, but I do want to end on

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it as well, is your approach of there is a real

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space of allowing in your presence,

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which I think from the perspective

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of the observer, effect has

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an extremely loving resonance

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for whomever is getting observed

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by you. So thank you for bringing that.

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Bringing that energy to it. It's very profound and important.

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Yeah. Well, lest anyone be

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misinformed, I am not the model of loving

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kindness. We always teach the thing we most need

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to learn. Yes. No, I will

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not hold you to that standard all of the time, but thank you.

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You certainly are able to embody it,

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which is most appreciated. Well,

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thank you. Your loving essence

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radiates beautifully. Thank you, Russell. Thank

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you for being here.