Hello, and

welcome to the Borealis experience. I'm your host

Aurora, and I'm very happy to be spending some time with you

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from the bottom of my heart to all the people out there who

have been such great support. And yeah, just awesome people to

be around with. Thank you for being here. Thank you for

listening. And yeah, if we haven't connected on Facebook or

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any question that you want to ask. Today I want to talk about

your passion. What are you passionate about? I see a lot of

times we mistaken passion for our sexual drive. But passion is

like so diverse and can come out in so many different ways. I

know we talked about sexual energy a couple weeks ago. And

there I explained that you can use your sexual energy and

transform it into creative energy and make music, create

art. build something become someone someone like outside of

yourself right now. If you look at Mick Jagger, if you look at

the Rolling Stones, and they're my favorite, like example here,

if you look at them on stage, how they just express themselves

and dance and you can really see that something is going on

inside of them. And they just let it all out in there have no

fear of judgment, and then on wondering, oh, how am I going to

look like? No, they just are so passionate and driven about what

they do. Now I want to ask you, what is your passion? Maybe your

answers Well, I don't really have a passion. I like doing

this that I doing that. This is fun, too. But I don't really

have a passion. Then I invite you today to search for your

passion. And the easiest way to do this is to go back in time.

And for everybody is going to be different. You go back to

teenage years, you go back to childhood years were toddler.

And then you realize you were passionate about something at

some point. Was it cars? Was it horses? Was it soccer.

Children are

very, very easy going when it comes to that they express

themselves. They know who they are. And they know what they

want. And they know what they're passionate about. And they show

it they're not fearful of showing it. And I know that this

little child is still inside of you. And if you are one of the

people who says Well no, I don't really have a passion. I invite

you to make this a priority in your life. Because this is going

to give you a feeling of lightness, a feeling of

connectedness, a feeling of deep self care, self love and the

opposite of self consciousness. When you're passionate about

something you don't think about Oh How do I look? How, how is

this going to be received? And I don't know if I can do this. No.

When you are in passionate mode you just do. You don't ask

questions you are dropped right into your heart space out of

your headspace and it is such an important state. To be in, if

not the most important state. So the first thing you can do is,

as I said a couple minutes earlier here, you go back and

try to go back in time and see if there is something that you

neglected for a while something that you even suffocated and

pushed away. Because maybe you were hurt. Maybe you faced huge

disappointed, maybe disappointment, sorry, maybe you

experienced rejection. And I feel and this is why I'm so

passionate to talk about this. Maybe something happened along

the way that make you reject. What do you passionate about

what you love so much. And maybe you have to go back and see, is

this reason really valid still to this date? Should I give up

my ice skating career, my passion that I experienced

there, just because I fell that one time or just because I fell

that one time and people were laughing at me. Most of the time

when we reject a passion that we once had. It has something to do

with an event happening. If you can go back in time and forgive

and forget and move on and grow, then you can go back to that

passion and maybe not to the same degree. But the best

coaches, the best people who have experienced pain around

their passion and felt rejected and don't felt good about their

passion for a long time. They find ways to reconnect to that

passion and to recognize to that little chair that they once were

so light hearted, so easy going so joyous. And so absolutely

careless, when it came to the judgment of other people. I want

to tell you a little story that most of you who started

listening to my podcast from the very start know already. But for

the new people here on board, I was bullied at school. And not

only from children, I was bullied from, like by I think

you say in English by teachers. And it was really nasty. It was

really bad. Like my one teachers said in grade two, you are never

going to make it anywhere. She was angry. For some reason. I

didn't understand a math problem. And she just said

you're never gonna make it to college.

At the end of the day, I

went to see my mom and I was like, Mom, why does college. You

see, like, such painful experiences make you feel, in my

case, very dumb. My mom was trying to explain to me but

didn't want to because she didn't want that message to

reach my little baby's brain. And it was just a whole mess. My

whole school career was a mess when I was in Germany. It's just

because I was very anxious, very dumb. I felt that people were

judging me. And that made it worse. I was more anxious. And

yeah, more nervous and made more mistakes. And it was just a

whole show my school career in Germany. Now coming to Canada, I

was told, if you want the easy way out with immigration to

Canada, you have to go back to school. And I was shocked. I had

so much resistance and was like No, I'm done with school. I'm

done with it. But I faced the challenge. I embraced the

challenge. I went back to school and I had the best two school

years of my life. I approached it with fresh eyes I studied in

a foreign language. And the teachers were so kind and

helpful and motivating and inspiring that I become an A

student in a foreign country. Because why? Because I chose to

let go of my old story and to give myself a second chance and

I had huge success with it. So now when it comes to your

passion I invite you, I beg you to explore this for yourself.

And if you don't feel you have a purpose in life, then I invite

you to connect with me. And we can have a couple of one on one

sessions or meditations to bring your purpose out of you, because

it's lingering inside of you. It's maybe still dormant. But I

know it is there, because maybe you have put it to rest. And

maybe we just have to dig it again. And look at me now, I'm

not scared of public speaking, I'm not scared of learning new

things. And I'm not scared to share my experience and to help

people out. And I was a totally different child, a very shy,

anxious child. And I think of that child at times, and I just

embrace it, and tell it, it all went, well. I'm out there now.

I'm helping other people. And I found my passion. So your

passion can look like whatever you want it to look like. Most

of the time, a passion in the end of the day is going to even

serve other people. Are people going to see you play the piano,

people are going to see you perform and sports or arts? Are

you going to be singing? Are you going to be creating something

and if you share it with other people, trust me if your work

comes from the heart from deep passion, people will applaud you

people will be excited to see your stuff. And he would attract

people into your life that are meant to be in your life. Thank

you so much for listening to this episode here as you can

hear as you can feel. This episode is especially dear to my

heart. I send my love out to you. I appreciate you so much.

And I hope that you received my message Well, I will be out

there very soon again. Until then, take good care of

yourself. I will have a huge glass of water now, because I'm

a little thirsty. Maybe you are too. Until next time.