Good morning, Beth. Good morning, Melissa. How are you
Speaker:doing? I'm doing wonderfully.
Speaker:How are you? I'm good. I've been up ages, which is unheard
Speaker:of. I didn't sleep very well last night, but I'm full of energy for some
Speaker:reason. So I'm 06:00 a.m. club. I did,
Speaker:it wasn't quite, it was like 645, but,
Speaker:yeah, my other half gets up, his alarm goes up at 630,
Speaker:and normally I don't hear him get up. And I was like, I'm awake,
Speaker:so I'm gonna get up. So I've been up here just, like, very
Speaker:pleased with myself. Yeah, see, when you don't try to do the 06:00 a.m.
Speaker:club, but you. Seeded that intention
Speaker:and out it goes. I wondered
Speaker:if we should talk about journaling today, because I don't think we've talked about journaling
Speaker:before, and I have been trying out for about
Speaker:the last ten days, trying out a new approach to journaling.
Speaker:I've journaled for many years, but I've been
Speaker:doing journaling and linking that to, like,
Speaker:dovetailing that more with the scripting that I do and the visualization that I do
Speaker:and, like, the things you have on your to do list. So I thought maybe
Speaker:we could just talk about, it's just up front of mind. So I wondered if
Speaker:we could talk about journaling today and the powers of journaling. Let's
Speaker:do it. Let's do that. Journaling, for me,
Speaker:it's one of those, it's one of those things that I resist doing,
Speaker:and I don't know why I, and when I do
Speaker:it, I get so much depth of
Speaker:information. Yeah, I do as well.
Speaker:I think it's about asking the right questions and being open and
Speaker:allowing for that. But, yeah, I had that same resistance as well. Like scripting, I've
Speaker:got pretty good, solid habit built
Speaker:around that, but journaling, not so much. And I'm also
Speaker:dovetailing it into my gratitude now as well. And it's, I'm blown away.
Speaker:What is coming up and through one of the things and you
Speaker:might do, you have specific journaling prompts that you sometimes ask yourself. But one
Speaker:of the or two of the questions that I am asking
Speaker:myself daily now, I've missed, like, one day out
Speaker:of the last ten days is what do I need more of? And
Speaker:what do I need less of right now in the
Speaker:moment? And every day has been different. Like,
Speaker:sometimes you might be in a really profound mood and you're like, oh,
Speaker:I need balance and space and
Speaker:all of this thing. Other times, it might be like, I need some water or
Speaker:I need some chocolate, or, I need to shut the
Speaker:door. I need to be grumpy. I need to be grumpy. Yeah.
Speaker:And so it's a really simple or two really simple questions, but
Speaker:the answers to them in themselves are quite profound, because I think
Speaker:it's just speaking to you in the moment around where you're at. It's like
Speaker:meeting you where you are. And the answer that comes up is, for
Speaker:me, it has been almost like an instant, like I've not really had to ruminate
Speaker:on it for too long. It's been boom. That's what I need right now in
Speaker:this moment. Did you just see that? Yeah. What was that? Was that your side
Speaker:of my side? No.
Speaker:We'll have to watch some thing.
Speaker:And I'm going to tell you what I was asking in my
Speaker:head. I was thinking, who are you asking? So I was
Speaker:thinking. I'm thinking, who are you asking when you do those journal prompts?
Speaker:And what was it? It was, like, this white. Was it a light or was
Speaker:it a feather? Well, I couldn't see anything. I think it was
Speaker:an orb. There was this, like, white. It was,
Speaker:like, feathery. It was like a fairy. Oh, my goodness. We did say. I didn't
Speaker:we. Last time that we heard the voice. Oh, my God. I didn't listen
Speaker:to the voice. I was in the car when you sent it to me, and
Speaker:I was like, oh, listen to when I can get some headphones in,
Speaker:I will listen to that. So now we've had voices and orbs.
Speaker:Yeah. So I'll tell you something interesting about that. So before I sent you the
Speaker:voice, I was. I tried to. I got all in my
Speaker:head about it, and I started, like, changing the volume and the
Speaker:intensity, like, messing around with the sound, and it disappeared. It
Speaker:went. And I felt like, oh, yeah, I'm not supposed to mess
Speaker:with that. I wasn't supposed to mess with it. Like, it was in its
Speaker:truest form. Then I was like, undo all of that. Delete that. Forget I did
Speaker:that. And then it came back in. It's, like, true story. And then I was
Speaker:able to send it to you, but, yeah, I was like, shouldn't mess
Speaker:with. We can be included. I know, I know. But I did think it was
Speaker:almost like, nah, if you're not gonna receive it in. It's in the
Speaker:form. If that's not loud enough. If that's not loud enough for you,
Speaker:Beth, then, yeah. Okay. So. So
Speaker:who are you asking Bethehem when you're asking those
Speaker:questions and you're, you get your pen out and you're journaling,
Speaker:who, what are you asking? I think that
Speaker:message, who's, yeah,
Speaker:it could be spirit. You could be asking, you could be asking your fairy guides
Speaker:or your unicorns or your angel guides or whatever that means for you
Speaker:could be your higher self. I suppose when I'm doing
Speaker:it, I'm not thinking. I'm not actually thinking, who is it that I'm asking in
Speaker:this moment? I'm just seeing what comes up and
Speaker:through. And maybe sometimes it is the guide,
Speaker:maybe sometimes it's your intuition, maybe sometimes it's.
Speaker:I'm not really paying much attention to that, which I think
Speaker:that's a really good question. Who am I speaking to
Speaker:today? Or is it all one of the same?
Speaker:It's a good question to be thinking on. I wonder what will
Speaker:happen. This is a technique that I do
Speaker:in my channeling course and in my intuition courses.
Speaker:I wonder what would happen if you ask specific,
Speaker:the same question to specifics if you asked your body, what do I
Speaker:need today? You asked your intuition, what do I need
Speaker:today? If you asked your soul, what do I need today?
Speaker:You asked your fear, what do I need today? What different
Speaker:answers you'll get from. Yeah, that's
Speaker:a really good way to get additional
Speaker:depth, something specific for the body, like if it's
Speaker:your health or something. And that's a really good thing to do.
Speaker:The other thing that's just come to mind, which is not part of the practice
Speaker:that I do, but I do teach that in a journaling masterclass that I do,
Speaker:is that sometimes when we get those answers of I need
Speaker:more time or whatever the thing that comes in is then
Speaker:to start to take what are called the rugby
Speaker:girl technique in NLP, the who, what, where, when, and
Speaker:why, and ask the questions around that
Speaker:because sometimes we might come up with, oh, I need more time, but then it's
Speaker:am I going to create more time? So you might want to create more journaling
Speaker:prompts of what can I do to create more time? Why is creating
Speaker:time more important to me? Yeah, what will I do with that time?
Speaker:What will I do with that time? When can I create the time? And then
Speaker:you can start to go down, because I think some journaling prompts are very
Speaker:generic and I think if you can make them as tailored to
Speaker:you as possible, the more powerful
Speaker:that introspection and the answers are going to be that you get. So that's the
Speaker:first thing that I've been doing. I've been starting with that. Just those two questions.
Speaker:It literally took me like five minutes. Then I've
Speaker:been diarizing, like, going through my day,
Speaker:because I do this at the end of the day. So I've been going through
Speaker:my day and just literally writing down, like you would in a
Speaker:diary. Now, it's really interesting, because if I look back at my diaries from when
Speaker:I was like, ten years old, it's almost like ten year old Beth knew
Speaker:what 44 year old Beth was supposed to do.
Speaker:Because I used to write my diary, like, the day I've been to my friend's
Speaker:house and my friend's mum said this to me and I made some cakes,
Speaker:whatever. And then at the bottom, I used to put lessons, and I put the
Speaker:lessons that I've learned from the days, like I year old. I know. And it
Speaker:were things like that. Beth, really. And I used to say it, like, in third
Speaker:person, like, Beth really enjoys spending time with her friend, whoever,
Speaker:or Beth likes baking cakes. I used to write stuff like that, like
Speaker:three little bullet points. I thought, when I'm reading back my diary, it's like, oh,
Speaker:my God, that was like, I was totally me, you know, I mean, if that
Speaker:wasn't a clue for who I was supposed to be. So I've started doing that
Speaker:again, but obviously from adult birth perspective and
Speaker:going back through my day, and it's amazing to
Speaker:me how much detail of the day we miss if we don't do
Speaker:that. There's been so in the last,
Speaker:just few days, I've met school friends, like in the
Speaker:car park at supermarket and stuff like that, or I've noticed a snail that's walking
Speaker:across somewhere, trying to get somewhere. And these things I would have
Speaker:just forgotten about. I might not have
Speaker:reached out back to my friend and said, do you want to go for a
Speaker:coffee or something? If I hadn't gone back through that day, because we're just so
Speaker:busy, right? And so just going through that process and
Speaker:just highlighting and picking out what was going on there. There was even
Speaker:things where I was like, I've been to the supermarket. I couldn't
Speaker:remember the conversation I had with the cashier. And so in my head, I'm thinking,
Speaker:was I actually present? Did I actually say please and thank you? I'm sure
Speaker:I did, but I've got no recognition of that,
Speaker:what was going on there. And it's things like this, we can start to have
Speaker:that awareness or how your partner has interacted
Speaker:with you or something. They said to you, that is actually really meaningful to them,
Speaker:but you've just, it's just gone because you've just forgotten about it. And so
Speaker:when we start to go back through that, we can go, actually, they said this
Speaker:was really important to them, and so I'm going to make an effort tomorrow to
Speaker:do something that supports them in that. It's been really eye
Speaker:opening, that how much
Speaker:detail I've probably been missing or we all miss if we don't do
Speaker:something similar to this in the day. I love that because
Speaker:you've given this, it's like you're noting the
Speaker:synchronicities. It's like that even that
Speaker:whatever it was just flying across the screen just now, in an
Speaker:hour's time, will we even remember that we've done it yet? Writing
Speaker:about it this evening is, oh, my God, there was this thing. What does that
Speaker:mean? And where did that bring, and what did I learn from it? I think
Speaker:extracts those synchronicities, which was going to
Speaker:literally say to the universe, I'm paying attention here. Give
Speaker:me more of. And then, like you said, it gives you that
Speaker:opportunity to then act upon
Speaker:those nice moments. What was it that I really enjoyed
Speaker:today? Or I bumped into my friend that I haven't seen,
Speaker:and, oh, I'm going to reach out and get in touch.
Speaker:And again, it's this affirming of the things that you really
Speaker:like. And I went to the supermarket and I probably wasn't present.
Speaker:You know what, beth? Maybe you are manifesting a personal shopper
Speaker:at some point, because it's clearly, that's not the thing that, you
Speaker:know, that you enjoy because you weren't there.
Speaker:Exactly. Now, this is just a side note. So there is a
Speaker:synchronicity in this because when I
Speaker:reconnected with my friend on Facebook and I looked like mutual friends in
Speaker:common, your name was like, next to her. You were
Speaker:there. There was no other, like, it was like, you, like, in our circle. There
Speaker:was no other people that in our circle who were connected to her. So after
Speaker:we'd had, I reconnected to her and had this conversation, I said, how do you
Speaker:know Melissa? And she said, oh, I don't really know her. I
Speaker:just was, like, doing some. I was getting into my spirituality.
Speaker:And Melissa had come up as somebody, and I started following her on Facebook,
Speaker:and she went, do you know her? I was like, yes, we do a
Speaker:podcast together. We do a podcast. What? So it was like,
Speaker:that's how that, how weird that was as well. But it was
Speaker:really funny because, yeah, when I'd finished talking. We were talking
Speaker:ages before I went into the supermarket. She was coming out away from the supermarket.
Speaker:As soon as I left her, she walked a few
Speaker:steps further down and somebody else came to meet her and was like, oh,
Speaker:I've seen you in ages. And I went into the supermarket and it was like
Speaker:the timing of that was like synchronous. We
Speaker:stopped talking and then somebody else was there to meet her as well. It was
Speaker:weird. It was like a weird kind of thing. So anyway, that's a side
Speaker:thing on that. So that's what I've been doing, is literally going through my day
Speaker:and picking out those elements of things that actually went well or didn't go well.
Speaker:And how can I be a better person tomorrow by
Speaker:noticing some of these things that I could. Yeah,
Speaker:I could do better. So that's a good question to ask your journal.
Speaker:Maybe not how do I be a better person, but like, how do I grow?
Speaker:How do I evolve from this? How do I become more of. Yeah, that's a
Speaker:great question. See, my
Speaker:journaling is not my.
Speaker:Why I do journaling is to essentially
Speaker:receive answers and receive clarity on what it is that I need
Speaker:to know. And my go to method for that really
Speaker:is using my cards. If I can't get it, if it's not just there in
Speaker:my present mind, I get a card out
Speaker:and I pull it out. When I do
Speaker:journaling around that card, which is what I teach, and that was how I
Speaker:learned. I would pull the cards and then write a whole load. And
Speaker:that really gave me more depth to
Speaker:understanding the cards, understanding myself, all of this stuff. Now,
Speaker:maybe it's a bit of laziness, maybe it's a life hack, maybe it is just
Speaker:the experience that the information comes in.
Speaker:So that is where and I ask those same questions. And you're absolutely
Speaker:right. And this is part of my conscious channel
Speaker:course. One of the fundamentals
Speaker:of when we're channeling is ask good questions,
Speaker:asking the right questions. It's the same in a coaching practice.
Speaker:The quality of the answer comes with the quality of the question.
Speaker:Yeah. So that seems to
Speaker:be my go to way. But what's interesting is this came
Speaker:up for me literally a couple of weeks ago, and I've been doing some
Speaker:work around identity and
Speaker:coming more into myself and knowing myself better. And this conversation came up
Speaker:about journaling, and I was like, I don't know, because part of
Speaker:this course I was doing, there was a lot of journaling prompts, and I was
Speaker:feeling this real resistance. And when I actually went into
Speaker:it. It was really this ego mind that's. Yeah, you don't need that. All the
Speaker:answers, and it'll be fine. When I got my pen to
Speaker:paper, it
Speaker:surprised me. Some of the information that came out
Speaker:and the action that I've taken on that
Speaker:is four years ago.
Speaker:2020. I know the irony. 2020.
Speaker:I invested in this amazing diary. Banner
Speaker:thing. Yeah, it didn't work very well, did
Speaker:it? So I hope this isn't an omen, the Danielle
Speaker:Laporte desire map. Yeah. And
Speaker:it was a great diary, and
Speaker:I've just ordered the same one for 2025.
Speaker:Oh. And it was quite an investment, really,
Speaker:for a diary. And so I'm hoping that making that investment
Speaker:for the diary will really help bring that into practice, because I went
Speaker:back and I looked at my prompts and I had the
Speaker:daily dial. I went all in. This time I've gone for the weekly diary because
Speaker:I know myself a bit better. I went for the daily one and I'm looking
Speaker:at the prompts and I'm like, God, I got so much depth just from
Speaker:two lines of asking that right question,
Speaker:and similar to what you did, I would often backtrack
Speaker:into, this is what I did do today. And
Speaker:actually, it was invaluable. So I've.
Speaker:Yeah, I've ordered that, and I've
Speaker:just actually applied to become an
Speaker:affiliate for it because I'm thinking if I get a little group together and
Speaker:we've all got the desire map and we're all doing it together,
Speaker:then there's an accountability thing there. So I'll
Speaker:hit. Yeah. Yeah, I'm excited about that little.
Speaker:The thing about writing it down as well in the day and having
Speaker:that is also because this is another thing that I found, and
Speaker:I've realized over the last week, is that
Speaker:when you start to then read back the days that came before, even if it's
Speaker:just a week ago, there are things again that you've
Speaker:forgotten, or you start to see more of the synchronicities,
Speaker:or you're reminded about things that are important again.
Speaker:And it's just the beauty of being able to look back, not just on
Speaker:your day, the last few days and weeks. And that will go as deep as
Speaker:you want to go with it once you've developed that practice.
Speaker:But then the next thing that I do after going through the diary and
Speaker:doing all of that is then finding
Speaker:specific things to be grateful for in that day that I'm all
Speaker:about the gratitude. And one of the things that a lot of people
Speaker:find challenging in the beginning is finding what to be
Speaker:grateful for. We've talked, I think, before, around, does it need to be monumental?
Speaker:Or is it okay just to be grateful for the pen or the everyday
Speaker:things? But when you actually start to look at your day
Speaker:and then highlight the gratitude from the things that you've
Speaker:experienced that you would otherwise have just forgotten, again,
Speaker:that's very personal and very powerful. And the ability to give
Speaker:gratitude. You've had a crappy day, then the ability to I'm grateful for
Speaker:breathing, or I'm grateful that my mum was at the end of the phone, or
Speaker:that I met a friend in the supermarket and we could, like, offer whatever,
Speaker:identifying the gratitude after you've
Speaker:diarised and you've asked yourself, what do I need more or
Speaker:less of? I think is even more powerful
Speaker:than just a what am I grateful for?
Speaker:The sun? My cup of tea, whatever.
Speaker:I think what that also does is gives you the
Speaker:gratitude in the moment, because then you're like, this is one that. This is one
Speaker:for the diary today. I remember that. I'll clock that.
Speaker:Because we. We're taught so much, aren't we? Like, live in the present moment.
Speaker:Yeah. And this seems to.
Speaker:There's this dichotomy there, isn't it? That this seems to take you out and now
Speaker:you're reflecting on the past. But actually what I'm hearing from you
Speaker:is that it really brings you back into that present,
Speaker:because then you are. You're just reviewing the last 24
Speaker:hours. You're bringing that gratitude, the best of that, back into
Speaker:the present moment. And then while you're going through it, like your
Speaker:example with the supermarket, and you realize that you weren't present.
Speaker:Next time you're in the supermarket, that memory will be there because you
Speaker:wrote it down, and then you'll be like, oh, what did I
Speaker:miss? What's the potential of me missing?
Speaker:So I think it does make you more mindful and
Speaker:more present moment. I'm more grateful. I think
Speaker:it's amoeba. I think I feel like this whole process is unfolding, like it's going
Speaker:to turn into something. The other thing that allowed me to do was to.
Speaker:When I reached out to my back, I'm concentrating on this one particular day because
Speaker:there was, like, lots of things that happened in that day, but I was able
Speaker:to reach back out to my friend and actually say, tell her,
Speaker:because I'd reflected on it, that having that conversation with
Speaker:you was really helpful because we were both talking about
Speaker:difficult things that we'd been through. Me with my dad. Her with. She lost her
Speaker:dad this year. And so we were able, I was able to say I really
Speaker:appreciated being able to speak to you. It was really
Speaker:nice to chat with you. And she then said the same. I
Speaker:felt immediately better after I've spoken to you. And so
Speaker:that came from me giving
Speaker:gratitude to meeting her and what she'd done for me and me being able to
Speaker:articulate that back to her and saying thank you, because it's not just about
Speaker:gratitude, it's about appreciation. Is it about helping other practice for her?
Speaker:Yeah. And the knock on effect of that. I'm onto something, right? You are. You
Speaker:are. I'm like, oh, I might journal on it. And then the final
Speaker:part is then the lessons. Like the ten year old Beth
Speaker:lessons. What are the lessons from today? Sometimes there might be big,
Speaker:profound ones. Sometimes it might be like tomorrow,
Speaker:I need to make sure I renew my car insurance, whatever it is, right.
Speaker:Whatever that lesson is, and then just jotting those things down
Speaker:and that's it. And it's literally been taking me maybe 30
Speaker:minutes at the end of the day to do that. It's not a really long
Speaker:process. I've got into the rhythm
Speaker:of that now. The thing
Speaker:that has allowed me to do and how that links to my
Speaker:scripting on my to do list. If you think, and I think I've said
Speaker:before, that the way that I work is that I have the
Speaker:vision, whatever that is, in the moment. I've created an action
Speaker:plan with the action steps. So I'm in alignment. I've got things to do, I've
Speaker:got goals to do that can help me reach that vision. And then my to
Speaker:do list, my everyday list of to Dos is in alignment with the
Speaker:action plan and the vision. So there's never really anything on my to do list
Speaker:that is in alignment with what I'm creating
Speaker:right now, that I'm going through this
Speaker:process. At least I've got a book that I do my journaling in
Speaker:now. I've got a book that I've got my scripting in, and I've got my
Speaker:to do list book. And I can very easily
Speaker:then add and prepare, because I've always done this, I have
Speaker:always prepared my day the
Speaker:night before. So I know, I always know what I'm doing today when I go
Speaker:to bed rather than trying to figure that out in the morning. So I've already
Speaker:got the scripting book, which I tended to do
Speaker:on a Sunday evening for the week ahead, and I've already got the to
Speaker:do list. But now I can take what
Speaker:I'm journaling and as the action, as the
Speaker:lessons are coming up or the actions are coming up or the I need more
Speaker:of this, or I need less of this, I can actually start to either script
Speaker:around that. If it's something that warrants like a full script around how I
Speaker:would like, if I need more balance, if that's what somebody
Speaker:source me intuition is telling me, how can I script,
Speaker:like what version, what vision of that,
Speaker:how can I bring that out through words, through script, using all the senses in
Speaker:my scripting book? And how if there's an action
Speaker:that needs to be taken right away, like contact
Speaker:somebody to say thank you for something, I can just add that to my to
Speaker:do list for tomorrow and then everything that I'm
Speaker:doing is in alignment. So that's what I've been doing.
Speaker:Yeah. So that's the process I'm going to create.
Speaker:I hate everyone's life.
Speaker:It feels very much. I think the fact that I was doing this when I
Speaker:was ten, a lot of the things that I was doing
Speaker:when I was 1013 were things that I'm doing now
Speaker:in a business sense, in a way. And I'm like, why didn't
Speaker:not even noticed that one before? Like I was just literally looking through past
Speaker:diaries and it was like, oh, I
Speaker:love that. I know
Speaker:that. Foresight and wisdom. Hello. I know. I don't know if I've got a diaries
Speaker:of pee for Covid and stuff, but yeah, so that's what I've been doing.
Speaker:You've also got me, oh, I can buy three books of really
Speaker:nice stationery. Yeah, yeah, there is that. I think I
Speaker:might have to bring out a stationary for all these different things. Oh,
Speaker:I love that. I love that. And I think
Speaker:for me, my journaling practice has
Speaker:been when I've been in the depths of things and I'm like, I
Speaker:need to, you know, I really need to get that out. Or if I've got
Speaker:a particular thing that I'm working on
Speaker:and let's say through a course, or if I'm doing some work on
Speaker:myself or like when I was doing my shadow journey,
Speaker:I was doing a lot of journaling, writing,
Speaker:free writing, and early on in my
Speaker:spiritual journey around my cards and doing all of
Speaker:this. But I feel like this for me, is coming
Speaker:for a reason. Because now I've heard this message again
Speaker:about how important pen to paper, it's
Speaker:even I'm creating something new at the moment.
Speaker:I've just had an insight. I feel like what I'm creating now
Speaker:is like my life's work. Like, I feel like my life's
Speaker:over. Yeah. My life's work. And that's coming in and coming
Speaker:into the material world. And
Speaker:actually what I started to do, because I went all kind of logic with it,
Speaker:I was like, okay, I need to get this stuff down and I need to
Speaker:get the formula and I need to do all of this stuff. But what,
Speaker:as I started to do that, I'm just looking at a blank piece of paper.
Speaker:Yeah. And then what I naturally did was
Speaker:I just started free writing. What is it that I want? What is the intention
Speaker:around this? What is the outcome about this? What, like, all of the things.
Speaker:And I just wrote this. Just nonsense, really. And then
Speaker:suddenly the formula started to come in. It's like it
Speaker:unblocked this stuff. But we were talking on the last episode about
Speaker:timelines that this insight I just had was.
Speaker:I saw on my Facebook memories yesterday, there was a post
Speaker:I wrote this time,
Speaker:two. Must have been two years ago, which was the start of my
Speaker:book, mystic and training. It was. I wrote this post and I was
Speaker:like, that is the start of a
Speaker:book. And it was that day. So yesterday
Speaker:I contacted my. The person who became my book
Speaker:coach. Yeah. And literally started writing
Speaker:it, like a few days later. Yeah.
Speaker:And I'm in that same creative space. And that book came
Speaker:out so quick with the editing and all this stuff, it took a bit longer,
Speaker:but the actual whole book I wrote in just a few
Speaker:weeks. Yeah. 60,000, 70,000 words in
Speaker:a few weeks. And I'm in that same process. Yeah.
Speaker:Exciting. The book was the ultimate journal.
Speaker:Yeah, it was. But even I reckon if you read that again, you'd
Speaker:get new insights. I would. And
Speaker:I want to read it again because the next book is
Speaker:starting to book. Call me.
Speaker:Yeah. Yet this framework
Speaker:needs to come through first. It's there. Wow, look,
Speaker:my throat just went. What's going on there? Oh, so
Speaker:much big changes, big shit. New levels,
Speaker:new eras, new. I am, like, where I'm
Speaker:feeling right now is this
Speaker:disruption energy. I am as well disrupt
Speaker:the industry. Where I've seen so much stuff where
Speaker:the good people don't get the results and the real
Speaker:wanting, and there's not the depth of knowledge and wisdom and
Speaker:understanding. And I've realized one
Speaker:of my strengths is to really be able to share that because I am a
Speaker:geek and I want to know all the things and I have all of this
Speaker:stuff available to me in my field. And
Speaker:so that's what I'm working on. Is really creating
Speaker:this. This structure for the new
Speaker:wave of healers, readers, coaches and doing that.
Speaker:And I think I. Journaling up. For me, this
Speaker:conversation has come up so that I can actually
Speaker:go down twelve layers and get that alignment and
Speaker:give it. Yeah, yeah. That message came for me yesterday as well,
Speaker:about alignment and bringing all of our areas into
Speaker:oneness. So, yeah, like, this conversation for
Speaker:me has brought up things, just talking about.
Speaker:Alignment, the pigeonhood that was in my tree. So she disappeared for a
Speaker:little while and I thought, oh, where's my pigeon gone?
Speaker:And then I don't know why I was thinking of you. I can't remember why
Speaker:I was thinking of you. We stood at the top of stairs and you popped
Speaker:in my head and then there was a magpie. Is that where the pigeon was?
Speaker:Where the pigeon once was? There was a magpie, but then the magpie disappeared and
Speaker:then the pigeon did come back again. So, yeah,
Speaker:there you go. Magpies have been there. Like. And.
Speaker:Yes. Was it yesterday?
Speaker:Yesterday? The day before, I was
Speaker:walking the kids to school and my husband came with
Speaker:me. And on the way back, we were talking about this new
Speaker:framework and, like, the potential of it. And then I saw
Speaker:a magpie. I was like, oh, there's good luck. And then I looked on the
Speaker:field and there was six
Speaker:magpies, six for gold, and I was like, oh,
Speaker:hello. And these are
Speaker:the things. These are the synchronicities and the sides. And that is the
Speaker:sort of thing that would go in your journal. And I had this thing and
Speaker:it's for me anyway, and I saw six magpies and that felt
Speaker:like a real. A moment of
Speaker:confirmation. A because also I was
Speaker:thinking about how, for me, the outside world
Speaker:has always been my confirmation. Like, I get a lot of
Speaker:synchronicities, signs, messages
Speaker:that as a psychic or as an intuitive, I think people get
Speaker:the impression that everything always happens in your head or in your
Speaker:body. For me, and it's been true for a lot of my
Speaker:journey, it's happened outside. I see things outside. That's
Speaker:true. Yeah, I know. It's normal. Yeah. Like, even this
Speaker:morning, it was absolutely throwing it down with rain.
Speaker:It was really stormy. Kids on the school trip at the
Speaker:zoo today, so it was, oh, nice. Like, it was atrocious.
Speaker:Like, even just getting into the car, we got soaking wet. And so I'm driving
Speaker:into school and obviously everyone is driving. We usually walk, but, like,
Speaker:everyone's driving in and there's this little
Speaker:roadway to get into the school that just isn't big enough. And people park and
Speaker:there was just cars. I could not. And I
Speaker:was just sitting there, and then someone behind, like, honking is. Can't go
Speaker:anywhere. There is no room. And then I
Speaker:was. I had on one of my apps,
Speaker:because I listen to audiobooks when I'm sleeping. It
Speaker:had come on to my car thing,
Speaker:a chapter. It was the final chapter of this book called
Speaker:success and something by Doctor David Hawkins.
Speaker:And he starts talking about traffic. He's literally.
Speaker:So I'm sitting there. I'd got them on. The kids were like, oh, Murray,
Speaker:like, people can't drive, can they? And I was like, oh, it is what it
Speaker:is. Don't worry. You'll get there. And he starts talking about when
Speaker:you're. He's talking about grace and, like, really embodying this
Speaker:thing and not doing people favors, but just being
Speaker:courteous and embodying that energy. And
Speaker:he was saying that when you're in traffic, if you become
Speaker:the person that always lets people go, and it might be really hard
Speaker:to begin with, but always be that person that lets people go,
Speaker:then you start to embody win attitude,
Speaker:because otherwise, if bumper to bumper, it's I win, you lose. Whereas
Speaker:when you let people go, like, when I was sitting there, I couldn't go
Speaker:anywhere, but, like, almost every car that was. That was
Speaker:essentially coming the other way was flashing and thanking me and
Speaker:putting their hand up. So this morning, I received 25
Speaker:pieces of that one, but 20, I don't think it was
Speaker:me, but 25 pieces of gratitude, like,
Speaker:to start my morning. And how much is that a different reframe
Speaker:from. Oh, I was stuck in traffic, and it took ages. And then
Speaker:I was happy listening to my book with my kids company
Speaker:dry. And then when I came out the car, it almost stopped raining, and
Speaker:now they should be at the zoo in five minutes. It
Speaker:stopped. But. And it's the knock on effect of that. All those 20 people
Speaker:who were let through, who might otherwise have got angry
Speaker:or been late for something or got agitated or been frustrated,
Speaker:now their days better as well. And so maybe next time they need to give
Speaker:way or let somebody through, whether they need to.
Speaker:They weren't late. I really is. If I would have somehow
Speaker:managed to go any further forward, everyone would have got
Speaker:stuck. Yeah, everyone would have got stuck. No one would. It would have been lose
Speaker:lose. And this is what he was talking about. If you're aiming for win lose,
Speaker:then actually what you're advocating for is the lose energy, because it's the
Speaker:polarity and then everyone's losing. Whereas
Speaker:if you're aiming for win, then everyone's winning. And this is the sort
Speaker:of mindset shift and attitude
Speaker:shift that we begin to cultivate, and that changes everything
Speaker:we are and how we show up and the success that we have and the
Speaker:abundance that we have and the gratitude that we feel and the funky
Speaker:things flying across the screen. We're gonna have to go back
Speaker:and watch the. Yeah, watch it and see if we can screenshot
Speaker:it, because there's no. There's definitely no fairies
Speaker:in my floor. Yeah, they definitely seem to come in. I don't know
Speaker:who they are, but we're here for them. We are. We love
Speaker:you. The other you just reminded me of something. So before I met my friend,
Speaker:sorry to go back. Digress. Go back to that. I had, I'd
Speaker:left my pass. I've got, like, a thing in my car where all my pound
Speaker:coins are for the trolleys. And I'd got out my car, what past the
Speaker:trolleys, got so far, I was like, oh, I forgot my pound coin. So I
Speaker:had to go back to the car to get my pound coin. And in that
Speaker:incident, I was like, oh, forgotten my pound coin. Like, a bit annoyed. But then
Speaker:it wasn't until I did my reflections on the evening when I'm going back through
Speaker:the day that I realized that had I not forgotten my pound
Speaker:coin, I wouldn't have met my friend. We would have missed each
Speaker:other. Exactly. And it's english. Yeah.
Speaker:Goes, and this is such a thing, and this is so important
Speaker:for me and my. My teachings. Like, for you, bethe, you're so
Speaker:intentional, and you are so this is what's going to happen. This is how
Speaker:I'm going to feel. This is what I'm open to. This is what I'm available
Speaker:for. This is what I'm not available for. When we are that intentional
Speaker:and everything's in alignment, then we can be really sure
Speaker:that the universe is working for us, and it's always
Speaker:conspiring for us for whatever that is. And so it comes
Speaker:to that point, like this morning when I'm sitting there stuck,
Speaker:and it added on, what, five minutes to my day or
Speaker:to my journey, it becomes, okay,
Speaker:like, how is this working in my favor? Like, what
Speaker:is this? Maybe am I avoiding because of it, or what am
Speaker:I gaining because of it? And it's such a mindset shift that you're
Speaker:not. Then in this panic of, oh, my God, I'm going to
Speaker:be late, which is just fear, scarcity, energy, which is time
Speaker:is running out, for example. And it comes into note this is
Speaker:cool. Everything is working out for me. Everything is working out for me. And
Speaker:then is. The more you think that, then guess what? The more everything's working out
Speaker:for you. So it really becomes this Abraham
Speaker:Hicks speak about the vortex, and it's such a powerful
Speaker:image of having this vortex and what is it that's spinning around in
Speaker:it. And I think what you do with your practice is it
Speaker:really brings that into clarity and
Speaker:intentional practice and out of the
Speaker:subconscious. And then as you write it and you
Speaker:embody it, it goes back into the subconscious. It's like a real
Speaker:reprogramming of that. Yeah. And to acknowledge that. We're
Speaker:going to have difficult days sometimes, but if we have
Speaker:practice like this, we can reframe that, like you say,
Speaker:and acknowledge it for what it is in the moment, and
Speaker:process that in a way that you want to process it and move forward. I'm
Speaker:glad that we talked about journaling today. Maybe we should bring the book of
Speaker:questions. We have the book of questions, didn't we? Should we thought about this morning.
Speaker:I was like, oh, I'm going to ask Beth to bring the book of questions.
Speaker:Maybe we do that next time. We'll do that next time. Yeah. And then I
Speaker:just had a soul inspired thought. I didn't think of it
Speaker:earlier. I've been doing some channeling with star beings.
Speaker:How about you and I get together and you can ask my channel
Speaker:some questions? We can record it, put it on
Speaker:YouTube, maybe even have a thing and let us.
Speaker:You up for that? Yeah, of course. Why would I not be up for
Speaker:that? But I think now's the time.
Speaker:Let's bring the channel in. I'm feeling the call to
Speaker:do that. And we can ask some cool questions.
Speaker:Let's do it. Lots of wise ones.