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Good morning, Beth. Good morning, Melissa. How are you

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doing? I'm doing wonderfully.

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How are you? I'm good. I've been up ages, which is unheard

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of. I didn't sleep very well last night, but I'm full of energy for some

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reason. So I'm 06:00 a.m. club. I did,

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it wasn't quite, it was like 645, but,

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yeah, my other half gets up, his alarm goes up at 630,

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and normally I don't hear him get up. And I was like, I'm awake,

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so I'm gonna get up. So I've been up here just, like, very

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pleased with myself. Yeah, see, when you don't try to do the 06:00 a.m.

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club, but you. Seeded that intention

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and out it goes. I wondered

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if we should talk about journaling today, because I don't think we've talked about journaling

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before, and I have been trying out for about

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the last ten days, trying out a new approach to journaling.

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I've journaled for many years, but I've been

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doing journaling and linking that to, like,

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dovetailing that more with the scripting that I do and the visualization that I do

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and, like, the things you have on your to do list. So I thought maybe

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we could just talk about, it's just up front of mind. So I wondered if

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we could talk about journaling today and the powers of journaling. Let's

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do it. Let's do that. Journaling, for me,

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it's one of those, it's one of those things that I resist doing,

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and I don't know why I, and when I do

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it, I get so much depth of

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information. Yeah, I do as well.

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I think it's about asking the right questions and being open and

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allowing for that. But, yeah, I had that same resistance as well. Like scripting, I've

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got pretty good, solid habit built

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around that, but journaling, not so much. And I'm also

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dovetailing it into my gratitude now as well. And it's, I'm blown away.

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What is coming up and through one of the things and you

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might do, you have specific journaling prompts that you sometimes ask yourself. But one

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of the or two of the questions that I am asking

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myself daily now, I've missed, like, one day out

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of the last ten days is what do I need more of? And

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what do I need less of right now in the

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moment? And every day has been different. Like,

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sometimes you might be in a really profound mood and you're like, oh,

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I need balance and space and

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all of this thing. Other times, it might be like, I need some water or

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I need some chocolate, or, I need to shut the

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door. I need to be grumpy. I need to be grumpy. Yeah.

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And so it's a really simple or two really simple questions, but

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the answers to them in themselves are quite profound, because I think

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it's just speaking to you in the moment around where you're at. It's like

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meeting you where you are. And the answer that comes up is, for

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me, it has been almost like an instant, like I've not really had to ruminate

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on it for too long. It's been boom. That's what I need right now in

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this moment. Did you just see that? Yeah. What was that? Was that your side

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of my side? No.

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We'll have to watch some thing.

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And I'm going to tell you what I was asking in my

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head. I was thinking, who are you asking? So I was

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thinking. I'm thinking, who are you asking when you do those journal prompts?

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And what was it? It was, like, this white. Was it a light or was

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it a feather? Well, I couldn't see anything. I think it was

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an orb. There was this, like, white. It was,

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like, feathery. It was like a fairy. Oh, my goodness. We did say. I didn't

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we. Last time that we heard the voice. Oh, my God. I didn't listen

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to the voice. I was in the car when you sent it to me, and

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I was like, oh, listen to when I can get some headphones in,

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I will listen to that. So now we've had voices and orbs.

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Yeah. So I'll tell you something interesting about that. So before I sent you the

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voice, I was. I tried to. I got all in my

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head about it, and I started, like, changing the volume and the

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intensity, like, messing around with the sound, and it disappeared. It

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went. And I felt like, oh, yeah, I'm not supposed to mess

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with that. I wasn't supposed to mess with it. Like, it was in its

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truest form. Then I was like, undo all of that. Delete that. Forget I did

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that. And then it came back in. It's, like, true story. And then I was

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able to send it to you, but, yeah, I was like, shouldn't mess

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with. We can be included. I know, I know. But I did think it was

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almost like, nah, if you're not gonna receive it in. It's in the

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form. If that's not loud enough. If that's not loud enough for you,

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Beth, then, yeah. Okay. So. So

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who are you asking Bethehem when you're asking those

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questions and you're, you get your pen out and you're journaling,

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who, what are you asking? I think that

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message, who's, yeah,

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it could be spirit. You could be asking, you could be asking your fairy guides

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or your unicorns or your angel guides or whatever that means for you

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could be your higher self. I suppose when I'm doing

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it, I'm not thinking. I'm not actually thinking, who is it that I'm asking in

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this moment? I'm just seeing what comes up and

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through. And maybe sometimes it is the guide,

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maybe sometimes it's your intuition, maybe sometimes it's.

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I'm not really paying much attention to that, which I think

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that's a really good question. Who am I speaking to

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today? Or is it all one of the same?

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It's a good question to be thinking on. I wonder what will

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happen. This is a technique that I do

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in my channeling course and in my intuition courses.

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I wonder what would happen if you ask specific,

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the same question to specifics if you asked your body, what do I

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need today? You asked your intuition, what do I need

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today? If you asked your soul, what do I need today?

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You asked your fear, what do I need today? What different

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answers you'll get from. Yeah, that's

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a really good way to get additional

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depth, something specific for the body, like if it's

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your health or something. And that's a really good thing to do.

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The other thing that's just come to mind, which is not part of the practice

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that I do, but I do teach that in a journaling masterclass that I do,

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is that sometimes when we get those answers of I need

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more time or whatever the thing that comes in is then

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to start to take what are called the rugby

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girl technique in NLP, the who, what, where, when, and

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why, and ask the questions around that

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because sometimes we might come up with, oh, I need more time, but then it's

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am I going to create more time? So you might want to create more journaling

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prompts of what can I do to create more time? Why is creating

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time more important to me? Yeah, what will I do with that time?

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What will I do with that time? When can I create the time? And then

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you can start to go down, because I think some journaling prompts are very

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generic and I think if you can make them as tailored to

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you as possible, the more powerful

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that introspection and the answers are going to be that you get. So that's the

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first thing that I've been doing. I've been starting with that. Just those two questions.

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It literally took me like five minutes. Then I've

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been diarizing, like, going through my day,

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because I do this at the end of the day. So I've been going through

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my day and just literally writing down, like you would in a

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diary. Now, it's really interesting, because if I look back at my diaries from when

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I was like, ten years old, it's almost like ten year old Beth knew

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what 44 year old Beth was supposed to do.

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Because I used to write my diary, like, the day I've been to my friend's

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house and my friend's mum said this to me and I made some cakes,

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whatever. And then at the bottom, I used to put lessons, and I put the

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lessons that I've learned from the days, like I year old. I know. And it

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were things like that. Beth, really. And I used to say it, like, in third

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person, like, Beth really enjoys spending time with her friend, whoever,

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or Beth likes baking cakes. I used to write stuff like that, like

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three little bullet points. I thought, when I'm reading back my diary, it's like, oh,

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my God, that was like, I was totally me, you know, I mean, if that

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wasn't a clue for who I was supposed to be. So I've started doing that

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again, but obviously from adult birth perspective and

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going back through my day, and it's amazing to

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me how much detail of the day we miss if we don't do

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that. There's been so in the last,

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just few days, I've met school friends, like in the

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car park at supermarket and stuff like that, or I've noticed a snail that's walking

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across somewhere, trying to get somewhere. And these things I would have

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just forgotten about. I might not have

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reached out back to my friend and said, do you want to go for a

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coffee or something? If I hadn't gone back through that day, because we're just so

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busy, right? And so just going through that process and

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just highlighting and picking out what was going on there. There was even

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things where I was like, I've been to the supermarket. I couldn't

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remember the conversation I had with the cashier. And so in my head, I'm thinking,

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was I actually present? Did I actually say please and thank you? I'm sure

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I did, but I've got no recognition of that,

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what was going on there. And it's things like this, we can start to have

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that awareness or how your partner has interacted

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with you or something. They said to you, that is actually really meaningful to them,

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but you've just, it's just gone because you've just forgotten about it. And so

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when we start to go back through that, we can go, actually, they said this

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was really important to them, and so I'm going to make an effort tomorrow to

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do something that supports them in that. It's been really eye

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opening, that how much

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detail I've probably been missing or we all miss if we don't do

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something similar to this in the day. I love that because

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you've given this, it's like you're noting the

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synchronicities. It's like that even that

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whatever it was just flying across the screen just now, in an

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hour's time, will we even remember that we've done it yet? Writing

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about it this evening is, oh, my God, there was this thing. What does that

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mean? And where did that bring, and what did I learn from it? I think

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extracts those synchronicities, which was going to

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literally say to the universe, I'm paying attention here. Give

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me more of. And then, like you said, it gives you that

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opportunity to then act upon

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those nice moments. What was it that I really enjoyed

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today? Or I bumped into my friend that I haven't seen,

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and, oh, I'm going to reach out and get in touch.

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And again, it's this affirming of the things that you really

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like. And I went to the supermarket and I probably wasn't present.

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You know what, beth? Maybe you are manifesting a personal shopper

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at some point, because it's clearly, that's not the thing that, you

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know, that you enjoy because you weren't there.

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Exactly. Now, this is just a side note. So there is a

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synchronicity in this because when I

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reconnected with my friend on Facebook and I looked like mutual friends in

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common, your name was like, next to her. You were

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there. There was no other, like, it was like, you, like, in our circle. There

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was no other people that in our circle who were connected to her. So after

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we'd had, I reconnected to her and had this conversation, I said, how do you

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know Melissa? And she said, oh, I don't really know her. I

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just was, like, doing some. I was getting into my spirituality.

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And Melissa had come up as somebody, and I started following her on Facebook,

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and she went, do you know her? I was like, yes, we do a

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podcast together. We do a podcast. What? So it was like,

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that's how that, how weird that was as well. But it was

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really funny because, yeah, when I'd finished talking. We were talking

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ages before I went into the supermarket. She was coming out away from the supermarket.

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As soon as I left her, she walked a few

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steps further down and somebody else came to meet her and was like, oh,

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I've seen you in ages. And I went into the supermarket and it was like

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the timing of that was like synchronous. We

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stopped talking and then somebody else was there to meet her as well. It was

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weird. It was like a weird kind of thing. So anyway, that's a side

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thing on that. So that's what I've been doing, is literally going through my day

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and picking out those elements of things that actually went well or didn't go well.

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And how can I be a better person tomorrow by

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noticing some of these things that I could. Yeah,

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I could do better. So that's a good question to ask your journal.

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Maybe not how do I be a better person, but like, how do I grow?

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How do I evolve from this? How do I become more of. Yeah, that's a

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great question. See, my

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journaling is not my.

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Why I do journaling is to essentially

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receive answers and receive clarity on what it is that I need

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to know. And my go to method for that really

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is using my cards. If I can't get it, if it's not just there in

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my present mind, I get a card out

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and I pull it out. When I do

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journaling around that card, which is what I teach, and that was how I

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learned. I would pull the cards and then write a whole load. And

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that really gave me more depth to

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understanding the cards, understanding myself, all of this stuff. Now,

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maybe it's a bit of laziness, maybe it's a life hack, maybe it is just

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the experience that the information comes in.

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So that is where and I ask those same questions. And you're absolutely

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right. And this is part of my conscious channel

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course. One of the fundamentals

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of when we're channeling is ask good questions,

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asking the right questions. It's the same in a coaching practice.

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The quality of the answer comes with the quality of the question.

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Yeah. So that seems to

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be my go to way. But what's interesting is this came

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up for me literally a couple of weeks ago, and I've been doing some

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work around identity and

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coming more into myself and knowing myself better. And this conversation came up

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about journaling, and I was like, I don't know, because part of

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this course I was doing, there was a lot of journaling prompts, and I was

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feeling this real resistance. And when I actually went into

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it. It was really this ego mind that's. Yeah, you don't need that. All the

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answers, and it'll be fine. When I got my pen to

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paper, it

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surprised me. Some of the information that came out

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and the action that I've taken on that

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is four years ago.

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2020. I know the irony. 2020.

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I invested in this amazing diary. Banner

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thing. Yeah, it didn't work very well, did

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it? So I hope this isn't an omen, the Danielle

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Laporte desire map. Yeah. And

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it was a great diary, and

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I've just ordered the same one for 2025.

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Oh. And it was quite an investment, really,

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for a diary. And so I'm hoping that making that investment

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for the diary will really help bring that into practice, because I went

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back and I looked at my prompts and I had the

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daily dial. I went all in. This time I've gone for the weekly diary because

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I know myself a bit better. I went for the daily one and I'm looking

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at the prompts and I'm like, God, I got so much depth just from

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two lines of asking that right question,

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and similar to what you did, I would often backtrack

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into, this is what I did do today. And

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actually, it was invaluable. So I've.

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Yeah, I've ordered that, and I've

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just actually applied to become an

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affiliate for it because I'm thinking if I get a little group together and

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we've all got the desire map and we're all doing it together,

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then there's an accountability thing there. So I'll

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hit. Yeah. Yeah, I'm excited about that little.

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The thing about writing it down as well in the day and having

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that is also because this is another thing that I found, and

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I've realized over the last week, is that

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when you start to then read back the days that came before, even if it's

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just a week ago, there are things again that you've

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forgotten, or you start to see more of the synchronicities,

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or you're reminded about things that are important again.

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And it's just the beauty of being able to look back, not just on

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your day, the last few days and weeks. And that will go as deep as

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you want to go with it once you've developed that practice.

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But then the next thing that I do after going through the diary and

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doing all of that is then finding

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specific things to be grateful for in that day that I'm all

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about the gratitude. And one of the things that a lot of people

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find challenging in the beginning is finding what to be

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grateful for. We've talked, I think, before, around, does it need to be monumental?

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Or is it okay just to be grateful for the pen or the everyday

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things? But when you actually start to look at your day

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and then highlight the gratitude from the things that you've

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experienced that you would otherwise have just forgotten, again,

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that's very personal and very powerful. And the ability to give

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gratitude. You've had a crappy day, then the ability to I'm grateful for

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breathing, or I'm grateful that my mum was at the end of the phone, or

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that I met a friend in the supermarket and we could, like, offer whatever,

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identifying the gratitude after you've

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diarised and you've asked yourself, what do I need more or

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less of? I think is even more powerful

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than just a what am I grateful for?

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The sun? My cup of tea, whatever.

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I think what that also does is gives you the

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gratitude in the moment, because then you're like, this is one that. This is one

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for the diary today. I remember that. I'll clock that.

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Because we. We're taught so much, aren't we? Like, live in the present moment.

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Yeah. And this seems to.

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There's this dichotomy there, isn't it? That this seems to take you out and now

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you're reflecting on the past. But actually what I'm hearing from you

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is that it really brings you back into that present,

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because then you are. You're just reviewing the last 24

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hours. You're bringing that gratitude, the best of that, back into

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the present moment. And then while you're going through it, like your

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example with the supermarket, and you realize that you weren't present.

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Next time you're in the supermarket, that memory will be there because you

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wrote it down, and then you'll be like, oh, what did I

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miss? What's the potential of me missing?

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So I think it does make you more mindful and

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more present moment. I'm more grateful. I think

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it's amoeba. I think I feel like this whole process is unfolding, like it's going

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to turn into something. The other thing that allowed me to do was to.

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When I reached out to my back, I'm concentrating on this one particular day because

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there was, like, lots of things that happened in that day, but I was able

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to reach back out to my friend and actually say, tell her,

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because I'd reflected on it, that having that conversation with

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you was really helpful because we were both talking about

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difficult things that we'd been through. Me with my dad. Her with. She lost her

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dad this year. And so we were able, I was able to say I really

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appreciated being able to speak to you. It was really

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nice to chat with you. And she then said the same. I

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felt immediately better after I've spoken to you. And so

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that came from me giving

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gratitude to meeting her and what she'd done for me and me being able to

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articulate that back to her and saying thank you, because it's not just about

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gratitude, it's about appreciation. Is it about helping other practice for her?

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Yeah. And the knock on effect of that. I'm onto something, right? You are. You

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are. I'm like, oh, I might journal on it. And then the final

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part is then the lessons. Like the ten year old Beth

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lessons. What are the lessons from today? Sometimes there might be big,

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profound ones. Sometimes it might be like tomorrow,

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I need to make sure I renew my car insurance, whatever it is, right.

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Whatever that lesson is, and then just jotting those things down

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and that's it. And it's literally been taking me maybe 30

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minutes at the end of the day to do that. It's not a really long

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process. I've got into the rhythm

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of that now. The thing

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that has allowed me to do and how that links to my

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scripting on my to do list. If you think, and I think I've said

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before, that the way that I work is that I have the

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vision, whatever that is, in the moment. I've created an action

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plan with the action steps. So I'm in alignment. I've got things to do, I've

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got goals to do that can help me reach that vision. And then my to

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do list, my everyday list of to Dos is in alignment with the

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action plan and the vision. So there's never really anything on my to do list

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that is in alignment with what I'm creating

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right now, that I'm going through this

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process. At least I've got a book that I do my journaling in

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now. I've got a book that I've got my scripting in, and I've got my

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to do list book. And I can very easily

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then add and prepare, because I've always done this, I have

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always prepared my day the

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night before. So I know, I always know what I'm doing today when I go

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to bed rather than trying to figure that out in the morning. So I've already

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got the scripting book, which I tended to do

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on a Sunday evening for the week ahead, and I've already got the to

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do list. But now I can take what

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I'm journaling and as the action, as the

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lessons are coming up or the actions are coming up or the I need more

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of this, or I need less of this, I can actually start to either script

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around that. If it's something that warrants like a full script around how I

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would like, if I need more balance, if that's what somebody

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source me intuition is telling me, how can I script,

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like what version, what vision of that,

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how can I bring that out through words, through script, using all the senses in

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my scripting book? And how if there's an action

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that needs to be taken right away, like contact

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somebody to say thank you for something, I can just add that to my to

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do list for tomorrow and then everything that I'm

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doing is in alignment. So that's what I've been doing.

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Yeah. So that's the process I'm going to create.

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I hate everyone's life.

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It feels very much. I think the fact that I was doing this when I

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was ten, a lot of the things that I was doing

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when I was 1013 were things that I'm doing now

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in a business sense, in a way. And I'm like, why didn't

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not even noticed that one before? Like I was just literally looking through past

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diaries and it was like, oh, I

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love that. I know

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that. Foresight and wisdom. Hello. I know. I don't know if I've got a diaries

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of pee for Covid and stuff, but yeah, so that's what I've been doing.

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You've also got me, oh, I can buy three books of really

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nice stationery. Yeah, yeah, there is that. I think I

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might have to bring out a stationary for all these different things. Oh,

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I love that. I love that. And I think

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for me, my journaling practice has

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been when I've been in the depths of things and I'm like, I

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need to, you know, I really need to get that out. Or if I've got

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a particular thing that I'm working on

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and let's say through a course, or if I'm doing some work on

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myself or like when I was doing my shadow journey,

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I was doing a lot of journaling, writing,

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free writing, and early on in my

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spiritual journey around my cards and doing all of

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this. But I feel like this for me, is coming

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for a reason. Because now I've heard this message again

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about how important pen to paper, it's

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even I'm creating something new at the moment.

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I've just had an insight. I feel like what I'm creating now

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is like my life's work. Like, I feel like my life's

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over. Yeah. My life's work. And that's coming in and coming

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into the material world. And

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actually what I started to do, because I went all kind of logic with it,

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I was like, okay, I need to get this stuff down and I need to

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get the formula and I need to do all of this stuff. But what,

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as I started to do that, I'm just looking at a blank piece of paper.

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Yeah. And then what I naturally did was

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I just started free writing. What is it that I want? What is the intention

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around this? What is the outcome about this? What, like, all of the things.

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And I just wrote this. Just nonsense, really. And then

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suddenly the formula started to come in. It's like it

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unblocked this stuff. But we were talking on the last episode about

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timelines that this insight I just had was.

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I saw on my Facebook memories yesterday, there was a post

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I wrote this time,

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two. Must have been two years ago, which was the start of my

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book, mystic and training. It was. I wrote this post and I was

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like, that is the start of a

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book. And it was that day. So yesterday

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I contacted my. The person who became my book

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coach. Yeah. And literally started writing

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it, like a few days later. Yeah.

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And I'm in that same creative space. And that book came

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out so quick with the editing and all this stuff, it took a bit longer,

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but the actual whole book I wrote in just a few

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weeks. Yeah. 60,000, 70,000 words in

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a few weeks. And I'm in that same process. Yeah.

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Exciting. The book was the ultimate journal.

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Yeah, it was. But even I reckon if you read that again, you'd

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get new insights. I would. And

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I want to read it again because the next book is

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starting to book. Call me.

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Yeah. Yet this framework

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needs to come through first. It's there. Wow, look,

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my throat just went. What's going on there? Oh, so

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much big changes, big shit. New levels,

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new eras, new. I am, like, where I'm

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feeling right now is this

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disruption energy. I am as well disrupt

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the industry. Where I've seen so much stuff where

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the good people don't get the results and the real

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wanting, and there's not the depth of knowledge and wisdom and

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understanding. And I've realized one

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of my strengths is to really be able to share that because I am a

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geek and I want to know all the things and I have all of this

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stuff available to me in my field. And

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so that's what I'm working on. Is really creating

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this. This structure for the new

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wave of healers, readers, coaches and doing that.

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And I think I. Journaling up. For me, this

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conversation has come up so that I can actually

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go down twelve layers and get that alignment and

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give it. Yeah, yeah. That message came for me yesterday as well,

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about alignment and bringing all of our areas into

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oneness. So, yeah, like, this conversation for

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me has brought up things, just talking about.

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Alignment, the pigeonhood that was in my tree. So she disappeared for a

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little while and I thought, oh, where's my pigeon gone?

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And then I don't know why I was thinking of you. I can't remember why

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I was thinking of you. We stood at the top of stairs and you popped

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in my head and then there was a magpie. Is that where the pigeon was?

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Where the pigeon once was? There was a magpie, but then the magpie disappeared and

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then the pigeon did come back again. So, yeah,

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there you go. Magpies have been there. Like. And.

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Yes. Was it yesterday?

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Yesterday? The day before, I was

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walking the kids to school and my husband came with

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me. And on the way back, we were talking about this new

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framework and, like, the potential of it. And then I saw

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a magpie. I was like, oh, there's good luck. And then I looked on the

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field and there was six

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magpies, six for gold, and I was like, oh,

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hello. And these are

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the things. These are the synchronicities and the sides. And that is the

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sort of thing that would go in your journal. And I had this thing and

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it's for me anyway, and I saw six magpies and that felt

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like a real. A moment of

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confirmation. A because also I was

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thinking about how, for me, the outside world

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has always been my confirmation. Like, I get a lot of

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synchronicities, signs, messages

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that as a psychic or as an intuitive, I think people get

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the impression that everything always happens in your head or in your

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body. For me, and it's been true for a lot of my

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journey, it's happened outside. I see things outside. That's

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true. Yeah, I know. It's normal. Yeah. Like, even this

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morning, it was absolutely throwing it down with rain.

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It was really stormy. Kids on the school trip at the

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zoo today, so it was, oh, nice. Like, it was atrocious.

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Like, even just getting into the car, we got soaking wet. And so I'm driving

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into school and obviously everyone is driving. We usually walk, but, like,

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everyone's driving in and there's this little

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roadway to get into the school that just isn't big enough. And people park and

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there was just cars. I could not. And I

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was just sitting there, and then someone behind, like, honking is. Can't go

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anywhere. There is no room. And then I

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was. I had on one of my apps,

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because I listen to audiobooks when I'm sleeping. It

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had come on to my car thing,

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a chapter. It was the final chapter of this book called

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success and something by Doctor David Hawkins.

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And he starts talking about traffic. He's literally.

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So I'm sitting there. I'd got them on. The kids were like, oh, Murray,

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like, people can't drive, can they? And I was like, oh, it is what it

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is. Don't worry. You'll get there. And he starts talking about when

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you're. He's talking about grace and, like, really embodying this

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thing and not doing people favors, but just being

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courteous and embodying that energy. And

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he was saying that when you're in traffic, if you become

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the person that always lets people go, and it might be really hard

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to begin with, but always be that person that lets people go,

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then you start to embody win attitude,

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because otherwise, if bumper to bumper, it's I win, you lose. Whereas

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when you let people go, like, when I was sitting there, I couldn't go

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anywhere, but, like, almost every car that was. That was

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essentially coming the other way was flashing and thanking me and

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putting their hand up. So this morning, I received 25

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pieces of that one, but 20, I don't think it was

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me, but 25 pieces of gratitude, like,

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to start my morning. And how much is that a different reframe

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from. Oh, I was stuck in traffic, and it took ages. And then

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I was happy listening to my book with my kids company

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dry. And then when I came out the car, it almost stopped raining, and

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now they should be at the zoo in five minutes. It

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stopped. But. And it's the knock on effect of that. All those 20 people

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who were let through, who might otherwise have got angry

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or been late for something or got agitated or been frustrated,

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now their days better as well. And so maybe next time they need to give

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way or let somebody through, whether they need to.

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They weren't late. I really is. If I would have somehow

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managed to go any further forward, everyone would have got

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stuck. Yeah, everyone would have got stuck. No one would. It would have been lose

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lose. And this is what he was talking about. If you're aiming for win lose,

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then actually what you're advocating for is the lose energy, because it's the

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polarity and then everyone's losing. Whereas

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if you're aiming for win, then everyone's winning. And this is the sort

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of mindset shift and attitude

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shift that we begin to cultivate, and that changes everything

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we are and how we show up and the success that we have and the

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abundance that we have and the gratitude that we feel and the funky

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things flying across the screen. We're gonna have to go back

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and watch the. Yeah, watch it and see if we can screenshot

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it, because there's no. There's definitely no fairies

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in my floor. Yeah, they definitely seem to come in. I don't know

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who they are, but we're here for them. We are. We love

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you. The other you just reminded me of something. So before I met my friend,

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sorry to go back. Digress. Go back to that. I had, I'd

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left my pass. I've got, like, a thing in my car where all my pound

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coins are for the trolleys. And I'd got out my car, what past the

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trolleys, got so far, I was like, oh, I forgot my pound coin. So I

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had to go back to the car to get my pound coin. And in that

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incident, I was like, oh, forgotten my pound coin. Like, a bit annoyed. But then

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it wasn't until I did my reflections on the evening when I'm going back through

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the day that I realized that had I not forgotten my pound

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coin, I wouldn't have met my friend. We would have missed each

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other. Exactly. And it's english. Yeah.

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Goes, and this is such a thing, and this is so important

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for me and my. My teachings. Like, for you, bethe, you're so

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intentional, and you are so this is what's going to happen. This is how

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I'm going to feel. This is what I'm open to. This is what I'm available

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for. This is what I'm not available for. When we are that intentional

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and everything's in alignment, then we can be really sure

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that the universe is working for us, and it's always

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conspiring for us for whatever that is. And so it comes

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to that point, like this morning when I'm sitting there stuck,

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and it added on, what, five minutes to my day or

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to my journey, it becomes, okay,

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like, how is this working in my favor? Like, what

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is this? Maybe am I avoiding because of it, or what am

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I gaining because of it? And it's such a mindset shift that you're

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not. Then in this panic of, oh, my God, I'm going to

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be late, which is just fear, scarcity, energy, which is time

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is running out, for example. And it comes into note this is

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cool. Everything is working out for me. Everything is working out for me. And

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then is. The more you think that, then guess what? The more everything's working out

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for you. So it really becomes this Abraham

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Hicks speak about the vortex, and it's such a powerful

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image of having this vortex and what is it that's spinning around in

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it. And I think what you do with your practice is it

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really brings that into clarity and

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intentional practice and out of the

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subconscious. And then as you write it and you

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embody it, it goes back into the subconscious. It's like a real

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reprogramming of that. Yeah. And to acknowledge that. We're

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going to have difficult days sometimes, but if we have

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practice like this, we can reframe that, like you say,

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and acknowledge it for what it is in the moment, and

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process that in a way that you want to process it and move forward. I'm

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glad that we talked about journaling today. Maybe we should bring the book of

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questions. We have the book of questions, didn't we? Should we thought about this morning.

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I was like, oh, I'm going to ask Beth to bring the book of questions.

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Maybe we do that next time. We'll do that next time. Yeah. And then I

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just had a soul inspired thought. I didn't think of it

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earlier. I've been doing some channeling with star beings.

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How about you and I get together and you can ask my channel

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some questions? We can record it, put it on

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YouTube, maybe even have a thing and let us.

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You up for that? Yeah, of course. Why would I not be up for

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that? But I think now's the time.

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Let's bring the channel in. I'm feeling the call to

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do that. And we can ask some cool questions.

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Let's do it. Lots of wise ones.