It is a very common term that we say all the time.

You could print it on a T shirt for sure.

Which is to say, it is all within.

It is within you.

You have it within.

You have what it takes.

The answer's within.

Say it all the time.

And today's transmission of an episode is going to paint more specificity and nuance into how literal of a statement that is, how literal we mean this to be, to say that you have it within.

And an energy that Nikki and I have been tapping into has a lot to do with the inner guidance system, the Oracle within.

We just did an event recently called the Oracle Activation, which is all about literally waking up on the deepest degree.

The consciousness in you that knows this, that is like, yeah, duh, it's within me.

Hello, duh.

Never, never heard anything more basic in my life.

Is it knowing that is so anchored into that?

And by the way, you can grab that event in the Lincoln bio, in our link in the descriptions, it's available for replay.

But this idea of having it within you.

In a recent episode, we talked all about DNA codes in the gene keys, and this rabbit hole starts to open up.

This way of viewing the self, which is through a lens of being so whole and complete that then what you seek can be found within you by turning inward, by being inspired by your own self, by.

By the thought patterns and emotional patterns that you're experiencing, by the vision that you have.

All these things that you would relate to your sense of self and even to your connection to the universe are all gateways into.

An answer, a way forward, a tweak, a shift.

It's the blueprint, it's within you.

And a visualization sort of concept I had come through the other day was that if you were to zoom out and look at an entire picture of the universe, it would be really silly to be like, something's missing.

There's something missing in the universe.

Like it's the entire universe.

It's the whole thing.

It's all there.

It's literally all there.

Everything that could exist is.

Is in this photograph of what you're observing.

And then when you realize that you are a microcosm of that greater thing and you came from the source which created the whole universe, all of a sudden it's going to start to feel really silly to think that you lack something.

It's like, what it's like.

Look at yourself as if it's a photo of the entire cosmos and its perfection and its elegance.

So let's say that cosmos that.

That Solar system wanted to figure something out.

It'S not going to seek it out.

The concept of even looking outside of itself doesn't even compute.

When you realize that in every square inch of you and in your auric field, your energy body, the physical body, all of that is housing in it the codes that you quote, unquote, need to realize your dreams and your visions and to feel like you are so connected in with where you're meant to be going.

This idea of being guided is like, oh, yes, because it's within me.

And in the DNA conversation with Gene Keys, we were speaking about this spectrum of consciousness that is found all across the universe and how in sacred geometry, you can measure and come up with these symbols that then are found in many places.

So you start to relate to the self and the universe as being this very harmonic, elegant in flow, organism that kind of knows what it's up to.

It knows how to do a thing or two.

And when it comes to your path and your journey, you can literally sit in the stillness of your own presence, breathe into your own heart.

And breathe into this, like, core, most essential tiniest fraction that's inside of you.

Imagine there's like the tiniest crystal within the center of the center of the center of the center, center of your heart.

And in there is the fractal of power that made the whole universe.

And it sounds poetic, and that sounds like, oh, beautiful.

No, this is literal.

So now when you're seeking something, you get to relate to yourself as the oracle.

That's what it means.

You're walking around with the guidebook.

And now if you haven't quite turned to the page yet with the answer, that's where the beauty of life comes in.

Because it's gonna mirror to you and spark to you what you're meant to reveal.

And this is what I'll invite you, Nikki, something you're speaking to before, in addition to whatever else is coming through you, speaking to this idea that the.

Way that life will show you and invite you to realize what's within is profound in the way that it comes through a vision or a challenge, a mirror, a dream that you have.

Now we get to talk about how that.

Is just another opportunity to remember the codes and the truth that is within you, that is being invited to come online.

We're dropping in there, huh?

He goes, don't do an intro, don't do anything.

Just drop right in.

Okay?

I asked for that, and I wanted that I was able to receive and just feel the energy of everything that you're just saying.

And holy crap, that was beautiful.

That needs to be like our morning alarm every morning.

You know?

Is it?

Can I just say here, quick desire.

I would love one day to do.

A big project with the podcast episodes where we find glorious, like five, ten minute clips of us riffing and we put music behind it and beautiful, like, film cinematic images and just create, like, short films of wisdom.

I would love to do that one day.

Wow.

Okay, whoever wants to go sift through the episodes, give us some time stamps of your favorite quotes.

Yeah, that would be epic.

Holy crap.

But, yeah, as you were speaking, I was feeling some stuff come through that I'm not even quite sure is going to fully click as I'm speaking, but I'm going to just let it rip and see where it goes.

I was just imagining that all of this is energy, right?

This entire experience is energy.

And then you have a formation of energy that creates these things that we call code, or what Richard Rudd would reference as, like, different kinds of algorithms that utilize that energy to create something, to create another expression of that energy.

And we as beings are creations.

So we as beings are made up of all of these different algorithms and codes that take what is just the vastness of this realm, energy, and condense it into form through the computation of data through the algorithms and codes.

Is this clicking and landing?

Yes.

More.

And what I'm like, feeling into is the fact that every single algorithm and.

Way that this energy is.

Created and made into different things is all within us.

The source code, the.

The foundational algorithm that created all of life is also within us.

And when we talk about, like, the gene keys and DNA activation, essentially what we're talking about is more light and more information, accessing the algorithms within you to express a different form, which is the evolution of humanity.

And I'm just like, feeling it like I'm floating around in banana land right now because this is all just clicking on such a deep level.

And I feel like this is kind of a continuation of last week's episode, but I'm so freaking here for it because I feel like we're going to drop in right now.

We're in such a elevated state and really tapped in, and I'm excited to see where this goes.

But holy crap, I've been going through my own kind of DNA gene keys awakening that I've been talking about.

I talked about on the last episode.

If you didn't listen to that one, definitely give that one a listen.

But Bella has obviously been very immersed in this world of gene Keys.

And I also have, too, by proxy of being her best friend and doing this work with you.

And I've sat in sessions of receiving your codes and unlocking that genius within me.

But things are just hidden because I've been going through a consciousness shift that is allowing me to interpret the data in light in a different way.

Which is literally what I'm saying now in the context of.

Yeah, anyway, it's meta, but, yeah, I just feel like things are making sense and clicking in such a magical way where the work now, like, I'm just feeling into the work that we're about to do in the portal now, is going to be even more defined with this DNA activation, because we have such a beautiful understanding of the science behind it, and more of the.

Almost like the study of the epigenetics and understanding the frequency impact on the body and more of, like, the.

Physical aspect of it.

I'll speak for myself because I know that this has always been such a deep understanding that you carry with the codes that you tap into.

But, yeah, literally every single thing that you could ever need is within you, because within you, you have the.

Full library of algorithms that can interpret data and light in a full spectrum of ways.

And when I'm.

When I'm speaking to the full spectrum, this is what Gene Keys talks about as light expression, gift expression, city expression, which is kind of like the sequence of expressions of your genes incorporating, sorry, digesting data in different ways so it will digest less light and express itself as a shadow.

And when there's more light able to access the gene, it's going to express itself in more of a cytic way or a gift activation way.

And I feel like what you're tapping us into with everything, being within, is so sacred and beautiful, because what I'm recognizing is that we have the algorithms within us.

And if you wish to experience something differently, it's not so much of, oh, I need to change who I am.

You get to shift the way you're allowing light and information to access your field so that the algorithms can.

Oh, my God.

People are gonna think we're, like, stoned right now, but.

We are sober.

This is just our consciousness.

Anybody who thought that left a hundred episodes ago.

Oh, my God, 124 episodes ago.

I think this is 126.

Yeah.

So what I was saying is that we literally have everything within us.

And when you're wanting to experience something differently, essentially what you're desiring is to allow in more light into your system so that the algorithm that you already have within you can take in more data, more coherence, more information, and express itself in more of a gift through the lens of a gift or a city, which is just a higher expression of a code that's already within you.

So this is so beautiful because then you think about a vision, and when you tune into what a vision is, a dream that's coming through the heart space, essentially what you're tuning into is a version of self that is expressing itself with more light in a higher frequency.

And something that's really beautiful about the work that we do.

And the foundation of us really leaning into this practice of like, reality rendering and manifestation.

It's not so much about, like, okay, that dream is something that I need to go get.

And without it, I'm less whole.

What we do inside of the world of Om, which is so beautiful, this is just such a beautiful way to live, is to see the vision as a representation of a frequency and an energy that wants to come alive within you, but it's already within you.

And when you're utilizing a dream and a vision as inspiration, that is, when I hear the word inspiration, I literally imagine someone connecting their heart to.

Connecting with the.

The channel of the heart, which is.

I imagine it as a bridge from the scene to the unseen.

You are taking your current consciousness and bridging itself to the frequency and the energy of that version of self in the vision.

And inspiration, to me, is funneling in ideas from those higher states, Whether it be from a future version, a future version of yourself, or someone else's feel, whatever, it's all the same.

Honestly, when.

When you really look at it, it's a soup of thoughts and information.

It doesn't matter who it's coming from.

But I just feel this beautiful calling to speak about this because you guys all have these really beautiful visions and missions and desires that are so sacred, and you should never be shamed for holding that.

And this is definitely an initiation I've been going through in myself is like really fully claiming the bigness of what I see I'm creating in my life, and I've already been creating it and I'm living in the freaking dream.

But holy crap, is it only ever going to expand?

And I just want you guys to feel into your own the bigness, because that bigness can be equated to a frequency and an energy that just is literally sitting within you, ready to be activated.

And that's a really powerful perspective to hold on your visions because then they become a source of inspiration where you can bridge yourself to that version of Self, channel in the energy, activate it in your now, and you stop seeing it as something that's out there, and you start seeing it as something that's actually accessed in this very present moment through the physical body that you are right here, right now.

Like, something that Bella was saying before we hit record was, what's this?

Before you hit record.

Or maybe you said this in your poetic intro, but you.

You said, like, it's literally within your skin right here, right now.

And that's a really beautiful knowing and just like a deep truth to hold within, because it's not out there.

It's within you right here, right now.

Every single thing is within you right here, right now.

So, yeah, that's what's coming through for me, you know?

It's so cool.

Seat belts.

We need seat belts.

We need seat belts.

To then think about this is how I then start to feel about this allotment of a life journey I've been given is I think about how this is very personal to me, too, because of the keys I have.

And a lot of them have to do with, like, drive and ascension and aspiration and expansion.

But to think about how the vision and the thing that calls me is so that I can live this life with this attitude of, I want to see what the I'm made of because I'm made of the universe.

And the more that I go out and play with that, the more I get to discover energies already inside of me that then I get to explode out onto a canvas or a.

Or a freaking interaction with a friend or piece of art, this business.

And it wakes up this vitality and this, like, literal fire of existence that moves through me and actually makes me emotional.

To think about how, as human, a human being, like, housed within you is the energy of a thousand suns.

And to pour that into your life is magic and is healing and to find out what you're made of and to use this journey as a play of being like, wow, thank you, God, for this vision and for calling me into such discomfort.

Because you.

You're telling me that I should go be a stage, and that's where I meant to be.

And I'm like, who the do I think I am?

To say I can do that.

Good, because it's stirring up so much energy inside.

It's showing me what I'm made of and what we're each made of is beyond words.

It is beyond that.

Is the, like, one of the deepest levels of why we have these visions and why we have this drive that gets woken up in a person when you live through the heart and you bring more light into your being is because you're a child of an ever expanding, insane explosion of light in all directions.

And to harness that energy, is that superhuman?

That's like Mount Everest is nothing to you.

Like, that's the energy that is so powerful.

That literally all comes from realizing it's within.

You feel kind of on top of the world when you're in that flow.

That energy of, like, vitality.

Yeah.

And what a blessing to have, like, the consciousness to know how to channel that.

I was feeling that yesterday.

I was just in pure creation mode, creating.

So it was just one of those days where you're like, how the heck did I just do all of that in one day?

And I could not fall asleep because I literally felt like I was high.

And.

It'S because when you're activating this energy within you and then sharing it outward, it's life giving.

And what I'm feeling into is.

How sacred it is.

As we start to elevate our conscious, start to.

As we continue to elevate our consciousness.

And we're expressing.

These keys within.

In more of a gift expression, you start to feel like you're floating through life in the best way possible because you're syncing up.

With.

Universal energies.

And I'm just seeing almost like, imagine a robot that has every single code within it or algorithm that made up the entire.

Universe that that robot resides in.

And that robot can express those codes and utilize the algorithms in a spectrum of ways.

And when in a state of survival, the codes are going to be activated to a different frequency where the robot actually has to expend more energy.

Outward.

And then as the robot regulates and comes into this inner knowing of its eternal safety and wholeness and really recognizing the infinite being that they are.

And they're remembering that, oh my goodness, I have within me every code that is.

Existing in this entire realm.

And starting to elevate the energy and access a different expression of their algorithms.

The way they're expressing themselves and what they're doing in their reality field is coming from a place less of survival and more of creativity, expansion, inspiration.

And I really do see it as this, like, energy that's pouring outward by sharing your gifts and doing what it is that you came here to do, living in alignment more with the purpose and the mission.

But as you express those genes or algorithms through more of a light expression, you're syncing up with the energies that feel more coherent to the system.

And that's when it goes out and comes in and becomes life giving instead of just out of a state of survival where it's kind of the opposite.

And I felt this.

We obviously feel this a lot in life, but there's clearly moments where we're like peaking and feeling this to like such a high degree.

And I notice in my life that I peak and feel this at such a high degree when I'm creating a lot.

Like when I'm using my gifts and I'm sharing them and I'm like in this state of inner abundance, of just pure expression and creativity and facing the resistance.

And then when I'm not creating, I feel depressed.

I feel like I was hit by a truck and something is going off and I feel like I'm forgetting and I go back into that survival state.

So I do feel like the.

The secret sauce to starting to activate the heightened expressions of your genes is yes, altering your environment through your energy, your thoughts and caring for your auric field.

But also start acting on those gifts in a way that feels good to you and you will naturally start ascending upward through the.

It's like you're synchronizing with creative forces.

Wow.

I didn't expect any of this to come through, but it's coming through.

Wow.

Yeah.

This is then why you start to make your whole life a creative act.

And this is what happens with like you, you.

You don't think it's significant, but you realize it is.

Where it's like the joy of.

We've talked about this.

Cooking, juicing, preparing a meal for your loved one.

All these little places that you realize you can bring your energy to.

Then the gift that it is to in your partnerships and friendships to express the unique codes that you have makes it a creative act.

You know, it's depleting as relationships where you're not being yourself and you're holding back your coats.

No wonder you're exhausted.

Hello.

Make the relationship and the friendship a place where you get to express your codes.

And if it's not in alignment because you don't feel like you can do it there, then.

Discernment.

Don't go there.

Go to places that you can express your gifts and that you choose to do that.

Your literal toric field starts spinning.

The freaking merkabah energy signature of your aura gets on fire.

Like you literally access more energy.

This is why you can have like 80 year old people that are more energetic than an 18 year old because they're so tapped in to life full Force and vitality.

That's what health is.

Energy freely moving.

Yeah.

And it's all accessed with what you have inside of you.

That is what's going to bankrupt the health industry that we're having is people waking up to their power within.

True health and vitality through health and vitality.

Yeah.

We just met.

Bell and I just went through, like, massive healings with health and I'll speak for myself.

But witnessing both of our healings brought me to just such a beautiful level of awareness of what health is.

Health is the observation of the movement of energy.

And I would say vitality is the experience of that.

All right.

I guess I would actually maybe alter those words a little bit and shift it.

But the big awareness that I came to is health is something that gets to be observed and then felt, and it's not something that needs to be created.

It's like always choosing to see the higher perspective and then you experience more of it.

With health, a lot of people will come into the mindset of defining themselves by some sort of diagnosis or something that a doctor told them, and then they're taking on the identity of, I am not healthy.

And what I believe allows the energy of life force to really start to move through the body is observing more of what is already present and observing more of the health that already exists within and starting to identify more with the essence of who you are, which is the movement of that energy.

And whenever you speak of vitality, I just imagine this, like, flow, like, getting to experience the flow of energy, and.

It just feels like it's something that when you observe it and you experience it more, it's like that cycle starts.

And, yeah, ever since that healing, I have shifted a lot not to, like, make this into a conversation on health, but I've been feeling such a sense of vitality in my body because I was recognizing the ways that I was identifying with, like, inflammation and, like, weight gain and having this whole story in my head that I was on this, like, health decline.

When really, the more I associate and connect in with that life force, that vitality, the more I get to experience it.

And I've literally have never felt better.

Like, I felt so freaking alive from within.

And, yeah, I feel like vitality is something that I would love to hear you speak to more because this is something that has been such a huge aspect of your journey.

But if you were to talk to someone who maybe is not feeling like they have that vitality and they're not experiencing it, what would you share with them?

Yeah, something that with what you were alluding to, Nikki, of these.

Both of us having these incredible healing shifts as it pertains to our health.

I'll just start by sharing, like, for me, what was a big breakthrough was it actually relates perfectly to this conversation about everything being within.

Because.

What I was guided to see is that.

The previous identity of myself.

Outsourced the.

Bestowment of the healthy label to someone else, that is a doctor or someone who could, like, read a blood test and be like, you're good or you're not good.

And it was false in the sense that by realizing that my own body.

Knows and is the only thing, the only one that can fully know the state of quote, unquote, health that I'm in, and this very subtle but extremely, extremely powerful shift in realizing that even if my conscious mind doesn't know what my body knows, for example, of, like, something that's happening in my.

I don't know what an organ, the body still knows.

The body knows and is so intelligent.

It's always doing what it needs to do to inform you, either through a symptom or a sensation or it's actively repairing itself on a tiny, you know, cellular level.

And what happened was me realizing it was a blind spot basically of, oh, my gosh, I was putting the responsibility or the.

It was more like I was putting the ability to determine if I'm healthy or not on someone else, which you can then see was like, oh, wow, no wonder I then was in a state of being like, am I good?

Am I healthy?

Is there something wrong with me?

Is there not something wrong with me because of waiting for someone, something to finally say, hey, check, you're good.

Right?

And I know so many people will resonate with that, especially with the consciousness of a lot of, you know, medical facilities that you go to that are very much like, talking to you as if you don't know anything about yourself, which is extremely convenient disempowering.

So to realize that it's in your own hands, literally, as if to say, even if your body is expressing a symptom or a sensation or a feeling of some kind, whatever that might be.

That can now be viewed as an expression.

So at least, like, neutralize it to say your body is doing what it does, which is what it's supposed to do, which means nothing's wrong with it, and it's expressing itself through a cough, a cold, a.

Insert symptom that you're experiencing, it's an expression in that space is where I think you get to start to just redefine your whole relationship to your own body.

And as it pertains to vitality.

To me, it's like, it's always been.

Clear to me that it's about.

Being in this flow with this body that you're given and getting to interact with food and life and movement in a way that lifts up your joy, which is like, kind of like another way of thinking about, like, a way that vitality is showing through someone is their joy.

So then it's becomes very clear, like, okay, what's most important is the actions and, you know, rituals, habits that increase that feeling.

For me, that's always been like, dance has been such a big thing.

I mean, so many people relate to that.

Who doesn't love to throw a song on and freaking break it down?

But what if you doing that came with the intention of that being an expression of your health and vitality?

And then when you're enjoying food with people, no matter what the food is, and if someone labels it as like, this is the right diet or this is not the right diet, are you experiencing connection and joy and fun through what you're eating?

Like, that is just a completely different energy to then be.

To then be infusing into food or movement.

And.

Yeah, I would say just someone who's not feeling that sense of vitality.

Like.

Give yourself some space from the paradigms of health and vitality and even wellness that you can feel your, like, energy is leaking onto them and is like, seeking their guidance in a way that's just making you feel like you don't know or that there's something wrong.

And if that's present, it's like, take a little bit of a.

Even if it's just like a neutralizing, energetic break from it.

To tune in with, like, what is the basic thing that makes you feel even just 1% more light and alive and joyful in your body or in your moment?

Whatever that little thing is, if, like, whatever degree range you can move or whatever that is, like.

Tune into what's inside of, like, what's your definition of joy?

Because that is going to have a greater effect on you.

And this is like, this is the paradigm shift because this is the, you know, old paradigm that now a lot of people are even waking up to, like, the extreme wellness trends that are with that consciousness of I have to do this and I have to do that, and you have to hit this metric and this that, and we're like, oh, that surfaced for a time and now we're realizing it's A checkbox thing.

We don't even know what it means.

And even more so, we're infusing it with an energy of I'm not there yet.

I'm not there yet.

I'm not there yet.

I have to.

I have to, like, improve myself.

Improve myself.

Instead of.

Taking a break from that and tuning into the more simplified version of what makes you feel a percent more alive today and a little bit more in tune with this beautiful vessel that you have.

That's such a beautiful way to put it.

I'm feeling like every single thing, from fueling yourself to moving your body to even the way that you dress and feel, it's all an expression of your awareness on that flow of energy.

Because when you're eating, then it can be an amplification of the joy or the connection that you're feeling to people or love.

Or maybe it's like, almost inc. By the way, my stomach is growling while we're recording this episode.

I literally feel like I need to tell Shivam to, like, edit my stomach growling.

As I'm talking about food.

Yeah.

I am just feeling this, like, really beautiful awareness drop in for myself and also other people, where we just get to feel that vitality every single moment.

Because you're deciding to become aware of the life force that is always flowing through you until your 3D physical body.

Is.

Has done its time.

And this is something that I think expanding the awareness on and what you're saying is, like, choosing these things that allow you to amplify the presence of that energy and your awareness on it.

Yeah, really beautiful.

Yeah, I know.

We took a little pivot.

I feel like that was just a conversation I was inspired to hear more of your perspective on because I feel like it's been such a beautiful part of your journey.

And to witness it has been really beautiful as well.

And I can sense that a lot of people would benefit from hearing that perspective and story.

So thank you for sharing that.

Yeah, for sure.

Yeah.

I feel like we can, on and off record, maybe go even deeper into those, like, personal healing journeys, because they are really cool to hear and to talk about.

Yeah, for sure.

For sure.

Yeah.

I feel like the big thing that we're tapping into is just this conversation on how everything is within.

And something else I'm feeling into now is even my approach to being in containers and working with mentors and listening to podcasts.

It's all completely changed because now I'm feeling this.

It's just so beautiful because then you step inside of, like, today we were a part of a group program.

And we're sitting there receiving the codes of Sarah.

And what happens is you open yourself up to see what someone else is teaching and to feel into how what they're sharing one is within you.

And if it's activating something even more within you, like, codes are being unleashed by the expression of their codes.

And this is a very sacred way to approach any sort of like, information that you're taking in books that you're reading.

I'm sure we can all relate to an experience of sitting with a book and reading the words, but you feel something happening within yourself.

And this is literally the process of remembering through the activation of someone else's genius and codes that you're taking in.

And something that is coming through now is how cool it is when someone is an expression of their gifts.

It literally activates your gifts.

And this is something you talk about all the time.

It's so beautiful to feel into that.

Which is why when you're reading a book that's like really freaking hitting, those person's codes are of a specific frequency that are activating a specific code within you.

And this is a really cool approach to take to reading, to being a part of containers, to working with mentors.

It takes away the pedestal and you start recognizing, oh, I'm coming into a space to activate more of my DNA and my codes within by being in a specific energetic environment or someone else's expression of their codes.

Yes.

Wow, this is making me think of amazing comment that our Omi Erica left on either one of my YouTube videos or a podcast we did.

I can't remember, but just this whole idea that because of realizing that you have it within, then the fun aspect of being, you know, in the student seat and receiving from someone is to just be in the enjoyment of seeing what is remembered and seeing what drops in.

And also just the beauty of like the whole complete self when sitting in that energy of the whole complete self, then there's a realness to, like, there's something unique that the other person has that is so fun to receive because it's actually different, like, and unique.

Unique to from you.

And you get to receive that more when you're in that energy of the depedestalizing and seeing everyone in their genius.

And then like you're saying, it wakes up these codes within you.

And it's just this like, beautiful symbiotic effect of everyone is rising all together.

And.

Yeah, it's just like every single person could rotate onto the stage if you Will and like, share their gifts or their expression, and it will lift.

Up the whole group.

And then you can rotate to the next person and it will just keep happening.

I'm even seeing how even a shadow expression of a gift still does that.

It just feels a bit uncomfortable.

Yeah, totally.

And I feel like that's a big fat permission slip to give yourself.

Something that I've found so beautiful with the study of the gene Keys recently is feeling into like a state of compassion and honoring for past selves who were expressing more of a shadowy aspect of my codes.

And something you and I have spoken about is it just becomes so much less personal.

Obviously you take ownership and take radical responsibility for.

Whatever it is that you're feeling is coming through your own psyche and your perceptions.

But you just start to really feel into the beauty that whenever you do express maybe something a bit more in the shadows.

It's just an algorithm.

It's just a code that's functioning void of light.

And there's actually something really beautiful about the allowance of just letting yourself be a freaking human and functioning at all different levels and whatever it is.

And I just think back to those versions of self that maybe had a moment of being triggered or saying something or feeling something or doing something.

I'm like, damn, that version of self was so strong and on a soul level.

She always knew.

But it's like the soul was almost like allowing the human version of me to do it that way.

Because that's the strength I had in that moment was to live out the shadow.

And I feel like it's honestly harder to express the shadow than the light.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Like, it takes more energy for sure.

Yeah.

Wow.

So powerful.

I love this.

I love when we riff on like a simple statement and go so deep into it that the whole then like a person can just repeat to themselves.

I have it all within.

And it comes packed with all this, like, new meaning to it.

Yeah.

Wow.

I literally feel like I'm going through awakenings every single freaking day.

Do you feel that way?

Yeah.

I feel like the energy right now is literally insane.

I.

Yeah.

And pair.

Pair that with when you're in the creative act, it's like it like, amplifies it even more.

Why do you think?

Because of what I was saying before.

Like, you would connect it to which part where you're in this, like, relationship of being in sync with the universal energies and it's like life giving and.

Yeah.

I just think it like, gets the system going on all cylinders.

So, like the energy, it's like seeing, like, some sort of machine that, like, sucks up an energy and then, like, spits it out at the top.

Yeah.

And it's like those cylinders are spinning so much because you're in the creative act that then it's like, whoop, new energy.

Whoop, new energy.

Whoop, new energy.

And it, like, gets literally transformed quickly.

And that's also on par with the collective energy right now is, like, speeding up.

Consciousness shifts are available to us at the snap of a finger.

Doesn't always have to be that fast, but there's a degree to.

To this that it really is happening quite quickly.

Yeah.

I've been experiencing that through meditation.

Guided meditations, for me, have been super impactful.

Like, I've had some pretty wild shifts from the Jess shepherd meditation I did this morning, Sarah's meditations from the two workshop.

Like, there's just something that feels so immediate these days.

Yeah.

And I do think it's like, there is the muscle that you've been flexing with meditation and the ability to drop in that you're priming your consciousness for a shift.

So then, like, the word that someone says in the guided experience can actually land.

Right.

This is what we create in our signature experiences with breath and sound and melodic house.

And all of that is, like, bringing someone into a state.

And the words we're speaking are not just words.

They carry the code or they even just carry, like, the lesson we just gave.

And.

And so then they're, like, primed for a shift, and then they open their eyes and they're like, oh, my God, I just, like, experienced this.

Or, wow, I have clarity on this.

And then that actually causes a real physical, physiological shift.

It's actually wild when you talk about it from more of, like, the how.

And I feel like because I've been going through these massive consciousness shifts, I've always had an understanding of the how and an intention behind what it is that we're doing.

And it's just amplifying and growing as I increase my, like, the depth of understanding.

And.

Yeah, it's just wild.

Like.

You start to really grasp the energetics of what's happening in this realm.

And then when you drop into a meditation, you just know what the F is up.

And you're like, okay, time to surrender the mind.

Let's allow the body to open up.

And you're just able to really let go and allow what wants to come through.

To come through.

Yeah.

Wow.

Yeah.

This is why I love the Portal and why I'm getting so excited to be back into the next round that starts in January.

Because.

This is what you get in the Portal is you're getting so deep into the how that it becomes your new logic, where intuition is just, oh, duh, that's how I get guidance.

And we drew a drop in.

And you've been learning about the impact of frequency and DNA awakening and all these things anchor even more the belief and the knowing that it works.

And that is like a big piece of just.

Seeing a result, honestly, is like the how.

And deconstructing it adds to the magnetism because you're convinced.

You're like, duh, I see how the table's made.

It's a table, okay, Boom, I can make one now.

And in the Portal, it's so incredible because we go so deep into the real mechanisms of reality creation, and then you actually get to feel it for yourself on a conscious consciousness level.

And then you go out and you play with it and experience it, and then you come back the next week and it's another code on it.

And it's incredible.

I mean, this is what we experienced with the first round.

It literally rewires the entire way you relate to reality.

So, yeah, just feel called to.

If you are curious about.

Deepening your understanding and also your embodiment of these things that we talk about in these podcast episodes, come and do the Portal, because that's where it's going to anchor in like never before.

And like we've been saying we teach with this knowing of there being no pedestal and it's a mirror effect and.

And you're just waking something up within you, and then you're in a zoom room with dozens of other people who are also holding that frequency.

It's so fucking powerful.

And then you get to go off and do your creations and your business and your expressions with this anchored knowing.

And there is no doubt that it works.

And this is the codes and you're seeing reality with an even clearer lens.

And that is freaking power.

That's the energy of a being that has a mission and serves it every day and is resilient and is so locked in and it's co creating with source.

This is what helps you access it.

And that's what we do inside the Portal.

So check it out and listen to your intuition and tune into your heart and your soul.

If you are someone that is feeling into 2026 and is like, it is time to do my mission my way to burn the freaking rule book.

To tune the F in to what is within me and to commit myself to Six months of every single week tuning to these frequencies.

The portal is for you.

We created this for you.

I did not expect you to pop off like that, but damn, am I happy you did.

I didn't expect you to talk about the portal.

And then when you started talking, I'm like, oh, this is ripping the codes right now.

Well, I just got so inspired with you alluding to, like, no, that was incredible.

It was incredible.

Honestly, for me, like, I find the how to be one of the most interesting things.

Yeah, no, I'm right there with you.

Yeah.

It's so fascinating.

And in my experience, it's what has made.

I don't think it's what has added to, like, this sense of confidence and magnetism, because I'm like, I just get how it works.

It's duh to me.

It's like, duh energy, where I'm like, okay, yeah, so I'm gonna go and do it and this is how it's gonna work out.

And bada bing, bada boom.

Like, no, it's epic.

It's actually epic.

I was, like, really feeling into your world as I was reading the Jean Keys books, and I'm like, wow.

I feel like I just took my journey to a whole new level, having even more understanding of everything that you dive into.

And it does feel like such a confidence freaking boost to understand even more of the algorithms and the mechanisms of how this reality field works.

Yeah.

I mean, this is how I felt when I did.

When I went really deep into the subconscious because of the way that you inspired me and your work with that modality was I was like, even more clicking, like, wow.

Like, this is how it works.

Like, this is how reality is created.

Holy crap.

And then the cool thing is, it's all brought together, like, to pair these things together in the way that we do in Almond, especially in the portal is wild.

Like, it just is endlessly fascinating.

And the.

The coolest toolkit to be creating your reality with is, like, with these systems and understandings of the.

How do you feel like, this is going to become so normalized one day?

Like, these are.

This is life hack stuff, and I feel like.

Or does it.

Is it only, like, reserved for people that find it?

Dude.

It'S hard to know because I know we're like, you know, everyone is in.

In.

At the end of the day, it's kind of in their own, like, bubble of paradigm.

But.

I do feel like it's taking hold.

Like it's spreading in a way right where people are like, oh, like, there's a, like a sort of a world that I can do this in that's a bit, you know, more regenerative to my life.

So I, I do think there's an awakening happening.

Oh, of course, the awakening.

But I'm just saying more of like.

Yeah, how widespread.

How.

Yeah, like how widespread are we gonna get?

And I feel like when you think about the multi dimensional reality, it's like you're just gonna end up in a reality field where it feels so.

Like we're already.

We're in that reality field.

It feels so normalized.

Like there's so many people in our world that you talk about Gene Keys and you're like.

And they're like, yeah, what's your, what's your top kit?

Like?

It's very normalized.

Yeah.

I was just feeling maybe Ohm is gonna be bringing.

Yes.

Which we freaking are.

Hello.

This is our mission, dog.

This is on us.

Let's go.

Like, we gotta hope this comes out to the people.

Yeah.

I mean, we're doing it.

We're freaking doing it.

I can't even imagine how many people have looked up their Gene Keys in human design just by listening to this podcast.

And we've gotten so many messages from people talking about their revelations and all the things.

It's pretty wild, but I just can't.

Something that Richard Broad said really, really freaking hit when I was listening to that Pam Gregory and Richard Rudd video.

He was saying how the next year is really a year of choosing your destiny.

And he was calling 2026 the year of the closing door.

Right.

Am I repeating that correctly?

It was the year of the closing door and it was really exciting and beautiful because I just feel into this beautiful energy that we have been cultivating with the work that we're doing and the reality fields we're already experiencing.

And I'm just feeling into this timeline that I'm about to shift into with moving to Portugal and living on the ocean in this new house with my husband.

And I'm just like, I literally feel like I freaking quantum leaped into this reality of working so deeply in my.

In alignment with my mission, doing it with my best freaking friend.

Like, I literally feel like I shifted into a heaven on earth.

Like I would not change a freaking thing about my life.

And that's pretty epic to be able to say.

And I'm just feeling into like how when he was talking about, you're choosing your destiny and doing the work and shifting your like, shadows and healing.

And I'm just thinking back to just the decision that I made, it wasn't a decision.

It was just an awakening that I went through that led me on this path.

But there were moments of making choices, of leaning into things, and I.

I don't know if I believe in one defined destiny.

I think that our destiny is.

I think that we have a specific energy that we came here to express and live through that can express itself in different ways depending on the consciousness that that vessel is expressing it.

And I feel like our destiny is just a reflection of that, like whatever our we are destined for in this lifetime.

And I do feel like there's these pivotal choices I've made, like moving to Arizona and just leaning into this, really committing myself with this like, lock in moment of moving and living in Arizona for two years and really, truly devoting myself to this work and our mission.

I'm just so grateful for those moments.

And when I was listening to Richard Rudd Talk about 2026 as the year of the closing door and choosing your destiny and he's launching his beautiful, like, retreat programs that you can do that are like a year and a half long, it feels like we all have aligned in this reality field.

That feels like we are.

We got.

We're in the right hallway, we're walking towards the right door.

Yes.

And it feels really magical.

And I just feel so excited for life.

Like, Peter and I were out to dinner the other night and we're just like two little kids, like, at dinner, like, so excited.

We're like, life is so cool.

Like, this is so awesome.

And we, we actually got.

What's it called when someone doesn't show up for dinner?

Like, you go on a date and they don't show up?

Stood up.

Stood up.

That's the term I was looking for.

We had a plan with this couple and something happened in their day and they ended up like, not texting us that they weren't coming.

And we showed up to dinner and we had an amazing dinner, just the two of us.

And it ended up being really epic and fun.

But we were just like sitting there reflecting on life and we're both like, so giddy and excited about moving to Portugal and feeling so stoked.

And I was just like looking in Peter's eyes and I was telling him, I'm like, do you realize life is just going to keep getting better and better and better and better?

And he's like, what the heck?

I'm like, what the heck?

And I feel like you and I have these moments too regular.

Like, we literally text about this all the time.

But I just can't believe it.

Like, but I can believe it.

But I also, like, can't believe it.

And I just am so grateful to, like, get to this point where you look at the hours and the days and the weeks and months and the years of the work that you put in and you're like, damn.

It really does freaking work.

100%.

Yes.

Wow.

And it's all within and it's all with.

But seriously, literally, it all happened from within.

You just.

Yeah, I feel like we're all waking up to this in our own ways.

It's all freaking within.

Holy.

It's been an hour.

I cannot believe these episodes fly by.

And I feel like I'm in a time warp.

Where did today go.

Dude?

I don't know.

Every.

Our podcast recordings have been of a different frequency lately because I'm always like, we get so in it.

They're so healing, the things that come through.

It's like the vitality is ripping.

And then I'm also really tired after because of, like, how intense it was in the best way.

Yeah.

I have been wired at night, though.

I've been like.

Same thing.

Like, it's like 11pm I'm like, what?

I get.

I'm like, do I.

Am I supposed to go to bed right now?

I've been getting notification pings to pick up the Jean Keys book.

I didn't realize that's what happens.

You get pings on like, go read this.

Go look at this.

K. Yes.

Yeah.

Oh, my God.

And then the code started off again.

It's insane.

Dude.

This was.

Okay, do you remember a couple months ago I was telling you how.

I don't even know what sparked it.

I was like listening to a Richard Rudd thing.

He mentioned a certain key.

It was connected to something we were about to talk about.

I couldn't remember.

And I started reading the book and I literally went into a time warp.

Oh, my God.

And I thought that it had been like three or four hours and.

Oh, I remember this.

An hour.

And it was.

And I was like, in the freaking codes.

And I was like adding a chapter to my book and I was like in a full on transient transcendent state.

Whoa.

Which key was it?

41.

Do you remember?

Yeah, it was the one.

Remember?

It was the one about.

Shadow of.

Fantasy.

Gift of.

I can't remember the gift, but the city is.

I think it's emanation.

And it was the one that was about.

The shadow expression of living only in like the dream fantasy world, but never moving that energy and Then shifting into this, like.

State of such pure expansion and creativity that you can just, like.

You just, like, know what's.

What's coming and how to align with it.

I think the gift is maybe anticipation.

Yeah.

And it was like the example with.

A music, a famous composer who really embodied this gift by being able to, like, feel into the, like, musical note that was meant to be next.

And how then when that gets into the most enlightened state, it's just emanation, which is, like, very difficult to describe.

It's just like.

Creativity.

Fukizi.

Fugazi.

I don't know if zoom cut it out for you.

No, I heard it.

But.

Yeah, that happens when you read that book.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Is that a gift you have.

Perhaps?

Let me see.

Yeah.

41 lives in the root.

See, that's the other part that I want to start exploring more of is.

The association with the gene key with a specific energy center.

Because I feel like there's freaking codes on that.

Yes.

I mean, whenever you read a key, just open up the body graph and, like, find the center.

And just by, like, knowing which one it lives in, you'll be able to like, click together what kind of the.

The other, other subtle energy frequency is.

Yeah.

Okay, noted.

It really.

It really, like, takes it to another level because you can just feel into what you intuitively know about each energy center and how it's like, oh, and it exists in this, like, part of the human body.

And then it's like, okay, what would that energy look like just in a Nate.

In, like, a natural environment?

What's the equivalent of, like, the solar plexus in a pond environment, if you will.

Wow.

Okay, cool.

Love it.

Love learning.

I re.

Started reading gene key 22 again for, like, the hundredth time.

Oh, there's.

There's no limit.

Doesn't exist to how many times you can reread a key, especially when it's your own.

Well, I haven't made it through the first three pages because I keep restarting.

It's true.

That's a long one.

It's like 15 pages.

Yeah.

Except I did sneak today and I read the last paragraph.

That's fine.

You can jump around.

Oh, that's what we need to bookmark for ourselves.

We need to do an off record where we share.

We mentioned we were gonna do that on the last episode, and we didn't do it for this off record, but.

Oh, yeah.

On the next off record, let's talk more about the key revelations you've been having.

But we can share more Specifically about, like, ours and, like, the shadow expressions and all of that beautiful stuff.

Yes.

Yeah, that's definitely, Definitely very vulnerable.

To talk about me.

Shadows like that.

Hey, it's just a universal archetype.

It's not personal.

It's just the universe saying, hey, let's have Nikki express the shadow.

She'd be really good at that.

And I'm good at it.

I'm good at it.

All right.

I love it.

I need to go to sleep.

Yeah.

I need to let the dog out.

All right.

All right, guys.

All right.

That was sick.

Thanks for joining us on this insane journey.

That was amazing.

I love that.

Okay.

Thank you so much for being here.

We freaking love you.

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Within Let the light codes in let's write a song Let the light codes in.

Yeah.

Skirt, skirt Wake up that DNA.

Okay, bye, guys.

Richard Rudd listening to this episode in the end right here, where we're, like, making rap songs about.

He's like, wow, my work has really, really found such interesting people.

There is so much art you can make with the gene keys.

Oh, wait, wasn't Blue doing something where she was creating cards for each gene key?

Am I making this up?

Is that part of her deck?

Is that what you're thinking?

Confusing?

Are you confusing the time that I told you I was thinking about doing that?

Oh, yes, maybe.

But maybe she's doing that too.

It'll be incredible.

I know she, like, took.

I listened to her last podcast episode that she was saying.

She was, like, announcing she's taking a break, and this was, like, two years ago, and she was saying how there's this project that's calling her name and she's going to devote herself to it.

And it was something where there was painting.

I don't know if it was each gene key on, like, a different Oracle card.

I. I have no idea.

I have to maybe go research or something, but I don't really follow her anymore.

So I don't know, maybe she actually, like, released what it is that she was creating.

Well, I saw the other day she updated on her story that she was, like, in the.

She was, like, hand painting cards.

Like, she's still in that, working on that project, but it wasn't I didn't.

It wasn't specific to, like, exactly what the, like, theme of the deck is.

Got it.

Damn.

She's been at it.

That was, like, two years ago.

Yeah, dude.

Respect.

Yeah.

Sick.

Throw some respect on that name.

Okay, we gotta go.

I gotta go to bed.

We gotta go.

We gotta cut it off.

Cut the mic.

Okay.

All right, bye, guys.