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Welcome back, everyone.

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This is week 15 of Our Mothers Knew It, and this week we've got some

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really good territory to cover.

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So we're going to cover the last three chapters of Jacob, so Jacob 5, 6, and 7.

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This is where you're going to see that mammoth chapter about the allegory

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of the olive tree, and we're going to see God's love for his people carried

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out throughout the whole history of the children of Israel and beyond.

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It's this beautiful chapter that's lifted from the words of Zenos, a prophet we

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don't have access to, but Jacob did.

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So he's going to write his words for us and help us understand what they mean.

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When you get into chapter six, this is Jacob's commentary about that allegory.

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He's trying to help us see the great knowledge that is right in front

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of us and then grab hold of it.

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And then seven for me is.

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Well, it's Jacob's last chapter, and it comes at a bit of a distance.

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You almost hear Jacob wrap up in six, and then he extends into seven after it

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seems like a good span of time, because he wants to teach us about Sherem.

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Sherem is the first Antichrist of the Book of Mormon, and he comes almost, to me,

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the way I read seven is, it's almost as if Jacob is trying to show us what happens

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when a tree continually rejects a tree.

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the nurturing and cultivation of God and how that story ends in real life.

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So he teaches us the allegory and then he shows us in real time what that looks

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like and I just think it's powerful.

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I decided this time wanted to approach the allegory in a different way.

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I've taught it a few times.

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You can go on the site and see how I taught it four years ago, but

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my hope is to approach it a little bit differently this time around.

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What turned the corner for me this time is I was reading some of Elder

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Holland's words, and he was talking about how the allegory of the olive

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tree has some comparisons to stories that we love, like the prodigal son.

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Let me pull up his words.

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This is what he said.

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At least 15 times, the Lord of the Vineyard expresses a desire to bring the

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vineyard and its harvest to his own self.

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And he laments no less than eight times, it grieveth me

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that I should lose this tree.

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One student of the allegory says it should take its place beside

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the parable of the prodigal son, inasmuch as both stories make the

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Lord's mercy so movingly memorable.

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I had never put the Allegory of the Olive Tree anywhere close to the story

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of the Prodigal Son when it comes to understanding the nature of God.

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And this time I decided I wanted to see what Elder Holland sees.

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And I'm sure I'm nowhere close to what he sees, but I found so much depth and

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beauty as I went through this allegory, searching to understand the character

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of God, how he loves, what he loves.

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In fact, what I found is that he's By keeping the Prodigal Son story in my

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mind as I studied, it almost seemed like the Prodigal Son story extended

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for me or maybe slowed down in time.

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You started to see how the Lord cares for that younger son when he's off

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spending all of his father's wealth.

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You see in the allegory how the father must feel about his son who departs and

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his son who is hardening in his heart.

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How the father feels in that moment is displayed for you in the allegory.

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I even think you see A little bit beyond the story.

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Like how it resolves.

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In the parable of the prodigal son, you don't really know how

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things shake out for the brothers.

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If the older brother comes around, how, how it all works out.

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If the younger brother stays.

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Diligent, you don't know any of those things.

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And I feel like in the Allegory of the Olive Tree, you almost get to zoom

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out and see how it ends for everybody.

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And I just found a lot of richness in it.

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There's a lot of beautiful commentary about this allegory, so I'm not

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going to go into a lot of that here.

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I do go into a lot of it in the notes.

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So if you're looking for more of a chapter by chapter approach, and

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you want to see things broken down by historical timelines and deeper

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understandings that way, check it out.

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Go into the notes and you'll find, I don't know, 30 some odd pages of help there.

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But I think in this video, we're going to focus on what I learned, what sparked

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for me about the character of God.

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We're going to do five of those sparks.

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And then I'll do two sparks that are focused on the character of a prophet.

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Because I think in addition to this beautiful allegory, we also have

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the witness of a prophet and you get to see his character shine through,

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especially at the end of his life.

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And Jacob's lived a pretty remarkable life.

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So to hear his words at the end of that epic life, it's powerful

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and you'll get a lot from it.

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So grab your scriptures, grab your notes.

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It's time to get started.

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There are lots of ways to study this allegory.

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You can study it at a big macro level and try to understand the history of

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God's covenant people throughout time.

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We can break it into chunks, and if you're interested in that kind of study for

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this time, you want to go in the notes and pull all of that information up.

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But I just wanted to talk to you about some of the sparks I saw about

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the character of the Lord, what this teaches us about Jesus Christ.

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Because ultimately, another thing I learned from Elder Holland is that

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this allegory is all about what the atonement of Jesus Christ offers.

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How it heals, how it reconciles, it joins it, it does all these beautiful

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things to help us come closer to God.

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And so I wanted to focus there.

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So this first spark I call, he's a gardener that uses many tools.

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All of these things are, all these sparks taught me something

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about this master gardener.

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And what it brought to mind was just earlier this week,

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my kids are on spring break.

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And so we went down it was, it big hike.

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We didn't really plan well for this hike.

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I mean, it's not big by most of your standards.

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It was big for my kids.

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And it was, we got to the parking lot finally to get to the trailhead.

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And I realized all of a sudden that like, we didn't have any stuff,

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you know, we didn't pack anything to, to take care of us on the hike.

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If somebody got hurt or something.

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We didn't have any of that stuff stashed.

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We stopped to get water on the way and that was about it.

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And then it occurred to me that I have stuff stashed in the car.

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So in the car, in all these little spots, I've got first aid kits stashed.

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I've got medicine stashed and you know, all these different tools.

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So I started to pull out things like flashlights and whistles and all

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the stuff we needed to equip our backpack with anything we might need.

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along this journey.

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And that's sort of what I think the Lord is teaching us in this allegory.

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That he has many tools at his disposal, and he will use all of them in different

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combinations because he loves each of his trees equally, but he will take care of

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them differently depending on their needs.

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And he has lots of tools stuffed into his backpack.

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Tools we might never even see he, he is prepared for.

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So you see a little bit of that in this first part of Jacob 5.

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So if you look at four and five, you can see he's worried about his tree.

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This is where the allegory begins.

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He's got this beautiful tree that has been producing fruit and is

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now starting to wither and decay.

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And he wants to take its goodness and get it throughout the vineyard.

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He doesn't just want this one tree to thrive.

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He wants that goodness to spread.

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So you see him.

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working, and the tools he uses are particularly interesting.

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So it says in four and five, And it came to pass that the master of the

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vineyard went forth, and he saw that his olive tree began to decay, and

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he said, I will prune it, and dig it about, dig about it, and nourish it,

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that perhaps it may shoot forth young and tender branches, and it perish not.

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And it came to pass that he pruned it, and digged about it, and

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nourished it, according to his word.

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One of my favorite parts of my study this week is to try and understand

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what each of these words might mean and how they might apply to me.

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How he uses these different tools, these different ways to enact the

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atonement of Jesus Christ in my life to help me produce more fruit.

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And I won't go into every comparison that I found, but I think you'll

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find a lot of richness in your study if you start seeking those.

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For example, one of the words he uses that he prunes.

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Pruning is a very specific action when it comes to botany, right?

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This means you're going to make a strong cut in order to

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change the direction of growth.

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You're trying to take as much energy as is needed to make the tree fruitful and

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focus it on the most productive parts.

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And I think this happens a lot in my life.

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You know, like a calling change happens, and all of a sudden, where

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I thought I was going this direction, he makes a shift, and now my energies

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and attentions are going this way.

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And I think his goal is to create this beautiful, fruitful tree.

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But it was fun to kind of go back in my life and think

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about those pruning moments.

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These moments where he had me pivot and change course so that

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I could be more productive.

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So pruning is one of his big, one of the big tools he uses to help us

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access the atonement of Jesus Christ.

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Another one is dig about.

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So you'll see that throughout the allegory.

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This just means he's going to kind of toughen, or like, loosen

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up the soil around the roots.

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This compact, comfortable soil that we tend to get around our roots.

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He's gonna, he's gonna toss it up a little bit.

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And there's some really obvious reasons why that might happen, right?

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I think his goal is so that we can get more moisture into the roots so

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that we can have more nourishment.

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But it's this sort of uncomfortable process and I, I think there's

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something really sweet about this because what tends to happen, at

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least what happens with a tree, is if I dig about the roots, naturally

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those roots will grow down deeper.

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Instead of roots spreading out, they will start to go down.

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That's his goal, I think, with me, is that sometimes he digs about

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my roots because he doesn't want me spread thin, he wants me deep.

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Deep.

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He wants me to have my testimony go deeper and more solid and he wants me to

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have an unshaken nature to my testimony.

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And for that to happen, I have to go deep.

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And so he digs about the roots.

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Another one that I love is they talk about him nourishing and done.

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One of the things that's interesting is I feel like oftentimes when we

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talk about the allegory of the olive tree, we talk about that, um, QB Brown

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video, you know, about the current Bush and he's the gardener and he's

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going to shape it and all that.

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It's great and I fully love that comparison.

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I just think often times we forget how he nourishes.

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Any time he makes a cut, any time he, you know, rustles up

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the roots, he also nourishes.

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He puts a balm on of some kind to help ease our way.

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Often times, especially if I have a new calling or I can feel him pruning

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me or digging about me in some way.

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I also notice these small little Tender mercies.

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You know, don't you have those experiences?

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I just think this is what he does.

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He never cuts without nourishing.

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He doesn't graft without creating some sort of comfortable joint between the two.

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Like he nourishes, that's his nature.

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And so it was fun to me to go back in those moments of pruning and say,

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okay, where was the nourishment?

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Where in my history do I see these sharp changes in direction?

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And where are those tender mercies that he gave me to help

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ease my, ease the transition?

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I think you see a lot of those.

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The last one I would talk about is grafting.

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I love this when it comes to the gospel, because I think this is

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what he does to us all the time.

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He takes strengths that we have, and he grafts us to weaker trees.

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I think people who need our strength.

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And then he takes weaknesses of ours, and he grafts those to stronger trees,

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so that we can develop strengths, especially out of our weaknesses.

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We can pull from the roots of something stronger, and we can increase.

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I think he does this all the time by connecting us with

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other people, both in our family situations and in church situations.

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You can almost feel him grafting you, taking your strengths and

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helping others be lifted, taking your weaknesses and tying you to somebody

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who will help make those a strength.

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I think this whole gospel is is full of grafting opportunities.

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So to look back at my story, especially moments in my testimony that I've

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seen it grow, oftentimes there was a grafting that occurred first.

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Some way that he connected me to someone that I may not have come in contact with

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otherwise, or that I certainly wouldn't have been friends with otherwise.

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And he grafted our hearts together so that we could strengthen each

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other in one way or the other.

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I just love that piece of the story.

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I even think the action of burning is a powerful one.

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There are certain points in the, in the story of the Allegory of the

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Olive Tree where the Lord cuts off branches and then he burns them.

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To me that is his way of saying there's no going back.

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You know, he wants me to make a choice where I don't recede back

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to the old person that I once was.

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What I like is what we studied with Isaiah, the understanding that a burning

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of a tree or the parts of the tree can often nourish the soil around that tree.

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So by allowing him to prune and cut and eventually even burn off things

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that he knows aren't good for me.

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The soil is nourished, and as a tree, I'm stronger.

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There's this beautiful talk from Elder Renlund.

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You can find the full talk in the notes, but I love the way he said this.

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In mortality, we can come boldly to the Savior and receive

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compassion, healing, and help.

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Even while we suffer inexplicably, God can bless us in simple,

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ordinary, and significant ways.

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As we learn to recognize these blessings, our trust in God will increase.

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For me, Looking back on my life and looking for these, these actions.

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When has he pruned me?

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When has he dug about my roots?

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When does he graft me?

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How did he nourish me?

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Those helped me come to trust that he will continue that process

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throughout the rest of my life.

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It gives me a sense of peace and a settled heart about what comes next in my journey.

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Spark number two, I call he is a gardener and a trainer, because I think this

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teaches you something about the character of Jesus Christ, that he is not just

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this incredibly capable vineyard keeper.

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He is also someone who is always teaching and training.

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So throughout this allegory, you're going to see him speak

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to a servant, several servants.

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In fact, by the end of the allegory, there's a bunch of

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servants that are helping him.

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And I just think it's fascinating that he has servants at all.

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You know, the, he.

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I have no doubt could manage all this on his own, but he is hoping to train

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and strengthen those who are with him.

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I think that's his nature.

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It's the same thing we saw in the New Testament.

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He was constantly teaching and training his apostles who would come after him.

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I just think it's his nature.

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And I love the way you see it play out here.

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I think by the end of the allegory, you start to understand why.

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So if you look in verse 75, this is the last half of 75, it says, And blessed art

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thou, for because ye have been diligent in laboring with me in the vineyard,

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he's speaking to all the servants that helped him throughout this process,

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and have kept my commandments, and have brought unto me again the natural

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fruit, that my vineyard is no more corrupted, and the bad is cast away.

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Behold, ye shall have joy with me because of the fruit of my vineyard.

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I think the reason the Lord invites us to work alongside him in any capacity

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is because he wants us to have joy.

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And not like happiness kind of joy that's fleeting at times, but the joy

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that gives you this settled peace.

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He wants you to feel confident and capable, that you can replicate

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the goodness that you see.

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I think this is the nature of God.

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In fact, I love the way it's played out in the verses.

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The visual that kept coming back to me is when I thought about the lord of

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the vineyard and the servant, and the servant constantly learning from the

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lord of the vineyard how to take care of these trees, and what are the different

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things we could do to make this better.

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And I thought, The visual that kept coming back is that talk from Elder Cook.

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I can still remember sitting in my car.

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I can't remember.

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Somebody had swimming lessons.

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I was sitting at the, at the public pool waiting for my kids

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to come out of swimming lessons, listening to that conference talk.

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And this is when Elder Cook talked about the training he

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got from President Packard.

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Do you remember this one?

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He was like, I don't know.

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He had to speak like five or six times in one state conference.

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And he knew he was going to speak that first time, but he didn't know how long.

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And then President Becker invited him to speak again and again and again.

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And it was this sweet talk all about choosing to stay in those scary,

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uncomfortable moments and to learn.

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What I loved and what was most powerful to me about that talk

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is Elder Cook's testimony about President Packer because he loved him.

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He felt cultivated by him.

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You could just hear it in his voice.

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And so when I picture, The Lord of the Vineyard and the Servant.

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That's how I picture it.

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The Lord of the Vineyard is President Packer and he is training this servant

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all the time throughout this allegory.

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All the servants who come to him, he is training because he

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knows he wants them to have joy.

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The same way I think President Packer knew that for Elder Cook to ever be

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comfortable without President Packer meant he's going to need to learn to

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speak by the Spirit and he's going to need to learn how to handle these

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situations and to be responsive to whatever the Spirit prompts him to say.

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That's where Elder Cook would find joy and peace, and so President

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Packer gave him those opportunities.

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That's what you see in this allegory.

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At the end, do you remember when, um, in the end of that talk, he was

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talking about President Packer, and he said that he said something like,

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that was fun, let's do it again.

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You know, after listening to him give six talks spontaneously, I just

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think, that's the countenance of the Lord of the Vineyard in these verses.

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He is, I think he is rejoicing that the servants are trying to

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help, and he loves to train them.

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So, for example, if you look in Jacob 5, this is 15 through 18 or so.

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He invites the servant to come down.

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You hear that same phrase.

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Let us go down.

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Let's get to work in the vineyard.

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You're going to have all these phases where they go and they work, and

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then they stop for a season, and they let things grow, and then they

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come back and they check on them.

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And that's sort of where you are in these verses.

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So, they go down and they see that the trees are beginning to bear fruit.

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What's cool to me is because he is a trainer, a coach, not

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just a good gardener, the Lord helps the servant understand

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why the trees are bearing fruit.

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So, if you look in 18, And he said unto the servant, Behold, the branches of the

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wild tree have taken hold of the moisture of the root thereof, that the root

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thereof hath brought forth much strength.

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And because of the much strength of the root thereof, the wild branches

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have brought forth tame fruit.

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Now, if we had not grafted in these branches, the tree

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thereof would have perished.

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To me, this is him coaching, right?

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He's trying to help the servant be strong going forward so he can take the

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knowledge they got from this batch of trees and apply it to trees down the road.

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Whether the Lord of the Vineyard is present with him or not, now

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the servant is equipped to know how to produce those same results.

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And I think you see that over and over again.

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One of my favorites comes later.

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So this is during the apostasy period when all the trees seem to be

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dying and it looks almost hopeless.

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And you hear the Lord lament, right?

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He is struggling because of all the trees that are dying, and he's worried.

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So in 47 he says, have I slackened my hand that I have not nourished it?

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Nay.

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I've nourished it and I've digged about it, and I've pruned it, and I've ded it,

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and I've stretched forth my hand almost all the day long and the end draw with nay

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and grieved with me that I should hue down all the trees of my vineyard and cast them

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into the fire that they should be burned.

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Who is it that has corrupted my vineyards?

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I honestly think the Lord knows all the answers to every one of these questions.

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He knows why the trees died.

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He knows exactly what's happening, but he's coaching the servant.

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He's inviting the servant to be an active part of this process.

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It almost feels like the brother of Jared to me.

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Because remember when the brother of Jared comes to the Lord, and he has three

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problems, and the Lord solves one, and then turns to the brother of Jared and

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says, how do you want to solve this?

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What do you want to do?

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And then the brother of Jared has to come up with the idea to make the molten

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stones and bring them to the Lord.

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That's kind of how I see the allegory playing out.

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Because basically the Lord says, I'm going to have to burn

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everything here, what should we do?

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And he invites the servant to proactively burn everything.

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Make a call.

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Use the best judgment he can based on everything he's learned from the Lord

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of the Vineyard so far and make a call.

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And what the servant says is, Spare it a little longer.

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This is 50.

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But behold, the servant said unto the Lord of the Vineyard, Spare it a little longer.

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And the Lord said, Yea, I will spare it a little longer, for it grieved with me that

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I should lose the trees of my vineyard.

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and then they do what the servant recommended.

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The same way the Lord touches those stones for the brother

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of Jared, it makes them glow.

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Because it doesn't really matter if the brother of Jared brought

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stones or sticks or anything else.

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The Lord can make anything glow.

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What he wanted is the brother of Jared's willingness to see

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things the way the Lord sees.

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And when the servant chooses to see things the way the Lord sees, that

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these trees are valuable and they need to stay and we'll do everything we can

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to preserve them, when he sees that in the servant, I feel like The trainer in

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him rejoices and he says, Okay, let's carry out your plan and see how it goes.

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For me, it was really powerful to read this allegory looking for ways he trains,

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especially considering how much he's inviting us to be a part of his work.

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to be a part of this gathering.

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And that, those invitations come with training.

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And I think you get a feel for his character as a trainer, as you read

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through this allegory, and then you can start to apply it to your own life and

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see where he's been coaching and training and teaching you the same way he taught

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these servants in the, in the vineyard.

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I just thought it was cool to study as much as the Lord loves to have us yoke in

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with him and train us so that we can find joy and peace and strength going forward.

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I think one of the things that allegory shows us is how often the Lord works.

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on his own when we aren't even aware of it.

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He is out nourishing plants when the rest of us are asleep.

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And I think you see that in the story.

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So for example, this is around 20 ish.

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This is 21 through 23.

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This is when you can see the results of the Lord going out and planting.

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So once he has kind of dug up the roots of that main tree and got a few tender

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branches to grow, he takes those branches and he plants them in other places.

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And of course, there's some really cool historical references to this.

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Like the Nephites are one of those branches.

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Lehi's family is one of those branches that's planted in a nethermost part.

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And so now he's going to go and see those, those branches that are planted.

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What's interesting is the servant didn't seem to be aware that this was happening

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or what the Lord did to strengthen those little shoots out in the nethermost parts.

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So if you look at 21, And it came to pass that the servant said unto his

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master, How comest thou hither to plant this tree, or this branch of the tree?

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For behold, it was the poorest spot in all the land of thy vineyard.

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And the Lord of the vineyard said unto him, Counsel me not, for I knew

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that it was a poor spot of ground.

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Wherefore I said unto thee, I have nourished it this long

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time, and now beholdest that it hath brought forth much fruit.

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One, I love that the Lord is planting things all the time.

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Often I think we're not aware of them.

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He's planting them in places that are vast, right?

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In some parts of the ground that are good ground and in some

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that are poor spots of ground.

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What He promises is no matter what ground you're planted in, He will nourish you.

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He will compensate for whatever hard thing you experience.

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I think this is important because all of us feel like this at times.

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At least I have.

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I've felt that many times where I'm like, why did you plant me here?

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I could do so much good if you would just put me in a good patch of soil.

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Why here?

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And you start to wonder.

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If he's forgotten you, or if you're at a natural disadvantage because

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you are in this poor spot of ground.

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And what I love knowing is that the character of God, or character of

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Christ, is that if you're planted somewhere that is poor soil, then he

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is coming constantly to nourish you.

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He doesn't leave any of those tender branches out to perish.

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He put them there on purpose, and then he promises he will nourish.

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You know, it's like that, um, Cumberstock, the Parable of the Slope.

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I, I think it's that same idea.

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He's trying to invite you to appreciate how much he's doing to strengthen

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you, no matter where you are planted.

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And that your thriving has nothing to do with the soil, but rather how much you

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accept the nourishment that He brings to you, you see that even in 23, he says

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there's an even poorer spot of ground and the things are thriving there as well.

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Trust in the power of he who can nourish because he does it beautifully.

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In fact, I love, there's a talk, that same talk from Elder Renlund, I think

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it's called infuriating unfairness.

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And then he, he says this beautiful thing about the Atonement.

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Jesus Christ overcame the world and absorbed all unfairness.

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Because of him, we can have peace in this world and be of good cheer.

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If we let him, Jesus Christ will consecrate the unfairness for our gain.

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He will not just console us and restore what was lost.

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He will use the unfairness for our benefit.

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When it comes to how and when, we need to recognize and accept as

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did Alma, that it mattereth not, for God knoweth all these things.

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And it sufficeth me to know that this is the case.

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I think, instead of surveying the land and questioning why we were planted where we

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were, we should watch for those midnight hours when the Lord comes to nourish.

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When no one else gets to see it, but we know, these tender,

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mercy, little miracle moments.

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They always are there.

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When you are planted in poor ground, The Savior himself nourishes.

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I think that promise from Elder Renlund that the atonement of Jesus Christ absorbs

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unfairness is something we should rest on.

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I think we should get to the point where we are like Alma is and be able to say,

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I don't need to worry about that anymore.

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It suffices me to know that it's in his hands.

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The fourth thing that sparked for me about the character of Christ is that

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he is like a relentless optimist.

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No matter what the state of his vineyard is, He believes it can be fixed.

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You know, he knows it's gonna take work.

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It's gonna take multiple people.

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Sometimes it's gonna take time But he always assumes that that tree

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can grow no matter how bad it is.

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Even when the tree looks Completely dead on the surface.

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He says things like, well, the roots are still good.

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He's just got this optimism that I find interesting Infectious.

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So if you look in the verses, you'll see this throughout the allegory, but

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some of my favorites are, like, 35.

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And it came to pass that the lord of the vineyard said unto his servant,

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The tree profiteth me nothing, and the roots thereof profit me nothing, so

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long as it shall bring forth evil fruit.

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Like, it's producing bad fruit, and he knows it can do better.

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And then 36.

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Nevertheless, I know that the roots are good, and for mine own purpose I have

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preserved them, and because of their much strength they have hitherto brought

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forth from the wild branches good fruit.

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What I like about this is, I feel like this is the savior basically

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saying, Yeah, but the bones are good.

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You know, like one of those makeover shows where the tile is green and the

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microwave is pink and everything's atrocious, but the decorator can come in

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and say, yeah, but it's got great bones.

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I just think that's what the Lord trusts about us.

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He knows the quality of the seed we came from.

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He knows that.

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We, as his covenant children, or people who will make covenants with

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him, we come from a divine source.

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And so, therefore, our bones are good.

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And no matter what state we're in, even if it's self inflicted damage that we've

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done by rejecting him or turning away from him, he has this optimistic outlook.

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And he says, Amen.

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I can fix that, I can change that, I can take down that tile, I can, you

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know, I can put in new appliances, I can make this house a home if you

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just let me come in and do my work.

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That kind of optimism, I feel like, helps me feel assured.

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Because I make all kinds of mistakes and I do things wrong and

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I have to repent constantly for things, even repeatedly, that I do.

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And I feel like he always comes into my house and he says, don't

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worry Maria, the bones are good.

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I can work with this.

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And I think you see that throughout the allegory.

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So for example, this is in the restoration period.

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So after the apostasy, when things are finally kind of coming back again, you see

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this same optimism bubble to the surface.

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This is 53 and 54.

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And this will I do that the tree may not perish, that perhaps

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I may preserve unto myself the roots thereof for my own purpose.

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And behold, the roots of the natural branches of the tree which I planted

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with us whoever I would are yet alive.

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Wherefore, I, that I may preserve them for my own purpose, I will

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take up the branches of this tree, and I will graft in unto them.

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Yea, well, I will graft in unto them the branches of their mother tree, that I

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may preserve the roots also unto myself.

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And when they shall be sufficiently strong, perhaps they may bring forth

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good fruit unto me, and I may yet have glory in the fruit of my vineyard.

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One of the things I've seen in my life repeatedly is when he needs me to.

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produce something better, you know, if I, if I'm using all my

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energy and I'm producing fruit, but it's not what he hoped for me.

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One of the best things he does is he grafts in pieces of the mother tree.

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These are those moments for me when a portion of my testimony

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is brought back to the surface.

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I remember a miracle that I had set aside or I go to a testimony meeting and I hear

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someone else's testimony about something pure and true and it ignites a fire in

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me, or even just sometimes going home.

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You know, I went to my parents mission in December and just in their little tiny

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apartment felt like I was coming home.

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And that invigorates something in me.

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I think his way of grafting in pieces of the mother tree, meaning where you came

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from, who you are, that you're a child of the covenant, that you're a disciple

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of Christ, that you're a child of God.

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Those moments when you know those It's like grafting in this piece of the mother

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tree that he knows will reinvigorate you and get you back on the right course.

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He's an optimist and he will always trust that there is something

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else he can do to strengthen you.

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The roots are good, the bones are good, and there's no need to be

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afraid or to feel like you are beyond help because he is a master at this.

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That's something I loved to see about his character throughout the whole allegory.

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The fifth spark for me about the Lord's character is how He

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genuinely mourns for loss and then what He does with that grief.

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That He always has this measured response.

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I think His heart is big and He feels everything, but He doesn't let

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those feelings dominate His actions.

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He is meek.

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You know, He's the same Savior we saw throughout the New Testament

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who was able to encounter grief and sorrow and rejection and pain.

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and still be in control, still choose his actions based on the will of God

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the Father, not on his own emotions.

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That's something that I just admire incredibly in the Savior, his ability

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to be meek in those intense moments.

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And I think you can read this whole allegory, watching for those

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moments where he gives a measured response despite intense grief.

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You'll see the grief line over and over again, like for example, in 41, It came

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to pass that the Lord of the vineyard wept and said unto the servant, What

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could I have done more for my vineyard?

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To me, this is almost like a miniature version of those two choices.

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He genuinely grieves and then he pivots by saying to the servant, what

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could we do differently next time?

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This is how I read it.

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I don't know if that's the right way to read it.

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I just feel like this is how he handles grief.

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He says, okay, what are we going to do differently?

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How are we going to advance the cause of God, no matter

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what these circumstances are.

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And so he turns to the servant and says, what do we need

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to do differently next time?

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And then they have to try and work out a solution.

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I think there's something powerful about understanding that God does indeed weep.

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It helps you know how loved you are, to know how much he sorrows.

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Not just that you are Struggling or off the course, but like even how you're

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treated by others in those scenarios.

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I loved Elder Holland, he has this beautiful talk called The Grandeur

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of God, and he's actually talking about God the Father, but I think

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all of this applies to both.

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He says, Looking out on the events of almost any day, God replies,

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Behold, these thy brethren, they are the workmanship of mine own hands.

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This is that Enoch story.

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I gave unto them a commandment that they should love one another, and that

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they should choose me their father.

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But behold, they are without affection, and they hate their own blood.

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Wherefore should not the heavens weep, seeing these shall suffer?

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And then he says this, That single, riveting scene does more to teach

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the true nature of God than any other theological treatise could ever convey.

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It also helps us understand much more emphatically that vivid moment in the

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Book of Mormon, Allegory of the Aloe Tree, when after digging and dunging,

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watering and weeding, trimming, pruning, transplanting, grafting, the Lord of

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the Vineyard throws down his spade and his pruning shears and weeps, and

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cries out to any who would listen, What could I have done more for my vineyard?

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What an indelible image of God's engagement in our lives.

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What anguish in a parent when his children do not choose him, nor

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the gospel of God that he sent.

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How easy to love someone who so singularly loves them.

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For me, the reason this sparked so much seeing the Lord grieve, is because I

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think it is this big, loud signal to say how much Our Father in Heaven loves

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us, how much our Savior loves us, that they weep before our loss and that they

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never see us as fully lost, they see us as damaged, wounded, and needing help,

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needing aid, needing nourishment, and so they pivot and they do what they can.

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That's what I love, what you see going forward.

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In those verses, you never see him wiping out the whole vineyard

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or tearing up all these plants.

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He instead does as little as possible.

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You know, almost like a surgeon, he's going to take as little tissue

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as possible to remove what is damaging and to allow things to grow.

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So for example, if you look in like 56 through 59, this is when

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he's trying to give advice to the servants who are helping.

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He's what they need to do to do.

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Help things progress.

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Psalm 57, for example, and the Lord of the vineyard said unto the servant, pluck

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not the wild branches from the tree.

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Save it.

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Be those that are the most bitter, and in them you shall graft

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according to which I have said.

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And we will nourish again the trees of the vineyard and we will trim up the branches

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thereof and we will pluck from the trees, those branches which are ripened, that

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must perish and cast them into the fire.

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It's measured in his response every time he looks, he grieves and feels, and then

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he chooses the best course of action.

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And generally it is slow and steady.

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He takes a little bit, he prunes a little bit, or, you know, tosses up the roots

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a little bit until we make a change.

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And then.

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we get back on track.

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I just think that's his nature.

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It's what we saw in the New Testament.

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He's in control at all times.

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He never lashes out, and he never makes deeper cuts of correction

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than absolutely necessary.

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And I think you hear that from our prophet and apostles too.

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This is from Elder Christofferson.

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He said, The love of the Father and the Son is freely given, but also

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includes hopes and expectations.

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Again, quoting President Nelson, God's laws are motivated entirely

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by his infinite love for us and his desire to become all we can become.

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Because they love you, they do not want to leave you just as you are.

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Because they love you, they want you to have joy and success.

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Because they love you, they want you to repent, because

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that is the path to happiness.

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But it is your choice.

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They honor your agency.

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You must choose to love them, to serve them, to keep their commandments.

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Then they can more abundantly bless you as well as love you.

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That, to me, is the message that is throughout the entire allegory.

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That he makes all these changes and seeks to do everything he can to help you,

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and then he gives you time to choose, and then he comes back to see the damage

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or the growth, and then he That's the gift of the atonement of Jesus Christ.

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No matter what he comes back to, what scene he enters, whether we

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are laden with good fruit or whether we are struggling and decaying,

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the atonement comes into action.

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That's, that's what he offers every single time he comes back on the scene.

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I wish I could spend the next two sparks in the allegory, but I feel like we

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need to devote some of them to Jacob because what he does, even in these

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last two chapters, is so, so riveting.

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It is powerful to watch a prophet at work.

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First, I love chapter six.

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In the past, I've almost skipped over chapter six, because it just is sort

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of his commentary on the allegory.

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But what I realized this time, maybe because I was studying so deeply the

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character of Christ throughout the allegory, is Jacob as his prophet

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is someone who has worked side by side with the Lord of the vineyard.

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He knows every graft.

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He sees every tree and knows where you came from and how

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much the Lord has done for you.

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Where I can't see all those things.

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I often don't even notice that the Lord is pruning me or placing me in

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a different part of the vineyard.

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Those things almost happen without me realizing it.

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A prophet, especially a prophet like Jacob, sees all of those things.

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In fact, he's been next to the Lord of the Vineyard all this time.

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And so he can see all those changes.

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And so when he comes to his people and he invites them to change,

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I feel like that's his view.

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When he sees his people sitting around the temple steps or wherever they

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are, he can see all the graphs, you know, all the, all the things that

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Lord has done to take care of them.

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And he pleads with them to change.

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come to come unto Christ and be reconciled.

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For me, what we learn about the character of prophets from Jacob's words is that

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prophets speak plainly and they will, they will tell you about their experience

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that they've, That they've had working alongside the master of the vineyard.

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So what he begins with is basically why will ye die?

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That's in verse 6.

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He's saying now, you know all these things now I've told you how

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much the Lord has worked on you and how powerful the atonement of

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Jesus Christ is Why will ye die?

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Like, why are you choosing not to be a fruitful tree?

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And then in 7 and 8 you hear this, For behold, after ye have been nourished by

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the good word of God all the day long, will ye bring forth evil fruit, that ye

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must be hewn down and cast into the fire?

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Behold, will ye reject these words?

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Will you reject the words of the prophets?

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And will you reject all the words which have been spoken concerning Christ?

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After so many have spoken concerning him, and deny the good word of Christ, and the

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power of God, and the gift of the Holy Ghost, Will you deny all of those things?

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And then he says this interesting phrase, it says, And quench the

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Holy Spirit, and make a mock of the great plan of redemption,

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which hath been laid before you.

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What's interesting to me is I think what to me might look like apathy, you

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know, like when I get in that state where I'm like, Eh, I don't think I

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need to do anything all that different.

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You know, I could listen to conference and come away with it

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and feel like, I think I'm okay.

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What looks like apathy to me looks like mockery to a prophet.

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Because I think what Jacob sees that I often don't see or am I, I'm shutting my

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eyes to is he knows the nature of God.

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He knows how many nights he saw the Lord of the Vineyard working

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tirelessly to help you, to help me.

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He saw the Lord of the Vineyard go into the nethermost parts and try and seek

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you out and find ways to nourish you.

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He, he sees all of those efforts and he's basically saying

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to us like, Open your eyes.

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He, to him, it's a mockery of the plan of redemption to not engage with this promise

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of the Savior, to not partake of the atonement of Jesus Christ, and to put it

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to work in your life is haunting, right?

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Because he, he knows the Savior is coming.

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All his life he has known him and he's saying, I, I've seen him and I

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know what he's offering you and you're turning away from it and he just pleads.

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I think that's what a prophet always says.

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They plead that we will stop rejecting and denying and quenching the spirit

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because there's going to come a day, at least according to Jacob, when you can't.

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deny anymore.

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You can't quench the spirit anymore.

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In fact, it's really interesting that he uses those same words.

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So if you look further down in chapter 6 in 10 and 10 through

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12, and according to the power of justice, for justice cannot be denied.

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You must go away into that lake of fire and brimstone whose flames are

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unquenchable and whose smoke ascended up forever and ever, which lake of

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fire and brimstone is endless torment.

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O then, my beloved brethren, repent ye, enter in at the straight gate, and

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continue in the way which is narrow, until ye shall obtain eternal life.

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O be wise.

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What can I say more?

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To Jacob, it is so clear that no matter what you're doing right now, whether

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you're successfully in your own mind quenching the Holy Ghost, you know,

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pushing back promptings and rejecting the words of prophets, there will be a

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time when That's not an option anymore.

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You'll stand at the judgment bar, and Jacob knows that, and he teaches you

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that, and he says, there will be a time when you can't quench those things.

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The torment in your mind that you feel of regret and wishing you had taken

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opportunities that were placed right in front of you, it will devastate you,

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and Jacob pleads with us to be wise.

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I love what we learned from Elder Bednar about wisdom, where he said it's just

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the righteous application of knowledge.

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That's what I think Jacob's trying to get us to do here.

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He's saying, I've laid everything out in front of you.

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Now you know what will happen.

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Choose to engage, choose to be reconciled.

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So he just continues to invite.

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I think that's what we hear from our prophet at every conference too.

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He knows the nature of God and he knows exactly how hard God has worked

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to create what he has created for you.

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And he hopes you will just.

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Engage.

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A lot of time seems to pass between the end of chapter 6

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and the beginning of chapter 7.

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Because you almost hear Jacob like wrapping things up at the end of 6.

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And then in 7, he comes back and he's, you know.

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teaching.

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And it's easy to see these as separate things, but I actually

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like seeing the flow between them.

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Because I think Jacob's experience with Sherem, he's the first antichrist

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of the Book of Mormon, and you only hear about him in this one chapter.

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I think he is sort of a living example of what Jacob was just

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teaching the Nephites about.

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Where he said there are, if you continue to reject Christ, if you

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continue to deny the Savior and his prophets, if you Quench the spirit.

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You're headed for destruction.

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And then he almost gives us Sherem's story as an example of

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what that looks like in real time.

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So you'll see it play out in the verses, but Sherem is an interesting antichrist.

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Sometimes we tend to like lump all these antichrists together and

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show commonalities between them.

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I think it's fascinating to see their different strategies.

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Sherem and Korohor, for example, are really different.

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What's unique about Sherem is He seems to be coming from the outside.

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He doesn't seem to know Jacob or know the people.

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He comes from outside somehow, but he also knows the law of Moses really well.

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In fact, it says he can speak the language perfectly.

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And he almost sounds like the scribes and the Pharisees of the New Testament because

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what he's accusing Jacob of is blasphemy.

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The same way the scribes approached the Savior and accused him of blasphemy

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for claiming to be the Son of God and It's that same sort of feel.

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It's something that would be punishable by death if people agreed with Sherem.

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Jacob could be executed because of blasphemy.

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So this is one of those high stakes moments.

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What's interesting is how it plays out.

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I think you see that a prophet's goal always is to allow the

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will of God to go forth.

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And you see that play out in the story.

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Because basically what happens is, Sherem approaches Jacob in a public place and

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he hopes to shake him of his faith.

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Okay, first I have to tell you, like, some of the scholars I read said

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that Sherem is likely, or not Sherem, Jacob is likely around a hundred

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years old at this point in time.

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Based on the math that you, if you learn when Enos gets the records

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and when they left Jerusalem, like, you can kind of guess.

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And he's somewhere around President Nelson's age.

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So imagine, like, someone coming to President Nelson with the With the pompous

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idea that they could shake him, you know, after decades of church service.

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Jacob has been, since his youth, he saw the Savior and has known him.

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He is, he will not be shaken, but what I love in this moment

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is he doesn't rest on that.

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That, I shouldn't say pomp, but that confidence.

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Instead, he turns to the Lord and asks the Spirit to help him confound the

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false doctrine that's being taught about how you don't need a Christ.

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And he does.

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In just a matter of verses, he confounds Sherem and then Sherem scrambles.

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It's just fascinating to me to see it play out because it's almost like

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he knows he can't win in an argument with Jacob about the law of Moses

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and about the need for a Christ.

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And so he He sort of pivots and asks for a sign.

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So this is in 13 of chapter 7.

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And it came to pass that he said unto me, Show me a sign by this power of the

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Holy Ghost in which ye know so much.

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And I said unto him, What am I that I should tempt God to show thee a sign and

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a thing which thou knowest to be true?

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Yet thou wilt deny it, because thou art the devil.

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Nevertheless, not my will, but, but if God shall, not my will be done, but if God

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shall smite thee, let that be a sign unto thee that he has power, both in heaven and

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on earth, and also that Christ shall come, and thy will, O Lord, be done, not mine.

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You can almost see Jacob stepping back to ask the gardener, what

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do you want me to do here?

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There is this problem in front of me.

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In fact, I think Jacob can see not only that there's decay on Sherem,

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this tree of Sherem, but also that it's starting to spread to everybody else.

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But instead of jumping in and taking over, what he says is,

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I'm not the gardener here.

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What would you like me to do?

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And he turns to the Lord of the Vineyard and he lets the Lord of the

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Vineyard dictate what happens next.

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That's the nature of a prophet.

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No matter how much they know and how close they are to the Lord,

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they always seek his will first.

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And so that's what happens.

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It's really interesting to see that Sharon basically gets his wish, right?

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He, he sees the sign.

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It's just not in the way I think he hoped to see a sign.

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So in 15, And it came to pass that when I, Jacob, had spoken these

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words, when he says, God's will will be done, The power of the Lord came

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upon him insomuch that he fell to the earth, and it came to pass that he was

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nourished for the space of many days.

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So there's this interesting probationary state, is maybe what I would call it,

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because you would think if Sherem is an antichrist and he's causing so much damage

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that the Lord would just yank out that plant, you know, that he would just kill

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him on the spot or something so that it would stop the spread of the disease in

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the other trees, but instead he stops him.

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It's almost like, you know, in the allegory of the olive tree, we saw

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those moments where the Lord would burn things and then the roots were

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still there and he would let them grow.

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Grow up again.

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That's kind of what I see in the Sherem story because he gives him this

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time to be nourished I don't know if that's just a physical nourishment that

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somebody's still taking care of him Maybe it's even Jacob taking care of him

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or if this is a spiritual nourishment where he's like an Alma the younger

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and he's getting Fed understanding while he's sort of out of commission.

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Either way to me There is so much mercy in this probationary time.

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There's a few days where Sherem is You Learning and being nourished and as soon

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as he wakes up, the first thing he wants to do is repent He knows he's running

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out of time and he wants to make things clear So he asked for the people to come

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around and then he speaks with clarity and simplicity of what he knew all along

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The spirit that he had quenched, you know, the prophets words that he had rejected

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the scriptures that he had denied He tries to make all of that clear and to me

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You I think the very fact that the Lord of the Vineyard allows him to do that.

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is kind.

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It's merciful.

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It, it doesn't mean his story ends well.

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The same way Jacob tried to teach us at the end of chapter six, that there

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will be a time when you're out of time and you, you can't fix things anymore.

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There will be a time when that fire is unquenchable, but

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Sherem is not quite there yet.

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And I think there's, peace in that I think it tells you something about the

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character of God and the character of his prophets that he chooses to hold off.

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This is President Eyring, who I feel like sounds a lot like Jacob in these words.

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He says, I have come to know something of what King Benjamin meant

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when he said that we could become like a little child before God.

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I have learned from many experiences that the Holy Ghost speaks most

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often in a quiet voice, heard most easily when one's heart is meek and

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submissive, like that of a child.

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In fact, the prayer that works is, I want only what you want.

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Just tell me what that is, and I'll do it.

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When the storms in life come, you can be steady because you are standing

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on the rock of faith in Jesus Christ.

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That faith will lead you to a daily repentance and

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consistent covenant keeping.

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Then you will always remember him, and through the storms

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of hatred and wickedness, you will feel steady and hopeful.

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I think the reason Jacob can be unshaken, remember in verse 5 he talks about

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how Sharon hoped to shake him from his testimony, and Jacob is like a rock.

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I can't be shaken is because he's lived a life like this.

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He's lived a life of being right next to the gardener and trusting in his will

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and following his guidance and knowing him deeply so that he cannot be shaken.

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And I think that's what he wants for us.

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I know that's what President Eyring wants for us, because that's what his,

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the rest of his talk is all about.

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He's like, I want you to experience what it's like to be unshaken.

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And it's possible.

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If you seek the help that prophets seek, if you turn to scriptures, if you listen

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to the guidance of prophets and apostles, and if you seek the confirmation of

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the Holy Ghost and then experiment on those words, you can be unshaken too.

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All right, you guys, time to get into the question part of this week's study.

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So this first one comes from the very beginning of the

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allegory, but you actually see it throughout all the allegory.

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I guess I'm constantly wrestling with this idea of omniscience and

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agency and how they work in tandem.

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Because what you're going to see throughout the allegory are these

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statements from the Lord of the Vineyard who says things like, I'm

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going to do all of this work, and sometimes the servants do work, so

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that perhaps something might grow.

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He'll say things like, that we might see, or that we may see something grow.

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And I'm curious why you think he talks like that.

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Why does the Lord speak in possibilities like that when he is omniscient?

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How do you wrestle that out?

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Okay, second question.

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This comes from Jacob 5 verse 18.

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This is when Jacob is teaching about the wild branches and the tame branches.

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One of the things I really love is when he talks about the wild branches,

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which generally represent those who have not yet made covenants with God.

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And they are inserted in or grafted into this main tree and that it thrives.

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What's amazing to me is not only does the branch, the wild branch

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thrive and start to produce good fruit, but also the tree itself.

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thrives from being grafted with this other branch.

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And I guess, I think, maybe because I'm a daughter of two converts, but I'm

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curious where you see this happening.

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Where you see those who come and are grafted into this beautiful covenant

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gospel being a blessing to them and a blessing to that tree as well.

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Where do you see strength coming to the tree and to the branches because

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they're constantly being grafted?

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people coming in and making covenants with God.

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Okay, next one.

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This comes from Jacob 5.

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This is around 30 and 31.

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This is during that apostasy period where it seems like all the trees are destroyed

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and it looks almost hopeless and they're trying to figure out what to do next.

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And I think it's really interesting how he talks about some of the trees are

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laden with fruit, but it's not good fruit.

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You would think that if there's an apostasy, it just means

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everything's withered away and dead.

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But I think there's a different kind of apostasy that is.

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It's full of fruit, but not good.

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You know, almost like we've used our energies for something

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that isn't productive in the way he hoped it to be productive.

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And I guess I'm curious about where you see this.

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How does this state of being busy and producing, but not actually producing

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in his way, lead to apostasy in us?

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Okay, fourth question, this comes from Jacob 7, this is verse 4.

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This is when Sherem, who has this perfect knowledge of the language, uses

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much flattery to persuade the people.

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And I'm just curious, this is something I've been studying lately, I heard a

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great talk from Sister Du about this, but I'm curious about how flattery works.

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Why do you think flattery is such a powerful tool in

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the hands of the adversary?

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Why does it work for us, and how do we combat it?

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Question number five.

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This is Jacob 6, verse 5.

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This is when Jacob is urging his people to repent, and he uses this great phrase.

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He says he wants them to cleave unto God as he cleaveth unto you.

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You can almost picture, like, Velcro hooking into each other.

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And I'm, my question for this is, do you see connections

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between cleaving and covenants?

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Haven't you heard in so many conference talks lately about the power of

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covenants and how you know, that chesed love that this Lord has for us.

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I'm curious how you think covenants and cleaving connect together.

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I think there's some really powerful ideas in there.

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I'm just still sorting them out.

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Before we head into the creative, I just want to leave you with one last thought.

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I didn't have time to make this a spark, but I do love how at the end of chapter

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7, you don't hear Jacob on this high.

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You don't, you, you don't hear him talking about how great his life

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was and how happy everything is.

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In fact, it almost sounds haunting.

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He talks about his struggle.

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So this is verse 26.

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And it came to pass that I, Jacob, began to be old, and the record of this people

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being kept on the other plates of Nephi.

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Wherefore I conclude this record, declaring that I have written according

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to the best of my knowledge, by saying that the time passed away with

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us, and also our lives passed away, like as it were unto us a dream.

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We being a lonesome and a solemn people, wanderers, cast out from

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Jerusalem, born in tribulation in wilderness, and hated of our brethren,

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which caused wars and contentions.

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Wherefore we did mourn out our days.

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I mean, that's a solemn departure in the text, but you have to remember,

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like, he's probably over a hundred years old and he's looking back on his life.

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In fact, he talks about wishing that he could have helped the Lamanites,

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that they made all these efforts to bring the Lamanites back to being

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united with them and to no avail.

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And it was really interesting to me to try and understand why he felt

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this way, and I don't have time to go into it deeply, but I think this isn't

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necessarily a lament about his life.

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I think Jacob knows his life has been good and his work has been good and

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that the Lord is pleased with him.

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I think he's confident about what he'll face at the judgment bar of God.

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But I do think he has some lingering wishes.

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I think he hopes that people will read his words.

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That even if his words that came from his mouth didn't do the impact

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among his people that he hoped they would, that his words that

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are etched into these plates will.

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I, to me, reading his Lament at the end kind of invigorated

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me to say, I'll take your words and I'll do something different.

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I think he's inviting us to take charge of our testimonies the

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same way President Nelson did.

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And my hope is that you can find that this week as you study these verses

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and you study what he painstakingly wrote down that you can find and grab

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hold of the hope that he has here.

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Even if his people didn't grab it, I think we should.