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Good morning, Springhouse.

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Today we're gonna talk about

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Saul. And we're going to read a passage of Scripture

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that doesn't have anything seemingly to do with Saul until I

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tell you what it has to do with Saul. Cause it's actually from the

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New Testament and actually the first time that you stand to read

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you're only going to have to read one verse. But as we get

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further into the end of the sermon and you guys

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get hungrier and sleepier, we'll stand again and we'll read

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a much longer passage. But would you stand with me and

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let's read from Hebrews

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chapter 12 verse one. Therefore,

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since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of

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witnesses, let us throw off everything that

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hinders and the sin that so easily entangles,

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and let us run with perseverance the race

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marked out for us. Father I thank you for your word, I

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thank you for the presence of the Holy Spirit in this place because

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without the Holy Spirit, nothing happens. I pray that the

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Holy Spirit would quicken our hearts, our minds,

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give us ears to hear in Jesus' name, amen. You may

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be seated.

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Saul and Saul, there are actually two prominent

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Sauls in the Bible. Most of you know that but maybe some don't.

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The Old Testament Saul was king of Israel, First King of

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Israel. The New Testament Saul

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was an apostle whose name was later changed to Paul.

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It's not unusual for people when they come

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to Jesus for their names to change because they

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change. When before Peter came to Jesus,

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his name was Simon. And that meant a reed blowing in the wind

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and Jesus he came to Jesus and Jesus met him and he could

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see that reed blowing in the wind cause that's what Peter was.

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But he said, you're gonna have a new name and it's going

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to be Peter, not Simon anymore. A

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rock. And so Paul, used to be

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known as Saul. He came to Jesus, his name changed.

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We don't know who wrote the Book of Hebrews but

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Paul is one of the names that's often mentioned. And the writer of

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Hebrews mentions a phrase that I, that I hope you caught as we went

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past. You'll, you'll catch it now but the phrase is this, the

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sin that so easily entangles.

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We all have such sin And you

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may or may not be aware of what that sin is in your

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life. Now if you're not aware of what that sin is in your life, you

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may think, well, I don't, you know, I don't know what he's talking about.

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But if you are aware of that sin

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that's in your life, you're closer to God than the one who goes, I don't

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know what they're talking about. Because the closer you get to

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God, the more clearly you see your own

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sin, your own inequity. As a matter of fact, you may think you know what

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that sin that so easily entangles is in your

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life, but you may get closer to God and find out oh no, that

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that wasn't even it. There's even one, there's even one

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more than that. When Isaiah saw the

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Lord and this is Isaiah, he

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said, I am undone. Woe is me. I'm a man

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of unclean lips. I dwell among an unclean

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people because I have seen the Lord. And

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so just because you're not necessarily aware of sin doesn't

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mean you're doing okay. In fact, it probably means you're not doing okay.

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That was free. For some the sin

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that so easily entangles is obvious. And for

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others it's not so easily identified.

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Now in in our in our culture, certainly in our

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church culture because it's kinda been

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passed down to us for a few hundred years. When we think of the sin

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that so easily entangles, one of the first things that comes

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to mind is immorality. Because immorality, I mean

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that's sin for sure. And it's it's

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talked about in the Bible. Paul certainly talks about it for

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sure. And it's easily identified. I mean, you

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know others may not may not necessarily see it in your

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life, but you know

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Crickets. But you know for

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sure. On the other hand in our

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particular culture we have a sin, just as deadly and

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perhaps even more deadly that we celebrate

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pride. That's right, and I'm not talking about

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immorality and pride mixed, I'm talking about pride.

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Drunkenness. Drunkenness is that's a

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real sin. And you know what? Not only do you know it,

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sometimes you don't know it. But everybody around you knows

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it if that's, if that's what's going on. I mean they, they can,

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they can see what's, what's happening. And

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you know, but on the other hand there's this

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sin because I, now drunkenness is wrong.

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Don't get me wrong, I mean it's, it's definitely a sin and it

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certainly entangles people.

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But on the other side there, Jesus didn't say too much about

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that. He did say a whole lot about being

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judgmental. He did have a lot to say

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about that. And it's pretty easy to look at the

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drunkenness and kinda go,

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And it's even easier to be judgmental when you're

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driving.

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I can't believe that they do that. You

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know, what Michelle and I call it Sleepy

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Smyrna.

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And if you don't know why we call it Sleepy Smyrna then you're probably

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part of the problem.

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Because you know, sometimes people just and there's

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Enon Springs Road, the new part where it's got

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one lane going here and a big old median and then one lane going

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this way. And and I'll admit the speed limit is ridiculous,

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35 miles an hour.

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But 28?

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Yeah, you got the right, but I'm sitting back here thinking, you're just

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doing

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that. The first service didn't hear any of that.

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Slothfulness, I mean yeah, people who are lazy and don't

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work and blah blah blah blah blah. Yeah, that's a sin that easily

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entangles people. Greed on the other hand is pretty good stuff. I mean

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I'm a I'm just a go getter, you know. So

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anyway, some of it is, some of it's pretty easy to see, some of

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it's a little more difficult to recognize. Today we're gonna look at the

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sin that easily entangled the Old Testament Saul.

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And it's a sin that also entangles many

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who may not think they have an obvious besetting

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sin, because this sin is, is somewhat of a

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chameleon and it masquerades as, as many things

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and probably the most damning thing that it

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masquerades as is wisdom.

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I'm just being wise in what I do.

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But it's sin nevertheless and it has a name and the name is

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simply this, fear.

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Fear. There's a reason why the

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Bible tells us almost 70 times

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to not fear. And there's a reason why over

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in Revelation 20 one:eight when it lists, those

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whose fate is damnation, the first on the

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list is the fearful. Fearful, this is

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this is serious stuff. This is pretty, pretty important stuff.

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And fear, if I were to say okay, well what's the opposite of fear? Well

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you'd, we'd probably jump into saying courage.

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No, no, no. Because you see, well actually

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courage doesn't exist without some element of fear. I mean fear's

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actually got to be there for for courage to exist. And the

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opposite of courage isn't fear, the opposite of courage is cowardice.

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Now fear can produce cowardice, but it's not the same thing.

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Now fear is an antonym for

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another f word which is faith. It it

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is the opposite of faith. You may say,

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Well I thought the opposite of faith was unbelief. No, the opposite of

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unbelief is belief.

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Little English lesson here, right? And

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and he got it.

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You know, you can actually believe and not have faith.

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There are people who believe that God exists, who believe

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that Jesus Christ is His only begotten Son, but they don't have any

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faith in Him. Because

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belief is passive, faith is active.

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See. Faith is

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required to please God. And

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it is also the means by which we are we are saved.

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And and so no wonder the Bible keeps saying, don't

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fear, don't fear, don't fear because fear

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is the opposite of faith, is the antithesis

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of faith. And Saul, King Saul

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had three specific fears that the Bible brings out and

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we're gonna look at those and we're gonna see, you know, how maybe that

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might relate to us. And the first one, first one is this,

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fear of the enemy. Over in

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First Samuel 13, Saul and

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his army were encamped and the Philistines were encamped

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and they were gonna engage one another and the Philistines

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more and more kept coming. I mean, they there just seemed to be an

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endless supply of Philistines, but the Israelites on the other hand, when

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they saw the Philistine army and how strong they were, how many

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people they had, they started melting away. They started deserting. They

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started going back home. They started hiding

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and hiding out. And Saul

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was kinda getting freaked out by this. Now he was supposed to wait for Samuel

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to come and offer a sacrifice to the Lord before they could

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start the battle. But as he saw the

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Philistines increasing and the Israelites

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decreasing sim seemingly,

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excuse me, I live in Tennessee. As

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he saw that happening,

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Samuel's not here, we gotta do something. We gotta engage before

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this thing gets totally out of hand. Bring the sacrifice, I'm gonna

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offer the sacrifice. The thing that he knew he wasn't

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supposed to do, he did and and as is often the

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case virtually immediately after

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he did it. Who shows up?

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Yeah, you all were in the first service.

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Samuel. Samuel shows up and

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just as he finished the offering, Samuel arrived and

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Saul went out to greet him. What have you done?' Ask

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Samuel. And Saul replied, well when I saw that

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the men were scattering and that you did not come at the

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set time, it's really your fault that you did not come at the

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set time and that the Philistines were assembling at Michmash.

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I thought, now the Philistines will come down against me at

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Gilgal and I have not sought the Lord's favor. So I

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felt compelled to offer the burnt offering. You

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have done a foolish thing, Samuel

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said. Now we all understand

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fear of the enemy or, or think that we do.

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But we seem unaware that this

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fear of the enemy tempts us to act in our

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own strength, tempts us to do

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something instead of trusting in the Lord

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and waiting on the Lord, waiting for him. You

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have done a foolish thing, Samuel

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said. Proverbs three:five through

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six says this, trust in the Lord

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with all your heart and and lean not on

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your own understanding. In all your ways

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acknowledge Him. Acknowledge that He's there and He'll make

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your path straight. He'll straighten

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that thing out. When you trust in

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the Lord, you don't panic.

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You don't go chasing after a solution.

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You wait for it to come to you. I used to play racketball.

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And I know that doesn't sound like it fits, but I'm just gonna

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tell you something here. I was pretty good.

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But when I first started out it was

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such exercise, it was so exhausting,

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and it was so frustrating to lose so much.

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Because I was, I was going here, there, there's the ball,

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there, you It all changed

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when I learned to just stand in the right place and

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wait and let it come to me. And

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when you trust in the Lord, you can do that with life. You stand in

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the right place, you wait, you let it come to you.

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Psalm fifty six eleven says this, in

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God I trust and I am not afraid.

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What can man do to me? What can man do to you?

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Oh, I don't know, you know, kill me? Maybe?

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Well Jesus had something to say about that. I tell you my friends,

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do not be afraid of those who kill the body

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and after that can do no more. So what can what can

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man do to you? I mean I'm asking that question.

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Can man make fun of you? Take

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money away from you? Take stuff away from you? What can man do

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to you? Psalm

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fourteen one says, the fool says in his heart there

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is no God. Samuel said to Saul, you have

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done a foolish thing. To give

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in to fear of the enemy is to discount

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God.

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That was more profound than many of you think that it is. But

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to give in to fear of the enemy is to discount God because it's

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basically saying, Hey, I'm afraid of

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them. You ain't enough.

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Not all enemies we face are people. I mean, most of you are

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familiar with Paul saying we don't wrestle against flesh and

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blood but against powers and principalities and high

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places. And and to be honest it's not

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actually the the enemy that we fear anyway, it's the enemy's

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weapons that we fear. An enemy who has no

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weapons, no.

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I've got a nine year old grandson who lives next door

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and occasionally we fight.

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We wrestle. He ain't

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ever beat me and

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I'm He probably isn't going to for another year or

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two. I'm

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not afraid of him. He doesn't have the weapons.

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But our enemy has weapons. This is Memorial Day

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weekend and, not many of us face the military

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type of enemies that these

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people face that we celebrate, that we honor. That's

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really probably a better word for it. But we

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all face dangerous enemies. We face their weapons.

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I'm gonna mention three. There's there there are more but I'm I'm gonna mention

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three and just throw it up against the wall and see if any of

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it sticks. First one is

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want. One of the enemies of

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the weapon one of the weapons of the enemy is

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that we come against is is want. I

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can't do that. I I can't give that, I can't

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because I may need it. I

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I mean seriously if I if I if I if I

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tithe, that that's a financial thing, but if I

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tithe, what what am I gonna do if I need it?

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You know? Or if God says, you know, we'll we'll

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feed that person. Well, I I don't know if we got enough food,

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you know? Clothe that person. Well, I, you know, I I might

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need

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I I I need some of these 17 shirts that I've got in

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here. I need some of those 18 pair of

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shoes that I've got.

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Fear of want. The day You know I haven't worn no shoes

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in two years but one of these days I'm planning on wearing

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them.

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So we don't obey God because

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we're afraid we might not have what we need.

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How about this one? Fear of failure.

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I know nobody in here

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is faced with that ever.

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Well what's the worst that that can happen? I

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mean, somebody gonna laugh at you?

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I used to direct plays.

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And we would have auditions, and people would come in and audition

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for for a play. And you know, it was

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it it it could get long sometimes, but for the most part it was

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pretty good. But you know who the most fun people were

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to see audition? It was the ones who didn't give a

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rip if they did poorly,

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you know? Yeah, I'm going to audition for

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Scrooge.

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Bahamba, you know, kind of thing. You sort of go, Well

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that's interesting. This is this is fun. This has

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kind of woken us up. I'm gonna find a place for that person

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because they'll do anything.

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And we don't even know what failure is.

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We don't know. Have you ever

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really wanted something and you didn't get it?

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And then I don't know, a day later, month later, a few

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years later you went, boy I

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dodged a bullet on that one. You thought

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you failed, but you actually ended up much better

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off. And even worse, have you ever really wanted something and you

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got it?

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Only to find out a few months later, a few years

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later, oh man, what am I gonna do now?

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I didn't, I am the proud owner of a bass boat.

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We we don't we don't we don't even know what failure is. The

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most obvious looking failure of all time

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was the Son of God hanging on the cross

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as a common criminal. We considered Him

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stricken by God, afflicted by Him,

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but He was wounded for our transgressions. He was

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bruised for our iniquity.

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He was supposed to come and redeem Israel.

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He was supposed to come and be their Messiah. Well you know what?

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He came and he not only redeemed Israel, he redeemed us

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all. And he is their Messiah and ours as

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well. Yet to us it looked like a

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failure.

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One other thing that we tend to have fear of

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is tomorrow. Tomorrow.

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Man, I just don't know. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. I

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got this meeting. I got this I got this interview. I got

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this appointment with the doctor. I don't know what they're going to

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say. You know, tomorrow, whoo.

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Well Jesus said, don't worry about it.

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You got enough to worry about today. Don't

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add tomorrow's worries to today's worries.

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And you know when you get and don't and for sure don't add next

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week's worries to today's worries. Yeah, not not

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He said, Don't worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will worry about

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itself. It's got some worry when you get there, you can do

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that. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

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We don't know what tomorrow holds.

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I I One of my favorite artists is Paul Simon. And

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I I really like his, sometimes his lyrics just

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have so much truth in them. You know, all lies and jests, still a

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man hears what he wants to hear and disregards the rest. True

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that. Yeah. One man's ceiling is another man's

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floor. True that. A couple weeks ago

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I, I heard him in concert at the

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Ryman. And he sang Slip Sliding Away.

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And one of my favorite verses that he ever wrote was

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through that song, God Only Knows. God

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makes His plan. The information's unavailable

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to the mortal man. We do our job,

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we get our pay, we think we're

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gliding down the highway, when in fact we're slip

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sliding away. We don't know what's gonna

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happen tomorrow. We we rarely know where

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where we're headed.

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In fact, you don't really wanna know about the future.

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Because I promise you at some point it ain't gonna be

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good. And if you knew

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about it, you knew what was gonna happen and you knew when it was gonna

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happen, that's all you'd think about.

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It's enough to know who holds the future. When when

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I was growing up there was there was a song that we'd hear in church

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for pretty often. I know not

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what the future holds, but I know who holds the future.

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It's a secret known only to Him.

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And I trust Him. And I'm not afraid of tomorrow.

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Let's go to Saul's second fear. I mean fear of the enemy we get,

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but this one is probably even more pervasive among us

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and it is fear of his own people.

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And Saul, over in

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over in chapter 15 of first Samuel, Saul

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was tossed a softball by by the

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Lord to and he was supposed to hit it out of the park but he

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whiffed. He was told to go and wipe out the

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Amalekites. And the Amalekites apparently

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weren't much of a challenge. And so he goes and

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and he whiffs because of fear. And

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after that happens, guess who arrives on the

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scene? Samuel. And

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now you get to stand up and do the real reading that we were gonna

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do today. And I know, you know, you're getting hungry But

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just just stay with me.

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Samuel said, although you were once small

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in your own eyes, do you not

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So for Israel, The Lord anointed you king

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over Israel and He sent you on a mission

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saying, go and completely destroy

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those wicked people, the Amalekites. Wage

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war against them and wipe them out.

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Why did you not obey the Lord? Why did you

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pounce on the plunder and do evil in the eyes of the

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Lord? But I did obey the Lord, Saul

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said. I went on the mission the Lord assigned

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me. I completely destroyed the Amalekites

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and brought back Agag their king. The soldiers

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took sheep and cattle from the plunder. The best of

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what was devoted to God in order to sacrifice

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to the Lord your God at Gilgal. But

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Samuel replied, Does the Lord delight in

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burnt offerings and sacrifices as much as in

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obeying the Lord? To obey is better than

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sacrifice, and to heed is better than the fat of

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rams. For rebellion is like the sin of

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divination and arrogance like the evil of

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idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the

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Lord, He has rejected you as king.

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Then Saul said to Samuel, I have sinned,

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I violated the Lord's command and your instructions.

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I was afraid of the men and so I gave in

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to them. Please be seated.

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And read that last sentence again in silence

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and pondering.

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You can read it out loud, Connie. Yeah. It's okay.

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I love Connie. She she doesn't think she's

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brave, but she has become brave since I've known

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her. And that's a fact. Yeah. I usually

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do this, this teaching for pastors.

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And while this is an all too common fear for

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leaders, it applies to followers as well. So don't, you know, don't think,

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Well, I'm not a leader so you're not talking to me now. Yeah, yeah, I

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am actually. In terms of leaders, this is

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the Achilles heel of leaders.

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Being afraid of their own people.

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It's the Achilles' heel of democracy. It's why stuff doesn't get done

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right because they're afraid of us.

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Afraid they're not going to get reelected, you know. So we gotta please

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this group or please that group or do do do something right

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now rather than something that's gonna be good for the future because

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those people ain't voting for me. These people are.

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It's also, the bane of the church.

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When when I was growing up we we would come and worship the

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Lord on on Sunday and then we'd have church business

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meeting so that the Devil could get his due.

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Because everybody had their own opinion that they had to bring and you know, and

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they only caused divisions and all kinds of stuff.

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And I hated those things, I really did.

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What if Moses had given in to the people?

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We wanna go back to Egypt. You know, why why did

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you bring us out of here? We don't get enough manna.

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We we like more than one day supply. You know, I There was just so

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much stuff that if he had been the kind

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who would give in in fear to the people, we wouldn't have

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never We'd never heard about him, heard about them.

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But okay, let's let's let's say we're let's say we're talking about

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followers. What about your friends?

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What do you mean my friends? I I don't hang out with bad people. I

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mean bad bad company corrupts good character and I don't I don't

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hang out with bad people. Okay. And I'm certainly not afraid of the

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people that I hang out with. Oh, okay. I I hear you. Are you any

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different with them than you are when you're here?

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Are are you any different at work from what you

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are on Sunday morning? Are are you any different,

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at school than you are with your family? Are you

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different with someone you're trying to impress, than you are

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with somebody that you think is beneath you?

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Fear of others causes us to lose our real

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self. We don't know who we're

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all who we are after a while.

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I found it hard being a preacher's kid

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for a number of reasons. The most obvious of which was,

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everybody's looking at you. And you got, you

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got you're held to a different standard from everybody and they're

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all focusing on you. But

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probably even even more difficult than that, though

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at the time I didn't recognize it, was the fact that your parents or

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your father or mother, whatever, is

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up there in church and they're who they are and then they come home

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and maybe they're somebody else.

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And you and you kind of go, I don't like what I see behind the

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curtain.

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My parents were quite good at being the same as home

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as they were elsewhere, as they were anywhere, actually. But you

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but you know the thing is that when you're when you're 10, when

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you're 13 and God help you when you're 16 and

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17, you know. Just the tiniest little

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crack gets magnified. You kind of go,

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well you know, you you say this but

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you you are that

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and I'm not gonna be that way.

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Really?

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Well let's take this a little a little bit deeper. Let's get specific

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with Saul's third fear. And Saul's third fear was fear of the

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Lord's favor on another. And

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that other was, was David. He was afraid of

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David. First Samuel eighteen twelve

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says, Saul was afraid of David because

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the Lord was with David and had departed from

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Saul. Well what what caused

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this fear? Really?

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Because you see, there are

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There's a man I know who used to be

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here at the church. He was actually on staff.

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And he seemed extremely

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confident. And, in fact,

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he'd tell you right now, I'm not afraid of anything. Not afraid

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of anything, anybody.

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And he was good. He was good at his job.

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And and I love this guy but we've reconnected

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many years later and, you know, he's kind of admitted two

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things. Number one, was actually I was afraid

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of you. Oh, okay.

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Afraid of me? I don't get it but you know,

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he's not telling me what I've heard say that so, boo.

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And but the second thing is I was

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afraid that people were going to find out

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that I'm just, that I'm not that good. I'm

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afraid people will find out who I really am.

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You afraid of anybody? You you

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afraid of people finding out who you really are?

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Afraid of people getting to know you?

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Seeing behind the curtain?

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The main issue is this, it's not jealousy, it's not envy,

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it's not really even insecurity. The main issue is this,

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it's misplaced identity.

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You draw your identity from the wrong source.

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Retirees suffer from this real often, especially pastors. You know,

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they're used to being in charge and they're used to

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people honoring them or or whatever, you know. And then, all

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of a sudden they aren't that anymore and it's kind of like, well who am

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I? Sometimes teachers,

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businessmen, you know, whatever it

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is, you know, if that become if your

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position becomes your identity,

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then you got some reason to be afraid.

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One of the issues we had here for, for several years, and occasionally it

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pops up again, is people unwilling to step aside from their

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position for others.

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In fact, there'd be times that they weren't even doing the job anymore,

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and then we'd say, well, you know what? We're gonna,

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we're gonna we're gonna let Wade start doing that job. Oh no, no, I'm

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ready, I'm I'm ready to do it now, you know.

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And they weren't ready to do it now, they just weren't ready to let it

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go.

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Saul feared for his kingdom.

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He wasn't afraid that David was gonna kill him.

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He he wasn't afraid that David would be bad for Israel, I

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mean come on. David fought Israel's battles.

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David protected Saul. David had Saul's back.

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But he was afraid that he was gonna lose his

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kingdom. David was gonna get

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it.

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And so he was unable to receive the greatest gift

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that God gave to him, gave

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to his kingdom. David,

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couldn't receive it. When you know who you are

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in Christ, it changes the calculus on everything. When

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your identity is rooted and grounded in Christ, it changes the

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calculus on on everything. When it shifts

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from who am I to who am I in Christ.

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Yeah I know I'm running a little late but,

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just hang on.

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I used to do a lot of my major in college was

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theater, and I used to do a lot of acting and before I came to

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the Lord I mean I was, I was doing that all the time. And you

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know what, I was good.

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I was good, and I knew it. And I

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felt like I'm a really

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good actor. And so I enjoyed acting.

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I did not enjoy going to the theater, Because when I

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went to the theater, one of two things would happen. I would see somebody doing

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a role that I should have been doing.

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And they weren't very good. And I would be sitting there the whole

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time instead of into the play, I'd be sitting there the whole

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time going, yeah. That's

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not how I'd do it. And it was even worse if they were

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great and much better than I could

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do it. Because I would sit sit there,

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something inside of me, kind of

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falling apart I guess, crumbling.

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And then I came to Jesus, came to Jesus in

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in in my mid twenties and and I didn't know this was gonna happen

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because I didn't know it was a problem. Because I

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was stupid, and ignorant, and away from the Lord, and

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couldn't see things. But I started enjoying

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going to the theater. Because if I went and somebody

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was really good, I would, wow, that blew me

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away. I really enjoyed that. And if someone was

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really bad, I just go, you know,

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God love you. I mean look at what they're doing.

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They don't even know their path. They're just up there, they're just up there

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having fun and enjoying life and and living it

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big. That's, I mean it changed everything.

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It's not time for this, I'm gonna tell it anyway.

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It's a play called Frost Nixon. And it's about David Frost

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and Richard Nixon, and interviews and stuff. And, and

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I I I've always

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thought that I could play Richard Nixon very well.

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And, and Studio ten over in

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Franklin did that play, and I thought, oh wow, I'm gonna

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audition for Well they already precast Nixon and I was going, oh

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well. But then the guy had to drop out and

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they asked me to come and audition. And

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I did. And I feel like I

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nailed it. And they didn't cast me.

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They, they cast a friend of mine,

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that I had known previous years, named Robert Kiefer.

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And I went to see him, I went to see the play, and

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Robert was fabulous. He

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was fabulous. And and I

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remember after after the show, I was in I was in the foyer,

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I think they call it a lobby. I was in the lobby and one of

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the guys who had been at my audition had decided not to cast me.

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I went over to him and I said, you guys

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absolutely made the right choice. And it was from the bottom of my heart and

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it felt so good to be able to say it. Because my identity was

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not in the fact that I I can do a Richard

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Dixon or that I was an actor or anything. My identity is in

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Jesus Christ and how well somebody else did had no impact

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whatsoever on who I

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was.

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Back in the seventies, people used to say, what are my rights in Christ?

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Kinda go, well, you

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know, because of bad teaching they thought was

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having stuff, and, and,

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being never getting sick, or something like that. You

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know, having stuff doesn't make you free from want.

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In fact, the more stuff you have, the more stuff you want, usually.

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Having stuff, having faith makes you free for

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want.

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Your rights are to die daily,

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to forgive others,

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to consider others ahead of yourself.

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In other words, to take up your cross daily and follow him.

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Those are your rights. And if you will exercise those

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rights, the more you exercise those right,

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the result is that you you find your true self, you

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find freedom, you find freedom from

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fear. No fear.

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Colossians two ten says, in Christ you've been brought to fullness.

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Think about what that means. Do you feel like your

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life is full? Do you feel like it's it's

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fullness? If you don't, it may be because

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it's not grounded in Christ.

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For you died and your life is hidden with Christ in

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God. Stop looking for your life in the wrong

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places. Your your life is

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not about your politics, it's

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not about your position, it's not about your possessions, your pride,

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hidden in

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Christ. And

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then finally, it's hidden in Christ.

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And then finally,

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do not fear what they fear,

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do not be intimidated by them but in your hearts

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revere Christ as Lord.

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Two options, you can

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fear what they fear and be intimidated or you can revere Christ

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as Lord in your hearts. Those are in inverse

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proportion to one another, inverse ratio.

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Many of you watch the news.

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It may be your sin that so

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easily entangles you. I'm just saying that,

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not to be funny, but because it's

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true. Because it promotes fear.

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But if you will truly revere Christ in your

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hearts, your fear doesn't stand a chance

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when you stand in his love.

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Would you stand with me? Will those who are

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gonna pray with people come forward? And

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if you need prayer for anything,

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especially if there's anything out there that you're feeling fear or anxiety

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about, it may be an interview, it may be a doctor's appointment, it may be

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a bill that's coming bill that's

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coming to I mean, but anything, it doesn't have to be

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about fear specifically. We're going to worship for just a few

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moments, give you an opportunity, to come and

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be prayed for. His brothers and sisters would love to pray with you.