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"You 687 00:05:30,240 --> 00:05:30,569: wanted 688 00:05:30,569 --> 00:05:30,660: to 689 00:05:30,660 --> 00:05:32,160: talk." 690 00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:32,250: Her 691 00:05:32,250 --> 00:05:32,610: voice 692 00:05:32,610 --> 00:05:32,759: was 693 00:05:32,759 --> 00:05:33,480: raspy, 694 00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:33,779: still 695 00:05:33,779 --> 00:05:34,199: remembering 696 00:05:34,199 --> 00:05:34,290: how 697 00:05:34,290 --> 00:05:34,379: to 698 00:05:34,379 --> 00:05:36,540: work.

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"Your 1138 00:08:37,679 --> 00:08:38,370: owner- 1139 00:08:38,370 --> 00:08:38,490: You 1140 00:08:38,490 --> 00:08:38,580: are 1141 00:08:38,580 --> 00:08:38,759: not 1142 00:08:38,759 --> 00:08:38,789: a 1143 00:08:38,789 --> 00:08:39,480: thing 1144 00:08:39,480 --> 00:08:39,659: to 1145 00:08:39,659 --> 00:08:39,929: be 1146 00:08:39,929 --> 00:08:40,379: owned, 1147 00:08:40,379 --> 00:08:41,220: Taylor. 1148 00:08:41,220 --> 00:08:41,429: And 1149 00:08:41,429 --> 00:08:41,549: you're 1150 00:08:41,549 --> 00:08:41,879: missing 1151 00:08:41,879 --> 00:08:42,000: out 1152 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:42,090: on 1153 00:08:42,090 --> 00:08:42,218: all of 1154 00:08:42,218 --> 00:08:42,389: this 1155 00:08:42,389 --> 00:08:43,049: because- 1156 00:08:43,049 --> 00:08:43,860: What, 1157 00:08:43,860 --> 00:08:44,009: because 1158 00:08:44,009 --> 00:08:44,100: you 1159 00:08:44,100 --> 00:08:44,340: didn't 1160 00:08:44,340 --> 00:08:44,513: want to 1161 00:08:44,513 --> 00:08:45,480: work? 1162 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:45,809: Because 1163 00:08:45,809 --> 00:08:46,080: life 1164 00:08:46,080 --> 00:08:46,230: is 1165 00:08:46,230 --> 00:08:46,740: hard, 1166 00:08:46,740 --> 00:08:47,159: a-and 1167 00:08:47,159 --> 00:08:48,090: you-"

"I 1168 00:08:48,090 --> 00:08:48,389: tried 1169 00:08:48,389 --> 00:08:48,509: to 1170 00:08:48,509 --> 00:08:48,720: kill 1171 00:08:48,720 --> 00:08:49,200: myself, 1172 00:08:49,200 --> 00:08:50,340: dad. 1173 00:08:50,340 --> 00:08:50,759: Multiple 1174 00:08:50,759 --> 00:08:53,250: times."

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"When 1190 00:09:00,929 --> 00:09:01,080: I'm 1191 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:01,139: a 1192 00:09:01,139 --> 00:09:01,529: rabbit, 1193 00:09:01,529 --> 00:09:02,009: everything 1194 00:09:02,009 --> 00:09:02,309: makes 1195 00:09:02,309 --> 00:09:03,330: sense." 1196 00:09:03,330 --> 00:09:03,629: Taylor 1197 00:09:03,629 --> 00:09:04,529: said. "When 1198 00:09:04,529 --> 00:09:04,740: I'm 1199 00:09:04,740 --> 00:09:04,919: in 1200 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:05,159: that 1201 00:09:05,159 --> 00:09:05,519: body, 1202 00:09:05,519 --> 00:09:05,610: I 1203 00:09:05,610 --> 00:09:05,909: don't 1204 00:09:05,909 --> 00:09:06,450: have 1205 00:09:06,450 --> 00:09:06,570: to 1206 00:09:06,570 --> 00:09:06,929: worry 1207 00:09:06,929 --> 00:09:07,139: about 1208 00:09:07,139 --> 00:09:07,259: my 1209 00:09:07,259 --> 00:09:07,620: place 1210 00:09:07,620 --> 00:09:07,710: in 1211 00:09:07,710 --> 00:09:07,799: the 1212 00:09:07,799 --> 00:09:08,100: world, 1213 00:09:08,100 --> 00:09:08,190: or 1214 00:09:08,190 --> 00:09:08,309: my 1215 00:09:08,309 --> 00:09:08,909: future, or 1216 00:09:08,909 --> 00:09:09,179: any 1217 00:09:09,179 --> 00:09:09,330: of 1218 00:09:09,330 --> 00:09:10,409: it. 1219 00:09:10,409 --> 00:09:10,451: I 1220 00:09:10,451 --> 00:09:10,529: don't 1221 00:09:10,529 --> 00:09:10,620: have 1222 00:09:10,620 --> 00:09:10,710: to 1223 00:09:10,710 --> 00:09:10,889: think 1224 00:09:10,889 --> 00:09:11,070: about 1225 00:09:11,070 --> 00:09:11,190: the 1226 00:09:11,190 --> 00:09:12,840: economy or 1227 00:09:12,840 --> 00:09:13,500: politics 1228 00:09:13,500 --> 00:09:13,559: or 1229 00:09:13,559 --> 00:09:13,860: keeping 1230 00:09:13,860 --> 00:09:14,250: myself 1231 00:09:14,250 --> 00:09:14,759: alive 1232 00:09:14,759 --> 00:09:15,029: every 1233 00:09:15,029 --> 00:09:16,799: day. 1234 00:09:16,799 --> 00:09:16,860: I 1235 00:09:16,860 --> 00:09:17,190: couldn't 1236 00:09:17,190 --> 00:09:17,519: have 1237 00:09:17,519 --> 00:09:17,879: any 1238 00:09:17,879 --> 00:09:18,059: of 1239 00:09:18,059 --> 00:09:18,330: those 1240 00:09:18,330 --> 00:09:18,509: good 1241 00:09:18,509 --> 00:09:18,779: things 1242 00:09:18,779 --> 00:09:18,870: you're 1243 00:09:18,870 --> 00:09:19,259: talking 1244 00:09:19,259 --> 00:09:19,559: about, 1245 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:19,830: dad, 1246 00:09:19,830 --> 00:09:20,039: because 1247 00:09:20,039 --> 00:09:20,129: I 1248 00:09:20,129 --> 00:09:20,309: was 1249 00:09:20,309 --> 00:09:21,029: trying 1250 00:09:21,029 --> 00:09:21,509: not 1251 00:09:21,509 --> 00:09:21,720: to 1252 00:09:21,720 --> 00:09:22,289: slit 1253 00:09:22,289 --> 00:09:22,470: my 1254 00:09:22,470 --> 00:09:23,220: wrists 1255 00:09:23,220 --> 00:09:23,940: every 1256 00:09:23,940 --> 00:09:26,250: day. 1257 00:09:26,250 --> 00:09:26,399: When 1258 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:26,460: I 1259 00:09:26,460 --> 00:09:26,610: was 1260 00:09:26,610 --> 00:09:26,669: a 1261 00:09:26,669 --> 00:09:26,970: kid, 1262 00:09:26,970 --> 00:09:27,059: and 1263 00:09:27,059 --> 00:09:27,120: you 1264 00:09:27,120 --> 00:09:27,330: went 1265 00:09:27,330 --> 00:09:27,509: on 1266 00:09:27,509 --> 00:09:27,720: about 1267 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:27,840: how 1268 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:27,899: I 1269 00:09:27,899 --> 00:09:28,049: could 1270 00:09:28,049 --> 00:09:28,139: do 1271 00:09:28,139 --> 00:09:28,500: anything 1272 00:09:28,500 --> 00:09:28,559: I 1273 00:09:28,559 --> 00:09:28,860: wanted 1274 00:09:28,860 --> 00:09:28,980: with 1275 00:09:28,980 --> 00:09:29,159: my 1276 00:09:29,159 --> 00:09:30,090: life? 1277 00:09:30,090 --> 00:09:30,240: Why 1278 00:09:30,240 --> 00:09:30,419: did 1279 00:09:30,419 --> 00:09:30,480: you 1280 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:30,750: change 1281 00:09:30,750 --> 00:09:30,840: your 1282 00:09:30,840 --> 00:09:32,700: mind? 1283 00:09:32,700 --> 00:09:32,850: Why 1284 00:09:32,850 --> 00:09:33,179: can't 1285 00:09:33,179 --> 00:09:33,299: you 1286 00:09:33,299 --> 00:09:33,419: be 1287 00:09:33,419 --> 00:09:33,809: happy 1288 00:09:33,809 --> 00:09:33,990: for 1289 00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:36,480: me?"

My 1290 00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:36,899: gaze 1291 00:09:36,899 --> 00:09:37,080: dipped 1292 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:37,169: to 1293 00:09:37,169 --> 00:09:37,259: the 1294 00:09:37,259 --> 00:09:39,690: floor.

"Because 1295 00:09:39,690 --> 00:09:39,779: I 1296 00:09:39,779 --> 00:09:40,049: feel 1297 00:09:40,049 --> 00:09:40,289: like 1298 00:09:40,289 --> 00:09:40,379: I've 1299 00:09:40,379 --> 00:09:42,539: failed." 1300 00:09:42,539 --> 00:09:42,870: I said.

Taylor 1301 00:09:42,870 --> 00:09:43,529: deflated, 1302 00:09:43,529 --> 00:09:43,830: looking 1303 00:09:43,830 --> 00:09:44,250: tired 1304 00:09:44,250 --> 00:09:44,519: despite 1305 00:09:44,519 --> 00:09:44,610: her 1306 00:09:44,610 --> 00:09:45,029: steaming 1307 00:09:45,029 --> 00:09:47,970: cup.

"Dad..."

"I 1308 00:09:47,970 --> 00:09:48,240: don't 1309 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:48,450: know 1310 00:09:48,450 --> 00:09:48,659: what 1311 00:09:48,659 --> 00:09:48,720: I 1312 00:09:48,720 --> 00:09:49,080: want 1313 00:09:49,080 --> 00:09:49,289: from 1314 00:09:49,289 --> 00:09:50,460: you, 1315 00:09:50,460 --> 00:09:51,509: other 1316 00:09:51,509 --> 00:09:51,990: than 1317 00:09:51,990 --> 00:09:52,200: for 1318 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:52,350: you 1319 00:09:52,350 --> 00:09:52,440: to 1320 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:52,620: be 1321 00:09:52,620 --> 00:09:53,639: okay." 1322 00:09:53,639 --> 00:09:53,759: I 1323 00:09:53,759 --> 00:09:54,059: told 1324 00:09:54,059 --> 00:09:56,070: her. "And... And 1325 00:09:56,070 --> 00:09:56,309: live 1326 00:09:56,309 --> 00:09:56,370: a 1327 00:09:56,370 --> 00:09:56,820: fulfilling 1328 00:09:56,820 --> 00:09:58,049: life. 1329 00:09:58,049 --> 00:09:58,200: I've 1330 00:09:58,200 --> 00:09:58,409: never 1331 00:09:58,409 --> 00:09:58,559: known 1332 00:09:58,559 --> 00:09:58,710: what 1333 00:09:58,710 --> 00:09:59,039: to 1334 00:09:59,039 --> 00:09:59,460: do. 1335 00:09:59,460 --> 00:09:59,549: I've 1336 00:09:59,549 --> 00:09:59,789: never 1337 00:09:59,789 --> 00:10:00,029: known 1338 00:10:00,029 --> 00:10:00,090: how 1339 00:10:00,090 --> 00:10:00,210: to 1340 00:10:00,210 --> 00:10:00,600: help 1341 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:01,379: you. 1342 00:10:01,379 --> 00:10:01,710: I 1343 00:10:01,710 --> 00:10:01,980: tried 1344 00:10:01,980 --> 00:10:02,820: medication, 1345 00:10:02,820 --> 00:10:03,149: and 1346 00:10:03,149 --> 00:10:03,720: therapy, 1347 00:10:03,720 --> 00:10:04,529: and- 1348 00:10:04,529 --> 00:10:04,710: and 1349 00:10:04,710 --> 00:10:05,009: being 1350 00:10:05,009 --> 00:10:05,220: there 1351 00:10:05,220 --> 00:10:05,399: for 1352 00:10:05,399 --> 00:10:06,629: you. 1353 00:10:06,629 --> 00:10:06,809: But 1354 00:10:06,809 --> 00:10:06,840: I 1355 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:07,019: don't 1356 00:10:07,019 --> 00:10:07,679: understand 1357 00:10:07,679 --> 00:10:10,940: any of this. Maybe it's just because we couldn't do 1358 00:10:10,940 --> 00:10:11,120: this 1359 00:10:11,120 --> 00:10:11,210: when 1360 00:10:11,210 --> 00:10:11,269: I 1361 00:10:11,269 --> 00:10:11,389: was 1362 00:10:11,389 --> 00:10:11,450: a 1363 00:10:11,450 --> 00:10:11,659: kid, 1364 00:10:11,659 --> 00:10:11,809: but 1365 00:10:11,809 --> 00:10:11,899: I 1366 00:10:11,899 --> 00:10:12,289: don't 1367 00:10:12,289 --> 00:10:13,009: understand 1368 00:10:13,009 --> 00:10:14,480: it. It 1369 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:14,750: feels 1370 00:10:14,750 --> 00:10:14,870: like 1371 00:10:14,870 --> 00:10:15,200: I 1372 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:15,590: failed 1373 00:10:15,590 --> 00:10:15,679: to 1374 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:16,039: prepare 1375 00:10:16,039 --> 00:10:16,190: you 1376 00:10:16,190 --> 00:10:16,610: somehow. 1377 00:10:16,610 --> 00:10:16,789: For 1378 00:10:16,789 --> 00:10:16,940: the 1379 00:10:16,940 --> 00:10:19,279: world."

"I'm 1380 00:10:19,279 --> 00:10:19,700: still 1381 00:10:19,700 --> 00:10:19,940: in 1382 00:10:19,940 --> 00:10:20,029: the 1383 00:10:20,029 --> 00:10:21,320: world." 1384 00:10:21,320 --> 00:10:21,649: Taylor 1385 00:10:21,649 --> 00:10:22,070: offered 1386 00:10:22,070 --> 00:10:23,509: sympathetically.

"You're 1387 00:10:23,509 --> 00:10:23,690: not 1388 00:10:23,690 --> 00:10:23,779: in 1389 00:10:23,779 --> 00:10:24,019: my 1390 00:10:24,019 --> 00:10:24,379: world 1391 00:10:24,379 --> 00:10:25,610: anymore. 1392 00:10:25,610 --> 00:10:25,691: You’re 1393 00:10:25,691 --> 00:10:25,946: not 1394 00:10:25,946 --> 00:10:26,029: my 1395 00:10:26,029 --> 00:10:26,240: little 1396 00:10:26,240 --> 00:10:26,570: girl 1397 00:10:26,570 --> 00:10:28,399: anymore."

"I’ll 1398 00:10:28,399 --> 00:10:28,789: always 1399 00:10:28,789 --> 00:10:28,879: be 1400 00:10:28,879 --> 00:10:29,059: your 1401 00:10:29,059 --> 00:10:29,629: daughter, 1402 00:10:29,629 --> 00:10:31,309: dad. 1403 00:10:31,309 --> 00:10:31,490: But 1404 00:10:31,490 --> 00:10:31,669: you 1405 00:10:31,669 --> 00:10:32,179: always 1406 00:10:32,179 --> 00:10:32,389: knew 1407 00:10:32,389 --> 00:10:32,509: I'd 1408 00:10:32,509 --> 00:10:32,659: have 1409 00:10:32,659 --> 00:10:32,750: to 1410 00:10:32,750 --> 00:10:32,990: leave 1411 00:10:32,990 --> 00:10:33,080: you 1412 00:10:33,080 --> 00:10:33,500: someday. 1413 00:10:33,500 --> 00:10:33,740: One way 1414 00:10:33,740 --> 00:10:33,799: or 1415 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:33,950: the 1416 00:10:33,950 --> 00:10:35,029: other. 1417 00:10:35,029 --> 00:10:35,240: That’s 1418 00:10:35,240 --> 00:10:35,600: growing 1419 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:36,889: up."

"I 1420 00:10:36,889 --> 00:10:37,190: could 1421 00:10:37,190 --> 00:10:37,549: take 1422 00:10:37,549 --> 00:10:38,090: that. 1423 00:10:38,090 --> 00:10:38,240: I 1424 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:38,450: could 1425 00:10:38,450 --> 00:10:38,720: take 1426 00:10:38,720 --> 00:10:39,080: growing 1427 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:39,289: up, 1428 00:10:39,289 --> 00:10:39,440: if 1429 00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:39,500: I 1430 00:10:39,500 --> 00:10:39,710: knew 1431 00:10:39,710 --> 00:10:39,830: you 1432 00:10:39,830 --> 00:10:39,980: were 1433 00:10:39,980 --> 00:10:40,519: happy, 1434 00:10:40,519 --> 00:10:40,669: and 1435 00:10:40,669 --> 00:10:41,059: safe. 1436 00:10:41,059 --> 00:10:41,210: But 1437 00:10:41,210 --> 00:10:41,779: I 1438 00:10:41,779 --> 00:10:43,220: don't..."

My 1439 00:10:43,220 --> 00:10:43,490: voice 1440 00:10:43,490 --> 00:10:44,690: cracked. 1441 00:10:44,690 --> 00:10:44,870: Now 1442 00:10:44,870 --> 00:10:45,080: she 1443 00:10:45,080 --> 00:10:45,559: approached 1444 00:10:45,559 --> 00:10:46,070: me, 1445 00:10:46,070 --> 00:10:46,850: carefully 1446 00:10:46,850 --> 00:10:47,240: setting a 1447 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:47,600: hand 1448 00:10:47,600 --> 00:10:47,690: on 1449 00:10:47,690 --> 00:10:47,809: my 1450 00:10:47,809 --> 00:10:49,279: shoulder.

"I'm 1451 00:10:49,279 --> 00:10:50,899: happy. 1452 00:10:50,899 --> 00:10:51,289: I'm 1453 00:10:51,289 --> 00:10:52,279: safe." 1454 00:10:52,279 --> 00:10:52,639: Taylor 1455 00:10:52,639 --> 00:10:54,620: assured.

I 1456 00:10:54,620 --> 00:10:54,799: met 1457 00:10:54,799 --> 00:10:54,950: her 1458 00:10:54,950 --> 00:10:55,909: eyes, 1459 00:10:55,909 --> 00:10:56,299: looking 1460 00:10:56,299 --> 00:10:56,509: for 1461 00:10:56,509 --> 00:10:56,779: all 1462 00:10:56,779 --> 00:10:56,870: the 1463 00:10:56,870 --> 00:10:57,200: world 1464 00:10:57,200 --> 00:10:57,379: like 1465 00:10:57,379 --> 00:10:57,440: a 1466 00:10:57,440 --> 00:10:57,740: man 1467 00:10:57,740 --> 00:10:57,860: of 1468 00:10:57,860 --> 00:10:58,039: my 1469 00:10:58,039 --> 00:11:00,259: age.

I 1470 00:11:00,259 --> 00:11:00,620: reached 1471 00:11:00,620 --> 00:11:00,860: out, 1472 00:11:00,860 --> 00:11:00,950: and 1473 00:11:00,950 --> 00:11:01,190: held 1474 00:11:01,190 --> 00:11:01,309: my 1475 00:11:01,309 --> 00:11:01,730: grown up 1476 00:11:01,730 --> 00:11:01,909: little 1477 00:11:01,909 --> 00:11:02,179: girl 1478 00:11:02,179 --> 00:11:04,519: close.

"And... 1479 00:11:04,519 --> 00:11:04,909: A-and 1480 00:11:04,909 --> 00:11:06,350: you're..."

"And 1481 00:11:06,350 --> 00:11:06,799: I'm 1482 00:11:06,799 --> 00:11:08,000: okay." 1483 00:11:08,000 --> 00:11:08,330: Taylor 1484 00:11:08,330 --> 00:11:10,576: promised. "I'll 1485 00:11:10,576 --> 00:11:11,000: always 1486 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:11,179: be 1487 00:11:11,179 --> 00:11:12,649: okay. 1488 00:11:12,649 --> 00:11:12,889: As 1489 00:11:12,889 --> 00:11:13,250: okay 1490 00:11:13,250 --> 00:11:13,490: as 1491 00:11:13,490 --> 00:11:13,789: any 1492 00:11:13,789 --> 00:11:13,909: of 1493 00:11:13,909 --> 00:11:14,090: us 1494 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:14,269: can 1495 00:11:14,269 --> 00:11:15,019: be. 1496 00:11:15,019 --> 00:11:16,039: Better, 1497 00:11:16,039 --> 00:11:18,230: even."

"I'm 1498 00:11:18,230 --> 00:11:18,710: sorry, 1499 00:11:18,710 --> 00:11:20,179: Taylor."

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"I 1570 00:11:53,690 --> 00:11:55,250: hope..."

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