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Speaker: Motherhood is all consuming.

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Having babies, nursing, feeling the fear of loving someone that much, and

there's this baby on your chest, and boom, your entire life has changed.

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Speaker 2: It's a privilege of being your child's safest space

and watching your heart walk around outside of your body.

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Speaker 3: The truth is, I can be having the best time

being a mom one minute, and then the next time questioning.

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My life choices.

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Speaker: I'm Lo Mansfield, your host of the Lo and Behold podcast, mama of four

Littles, former labor and postpartum RN, CLC, and your new best friend in the messy

middle space of all the choices you are making in pregnancy, birth, and motherhood.

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If there is one thing I know after years of delivering babies at the bedside and

then having, and now raising those four of my own, it is that there is no such

thing as a best way to do any of this, and we're leaning into that truth here.

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With the mix of real life and what the textbook

says, expert Insights and Practical Applications.

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Each week we're making our way towards stories that we participate

in, stories that we are honest about, and stories that are ours.

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This is the lo and behold podcast.

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Lo: If you are currently expecting a baby, or maybe you've had

one in the past, I'm sure that you are very aware of the fact that

doulas can significantly impact birth outcomes for the better.

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And if you didn't know that, well, now you do.

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It is very, very true and it is also very evidence-based that they can

just remarkably change what happens in your birth with a lot of specificity

related to rates of induction or rates of cesarean, things like that.

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They play.

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Obviously a massive role.

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So if it's something that you can afford or you can add to your birth

plan, it is something that I almost universally would say Yes, go for it.

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Go for that doula.

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Today I got to talk with Sarah Osborne.

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She has been a full-time birth doula for 17 years

and has attended over 900 births as a doula.

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She is also a birth photographer.

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I love her birth photography, a childbirth educator and a doula mentor.

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If you are considering being a doula and you have any interest at all in

some sort of mentorship, definitely check that out via Sarah's website.

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Sarah lives in the Pacific Northwest, so there's a little

hometown love connection with her that I obviously love as well.

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She lives with her husband and her three big kids, and of course.

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Her two cats.

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I so enjoyed this conversation with Sarah today, not

just because we broke down some basics for you, right?

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I want you to know what a doula is, what they can do, what they can't do, why it

matters, but also because in this convo, we kind of delve into navigating the work

that doulas do in the birth world, and then social media and how there's kind of this.

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Overriding narratives between what people think about doulas or how

they speak about doulas, and then also how a doula has to kind of

show up and present themselves in the world when those narratives

are flying around above our heads, whether or not they're true.

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I found this conversation super interesting.

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You'll see that Sarah has just a beautiful heart for birth for the families that she

serves, and I think that comes through very clearly as you guys listen to us chat.

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Hi, Sarah.

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I am so excited to have you here with me.

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Why don't you go ahead and introduce yourself a little

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Sarah: Yeah.

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I am Sarah Osborne.

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I have been a doula for 17 years full-time.

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I've attended over 900 births as a doula.

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I'm also married, I have three kids.

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I live in Washington State.

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Lo: Sarah and I share that little connection so we know each other kind of professionally.

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And I would say like friendship now too.

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But as soon as I found out she was from Washington State, I feel like my heart

just like lit up a little bit because I just, I, I still love where I'm from.

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I'm actually gonna be back there soon.

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Present day.

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We're recording this right before the 4th of July, and I'll actually be up

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Which probably makes no sense, but just from that right away.

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Okay, so before we started recording and hit record,

Sarah and I were just talking about kind of like.

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Why she does what she does.

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And I had said that, I recently had, I woke up, I had a friend

call me, she's pregnant, she thought she was going into labor.

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I said, I'll be your person in the middle of the night to watch your kids.

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So she called me at 2:00 AM I ran over to her house, was

there, she ended up actually coming home the next day.

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It was false labor.

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But I was exhausted.

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I was telling Sarah, I was so tired.

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And so I kind of was just saying like, man, I, I hated

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I obviously like, loved the work, but hated that part.

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So essentially what I'm getting at is one, Sarah, you're amazing.

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All doulas are for doing this work over and over and over again.

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And then two, how did, why, how'd you end up here?

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I know you've been doing this for a very long time.

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I mean, I started slow, right?

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Sarah: is when I was pregnant with my second baby.

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I actually hired one for that birth and ever since I learned

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It takes time to, like, I have clients hire you

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And so, you know, it just, it's slowly built over the, I

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In my first year as a doula, which is kind of a lot actually

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So I was a full-time like solo doula Okay.

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For the first 12 years.

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So like, everything was just me.

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I was the only doula on call and now I have a collective where I

work with two other doulas and my workload has not gone down at all.

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Yeah, I do have like that load of sharing, like some

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So yeah, it's pretty great.

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It feels like you are.

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Sarah posts like this little thing on her Instagram each time

she says, I'm basically, I'm birth bound, like headed to a birth.

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And obviously our algorithm doesn't feed us

everything actually immediately when it's happening.

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But I source sometimes I see your account.

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I'm like, she's been at 12 births in the last four days.

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So it does seem like you are just helping a lot

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So that I, in that answer too, I, there's a

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One of them sounds maybe a little bit fundamental, but why don't you just

explain to everyone what a doula is and kind of those boundaries of this is

what I can do and this is what I can't do, so people understand that difference.

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Is like a labor coach.

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So I am like your, the parent's personal hired person to be labor support.

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So I'm helping with position changes, comfort measures, pain, coping

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All the pros and the cons.

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And like, you know, have, feel like they're getting all the information to make

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And, you know, there's also like a little bit of advocacy in there,

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So I'm never gonna tell a doctor, you know, don't do,

I'm not gonna speak to the doctor and say, don't do that.

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Instead what I, this is how I explain it to clients, is I say, instead, I will just ask a

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This is just my example.

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In front of the doctor to the parents, like,

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So it's like bringing to the parent's attention, like, oh, this

might be something that wasn't in your plan, and giving them the

chance to speak up because maybe they don't care and I don't care.

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Like I just want them to, yeah.

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Make their own decisions, but it's also like when I say it out loud,

then usually the doctor's like, oh, whoa, wait, maybe I need to wait.

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Lo: It's actually like that specific piece of it is like

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But that part right there, I actually think is almost one of the most

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And I'm guilty of that too.

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So I'm not saying, oh, put me on a pedestal and all these other nurses.

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The placenta comes out, we hang that bag of pit, we're ready to run that Pitocin, right?

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The cord clamps are on that delivery table.

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That's just part of the delivery process, right?

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Like there's all these things and yes, we should be pausing and saying and

confirming with those parents each time, but the reality is, is we're not.

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And you can feel that difference and you can see that difference

when you are delivering with someone like that, right?

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The truth is they're, you're just not always gonna get that like pause and

that informed choice with each of those things, and it really should be there.

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So I think so much of the gift of a good doula is exactly

what you just said, is just making that pause happen.

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Like being the person in the room who hits that

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Won't speak even if they want to.

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You run into that issue of the doctor, like why are you always overstepping?

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Or you might have that feeling from the, I'll say like head provider

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The things that I'm, you know, suggesting to

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What the nurse or doctor thinks of you.

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And that's a gift.

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So, and there's, there's just so, there's so much, I mean,

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Lo: So really quickly too, I, I do want people to know a little more What's it look like?

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Hey, prenatally, this is what I do for you versus in birth.

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'cause so many know Yeah.

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You, you show up at my birth.

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Sarah: Yeah, so every doula is gonna work a little bit different, right?

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But, for me, I do like, I usually have a Zoom call to like interview

with someone and see if it's a good fit and we wanna work together.

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I actually just read on a, on a Facebook group

yesterday that there's a doula who doesn't do that.

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Lo: Yeah.

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Sarah: Because I'm like, how can you just let someone hire you

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Like it's not just them interviewing me like I wanna know, am I good fit for them?

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Do we vibe, you know.

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So there's that.

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Once someone, one wants to move forward, they hire me.

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That's like contracts, money, all that stuff.

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And then usually I give everyone, like, I have

a separate number aside from my own cell phone.

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That's like my, my on-call number.

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And so they have access to that right away to ask me questions.

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If they need like, resources, information.

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If they're wondering about like, books and classes or they read

something scary online and they're like, oh my gosh, is this true?

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Like, what do you know?

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All of that.

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Basically I say, I'm your Google now.

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Like, don't Google anything and just text me instead.

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Yeah.

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And then I just do one prenatal visit in person.

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Okay.

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A lot of doulas do two to three.

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Okay.

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But I'm so busy and I find that my clients are busy and they're

usually working and they don't, we just don't need to do two.

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So, yeah.

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So I just do one and it's typically between 30 and 32 weeks.

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Lo: Mm-hmm.

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Sarah: Yeah.

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And it's pretty long.

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It's like a, it's like two hours.

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Lo: Okay.

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Nice.

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It's like an intensive, right.

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And then, but that open access to you, like the idea

of truly walking away from Google if they do that.

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Mm-hmm.

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Also a gift if they recognize that too, right?

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Yes.

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You mentioned too in there, just like other things

I'm thinking of as well for any moms right now.

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Asking themselves, should I have a doula?

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What's this gonna look like?

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Doulas can work in practices.

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Mm-hmm.

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So maybe if you can speak to that a little, like, what that

might mean for a family who hires someone who has partners.

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And then I recently had a student who delivered, and she worked with like a,

an on-call doula group almost, where you just are like, Hey, I'm in labor.

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And I think they kind of send out whoever's on call.

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Got it.

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So.

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Like, to me that doesn't feel ideal.

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My guess is it's also more affordable.

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So there's a lot more that goes into that conversation.

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Yeah.

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But just maybe questions that may a family could

ask in those situations to kind of navigate like.

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I'm not actually going to get Sarah, or I might get Sarah.

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Right.

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So how could that decision process look like for them?

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Yes.

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I

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Sarah: think it's really important to know like, how does this

doula work, if she's a solo doula, like who is her backup doula?

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Mm-hmm.

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Because you ne sometimes people wanna hire a solo doula and that's great.

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And that's the majority of doulas out there are just Yeah.

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Solo doulas.

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And, but every, but knowing like every once in a while it's, she can't

come, like, she's gonna be sick, she's gonna have a kid that breaks a

leg, she's gonna have a funeral or whatever, like this has all happened.

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Mm-hmm.

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Right?

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Mm-hmm.

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And if that happens, she's gonna send you a backup.

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And so that backup to you is probably a stranger.

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Mm-hmm.

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And

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Sarah: that is a real huge bummer.

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Like it works out.

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It's just not ideal.

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And so sometimes people then.

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Sometimes people are fine to like take that chance of like

99% chance it'll work and I'm, I'm gonna get my doula.

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But knowing it doesn't always, and then there's also like the

partnership model and that can work in a bunch of different ways.

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I've seen doulas who have like built-in backup support, but they kind of still.

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Have their own clients that hire them within like a group.

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So you're still kind of guaranteed that one doula that you pick, but mm-hmm.

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You know who the backups will be.

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And then I've, I actually have a, a collective

myself, so I work with two other doulas and we rotate.

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So, that's a different model too.

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So I think just.

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Parents like, need to understand what, what this really is gonna look like.

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There's pros and cons to all of them.

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Yep, definitely.

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And so just feeling like what feels like a good fit for you, but in my collective.

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Basically our clients, they hire the three of us, like as a team.

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So they are, we are all chatting with them on that, all

on-call number, and we all go to the prenatal visit together.

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So they're not like getting to know one doula better than the others.

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Lo: Okay.

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So all three of you are at that first, that appointment that you're talking about?

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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I like that model.

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Yeah.

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But then they don't know, your parents, parents wouldn't know who when they go into labor.

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It's like whoever's on call that week.

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Yes.

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For your collective or whatever.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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Yeah, so ultimately, and we did chat about this before we were starting too.

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It's not.

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Too dissimilar from kind of picking a provider.

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Mm-hmm.

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A delivering provider.

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Right.

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It's the same questions, right?

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Like, do you work in a practice?

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Like what is the vibe of your partner if they commit Right.

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You know, like it, it pays to do that work.

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Yeah.

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Because is a very good chance, the doctor that you love is

not going to be the one who actually delivers your baby.

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And I'm sure in a doula collective.

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It's similar, right?

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Like you probably are gonna have a favorite, but they might not be the one Right.

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Who gets to come in.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, yeah.

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I think, another thing inside of all of that too is

you, you mentioned earlier the word like vibe check.

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Is there a specific way you think that families can.

321

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Do that vibe check or any questions that you think are so valuable.

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Like when you hear a family say, Sarah, tell me X, Y, z. Fill in the blank for me here.

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Like where you can tell they're really trying

to do the work to see if you guys fit together.

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Sarah: Yeah, that is a really great question and I wish I had a super great answer.

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So, I mean, I, I think a lot of times parents will.

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Like print off the Google questions of like, here's the questions to ask your doula.

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You know, if you're interviewing a doula, and a lot of, a lot of those aren't like.

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They don't pertain a lot or they're just mm-hmm.

329

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Like, it's almost like they're just checking off

the boxes to like, ask like very generic questions.

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Yeah.

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Lo: Yeah.

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Sarah: So it's okay to like, throw that list away and come up

with your own questions, like it's really more personality.

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'cause you're gonna, you are gonna spend intimate time with this person.

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Mm-hmm.

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And you want to feel comfortable around them.

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You want to enjoy them, like get along with them.

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So it should be like, oh, this is someone I like and that I wanna

spend time with, and I feel very comfortable and like I trust them.

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Mm-hmm.

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It's, it's trying to ask the questions to where are,

how are you gonna find that out as fast as you can?

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Versus like, how long have you been a doula?

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What's, you know, like those questions.

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Right.

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But,

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Lo: yeah, I think the reality too is those questions are different for each of you.

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Mm-hmm.

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Like, let's say I'm just.

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Get honest.

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My mom died right in the middle of me having my first baby.

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Like maybe I'm asking questions 'cause I wanna a doula with my second baby around that.

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Right?

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Like, yeah.

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What's your experience with loss like, this is

gonna impact the way it feels like a hundred.

353

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You can't really, the genericness generic list, they

add some value for kind of fundamental things, but like.

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So much more of fit really does go with what is my,

speaking of myself, my personal history, and Right.

355

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How do you feel like you can step into that for me?

356

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So you, you're right.

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I guess I'm just affirming, like we have to be really thoughtful about

questions that go beyond the handouts and pertain to what's gonna trigger right.

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Anxiety for us, or fear or joy.

359

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And how can that doula maybe step into that?

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Sarah: Yes, a thousand percent and and you know, sometimes.

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Parents will, there'll be like.

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This question of, like, what's your birth philosophy or mm-hmm.

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Some, sometimes, okay.

364

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I don't know how to really phrase this, but I'll just say my example.

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Just say it.

366

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Sometimes there's, I feel like a lot of doulas get into doula work because.

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It's their passion, right?

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Mm-hmm.

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They are passionate, like usually it stems from their own birth

experience and like it didn't go well or it did go well or whatever

in the middle, and that spurs them onto like, oh, I wanna be a doula

and help everybody else have this great birth, and that's fantastic.

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However, if a doula is.

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If, if she's in birth work to try and have everyone

get her ideal birth, that is not a good fit.

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Yep.

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For anybody, right?

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For anyone?

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Nope.

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Yeah.

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So like maybe you're, maybe this doula you're

interviewing thinks like a home birth is the best thing.

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Like that's her ideal birth.

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Mm-hmm.

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Lo: But that

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Sarah: might not be your ideal birth, and it's okay to have.

382

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Differences and not like everyone's gonna have their personal preference on

how they want a birth that doesn't, that doesn't extend to everyone else.

383

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Mm-hmm.

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So I think somehow gathering how you can find out, are they passionate for you to get

the birth that you want and help you figure out, even if that looks different from there.

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Mm-hmm.

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You know, for per perfect birth.

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Lo: Yeah, I like it.

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I talk about that a lot related to my own education in my course, because I'll

tell people, students all the time, like the thing, I feel like the things I

teach or the way I teach, they're not the ones that are gonna go viral, right?

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Like there's not this bias or this slant or this.

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I'm gonna use the word aggression like, but this aggressive movement towards this

one specific experience, because I don't get to decide what ideal means for you.

391

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Right.

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Nor does your doula, we, I'm certain that Sarah, you have

your own idea of ideal birth and that, so do I, right?

393

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I, my guess is ours aren't even exactly the same.

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Right.

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But we don't get to put that.

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On our students or our clients, like you're saying.

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So our job, like you're saying, is to say, Hey, tell me what your ideal is and

I'm gonna work like hell to help you achieve what feels right for you guys.

398

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Yeah, and I would agree that a lot of birth providers.

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Across the spectrum, like from doula to OB and everything in between.

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We likely bring our stories in maybe too much sometimes and, and, and it's such good

important work to keep like the client's ideal centered and it can be really hard.

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Sarah: Yes.

402

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Yeah.

403

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No, I totally agree.

404

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And I think even, and this is a whole nother subject, but I think even

sometimes like doula trainings are not, are not great at that, like mm-hmm.

405

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Even the training that they take can be biased.

406

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And that's a problem.

407

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Yeah.

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Lo: So I, that kind of like brings me into this other thing

that, and maybe you can say no, that's not that pervasive.

409

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So it's not that big of a deal.

410

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But I do think sometimes there's this mental mentality

or narrative that doulas, they're gonna fight for you.

411

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Right?

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Or they're gonna, they know how to fight provider like that.

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There's just this, kind of underlying sentiment of.

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The system is gonna wreck you, but I'm gonna help them not wreck you.

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And I'm willing to fight and I think a doula should be willing to, to step in and help.

416

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Mm-hmm.

417

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Like you're talking about earlier in in, yeah.

418

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In a way I think that is done well appropriate, but yeah.

419

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What, I guess, how do you kind of get around that narrative?

420

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Like I know you're not a doula who practices that way

of like, I'll fight and I'm aggressive, or whatever.

421

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What, however you wanna say that.

422

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Yeah.

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And so how do you kind of get around that with a client and kind of address

424

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Sarah: Yeah.

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That

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Lo: or even publicly on your platform if you're teaching.

427

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Sarah: Yeah.

428

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So I mean, I think, yes, that is, a lot of doulas come out

of their training, kind of like the system is be, is evil.

429

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It's going to not be, you know, they're against us.

430

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Mm-hmm.

431

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And we're fighting for this.

432

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Lo: Mm-hmm.

433

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Sarah: That is not.

434

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Helpful usually for someone's birth experience, right?

435

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Lo: Mm-hmm.

436

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Sarah: My goal as your doula is to make your experience more positive.

437

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Lo: Mm-hmm.

438

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Sarah: And I want you to have like a good day

and have happy memories and not be traumatized.

439

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Right?

440

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That is kind of my, like underlying sounds so simple,

441

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Lo: right?

442

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But yes.

443

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Sarah: And and of course that again is gonna look different for everyone, right?

444

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Yeah.

445

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Because everyone.

446

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Some people love their doctors and their hospital systems of, of even like

highly intervention and some people that is the last thing that they want.

447

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And so I have to adapt to fit with what my client wants.

448

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But I do think going into this, the medical system, feeling like

I am, we're against them and we're fighting for something is not.

449

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Helpful.

450

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It's just not like

451

00:24:46,113 --> 00:24:46,683

Lo: mm-hmm.

452

00:24:46,863 --> 00:24:48,393

Sarah: I wanna work with them.

453

00:24:48,693 --> 00:24:52,533

I want them to like doulas and see the value in doulas.

454

00:24:52,533 --> 00:24:52,543

Mm-hmm.

455

00:24:53,013 --> 00:25:03,676

And if I'm fighting them or like causing a, I mean, obviously

if I'm causing conflict that the parents are gonna notice that

and that is like tainting their birth story in a negative light.

456

00:25:03,681 --> 00:25:03,801

Mm-hmm.

457

00:25:03,886 --> 00:25:04,276

I think.

458

00:25:04,996 --> 00:25:08,596

And so if there's something that, that I think really needs to like.

459

00:25:08,806 --> 00:25:12,136

I've maybe done this twice or three times ever.

460

00:25:12,136 --> 00:25:13,276

So this is not common.

461

00:25:13,576 --> 00:25:20,896

But sometimes I might like talk to a nurse out in the hallway or even talk to a provider

out in the hallway and that's, that's because I don't wanna do it in front of the parents.

462

00:25:21,016 --> 00:25:21,346

Yeah.

463

00:25:21,616 --> 00:25:21,946

Yeah.

464

00:25:22,276 --> 00:25:28,996

So I think, I don't know if I'm even answering

your question, but I think I, as a doula want to.

465

00:25:29,188 --> 00:25:32,818

Paint doulas in a good light to the medical staff.

466

00:25:33,118 --> 00:25:40,618

I want them to trust us because there are good doulas out there who

are, we're doing our jobs correctly, and we're not like interfering.

467

00:25:40,618 --> 00:25:40,708

Mm-hmm.

468

00:25:41,378 --> 00:25:44,288

And I want the, I want the medical personnel to know that.

469

00:25:44,293 --> 00:25:44,583

Mm-hmm.

470

00:25:44,893 --> 00:25:45,183

Lo: Yeah.

471

00:25:46,103 --> 00:25:51,413

It's no different than, you know, you just said there

are good doulas out there and there are bad ones.

472

00:25:51,443 --> 00:25:54,413

Yeah, there are, and there are good midwives and there are bad ones.

473

00:25:54,418 --> 00:25:54,568

Right.

474

00:25:54,713 --> 00:25:56,453

And there are good nurses and there are bad ones.

475

00:25:56,453 --> 00:25:58,163

And you know, we could keep going forever.

476

00:25:58,313 --> 00:26:09,743

so I think that's kind of true for so many of us, especially if we

have a platform where we're also trying to teach and educate while

doing whatever work in our real day to day too, is dancing that.

477

00:26:10,298 --> 00:26:16,748

That dance of like, Hey, this, this is actually,

this is the expectation of care you should have.

478

00:26:16,748 --> 00:26:17,978

So yeah, fight for this.

479

00:26:17,978 --> 00:26:19,958

Like you don't have to settle for less.

480

00:26:20,438 --> 00:26:22,328

But then also kind of walking that line of.

481

00:26:23,333 --> 00:26:27,503

This is actually not the way it's supposed to be, and I disagree with this.

482

00:26:27,533 --> 00:26:37,493

And I want you to have a good picture of what, like, I'll use the word

like a healthy, you know, relationship with your provider looks like, or

a healthy relationship with your doula looks like, or a healthy approach.

483

00:26:37,523 --> 00:26:45,533

Like, it's just, it can feel like such a battle to present

yourself, but also to to say like, I'm in this world.

484

00:26:45,683 --> 00:26:46,613

This feels biblical.

485

00:26:46,613 --> 00:26:49,733

It doesn't mean to be in this world, but not of the world like this.

486

00:26:50,318 --> 00:26:52,268

This is practice that I believe in.

487

00:26:52,358 --> 00:26:56,928

This is how I do it, and this is what I, I think is true about doula work or whatever.

488

00:26:56,928 --> 00:26:57,018

Right.

489

00:26:57,018 --> 00:26:57,438

Gosh.

490

00:26:57,438 --> 00:26:57,768

Yeah.

491

00:26:57,918 --> 00:26:58,338

Go ahead.

492

00:26:58,338 --> 00:26:59,088

You were gonna say something?

493

00:26:59,178 --> 00:26:59,328

Yeah.

494

00:26:59,328 --> 00:26:59,723

No, I

495

00:26:59,723 --> 00:27:00,603

Sarah: was just gonna say, it's hard.

496

00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:06,468

It's like me going in knowing like, I wanna paint us

in a good picture and I wanna get along with your team.

497

00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:09,498

I wanna work with them, not against them.

498

00:27:09,558 --> 00:27:09,858

Yeah.

499

00:27:10,135 --> 00:27:14,693

But that doesn't mean that I'm gonna just go in and like agree with everything.

500

00:27:15,473 --> 00:27:15,783

It doesn't mean Right.

501

00:27:15,783 --> 00:27:16,308

You're not just gonna roll over.

502

00:27:16,488 --> 00:27:17,153

That's not your

503

00:27:17,153 --> 00:27:17,393

Lo: job.

504

00:27:17,393 --> 00:27:18,053

Exactly.

505

00:27:18,113 --> 00:27:18,383

Right.

506

00:27:18,568 --> 00:27:19,163

Sarah: So yeah,

507

00:27:19,403 --> 00:27:19,643

Lo: there's

508

00:27:19,643 --> 00:27:20,453

Sarah: a way to do it.

509

00:27:20,453 --> 00:27:21,533

Well, it is.

510

00:27:21,623 --> 00:27:23,213

It can be like a learned skill.

511

00:27:23,663 --> 00:27:23,933

Lo: Yeah.

512

00:27:24,173 --> 00:27:34,313

Oh, I think it is for all of us, whether that's a nurse or a doula like, but especially

when, you know, our system has a provider, again, above the nurse and the doula.

513

00:27:34,718 --> 00:27:37,508

Good reason these delivering providers know more skills, et cetera.

514

00:27:37,928 --> 00:27:43,418

But that automatically puts you like under somebody.

515

00:27:43,418 --> 00:27:48,188

So then it is that, you know, respectful communication, informed conversations.

516

00:27:48,188 --> 00:27:55,618

These all flow from typically a healthy space where everyone is treating

each other well, honoring what everyone knows and brings to the table.

517

00:27:55,618 --> 00:27:57,298

But there are those kind of.

518

00:27:58,528 --> 00:28:00,148

Like that hierarchy does exist.

519

00:28:00,148 --> 00:28:07,138

And so learning to navigate that and where, where you are in

that, but also being confident to help your family, right.

520

00:28:07,138 --> 00:28:08,068

Kind of move through that.

521

00:28:08,218 --> 00:28:08,548

Yeah.

522

00:28:08,548 --> 00:28:09,238

Just tough.

523

00:28:09,268 --> 00:28:14,008

I, I don't know that there's a question in that

either, but It is, it is a dance for you guys for sure.

524

00:28:14,218 --> 00:28:14,548

Sarah: Yeah.

525

00:28:14,548 --> 00:28:24,258

So, I recently, I don't know if you saw this too, and I don't

even know who said it, but there was somebody on Instagram or

social media that said, and she was at OB I think, and she said.

526

00:28:24,443 --> 00:28:41,226

Recently that she thinks doulas should be like, held accountable for giving, you know,

medical advice or, teaching their clients about like the pros and the cons, or giving

them a, a say in like, maybe we should go this way or not that way, or whatever.

527

00:28:41,356 --> 00:28:43,576

And that was, did you hear that?

528

00:28:43,636 --> 00:28:44,176

Did you see that?

529

00:28:44,176 --> 00:28:45,256

No, but I'm going,

530

00:28:45,496 --> 00:28:48,766

Lo: I'm assuming this is like negative towards doulas, right?

531

00:28:48,916 --> 00:28:52,426

Well, yeah, it is because she's like that you're messing things up, causing bad

532

00:28:52,426 --> 00:28:53,146

Sarah: outcome.

533

00:28:53,146 --> 00:28:53,566

Yeah.

534

00:28:53,571 --> 00:28:53,591

Yeah.

535

00:28:53,596 --> 00:28:54,511

Because you're not a doctor.

536

00:28:54,611 --> 00:28:56,386

And so is that not our job?

537

00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:57,311

Is that not your job?

538

00:28:57,616 --> 00:29:06,376

Well, the problem is is that like, and I get where what she's saying, like if, if

you're telling your client really terrible advice, that is gonna be like detrimental.

539

00:29:06,376 --> 00:29:07,876

Like that's not cool.

540

00:29:08,176 --> 00:29:11,716

Probably that doula actually doesn't know what she's doing.

541

00:29:11,716 --> 00:29:12,016

Right?

542

00:29:12,021 --> 00:29:12,946

Yeah, yeah.

543

00:29:13,006 --> 00:29:20,319

But on the other hand, it's making it so that the

OB is just the final, like you're final, final say.

544

00:29:20,324 --> 00:29:20,704

Mm-hmm.

545

00:29:20,784 --> 00:29:21,184

Because that's.

546

00:29:21,849 --> 00:29:22,689

That's not cool.

547

00:29:22,694 --> 00:29:22,814

Mm-hmm.

548

00:29:22,899 --> 00:29:22,909

Mm-hmm.

549

00:29:24,309 --> 00:29:24,669

Yeah.

550

00:29:25,389 --> 00:29:25,659

Yeah.

551

00:29:25,659 --> 00:29:30,039

It's, it's social media's we, gosh, we can't question you or Right.

552

00:29:30,129 --> 00:29:32,859

Have other that's, you know, I don't like that.

553

00:29:33,399 --> 00:29:33,849

Lo: Yeah.

554

00:29:34,149 --> 00:29:37,719

I feel like social media has changed these conversations so much because.

555

00:29:37,866 --> 00:29:43,516

Maybe a lot of people aren't aware of this because they don't

follow like obs and midwives and nurses probably like you and I do.

556

00:29:43,996 --> 00:29:52,546

But you do see these like in the cloud happening attacks

of like obs versus doulas or obs calling out nurses.

557

00:29:53,191 --> 00:29:54,331

It goes the other direction too.

558

00:29:54,361 --> 00:29:54,541

Yeah, right.

559

00:29:54,541 --> 00:29:55,681

Like, don't get me wrong, I'm sorry.

560

00:29:55,681 --> 00:30:00,721

I'm sounding very slanted and the nurses like

calling out obs and everyone's up here like arguing.

561

00:30:00,721 --> 00:30:15,631

But gosh, we have to think about that trickle down because what about the lay person

who is seeing this and, and it just, I just feel, I guess, I guess ultimately I just

say I kind of hate that, that these public forums and arguments are playing out.

562

00:30:16,056 --> 00:30:20,616

And we think maybe we're winning our point with some doula we're arguing with online.

563

00:30:20,856 --> 00:30:23,436

But what about everyone following that doula and that nurse, right?

564

00:30:23,646 --> 00:30:27,096

And now they're like, gosh, these providers don't get along this system.

565

00:30:27,096 --> 00:30:28,416

They're all gonna fight with each other.

566

00:30:28,416 --> 00:30:30,996

I don't know who to listen to because this one's being rooted.

567

00:30:30,996 --> 00:30:33,996

This like, there's such an impact on, right?

568

00:30:33,996 --> 00:30:41,616

These public conversations that we're having, including this one, I get it,

that you and I are having right now on a podcast, but I just don't know that.

569

00:30:42,426 --> 00:30:49,296

We're thoughtful enough or that it's even possible to keep

boundaries around these back and forth combos that are happening.

570

00:30:49,296 --> 00:30:51,996

So we're putting a lot of, I don't wanna say responsibility.

571

00:30:51,996 --> 00:31:03,400

Our, our patients and clients can handle education, but they're just

getting a lot of inputs and some that they don't necessarily need when

they're seeing these kind of arguments and attacks and things play out.

572

00:31:04,165 --> 00:31:08,635

I just don't know that that's adding value to their experience,

but they're definitely, it's getting put in front of them.

573

00:31:08,635 --> 00:31:08,725

Right?

574

00:31:08,995 --> 00:31:09,235

Sarah: Yeah.

575

00:31:09,235 --> 00:31:16,238

And I think, like, honestly, the big question, and this goes for

everybody, like doulas, nurses, obs, it's like, who is this about?

576

00:31:16,238 --> 00:31:17,498

Like this is the parents.

577

00:31:17,828 --> 00:31:17,888

Yeah.

578

00:31:17,888 --> 00:31:19,448

Like it's their experience.

579

00:31:19,568 --> 00:31:20,648

Give them their options.

580

00:31:20,648 --> 00:31:23,588

Let them choose even if it's not what you would choose, like Yep.

581

00:31:23,768 --> 00:31:25,658

That's really what this is all about.

582

00:31:26,258 --> 00:31:26,468

Lo: Yep.

583

00:31:26,888 --> 00:31:27,488

It's perfect.

584

00:31:27,488 --> 00:31:28,298

I mean, it really is.

585

00:31:28,298 --> 00:31:33,938

It's so basic and somehow it's gotten a lot really

complicated, but that is a hundred percent the truth.

586

00:31:33,998 --> 00:31:35,678

Give them their options and let them choose.

587

00:31:35,678 --> 00:31:35,768

Right?

588

00:31:36,038 --> 00:31:39,098

Like we should be able to trust them with that.

589

00:31:39,188 --> 00:31:39,278

Right.

590

00:31:39,278 --> 00:31:44,828

They're going to be parents and raise that tiny life,

like they can be responsible for making choices, you know?

591

00:31:44,948 --> 00:31:45,278

Sarah: Right.

592

00:31:45,578 --> 00:31:46,838

Lo: So, okay.

593

00:31:46,838 --> 00:31:49,208

That, I wanna talk about one last thing with you.

594

00:31:49,208 --> 00:31:49,298

Yes.

595

00:31:49,448 --> 00:31:53,888

That's kind of related to this social media thing we've been talking about as well.

596

00:31:54,338 --> 00:31:54,848

So.

597

00:31:55,240 --> 00:32:05,230

Sarah and I had been texting a while ago because there was a post

that went up from a doula, and I'm sure, I know when Sarah saw it,

she was probably annoyed because it was part of this like, oh, great.

598

00:32:05,230 --> 00:32:08,226

Now I wanna go and speak to what this doula had said.

599

00:32:08,226 --> 00:32:25,173

But essentially the doula had shared a post, and on one of the slides,

you can add more to this, if you, onto one of the slides, basically had

suggested that lying to your provider, is an appropriate choice or like an

option, like just lie to them about what time your water's broke, right?

600

00:32:25,203 --> 00:32:27,276

And, like that that is your right.

601

00:32:27,276 --> 00:32:32,256

And so there was different options, she said, but she included very clearly that lying.

602

00:32:32,523 --> 00:32:33,783

is is your right?

603

00:32:33,783 --> 00:32:37,803

I guess I'm sitting here going, well, it is your

right technically, but it was a suggestion, right?

604

00:32:37,803 --> 00:32:38,403

Like right.

605

00:32:38,403 --> 00:32:39,873

Hey, lying is a possibility.

606

00:32:39,963 --> 00:32:42,123

Here's an option I'm gonna give for you, is to lie.

607

00:32:42,513 --> 00:32:47,373

So I don't have a question in that, but I know

that you had feelings about it and you went live.

608

00:32:47,373 --> 00:32:47,433

Yeah.

609

00:32:47,463 --> 00:32:50,013

So speak to us a little bit about that.

610

00:32:50,013 --> 00:32:50,133

I

611

00:32:50,133 --> 00:32:52,868

Sarah: mean, she, she literally was saying, you know, like.

612

00:32:54,928 --> 00:32:58,178

So it was something about like, autonomy, like

613

00:32:58,178 --> 00:32:58,808

mm-hmm.

614

00:32:59,108 --> 00:33:03,428

Sarah: Once you give that up, like once you tell them the truth that your water has broken

615

00:33:03,758 --> 00:33:03,848

mm-hmm.

616

00:33:04,088 --> 00:33:04,238

You

617

00:33:04,388 --> 00:33:10,993

Sarah: are giving up your autonomy to like, make decisions and

it's gonna change the trajectory of your labor and birth and.

618

00:33:12,533 --> 00:33:14,693

No, that's not, that's not true.

619

00:33:15,593 --> 00:33:20,213

You can still have your autonomy even if you've given all the facts.

620

00:33:20,363 --> 00:33:20,483

Mm-hmm.

621

00:33:20,833 --> 00:33:30,073

And yes, that might be look different than how they were hoping or have more

conversations than you wanted to have or feel more like an uphill battle.

622

00:33:30,073 --> 00:33:34,063

But ultimately the decision is still up to the parents.

623

00:33:34,063 --> 00:33:35,888

Like providers cannot force you to do.

624

00:33:36,958 --> 00:33:37,708

Anything.

625

00:33:38,098 --> 00:33:38,218

Lo: Mm-hmm.

626

00:33:38,878 --> 00:33:41,788

Sarah: But I also just think that's bad advice in general.

627

00:33:41,788 --> 00:33:41,968

Right?

628

00:33:42,028 --> 00:33:48,658

Because there're, you know, Yik like, yes, most of the

time it's fine to stay home after your water's broken.

629

00:33:48,658 --> 00:33:50,968

Like, I think 90, of course, 95% of the time.

630

00:33:50,968 --> 00:33:51,598

I think that's fine.

631

00:33:52,108 --> 00:34:00,538

But like you don't know if this person's in that 5% and maybe

something bad is gonna happen because you didn't give that information.

632

00:34:00,538 --> 00:34:01,528

And I'm always.

633

00:34:01,841 --> 00:34:09,271

I'm always, especially on this topic, like I'm the doula who will tell

people, if you think your water broke, like just text me, call me.

634

00:34:09,301 --> 00:34:11,101

Like, I'll help you figure it out.

635

00:34:11,251 --> 00:34:11,341

Mm-hmm.

636

00:34:11,581 --> 00:34:17,581

And like if you're meeting the, the healthy milestones

of like, it's clear and it doesn't smell bad.

637

00:34:17,581 --> 00:34:18,121

Bad, yeah.

638

00:34:18,121 --> 00:34:19,946

Your baby's moving and all these things like it's.

639

00:34:20,971 --> 00:34:21,481

It's fine.

640

00:34:21,511 --> 00:34:23,401

Your GBS negative, like it's fine to stay home.

641

00:34:23,401 --> 00:34:23,491

Mm-hmm.

642

00:34:23,911 --> 00:34:36,331

If you want to, you, here's, if you call your provider and tell them like they're

gonna tell you to come in, but also you can still call them and say, no, I

don't wanna come in, or like, I'm gonna totally home for 12 hours or whatever.

643

00:34:36,331 --> 00:34:38,791

You wanna decide what they say.

644

00:34:38,791 --> 00:34:39,421

Does isn't.

645

00:34:39,841 --> 00:34:41,041

You don't have to do it.

646

00:34:41,041 --> 00:34:44,731

Like you can negotiate with them and still tell them the truth, right?

647

00:34:44,851 --> 00:34:44,941

Lo: Mm-hmm.

648

00:34:45,211 --> 00:34:47,671

Sarah: So I'm never, I'm never gonna encourage lying.

649

00:34:48,121 --> 00:34:48,451

Lo: Yeah.

650

00:34:48,751 --> 00:34:49,051

Yeah.

651

00:34:49,261 --> 00:34:51,571

It was interesting because the whole post.

652

00:34:51,776 --> 00:34:55,586

I felt like I agree with like 98% of the rest of it.

653

00:34:55,586 --> 00:34:56,126

Right.

654

00:34:56,366 --> 00:34:59,966

'Cause it is true, you know, a hospital system

kind of puts you on a clock when your water breaks.

655

00:35:00,146 --> 00:35:00,236

Right.

656

00:35:00,236 --> 00:35:06,013

And interventions may then be suggested sooner because that

water has been broken or they want you to come in right away.

657

00:35:06,013 --> 00:35:12,283

Which I can tell you as the receiving nurse, they're, like

you said, we're throwing out this number guys 95% of the time.

658

00:35:12,283 --> 00:35:16,513

But the majority of the time you actually, you do not need to to be there.

659

00:35:16,513 --> 00:35:21,671

Right, right, right away it's just, It's, I'm gonna say the

way we talking about the system's, the way we like it, right?

660

00:35:21,671 --> 00:35:28,511

We can check on the baby, we can do a quick monitoring, and, and once you're

there, you're stay in if your water's broken until you've had your baby.

661

00:35:28,511 --> 00:35:31,046

So I think it, it's just a way to exercise some.

662

00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:36,773

Some control and know, okay, this mom's water's broken,

she's here and she'll have her baby, you know, at some point.

663

00:35:36,773 --> 00:35:38,686

And so I don't wanna say none of that's so true.

664

00:35:38,686 --> 00:35:39,406

It is true.

665

00:35:39,556 --> 00:35:49,137

You and I have both seen all those things play out, but with that

post specifically, I think it was like the second that it said,

just lie about the time your water broke and like that then.

666

00:35:49,962 --> 00:35:50,862

This entire thing.

667

00:35:50,862 --> 00:35:51,612

I'm like, stop.

668

00:35:52,122 --> 00:35:54,850

Like this is something I felt like back away from.

669

00:35:55,008 --> 00:36:00,498

There should not be a relationship with a provider

in which you have to lie to them to navigate it.

670

00:36:00,558 --> 00:36:10,938

There are so many other options, especially like you just said, like you can see what they

say and you do not have to take their advice or the suggestion like that's your autonomy.

671

00:36:10,938 --> 00:36:13,218

That's a powerful step to say, thank you.

672

00:36:13,428 --> 00:36:16,218

I'll come in in 12 hours, or I'll call you back in eight, or whatever.

673

00:36:16,278 --> 00:36:16,518

Right.

674

00:36:17,013 --> 00:36:18,513

But lying Yeah.

675

00:36:18,513 --> 00:36:22,190

Is just such a, a, a shaky foundation.

676

00:36:22,190 --> 00:36:24,110

And there's so many more choices.

677

00:36:24,170 --> 00:36:26,150

Assuming this is, you're gonna the hospital mm-hmm.

678

00:36:26,180 --> 00:36:29,090

And you're gonna finish your process there with them.

679

00:36:29,090 --> 00:36:34,377

Like, if that's what we're doing, if that's what

we're even encouraging as a choice, I don't know.

680

00:36:34,377 --> 00:36:41,337

It just feels like, gosh, yeah, too bad we can't back up and fix and

correct this way before we got to this point where we think lying should be

681

00:36:41,547 --> 00:36:41,787

Sarah: Yeah.

682

00:36:41,877 --> 00:36:42,027

An

683

00:36:42,027 --> 00:36:42,537

Lo: option for sure.

684

00:36:42,717 --> 00:36:42,987

Sarah: Yeah.

685

00:36:43,047 --> 00:36:44,367

Lo: And then I would say clinically too, like.

686

00:36:45,015 --> 00:36:47,265

I am not someone who says, rush to the hospital.

687

00:36:47,265 --> 00:36:53,415

I waited till the last second to go to the hospital with all of my

children and almost waited too late for two of them, and it was very.

688

00:36:54,270 --> 00:36:54,870

Exciting.

689

00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:59,250

So I don't think you should rush to the hospital,

especially if you want unmedicated birth, you know?

690

00:36:59,250 --> 00:36:59,400

Right.

691

00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:02,070

A thousand, just interventions and interruptions that happen.

692

00:37:02,070 --> 00:37:02,610

It's just true.

693

00:37:03,210 --> 00:37:16,080

But we need to know what time your water broke, because let's say it is 32 hours

down the road, like there are some significant risks that can come into play

specifically based on the time, amount of time your waters have been broken.

694

00:37:16,170 --> 00:37:16,440

Sarah: Right.

695

00:37:16,755 --> 00:37:20,445

Lo: Like, why are we going to suggest lying about a number like that?

696

00:37:20,505 --> 00:37:23,085

We can suggest autonomy after that choice.

697

00:37:23,175 --> 00:37:23,475

Sarah: Right.

698

00:37:23,685 --> 00:37:28,545

Lo: But to suggest that I'm like, that felt wild to me as I know it did to you too.

699

00:37:28,545 --> 00:37:44,132

Yeah, and I think ultimately trying to, like back to the dual conversation,

I think it's frustrating to see a provider that you share, like you're

a doula as well, and then you think, oh gosh, it's super frustrating to

have a doula say this or share this when you disagree with what's Yeah.

700

00:37:44,842 --> 00:37:45,112

Shared.

701

00:37:45,232 --> 00:37:46,612

Then you feel like you're correcting.

702

00:37:46,617 --> 00:37:48,502

Sarah: I don't, well, and I don't know who's reading that.

703

00:37:48,772 --> 00:37:49,372

Oh yeah.

704

00:37:49,462 --> 00:37:54,712

Labor and delivery nurses, obs and then they're thinking,

oh, doulas are just encouraging our patients to lie.

705

00:37:54,712 --> 00:37:55,882

Well then to lie, yeah.

706

00:37:55,882 --> 00:37:58,192

They don't like us because then they're Yes.

707

00:37:58,342 --> 00:37:58,747

You know?

708

00:37:59,632 --> 00:38:00,022

Lo: Yes.

709

00:38:00,112 --> 00:38:00,502

Yeah.

710

00:38:01,012 --> 00:38:02,092

And again, that's fact.

711

00:38:02,092 --> 00:38:03,922

We already talked about this, but that's social media thing.

712

00:38:03,922 --> 00:38:08,128

It has kind of like brought some of these relationships very public.

713

00:38:08,158 --> 00:38:08,248

Mm-hmm.

714

00:38:08,728 --> 00:38:08,968

And it's

715

00:38:08,968 --> 00:38:12,088

both good and bad and value and not valuable, but.

716

00:38:12,823 --> 00:38:21,133

I do think it can be complicated 'cause you feel like I wanna do

my doula work and I wanna do it well, but shoot, now I have to

get online and correct all these things that are happening online.

717

00:38:22,603 --> 00:38:22,753

Yes.

718

00:38:22,753 --> 00:38:23,473

Too much work.

719

00:38:23,623 --> 00:38:24,463

It's too much value.

720

00:38:24,643 --> 00:38:24,763

I'll

721

00:38:24,763 --> 00:38:33,127

Sarah: say I do, I love, one of our local hospitals is

so great and they have a super large, midwifery practice.

722

00:38:33,277 --> 00:38:33,367

Lo: Mm-hmm.

723

00:38:33,607 --> 00:38:34,927

Sarah: And those midwives.

724

00:38:35,332 --> 00:38:43,692

See a lot a, a huge amount of births, but, they will let a

mom stay home, will let wait, they will let a mom stay home.

725

00:38:43,697 --> 00:38:47,772

They're, they're comfortable with up to 20, for up to 24 hours after her water has broken.

726

00:38:47,892 --> 00:38:52,392

Even if she's GBS positive, they'll have her come in

That's awesome for antibiotics and then they go back home.

727

00:38:52,422 --> 00:38:52,722

Mm-hmm.

728

00:38:52,728 --> 00:38:53,097

Mm-hmm.

729

00:38:53,382 --> 00:38:55,722

Like that is how everywhere should be.

730

00:38:56,142 --> 00:38:56,442

Lo: Yeah.

731

00:38:56,832 --> 00:38:59,702

Yeah, my girlfriends who have delivered out birth centers out here, same.

732

00:38:59,702 --> 00:39:01,382

And she's been GBS positive with some of them.

733

00:39:01,442 --> 00:39:05,732

And I think I actually love considering, Hey, how does a birth center handle this?

734

00:39:05,942 --> 00:39:09,332

Even if you're in a hospital or that's where you

wanna be, how does a birth center handle this?

735

00:39:10,082 --> 00:39:12,512

How do other countries handle this?

736

00:39:12,512 --> 00:39:19,905

Like it's, you're talking about digging deep in education and a lot of times

I think courses and stuff will say, Hey, also this is what, you know, like.

737

00:39:20,835 --> 00:39:27,975

Royal College in the UK says, and that stuff's actually really valuable

because you're not just going on a whim saying, well, I'm good with 24 hours.

738

00:39:27,975 --> 00:39:28,065

Right.

739

00:39:28,065 --> 00:39:30,525

It's like if another country's practicing something.

740

00:39:30,765 --> 00:39:30,915

Yeah.

741

00:39:31,065 --> 00:39:38,385

They feel really comfortable about the evidence in place to practice

that way, which means you can check that out and lean into it as well.

742

00:39:38,385 --> 00:39:38,415

Well, and I,

743

00:39:39,015 --> 00:39:45,675

Sarah: and I will say that to my clients, like if they're seeing a, a more high risk OB

at a different hospital, who wants 'em to come in like right away if their water breaks?

744

00:39:45,675 --> 00:39:46,725

I tell them like.

745

00:39:47,715 --> 00:39:53,925

Well, you know, obviously I'm not a provider, but

you know, these midwives at this hospital mm-hmm.

746

00:39:54,165 --> 00:39:56,175

Will let you stay home for 24 hours.

747

00:39:56,325 --> 00:39:56,415

Mm-hmm.

748

00:39:56,655 --> 00:39:59,415

Like it, if you were their patient, they would be fine with that.

749

00:39:59,420 --> 00:39:59,500

Mm-hmm.

750

00:39:59,500 --> 00:40:02,655

And so that tells me it's not really all that risky.

751

00:40:03,345 --> 00:40:03,435

Mm-hmm.

752

00:40:03,735 --> 00:40:06,435

You know, if other providers are practicing that way.

753

00:40:06,435 --> 00:40:06,525

Mm-hmm.

754

00:40:06,525 --> 00:40:07,155

And so mm-hmm.

755

00:40:07,395 --> 00:40:13,125

Like, I hear that this is what your doctor's

saying, but just know that that is kind of on the.

756

00:40:13,545 --> 00:40:15,280

Very conservative side of mm-hmm.

757

00:40:15,360 --> 00:40:15,370

Mm-hmm.

758

00:40:15,585 --> 00:40:16,665

Recommendations.

759

00:40:16,725 --> 00:40:18,840

So I think that's all just like good in info.

760

00:40:18,915 --> 00:40:20,355

Info for, yeah.

761

00:40:20,655 --> 00:40:23,085

For like how you tell your clients that stuff.

762

00:40:23,535 --> 00:40:25,695

Lo: Well, and that goes back to what you said when we started, right?

763

00:40:25,695 --> 00:40:28,185

Like there's a spectrum here for all of this.

764

00:40:28,215 --> 00:40:35,440

I know we're talking specifically about water breaking, but a lot of these

choices about when to go in or what to do next or when to start meds or when to.

765

00:40:36,075 --> 00:40:44,355

Call failure to progress or whatever, like, obviously are so incredibly

talented, valuable, many of them have delivered so many babies.

766

00:40:44,385 --> 00:40:46,575

But I think it's understanding like their.

767

00:40:46,835 --> 00:40:48,365

In this spot on the spectrum.

768

00:40:48,515 --> 00:40:48,875

Yes.

769

00:40:48,875 --> 00:40:49,835

They know me personally.

770

00:40:49,835 --> 00:40:52,295

And that matters too, like what is my health history?

771

00:40:52,295 --> 00:40:55,055

'cause I can't just compare myself to the woman next door.

772

00:40:55,235 --> 00:40:55,325

Sarah: Yes.

773

00:40:55,685 --> 00:41:01,055

Lo: And so I think that's why like your job saying like, here's the whole spectrum.

774

00:41:01,175 --> 00:41:01,265

Mm-hmm.

775

00:41:01,505 --> 00:41:09,555

Here's A, B, C, D, E, and F. Provider suggesting F, you're

allowed to look at these other ones and then decide.

776

00:41:09,555 --> 00:41:21,585

You know, what feels right is, again, just such the value of a doula is just making

sure that you keep reopening that conversation so that your clients always do know.

777

00:41:21,723 --> 00:41:23,043

This is a suggestion.

778

00:41:23,193 --> 00:41:24,513

This is another way it can be done.

779

00:41:24,513 --> 00:41:25,743

This is another way it can be done.

780

00:41:25,743 --> 00:41:27,093

And then I get to decide.

781

00:41:27,183 --> 00:41:27,423

Right?

782

00:41:27,753 --> 00:41:32,013

Lo: And birth, especially if we're talking about

labor and birth moments, everything's so quick.

783

00:41:32,073 --> 00:41:32,163

Mm-hmm.

784

00:41:32,583 --> 00:41:38,313

That the ability to pause and ask for time and space is so, so valuable.

785

00:41:38,313 --> 00:41:42,903

And I think that that is just one of the gifts of you guys in that room is just saying.

786

00:41:44,298 --> 00:41:44,958

Everyone stop.

787

00:41:45,138 --> 00:41:45,498

Pause.

788

00:41:45,798 --> 00:41:46,428

We need a minute.

789

00:41:46,488 --> 00:41:46,518

Uhhuh.

790

00:41:46,818 --> 00:41:47,193

Yeah, Uhhuh.

791

00:41:47,358 --> 00:41:48,558

And who cares what you decide, right?

792

00:41:48,558 --> 00:41:51,768

Maybe your client agrees, but even just saying like, pause.

793

00:41:52,158 --> 00:41:52,278

Yeah.

794

00:41:52,278 --> 00:41:55,548

And then they're gonna leave and then you can agree with them in five minutes.

795

00:41:55,548 --> 00:41:57,393

I just wanna know that you felt like you had a minute.

796

00:41:57,453 --> 00:41:57,673

Yes.

797

00:41:57,888 --> 00:41:58,758

Sarah: A thousand percent.

798

00:41:58,758 --> 00:41:58,818

Yeah.

799

00:41:58,818 --> 00:42:00,318

And that's what I say in my classes.

800

00:42:00,318 --> 00:42:02,898

I'm like, if you, you know, to take that.

801

00:42:03,318 --> 00:42:06,888

Moment to go through like the brain acronym, which I'm sure you're familiar with that.

802

00:42:06,918 --> 00:42:07,338

Lo: Love it.

803

00:42:07,428 --> 00:42:07,878

Teach it.

804

00:42:08,448 --> 00:42:16,878

Sarah: But it's good, you know, if I always say like if you decide to do

exactly the same thing, your provider is like, great, that's great and fine.

805

00:42:16,878 --> 00:42:16,938

Yeah.

806

00:42:17,290 --> 00:42:21,760

But you'll feel different about it if you made sure it was like your decision.

807

00:42:21,765 --> 00:42:22,045

Lo: Mm-hmm.

808

00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:45,138

You will know what I'm talking about right now, but in my mind when I think about

my students and sometimes try to like put myself in their place, one, I try to

remove that I'm a labor nurse and just be like, remember if you're just like the

one in the bed and I think about when the nurse turns their eyes and looks at

you, the doctor's at the foot of your bed looking at you, and you have like two to

four pairs of eyes looking at you as the doctor or the midwife, whoever is saying.

809

00:42:45,660 --> 00:42:49,560

Let's go ahead and start some Pitocin, like you've

been laboring for six hours, haven't changed.

810

00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:53,280

And I just think about when you're sitting there

and there's all these professional eyes on you.

811

00:42:53,790 --> 00:42:53,880

Mm-hmm.

812

00:42:54,120 --> 00:43:03,180

But that is the moment where you just need someone if you don't feel comfortable

saying like, can I just have a few minutes with everyone not looking at me?

813

00:43:03,570 --> 00:43:04,740

So I can just think?

814

00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:04,890

Yep.

815

00:43:05,100 --> 00:43:10,410

Because that, I think about how many times I've been

like looking down at a mom and in my head I think.

816

00:43:11,325 --> 00:43:14,540

I'm there and I'm supportive and whatever, but you're also standing above them, right?

817

00:43:14,545 --> 00:43:14,745

Right.

818

00:43:14,745 --> 00:43:23,576

If they're in the bed and you're literally putting a spotlight

on them, sometimes actually, literally with the spotlight

going and what a crappy position to be in to make any choice.

819

00:43:23,576 --> 00:43:23,666

Right.

820

00:43:23,726 --> 00:43:29,966

Even when you're more than happy with what they're suggesting,

you just don't feel like you are owning it, you know?

821

00:43:30,371 --> 00:43:38,179

So that moment, if you can step into that, if your doula can

step into that and give you those spaces like chef's kiss.

822

00:43:39,739 --> 00:43:39,859

Sarah: Agree.

823

00:43:40,075 --> 00:43:42,595

Lo: Okay, Sarah, let's pause right there.

824

00:43:42,595 --> 00:43:44,815

Although I wanna ask you two quick follow-up things.

825

00:43:44,815 --> 00:43:45,565

One easy.

826

00:43:45,685 --> 00:43:50,845

Where can people find you connect with you if they're local to

the Washington area where you are, maybe even work with you.

827

00:43:51,340 --> 00:43:52,360

So share that with me.

828

00:43:52,420 --> 00:43:52,720

Go ahead.

829

00:43:52,720 --> 00:43:52,900

Yes,

830

00:43:53,205 --> 00:43:59,725

Sarah: so my, my doula collective website is,

the birth collective, PNW for Pacific Northwest.

831

00:43:59,725 --> 00:43:59,815

Mm-hmm.

832

00:44:00,395 --> 00:44:01,775

That's also our Instagram.

833

00:44:02,215 --> 00:44:06,055

My website and Instagram is the expert doula.

834

00:44:06,595 --> 00:44:06,985

Lo: Mm-hmm.

835

00:44:07,585 --> 00:44:09,085

And Sarah shares some Awesome.

836

00:44:09,115 --> 00:44:11,665

She's a photographer as well, so I love.

837

00:44:12,310 --> 00:44:13,660

Remixing her birth photos.

838

00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:15,520

She's given me full permission to do so.

839

00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:15,850

Okay.

840

00:44:15,859 --> 00:44:16,219

Yes, I love it.

841

00:44:16,269 --> 00:44:18,459

And then explaining what we're seeing and what's going on.

842

00:44:18,459 --> 00:44:25,749

'cause she takes some really beautiful photos and I love seeing like the

interventions, if you will, in a photograph so we can break it down and talk about it.

843

00:44:25,779 --> 00:44:28,629

'cause obviously everyone's using different tools.

844

00:44:28,884 --> 00:44:33,054

With a doula and without to, to have their babies and so, so good to see them.

845

00:44:33,054 --> 00:44:40,044

I always say like, when we see birth, we do birth better because so many of

us don't get to see it, and so I know, yeah, it's really valuable to see it.

846

00:44:40,044 --> 00:44:47,184

Sarah's photos are amazing, so definitely check out her personal account

as well, just to see things honestly that maybe you've not seen before.

847

00:44:47,754 --> 00:44:48,024

Okay.

848

00:44:48,024 --> 00:44:49,074

Last question.

849

00:44:49,704 --> 00:44:57,174

You can be as thoughtful as you want about it or just top of

your mind, but what's something right now that is sparking

joy in your life, just bringing you a ton of happiness?

850

00:44:57,329 --> 00:44:59,579

Sarah: Oh, it's bringing me a ton of happiness right now.

851

00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:00,505

Is that your question?

852

00:45:00,505 --> 00:45:00,715

Anything?

853

00:45:01,105 --> 00:45:01,315

Yeah.

854

00:45:01,585 --> 00:45:01,885

Spark

855

00:45:01,885 --> 00:45:02,485

Lo: and joy.

856

00:45:03,175 --> 00:45:03,625

It could be

857

00:45:04,015 --> 00:45:04,465

Sarah: Cheetos.

858

00:45:04,465 --> 00:45:05,275

Lo: It could be your kids.

859

00:45:05,275 --> 00:45:05,695

I don't care.

860

00:45:06,175 --> 00:45:06,925

I don't care

861

00:45:07,135 --> 00:45:07,345

Sarah: anything.

862

00:45:07,345 --> 00:45:08,245

It's not my kids.

863

00:45:08,845 --> 00:45:09,235

Lo: Okay,

864

00:45:09,235 --> 00:45:09,925

Sarah: that's fine too.

865

00:45:11,178 --> 00:45:13,008

I am loving the sun, the weather.

866

00:45:14,073 --> 00:45:14,553

It's great.

867

00:45:14,553 --> 00:45:16,953

Lo: I've had a lot of people saying that this summer.

868

00:45:17,043 --> 00:45:17,193

Yes.

869

00:45:17,193 --> 00:45:18,213

My people are ready.

870

00:45:18,363 --> 00:45:19,923

Sarah: As you know, from living here.

871

00:45:19,923 --> 00:45:22,713

Like the, yeah, the fall, winter, spring is long.

872

00:45:23,163 --> 00:45:24,033

The fall, winter,

873

00:45:24,033 --> 00:45:26,673

Lo: spring, you mean like the 11 months?

874

00:45:26,673 --> 00:45:27,153

It's great.

875

00:45:28,293 --> 00:45:31,083

Sarah: So now it's, it's like the sun is out.

876

00:45:31,353 --> 00:45:32,673

It's like seventies.

877

00:45:32,673 --> 00:45:33,813

It's perfect.

878

00:45:33,813 --> 00:45:34,083

It's,

879

00:45:34,083 --> 00:45:34,563

Lo: it is.

880

00:45:34,713 --> 00:45:36,303

It's, there's nowhere more beautiful.

881

00:45:36,303 --> 00:45:37,233

When it is beautiful.

882

00:45:37,233 --> 00:45:37,863

There it is.

883

00:45:38,698 --> 00:45:47,188

Sarah: I put flowers on my porch and I can smell them, which I feel like yeah,

in the past I haven't really been able to smell 'em, and that just is wonderful.

884

00:45:47,308 --> 00:45:48,688

Lo: It's, it's alright.

885

00:45:48,808 --> 00:45:49,258

Perfect.

886

00:45:49,258 --> 00:45:49,708

I love it.

887

00:45:49,768 --> 00:45:50,068

All right.

888

00:45:50,068 --> 00:45:51,538

Thanks Sarah, so much for your time.

889

00:45:51,628 --> 00:45:51,778

Yes.

890

00:45:52,588 --> 00:45:52,768

Okay.

891

00:45:52,768 --> 00:45:53,338

Talk to you soon.

892

00:45:53,343 --> 00:45:53,533

Okay.

893

00:45:53,533 --> 00:45:53,693

Bye.

894

00:45:58,715 --> 00:46:01,625

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895

00:46:01,955 --> 00:46:07,085

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899

00:46:26,525 --> 00:46:34,085

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