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- You know, I'm standing back there thinking about

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this age of grace that we have been granted.

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I learned about finances and tithing.

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When I was a kid with my mom and dad going,

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"Tithe, it's what God told you to do."

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(audience laughing)

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And that was our teaching method.

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You know, this is what God said,

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"So you probably ought to do it."

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It wasn't a suggestion, and I love though,

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not just in the area of finances,

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how much grace God extends to us.

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Across the board, it's like he teaches us

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over and over and over again.

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And we miss it over and over and over again,

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and yet he comes right back in with that grace

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and continues to teach.

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I am so grateful we have a God like that, aren't you?

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I would have like, might not have made it like

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past my first two days if he wasn't a grace-filled God,

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because just because we give our lives to him

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doesn't mean we give our lives to him.

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Just because we accept him as Savior doesn't mean

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we are instantly gonna start getting everything right.

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And I'm so grateful for a God who walked the earth

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and was tempted and faced all of the things that we face

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so that when he ascended and when he went back to his Father,

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the Word tells us that he is touched

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by the very feelings of our infirmities.

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He is touched by even the things that you feel,

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and not just your circumstances,

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but how you feel about your circumstances.

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And I believe that's kind of where the Lord

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is gonna have us go today for a little bit.

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Today we're gonna be talking about water from the rock.

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And you know, not the rock, but you know, the rock.

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And actually when Kevin gave me this particular passage,

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a little behind the scenes here,

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at the beginning of the year, Pastor Kevin will send out

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a message to the pastors and he'll go,

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has the Lord put anything on your heart?

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Are there any stories?

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Are there any particular scriptures

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that you want to teach on,

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or that you feel like the Lord has given you something

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to share on, and we'll send in those passages.

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This is where the Lord's been ministering to me.

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I did not send this passage in.

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(congregation laughing)

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I think he got me confused, Alan,

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this one was supposed to be for you.

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But I got excited as I got into it,

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and I was thinking, okay, let's see.

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Kevin does demonstrations, and I'm like,

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I could get a stick and a rock,

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and then there's water involved,

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but there'll be a lot of cleanup

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if you turn me loose with that.

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And then I was like, no, Kevin has used a staff.

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Kevin has used rocks.

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Kevin has used water.

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He's used signs.

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I even said, what about those blow up things

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that stand out in front of, Kevin has used those.

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So I guess what I'm left with is the word.

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(congregation laughing)

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And while we may be able to argue with Kevin,

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not the minion, our Kevin,

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can't argue with the word, can you?

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You can't argue with what the Lord has to say.

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And so I'm excited to take you on this little journey

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he took me on, 'cause if I have to go, so do you.

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Anyway, if you would stand,

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let's read this passage of scripture

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and see what the Lord has to say to us today.

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All right, let's go.

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The whole Israelite community

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set out from the desert of sin,

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traveling from place to place as the Lord commanded.

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Can you say that one more time?

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Traveling from place to place as the Lord commanded.

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They camped at Rephidim,

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but there was no water for the people to drink.

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So they quarreled with Moses.

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(congregation speaking faintly)

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Moses replied, why do you quarrel with me?

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Why do you put the Lord to the test?

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But the people were thirsty for water there,

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and they grumbled against Moses.

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They said, why did you bring us up out of Egypt

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to make us and our children and livestock die of thirst?

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Can we stop here for a minute?

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I want you to whine that one, okay?

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We're gonna be like, do it like your toddler

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when you're not giving them a cookie or something.

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Okay, we're gonna read that verse again.

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They said, why did you bring us up out of Egypt

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to make us and our children and livestock die of thirst?

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I love that.

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Anyway, then Moses cried out to the Lord,

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what am I to do with these people?

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They are almost ready to stone me.

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The Lord answered Moses, go out in front of the people,

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take with you some of the elders of Israel

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and take in your hand the staff with which

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you struck the Nile and go.

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I will stand there before you at the rock of Horeb.

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And finally, strike the rock and water will come out of it

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for the people to drink.

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So Moses did this in the sight of the elders of Israel.

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And he called the place Massah and Meribah

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because the Israelites quarreled

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and because they tested the Lord saying,

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is the Lord among us or not?

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Father, I'm so grateful that you are among us.

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I am so grateful that you have brought us here today,

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just as you brought them to that place then.

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And Father, just as you met with them at that point,

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I am trusting God that you are gonna meet with us today.

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I pray, Father, your word do the work that no man can do.

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I pray, Lord, that your word reach into those places

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in our lives and call us up.

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I thank you for your faithfulness.

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Let my stuff fall in your stand in Jesus' name, amen.

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Oh, I love that little voice.

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That was perfect, babe.

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That was perfect.

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I think most of us know or are aware

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that there is a second instance that follows this in Numbers

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where Moses is, where the people come once again.

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I like the whiny part.

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You all did really good at that.

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It's almost like you practiced.

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Moses, there's a second point at which Moses is confronted

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by the people and they ask him again to bring them water.

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And there's a whole lot in that that I get tickled at.

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And now listen, I understand that there are a lot

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of teachings about this particular passage,

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some of which that refer to in 1 Corinthians when it says,

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"He was the stone, that Jesus was the stone."

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And by striking the stone twice as we get

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into the next passage of Scripture,

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you know, it's a type and shadow.

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And I understand that there are a lot of ideas

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about how that is gonna go.

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And I am not the one to take you down that path.

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I believe the Holy Spirit can take us down that path

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because it can get a little divisive.

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But I think the Lord would have me take you down the path

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that he took me down with this passage of Scripture

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because that's the only way I can share it with you.

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If it's not personal and doesn't minister in my life,

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why would I expect it to come out and do the same thing

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in yours?

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So we are gonna jump into where I believe the Lord

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allowed me to jump in.

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And somebody has messed up my nut so.

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No, it's okay.

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It's all good.

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You know, when I was thinking about this particular passage

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of Scripture, the very first thing that the Lord took me to

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was the book of Ruth, which is unusual because we are

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in Exodus, right?

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And so it's a little bit jumping forward.

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Pastor Justin shared Thursday night,

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which if you haven't been here, it's a really good series.

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And you should come and join us in that.

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But in the book of Ruth, the very first passage, it says,

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"In the days when judges ruled,

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"there was a famine in the land."

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Now, how does this relate to what we're talking about here?

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Well, number one, the thing that strikes me is

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when it says there was a famine in the land,

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the land it's talking about is the land of promise.

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There was a famine in the promised land.

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How does that happen?

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This is the land of milk and honey

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that they traveled 40 years to get to.

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It was the land of milk and honey.

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And then now it's saying that there is a famine in the land.

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So you know what that tells me?

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That tells me that sometimes the promise

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doesn't look like the promise.

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It tells me that sometimes along this journey,

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it doesn't feel like or look like what we anticipated

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it would look like in the beginning.

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I need to know, okay, maybe, let's just say,

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maybe Kevin missed it.

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This isn't the passage of scripture

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that we're supposed to be jumping onto.

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So let me ask you this.

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Have any of you ever received a promise from the Lord?

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I want hands.

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Has the Lord ever told you something?

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Yeah?

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Have you ever had to wait on the fulfillment of that?

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Yeah.

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Now wait a minute.

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There's more hands going up for waiting

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than there was for receiving the promise.

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So what's that about?

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Than receiving the promise.

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Well then this must be the right passage of scripture.

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As Justin was sharing Thursday night,

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I told him, I said, "These should link up together."

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I've always wondered, you know,

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this journey from when the Lord said

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he was gonna take them into the promised land,

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all of the signs, all of the wonders,

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yet they wound up in a journey of 40 years.

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How did that happen?

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And why 40 years?

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Most people who turn 40,

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there is significance to that age, you know,

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kind of changes things.

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But I was like, do you know why they wondered for 40 years?

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Don't tell anybody.

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I really need a more uneducated congregation.

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Well, as Justin was sharing this week,

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the Lord, right before this situation

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that we just read about,

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about the water coming from the rock,

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there was a period of time when they got,

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the children of Israel came close to the land

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and the Lord, Moses said, he took 12 leaders,

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sent them into the land,

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and they were to spy out the land,

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and they spied out the lands for 40 days.

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And when they come back, the 12 go to give a report,

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and 10 of them go, yes, it is everything

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that you said it would be.

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It is everything the Lord promised.

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It is a land of milk and honey.

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There are grapes the size of a man's hand.

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You know, all of this report, yes, it is exactly that.

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But we can't take it.

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We can't go get it.

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They are big.

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We are small.

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They are giants.

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We are grasshoppers, you know?

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It's like, yes, yes, everything God said was true.

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Oh, but we can't do that.

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And so Joshua and Caleb, of course, say,

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yeah, we can absolutely take the land.

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Man, we need more Joshua's and Caleb's, don't we?

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We need more that will go, oh, we absolutely can,

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because see what they understood

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was they weren't gonna take the land.

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God was gonna take the land.

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God was gonna fulfill his promises.

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And so often we get stuck trying to figure out

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how we are gonna fulfill God's promises.

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When what God is doing is going, will you trust me?

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Will you trust me?

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And so their punishment for that

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was for every day that you walked the promise.

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I'm gonna become the Amplified Bible here for a minute, okay?

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It may look a little different than your Amplified Bible,

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but just go with me here for a second.

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He says, okay, you literally walked in the promise

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for 40 days, and you saw confirmation

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after confirmation after confirmation

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that everything I said about it was true.

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And so for every day you walked that land,

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saw the promise, and then came back and gave that report,

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but the lack of, I'm gonna give you a year

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to wander in the wilderness.

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One year for every day that you saw

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and knew the promises of God and refused to do it,

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or were fearful and didn't go there.

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Aren't you glad?

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Aren't you so grateful that we don't get a year

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in the wilderness for every time we fail to believe?

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Aren't you so grateful that in His grace and in His mercy,

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He says, okay, one more time.

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Okay, come on, we're gonna cover this one more time.

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And then He encourages us and He teaches us

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and gives us next opportunity to go there.

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40 years, 40 years they wandered the wilderness.

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The thing that is interesting to me is that you know

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they had to be so excited about the destination,

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but I wonder how much thought

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they actually gave to the journey.

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And see, that's where we are a lot of times.

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We receive a promise from the Lord,

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or we feel like the Lord has shown us something

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or told us something, and all we see is that, which is good,

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but there's a journey between here and there.

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And there's an accountability in that journey

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from here to there.

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And we watch the children of Israel begin

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to move a little differently as things become uncomfortable.

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How do we act when things begin to get uncomfortable?

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How do, my mom used to always say,

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well, it had to do with my stepfather

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who really never got out of his recliner.

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And she would go, you just gotta wait

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for him to get uncomfortable.

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And she'd go, you know, nobody moves

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until they're uncomfortable.

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And then sometimes spiritually guys, that's the truth.

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We don't move until things get very uncomfortable

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where we are, we love comfort, it's a good thing.

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And now I'm gonna be honest enough to say

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that if I were wandering through the desert

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for any period of time, like 20 minutes,

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I would probably grumble and I would complain.

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I am not the outdoor, Hal, don't say it.

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I'm not the outdoorsy type.

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I'm more the turn up the air conditioner type.

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I'm not gonna do it, no, no.

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But the people begin to grumble and they begin to complain.

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I know none of you have ever done that.

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I know none of us have ever grumbled or complained,

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but the people begin to grumble and complain.

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At one point, the scripture says, God actually says,

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you know, these people have tested me 10 times.

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That was my first week.

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But I was like, he says they've tested me 10 times.

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And I mean, I could like standing right here go,

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okay, wait a minute, why did you bring us out here

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in the desert to kill us?

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Were there no graves back in Egypt?

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They were a little dramatic anyway.

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And they're like, oh, we're so thirsty.

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Why did you bring us out here that our children

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and ourselves and these cattle are going to die?

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And then there was the whole, you know,

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I don't like manna anymore.

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Can you give us something else?

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And then there's, oh no, we're grasshoppers.

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We're not, they're big guys, we're little.

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They whined a little bit.

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And in that, in that,

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they were testing the Lord.

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You know, sometimes we don't think about it that way.

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When things aren't going the way we want them to,

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and we start to grumble or we whine or we complain.

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And the Lord's goodness is all around us.

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All around us.

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Hey, that sounded almost like Dolby stereo

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when you go to the movies.

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All around.

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Oh, I need more coffee.

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Anyway. (audience laughing)

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(laughing)

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Anyway, more than 10 times they test him.

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More than 10 times.

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But like I mentioned, there's a second time

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that Moses is called to go to the rock.

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And this actually, this one actually tickles me

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a little bit, even though it turns out really, really bad.

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I feel bad for him.

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Anyway.

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But this time, the thing that predicates

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the water from the rock is,

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it says that Moses and Aaron had a meeting with the people.

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And the people were upset.

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And so at the end of the meeting,

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Moses and Aaron had to go face down

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before the 10th meeting.

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Have you ever left an encounter with some human beings

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and had to go find a place with Jesus?

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Some of you said that louder than others.

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And I'm just wondering if you're a friend of mine

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and if that could have been me,

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but I'm a little bit sensitive about those things.

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But they go and they go face down

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before the 10th of meeting.

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And this time, the Lord tells them to go

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and he tells Moses to take his staff.

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But he tells them, this time,

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I want you to speak to the rock.

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I want you to speak to it.

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He doesn't say hit it or anything else.

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And if you are familiar with this story at all,

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you know that this does not go well.

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He goes before the people, he takes the staff and say,

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I think the Lord allows us sometimes

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to take comfortable things with us.

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Not so much that he was gonna use it,

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but there might have been an element of Moses

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that went, this worked last time.

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So if this whole speaking thing doesn't work,

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I will have this magic staff here.

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That is not scriptural.

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I'm just saying, you never know

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how a person's mind is gonna work.

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But sometimes the Lord lets you take something familiar,

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but what he really wants you to take is his presence.

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What we really need to take into any situation

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is his presence.

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And I'm gonna jump a little forward in that.

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But he gets up in front of the people and he still,

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you know, he tells the people, you are rebellious.

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You are rebellious.

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And then what's interesting to me is he says,

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you are rebellious.

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And then he strikes the rock.

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That is leadership 101.

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You rebellious people.

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It's funny when it's not you.

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It's funny when you can look at other people's lives

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and see that one act, that one thing,

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that one thing changed his path to the promise.

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That one thing.

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And I'll be honest enough with you to go,

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God, how's that even fair?

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How's that even fair that this would happen

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and then that promise and all that he had poured into that

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and one act changes everything.

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But I don't know, guys.

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This is just me.

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But I don't know that striking the rock

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was actually the issue.

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Now we're gonna get.

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But the thing that has struck me about this,

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the thing that I have been carrying in my spirit for this

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was all of you, almost every single one of you said

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God had promised you something, that he had given you

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something and that it hasn't happened yet, right?

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It's not been fulfilled yet.

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I've got those in my life.

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I've got places where the Lord promised

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and meant that he fulfill it.

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Man has he met me every single time except for this.

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Or except for this.

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And my question and the question that I felt like

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the Holy Spirit posed in my own spirit was,

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what are you like when the promise

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does not look like the promise?

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How do you respond when you thought

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it was gonna go this way?

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You thought you would be healed.

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You thought your children would be saved by now.

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You thought this miracle, you thought this marriage

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would be restored.

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You thought this would happen

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and it didn't turn out that way.

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Or you're still in that way.

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How do you act?

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What do you represent when you are in those waiting years?

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And I say years purposely, could be decades

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while you're waiting on that promise to be fulfilled.

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How do you act?

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See, here's what I think.

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It's just a thought, but it's based on scripture.

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There's a point.

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Even though Moses misses it and he strikes the rock twice,

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what does the Lord do?

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He still sends water to the people.

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He still supplies the people.

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The water still pours out.

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You need to understand that God will still bless his people

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and then deal with the leaders.

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Don't think for a minute that he will not deal with us

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as leaders if we mislead.

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But what scripture tells me,

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God doesn't say, "Since you struck that rock."

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What God says to Moses is, "Because you did not honor me."

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No, "Because you did not believe in me

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"and trust me enough to honor me as holy before the people,

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"because you did not believe me, trust in me enough

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"to honor me before the people, you're not taking 'em in."

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That's about a whole lot more than striking a rock.

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That is about do you believe what he said to you?

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And do you believe it enough

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that when it doesn't look like it

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and when everybody else is saying, "Oh no, no, no,"

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or when you are mad at God or you are upset,

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do you believe him enough?

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Do you believe that he is who he says he is

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to the point that you will stand before the people

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and honor him as holy in the middle of your situation?

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Because that is what we are called to do

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day after day after day after day after day

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on this journey toward the promise

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that he has set before us.

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And I can honestly say I fail at that.

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I fail at that so often when I know his goodness

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is all around me and to go,

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but God, I feel like you said this, it was about honor.

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And if it's about honor,

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and if it is about honoring him as holy

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in everything that he is and all that he's called us to,

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if it's about honor, we might be in a little bit of trouble

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because we live in a society

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that doesn't really lean toward honor.

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They don't really lean toward respect.

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We don't really lean into that whole God sovereign over us.

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It is you and only you, God.

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We don't lean like that.

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We have a tendency to invite God into our world

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and ask him to accommodate our needs

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and to fit into the structure that we have for him.

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But can we honor him as holy?

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I wanna read this to you

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because when the Lord gave it to me,

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I felt like it was important.

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And I had just written in the risk of alienating some,

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we live in a society that seems to have little understanding

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of respect and honor for authority.

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And I believe that lack of respect,

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the lack of honor has found its way

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into the pews and the pulpits

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because in making Jesus our homeboy,

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in making God our friend,

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we begin to see him as such and he is, don't get me wrong,

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but there is this casual spiritual arrogance

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that enters into our life that causes us to think

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we are on equal footing with him and we are not.

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We have made him.

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So we have done our best to make him so user-friendly

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so that people who wanna straddle the fence

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between carnality and Christianity feel comfortable.

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But he's holy.

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He is sovereign.

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He is holy, guys.

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You know, you hear the phrase dumb it down.

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You can't dumb this down

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'cause either he's holy or he isn't.

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Either he's sovereign or he isn't.

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Either he is who he says he is or what are you doing here?

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That's the God I know.

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That's the God I know.

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And see, I love, I love, love, love

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that God ministered to his people

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even when the leaders were blowing it.

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Many, many, many years ago, I used to travel some

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and I would go and I would play and I would sing

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and I would do those kinds of services.

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And I was in a season of my life

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where I had no business being on a platform

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or trying to lead anybody in worship.

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But I was also the type that was such a people pleaser

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that I couldn't back out and leave a church without that.

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And so I went to this church and I sat down at the piano

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the whole time convicted by the Holy Spirit going,

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what are you doing here?

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What are you doing here?

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And I just remember, guys, the presence of the Holy Spirit

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hit that room.

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I have never before or since experienced anything like that.

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There was literal wind in that room.

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There were people laying in the floor.

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And I mean, it was just the most amazing thing.

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And all I could hear when I was sitting at that piano

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was God going, I will bless my people.

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I will bless my people.

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And what I understood was that it has nothing

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to do with you.

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It has nothing to do with you.

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It was the most humbling and formative moment

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I think in my life.

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It was one of those moments because always before

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when I had gone to do that, it's like I had prepared.

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I wrote the songs.

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I played the piano.

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I did this and then God showed up in spite of my mess.

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And he went, I'm gonna bless my people

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and I will deal with you later.

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And he did.

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And he did.

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And I had to repent.

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(sniffling)

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God will bless his people.

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It was a very humbling lesson.

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Jesus, help me.

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In the very first instance when Moses goes

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to strike the rock, scripture clearly states, he says,

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God says, my presence will go before you.

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And I will stand before you at the rock of Horeb.

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And when you strike the rock, the water will flow.

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And it was the presence of God, that presence of God.

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Guys, do you understand that when you are in the middle

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of that journey and it's feeling long

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and it's feeling like God's never gonna meet you

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and it's feeling like you are thirsty and you are lost

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and you're starting to lose that faith,

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you know you need to get in his presence.

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Do you understand that you need to find a piece

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of carpet somewhere and do exactly what Moses and Aaron did

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and just go face down before him and cry out to him

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and stay there, stay there.

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Not one of these little five minute prayers,

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even though something's got a change in our heart

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in that moment so that when we stand up from that time,

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we're still not, we are not carrying the grumbling

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and complaining anymore, but we are carrying the,

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I believe in you enough to stand and honor you

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as holy before the people.

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Don't stand up till you get that.

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Don't stand up until you get that.

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Here's the thing.

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They started out good.

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And boy, that initial experience we have with the Lord

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when he saves us and we feel cleansed

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and we feel delivered, that initial experience,

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man, there's a high and you go out and it's like, yes,

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we are gonna take that promised land.

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And then all of a sudden you get thirsty

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or the baby's crying and there's nowhere to put them.

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I had written this.

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Somewhere in the wilderness, the people decided

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that they were not strong enough to take the promise.

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Somewhere in the wilderness, the people stopped believing

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that God would finish what he started.

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Somewhere in the wilderness, their hardships began

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to override their hope.

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Somewhere in the wilderness, the leeks and garlic started

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to sound better than the milk and honey.

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Somewhere in the wilderness, the people stopped believing

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that God was who he said he was.

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Even with the pillar of fire, even with the miracles,

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even with the parting of the Red Sea, they stopped believing

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that God was gonna take care of them,

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that God was gonna provision them

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and that God was gonna do what he said he was going to do.

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And that is what I believe the Lord would have me

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bring to you this morning.

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Those of you who raised your hand and when God told me this,

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God has given me this, God has laid this out

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and I'm still waiting.

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Do you believe he is who he said he is?

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Do you believe he will do what he said he would do?

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Do you believe that he is alpha and omega,

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the beginning and the end?

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Do you believe that he is Jehovah Shema,

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that he is Jehovah Sid Canoe?

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Is he the God of your peace?

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Is he the God of your provision?

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Is he the God who loved you and saved you

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and called you out of your own Egypt?

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We are getting ready here to sing a song.

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This is what I felt in my spirit.

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Every single one of you, I know y'all hate when I do this,

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every single one of you that raised your hand,

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said God has promised me something and I'm still waiting.

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I need you here.

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And I'm gonna come down there with you

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'cause I'm still waiting too.

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(gentle music)

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And we're gonna make a declaration tonight.

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Man, I wish the children of Israel had had this song

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out there in the desert

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so that they could begin to make a declaration.

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I'm gonna come down here, guys.

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Because I'm still waiting too.

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I'm still waiting too and I know that we have a God

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who will complete what he has begun, amen?

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Amen.

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So we're gonna make a declaration

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and when we get to this chorus,

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I believe you are who you said you were.

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And when he said, the one line that I love so much

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is it says, I'm running through parted waves

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straight to you.

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I want you to know you have some parted waves

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in front of you.

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And God, oh man, just the imagery to go,

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can you even imagine,

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could you just close your eyes for just a second,

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see those waves roll back

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and see him waiting for you right there.

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That's the position I want you to take

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as we begin to sing, I believe.

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And I'm believing that the Lord is just gonna minister

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to you, that he is gonna reconfirm those promises to you

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and that he's gonna reassure you that he finishes

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what he starts.

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Go ahead guys.

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Jesus.

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