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Melissa Ford LuckinLansing Community College's literary journal.
Melissa Ford LuckinWriters, readers, scholars, publishing professionals, citizens of the world, gather here and chat about all things writing.
Melissa Ford LuckinHey there.
Melissa Ford LuckinThis is Melissa Ford Luckin, editor for the Washington Square Review.
Melissa Ford LuckinI'm here today, though, as Professor Melissa Ford Lucken with a composition student, Jennifer Mattson.
Melissa Ford LuckinHey, Jennifer.
Jennifer MattsonHi.
Melissa Ford LuckinI'm happy to have you on here today.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd I know you're one of my composition students, but you're also a creative writer.
Melissa Ford LuckinLet's talk about that.
Melissa Ford LuckinTell me, how did you get started with creative writing?
Jennifer MattsonWell, when I was about four or five, I started scribbling as kids do, and I would scribble.
Jennifer MattsonI'm like, I wrote a story, I wrote a story.
Jennifer MattsonI wrote a book.
Jennifer MattsonI was so excited about it.
Jennifer MattsonAnd then I started school and the teachers would have us write little bit of short stories about this or that makeup stuff.
Jennifer MattsonAnd I thought it was very fun and a good challenge of the brain.
Jennifer MattsonSince then, my love for writing's just grown till me wanting to become a writer.
Jennifer MattsonAnd finally I decided to take some courses and see where I can go with it.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's pretty amazing that you remember when you were 4 or 5, was there a particular book that you remember being inspired by?
Jennifer MattsonCharlotte's Web.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay, so they must have read it aloud to you guys.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat do you think about that book caught your attention?
Jennifer MattsonI liked how they worked together to save the pig and then how everything just blended together and wound up being a great story.
Melissa Ford LuckinWere there other kids around you that also really liked the story?
Jennifer MattsonNot that I really didn't pay much attention to the other kids.
Jennifer MattsonI was focused on my adoration for literature.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinTalk a little bit more about the environment.
Melissa Ford LuckinWas that kindergarten or first grade?
Jennifer MattsonWell, in about first, second grade, maybe even kindergarten.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Jennifer MattsonI loved listening to stories and pretending like I was a writer.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd what do you think about it intrigued you?
Jennifer MattsonBeing able to have a voice and share experiences as well as opinions and hopefully eventually get word out on certain life topics that may help somebody else.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo even when you were little, you felt like what you had to say was important to you and you wanted an outlet for it?
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinDo you.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo I'm wondering, a lot of times kids prefer to talk and say what they're thinking.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhy do you think you were more drawn to the writing?
Jennifer MattsonI've always been a very.
Jennifer MattsonHow do I say this personal person to where I like to keep things to myself.
Jennifer MattsonSo I would just write myself a note and explain what was going on and what I can do to help myself and keep things bottled up that way.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay, I hear what you're saying.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo more of an introvert.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo even as a little kid, you just kind of wanted to keep your thoughts to yourself and express them, but maybe not, you know, in a way that's so public.
Melissa Ford LuckinI think when you're a little like that, the advantage of getting them out is you can think about them for a while while you're writing them.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo they're not going to get evaluated right away.
Melissa Ford LuckinThey still say kind of special and close to your heart.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause when you're little, you know, it's different.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo when you were little and you were writing stuff, what kind of reception did you get?
Jennifer MattsonNobody really paid that much attention to it.
Jennifer MattsonIt was just like, whatever, it's fantasy, make believe, it's never gonna really be anything.
Jennifer MattsonBut I said, well, if I want it to be, it can be.
Jennifer MattsonTo me it is.
Melissa Ford LuckinI think that's awesome that even at that young of an age, you're just, you know, thought, well, you go ahead and think that I'm going to do my thing and keep doing it.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's pretty cool.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo when you got a little bit older, maybe middle school or high school, how was it looking then?
Jennifer MattsonI still enjoyed it.
Jennifer MattsonI didn't like how it changed how we have to write in certain formats and everything, but I began to get a deeper understanding about how meaningful writing can be and how it can really speak to a person.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo it's a circular thing with the reading and the writing.
Melissa Ford LuckinIt sounds like you.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo you grew to appreciate the process of writing by reading other people's stuff?
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's super cool.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat?
Melissa Ford LuckinIs there anything that stands out from middle school or high school that you read?
Jennifer MattsonNot.
Jennifer MattsonNot really.
Melissa Ford LuckinYou mentioned not liking the formats and stuff.
Melissa Ford LuckinTalk a little bit about.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo you must have been reading something that you're like kind of like the.
Jennifer MattsonMLA and the APA and all that.
Jennifer MattsonIt's just.
Jennifer MattsonI'm used to just writing and then you have to do a certain format and everything else and with all the citations and everything.
Jennifer MattsonRight.
Jennifer MattsonIt gets all confusing.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah, it's very different.
Melissa Ford LuckinThe academic writing is very different than the creative writing.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhen you were in middle school and high school, what kind of stuff were you.
Melissa Ford LuckinWere you writing that you enjoyed?
Jennifer MattsonJust pretty much anything.
Jennifer MattsonWhatever crazy thought I had, I would write about it.
Jennifer MattsonDreams and what I want to do when I got older and everything.
Melissa Ford LuckinDid you do it in a journalist maybe?
Jennifer MattsonYes, I did.
Melissa Ford LuckinLike a diary yeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinDo you still have them?
Jennifer MattsonI wish I did.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat happened to them?
Jennifer MattsonGetting older and moving so much.
Jennifer MattsonI.
Melissa Ford LuckinMoving from place to place.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo they're still important and treasured memories even though you don't have the documents.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinHow, when you went to do the writing, did you just write what was.
Jennifer MattsonJust whatever was on the top of my head.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd how.
Melissa Ford LuckinTalk a little bit about how often you would write.
Jennifer MattsonUsually I'd write usually daily, sometimes two or three times a day.
Jennifer MattsonJust.
Jennifer MattsonIf I didn't have anything to do.
Jennifer MattsonPositive.
Jennifer MattsonI would just sit and write.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd how did it help you?
Melissa Ford LuckinEven though I'm guessing you didn't share that with anyone?
Jennifer MattsonNo, it helped me to be able to kind of group stuff together to where it would make more sense, as opposed to talking about shopping in one paragraph and then about a dog and another.
Jennifer MattsonHelped me kind of group thoughts together and make something that made sense.
Melissa Ford LuckinCan you think of any maybe decisions that you made or things that you thought through on paper?
Melissa Ford LuckinAnything come to mind?
Jennifer MattsonNot off the top of my head.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause it would have been the normal middle school stuff.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinYou know, how you felt about things or what your plans were.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd so again, you were doing a lot of writing and you said that you didn't really share it with anyone.
Melissa Ford LuckinWas there any writing that you did share with other people?
Jennifer MattsonJust essays in class for the teacher.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's really different, you know, because that gets graded.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat about stories or poetry?
Melissa Ford LuckinAny of that?
Jennifer MattsonNo.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo you're really just very much using the journaling to think through things.
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's a really.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's a lot of dedication at a young age to stick with it like that and keep working.
Melissa Ford LuckinDid you have any friends that did any kind of, like, fiction or poetry or creative writing?
Jennifer MattsonNot that I know of.
Jennifer MattsonI pretty much stuck to myself, so.
Melissa Ford LuckinBut kept reading.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhere did you get the books that you liked to read?
Jennifer MattsonThe library.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinDid you go there by yourself?
Jennifer MattsonUsually.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinI think a lot of people can relate to that.
Melissa Ford LuckinI know when I was that age, I sort of went to the library on my own, and you have all the time in the world just to look at, you know, everything.
Melissa Ford LuckinWere there certain kinds of books that you liked?
Jennifer MattsonI usually liked, like, the Indian books and sometimes mostly history books.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo nonfiction.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnything else comes to mind that you still like to read?
Jennifer MattsonJust whatever catches my eye pretty much.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd where did you do the reading?
Jennifer MattsonWherever I could.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnywhere and everywhere.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinTypical reading stuff.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo then you graduated from high School and kind of what happened next?
Jennifer MattsonSomehow I quit writing for a while.
Jennifer MattsonI grew up somewhat and moved around and last year or so I've been wanting to get back into the writing and actually go somewhere with it.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhy do you think when you say you grew up, why did you kind of fall away from the writing?
Jennifer MattsonI had a few kids and everything.
Jennifer MattsonLife happened pretty much.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd so maybe you didn't have the time for it.
Jennifer MattsonI didn't really have the time.
Jennifer MattsonOr I just lost the purpose and had writer's block for a while.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinIt could also be that when you have kids, you have to put a lot of energy, obviously to raising kids and emotional energy and you're really nurturing someone else.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo talk a little bit about what you said.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo recently in the past year or so, how do you think you became called to it again?
Jennifer MattsonI started.
Jennifer MattsonI wrote out about a dream I had and then I'm like, I want to do this.
Jennifer MattsonI want to be a writer.
Jennifer MattsonI want to have my own book published, at least one in my life.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat do you think you would like it to be about that?
Jennifer MattsonI do not know yet.
Melissa Ford LuckinWould it be fiction or.
Jennifer MattsonProbably fiction.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat kind of books are you reading currently right now?
Jennifer MattsonI haven't really read any.
Jennifer MattsonI've been in the literature book from class.
Jennifer MattsonFrom one of my classes.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd what kind of stuff are you.
Jennifer MattsonReading for that right now?
Jennifer MattsonIt's the poetry unit.
Melissa Ford LuckinOh, okay.
Jennifer MattsonNothing's really stuck out yet.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat do you think about poetry?
Jennifer MattsonI like it.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat do you like about it?
Jennifer MattsonIt's just the way it expresses itself and sometimes has a deeper meaning other than what it looks like it's meaning.
Jennifer MattsonIt actually means something else.
Jennifer MattsonOr it can have multiple meanings.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd so different people can get something different from the same poem.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat is pretty interesting.
Melissa Ford LuckinDo you have anyone in your life that you can talk to, the poet talk about with?
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Jennifer MattsonMy husband.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd does he like poetry also?
Jennifer MattsonHe might.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinBut he'll.
Melissa Ford LuckinHe'll talk to you.
Jennifer MattsonHe'll listen to me and talk to me, whether he actually does or not.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAll right.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's a lot, you know.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo it sounds like when you were younger, you.
Melissa Ford LuckinYou really didn't have someone to talk to and now you do.
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo that's a big change.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinHow does it make it more special when you have someone to talk?
Jennifer MattsonI actually have somebody to share my writings with that can give me some constructive feedback, whether it's positive or I need to change Something.
Melissa Ford LuckinIs there anyone in your family that does creative writing or any kind of writing?
Jennifer MattsonNot that I'm aware of.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay, so you're really alone in this endeavor?
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat about your kids?
Jennifer MattsonIf they don't have to write, they won't text or whatever kids do, you.
Melissa Ford LuckinReally are alone then?
Jennifer MattsonYeah, they're all grown pretty much.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo when you think about the creative writing now and how it helps you now, is it different from when you were younger?
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause I remember in class you were doing a presentation and you mentioned the way that you'll write a lot of things down, kind of just anything which sound very similar to what you're doing when you were a kid.
Jennifer MattsonYeah, it helps me.
Jennifer MattsonI can actually write about, like, deeper subjects and then kind of answer myself and get a little bit more understanding, and then I can share that with other people and get more understanding.
Melissa Ford LuckinI think what you said in class, that was really interesting to me was that you'll answer yourself not necessarily as yourself, but from a different perspective.
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo when you're wrestling with trying to figure something out, you can come up with multiple viewpoints.
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhich is kind of like what we're doing in class right now.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinI think that's really fascinating.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd that approach would help you with fiction because you have to create different characters that think differently.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinThan you do.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat kind of characters do you think you would want to create?
Jennifer MattsonProbably a family of some type.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhat do you think you would pull from your own experience?
Jennifer MattsonProbably some.
Jennifer MattsonAnd then I'll have some that I've seen in other families and kind of blend them together to make.
Jennifer MattsonI hate to say it like this, but a dysfunctional family, that actually works.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAll right, I see what you're saying.
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause in fiction there has to be some conflict because that's what people want to read about.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnd I like what you're saying about the dysfunctional.
Melissa Ford LuckinSo called dysfunctional.
Melissa Ford LuckinRight.
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause a lot of people can relate to that.
Melissa Ford LuckinYou know, when they think about their own family, it's easy to see, you know, stuff that is labeled as dysfunctional.
Jennifer MattsonYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinYeah.
Melissa Ford LuckinWhen you think about your academic writing, how does that kind of compare to the creative writing?
Jennifer MattsonIt kind of gives me pointers on what I can do better.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAny examples?
Jennifer MattsonNot off the top of my head.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay.
Melissa Ford LuckinAll right.
Melissa Ford LuckinBecause we've been talking about like thesis statements and doing research, and so when you're working on fiction, you have to do research also.
Melissa Ford LuckinOkay, that sounds.
Melissa Ford LuckinThere's more to come for you then.
Jennifer MattsonYes.
Melissa Ford LuckinAs we go through the rest of the semester, you'll find more and more, hopefully parallels, you know, similarities and differences and that kind of thing.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's pretty cool.
Melissa Ford LuckinLCC does have a creative writing associate's degree.
Melissa Ford LuckinIs that something you.
Jennifer MattsonThat's what I'm in.
Melissa Ford LuckinAll right.
Melissa Ford LuckinNice.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's excellent.
Melissa Ford LuckinAnything that you could suggest to other creative writing students?
Jennifer MattsonIf you have an idea, put it on paper.
Jennifer MattsonAnd there's no limit to what you can do on pen and paper.
Melissa Ford LuckinThat's absolutely true.
Jennifer MattsonIf you got a dream, chase it.
Jennifer MattsonCause a dream won't chase you back.
Jennifer MattsonSo if you want to write, write.
Melissa Ford LuckinBeautiful and well said.
Melissa Ford LuckinThanks a lot for coming in today.
Jennifer MattsonYou're welcome.
Melissa Ford LuckinThanks for stopping by the audio town square of the Washington Square Review.
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