Melissa Ford Luckin

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Melissa Ford Luckin

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Melissa Ford Luckin

Lansing Community College's literary journal.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Writers, readers, scholars, publishing professionals, citizens of the world, gather here and chat about all things writing.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Hey there.

Melissa Ford Luckin

This is Melissa Ford Luckin, editor for the Washington Square Review.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I'm here today, though, as Professor Melissa Ford Lucken with a composition student, Jennifer Mattson.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Hey, Jennifer.

Jennifer Mattson

Hi.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I'm happy to have you on here today.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And I know you're one of my composition students, but you're also a creative writer.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Let's talk about that.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Tell me, how did you get started with creative writing?

Jennifer Mattson

Well, when I was about four or five, I started scribbling as kids do, and I would scribble.

Jennifer Mattson

I'm like, I wrote a story, I wrote a story.

Jennifer Mattson

I wrote a book.

Jennifer Mattson

I was so excited about it.

Jennifer Mattson

And then I started school and the teachers would have us write little bit of short stories about this or that makeup stuff.

Jennifer Mattson

And I thought it was very fun and a good challenge of the brain.

Jennifer Mattson

Since then, my love for writing's just grown till me wanting to become a writer.

Jennifer Mattson

And finally I decided to take some courses and see where I can go with it.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's pretty amazing that you remember when you were 4 or 5, was there a particular book that you remember being inspired by?

Jennifer Mattson

Charlotte's Web.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay, so they must have read it aloud to you guys.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What do you think about that book caught your attention?

Jennifer Mattson

I liked how they worked together to save the pig and then how everything just blended together and wound up being a great story.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Were there other kids around you that also really liked the story?

Jennifer Mattson

Not that I really didn't pay much attention to the other kids.

Jennifer Mattson

I was focused on my adoration for literature.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Talk a little bit more about the environment.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Was that kindergarten or first grade?

Jennifer Mattson

Well, in about first, second grade, maybe even kindergarten.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Jennifer Mattson

I loved listening to stories and pretending like I was a writer.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And what do you think about it intrigued you?

Jennifer Mattson

Being able to have a voice and share experiences as well as opinions and hopefully eventually get word out on certain life topics that may help somebody else.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So even when you were little, you felt like what you had to say was important to you and you wanted an outlet for it?

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Do you.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So I'm wondering, a lot of times kids prefer to talk and say what they're thinking.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Why do you think you were more drawn to the writing?

Jennifer Mattson

I've always been a very.

Jennifer Mattson

How do I say this personal person to where I like to keep things to myself.

Jennifer Mattson

So I would just write myself a note and explain what was going on and what I can do to help myself and keep things bottled up that way.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay, I hear what you're saying.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So more of an introvert.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So even as a little kid, you just kind of wanted to keep your thoughts to yourself and express them, but maybe not, you know, in a way that's so public.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I think when you're a little like that, the advantage of getting them out is you can think about them for a while while you're writing them.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So they're not going to get evaluated right away.

Melissa Ford Luckin

They still say kind of special and close to your heart.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because when you're little, you know, it's different.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So when you were little and you were writing stuff, what kind of reception did you get?

Jennifer Mattson

Nobody really paid that much attention to it.

Jennifer Mattson

It was just like, whatever, it's fantasy, make believe, it's never gonna really be anything.

Jennifer Mattson

But I said, well, if I want it to be, it can be.

Jennifer Mattson

To me it is.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I think that's awesome that even at that young of an age, you're just, you know, thought, well, you go ahead and think that I'm going to do my thing and keep doing it.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's pretty cool.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So when you got a little bit older, maybe middle school or high school, how was it looking then?

Jennifer Mattson

I still enjoyed it.

Jennifer Mattson

I didn't like how it changed how we have to write in certain formats and everything, but I began to get a deeper understanding about how meaningful writing can be and how it can really speak to a person.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So it's a circular thing with the reading and the writing.

Melissa Ford Luckin

It sounds like you.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So you grew to appreciate the process of writing by reading other people's stuff?

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's super cool.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What?

Melissa Ford Luckin

Is there anything that stands out from middle school or high school that you read?

Jennifer Mattson

Not.

Jennifer Mattson

Not really.

Melissa Ford Luckin

You mentioned not liking the formats and stuff.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Talk a little bit about.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So you must have been reading something that you're like kind of like the.

Jennifer Mattson

MLA and the APA and all that.

Jennifer Mattson

It's just.

Jennifer Mattson

I'm used to just writing and then you have to do a certain format and everything else and with all the citations and everything.

Jennifer Mattson

Right.

Jennifer Mattson

It gets all confusing.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah, it's very different.

Melissa Ford Luckin

The academic writing is very different than the creative writing.

Melissa Ford Luckin

When you were in middle school and high school, what kind of stuff were you.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Were you writing that you enjoyed?

Jennifer Mattson

Just pretty much anything.

Jennifer Mattson

Whatever crazy thought I had, I would write about it.

Jennifer Mattson

Dreams and what I want to do when I got older and everything.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Did you do it in a journalist maybe?

Jennifer Mattson

Yes, I did.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Like a diary yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Do you still have them?

Jennifer Mattson

I wish I did.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What happened to them?

Jennifer Mattson

Getting older and moving so much.

Jennifer Mattson

I.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Moving from place to place.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So they're still important and treasured memories even though you don't have the documents.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

How, when you went to do the writing, did you just write what was.

Jennifer Mattson

Just whatever was on the top of my head.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And how.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Talk a little bit about how often you would write.

Jennifer Mattson

Usually I'd write usually daily, sometimes two or three times a day.

Jennifer Mattson

Just.

Jennifer Mattson

If I didn't have anything to do.

Jennifer Mattson

Positive.

Jennifer Mattson

I would just sit and write.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And how did it help you?

Melissa Ford Luckin

Even though I'm guessing you didn't share that with anyone?

Jennifer Mattson

No, it helped me to be able to kind of group stuff together to where it would make more sense, as opposed to talking about shopping in one paragraph and then about a dog and another.

Jennifer Mattson

Helped me kind of group thoughts together and make something that made sense.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Can you think of any maybe decisions that you made or things that you thought through on paper?

Melissa Ford Luckin

Anything come to mind?

Jennifer Mattson

Not off the top of my head.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because it would have been the normal middle school stuff.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

You know, how you felt about things or what your plans were.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And so again, you were doing a lot of writing and you said that you didn't really share it with anyone.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Was there any writing that you did share with other people?

Jennifer Mattson

Just essays in class for the teacher.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's really different, you know, because that gets graded.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What about stories or poetry?

Melissa Ford Luckin

Any of that?

Jennifer Mattson

No.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So you're really just very much using the journaling to think through things.

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's a really.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's a lot of dedication at a young age to stick with it like that and keep working.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Did you have any friends that did any kind of, like, fiction or poetry or creative writing?

Jennifer Mattson

Not that I know of.

Jennifer Mattson

I pretty much stuck to myself, so.

Melissa Ford Luckin

But kept reading.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Where did you get the books that you liked to read?

Jennifer Mattson

The library.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Did you go there by yourself?

Jennifer Mattson

Usually.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I think a lot of people can relate to that.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I know when I was that age, I sort of went to the library on my own, and you have all the time in the world just to look at, you know, everything.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Were there certain kinds of books that you liked?

Jennifer Mattson

I usually liked, like, the Indian books and sometimes mostly history books.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So nonfiction.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Anything else comes to mind that you still like to read?

Jennifer Mattson

Just whatever catches my eye pretty much.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And where did you do the reading?

Jennifer Mattson

Wherever I could.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Anywhere and everywhere.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Typical reading stuff.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So then you graduated from high School and kind of what happened next?

Jennifer Mattson

Somehow I quit writing for a while.

Jennifer Mattson

I grew up somewhat and moved around and last year or so I've been wanting to get back into the writing and actually go somewhere with it.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Why do you think when you say you grew up, why did you kind of fall away from the writing?

Jennifer Mattson

I had a few kids and everything.

Jennifer Mattson

Life happened pretty much.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And so maybe you didn't have the time for it.

Jennifer Mattson

I didn't really have the time.

Jennifer Mattson

Or I just lost the purpose and had writer's block for a while.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

It could also be that when you have kids, you have to put a lot of energy, obviously to raising kids and emotional energy and you're really nurturing someone else.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So talk a little bit about what you said.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So recently in the past year or so, how do you think you became called to it again?

Jennifer Mattson

I started.

Jennifer Mattson

I wrote out about a dream I had and then I'm like, I want to do this.

Jennifer Mattson

I want to be a writer.

Jennifer Mattson

I want to have my own book published, at least one in my life.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What do you think you would like it to be about that?

Jennifer Mattson

I do not know yet.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Would it be fiction or.

Jennifer Mattson

Probably fiction.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What kind of books are you reading currently right now?

Jennifer Mattson

I haven't really read any.

Jennifer Mattson

I've been in the literature book from class.

Jennifer Mattson

From one of my classes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And what kind of stuff are you.

Jennifer Mattson

Reading for that right now?

Jennifer Mattson

It's the poetry unit.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Oh, okay.

Jennifer Mattson

Nothing's really stuck out yet.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What do you think about poetry?

Jennifer Mattson

I like it.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What do you like about it?

Jennifer Mattson

It's just the way it expresses itself and sometimes has a deeper meaning other than what it looks like it's meaning.

Jennifer Mattson

It actually means something else.

Jennifer Mattson

Or it can have multiple meanings.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And so different people can get something different from the same poem.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That is pretty interesting.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Do you have anyone in your life that you can talk to, the poet talk about with?

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Jennifer Mattson

My husband.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And does he like poetry also?

Jennifer Mattson

He might.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

But he'll.

Melissa Ford Luckin

He'll talk to you.

Jennifer Mattson

He'll listen to me and talk to me, whether he actually does or not.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

All right.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's a lot, you know.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So it sounds like when you were younger, you.

Melissa Ford Luckin

You really didn't have someone to talk to and now you do.

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So that's a big change.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

How does it make it more special when you have someone to talk?

Jennifer Mattson

I actually have somebody to share my writings with that can give me some constructive feedback, whether it's positive or I need to change Something.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Is there anyone in your family that does creative writing or any kind of writing?

Jennifer Mattson

Not that I'm aware of.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay, so you're really alone in this endeavor?

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What about your kids?

Jennifer Mattson

If they don't have to write, they won't text or whatever kids do, you.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Really are alone then?

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah, they're all grown pretty much.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So when you think about the creative writing now and how it helps you now, is it different from when you were younger?

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because I remember in class you were doing a presentation and you mentioned the way that you'll write a lot of things down, kind of just anything which sound very similar to what you're doing when you were a kid.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah, it helps me.

Jennifer Mattson

I can actually write about, like, deeper subjects and then kind of answer myself and get a little bit more understanding, and then I can share that with other people and get more understanding.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I think what you said in class, that was really interesting to me was that you'll answer yourself not necessarily as yourself, but from a different perspective.

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So when you're wrestling with trying to figure something out, you can come up with multiple viewpoints.

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Which is kind of like what we're doing in class right now.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

I think that's really fascinating.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And that approach would help you with fiction because you have to create different characters that think differently.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Than you do.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What kind of characters do you think you would want to create?

Jennifer Mattson

Probably a family of some type.

Melissa Ford Luckin

What do you think you would pull from your own experience?

Jennifer Mattson

Probably some.

Jennifer Mattson

And then I'll have some that I've seen in other families and kind of blend them together to make.

Jennifer Mattson

I hate to say it like this, but a dysfunctional family, that actually works.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

All right, I see what you're saying.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because in fiction there has to be some conflict because that's what people want to read about.

Melissa Ford Luckin

And I like what you're saying about the dysfunctional.

Melissa Ford Luckin

So called dysfunctional.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Right.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because a lot of people can relate to that.

Melissa Ford Luckin

You know, when they think about their own family, it's easy to see, you know, stuff that is labeled as dysfunctional.

Jennifer Mattson

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Yeah.

Melissa Ford Luckin

When you think about your academic writing, how does that kind of compare to the creative writing?

Jennifer Mattson

It kind of gives me pointers on what I can do better.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Any examples?

Jennifer Mattson

Not off the top of my head.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay.

Melissa Ford Luckin

All right.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Because we've been talking about like thesis statements and doing research, and so when you're working on fiction, you have to do research also.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Okay, that sounds.

Melissa Ford Luckin

There's more to come for you then.

Jennifer Mattson

Yes.

Melissa Ford Luckin

As we go through the rest of the semester, you'll find more and more, hopefully parallels, you know, similarities and differences and that kind of thing.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's pretty cool.

Melissa Ford Luckin

LCC does have a creative writing associate's degree.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Is that something you.

Jennifer Mattson

That's what I'm in.

Melissa Ford Luckin

All right.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Nice.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's excellent.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Anything that you could suggest to other creative writing students?

Jennifer Mattson

If you have an idea, put it on paper.

Jennifer Mattson

And there's no limit to what you can do on pen and paper.

Melissa Ford Luckin

That's absolutely true.

Jennifer Mattson

If you got a dream, chase it.

Jennifer Mattson

Cause a dream won't chase you back.

Jennifer Mattson

So if you want to write, write.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Beautiful and well said.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Thanks a lot for coming in today.

Jennifer Mattson

You're welcome.

Melissa Ford Luckin

Thanks for stopping by the audio town square of the Washington Square Review.

Melissa Ford Luckin

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