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Voice
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of
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Dog.
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This
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is
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Rob
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MacWolf, your
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fellow
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traveler,
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and
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Today’s
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story
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is “Icarus
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Dreams,
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a
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Glass
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Heart,
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and
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Slippers
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to
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Take
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Me
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Home”
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by
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Andrew “Aethan”
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French,
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who
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wrote
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the
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comic
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Circles
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and
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writes
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the
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weekly
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comic
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strip
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The
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Pigpen.
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You
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can
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find
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more
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of
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his
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stories
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on
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FurAffinity.
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by
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the
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Author.
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enjoy
“Icarus
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Dreams,
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a
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Glass
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Heart,
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and
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Slippers
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to
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Take
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Me
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Home”
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by
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Andrew “Aethan”
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French
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dancing,
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and
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when
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dance,
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dance
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alone.
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am
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very
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fastidious
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about
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keeping
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my
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heart
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carefully
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empty
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when
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dance.
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club
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is
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only
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half-full
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tonight,
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but
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always
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give
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all,
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each
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and
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every
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time
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take
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the
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stage.
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dance,
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my
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body
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gyrating
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to
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some
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anonymous
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beat.
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song
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has
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lyrics,
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but
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cannot
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hear
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them.
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hear
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is
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the
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rhythm,
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and
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move
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to
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it.
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of
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other
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dancers
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are
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rude
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lewd
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from
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first
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measure
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of
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music,
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but
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like
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to
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start
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innocently,
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slowly
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drawing
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my
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audience
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to
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desire
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me.
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Louis
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owns
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club,
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and
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he
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says
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that
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I'm
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the
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best
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dancer
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he
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has.
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says
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seduce
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an
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audience,
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going
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from
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virgin
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to
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incubus.
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says
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make
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want
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to
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fuck
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me,
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plead
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with
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to
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do
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it
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using
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eyes,
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lips,
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hips,
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tail,
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arms,
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and
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legs.
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if
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you
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asked
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would
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say
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that
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I am
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only
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dancing,
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know
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how.
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dancing
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is sensual,
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but
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other
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people
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want
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it
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to
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be
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sexual,
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so,
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for
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them,
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it
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is.
I have
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built
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up
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my
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motions,
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slowly
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moving
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my
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tail
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side
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to
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side
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and
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making
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rolling,
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undulating
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strokes
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of
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my
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hips
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that,
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to
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me,
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recall
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swimming
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in
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my
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Uncle's
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pool,
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but,
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by
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the
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expressions of
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my
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audience,
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I
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know
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that
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they are
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thinking
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about
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me
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swimming
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beneath
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them
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between
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silk
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and
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satin
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sheets.
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don't
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mind
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when
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they
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think
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that.
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I
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gave
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up
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minding
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about
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such
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things
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a
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long
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time
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ago.
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can
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pretend
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to
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be
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innocent
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if
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I
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want,
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but
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cannot
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pretend
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to
331
00:02:24,479 --> 00:02:24,689:
be
332
00:02:24,689 --> 00:02:25,169:
ignorant
333
00:02:25,169 --> 00:02:25,259:
or
334
00:02:25,259 --> 00:02:26,460:
offended.
335
00:02:26,460 --> 00:02:26,610:
They are
336
00:02:26,610 --> 00:02:26,789:
here
337
00:02:26,789 --> 00:02:26,879:
to
338
00:02:26,879 --> 00:02:27,150:
watch
339
00:02:27,150 --> 00:02:27,300:
me
340
00:02:27,300 --> 00:02:27,689:
dance
341
00:02:27,689 --> 00:02:27,810:
and
342
00:02:27,810 --> 00:02:27,870:
to
343
00:02:27,870 --> 00:02:29,039:
fantasize,
344
00:02:29,039 --> 00:02:29,189:
and
345
00:02:29,189 --> 00:02:29,310:
I
346
00:02:29,310 --> 00:02:29,430:
will
347
00:02:29,430 --> 00:02:29,639:
not
348
00:02:29,639 --> 00:02:29,909:
deny
349
00:02:29,909 --> 00:02:30,060:
them
350
00:02:30,060 --> 00:02:30,419:
either,
351
00:02:30,419 --> 00:02:30,539:
if
352
00:02:30,539 --> 00:02:30,599:
it
353
00:02:30,599 --> 00:02:30,990:
pleases
354
00:02:30,990 --> 00:02:32,189:
them.
355
00:02:32,189 --> 00:02:32,310:
The
356
00:02:32,310 --> 00:02:32,550:
light
357
00:02:32,550 --> 00:02:33,000:
costume
358
00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:33,090:
I
359
00:02:33,090 --> 00:02:33,240:
was
360
00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:33,629:
wearing
361
00:02:33,629 --> 00:02:33,780:
has
362
00:02:33,780 --> 00:02:33,900:
been
363
00:02:33,900 --> 00:02:34,259:
largely
364
00:02:34,259 --> 00:02:35,370:
discarded.
365
00:02:35,370 --> 00:02:35,520:
I am
366
00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:35,819:
now
367
00:02:35,819 --> 00:02:36,120:
only
368
00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:36,449:
wearing
369
00:02:36,449 --> 00:02:36,539:
a
370
00:02:36,539 --> 00:02:36,840:
tight
371
00:02:36,840 --> 00:02:37,259:
posing
372
00:02:37,259 --> 00:02:38,490:
pouch,
373
00:02:38,490 --> 00:02:38,909:
barely
374
00:02:38,909 --> 00:02:39,150:
more
375
00:02:39,150 --> 00:02:39,330:
than
376
00:02:39,330 --> 00:02:39,389:
a
377
00:02:39,389 --> 00:02:39,659:
silk
378
00:02:39,659 --> 00:02:40,319:
jockstrap,
379
00:02:40,319 --> 00:02:40,469:
if
380
00:02:40,469 --> 00:02:40,710:
one
381
00:02:40,710 --> 00:02:41,069:
wishes
382
00:02:41,069 --> 00:02:41,159:
to
383
00:02:41,159 --> 00:02:41,310:
be
384
00:02:41,310 --> 00:02:43,469:
blunt.
385
00:02:43,469 --> 00:02:44,009:
And
386
00:02:44,009 --> 00:02:44,219:
my
387
00:02:44,219 --> 00:02:44,520:
empty
388
00:02:44,520 --> 00:02:46,680:
heart:
389
00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:46,860:
I
390
00:02:46,860 --> 00:02:47,219:
always
391
00:02:47,219 --> 00:02:47,580:
wear
392
00:02:47,580 --> 00:02:47,819:
my
393
00:02:47,819 --> 00:02:48,090:
empty
394
00:02:48,090 --> 00:02:48,389:
heart
395
00:02:48,389 --> 00:02:48,539:
when
396
00:02:48,539 --> 00:02:48,599:
I
397
00:02:48,599 --> 00:02:50,009:
dance.
398
00:02:50,009 --> 00:02:50,159:
It
399
00:02:50,159 --> 00:02:50,669:
rests
400
00:02:50,669 --> 00:02:51,060:
against
401
00:02:51,060 --> 00:02:51,120:
the
402
00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:51,569:
soft,
403
00:02:51,569 --> 00:02:51,990:
sleek
404
00:02:51,990 --> 00:02:52,229:
fur
405
00:02:52,229 --> 00:02:52,349:
of
406
00:02:52,349 --> 00:02:52,530:
my
407
00:02:52,530 --> 00:02:53,009:
chest,
408
00:02:53,009 --> 00:02:53,189:
its
409
00:02:53,189 --> 00:02:53,520:
cord
410
00:02:53,520 --> 00:02:53,789:
warm
411
00:02:53,789 --> 00:02:54,030:
around
412
00:02:54,030 --> 00:02:54,180:
my
413
00:02:54,180 --> 00:02:55,439:
neck.
414
00:02:55,439 --> 00:02:55,530:
I
415
00:02:55,530 --> 00:02:55,800:
find
416
00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:55,919:
its
417
00:02:55,919 --> 00:02:56,310:
presence
418
00:02:56,310 --> 00:02:57,509:
comforting.
419
00:02:57,509 --> 00:02:57,659:
In
420
00:02:57,659 --> 00:02:57,750:
the
421
00:02:57,750 --> 00:02:58,080:
five
422
00:02:58,080 --> 00:02:58,409:
years
423
00:02:58,409 --> 00:02:58,560:
I have
424
00:02:58,560 --> 00:02:59,069:
possessed
425
00:02:59,069 --> 00:02:59,340:
it,
426
00:02:59,340 --> 00:02:59,520:
I have
427
00:02:59,520 --> 00:02:59,729:
never
428
00:02:59,729 --> 00:03:00,150:
removed
429
00:03:00,150 --> 00:03:00,719:
it,
430
00:03:00,719 --> 00:03:01,110:
except
431
00:03:01,110 --> 00:03:01,740:
once,
432
00:03:01,740 --> 00:03:01,949:
when
433
00:03:01,949 --> 00:03:02,099:
its
434
00:03:02,099 --> 00:03:02,496:
original
435
00:03:02,496 --> 00:03:02,879:
cord
436
00:03:02,879 --> 00:03:04,560:
broke.
"Take
437
00:03:04,560 --> 00:03:04,650:
it
438
00:03:04,650 --> 00:03:05,159:
off!"
439
00:03:05,159 --> 00:03:05,550:
someone
440
00:03:05,550 --> 00:03:05,639:
in
441
00:03:05,639 --> 00:03:05,729:
the
442
00:03:05,729 --> 00:03:06,030:
crowd
443
00:03:06,030 --> 00:03:06,629:
crows,
444
00:03:06,629 --> 00:03:06,780:
and
445
00:03:06,780 --> 00:03:06,870:
I
446
00:03:06,870 --> 00:03:07,770:
smile,
447
00:03:07,770 --> 00:03:08,400:
obligingly
448
00:03:08,400 --> 00:03:08,879:
sliding
449
00:03:08,879 --> 00:03:09,030:
my
450
00:03:09,030 --> 00:03:09,360:
paws
451
00:03:09,360 --> 00:03:09,509:
down
452
00:03:09,509 --> 00:03:09,659:
my
453
00:03:09,659 --> 00:03:10,020:
chest
454
00:03:10,020 --> 00:03:10,114:
to
455
00:03:10,114 --> 00:03:10,199:
the
456
00:03:10,199 --> 00:03:10,620:
posing
457
00:03:10,620 --> 00:03:11,069:
pouch's
458
00:03:11,069 --> 00:03:12,509:
tie-strings.
459
00:03:12,509 --> 00:03:12,750:
With
460
00:03:12,750 --> 00:03:13,259:
deliberate
461
00:03:13,259 --> 00:03:13,830:
slowness,
462
00:03:13,830 --> 00:03:13,919:
I
463
00:03:13,919 --> 00:03:14,219:
pull
464
00:03:14,219 --> 00:03:14,310:
the
465
00:03:14,310 --> 00:03:14,789:
strings,
466
00:03:14,789 --> 00:03:15,060:
letting
467
00:03:15,060 --> 00:03:15,150:
the
468
00:03:15,150 --> 00:03:15,449:
slip
469
00:03:15,449 --> 00:03:15,569:
of
470
00:03:15,569 --> 00:03:15,900:
cloth
471
00:03:15,900 --> 00:03:16,169:
fall
472
00:03:16,169 --> 00:03:17,099:
away,
473
00:03:17,099 --> 00:03:17,639:
revealing
474
00:03:17,639 --> 00:03:18,090:
everything
475
00:03:18,090 --> 00:03:18,210:
to
476
00:03:18,210 --> 00:03:18,300:
the
477
00:03:18,300 --> 00:03:18,509:
room
478
00:03:18,509 --> 00:03:18,719:
full
479
00:03:18,719 --> 00:03:18,810:
of
480
00:03:18,810 --> 00:03:20,280:
strangers.
481
00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:20,460:
I am
482
00:03:20,460 --> 00:03:21,509:
half-erect,
483
00:03:21,509 --> 00:03:21,689:
my
484
00:03:21,689 --> 00:03:22,110:
slender
485
00:03:22,110 --> 00:03:22,530:
shaft
486
00:03:22,530 --> 00:03:22,949:
rising
487
00:03:22,949 --> 00:03:23,159:
from
488
00:03:23,159 --> 00:03:23,250:
its
489
00:03:23,250 --> 00:03:24,060:
sheath,
490
00:03:24,060 --> 00:03:24,180:
and
491
00:03:24,180 --> 00:03:24,270:
I
492
00:03:24,270 --> 00:03:24,479:
hear
493
00:03:24,479 --> 00:03:24,509:
a
494
00:03:24,509 --> 00:03:24,810:
number
495
00:03:24,810 --> 00:03:24,900:
of
496
00:03:24,900 --> 00:03:25,530:
appreciative
497
00:03:25,530 --> 00:03:26,189:
wolf-whistles
498
00:03:26,189 --> 00:03:26,280:
and
499
00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:27,689:
cat-calls.
500
00:03:27,689 --> 00:03:27,840:
I
501
00:03:27,840 --> 00:03:28,259:
smile
502
00:03:28,259 --> 00:03:28,439:
for
503
00:03:28,439 --> 00:03:28,620:
them,
504
00:03:28,620 --> 00:03:28,830:
with
505
00:03:28,830 --> 00:03:29,009:
no
506
00:03:29,009 --> 00:03:29,310:
joy
507
00:03:29,310 --> 00:03:29,370:
in
508
00:03:29,370 --> 00:03:29,580:
my
509
00:03:29,580 --> 00:03:30,689:
eyes.
510
00:03:30,689 --> 00:03:30,870:
If
511
00:03:30,870 --> 00:03:31,020:
I
512
00:03:31,020 --> 00:03:31,139:
have
513
00:03:31,139 --> 00:03:31,409:
given
514
00:03:31,409 --> 00:03:31,560:
up
515
00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:31,770:
being
516
00:03:31,770 --> 00:03:32,310:
embarrassed
517
00:03:32,310 --> 00:03:32,460:
by
518
00:03:32,460 --> 00:03:32,610:
the
519
00:03:32,610 --> 00:03:33,180:
admiration
520
00:03:33,180 --> 00:03:33,270:
and
521
00:03:33,270 --> 00:03:33,780:
fantasies
522
00:03:33,780 --> 00:03:33,870:
of
523
00:03:33,870 --> 00:03:34,770:
others,
524
00:03:34,770 --> 00:03:34,949:
I have
525
00:03:34,949 --> 00:03:35,400:
likewise
526
00:03:35,400 --> 00:03:35,669:
given
527
00:03:35,669 --> 00:03:35,759:
up
528
00:03:35,759 --> 00:03:35,939:
my
529
00:03:35,939 --> 00:03:36,150:
own
530
00:03:36,150 --> 00:03:36,539:
dreams
531
00:03:36,539 --> 00:03:36,659:
for
532
00:03:36,659 --> 00:03:37,949:
theirs.
533
00:03:37,949 --> 00:03:38,039:
I
534
00:03:38,039 --> 00:03:38,250:
run
535
00:03:38,250 --> 00:03:38,400:
my
536
00:03:38,400 --> 00:03:38,789:
fingers
537
00:03:38,789 --> 00:03:38,939:
up
538
00:03:38,939 --> 00:03:39,300:
again,
539
00:03:39,300 --> 00:03:39,479:
into
540
00:03:39,479 --> 00:03:39,599:
the
541
00:03:39,599 --> 00:03:39,840:
tight
542
00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:40,229:
tangle
543
00:03:40,229 --> 00:03:40,349:
of
544
00:03:40,349 --> 00:03:40,650:
black
545
00:03:40,650 --> 00:03:41,069:
curls
546
00:03:41,069 --> 00:03:41,370:
atop
547
00:03:41,370 --> 00:03:41,520:
my
548
00:03:41,520 --> 00:03:42,330:
head,
549
00:03:42,330 --> 00:03:42,479:
and
550
00:03:42,479 --> 00:03:42,569:
I
551
00:03:42,569 --> 00:03:43,085:
close
552
00:03:43,085 --> 00:03:43,289:
my
553
00:03:43,289 --> 00:03:43,740:
eyes,
554
00:03:43,740 --> 00:03:44,159:
tilting
555
00:03:44,159 --> 00:03:44,310:
my
556
00:03:44,310 --> 00:03:44,639:
head
557
00:03:44,639 --> 00:03:45,030:
back
558
00:03:45,030 --> 00:03:45,270:
as
559
00:03:45,270 --> 00:03:45,419:
if
560
00:03:45,419 --> 00:03:45,509:
in
561
00:03:45,509 --> 00:03:46,860:
ecstasy.
562
00:03:46,860 --> 00:03:46,979:
I
563
00:03:46,979 --> 00:03:47,250:
part
564
00:03:47,250 --> 00:03:47,400:
my
565
00:03:47,400 --> 00:03:47,639:
lips
566
00:03:47,639 --> 00:03:48,150:
slightly,
567
00:03:48,150 --> 00:03:48,389:
letting
568
00:03:48,389 --> 00:03:48,509:
my
569
00:03:48,509 --> 00:03:48,840:
tongue
570
00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:49,259:
glide
571
00:03:49,259 --> 00:03:49,650:
lightly
572
00:03:49,650 --> 00:03:49,860:
over
573
00:03:49,860 --> 00:03:50,009:
my
574
00:03:50,009 --> 00:03:50,430:
teeth,
575
00:03:50,430 --> 00:03:50,550:
and
576
00:03:50,550 --> 00:03:50,639:
I
577
00:03:50,639 --> 00:03:51,000:
hear
578
00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:51,090:
at
579
00:03:51,090 --> 00:03:51,389:
least
580
00:03:51,389 --> 00:03:51,750:
one
581
00:03:51,750 --> 00:03:52,530:
incoherent
582
00:03:52,530 --> 00:03:52,830:
moan
583
00:03:52,830 --> 00:03:53,039:
from
584
00:03:53,039 --> 00:03:53,250:
my
585
00:03:53,250 --> 00:03:54,449:
audience.
586
00:03:54,449 --> 00:03:54,629:
They are
587
00:03:54,629 --> 00:03:55,020:
sweet
588
00:03:55,020 --> 00:03:56,069:
tonight,
589
00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:56,219:
and
590
00:03:56,219 --> 00:03:56,310:
they
591
00:03:56,310 --> 00:03:56,610:
want
592
00:03:56,610 --> 00:03:57,030:
me,
593
00:03:57,030 --> 00:03:58,530:
badly.
594
00:03:58,530 --> 00:03:58,650:
I
595
00:03:58,650 --> 00:03:59,370:
slowly
596
00:03:59,370 --> 00:03:59,610:
sink
597
00:03:59,610 --> 00:03:59,729:
to
598
00:03:59,729 --> 00:03:59,879:
my
599
00:03:59,879 --> 00:04:00,360:
knees.
600
00:04:00,360 --> 00:04:00,449:
The
601
00:04:00,449 --> 00:04:00,930:
pounding
602
00:04:00,930 --> 00:04:01,259:
rhythm
603
00:04:01,259 --> 00:04:01,469:
has
604
00:04:01,469 --> 00:04:02,069:
slowed
605
00:04:02,069 --> 00:04:02,250:
and it
606
00:04:02,250 --> 00:04:02,909:
draws
607
00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:03,360:
towards
608
00:04:03,360 --> 00:04:03,539:
its
609
00:04:03,539 --> 00:04:04,050:
softer
610
00:04:04,050 --> 00:04:05,490:
climax.
611
00:04:05,490 --> 00:04:05,729:
As
612
00:04:05,729 --> 00:04:05,849:
it
613
00:04:05,849 --> 00:04:06,180:
hits
614
00:04:06,180 --> 00:04:06,449:
one
615
00:04:06,449 --> 00:04:06,960:
long,
616
00:04:06,960 --> 00:04:07,469:
lingering
617
00:04:07,469 --> 00:04:07,889:
moment
618
00:04:07,889 --> 00:04:07,979:
of
619
00:04:07,979 --> 00:04:09,120:
silence,
620
00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:09,210:
I
621
00:04:09,210 --> 00:04:09,509:
sink
622
00:04:09,509 --> 00:04:10,169:
forward,
623
00:04:10,169 --> 00:04:10,469:
onto
624
00:04:10,469 --> 00:04:10,590:
my
625
00:04:10,590 --> 00:04:10,949:
hands
626
00:04:10,949 --> 00:04:11,069:
and
627
00:04:11,069 --> 00:04:12,090:
knees,
628
00:04:12,090 --> 00:04:12,509:
and,
629
00:04:12,509 --> 00:04:13,050:
finally,
630
00:04:13,050 --> 00:04:13,319:
down
631
00:04:13,319 --> 00:04:13,530:
onto
632
00:04:13,530 --> 00:04:13,680:
my
633
00:04:13,680 --> 00:04:14,280:
face,
634
00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:14,370:
the
635
00:04:14,370 --> 00:04:14,639:
very
636
00:04:14,639 --> 00:04:15,060:
picture
637
00:04:15,060 --> 00:04:15,180:
of
638
00:04:15,180 --> 00:04:15,240:
a
639
00:04:15,240 --> 00:04:15,539:
man
640
00:04:15,539 --> 00:04:16,110:
exhausted
641
00:04:16,110 --> 00:04:16,230:
by
642
00:04:16,230 --> 00:04:16,319:
the
643
00:04:16,319 --> 00:04:16,709:
pleasure
644
00:04:16,709 --> 00:04:16,920:
he has
645
00:04:16,920 --> 00:04:17,699:
had
646
00:04:17,699 --> 00:04:17,855:
or
647
00:04:17,855 --> 00:04:17,970:
of
648
00:04:17,970 --> 00:04:18,043:
a
649
00:04:18,043 --> 00:04:18,509:
boy,
650
00:04:18,509 --> 00:04:18,990:
overwhelmed
651
00:04:18,990 --> 00:04:19,110:
by
652
00:04:19,110 --> 00:04:19,589:
feelings
653
00:04:19,589 --> 00:04:19,709:
he
654
00:04:19,709 --> 00:04:20,069:
cannot
655
00:04:20,069 --> 00:04:21,480:
control.
656
00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:21,600:
The
657
00:04:21,600 --> 00:04:21,959:
stage
658
00:04:21,959 --> 00:04:22,290:
goes
659
00:04:22,290 --> 00:04:23,069:
dark,
660
00:04:23,069 --> 00:04:23,189:
and
661
00:04:23,189 --> 00:04:23,310:
I am
662
00:04:23,310 --> 00:04:23,610:
quick
663
00:04:23,610 --> 00:04:23,699:
to
664
00:04:23,699 --> 00:04:24,060:
scuttle
665
00:04:24,060 --> 00:04:24,720:
offstage,
666
00:04:24,720 --> 00:04:24,959:
even
667
00:04:24,959 --> 00:04:25,139:
as
668
00:04:25,139 --> 00:04:25,589:
thunderous
669
00:04:25,589 --> 00:04:26,040:
applause
670
00:04:26,040 --> 00:04:26,579:
replaces
671
00:04:26,579 --> 00:04:26,670:
the
672
00:04:26,670 --> 00:04:27,060:
pounding
673
00:04:27,060 --> 00:04:28,139:
beat.
674
00:04:28,139 --> 00:04:28,199:
I
675
00:04:28,199 --> 00:04:28,350:
do
676
00:04:28,350 --> 00:04:28,529:
not
677
00:04:28,529 --> 00:04:28,740:
like
678
00:04:28,740 --> 00:04:28,860:
to
679
00:04:28,860 --> 00:04:29,069:
wait
680
00:04:29,069 --> 00:04:29,160:
in
681
00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:29,250:
the
682
00:04:29,250 --> 00:04:29,519:
dark
683
00:04:29,519 --> 00:04:29,639:
for
684
00:04:29,639 --> 00:04:29,790:
their
685
00:04:29,790 --> 00:04:30,269:
questing
686
00:04:30,269 --> 00:04:30,750:
paws,
687
00:04:30,750 --> 00:04:30,990:
even
688
00:04:30,990 --> 00:04:31,139:
when
689
00:04:31,139 --> 00:04:31,290:
they are
690
00:04:31,290 --> 00:04:31,560:
filled
691
00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:31,740:
with
692
00:04:31,740 --> 00:04:32,939:
money.
693
00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:33,269:
Many
694
00:04:33,269 --> 00:04:33,329:
of
695
00:04:33,329 --> 00:04:33,449:
the
696
00:04:33,449 --> 00:04:33,629:
other
697
00:04:33,629 --> 00:04:34,079:
dancers
698
00:04:34,079 --> 00:04:34,259:
let
699
00:04:34,259 --> 00:04:34,350:
the
700
00:04:34,350 --> 00:04:34,860:
customers
701
00:04:34,860 --> 00:04:35,129:
push
702
00:04:35,129 --> 00:04:35,399:
money
703
00:04:35,399 --> 00:04:35,579:
into
704
00:04:35,579 --> 00:04:35,670:
the
705
00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:36,120:
straps
706
00:04:36,120 --> 00:04:36,209:
of
707
00:04:36,209 --> 00:04:36,360:
their
708
00:04:36,360 --> 00:04:36,779:
stringy
709
00:04:36,779 --> 00:04:37,410:
costumes,
710
00:04:37,410 --> 00:04:37,560:
but
711
00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:37,649:
I
712
00:04:37,649 --> 00:04:37,800:
do
713
00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:38,069:
not
714
00:04:38,069 --> 00:04:38,490:
relish
715
00:04:38,490 --> 00:04:38,639:
the
716
00:04:38,639 --> 00:04:38,939:
feeling
717
00:04:38,939 --> 00:04:39,120:
of
718
00:04:39,120 --> 00:04:40,050:
it.
719
00:04:40,050 --> 00:04:40,110:
I
720
00:04:40,110 --> 00:04:40,230:
am
721
00:04:40,230 --> 00:04:40,410:
not
722
00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:40,470:
a
723
00:04:40,470 --> 00:04:41,189:
whore,
724
00:04:41,189 --> 00:04:41,310:
and
725
00:04:41,310 --> 00:04:41,370:
I
726
00:04:41,370 --> 00:04:41,519:
have
727
00:04:41,519 --> 00:04:41,730:
some
728
00:04:41,730 --> 00:04:42,870:
pride.
729
00:04:42,870 --> 00:04:42,959:
I
730
00:04:42,959 --> 00:04:43,079:
will
731
00:04:43,079 --> 00:04:43,259:
let
732
00:04:43,259 --> 00:04:43,379:
them
733
00:04:43,379 --> 00:04:43,649:
want
734
00:04:43,649 --> 00:04:44,399:
me,
735
00:04:44,399 --> 00:04:44,550:
but
736
00:04:44,550 --> 00:04:44,610:
I
737
00:04:44,610 --> 00:04:44,730:
will
738
00:04:44,730 --> 00:04:44,939:
not
739
00:04:44,939 --> 00:04:45,212:
let them
740
00:04:45,212 --> 00:04:45,569:
touch
741
00:04:45,569 --> 00:04:47,579:
me.
As
742
00:04:47,579 --> 00:04:47,670:
I
743
00:04:47,670 --> 00:04:47,939:
flee
744
00:04:47,939 --> 00:04:48,480:
off-stage,
745
00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:48,569:
I am
746
00:04:48,569 --> 00:04:48,839:
greeted
747
00:04:48,839 --> 00:04:48,959:
by
748
00:04:48,959 --> 00:04:49,350:
Louis,
749
00:04:49,350 --> 00:04:49,560:
who
750
00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:50,069:
grasps
751
00:04:50,069 --> 00:04:50,279:
my
752
00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:50,639:
wrist
753
00:04:50,639 --> 00:04:50,759:
and
754
00:04:50,759 --> 00:04:51,029:
pulls
755
00:04:51,029 --> 00:04:51,180:
me
756
00:04:51,180 --> 00:04:51,449:
back
757
00:04:51,449 --> 00:04:51,689:
on,
758
00:04:51,689 --> 00:04:51,899:
much
759
00:04:51,899 --> 00:04:51,990:
to
760
00:04:51,990 --> 00:04:52,110:
my
761
00:04:52,110 --> 00:04:53,339:
annoyance.
762
00:04:53,339 --> 00:04:53,730:
Louis
763
00:04:53,730 --> 00:04:54,120:
thinks I am
764
00:04:54,120 --> 00:04:54,329:
too
765
00:04:54,329 --> 00:04:54,720:
shy,
766
00:04:54,720 --> 00:04:54,839:
and
767
00:04:54,839 --> 00:04:54,930:
he
768
00:04:54,930 --> 00:04:55,199:
likes
769
00:04:55,199 --> 00:04:55,319:
to
770
00:04:55,319 --> 00:04:55,680:
force
771
00:04:55,680 --> 00:04:55,800:
me
772
00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:55,889:
to
773
00:04:55,889 --> 00:04:56,069:
have
774
00:04:56,069 --> 00:04:56,189:
my
775
00:04:56,189 --> 00:04:56,490:
moment
776
00:04:56,490 --> 00:04:56,579:
in
777
00:04:56,579 --> 00:04:56,670:
the
778
00:04:56,670 --> 00:04:58,050:
spotlight.
779
00:04:58,050 --> 00:04:58,410:
Louis
780
00:04:58,410 --> 00:04:58,769:
also
781
00:04:58,769 --> 00:04:59,009:
wants
782
00:04:59,009 --> 00:04:59,129:
to
783
00:04:59,129 --> 00:04:59,430:
fuck
784
00:04:59,430 --> 00:04:59,610:
me,
785
00:04:59,610 --> 00:04:59,730:
but
786
00:04:59,730 --> 00:04:59,819:
I
787
00:04:59,819 --> 00:05:00,029:
won't
788
00:05:00,029 --> 00:05:00,240:
let
789
00:05:00,240 --> 00:05:00,930:
him.
790
00:05:00,930 --> 00:05:01,050:
The
791
00:05:01,050 --> 00:05:01,379:
price
792
00:05:01,379 --> 00:05:01,500:
for
793
00:05:01,500 --> 00:05:01,860:
this
794
00:05:01,860 --> 00:05:01,980:
is
795
00:05:01,980 --> 00:05:02,129:
that
796
00:05:02,129 --> 00:05:02,189:
he
797
00:05:02,189 --> 00:05:02,370:
can
798
00:05:02,370 --> 00:05:02,610:
do
799
00:05:02,610 --> 00:05:03,089:
almost
800
00:05:03,089 --> 00:05:03,360:
anything
801
00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:03,600:
else
802
00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:03,750:
with
803
00:05:03,750 --> 00:05:03,899:
me
804
00:05:03,899 --> 00:05:04,019:
he
805
00:05:04,019 --> 00:05:04,620:
wishes,
806
00:05:04,620 --> 00:05:05,069:
including
807
00:05:05,069 --> 00:05:05,430:
dragging
808
00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:05,550:
me
809
00:05:05,550 --> 00:05:05,819:
back
810
00:05:05,819 --> 00:05:06,810:
onstage,
811
00:05:06,810 --> 00:05:07,019:
when
812
00:05:07,019 --> 00:05:07,230:
what
813
00:05:07,230 --> 00:05:07,350:
I
814
00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:07,500:
would
815
00:05:07,500 --> 00:05:07,740:
rather
816
00:05:07,740 --> 00:05:07,949:
do
817
00:05:07,949 --> 00:05:08,040:
is
818
00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:08,250:
just
819
00:05:08,250 --> 00:05:08,490:
go and
820
00:05:08,490 --> 00:05:08,610:
be
821
00:05:08,610 --> 00:05:08,910:
alone
822
00:05:08,910 --> 00:05:09,029:
for
823
00:05:09,029 --> 00:05:09,089:
a
824
00:05:09,089 --> 00:05:09,269:
little
825
00:05:09,269 --> 00:05:10,649:
while.
826
00:05:10,649 --> 00:05:10,769:
The
827
00:05:10,769 --> 00:05:11,399:
spotlights
828
00:05:11,399 --> 00:05:11,699:
catch
829
00:05:11,699 --> 00:05:11,910:
us
830
00:05:11,910 --> 00:05:12,060:
as
831
00:05:12,060 --> 00:05:12,149:
we
832
00:05:12,149 --> 00:05:12,449:
return
833
00:05:12,449 --> 00:05:12,509:
to
834
00:05:12,509 --> 00:05:12,600:
the
835
00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:12,990:
stage,
836
00:05:12,990 --> 00:05:13,079:
and
837
00:05:13,079 --> 00:05:13,139:
the
838
00:05:13,139 --> 00:05:13,470:
calls
839
00:05:13,470 --> 00:05:13,620:
come
840
00:05:13,620 --> 00:05:14,610:
again.
841
00:05:14,610 --> 00:05:14,699:
I
842
00:05:14,699 --> 00:05:14,879:
can
843
00:05:14,879 --> 00:05:15,300:
smell
844
00:05:15,300 --> 00:05:15,420:
the
845
00:05:15,420 --> 00:05:15,990:
audience's
846
00:05:15,990 --> 00:05:16,560:
arousal,
847
00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:16,740:
as
848
00:05:16,740 --> 00:05:16,980:
thick
849
00:05:16,980 --> 00:05:17,100:
as
850
00:05:17,100 --> 00:05:17,189:
the
851
00:05:17,189 --> 00:05:17,459:
smell
852
00:05:17,459 --> 00:05:17,610:
of
853
00:05:17,610 --> 00:05:18,089:
beer,
854
00:05:18,089 --> 00:05:18,389:
and,
855
00:05:18,389 --> 00:05:18,569:
for
856
00:05:18,569 --> 00:05:18,629:
a
857
00:05:18,629 --> 00:05:19,139:
moment,
858
00:05:19,139 --> 00:05:19,379:
I am
859
00:05:19,379 --> 00:05:19,470:
the
860
00:05:19,470 --> 00:05:19,649:
one
861
00:05:19,649 --> 00:05:19,860:
who is
862
00:05:19,860 --> 00:05:21,360:
overwhelmed.
863
00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:21,540:
It has
864
00:05:21,540 --> 00:05:21,720:
been
865
00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:21,990:
three
866
00:05:21,990 --> 00:05:22,319:
years
867
00:05:22,319 --> 00:05:22,529:
since
868
00:05:22,529 --> 00:05:22,649:
my
869
00:05:22,649 --> 00:05:22,949:
last
870
00:05:22,949 --> 00:05:23,129:
real
871
00:05:23,129 --> 00:05:23,879:
relationship,
872
00:05:23,879 --> 00:05:24,000:
and
873
00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:24,149:
it has
874
00:05:24,149 --> 00:05:24,300:
been
875
00:05:24,300 --> 00:05:24,540:
two
876
00:05:24,540 --> 00:05:24,839:
months
877
00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:25,050:
since
878
00:05:25,050 --> 00:05:25,170:
I have
879
00:05:25,170 --> 00:05:25,379:
had
880
00:05:25,379 --> 00:05:25,680:
sex
881
00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:25,829:
with
882
00:05:25,829 --> 00:05:27,180:
anyone.
883
00:05:27,180 --> 00:05:27,480:
Even
884
00:05:27,480 --> 00:05:27,600:
I
885
00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:27,750:
am
886
00:05:27,750 --> 00:05:27,959:
not
887
00:05:27,959 --> 00:05:28,230:
immune
888
00:05:28,230 --> 00:05:28,350:
to
889
00:05:28,350 --> 00:05:28,439:
the
890
00:05:28,439 --> 00:05:28,860:
charms
891
00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:29,040:
I
892
00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:29,250:
weave,
893
00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:29,339:
at
894
00:05:29,339 --> 00:05:29,970:
times,
895
00:05:29,970 --> 00:05:30,089:
and,
896
00:05:30,089 --> 00:05:30,209:
at
897
00:05:30,209 --> 00:05:30,420:
that
898
00:05:30,420 --> 00:05:30,810:
moment,
899
00:05:30,810 --> 00:05:30,930:
if
900
00:05:30,930 --> 00:05:31,259:
Louis
901
00:05:31,259 --> 00:05:31,379:
had
902
00:05:31,379 --> 00:05:31,860:
asked,
903
00:05:31,860 --> 00:05:31,949:
I
904
00:05:31,949 --> 00:05:32,129:
would
905
00:05:32,129 --> 00:05:32,220:
have
906
00:05:32,220 --> 00:05:33,329:
relented.
907
00:05:33,329 --> 00:05:33,480:
If
908
00:05:33,480 --> 00:05:33,600:
the
909
00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:34,050:
audience
910
00:05:34,050 --> 00:05:34,199:
had
911
00:05:34,199 --> 00:05:34,860:
demanded
912
00:05:34,860 --> 00:05:35,009:
I
913
00:05:35,009 --> 00:05:35,189:
come
914
00:05:35,189 --> 00:05:35,519:
down
915
00:05:35,519 --> 00:05:35,639:
and
916
00:05:35,639 --> 00:05:35,790:
let
917
00:05:35,790 --> 00:05:35,910:
them
918
00:05:35,910 --> 00:05:36,240:
have
919
00:05:36,240 --> 00:05:36,449:
me,
920
00:05:36,449 --> 00:05:36,540:
I
921
00:05:36,540 --> 00:05:37,769:
would've.
922
00:05:37,769 --> 00:05:37,920:
It
923
00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:38,040:
is
924
00:05:38,040 --> 00:05:38,069:
a
925
00:05:38,069 --> 00:05:38,490:
moment
926
00:05:38,490 --> 00:05:38,610:
for
927
00:05:38,610 --> 00:05:38,730:
the
928
00:05:38,730 --> 00:05:39,269:
abandoning
929
00:05:39,269 --> 00:05:39,420:
of
930
00:05:39,420 --> 00:05:39,958:
morals,
931
00:05:39,958 --> 00:05:40,410:
sense,
932
00:05:40,410 --> 00:05:40,529:
and
933
00:05:40,529 --> 00:05:41,129:
sanity,
934
00:05:41,129 --> 00:05:41,519:
but,
935
00:05:41,519 --> 00:05:42,240:
thankfully,
936
00:05:42,240 --> 00:05:42,360:
it
937
00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:42,569:
is
938
00:05:42,569 --> 00:05:42,899:
only
939
00:05:42,899 --> 00:05:42,959:
a
940
00:05:42,959 --> 00:05:43,500:
moment,
941
00:05:43,500 --> 00:05:43,680:
and
942
00:05:43,680 --> 00:05:43,740:
it
943
00:05:43,740 --> 00:05:45,120:
passes.
944
00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:45,240:
I
945
00:05:45,240 --> 00:05:45,720:
smile,
946
00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:46,319:
demurely,
947
00:05:46,319 --> 00:05:46,529:
and
948
00:05:46,529 --> 00:05:47,160:
bow,
949
00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:48,329:
once,
950
00:05:48,329 --> 00:05:48,720:
then
951
00:05:48,720 --> 00:05:49,290:
slip
952
00:05:49,290 --> 00:05:49,529:
my
953
00:05:49,529 --> 00:05:49,920:
wrist
954
00:05:49,920 --> 00:05:50,160:
from
955
00:05:50,160 --> 00:05:50,730:
Louis'
956
00:05:50,730 --> 00:05:51,149:
grasp
957
00:05:51,149 --> 00:05:51,269:
and
958
00:05:51,269 --> 00:05:51,660:
vanish
959
00:05:51,660 --> 00:05:53,970:
offstage.
My
960
00:05:53,970 --> 00:05:54,389:
vanishing
961
00:05:54,389 --> 00:05:54,509:
is
962
00:05:54,509 --> 00:05:54,689:
not
963
00:05:54,689 --> 00:05:55,230:
well-received
964
00:05:55,230 --> 00:05:55,350:
by
965
00:05:55,350 --> 00:05:55,500:
the
966
00:05:55,500 --> 00:05:56,069:
audience,
967
00:05:56,069 --> 00:05:56,189:
and
968
00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:56,459:
even
969
00:05:56,459 --> 00:05:56,730:
less
970
00:05:56,730 --> 00:05:56,939:
well
971
00:05:56,939 --> 00:05:57,120:
by
972
00:05:57,120 --> 00:05:57,509:
Louis,
973
00:05:57,509 --> 00:05:57,689:
but
974
00:05:57,689 --> 00:05:57,810:
they are
975
00:05:57,810 --> 00:05:58,050:
both
976
00:05:58,050 --> 00:05:58,589:
distracted
977
00:05:58,589 --> 00:05:58,740:
by
978
00:05:58,740 --> 00:05:59,399:
Disraeli,
979
00:05:59,399 --> 00:05:59,459:
a
980
00:05:59,459 --> 00:06:00,000:
beautiful
981
00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:00,269:
young
982
00:06:00,269 --> 00:06:00,959:
mink,
983
00:06:00,959 --> 00:06:01,110:
who
984
00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:01,532:
dances
985
00:06:01,532 --> 00:06:02,100:
onstage
986
00:06:02,100 --> 00:06:02,220:
to
987
00:06:02,220 --> 00:06:02,279:
a
988
00:06:02,279 --> 00:06:02,759:
pounding
989
00:06:02,759 --> 00:06:03,329:
electronic
990
00:06:03,329 --> 00:06:04,319:
drum.
991
00:06:04,319 --> 00:06:04,470:
I am
992
00:06:04,470 --> 00:06:04,649:
able
993
00:06:04,649 --> 00:06:04,740:
to
994
00:06:04,740 --> 00:06:05,040:
return
995
00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:05,100:
to
996
00:06:05,100 --> 00:06:05,279:
my
997
00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:05,579:
dressing
998
00:06:05,579 --> 00:06:05,759:
room
999
00:06:05,759 --> 00:06:05,879:
in
1000
00:06:05,879 --> 00:06:06,300:
peace,
1001
00:06:06,300 --> 00:06:06,420:
and
1002
00:06:06,420 --> 00:06:06,509:
I
1003
00:06:06,509 --> 00:06:06,810:
sink
1004
00:06:06,810 --> 00:06:06,959:
into
1005
00:06:06,959 --> 00:06:07,110:
my
1006
00:06:07,110 --> 00:06:07,889:
chair,
1007
00:06:07,889 --> 00:06:08,639:
staring
1008
00:06:08,639 --> 00:06:08,790:
at
1009
00:06:08,790 --> 00:06:08,879:
the
1010
00:06:08,879 --> 00:06:09,300:
strange
1011
00:06:09,300 --> 00:06:09,569:
boy
1012
00:06:09,569 --> 00:06:09,660:
in
1013
00:06:09,660 --> 00:06:09,750:
the
1014
00:06:09,750 --> 00:06:10,170:
mirror
1015
00:06:10,170 --> 00:06:10,379:
for
1016
00:06:10,379 --> 00:06:10,439:
a
1017
00:06:10,439 --> 00:06:10,800:
moment
1018
00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:11,009:
before
1019
00:06:11,009 --> 00:06:11,100:
I
1020
00:06:11,100 --> 00:06:11,910:
recall
1021
00:06:11,910 --> 00:06:12,060:
that
1022
00:06:12,060 --> 00:06:12,269:
he's
1023
00:06:12,269 --> 00:06:13,470:
me.
1024
00:06:13,470 --> 00:06:13,769:
Otter
1025
00:06:13,769 --> 00:06:14,220:
whiskers
1026
00:06:14,220 --> 00:06:14,519:
trimmed
1027
00:06:14,519 --> 00:06:14,910:
slightly
1028
00:06:14,910 --> 00:06:15,060:
to
1029
00:06:15,060 --> 00:06:15,449:
enhance
1030
00:06:15,449 --> 00:06:15,540:
the
1031
00:06:15,540 --> 00:06:16,079:
youthfulness
1032
00:06:16,079 --> 00:06:16,199:
of
1033
00:06:16,199 --> 00:06:16,290:
the
1034
00:06:16,290 --> 00:06:16,829:
face,
1035
00:06:16,829 --> 00:06:17,639:
eyes
1036
00:06:17,639 --> 00:06:18,480:
ever-so-lightly
1037
00:06:18,480 --> 00:06:18,810:
dabbed
1038
00:06:18,810 --> 00:06:18,959:
with
1039
00:06:18,959 --> 00:06:19,560:
kohl
1040
00:06:19,560 --> 00:06:19,740:
to
1041
00:06:19,740 --> 00:06:20,189:
enhance
1042
00:06:20,189 --> 00:06:20,339:
how
1043
00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:20,639:
bright
1044
00:06:20,639 --> 00:06:20,785:
and
1045
00:06:20,785 --> 00:06:21,089:
green
1046
00:06:21,089 --> 00:06:21,269:
they
1047
00:06:21,269 --> 00:06:22,290:
are.
1048
00:06:22,290 --> 00:06:22,470:
My
1049
00:06:22,470 --> 00:06:22,680:
hair
1050
00:06:22,680 --> 00:06:22,800:
is
1051
00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:23,279:
naturally
1052
00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:23,639:
black,
1053
00:06:23,639 --> 00:06:23,730:
and
1054
00:06:23,730 --> 00:06:23,790:
I
1055
00:06:23,790 --> 00:06:24,000:
wear
1056
00:06:24,000 --> 00:06:24,089:
it
1057
00:06:24,089 --> 00:06:24,269:
cut
1058
00:06:24,269 --> 00:06:24,600:
close
1059
00:06:24,600 --> 00:06:24,689:
to
1060
00:06:24,689 --> 00:06:24,839:
my
1061
00:06:24,839 --> 00:06:25,800:
scalp,
1062
00:06:25,800 --> 00:06:26,129:
keeping
1063
00:06:26,129 --> 00:06:26,250:
it
1064
00:06:26,250 --> 00:06:26,670:
just
1065
00:06:26,670 --> 00:06:26,879:
long
1066
00:06:26,879 --> 00:06:27,149:
enough
1067
00:06:27,149 --> 00:06:27,300:
that
1068
00:06:27,300 --> 00:06:27,360:
it
1069
00:06:27,360 --> 00:06:27,480:
can
1070
00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:27,750:
fall
1071
00:06:27,750 --> 00:06:27,839:
in
1072
00:06:27,839 --> 00:06:27,990:
my
1073
00:06:27,990 --> 00:06:29,370:
eyes.
A
1074
00:06:29,370 --> 00:06:29,699:
knock
1075
00:06:29,699 --> 00:06:29,790:
on
1076
00:06:29,790 --> 00:06:29,910:
my
1077
00:06:29,910 --> 00:06:30,180:
door
1078
00:06:30,180 --> 00:06:30,509:
turns
1079
00:06:30,509 --> 00:06:30,689:
out
1080
00:06:30,689 --> 00:06:30,750:
to
1081
00:06:30,750 --> 00:06:30,899:
be
1082
00:06:30,899 --> 00:06:31,740:
Louis. "You
1083
00:06:31,740 --> 00:06:31,860:
were
1084
00:06:31,860 --> 00:06:32,370:
incredible
1085
00:06:32,370 --> 00:06:32,939:
tonight,"
1086
00:06:32,939 --> 00:06:33,060:
he
1087
00:06:33,060 --> 00:06:34,050:
says.
I
1088
00:06:34,050 --> 00:06:34,410:
flash
1089
00:06:34,410 --> 00:06:34,529:
him
1090
00:06:34,529 --> 00:06:34,589:
a
1091
00:06:34,589 --> 00:06:34,860:
winning
1092
00:06:34,860 --> 00:06:35,970:
smile. "You
1093
00:06:35,970 --> 00:06:36,180:
say
1094
00:06:36,180 --> 00:06:36,329:
that
1095
00:06:36,329 --> 00:06:36,540:
every
1096
00:06:36,540 --> 00:06:37,050:
night.
1097
00:06:37,050 --> 00:06:37,230:
One
1098
00:06:37,230 --> 00:06:37,290:
of
1099
00:06:37,290 --> 00:06:37,470:
these
1100
00:06:37,470 --> 00:06:37,889:
days,
1101
00:06:37,889 --> 00:06:38,100:
I
1102
00:06:38,100 --> 00:06:38,459:
might
1103
00:06:38,459 --> 00:06:38,730:
start
1104
00:06:38,730 --> 00:06:39,120:
believing
1105
00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:40,170:
it."
The
1106
00:06:40,170 --> 00:06:40,500:
pudgy
1107
00:06:40,500 --> 00:06:40,841:
beaver
1108
00:06:40,841 --> 00:06:41,250:
smooths
1109
00:06:41,250 --> 00:06:41,399:
out
1110
00:06:41,399 --> 00:06:41,550:
his
1111
00:06:41,550 --> 00:06:43,110:
suit-front. "Everyone
1112
00:06:43,110 --> 00:06:43,439:
always
1113
00:06:43,439 --> 00:06:43,649:
wants
1114
00:06:43,649 --> 00:06:43,709:
you
1115
00:06:43,709 --> 00:06:43,800:
to
1116
00:06:43,800 --> 00:06:44,040:
stay
1117
00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:44,490:
onstage
1118
00:06:44,490 --> 00:06:45,269:
longer.
1119
00:06:45,269 --> 00:06:45,569:
Maybe
1120
00:06:45,569 --> 00:06:45,660:
we
1121
00:06:45,660 --> 00:06:45,839:
should
1122
00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:45,959:
have
1123
00:06:45,959 --> 00:06:46,079:
you
1124
00:06:46,079 --> 00:06:46,230:
do
1125
00:06:46,230 --> 00:06:46,410:
two
1126
00:06:46,410 --> 00:06:46,769:
numbers
1127
00:06:46,769 --> 00:06:46,829:
in
1128
00:06:46,829 --> 00:06:47,009:
each
1129
00:06:47,009 --> 00:06:48,300:
set."
I
1130
00:06:48,300 --> 00:06:48,870:
stare
1131
00:06:48,870 --> 00:06:48,990:
in
1132
00:06:48,990 --> 00:06:49,050:
the
1133
00:06:49,050 --> 00:06:49,350:
mirror
1134
00:06:49,350 --> 00:06:49,470:
and
1135
00:06:49,470 --> 00:06:49,709:
dab
1136
00:06:49,709 --> 00:06:49,980:
away
1137
00:06:49,980 --> 00:06:51,180:
kohl. "Just
1138
00:06:51,180 --> 00:06:51,449:
remember
1139
00:06:51,449 --> 00:06:51,600:
what
1140
00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:51,750:
P.
1141
00:06:51,750 --> 00:06:51,899:
T.
1142
00:06:51,899 --> 00:06:52,170:
Barnum
1143
00:06:52,170 --> 00:06:52,680:
said.
1144
00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:53,069:
Always
1145
00:06:53,069 --> 00:06:53,250:
leave
1146
00:06:53,250 --> 00:06:53,370:
them
1147
00:06:53,370 --> 00:06:53,639:
wanting
1148
00:06:53,639 --> 00:06:54,810:
more."
He
1149
00:06:54,810 --> 00:06:55,259:
scratches
1150
00:06:55,259 --> 00:06:55,350:
his
1151
00:06:55,350 --> 00:06:55,949:
chin. "He
1152
00:06:55,949 --> 00:06:56,189:
said
1153
00:06:56,189 --> 00:06:57,095:
that?"
I
1154
00:06:57,095 --> 00:06:58,410:
shrug. "Someone
1155
00:06:58,410 --> 00:06:58,620:
said
1156
00:06:58,620 --> 00:06:59,189:
it.
1157
00:06:59,189 --> 00:06:59,339:
In
1158
00:06:59,339 --> 00:06:59,519:
any
1159
00:06:59,519 --> 00:06:59,819:
case,
1160
00:06:59,819 --> 00:06:59,939:
if
1161
00:06:59,939 --> 00:07:00,000:
you
1162
00:07:00,000 --> 00:07:00,180:
give
1163
00:07:00,180 --> 00:07:00,329:
them
1164
00:07:00,329 --> 00:07:00,480:
too
1165
00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:00,750:
much of
1166
00:07:00,750 --> 00:07:00,870:
me
1167
00:07:00,870 --> 00:07:00,959:
at
1168
00:07:00,959 --> 00:07:01,709:
once,
1169
00:07:01,709 --> 00:07:01,860:
they
1170
00:07:01,860 --> 00:07:02,129:
might
1171
00:07:02,129 --> 00:07:02,339:
not
1172
00:07:02,339 --> 00:07:02,490:
come
1173
00:07:02,490 --> 00:07:02,639:
back
1174
00:07:02,639 --> 00:07:02,759:
to
1175
00:07:02,759 --> 00:07:02,850:
the
1176
00:07:02,850 --> 00:07:03,120:
club a
1177
00:07:03,120 --> 00:07:03,420:
second
1178
00:07:03,420 --> 00:07:04,589:
time."
"Oh,
1179
00:07:04,589 --> 00:07:04,829:
so
1180
00:07:04,829 --> 00:07:05,040:
now
1181
00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:05,189:
you're
1182
00:07:05,189 --> 00:07:05,310:
the
1183
00:07:05,310 --> 00:07:05,610:
club's
1184
00:07:05,610 --> 00:07:05,970:
biggest
1185
00:07:05,970 --> 00:07:06,750:
attraction?"
1186
00:07:06,750 --> 00:07:06,870:
he
1187
00:07:06,870 --> 00:07:07,170:
says
1188
00:07:07,170 --> 00:07:07,290:
with
1189
00:07:07,290 --> 00:07:07,350:
a
1190
00:07:07,350 --> 00:07:08,339:
chuckle.
I
1191
00:07:08,339 --> 00:07:09,600:
smirk. "So
1192
00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:09,870:
you
1193
00:07:09,870 --> 00:07:10,110:
keep
1194
00:07:10,110 --> 00:07:10,439:
telling
1195
00:07:10,439 --> 00:07:11,759:
me."
He
1196
00:07:11,759 --> 00:07:12,089:
glares
1197
00:07:12,089 --> 00:07:12,180:
at
1198
00:07:12,180 --> 00:07:12,269:
me
1199
00:07:12,269 --> 00:07:12,329:
a
1200
00:07:12,329 --> 00:07:12,779:
moment,
1201
00:07:12,779 --> 00:07:12,930:
then
1202
00:07:12,930 --> 00:07:13,290:
regains
1203
00:07:13,290 --> 00:07:13,410:
his
1204
00:07:13,410 --> 00:07:15,240:
composure. "You're really
1205
00:07:15,240 --> 00:07:15,480:
good
1206
00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:15,959:
kid,
1207
00:07:15,959 --> 00:07:16,170:
and
1208
00:07:16,170 --> 00:07:16,470:
damned
1209
00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:16,949:
sexy,
1210
00:07:16,949 --> 00:07:17,040:
and
1211
00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:17,129:
we
1212
00:07:17,129 --> 00:07:17,459:
both
1213
00:07:17,459 --> 00:07:17,670:
know
1214
00:07:17,670 --> 00:07:18,269:
it.
1215
00:07:18,269 --> 00:07:18,360:
I
1216
00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:18,660:
just
1217
00:07:18,660 --> 00:07:18,839:
wish
1218
00:07:18,839 --> 00:07:18,990:
you'd
1219
00:07:18,990 --> 00:07:19,110:
be
1220
00:07:19,110 --> 00:07:19,170:
a
1221
00:07:19,170 --> 00:07:19,410:
little
1222
00:07:19,410 --> 00:07:19,769:
nicer
1223
00:07:19,769 --> 00:07:19,860:
to
1224
00:07:19,860 --> 00:07:20,040:
some
1225
00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:20,100:
of
1226
00:07:20,100 --> 00:07:20,189:
the
1227
00:07:20,189 --> 00:07:20,519:
club's
1228
00:07:20,519 --> 00:07:21,870:
regulars."
1229
00:07:21,870 --> 00:07:22,259:
Neither
1230
00:07:22,259 --> 00:07:22,379:
of
1231
00:07:22,379 --> 00:07:22,500:
us
1232
00:07:22,500 --> 00:07:22,769:
say
1233
00:07:22,769 --> 00:07:22,949:
it,
1234
00:07:22,949 --> 00:07:23,100:
but
1235
00:07:23,100 --> 00:07:23,220:
we
1236
00:07:23,220 --> 00:07:23,459:
both
1237
00:07:23,459 --> 00:07:24,269:
understand
1238
00:07:24,269 --> 00:07:24,449:
that
1239
00:07:24,449 --> 00:07:24,569:
he
1240
00:07:24,569 --> 00:07:24,959:
includes
1241
00:07:24,959 --> 00:07:25,379:
himself
1242
00:07:25,379 --> 00:07:25,470:
in
1243
00:07:25,470 --> 00:07:25,649:
that
1244
00:07:25,649 --> 00:07:27,149:
statement.
"I'm
1245
00:07:27,149 --> 00:07:27,209:
a
1246
00:07:27,209 --> 00:07:27,899:
dancer,"
1247
00:07:27,899 --> 00:07:28,019:
I
1248
00:07:28,019 --> 00:07:28,230:
say,
1249
00:07:28,230 --> 00:07:29,129:
softly. "I
1250
00:07:29,129 --> 00:07:30,149:
dance.
1251
00:07:30,149 --> 00:07:30,300:
If
1252
00:07:30,300 --> 00:07:30,449:
they
1253
00:07:30,449 --> 00:07:30,720:
want
1254
00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:31,110:
sex,
1255
00:07:31,110 --> 00:07:31,230:
they
1256
00:07:31,230 --> 00:07:31,379:
can
1257
00:07:31,379 --> 00:07:31,500:
go
1258
00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:31,740:
find
1259
00:07:31,740 --> 00:07:31,800:
a
1260
00:07:31,800 --> 00:07:32,339:
rent-boy.
1261
00:07:32,339 --> 00:07:32,519:
That's
1262
00:07:32,519 --> 00:07:32,670:
not
1263
00:07:32,670 --> 00:07:32,790:
my
1264
00:07:32,790 --> 00:07:33,000:
line
1265
00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:33,089:
of
1266
00:07:33,089 --> 00:07:34,350:
work." I
1267
00:07:34,350 --> 00:07:34,529:
go
1268
00:07:34,529 --> 00:07:34,740:
back
1269
00:07:34,740 --> 00:07:34,829:
to
1270
00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:35,279:
removing
1271
00:07:35,279 --> 00:07:36,449:
kohl. "I
1272
00:07:36,449 --> 00:07:36,689:
don't
1273
00:07:36,689 --> 00:07:36,930:
mind
1274
00:07:36,930 --> 00:07:37,110:
being
1275
00:07:37,110 --> 00:07:37,560:
stared
1276
00:07:37,560 --> 00:07:37,860:
at,
1277
00:07:37,860 --> 00:07:38,250:
drooled
1278
00:07:38,250 --> 00:07:38,519:
over,
1279
00:07:38,519 --> 00:07:38,639:
and
1280
00:07:38,639 --> 00:07:38,970:
dreamed
1281
00:07:38,970 --> 00:07:39,480:
about,
1282
00:07:39,480 --> 00:07:39,629:
but
1283
00:07:39,629 --> 00:07:39,720:
I
1284
00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:39,870:
don't
1285
00:07:39,870 --> 00:07:40,019:
want
1286
00:07:40,019 --> 00:07:40,079:
to
1287
00:07:40,079 --> 00:07:40,199:
be
1288
00:07:40,199 --> 00:07:41,160:
touched."
1289
00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:41,279:
I
1290
00:07:41,279 --> 00:07:41,519:
give
1291
00:07:41,519 --> 00:07:41,610:
him
1292
00:07:41,610 --> 00:07:41,699:
a
1293
00:07:41,699 --> 00:07:42,000:
sweet
1294
00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:43,379:
smile. "Not
1295
00:07:43,379 --> 00:07:43,560:
by
1296
00:07:43,560 --> 00:07:45,540:
anybody."
He's
1297
00:07:45,540 --> 00:07:45,750:
about
1298
00:07:45,750 --> 00:07:45,839:
to
1299
00:07:45,839 --> 00:07:46,350:
retort,
1300
00:07:46,350 --> 00:07:46,470:
when
1301
00:07:46,470 --> 00:07:46,620:
there's
1302
00:07:46,620 --> 00:07:46,920:
another
1303
00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:47,189:
knock
1304
00:07:47,189 --> 00:07:47,279:
on
1305
00:07:47,279 --> 00:07:47,370:
the
1306
00:07:47,370 --> 00:07:47,910:
door.
1307
00:07:47,910 --> 00:07:48,120:
Its
1308
00:07:48,120 --> 00:07:48,689:
Charlie,
1309
00:07:48,689 --> 00:07:48,870:
my
1310
00:07:48,870 --> 00:07:49,079:
best
1311
00:07:49,079 --> 00:07:49,319:
friend
1312
00:07:49,319 --> 00:07:49,379:
at
1313
00:07:49,379 --> 00:07:49,470:
the
1314
00:07:49,470 --> 00:07:49,769:
club,
1315
00:07:49,769 --> 00:07:49,860:
and
1316
00:07:49,860 --> 00:07:49,980:
he's
1317
00:07:49,980 --> 00:07:50,250:
holding
1318
00:07:50,250 --> 00:07:50,310:
a
1319
00:07:50,310 --> 00:07:50,730:
huge
1320
00:07:50,730 --> 00:07:51,089:
bouquet
1321
00:07:51,089 --> 00:07:51,180:
of
1322
00:07:51,180 --> 00:07:52,050:
flowers.
1323
00:07:52,050 --> 00:07:52,170:
I
1324
00:07:52,170 --> 00:07:52,529:
stare
1325
00:07:52,529 --> 00:07:52,620:
at
1326
00:07:52,620 --> 00:07:53,759:
him. "They're
1327
00:07:53,759 --> 00:07:53,939:
for
1328
00:07:53,939 --> 00:07:54,420:
you,"
1329
00:07:54,420 --> 00:07:54,540:
he
1330
00:07:54,540 --> 00:07:54,899:
says,
1331
00:07:54,899 --> 00:07:55,439:
smiling,
1332
00:07:55,439 --> 00:07:55,769:
handing
1333
00:07:55,769 --> 00:07:55,889:
them
1334
00:07:55,889 --> 00:07:56,040:
to
1335
00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:57,180:
me. "Want
1336
00:07:57,180 --> 00:07:57,269:
me
1337
00:07:57,269 --> 00:07:57,389:
to
1338
00:07:57,389 --> 00:07:57,540:
get
1339
00:07:57,540 --> 00:07:57,629:
a
1340
00:07:57,629 --> 00:07:58,889:
vase?"
1341
00:07:58,889 --> 00:07:59,009:
I
1342
00:07:59,009 --> 00:07:59,189:
get
1343
00:07:59,189 --> 00:07:59,550:
flowers
1344
00:07:59,550 --> 00:07:59,699:
from
1345
00:07:59,699 --> 00:07:59,910:
time
1346
00:07:59,910 --> 00:08:00,029:
to
1347
00:08:00,029 --> 00:08:00,779:
time.
1348
00:08:00,779 --> 00:08:01,500:
Invariably,
1349
00:08:01,500 --> 00:08:01,680:
they
1350
00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:01,829:
have
1351
00:08:01,829 --> 00:08:02,129:
notes
1352
00:08:02,129 --> 00:08:02,490:
attached
1353
00:08:02,490 --> 00:08:02,610:
that
1354
00:08:02,610 --> 00:08:02,879:
ask
1355
00:08:02,879 --> 00:08:02,970:
me
1356
00:08:02,970 --> 00:08:03,149:
for
1357
00:08:03,149 --> 00:08:04,170:
sex.
1358
00:08:04,170 --> 00:08:04,290:
I
1359
00:08:04,290 --> 00:08:04,529:
like
1360
00:08:04,529 --> 00:08:04,620:
the
1361
00:08:04,620 --> 00:08:05,100:
flowers,
1362
00:08:05,100 --> 00:08:05,220:
but
1363
00:08:05,220 --> 00:08:05,310:
the
1364
00:08:05,310 --> 00:08:05,910:
invitations
1365
00:08:05,910 --> 00:08:06,360:
spoil
1366
00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:07,230:
it.
1367
00:08:07,230 --> 00:08:07,470:
There's
1368
00:08:07,470 --> 00:08:07,500:
a
1369
00:08:07,500 --> 00:08:07,829:
small
1370
00:08:07,829 --> 00:08:08,160:
card
1371
00:08:08,160 --> 00:08:08,250:
on
1372
00:08:08,250 --> 00:08:08,339:
the
1373
00:08:08,339 --> 00:08:08,759:
flowers,
1374
00:08:08,759 --> 00:08:08,850:
and
1375
00:08:08,850 --> 00:08:08,970:
I
1376
00:08:08,970 --> 00:08:09,269:
open
1377
00:08:09,269 --> 00:08:10,709:
it. "You're
1378
00:08:10,709 --> 00:08:11,490:
magnificent,"
1379
00:08:11,490 --> 00:08:11,610:
the
1380
00:08:11,610 --> 00:08:11,819:
note
1381
00:08:11,819 --> 00:08:12,959:
says.
1382
00:08:12,959 --> 00:08:13,259:
Nothing
1383
00:08:13,259 --> 00:08:14,009:
else.
1384
00:08:14,009 --> 00:08:14,220:
No
1385
00:08:14,220 --> 00:08:14,910:
signature
1386
00:08:14,910 --> 00:08:15,209:
and
1387
00:08:15,209 --> 00:08:15,389:
no
1388
00:08:15,389 --> 00:08:17,220:
proposition.
1389
00:08:17,220 --> 00:08:17,550:
One
1390
00:08:17,550 --> 00:08:18,000:
tear
1391
00:08:18,000 --> 00:08:18,420:
tries
1392
00:08:18,420 --> 00:08:18,540:
to
1393
00:08:18,540 --> 00:08:18,839:
trickle
1394
00:08:18,839 --> 00:08:19,079:
down
1395
00:08:19,079 --> 00:08:19,230:
my
1396
00:08:19,230 --> 00:08:19,529:
right
1397
00:08:19,529 --> 00:08:20,069:
cheek,
1398
00:08:20,069 --> 00:08:20,189:
and
1399
00:08:20,189 --> 00:08:20,310:
I
1400
00:08:20,310 --> 00:08:20,879:
hurriedly
1401
00:08:20,879 --> 00:08:21,300:
swipe
1402
00:08:21,300 --> 00:08:21,360:
it
1403
00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:21,540:
away
1404
00:08:21,540 --> 00:08:21,665:
with
1405
00:08:21,665 --> 00:08:21,747:
a
1406
00:08:21,747 --> 00:08:22,500:
paw.
1407
00:08:22,500 --> 00:08:23,009:
I
1408
00:08:23,009 --> 00:08:23,160:
am
1409
00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:23,220:
a
1410
00:08:23,220 --> 00:08:24,689:
professional.
I
1411
00:08:24,689 --> 00:08:24,899:
must
1412
00:08:24,899 --> 00:08:25,139:
walk
1413
00:08:25,139 --> 00:08:25,199:
a
1414
00:08:25,199 --> 00:08:25,470:
thin
1415
00:08:25,470 --> 00:08:25,740:
line
1416
00:08:25,740 --> 00:08:26,069:
between
1417
00:08:26,069 --> 00:08:26,610:
detachment
1418
00:08:26,610 --> 00:08:26,699:
and
1419
00:08:26,699 --> 00:08:27,660:
despair,
1420
00:08:27,660 --> 00:08:27,779:
and
1421
00:08:27,779 --> 00:08:27,870:
I
1422
00:08:27,870 --> 00:08:28,259:
cannot
1423
00:08:28,259 --> 00:08:28,709:
afford
1424
00:08:28,709 --> 00:08:28,860:
to
1425
00:08:28,860 --> 00:08:29,040:
let
1426
00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:29,160:
my
1427
00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:29,639:
emotions
1428
00:08:29,639 --> 00:08:29,819:
get
1429
00:08:29,819 --> 00:08:30,000:
away
1430
00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:30,180:
with
1431
00:08:30,180 --> 00:08:30,329:
me
1432
00:08:30,329 --> 00:08:31,560:
now.
1433
00:08:31,560 --> 00:08:31,680:
I
1434
00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:32,009:
nod at
1435
00:08:32,009 --> 00:08:32,370:
Charlie,
1436
00:08:32,370 --> 00:08:32,639:
about
1437
00:08:32,639 --> 00:08:32,704:
the
1438
00:08:32,704 --> 00:08:33,269:
vase,
1439
00:08:33,269 --> 00:08:33,450:
and
1440
00:08:33,450 --> 00:08:33,779:
hand
1441
00:08:33,779 --> 00:08:33,959:
the
1442
00:08:33,959 --> 00:08:34,259:
note
1443
00:08:34,259 --> 00:08:34,379:
to
1444
00:08:34,379 --> 00:08:35,669:
Louis.
"You
1445
00:08:35,669 --> 00:08:35,820:
have
1446
00:08:35,820 --> 00:08:35,850:
a
1447
00:08:35,850 --> 00:08:36,210:
secret
1448
00:08:36,210 --> 00:08:36,870:
admirer,"
1449
00:08:36,870 --> 00:08:37,019:
he
1450
00:08:37,019 --> 00:08:37,409:
says,
1451
00:08:37,409 --> 00:08:37,710:
after
1452
00:08:37,710 --> 00:08:37,980:
reading
1453
00:08:37,980 --> 00:08:38,100:
the
1454
00:08:38,100 --> 00:08:39,330:
note.
"So
1455
00:08:39,330 --> 00:08:39,450:
it
1456
00:08:39,450 --> 00:08:39,870:
seems,"
1457
00:08:39,870 --> 00:08:39,960:
I
1458
00:08:39,960 --> 00:08:40,830:
say, "which
1459
00:08:40,830 --> 00:08:41,159:
means
1460
00:08:41,159 --> 00:08:41,309:
that
1461
00:08:41,309 --> 00:08:41,370:
he
1462
00:08:41,370 --> 00:08:41,610:
must
1463
00:08:41,610 --> 00:08:41,789:
be
1464
00:08:41,789 --> 00:08:43,379:
butt-ugly."
"Or
1465
00:08:43,379 --> 00:08:43,889:
married,"
1466
00:08:43,889 --> 00:08:44,190:
Louis
1467
00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:45,750:
chuckles.
On
1468
00:08:45,750 --> 00:08:45,809:
the
1469
00:08:45,809 --> 00:08:45,990:
way
1470
00:08:45,990 --> 00:08:46,169:
out,
1471
00:08:46,169 --> 00:08:46,289:
for
1472
00:08:46,289 --> 00:08:46,379:
the
1473
00:08:46,379 --> 00:08:46,620:
night,
1474
00:08:46,620 --> 00:08:46,980:
Charlie
1475
00:08:46,980 --> 00:08:47,309:
walks
1476
00:08:47,309 --> 00:08:47,460:
with
1477
00:08:47,460 --> 00:08:47,789:
me,
1478
00:08:47,789 --> 00:08:47,970:
my
1479
00:08:47,970 --> 00:08:48,389:
faithful
1480
00:08:48,389 --> 00:08:49,350:
friend.
1481
00:08:49,350 --> 00:08:49,500:
He's
1482
00:08:49,500 --> 00:08:49,710:
pretty
1483
00:08:49,710 --> 00:08:50,070:
mellow,
1484
00:08:50,070 --> 00:08:50,220:
as
1485
00:08:50,220 --> 00:08:50,519:
wolves
1486
00:08:50,519 --> 00:08:50,759:
go,
1487
00:08:50,759 --> 00:08:50,909:
and
1488
00:08:50,909 --> 00:08:51,509:
straight,
1489
00:08:51,509 --> 00:08:51,690:
which
1490
00:08:51,690 --> 00:08:51,809:
is
1491
00:08:51,809 --> 00:08:51,870:
a
1492
00:08:51,870 --> 00:08:52,320:
shame,
1493
00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:52,470:
as
1494
00:08:52,470 --> 00:08:52,590:
he'd
1495
00:08:52,590 --> 00:08:52,769:
make
1496
00:08:52,769 --> 00:08:53,039:
someone
1497
00:08:53,039 --> 00:08:53,100:
a
1498
00:08:53,100 --> 00:08:53,549:
wonderful
1499
00:08:53,549 --> 00:08:54,779:
wife.
1500
00:08:54,779 --> 00:08:54,990:
I
1501
00:08:54,990 --> 00:08:55,200:
can
1502
00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:55,590:
flirt
1503
00:08:55,590 --> 00:08:55,769:
with
1504
00:08:55,769 --> 00:08:56,190:
Charlie,
1505
00:08:56,190 --> 00:08:56,460:
because
1506
00:08:56,460 --> 00:08:56,549:
I
1507
00:08:56,549 --> 00:08:56,700:
know
1508
00:08:56,700 --> 00:08:56,850:
he
1509
00:08:56,850 --> 00:08:57,059:
won't
1510
00:08:57,059 --> 00:08:57,269:
take
1511
00:08:57,269 --> 00:08:57,330:
it
1512
00:08:57,330 --> 00:08:58,620:
seriously.
1513
00:08:58,620 --> 00:08:58,769:
He
1514
00:08:58,769 --> 00:08:59,100:
runs
1515
00:08:59,100 --> 00:08:59,190:
the
1516
00:08:59,190 --> 00:08:59,490:
lighting
1517
00:08:59,490 --> 00:08:59,639:
for
1518
00:08:59,639 --> 00:08:59,730:
the
1519
00:08:59,730 --> 00:09:00,509:
club,
1520
00:09:00,509 --> 00:09:00,629:
and
1521
00:09:00,629 --> 00:09:00,690:
he
1522
00:09:00,690 --> 00:09:00,990:
always
1523
00:09:00,990 --> 00:09:01,230:
makes
1524
00:09:01,230 --> 00:09:01,350:
me
1525
00:09:01,350 --> 00:09:01,529:
look
1526
00:09:01,529 --> 00:09:01,679:
my
1527
00:09:01,679 --> 00:09:02,549:
best.
1528
00:09:02,549 --> 00:09:02,700:
He
1529
00:09:02,700 --> 00:09:03,059:
knows
1530
00:09:03,059 --> 00:09:03,210:
which
1531
00:09:03,210 --> 00:09:03,720:
shades
1532
00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:03,809:
of
1533
00:09:03,809 --> 00:09:04,049:
red
1534
00:09:04,049 --> 00:09:04,169:
and
1535
00:09:04,169 --> 00:09:04,409:
blue
1536
00:09:04,409 --> 00:09:04,620:
make
1537
00:09:04,620 --> 00:09:04,740:
me
1538
00:09:04,740 --> 00:09:04,919:
look
1539
00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:06,000:
beautiful,
1540
00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:06,120:
and
1541
00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:06,210:
he
1542
00:09:06,210 --> 00:09:06,480:
knows
1543
00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:06,899:
timing
1544
00:09:06,899 --> 00:09:07,139:
like
1545
00:09:07,139 --> 00:09:07,409:
no
1546
00:09:07,409 --> 00:09:07,590:
one
1547
00:09:07,590 --> 00:09:08,639:
else.
1548
00:09:08,639 --> 00:09:08,730:
I
1549
00:09:08,730 --> 00:09:08,970:
wrap
1550
00:09:08,970 --> 00:09:09,120:
my
1551
00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:09,330:
arm
1552
00:09:09,330 --> 00:09:09,450:
in
1553
00:09:09,450 --> 00:09:09,809:
his,
1554
00:09:09,809 --> 00:09:09,899:
and
1555
00:09:09,899 --> 00:09:09,960:
he
1556
00:09:09,960 --> 00:09:10,320:
pats
1557
00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:10,409:
it,
1558
00:09:10,409 --> 00:09:11,309:
gently.
1559
00:09:11,309 --> 00:09:11,460:
He
1560
00:09:11,460 --> 00:09:11,730:
walks
1561
00:09:11,730 --> 00:09:11,820:
me
1562
00:09:11,820 --> 00:09:12,059:
home
1563
00:09:12,059 --> 00:09:12,299:
some
1564
00:09:12,299 --> 00:09:12,779:
nights.
1565
00:09:12,779 --> 00:09:12,960:
He's
1566
00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:12,990:
a
1567
00:09:12,990 --> 00:09:13,169:
good
1568
00:09:13,169 --> 00:09:14,429:
friend. "Who
1569
00:09:14,429 --> 00:09:14,490:
do
1570
00:09:14,490 --> 00:09:14,610:
you
1571
00:09:14,610 --> 00:09:14,850:
think
1572
00:09:14,850 --> 00:09:15,059:
sent
1573
00:09:15,059 --> 00:09:15,179:
the
1574
00:09:15,179 --> 00:09:15,750:
flowers?"
1575
00:09:15,750 --> 00:09:15,840:
he
1576
00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:16,710:
asks.
I
1577
00:09:16,710 --> 00:09:18,240:
shrug. "Some
1578
00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:18,809:
fat,
1579
00:09:18,809 --> 00:09:19,289:
drunken
1580
00:09:19,289 --> 00:09:19,889:
ocelot,
1581
00:09:19,889 --> 00:09:20,039:
for
1582
00:09:20,039 --> 00:09:20,220:
all
1583
00:09:20,220 --> 00:09:20,340:
I
1584
00:09:20,340 --> 00:09:20,519:
know
1585
00:09:20,519 --> 00:09:20,639:
or
1586
00:09:20,639 --> 00:09:21,570:
care. I'm
1587
00:09:21,570 --> 00:09:21,690:
not
1588
00:09:21,690 --> 00:09:22,139:
ready
1589
00:09:22,139 --> 00:09:22,230:
to
1590
00:09:22,230 --> 00:09:22,740:
jump back
1591
00:09:22,740 --> 00:09:22,889:
into
1592
00:09:22,889 --> 00:09:23,039:
the
1593
00:09:23,039 --> 00:09:23,789:
game;
1594
00:09:23,789 --> 00:09:24,000:
I've
1595
00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:24,210:
been all
1596
00:09:24,210 --> 00:09:24,570:
through
1597
00:09:24,570 --> 00:09:24,809:
that,
1598
00:09:24,809 --> 00:09:24,899:
and
1599
00:09:24,899 --> 00:09:25,049:
I've
1600
00:09:25,049 --> 00:09:25,259:
had
1601
00:09:25,259 --> 00:09:25,409:
my
1602
00:09:25,409 --> 00:09:25,649:
fill
1603
00:09:25,649 --> 00:09:25,740:
of
1604
00:09:25,740 --> 00:09:25,919:
that
1605
00:09:25,919 --> 00:09:26,159:
kind
1606
00:09:26,159 --> 00:09:26,250:
of
1607
00:09:26,250 --> 00:09:27,840:
hurt."
"You
1608
00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:28,080:
still
1609
00:09:28,080 --> 00:09:28,320:
miss
1610
00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:28,500:
him,
1611
00:09:28,500 --> 00:09:28,769:
don't
1612
00:09:28,769 --> 00:09:29,610:
you?"
1613
00:09:29,610 --> 00:09:29,759:
My
1614
00:09:29,759 --> 00:09:30,090:
hand
1615
00:09:30,090 --> 00:09:30,480:
strays
1616
00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:30,570:
up
1617
00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:30,690:
to
1618
00:09:30,690 --> 00:09:30,779:
the
1619
00:09:30,779 --> 00:09:31,080:
glass
1620
00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:31,350:
heart
1621
00:09:31,350 --> 00:09:31,440:
I
1622
00:09:31,440 --> 00:09:31,860:
wear,
1623
00:09:31,860 --> 00:09:32,009:
and
1624
00:09:32,009 --> 00:09:32,129:
I
1625
00:09:32,129 --> 00:09:32,970:
nod,
1626
00:09:32,970 --> 00:09:33,330:
feeling
1627
00:09:33,330 --> 00:09:33,629:
another
1628
00:09:33,629 --> 00:09:34,110:
traitor
1629
00:09:34,110 --> 00:09:34,379:
tear
1630
00:09:34,379 --> 00:09:34,799:
threatening
1631
00:09:34,799 --> 00:09:34,889:
to
1632
00:09:34,889 --> 00:09:36,269:
form. "He
1633
00:09:36,269 --> 00:09:36,539:
loved
1634
00:09:36,539 --> 00:09:36,629:
to
1635
00:09:36,629 --> 00:09:36,870:
watch
1636
00:09:36,870 --> 00:09:36,990:
you
1637
00:09:36,990 --> 00:09:37,440:
dance,
1638
00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:37,649:
more
1639
00:09:37,649 --> 00:09:37,799:
than
1640
00:09:37,799 --> 00:09:39,539:
anything."
I
1641
00:09:39,539 --> 00:09:39,960:
sigh,
1642
00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:41,279:
softly. "Yes,
1643
00:09:41,279 --> 00:09:41,490:
he
1644
00:09:41,490 --> 00:09:41,850:
really
1645
00:09:41,850 --> 00:09:42,990:
did.
1646
00:09:42,990 --> 00:09:43,289:
But
1647
00:09:43,289 --> 00:09:43,559:
he's
1648
00:09:43,559 --> 00:09:44,279:
gone,
1649
00:09:44,279 --> 00:09:44,610:
and
1650
00:09:44,610 --> 00:09:45,029:
nothing's
1651
00:09:45,029 --> 00:09:45,179:
going
1652
00:09:45,179 --> 00:09:45,240:
to
1653
00:09:45,240 --> 00:09:45,450:
bring
1654
00:09:45,450 --> 00:09:45,570:
him
1655
00:09:45,570 --> 00:09:47,639:
back."
There's
1656
00:09:47,639 --> 00:09:47,669:
a
1657
00:09:47,669 --> 00:09:47,909:
long
1658
00:09:47,909 --> 00:09:48,389:
silence
1659
00:09:48,389 --> 00:09:48,779:
between
1660
00:09:48,779 --> 00:09:49,110:
us,
1661
00:09:49,110 --> 00:09:49,289:
but
1662
00:09:49,289 --> 00:09:49,470:
it
1663
00:09:49,470 --> 00:09:49,799:
isn't
1664
00:09:49,799 --> 00:09:50,070:
really
1665
00:09:50,070 --> 00:09:51,419:
uncomfortable.
1666
00:09:51,419 --> 00:09:51,809:
Charlie
1667
00:09:51,809 --> 00:09:51,929:
is
1668
00:09:51,929 --> 00:09:52,169:
someone
1669
00:09:52,169 --> 00:09:52,230:
I
1670
00:09:52,230 --> 00:09:52,379:
can
1671
00:09:52,379 --> 00:09:52,590:
just
1672
00:09:52,590 --> 00:09:52,740:
be
1673
00:09:52,740 --> 00:09:53,039:
with;
1674
00:09:53,039 --> 00:09:53,100:
I
1675
00:09:53,100 --> 00:09:53,279:
don't
1676
00:09:53,279 --> 00:09:53,549:
feel
1677
00:09:53,549 --> 00:09:53,639:
the
1678
00:09:53,639 --> 00:09:53,820:
need
1679
00:09:53,820 --> 00:09:53,909:
to
1680
00:09:53,909 --> 00:09:54,360:
entertain
1681
00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:55,019:
him.
1682
00:09:55,019 --> 00:09:55,110:
A
1683
00:09:55,110 --> 00:09:55,649:
silence,
1684
00:09:55,649 --> 00:09:55,830:
with
1685
00:09:55,830 --> 00:09:56,100:
him,
1686
00:09:56,100 --> 00:09:56,549:
descends
1687
00:09:56,549 --> 00:09:56,669:
when
1688
00:09:56,669 --> 00:09:56,820:
there is
1689
00:09:56,820 --> 00:09:57,090:
nothing
1690
00:09:57,090 --> 00:09:57,330:
needing
1691
00:09:57,330 --> 00:09:57,450:
to
1692
00:09:57,450 --> 00:09:57,570:
be
1693
00:09:57,570 --> 00:09:58,740:
said.
1694
00:09:58,740 --> 00:09:58,889:
He
1695
00:09:58,889 --> 00:09:59,190:
also
1696
00:09:59,190 --> 00:09:59,519:
watches
1697
00:09:59,519 --> 00:09:59,669:
me
1698
00:09:59,669 --> 00:09:59,909:
dance
1699
00:09:59,909 --> 00:10:00,029:
for
1700
00:10:00,029 --> 00:10:00,120:
the
1701
00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:00,690:
dancing,
1702
00:10:00,690 --> 00:10:01,139:
which
1703
00:10:01,139 --> 00:10:01,529:
only
1704
00:10:01,529 --> 00:10:01,799:
one
1705
00:10:01,799 --> 00:10:01,980:
other
1706
00:10:01,980 --> 00:10:02,399:
person
1707
00:10:02,399 --> 00:10:02,610:
ever
1708
00:10:02,610 --> 00:10:04,809:
did.
He breaks
1709
00:10:04,809 --> 00:10:04,929:
the
1710
00:10:04,929 --> 00:10:06,129:
silence. "Its
1711
00:10:06,129 --> 00:10:06,309:
been
1712
00:10:06,309 --> 00:10:06,340:
a
1713
00:10:06,340 --> 00:10:06,580:
long
1714
00:10:06,580 --> 00:10:07,450:
time."
1715
00:10:07,450 --> 00:10:07,539:
I
1716
00:10:07,539 --> 00:10:07,844:
blink
1717
00:10:07,844 --> 00:10:07,928:
at
1718
00:10:07,928 --> 00:10:08,139:
him,
1719
00:10:08,139 --> 00:10:08,500:
uncertain
1720
00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:08,889:
exactly
1721
00:10:08,889 --> 00:10:09,009:
what
1722
00:10:09,009 --> 00:10:09,070:
he
1723
00:10:09,070 --> 00:10:10,960:
means. "Since
1724
00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:12,309:
Derek."
I
1725
00:10:12,309 --> 00:10:13,539:
nod. "Three
1726
00:10:13,539 --> 00:10:13,840:
years
1727
00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:14,110:
last
1728
00:10:14,110 --> 00:10:15,820:
month."
He
1729
00:10:15,820 --> 00:10:16,450:
nods.
1730
00:10:16,450 --> 00:10:16,690:
More
1731
00:10:16,690 --> 00:10:17,259:
silence,
1732
00:10:17,259 --> 00:10:17,440:
until
1733
00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:17,620:
we
1734
00:10:17,620 --> 00:10:17,889:
reach
1735
00:10:17,889 --> 00:10:17,980:
the
1736
00:10:17,980 --> 00:10:18,279:
stoop
1737
00:10:18,279 --> 00:10:18,370:
of
1738
00:10:18,370 --> 00:10:18,519:
my
1739
00:10:18,519 --> 00:10:19,000:
apartment
1740
00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:20,649:
building. "Whatever
1741
00:10:20,649 --> 00:10:20,950:
happened
1742
00:10:20,950 --> 00:10:21,039:
to
1743
00:10:21,039 --> 00:10:21,850:
what's-his-name?
1744
00:10:21,850 --> 00:10:21,970:
You
1745
00:10:21,970 --> 00:10:22,149:
know,
1746
00:10:22,149 --> 00:10:22,570:
that
1747
00:10:22,570 --> 00:10:22,870:
cute
1748
00:10:22,870 --> 00:10:25,299:
raccoon?"
"Carl?"
"Yeah,
1749
00:10:25,299 --> 00:10:26,649:
him."
"We
1750
00:10:26,649 --> 00:10:26,980:
broke
1751
00:10:26,980 --> 00:10:27,610:
up.
1752
00:10:27,610 --> 00:10:27,909:
He
1753
00:10:27,909 --> 00:10:28,149:
didn't
1754
00:10:28,149 --> 00:10:28,419:
like
1755
00:10:28,419 --> 00:10:28,539:
it
1756
00:10:28,539 --> 00:10:28,690:
when
1757
00:10:28,690 --> 00:10:28,750:
I
1758
00:10:28,750 --> 00:10:29,228:
refused
1759
00:10:29,228 --> 00:10:29,320:
to
1760
00:10:29,320 --> 00:10:29,649:
stop
1761
00:10:29,649 --> 00:10:30,070:
dancing
1762
00:10:30,070 --> 00:10:30,250:
for
1763
00:10:30,250 --> 00:10:31,809:
him."
"Shit.
1764
00:10:31,809 --> 00:10:32,019:
When
1765
00:10:32,019 --> 00:10:32,259:
was
1766
00:10:32,259 --> 00:10:33,100:
this?"
1767
00:10:33,100 --> 00:10:33,190:
I
1768
00:10:33,190 --> 00:10:33,610:
smirk
1769
00:10:33,610 --> 00:10:33,700:
and
1770
00:10:33,700 --> 00:10:33,909:
raise
1771
00:10:33,909 --> 00:10:34,000:
an
1772
00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:35,049:
eyebrow.
"Two
1773
00:10:35,049 --> 00:10:35,350:
months
1774
00:10:35,350 --> 00:10:36,159:
ago."
"No
1775
00:10:36,159 --> 00:10:36,639:
shit!
1776
00:10:36,639 --> 00:10:37,029:
Really?
1777
00:10:37,029 --> 00:10:37,240:
That
1778
00:10:37,240 --> 00:10:38,350:
long?"
I
1779
00:10:38,350 --> 00:10:39,159:
nod. "That
1780
00:10:39,159 --> 00:10:40,690:
long."
"And
1781
00:10:40,690 --> 00:10:40,809:
there
1782
00:10:40,809 --> 00:10:41,080:
hasn't
1783
00:10:41,080 --> 00:10:41,230:
been
1784
00:10:41,230 --> 00:10:41,620:
anyone
1785
00:10:41,620 --> 00:10:42,789:
since?"
I
1786
00:10:42,789 --> 00:10:43,149:
flash
1787
00:10:43,149 --> 00:10:43,269:
him
1788
00:10:43,269 --> 00:10:43,330:
a
1789
00:10:43,330 --> 00:10:44,409:
smile. "I'm
1790
00:10:44,409 --> 00:10:44,769:
saving
1791
00:10:44,769 --> 00:10:45,158:
myself
1792
00:10:45,158 --> 00:10:45,309:
for
1793
00:10:45,309 --> 00:10:45,490:
when
1794
00:10:45,490 --> 00:10:45,639:
you
1795
00:10:45,639 --> 00:10:45,850:
go
1796
00:10:45,850 --> 00:10:46,870:
gay."
He
1797
00:10:46,870 --> 00:10:47,710:
grins. "Well,
1798
00:10:47,710 --> 00:10:47,889:
then
1799
00:10:47,889 --> 00:10:47,950:
I'd
1800
00:10:47,950 --> 00:10:48,190:
better
1801
00:10:48,190 --> 00:10:48,460:
hurry
1802
00:10:48,460 --> 00:10:48,610:
up
1803
00:10:48,610 --> 00:10:48,700:
and
1804
00:10:48,700 --> 00:10:48,909:
do
1805
00:10:48,909 --> 00:10:49,210:
it.
1806
00:10:49,210 --> 00:10:49,419:
You're
1807
00:10:49,419 --> 00:10:49,570:
too
1808
00:10:49,570 --> 00:10:49,750:
good
1809
00:10:49,750 --> 00:10:49,870:
to
1810
00:10:49,870 --> 00:10:50,918:
waste."
"You're
1811
00:10:50,918 --> 00:10:51,159:
going
1812
00:10:51,159 --> 00:10:51,490:
fag
1813
00:10:51,490 --> 00:10:51,789:
tonight
1814
00:10:51,789 --> 00:10:51,970:
then,
1815
00:10:51,970 --> 00:10:52,090:
are
1816
00:10:52,090 --> 00:10:52,750:
you?"
He
1817
00:10:52,750 --> 00:10:53,710:
laughs. "Only
1818
00:10:53,710 --> 00:10:53,860:
for
1819
00:10:53,860 --> 00:10:54,159:
you,
1820
00:10:54,159 --> 00:10:54,460:
sexy
1821
00:10:54,460 --> 00:10:55,120:
boy.
1822
00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:55,600:
Quick!
1823
00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:55,870:
Invite
1824
00:10:55,870 --> 00:10:55,990:
me
1825
00:10:55,990 --> 00:10:56,440:
upstairs
1826
00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:56,620:
before
1827
00:10:56,620 --> 00:10:56,710:
I
1828
00:10:56,710 --> 00:10:56,980:
change
1829
00:10:56,980 --> 00:10:57,100:
my
1830
00:10:57,100 --> 00:10:58,330:
mind."
I
1831
00:10:58,330 --> 00:11:00,190:
smile. "Want to
1832
00:11:00,190 --> 00:11:00,309:
come
1833
00:11:00,309 --> 00:11:00,730:
upstairs,
1834
00:11:00,730 --> 00:11:02,080:
Charlie?"
He
1835
00:11:02,080 --> 00:11:02,799:
laughs,
1836
00:11:02,799 --> 00:11:03,009:
then
1837
00:11:03,009 --> 00:11:03,580:
realizes
1838
00:11:03,580 --> 00:11:03,700:
I'm
1839
00:11:03,700 --> 00:11:03,909:
not
1840
00:11:03,909 --> 00:11:05,320:
laughing. "If
1841
00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:05,409:
I
1842
00:11:05,409 --> 00:11:05,620:
were
1843
00:11:05,620 --> 00:11:06,250:
gay,
1844
00:11:06,250 --> 00:11:06,429:
I'd
1845
00:11:06,429 --> 00:11:06,610:
go
1846
00:11:06,610 --> 00:11:06,789:
with
1847
00:11:06,789 --> 00:11:06,909:
you
1848
00:11:06,909 --> 00:11:07,029:
in
1849
00:11:07,029 --> 00:11:07,090:
a
1850
00:11:07,090 --> 00:11:08,139:
heartbeat.
1851
00:11:08,139 --> 00:11:08,230:
I
1852
00:11:08,230 --> 00:11:08,500:
love
1853
00:11:08,500 --> 00:11:08,710:
you,
1854
00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:09,580:
kid.
1855
00:11:09,580 --> 00:11:09,700:
But
1856
00:11:09,700 --> 00:11:09,820:
you
1857
00:11:09,820 --> 00:11:10,029:
need
1858
00:11:10,029 --> 00:11:10,330:
someone
1859
00:11:10,330 --> 00:11:10,389:
a
1860
00:11:10,389 --> 00:11:10,570:
little
1861
00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:10,779:
more
1862
00:11:10,779 --> 00:11:11,350:
interested
1863
00:11:11,350 --> 00:11:11,409:
in
1864
00:11:11,409 --> 00:11:11,559:
your
1865
00:11:11,559 --> 00:11:11,919:
body
1866
00:11:11,919 --> 00:11:12,100:
than
1867
00:11:12,100 --> 00:11:13,269:
me."
1868
00:11:13,269 --> 00:11:13,419:
He
1869
00:11:13,419 --> 00:11:13,750:
hugs
1870
00:11:13,750 --> 00:11:14,259:
me,
1871
00:11:14,259 --> 00:11:14,379:
and
1872
00:11:14,379 --> 00:11:14,470:
I
1873
00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:14,743:
hug
1874
00:11:14,743 --> 00:11:15,070:
back,
1875
00:11:15,070 --> 00:11:15,399:
feeling
1876
00:11:15,399 --> 00:11:15,580:
no
1877
00:11:15,580 --> 00:11:16,690:
pain.
1878
00:11:16,690 --> 00:11:16,809:
I
1879
00:11:16,809 --> 00:11:17,019:
might
1880
00:11:17,019 --> 00:11:17,110:
be
1881
00:11:17,110 --> 00:11:17,529:
serious
1882
00:11:17,529 --> 00:11:17,740:
about
1883
00:11:17,740 --> 00:11:17,889:
my
1884
00:11:17,889 --> 00:11:19,059:
invite;
1885
00:11:19,059 --> 00:11:19,179:
I
1886
00:11:19,179 --> 00:11:19,389:
might
1887
00:11:19,389 --> 00:11:19,600:
not
1888
00:11:19,600 --> 00:11:21,279:
be.
"You're
1889
00:11:21,279 --> 00:11:21,370:
the
1890
00:11:21,370 --> 00:11:21,639:
best,
1891
00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:22,269:
Charlie,"
1892
00:11:22,269 --> 00:11:22,419:
I
1893
00:11:22,419 --> 00:11:23,679:
whisper.
1894
00:11:23,679 --> 00:11:23,799:
I
1895
00:11:23,799 --> 00:11:24,039:
kiss
1896
00:11:24,039 --> 00:11:24,159:
his
1897
00:11:24,159 --> 00:11:24,490:
cheek
1898
00:11:24,490 --> 00:11:24,610:
and
1899
00:11:24,610 --> 00:11:24,789:
head
1900
00:11:24,789 --> 00:11:25,240:
upstairs,
1901
00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:25,419:
into
1902
00:11:25,419 --> 00:11:25,570:
my
1903
00:11:25,570 --> 00:11:28,389:
apartment.
One
1904
00:11:28,389 --> 00:11:28,750:
bath
1905
00:11:28,750 --> 00:11:28,870:
and
1906
00:11:28,870 --> 00:11:28,899:
a
1907
00:11:28,899 --> 00:11:29,110:
cup
1908
00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:29,200:
of
1909
00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:29,409:
hot
1910
00:11:29,409 --> 00:11:29,740:
cocoa
1911
00:11:29,740 --> 00:11:29,889:
with
1912
00:11:29,889 --> 00:11:30,309:
peppermint
1913
00:11:30,309 --> 00:11:30,730:
schnapps
1914
00:11:30,730 --> 00:11:31,419:
later,
1915
00:11:31,419 --> 00:11:31,570:
I'm
1916
00:11:31,570 --> 00:11:31,779:
going
1917
00:11:31,779 --> 00:11:31,960:
over
1918
00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:32,110:
my
1919
00:11:32,110 --> 00:11:32,440:
photo
1920
00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:33,309:
album,
1921
00:11:33,309 --> 00:11:33,730:
looking
1922
00:11:33,730 --> 00:11:33,789:
at
1923
00:11:33,789 --> 00:11:34,179:
pictures
1924
00:11:34,179 --> 00:11:34,269:
of
1925
00:11:34,269 --> 00:11:35,590:
Derek.
1926
00:11:35,590 --> 00:11:35,740:
He
1927
00:11:35,740 --> 00:11:35,950:
was
1928
00:11:35,950 --> 00:11:36,460:
wonderfully
1929
00:11:36,460 --> 00:11:37,539:
alive
1930
00:11:37,539 --> 00:11:37,690:
and
1931
00:11:37,690 --> 00:11:37,899:
so
1932
00:11:37,899 --> 00:11:38,860:
fantastically
1933
00:11:38,860 --> 00:11:39,220:
glad
1934
00:11:39,220 --> 00:11:39,340:
to
1935
00:11:39,340 --> 00:11:39,519:
be
1936
00:11:39,519 --> 00:11:39,759:
so
1937
00:11:39,759 --> 00:11:39,909:
that
1938
00:11:39,909 --> 00:11:40,029:
it
1939
00:11:40,029 --> 00:11:40,240:
made
1940
00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:40,419:
me
1941
00:11:40,419 --> 00:11:40,720:
feel
1942
00:11:40,720 --> 00:11:42,159:
alive.
1943
00:11:42,159 --> 00:11:42,460:
Derek
1944
00:11:42,460 --> 00:11:42,610:
was
1945
00:11:42,610 --> 00:11:42,700:
the
1946
00:11:42,700 --> 00:11:42,879:
one
1947
00:11:42,879 --> 00:11:43,029:
who
1948
00:11:43,029 --> 00:11:43,120:
had
1949
00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:43,570:
encouraged
1950
00:11:43,570 --> 00:11:43,659:
me
1951
00:11:43,659 --> 00:11:43,750:
to
1952
00:11:43,750 --> 00:11:44,230:
dance,
1953
00:11:44,230 --> 00:11:44,320:
and
1954
00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:44,379:
the
1955
00:11:44,379 --> 00:11:44,529:
one
1956
00:11:44,529 --> 00:11:44,620:
who
1957
00:11:44,620 --> 00:11:44,799:
made
1958
00:11:44,799 --> 00:11:44,919:
me
1959
00:11:44,919 --> 00:11:45,460:
feel
1960
00:11:45,460 --> 00:11:46,149:
loved,
1961
00:11:46,149 --> 00:11:46,720:
safe,
1962
00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:46,870:
and
1963
00:11:46,870 --> 00:11:47,230:
sexy.
1964
00:11:47,230 --> 00:11:48,519:
I had
1965
00:11:48,519 --> 00:11:48,940:
happily
1966
00:11:48,940 --> 00:11:49,210:
given
1967
00:11:49,210 --> 00:11:49,330:
him
1968
00:11:49,330 --> 00:11:49,480:
my
1969
00:11:49,480 --> 00:11:50,230:
virginity,
1970
00:11:50,230 --> 00:11:50,350:
and
1971
00:11:50,350 --> 00:11:50,499:
he'd
1972
00:11:50,499 --> 00:11:50,799:
always
1973
00:11:50,799 --> 00:11:50,980:
been
1974
00:11:50,980 --> 00:11:51,070:
the
1975
00:11:51,070 --> 00:11:51,399:
best
1976
00:11:51,399 --> 00:11:51,490:
of
1977
00:11:51,490 --> 00:11:52,179:
lovers,
1978
00:11:52,179 --> 00:11:52,990:
caring,
1979
00:11:52,990 --> 00:11:54,070:
careful,
1980
00:11:54,070 --> 00:11:54,850:
compassionate,
1981
00:11:54,850 --> 00:11:54,970:
and
1982
00:11:54,970 --> 00:11:55,120:
as
1983
00:11:55,120 --> 00:11:55,659:
gentle
1984
00:11:55,659 --> 00:11:55,779:
as
1985
00:11:55,779 --> 00:11:55,840:
a
1986
00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:56,200:
soft
1987
00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:56,529:
summer
1988
00:11:56,529 --> 00:11:58,059:
rain.
1989
00:11:58,059 --> 00:11:58,360:
And,
1990
00:11:58,360 --> 00:11:58,480:
in
1991
00:11:58,480 --> 00:11:58,600:
the
1992
00:11:58,600 --> 00:11:59,200:
end,
1993
00:11:59,200 --> 00:11:59,320:
it
1994
00:11:59,320 --> 00:11:59,559:
hadn't
1995
00:11:59,559 --> 00:11:59,799:
been
1996
00:11:59,799 --> 00:12:00,340:
AIDS
1997
00:12:00,340 --> 00:12:00,639:
or
1998
00:12:00,639 --> 00:12:01,360:
gay-bashers
1999
00:12:01,360 --> 00:12:01,480:
that
2000
00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:01,570:
had
2001
00:12:01,570 --> 00:12:01,870:
killed
2002
00:12:01,870 --> 00:12:02,620:
him,
2003
00:12:02,620 --> 00:12:02,799:
but
2004
00:12:02,799 --> 00:12:02,830:
a
2005
00:12:02,830 --> 00:12:03,159:
simple
2006
00:12:03,159 --> 00:12:03,610:
accident
2007
00:12:03,610 --> 00:12:03,759:
with
2008
00:12:03,759 --> 00:12:03,820:
a
2009
00:12:03,820 --> 00:12:04,299:
hit-and-run
2010
00:12:04,299 --> 00:12:05,830:
driver.
2011
00:12:05,830 --> 00:12:05,950:
I
2012
00:12:05,950 --> 00:12:06,309:
trace
2013
00:12:06,309 --> 00:12:06,429:
my
2014
00:12:06,429 --> 00:12:06,879:
fingers
2015
00:12:06,879 --> 00:12:07,029:
over
2016
00:12:07,029 --> 00:12:07,149:
the
2017
00:12:07,149 --> 00:12:07,509:
photo
2018
00:12:07,509 --> 00:12:07,600:
of
2019
00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:07,720:
the
2020
00:12:07,720 --> 00:12:07,899:
two
2021
00:12:07,899 --> 00:12:08,019:
of
2022
00:12:08,019 --> 00:12:08,230:
us
2023
00:12:08,230 --> 00:12:08,500:
at
2024
00:12:08,500 --> 00:12:08,649:
the
2025
00:12:08,649 --> 00:12:09,549:
beach,
2026
00:12:09,549 --> 00:12:09,700:
our
2027
00:12:09,700 --> 00:12:10,059:
first
2028
00:12:10,059 --> 00:12:10,330:
summer
2029
00:12:10,330 --> 00:12:11,500:
together.
2030
00:12:11,500 --> 00:12:12,100:
I'm eighteen
2031
00:12:12,100 --> 00:12:12,220:
in
2032
00:12:12,220 --> 00:12:12,279:
the
2033
00:12:12,279 --> 00:12:12,820:
photo,
2034
00:12:12,820 --> 00:12:12,970:
and
2035
00:12:12,970 --> 00:12:13,269:
Derek
2036
00:12:13,269 --> 00:12:13,389:
is
2037
00:12:13,389 --> 00:12:14,529:
twenty.
2038
00:12:14,529 --> 00:12:14,769:
His
2039
00:12:14,769 --> 00:12:14,980:
right
2040
00:12:14,980 --> 00:12:15,130:
ear
2041
00:12:15,130 --> 00:12:15,310:
is
2042
00:12:15,310 --> 00:12:15,730:
perked,
2043
00:12:15,730 --> 00:12:15,850:
while
2044
00:12:15,850 --> 00:12:15,940:
the
2045
00:12:15,940 --> 00:12:16,179:
left
2046
00:12:16,179 --> 00:12:16,389:
one
2047
00:12:16,389 --> 00:12:16,779:
hangs
2048
00:12:16,779 --> 00:12:16,870:
in
2049
00:12:16,870 --> 00:12:16,960:
the
2050
00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:17,320:
lazy
2051
00:12:17,320 --> 00:12:17,500:
way
2052
00:12:17,500 --> 00:12:17,590:
I
2053
00:12:17,590 --> 00:12:17,799:
loved
2054
00:12:17,799 --> 00:12:18,190:
so
2055
00:12:18,190 --> 00:12:19,450:
well.
2056
00:12:19,450 --> 00:12:19,600:
I
2057
00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:20,080:
trace
2058
00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:20,259:
his
2059
00:12:20,259 --> 00:12:20,679:
handsome
2060
00:12:20,679 --> 00:12:21,100:
husky
2061
00:12:21,100 --> 00:12:22,210:
markings,
2062
00:12:22,210 --> 00:12:22,690:
remembering
2063
00:12:22,690 --> 00:12:23,080:
nights
2064
00:12:23,080 --> 00:12:23,169:
in
2065
00:12:23,169 --> 00:12:23,230:
the
2066
00:12:23,230 --> 00:12:23,620:
sand
2067
00:12:23,620 --> 00:12:23,710:
of
2068
00:12:23,710 --> 00:12:23,830:
the
2069
00:12:23,830 --> 00:12:24,309:
beach,
2070
00:12:24,309 --> 00:12:24,639:
making
2071
00:12:24,639 --> 00:12:25,029:
gentle
2072
00:12:25,029 --> 00:12:25,269:
love
2073
00:12:25,269 --> 00:12:25,450:
under
2074
00:12:25,450 --> 00:12:25,539:
the
2075
00:12:25,539 --> 00:12:27,100:
stars.
2076
00:12:27,100 --> 00:12:27,190:
A
2077
00:12:27,190 --> 00:12:27,610:
droplet
2078
00:12:27,610 --> 00:12:27,700:
of
2079
00:12:27,700 --> 00:12:28,000:
water
2080
00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:28,210:
hits
2081
00:12:28,210 --> 00:12:28,299:
the
2082
00:12:28,299 --> 00:12:28,720:
surface of
2083
00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:28,809:
the
2084
00:12:28,809 --> 00:12:29,259:
photo,
2085
00:12:29,259 --> 00:12:29,379:
and
2086
00:12:29,379 --> 00:12:29,500:
I am
2087
00:12:29,500 --> 00:12:30,009:
surprised
2088
00:12:30,009 --> 00:12:30,070:
to
2089
00:12:30,070 --> 00:12:30,460:
realize
2090
00:12:30,460 --> 00:12:30,610:
that
2091
00:12:30,610 --> 00:12:30,669:
a
2092
00:12:30,669 --> 00:12:31,179:
third
2093
00:12:31,179 --> 00:12:31,570:
tear
2094
00:12:31,570 --> 00:12:31,809:
has
2095
00:12:31,809 --> 00:12:32,139:
managed
2096
00:12:32,139 --> 00:12:32,230:
to
2097
00:12:32,230 --> 00:12:32,620:
escape
2098
00:12:32,620 --> 00:12:32,740:
me
2099
00:12:32,740 --> 00:12:34,690:
tonight.
I
2100
00:12:34,690 --> 00:12:35,139:
clench
2101
00:12:35,139 --> 00:12:35,350:
my
2102
00:12:35,350 --> 00:12:35,649:
eyes
2103
00:12:35,649 --> 00:12:36,009:
tightly
2104
00:12:36,009 --> 00:12:36,429:
closed,
2105
00:12:36,429 --> 00:12:36,789:
forcing
2106
00:12:36,789 --> 00:12:36,940:
my
2107
00:12:36,940 --> 00:12:37,389:
emotions
2108
00:12:37,389 --> 00:12:37,629:
back
2109
00:12:37,629 --> 00:12:37,750:
into
2110
00:12:37,750 --> 00:12:37,899:
their
2111
00:12:37,899 --> 00:12:39,039:
bottle. I
2112
00:12:39,039 --> 00:12:39,250:
do
2113
00:12:39,250 --> 00:12:39,429:
not
2114
00:12:39,429 --> 00:12:39,580:
know
2115
00:12:39,580 --> 00:12:39,730:
why
2116
00:12:39,730 --> 00:12:39,820:
the
2117
00:12:39,820 --> 00:12:40,240:
flowers
2118
00:12:40,240 --> 00:12:40,330:
have
2119
00:12:40,330 --> 00:12:40,480:
hit
2120
00:12:40,480 --> 00:12:40,600:
me
2121
00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:40,809:
so
2122
00:12:40,809 --> 00:12:41,080:
hard
2123
00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:41,409:
tonight,
2124
00:12:41,409 --> 00:12:41,529:
but
2125
00:12:41,529 --> 00:12:41,649:
I
2126
00:12:41,649 --> 00:12:41,830:
am
2127
00:12:41,830 --> 00:12:42,100:
not
2128
00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:42,279:
going
2129
00:12:42,279 --> 00:12:42,429:
to
2130
00:12:42,429 --> 00:12:42,669:
lose
2131
00:12:42,669 --> 00:12:42,730:
a
2132
00:12:42,730 --> 00:12:43,059:
battle
2133
00:12:43,059 --> 00:12:43,149:
I
2134
00:12:43,149 --> 00:12:43,299:
have
2135
00:12:43,299 --> 00:12:43,570:
fought
2136
00:12:43,570 --> 00:12:43,720:
for
2137
00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:43,990:
three
2138
00:12:43,990 --> 00:12:45,250:
years.
2139
00:12:45,250 --> 00:12:45,340:
I
2140
00:12:45,340 --> 00:12:45,490:
go
2141
00:12:45,490 --> 00:12:45,580:
to
2142
00:12:45,580 --> 00:12:45,669:
the
2143
00:12:45,669 --> 00:12:46,450:
bathroom,
2144
00:12:46,450 --> 00:12:46,870:
splash
2145
00:12:46,870 --> 00:12:47,110:
water
2146
00:12:47,110 --> 00:12:47,200:
on
2147
00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:47,320:
my
2148
00:12:47,320 --> 00:12:48,039:
face,
2149
00:12:48,039 --> 00:12:48,190:
and
2150
00:12:48,190 --> 00:12:48,429:
walk
2151
00:12:48,429 --> 00:12:48,730:
towards
2152
00:12:48,730 --> 00:12:48,850:
my
2153
00:12:48,850 --> 00:12:50,799:
bedroom.
On
2154
00:12:50,799 --> 00:12:50,889:
the
2155
00:12:50,889 --> 00:12:51,279:
way,
2156
00:12:51,279 --> 00:12:51,429:
I
2157
00:12:51,429 --> 00:12:51,786:
pass
2158
00:12:51,786 --> 00:12:51,879:
the
2159
00:12:51,879 --> 00:12:52,210:
ballet
2160
00:12:52,210 --> 00:12:52,720:
slippers,
2161
00:12:52,720 --> 00:12:53,049:
hanging
2162
00:12:53,049 --> 00:12:53,259:
from
2163
00:12:53,259 --> 00:12:53,289:
a
2164
00:12:53,289 --> 00:12:53,590:
nail
2165
00:12:53,590 --> 00:12:53,710:
on
2166
00:12:53,710 --> 00:12:53,799:
the
2167
00:12:53,799 --> 00:12:54,159:
wall,
2168
00:12:54,159 --> 00:12:54,460:
tied
2169
00:12:54,460 --> 00:12:54,639:
there
2170
00:12:54,639 --> 00:12:54,820:
by
2171
00:12:54,820 --> 00:12:54,970:
their
2172
00:12:54,970 --> 00:12:56,379:
laces.
2173
00:12:56,379 --> 00:12:56,559:
I
2174
00:12:56,559 --> 00:12:56,979:
caress
2175
00:12:56,979 --> 00:12:57,159:
them,
2176
00:12:57,159 --> 00:12:57,879:
fondly,
2177
00:12:57,879 --> 00:12:58,059:
and
2178
00:12:58,059 --> 00:12:58,480:
slowly
2179
00:12:58,480 --> 00:12:58,899:
unravel
2180
00:12:58,899 --> 00:12:58,990:
the
2181
00:12:58,990 --> 00:12:59,230:
knot
2182
00:12:59,230 --> 00:12:59,379:
that
2183
00:12:59,379 --> 00:12:59,679:
holds
2184
00:12:59,679 --> 00:12:59,830:
them
2185
00:12:59,830 --> 00:12:59,950:
in
2186
00:12:59,950 --> 00:13:01,269:
place.
2187
00:13:01,269 --> 00:13:01,509:
These
2188
00:13:01,509 --> 00:13:01,990:
slippers
2189
00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:02,025:
are
2190
00:13:02,025 --> 00:13:02,139:
the
2191
00:13:02,139 --> 00:13:02,529:
nice,
2192
00:13:02,529 --> 00:13:03,159:
professional
2193
00:13:03,159 --> 00:13:03,460:
ones
2194
00:13:03,460 --> 00:13:03,580:
that
2195
00:13:03,580 --> 00:13:03,700:
my
2196
00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:04,059:
father
2197
00:13:04,059 --> 00:13:04,299:
bought
2198
00:13:04,299 --> 00:13:04,389:
me
2199
00:13:04,389 --> 00:13:04,539:
for
2200
00:13:04,539 --> 00:13:04,659:
my
2201
00:13:04,659 --> 00:13:05,049:
first
2202
00:13:05,049 --> 00:13:05,259:
big
2203
00:13:05,259 --> 00:13:05,409:
high
2204
00:13:05,409 --> 00:13:05,649:
school
2205
00:13:05,649 --> 00:13:06,909:
recital.
2206
00:13:06,909 --> 00:13:07,299:
Magic
2207
00:13:07,299 --> 00:13:07,750:
slippers,
2208
00:13:07,750 --> 00:13:07,840:
he
2209
00:13:07,840 --> 00:13:08,139:
told
2210
00:13:08,139 --> 00:13:08,740:
me,
2211
00:13:08,740 --> 00:13:08,919:
that
2212
00:13:08,919 --> 00:13:09,039:
would
2213
00:13:09,039 --> 00:13:09,190:
make
2214
00:13:09,190 --> 00:13:09,370:
sure
2215
00:13:09,370 --> 00:13:09,429:
I
2216
00:13:09,429 --> 00:13:09,669:
didn't
2217
00:13:09,669 --> 00:13:09,909:
miss
2218
00:13:09,909 --> 00:13:10,059:
any
2219
00:13:10,059 --> 00:13:11,500:
steps.
2220
00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:11,649:
They
2221
00:13:11,649 --> 00:13:12,009:
cost
2222
00:13:12,009 --> 00:13:12,067:
him
2223
00:13:12,067 --> 00:13:12,159:
a
2224
00:13:12,159 --> 00:13:12,340:
good
2225
00:13:12,340 --> 00:13:12,610:
chunk
2226
00:13:12,610 --> 00:13:12,700:
of
2227
00:13:12,700 --> 00:13:13,389:
money,
2228
00:13:13,389 --> 00:13:13,509:
but
2229
00:13:13,509 --> 00:13:13,600:
he
2230
00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:13,870:
always
2231
00:13:13,870 --> 00:13:14,139:
told
2232
00:13:14,139 --> 00:13:14,259:
me
2233
00:13:14,259 --> 00:13:14,350:
the
2234
00:13:14,350 --> 00:13:14,710:
smile
2235
00:13:14,710 --> 00:13:14,799:
on
2236
00:13:14,799 --> 00:13:14,919:
my
2237
00:13:14,919 --> 00:13:15,429:
face
2238
00:13:15,429 --> 00:13:15,610:
when
2239
00:13:15,610 --> 00:13:15,700:
I
2240
00:13:15,700 --> 00:13:16,000:
saw
2241
00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:16,179:
them
2242
00:13:16,179 --> 00:13:16,360:
was
2243
00:13:16,360 --> 00:13:16,539:
more
2244
00:13:16,539 --> 00:13:16,690:
than
2245
00:13:16,690 --> 00:13:17,169:
repayment
2246
00:13:17,169 --> 00:13:18,490:
enough.
2247
00:13:18,490 --> 00:13:18,730:
That
2248
00:13:18,730 --> 00:13:19,090:
smile
2249
00:13:19,090 --> 00:13:19,539:
lasted
2250
00:13:19,539 --> 00:13:19,779:
all
2251
00:13:19,779 --> 00:13:19,990:
through
2252
00:13:19,990 --> 00:13:20,110:
the
2253
00:13:20,110 --> 00:13:20,590:
recital
2254
00:13:20,590 --> 00:13:20,679:
and
2255
00:13:20,679 --> 00:13:20,830:
for
2256
00:13:20,830 --> 00:13:21,250:
days
2257
00:13:21,250 --> 00:13:23,139:
afterwards.
2258
00:13:23,139 --> 00:13:23,259:
I
2259
00:13:23,259 --> 00:13:23,590:
lost
2260
00:13:23,590 --> 00:13:23,769:
that
2261
00:13:23,769 --> 00:13:24,130:
smile
2262
00:13:24,130 --> 00:13:24,250:
when
2263
00:13:24,250 --> 00:13:24,309:
I
2264
00:13:24,309 --> 00:13:24,519:
had
2265
00:13:24,519 --> 00:13:24,610:
to
2266
00:13:24,610 --> 00:13:24,820:
leave
2267
00:13:24,820 --> 00:13:25,059:
home
2268
00:13:25,059 --> 00:13:25,299:
after
2269
00:13:25,299 --> 00:13:25,419:
my
2270
00:13:25,419 --> 00:13:25,720:
father
2271
00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:26,019:
found
2272
00:13:26,019 --> 00:13:26,139:
out
2273
00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:26,230:
I
2274
00:13:26,230 --> 00:13:26,470:
was
2275
00:13:26,470 --> 00:13:27,580:
gay,
2276
00:13:27,580 --> 00:13:27,700:
but
2277
00:13:27,700 --> 00:13:27,759:
I
2278
00:13:27,759 --> 00:13:27,970:
kept
2279
00:13:27,970 --> 00:13:28,059:
the
2280
00:13:28,059 --> 00:13:29,830:
shoes.
2281
00:13:29,830 --> 00:13:30,159:
Derek
2282
00:13:30,159 --> 00:13:30,370:
gave
2283
00:13:30,370 --> 00:13:30,490:
me
2284
00:13:30,490 --> 00:13:30,730:
back
2285
00:13:30,730 --> 00:13:30,909:
that
2286
00:13:30,909 --> 00:13:31,210:
smile,
2287
00:13:31,210 --> 00:13:31,539:
years
2288
00:13:31,539 --> 00:13:31,840:
later,
2289
00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:31,990:
but
2290
00:13:31,990 --> 00:13:32,049:
I
2291
00:13:32,049 --> 00:13:32,379:
lost
2292
00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:32,500:
it
2293
00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:32,710:
again
2294
00:13:32,710 --> 00:13:32,889:
when
2295
00:13:32,889 --> 00:13:32,980:
he
2296
00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:34,509:
died.
2297
00:13:34,509 --> 00:13:34,539:
I
2298
00:13:34,539 --> 00:13:34,690:
don't
2299
00:13:34,690 --> 00:13:34,809:
know
2300
00:13:34,809 --> 00:13:34,960:
if
2301
00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:35,080:
I will
2302
00:13:35,080 --> 00:13:35,259:
ever
2303
00:13:35,259 --> 00:13:35,529:
find
2304
00:13:35,529 --> 00:13:35,620:
it
2305
00:13:35,620 --> 00:13:37,659:
again.
I
2306
00:13:37,659 --> 00:13:37,990:
think
2307
00:13:37,990 --> 00:13:38,259:
back
2308
00:13:38,259 --> 00:13:38,347:
on
2309
00:13:38,347 --> 00:13:38,470:
my
2310
00:13:38,470 --> 00:13:38,889:
father,
2311
00:13:38,889 --> 00:13:39,039:
as
2312
00:13:39,039 --> 00:13:39,129:
I
2313
00:13:39,129 --> 00:13:39,484:
carry
2314
00:13:39,484 --> 00:13:39,580:
the
2315
00:13:39,580 --> 00:13:39,970:
shoes
2316
00:13:39,970 --> 00:13:40,090:
to
2317
00:13:40,090 --> 00:13:40,179:
the
2318
00:13:40,179 --> 00:13:40,419:
chair
2319
00:13:40,419 --> 00:13:40,539:
by
2320
00:13:40,539 --> 00:13:40,629:
the
2321
00:13:40,629 --> 00:13:41,830:
table.
2322
00:13:41,830 --> 00:13:41,889:
I
2323
00:13:41,889 --> 00:13:42,159:
haven't
2324
00:13:42,159 --> 00:13:42,399:
seen
2325
00:13:42,399 --> 00:13:42,490:
him
2326
00:13:42,490 --> 00:13:42,610:
in
2327
00:13:42,610 --> 00:13:42,909:
six
2328
00:13:42,909 --> 00:13:43,509:
years,
2329
00:13:43,509 --> 00:13:43,610:
and
2330
00:13:43,610 --> 00:13:43,690:
I
2331
00:13:43,690 --> 00:13:43,960:
wonder
2332
00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:44,080:
if
2333
00:13:44,080 --> 00:13:44,200:
he is
2334
00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:44,440:
still
2335
00:13:44,440 --> 00:13:45,850:
alive.
2336
00:13:45,850 --> 00:13:45,879:
I
2337
00:13:45,879 --> 00:13:46,059:
hope
2338
00:13:46,059 --> 00:13:46,210:
to
2339
00:13:46,210 --> 00:13:46,600:
God
2340
00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:46,690:
he
2341
00:13:46,690 --> 00:13:46,899:
never
2342
00:13:46,899 --> 00:13:47,200:
sees
2343
00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:47,320:
what
2344
00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:47,529:
those
2345
00:13:47,529 --> 00:13:47,889:
ballet
2346
00:13:47,889 --> 00:13:48,399:
lessons
2347
00:13:48,399 --> 00:13:48,519:
he
2348
00:13:48,519 --> 00:13:48,789:
paid
2349
00:13:48,789 --> 00:13:49,179:
for
2350
00:13:49,179 --> 00:13:49,330:
have
2351
00:13:49,330 --> 00:13:49,570:
come
2352
00:13:49,570 --> 00:13:50,500:
to;
2353
00:13:50,500 --> 00:13:50,590:
I
2354
00:13:50,590 --> 00:13:50,830:
think
2355
00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:50,889:
it
2356
00:13:50,889 --> 00:13:51,039:
would
2357
00:13:51,039 --> 00:13:51,279:
kill
2358
00:13:51,279 --> 00:13:52,629:
him.
2359
00:13:52,629 --> 00:13:52,720:
I
2360
00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:53,019:
hated
2361
00:13:53,019 --> 00:13:53,139:
my
2362
00:13:53,139 --> 00:13:53,470:
father
2363
00:13:53,470 --> 00:13:53,590:
for
2364
00:13:53,590 --> 00:13:53,919:
throwing
2365
00:13:53,919 --> 00:13:54,009:
me
2366
00:13:54,009 --> 00:13:54,129:
out
2367
00:13:54,129 --> 00:13:54,190:
of
2368
00:13:54,190 --> 00:13:54,279:
the
2369
00:13:54,279 --> 00:13:54,580:
house,
2370
00:13:54,580 --> 00:13:54,850:
years
2371
00:13:54,850 --> 00:13:55,120:
ago,
2372
00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:55,240:
but
2373
00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:55,299:
I
2374
00:13:55,299 --> 00:13:55,600:
can't
2375
00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:55,779:
hate
2376
00:13:55,779 --> 00:13:55,870:
him
2377
00:13:55,870 --> 00:13:57,039:
any more.
2378
00:13:57,039 --> 00:13:57,190:
If
2379
00:13:57,190 --> 00:13:57,279:
he
2380
00:13:57,279 --> 00:13:57,909:
hadn't,
2381
00:13:57,909 --> 00:13:58,419:
I
2382
00:13:58,419 --> 00:13:58,690:
never
2383
00:13:58,690 --> 00:13:58,899:
would've
2384
00:13:58,899 --> 00:13:59,139:
met
2385
00:13:59,139 --> 00:14:00,370:
Derek.
2386
00:14:00,370 --> 00:14:00,460:
I
2387
00:14:00,460 --> 00:14:00,639:
was
2388
00:14:00,639 --> 00:14:01,330:
starving,
2389
00:14:01,330 --> 00:14:01,960:
scared,
2390
00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:02,080:
and
2391
00:14:02,080 --> 00:14:02,559:
homeless,
2392
00:14:02,559 --> 00:14:02,710:
but
2393
00:14:02,710 --> 00:14:02,799:
he
2394
00:14:02,799 --> 00:14:03,039:
took
2395
00:14:03,039 --> 00:14:03,159:
me
2396
00:14:03,159 --> 00:14:03,279:
in
2397
00:14:03,279 --> 00:14:03,370:
and
2398
00:14:03,370 --> 00:14:03,580:
saw
2399
00:14:03,580 --> 00:14:03,970:
something
2400
00:14:03,970 --> 00:14:04,179:
deep
2401
00:14:04,179 --> 00:14:04,570:
inside
2402
00:14:04,570 --> 00:14:06,429:
me. "Home
2403
00:14:06,429 --> 00:14:06,549:
is
2404
00:14:06,549 --> 00:14:06,700:
where
2405
00:14:06,700 --> 00:14:06,789:
the
2406
00:14:06,789 --> 00:14:07,059:
heart
2407
00:14:07,059 --> 00:14:07,240:
is,"
2408
00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:07,539:
Derek
2409
00:14:07,539 --> 00:14:07,720:
told
2410
00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:07,840:
me
2411
00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:08,080:
one
2412
00:14:08,080 --> 00:14:08,710:
night,
2413
00:14:08,710 --> 00:14:09,129:
holding
2414
00:14:09,129 --> 00:14:09,279:
me
2415
00:14:09,279 --> 00:14:09,429:
when
2416
00:14:09,429 --> 00:14:09,490:
I
2417
00:14:09,490 --> 00:14:09,759:
woke
2418
00:14:09,759 --> 00:14:09,879:
up
2419
00:14:09,879 --> 00:14:10,269:
crying
2420
00:14:10,269 --> 00:14:10,360:
and
2421
00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:11,769:
homesick.
2422
00:14:11,769 --> 00:14:11,919:
My
2423
00:14:11,919 --> 00:14:12,159:
heart
2424
00:14:12,159 --> 00:14:12,220:
is
2425
00:14:12,220 --> 00:14:12,429:
still
2426
00:14:12,429 --> 00:14:12,580:
with
2427
00:14:12,580 --> 00:14:13,330:
Derek,
2428
00:14:13,330 --> 00:14:13,480:
but
2429
00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:13,539:
I
2430
00:14:13,539 --> 00:14:13,803:
cannot
2431
00:14:13,803 --> 00:14:13,929:
go
2432
00:14:13,929 --> 00:14:14,139:
home
2433
00:14:14,139 --> 00:14:15,820:
again.
2434
00:14:15,820 --> 00:14:15,909:
I
2435
00:14:15,909 --> 00:14:16,180:
try
2436
00:14:16,180 --> 00:14:16,269:
the
2437
00:14:16,269 --> 00:14:16,629:
shoes
2438
00:14:16,629 --> 00:14:16,840:
on,
2439
00:14:16,840 --> 00:14:16,990:
and
2440
00:14:16,990 --> 00:14:17,086:
I am
2441
00:14:17,086 --> 00:14:17,529:
surprised
2442
00:14:17,529 --> 00:14:17,590:
to
2443
00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:17,830:
find
2444
00:14:17,830 --> 00:14:17,919:
that they
2445
00:14:17,919 --> 00:14:18,190:
still
2446
00:14:18,190 --> 00:14:19,330:
fit.
2447
00:14:19,330 --> 00:14:19,450:
I
2448
00:14:19,450 --> 00:14:19,870:
stand
2449
00:14:19,870 --> 00:14:19,990:
and
2450
00:14:19,990 --> 00:14:20,320:
touch
2451
00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:20,679:
Derek's
2452
00:14:20,679 --> 00:14:21,100:
photo
2453
00:14:21,100 --> 00:14:21,370:
one
2454
00:14:21,370 --> 00:14:21,669:
last
2455
00:14:21,669 --> 00:14:22,960:
time.
2456
00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:23,049:
I
2457
00:14:23,049 --> 00:14:23,409:
click
2458
00:14:23,409 --> 00:14:23,500:
the
2459
00:14:23,500 --> 00:14:23,799:
heels
2460
00:14:23,799 --> 00:14:23,860:
of
2461
00:14:23,860 --> 00:14:23,980:
my
2462
00:14:23,980 --> 00:14:24,279:
magic
2463
00:14:24,279 --> 00:14:24,700:
slippers
2464
00:14:24,700 --> 00:14:25,029:
together,
2465
00:14:25,029 --> 00:14:25,299:
three
2466
00:14:25,299 --> 00:14:25,720:
times,
2467
00:14:25,720 --> 00:14:25,809:
and
2468
00:14:25,809 --> 00:14:27,399:
whisper, "There's
2469
00:14:27,399 --> 00:14:27,580:
no
2470
00:14:27,580 --> 00:14:27,850:
place
2471
00:14:27,850 --> 00:14:28,059:
like
2472
00:14:28,059 --> 00:14:29,740:
home."
2473
00:14:29,740 --> 00:14:29,799:
I
2474
00:14:29,799 --> 00:14:30,100:
shut
2475
00:14:30,100 --> 00:14:30,190:
the
2476
00:14:30,190 --> 00:14:31,299:
lights,
2477
00:14:31,299 --> 00:14:31,573:
walk
2478
00:14:31,573 --> 00:14:31,659:
to
2479
00:14:31,659 --> 00:14:31,809:
my
2480
00:14:31,809 --> 00:14:32,169:
bedroom,
2481
00:14:32,169 --> 00:14:32,259:
and
2482
00:14:32,259 --> 00:14:32,470:
lie
2483
00:14:32,470 --> 00:14:32,950:
down,
2484
00:14:32,950 --> 00:14:33,070:
the
2485
00:14:33,070 --> 00:14:33,753:
slippers
2486
00:14:33,753 --> 00:14:34,000:
still
2487
00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:34,330:
snug
2488
00:14:34,330 --> 00:14:34,389:
on
2489
00:14:34,389 --> 00:14:34,509:
my
2490
00:14:34,509 --> 00:14:35,919:
paws.
2491
00:14:35,919 --> 00:14:36,159:
This
2492
00:14:36,159 --> 00:14:36,460:
time,
2493
00:14:36,460 --> 00:14:36,610:
when
2494
00:14:36,610 --> 00:14:36,669:
the
2495
00:14:36,669 --> 00:14:37,000:
tears
2496
00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:37,480:
come,
2497
00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:37,697:
they are a
2498
00:14:37,697 --> 00:14:38,529:
flood,
2499
00:14:38,529 --> 00:14:38,769:
and I
2500
00:14:38,769 --> 00:14:38,950:
do
2501
00:14:38,950 --> 00:14:39,159:
not
2502
00:14:39,159 --> 00:14:39,370:
try
2503
00:14:39,370 --> 00:14:39,460:
to
2504
00:14:39,460 --> 00:14:39,789:
stop
2505
00:14:39,789 --> 00:14:42,429:
them.
The
2506
00:14:42,429 --> 00:14:42,669:
next
2507
00:14:42,669 --> 00:14:42,879:
night,
2508
00:14:42,879 --> 00:14:42,970:
I
2509
00:14:42,970 --> 00:14:43,299:
dance
2510
00:14:43,299 --> 00:14:43,809:
again,
2511
00:14:43,809 --> 00:14:43,929:
and
2512
00:14:43,929 --> 00:14:44,049:
my
2513
00:14:44,049 --> 00:14:44,320:
heart
2514
00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:44,470:
has
2515
00:14:44,470 --> 00:14:44,620:
been
2516
00:14:44,620 --> 00:14:45,129:
carefully
2517
00:14:45,129 --> 00:14:45,460:
emptied
2518
00:14:45,460 --> 00:14:45,519:
of
2519
00:14:45,519 --> 00:14:45,940:
tears
2520
00:14:45,940 --> 00:14:46,059:
where
2521
00:14:46,059 --> 00:14:46,210:
no
2522
00:14:46,210 --> 00:14:46,299:
one
2523
00:14:46,299 --> 00:14:46,480:
else
2524
00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:46,629:
can
2525
00:14:46,629 --> 00:14:47,740:
see.
2526
00:14:47,740 --> 00:14:47,830:
I
2527
00:14:47,830 --> 00:14:48,009:
can
2528
00:14:48,009 --> 00:14:48,279:
feel
2529
00:14:48,279 --> 00:14:48,370:
it
2530
00:14:48,370 --> 00:14:48,759:
rising
2531
00:14:48,759 --> 00:14:48,970:
off
2532
00:14:48,970 --> 00:14:49,059:
of
2533
00:14:49,059 --> 00:14:49,210:
my
2534
00:14:49,210 --> 00:14:49,815:
chestfur,
2535
00:14:49,815 --> 00:14:50,019:
then
2536
00:14:50,019 --> 00:14:50,409:
falling
2537
00:14:50,409 --> 00:14:50,649:
back
2538
00:14:50,649 --> 00:14:50,799:
to
2539
00:14:50,799 --> 00:14:51,399:
it,
2540
00:14:51,399 --> 00:14:52,000:
rhythmically
2541
00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:52,600:
slapping
2542
00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:52,929:
around
2543
00:14:52,929 --> 00:14:53,049:
as
2544
00:14:53,049 --> 00:14:53,169:
I
2545
00:14:53,169 --> 00:14:54,009:
dance.
2546
00:14:54,009 --> 00:14:54,100:
I
2547
00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:54,250:
do
2548
00:14:54,250 --> 00:14:54,490:
not
2549
00:14:54,490 --> 00:14:54,669:
miss
2550
00:14:54,669 --> 00:14:54,730:
a
2551
00:14:54,730 --> 00:14:55,210:
step,
2552
00:14:55,210 --> 00:14:55,389:
but
2553
00:14:55,389 --> 00:14:55,570:
my
2554
00:14:55,570 --> 00:14:55,929:
heart
2555
00:14:55,929 --> 00:14:56,049:
and
2556
00:14:56,049 --> 00:14:56,379:
mind
2557
00:14:56,379 --> 00:14:56,470:
are
2558
00:14:56,470 --> 00:14:56,830:
still
2559
00:14:56,830 --> 00:14:57,039:
with
2560
00:14:57,039 --> 00:14:57,789:
Derek,
2561
00:14:57,789 --> 00:14:58,269:
remembering
2562
00:14:58,269 --> 00:14:58,360:
the
2563
00:14:58,360 --> 00:14:58,690:
shine
2564
00:14:58,690 --> 00:14:58,779:
in
2565
00:14:58,779 --> 00:14:58,960:
his
2566
00:14:58,960 --> 00:14:59,230:
eyes
2567
00:14:59,230 --> 00:14:59,379:
when
2568
00:14:59,379 --> 00:14:59,440:
he
2569
00:14:59,440 --> 00:14:59,679:
gave
2570
00:14:59,679 --> 00:14:59,830:
me
2571
00:14:59,830 --> 00:14:59,919:
the
2572
00:14:59,919 --> 00:15:00,669:
heart,
2573
00:15:00,669 --> 00:15:01,059:
asking
2574
00:15:01,059 --> 00:15:01,179:
me
2575
00:15:01,179 --> 00:15:01,389:
to
2576
00:15:01,389 --> 00:15:01,509:
stay
2577
00:15:01,509 --> 00:15:01,659:
with
2578
00:15:01,659 --> 00:15:01,779:
him
2579
00:15:01,779 --> 00:15:03,279:
forever.
2580
00:15:03,279 --> 00:15:03,429:
I
2581
00:15:03,429 --> 00:15:03,820:
remember
2582
00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:03,970:
his
2583
00:15:03,970 --> 00:15:04,240:
eyes
2584
00:15:04,240 --> 00:15:04,480:
being
2585
00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:04,629:
as
2586
00:15:04,629 --> 00:15:04,960:
clear
2587
00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:05,080:
as
2588
00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:05,169:
the
2589
00:15:05,169 --> 00:15:05,500:
glass
2590
00:15:05,500 --> 00:15:05,740:
heart
2591
00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:05,860:
he
2592
00:15:05,860 --> 00:15:06,159:
gave
2593
00:15:06,159 --> 00:15:06,669:
me,
2594
00:15:06,669 --> 00:15:06,820:
that
2595
00:15:06,820 --> 00:15:06,879:
he
2596
00:15:06,879 --> 00:15:07,090:
put
2597
00:15:07,090 --> 00:15:07,299:
around
2598
00:15:07,299 --> 00:15:07,389:
my
2599
00:15:07,389 --> 00:15:07,600:
neck
2600
00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,009:
himself.
2601
00:15:09,009 --> 00:15:09,129:
I
2602
00:15:09,129 --> 00:15:09,490:
remember
2603
00:15:09,490 --> 00:15:09,700:
how
2604
00:15:09,700 --> 00:15:09,789:
he
2605
00:15:09,789 --> 00:15:10,149:
watched
2606
00:15:10,149 --> 00:15:10,299:
me
2607
00:15:10,299 --> 00:15:10,450:
when
2608
00:15:10,450 --> 00:15:10,539:
I
2609
00:15:10,539 --> 00:15:11,080:
danced,
2610
00:15:11,080 --> 00:15:11,350:
not
2611
00:15:11,350 --> 00:15:11,740:
lusting
2612
00:15:11,740 --> 00:15:11,889:
for
2613
00:15:11,889 --> 00:15:12,070:
me,
2614
00:15:12,070 --> 00:15:12,220:
but
2615
00:15:12,220 --> 00:15:12,429:
just
2616
00:15:12,429 --> 00:15:12,730:
loving
2617
00:15:12,730 --> 00:15:13,779:
me.
2618
00:15:13,779 --> 00:15:13,870:
I
2619
00:15:13,870 --> 00:15:14,440:
struggle
2620
00:15:14,440 --> 00:15:14,529:
to
2621
00:15:14,529 --> 00:15:14,710:
keep
2622
00:15:14,710 --> 00:15:14,860:
my
2623
00:15:14,860 --> 00:15:15,100:
heart
2624
00:15:15,100 --> 00:15:15,399:
empty,
2625
00:15:15,399 --> 00:15:15,549:
but
2626
00:15:15,549 --> 00:15:15,820:
Derek
2627
00:15:15,820 --> 00:15:16,059:
keeps
2628
00:15:16,059 --> 00:15:16,509:
slipping
2629
00:15:16,509 --> 00:15:16,750:
into
2630
00:15:16,750 --> 00:15:16,899:
it,
2631
00:15:16,899 --> 00:15:17,169:
making
2632
00:15:17,169 --> 00:15:17,379:
me
2633
00:15:17,379 --> 00:15:17,590:
ache
2634
00:15:17,590 --> 00:15:19,269:
inside.
2635
00:15:19,269 --> 00:15:19,419:
But
2636
00:15:19,419 --> 00:15:19,570:
I am
2637
00:15:19,570 --> 00:15:19,629:
a
2638
00:15:19,629 --> 00:15:20,679:
professional,
2639
00:15:20,679 --> 00:15:20,799:
and
2640
00:15:20,799 --> 00:15:20,950:
when
2641
00:15:20,950 --> 00:15:21,009:
I
2642
00:15:21,009 --> 00:15:21,374:
dance,
2643
00:15:21,374 --> 00:15:21,549:
I
2644
00:15:21,549 --> 00:15:21,669:
keep
2645
00:15:21,669 --> 00:15:21,789:
my
2646
00:15:21,789 --> 00:15:22,059:
feet
2647
00:15:22,059 --> 00:15:23,019:
light.
2648
00:15:23,019 --> 00:15:23,165:
I
2649
00:15:23,165 --> 00:15:23,470:
dance
2650
00:15:23,470 --> 00:15:23,620:
for
2651
00:15:23,620 --> 00:15:24,009:
Derek,
2652
00:15:24,009 --> 00:15:24,279:
even
2653
00:15:24,279 --> 00:15:24,429:
as
2654
00:15:24,429 --> 00:15:24,519:
the
2655
00:15:24,519 --> 00:15:24,820:
pain
2656
00:15:24,820 --> 00:15:24,909:
of
2657
00:15:24,909 --> 00:15:25,059:
him
2658
00:15:25,059 --> 00:15:25,690:
slashes
2659
00:15:25,690 --> 00:15:25,779:
at
2660
00:15:25,779 --> 00:15:25,899:
my
2661
00:15:25,899 --> 00:15:27,850:
soul.
I
2662
00:15:27,850 --> 00:15:28,299:
leave
2663
00:15:28,299 --> 00:15:28,389:
the
2664
00:15:28,389 --> 00:15:28,809:
stage
2665
00:15:28,809 --> 00:15:28,960:
when
2666
00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:29,049:
the
2667
00:15:29,049 --> 00:15:29,350:
lights
2668
00:15:29,350 --> 00:15:29,721:
release
2669
00:15:29,721 --> 00:15:29,860:
me,
2670
00:15:29,860 --> 00:15:29,980:
and
2671
00:15:29,980 --> 00:15:30,129:
this
2672
00:15:30,129 --> 00:15:30,340:
time
2673
00:15:30,340 --> 00:15:30,429:
I
2674
00:15:30,429 --> 00:15:30,730:
pull
2675
00:15:30,730 --> 00:15:30,879:
my
2676
00:15:30,879 --> 00:15:31,120:
wrist
2677
00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:31,240:
out
2678
00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:31,330:
of
2679
00:15:31,330 --> 00:15:31,779:
Louis'
2680
00:15:31,779 --> 00:15:32,139:
grasp
2681
00:15:32,139 --> 00:15:32,409:
before
2682
00:15:32,409 --> 00:15:32,470:
he
2683
00:15:32,470 --> 00:15:32,620:
can
2684
00:15:32,620 --> 00:15:32,950:
tighten
2685
00:15:32,950 --> 00:15:33,639:
it.
2686
00:15:33,639 --> 00:15:33,759:
I
2687
00:15:33,759 --> 00:15:33,940:
don't
2688
00:15:33,940 --> 00:15:34,090:
want
2689
00:15:34,090 --> 00:15:34,149:
to
2690
00:15:34,149 --> 00:15:34,299:
see
2691
00:15:34,299 --> 00:15:34,629:
anyone
2692
00:15:34,629 --> 00:15:35,019:
tonight,
2693
00:15:35,019 --> 00:15:35,169:
and
2694
00:15:35,169 --> 00:15:35,230:
I
2695
00:15:35,230 --> 00:15:35,500:
don't
2696
00:15:35,500 --> 00:15:35,649:
want
2697
00:15:35,649 --> 00:15:35,710:
to
2698
00:15:35,710 --> 00:15:35,830:
be
2699
00:15:35,830 --> 00:15:36,700:
applauded.
2700
00:15:36,700 --> 00:15:36,789:
I
2701
00:15:36,789 --> 00:15:37,029:
just
2702
00:15:37,029 --> 00:15:37,210:
want
2703
00:15:37,210 --> 00:15:37,269:
to
2704
00:15:37,269 --> 00:15:37,330:
be
2705
00:15:37,330 --> 00:15:37,629:
left
2706
00:15:37,629 --> 00:15:38,769:
alone.
2707
00:15:38,769 --> 00:15:39,220:
Louis
2708
00:15:39,220 --> 00:15:39,490:
comes
2709
00:15:39,490 --> 00:15:39,669:
back
2710
00:15:39,669 --> 00:15:39,759:
to
2711
00:15:39,759 --> 00:15:39,879:
my
2712
00:15:39,879 --> 00:15:40,269:
dressing
2713
00:15:40,269 --> 00:15:40,450:
room,
2714
00:15:40,450 --> 00:15:40,539:
and
2715
00:15:40,539 --> 00:15:40,659:
he
2716
00:15:40,659 --> 00:15:41,139:
talks
2717
00:15:41,139 --> 00:15:41,409:
at
2718
00:15:41,409 --> 00:15:41,769:
me.
2719
00:15:41,769 --> 00:15:41,919:
I'm
2720
00:15:41,919 --> 00:15:42,159:
not
2721
00:15:42,159 --> 00:15:42,519:
hearing
2722
00:15:42,519 --> 00:15:42,700:
his
2723
00:15:42,700 --> 00:15:43,120:
words,
2724
00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:43,240:
but
2725
00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:43,299:
I
2726
00:15:43,299 --> 00:15:43,419:
can
2727
00:15:43,419 --> 00:15:43,600:
tell
2728
00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:43,779:
he's
2729
00:15:43,779 --> 00:15:44,950:
upset.
2730
00:15:44,950 --> 00:15:45,039:
I
2731
00:15:45,039 --> 00:15:45,669:
stare
2732
00:15:45,669 --> 00:15:46,090:
numbly
2733
00:15:46,090 --> 00:15:46,179:
at
2734
00:15:46,179 --> 00:15:46,269:
the
2735
00:15:46,269 --> 00:15:46,690:
stranger
2736
00:15:46,690 --> 00:15:46,779:
in
2737
00:15:46,779 --> 00:15:46,870:
the
2738
00:15:46,870 --> 00:15:47,230:
mirror,
2739
00:15:47,230 --> 00:15:47,710:
wishing
2740
00:15:47,710 --> 00:15:48,009:
Louis
2741
00:15:48,009 --> 00:15:48,159:
would
2742
00:15:48,159 --> 00:15:48,370:
just
2743
00:15:48,370 --> 00:15:48,669:
stop
2744
00:15:48,669 --> 00:15:49,149:
talking
2745
00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:49,269:
and
2746
00:15:49,269 --> 00:15:49,480:
go
2747
00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:51,220:
away.
2748
00:15:51,220 --> 00:15:51,730:
Suddenly
2749
00:15:51,730 --> 00:15:51,850:
his
2750
00:15:51,850 --> 00:15:52,090:
hand
2751
00:15:52,090 --> 00:15:52,389:
touches
2752
00:15:52,389 --> 00:15:52,539:
my
2753
00:15:52,539 --> 00:15:53,799:
shoulder. "You
2754
00:15:53,799 --> 00:15:54,429:
okay?"
2755
00:15:54,429 --> 00:15:55,179:
he asks. "You
2756
00:15:55,179 --> 00:15:55,360:
look
2757
00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:55,629:
sort of
2758
00:15:55,629 --> 00:15:57,250:
sick..."
I
2759
00:15:57,250 --> 00:15:57,549:
reach
2760
00:15:57,549 --> 00:15:57,759:
up
2761
00:15:57,759 --> 00:15:57,850:
and
2762
00:15:57,850 --> 00:15:58,120:
pat
2763
00:15:58,120 --> 00:15:58,240:
his
2764
00:15:58,240 --> 00:15:59,350:
hand. "I'm
2765
00:15:59,350 --> 00:15:59,649:
okay,"
2766
00:15:59,649 --> 00:15:59,710:
I
2767
00:15:59,710 --> 00:15:59,980:
tell
2768
00:15:59,980 --> 00:16:00,669:
him. "I
2769
00:16:00,669 --> 00:16:00,970:
just
2770
00:16:00,970 --> 00:16:01,120:
had
2771
00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:01,179:
a
2772
00:16:01,179 --> 00:16:01,419:
bad
2773
00:16:01,419 --> 00:16:01,600:
night
2774
00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:01,870:
last
2775
00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:02,049:
night
2776
00:16:02,049 --> 00:16:02,200:
is
2777
00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:03,340:
all."
"A
2778
00:16:03,340 --> 00:16:03,850:
bad...?"
2779
00:16:03,850 --> 00:16:03,970:
he
2780
00:16:03,970 --> 00:16:04,450:
begins,
2781
00:16:04,450 --> 00:16:04,569:
but
2782
00:16:04,569 --> 00:16:04,929:
Charlie's
2783
00:16:04,929 --> 00:16:05,169:
knock
2784
00:16:05,169 --> 00:16:05,529:
stops
2785
00:16:05,529 --> 00:16:07,120:
him.
"More
2786
00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:07,720:
flowers,"
2787
00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:07,809:
he
2788
00:16:07,809 --> 00:16:08,409:
says, "but
2789
00:16:08,409 --> 00:16:08,590:
this
2790
00:16:08,590 --> 00:16:08,830:
time,
2791
00:16:08,830 --> 00:16:08,950:
there
2792
00:16:08,950 --> 00:16:09,070:
was
2793
00:16:09,070 --> 00:16:09,340:
someone
2794
00:16:09,340 --> 00:16:09,730:
attached
2795
00:16:09,730 --> 00:16:09,789:
to
2796
00:16:09,789 --> 00:16:10,629:
them.
2797
00:16:10,629 --> 00:16:10,899:
He
2798
00:16:10,899 --> 00:16:11,289:
asked
2799
00:16:11,289 --> 00:16:11,409:
me
2800
00:16:11,409 --> 00:16:11,500:
to
2801
00:16:11,500 --> 00:16:11,679:
give
2802
00:16:11,679 --> 00:16:11,830:
them
2803
00:16:11,830 --> 00:16:11,950:
to
2804
00:16:11,950 --> 00:16:12,129:
you,
2805
00:16:12,129 --> 00:16:12,279:
but
2806
00:16:12,279 --> 00:16:12,370:
he
2807
00:16:12,370 --> 00:16:12,669:
wouldn't
2808
00:16:12,669 --> 00:16:12,850:
give
2809
00:16:12,850 --> 00:16:13,000:
his
2810
00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,350:
name."
I
2811
00:16:14,350 --> 00:16:14,590:
turned
2812
00:16:14,590 --> 00:16:14,679:
to
2813
00:16:14,679 --> 00:16:14,860:
look
2814
00:16:14,860 --> 00:16:14,919:
at
2815
00:16:14,919 --> 00:16:15,250:
Charlie's
2816
00:16:15,250 --> 00:16:15,549:
face,
2817
00:16:15,549 --> 00:16:15,639:
and
2818
00:16:15,639 --> 00:16:15,730:
my
2819
00:16:15,730 --> 00:16:16,029:
mask
2820
00:16:16,029 --> 00:16:16,299:
goes
2821
00:16:16,299 --> 00:16:16,899:
up. "Was
2822
00:16:16,899 --> 00:16:18,100:
he cute?"
He
2823
00:16:18,100 --> 00:16:19,059:
grins. "Not
2824
00:16:19,059 --> 00:16:19,269:
like
2825
00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:20,980:
you."
"Flatterer.
2826
00:16:20,980 --> 00:16:21,159:
What
2827
00:16:21,159 --> 00:16:21,279:
did
2828
00:16:21,279 --> 00:16:21,370:
he
2829
00:16:21,370 --> 00:16:21,549:
look
2830
00:16:21,549 --> 00:16:23,259:
like?"
Charlie
2831
00:16:23,259 --> 00:16:23,679:
hands
2832
00:16:23,679 --> 00:16:23,799:
me
2833
00:16:23,799 --> 00:16:23,919:
the
2834
00:16:23,919 --> 00:16:24,370:
flowers
2835
00:16:24,370 --> 00:16:24,460:
and
2836
00:16:24,460 --> 00:16:24,940:
sketches
2837
00:16:24,940 --> 00:16:25,029:
in
2838
00:16:25,029 --> 00:16:25,149:
the
2839
00:16:25,149 --> 00:16:25,269:
air
2840
00:16:25,269 --> 00:16:25,419:
with
2841
00:16:25,419 --> 00:16:25,570:
his
2842
00:16:25,570 --> 00:16:26,860:
hands. "About
2843
00:16:26,860 --> 00:16:27,100:
this
2844
00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:27,519:
tall,"
2845
00:16:27,519 --> 00:16:27,669:
he
2846
00:16:27,669 --> 00:16:27,970:
says,
2847
00:16:27,970 --> 00:16:28,299:
making
2848
00:16:28,299 --> 00:16:28,690:
a motion
2849
00:16:28,690 --> 00:16:28,929:
about
2850
00:16:28,929 --> 00:16:29,139:
six
2851
00:16:29,139 --> 00:16:29,350:
feet
2852
00:16:29,350 --> 00:16:29,500:
off
2853
00:16:29,500 --> 00:16:29,620:
the
2854
00:16:29,620 --> 00:16:30,940:
floor, "and
2855
00:16:30,940 --> 00:16:31,179:
about
2856
00:16:31,179 --> 00:16:31,389:
this
2857
00:16:31,389 --> 00:16:32,259:
wide."
2858
00:16:32,259 --> 00:16:32,500:
He
2859
00:16:32,500 --> 00:16:32,830:
mimes
2860
00:16:32,830 --> 00:16:32,919:
the
2861
00:16:32,919 --> 00:16:33,490:
proportions
2862
00:16:33,490 --> 00:16:33,580:
of
2863
00:16:33,580 --> 00:16:33,610:
a
2864
00:16:33,610 --> 00:16:34,240:
broad-shouldered
2865
00:16:34,240 --> 00:16:34,509:
man
2866
00:16:34,509 --> 00:16:34,660:
with
2867
00:16:34,660 --> 00:16:34,720:
a
2868
00:16:34,720 --> 00:16:35,080:
fairly
2869
00:16:35,080 --> 00:16:35,620:
overweight
2870
00:16:35,620 --> 00:16:35,679:
or
2871
00:16:35,679 --> 00:16:36,070:
solid
2872
00:16:36,070 --> 00:16:37,149:
build.
2873
00:16:37,149 --> 00:16:37,269:
I
2874
00:16:37,269 --> 00:16:37,570:
watch
2875
00:16:37,570 --> 00:16:37,779:
him,
2876
00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:38,080:
filling
2877
00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:38,230:
my
2878
00:16:38,230 --> 00:16:38,559:
nose
2879
00:16:38,559 --> 00:16:38,679:
with
2880
00:16:38,679 --> 00:16:38,740:
the
2881
00:16:38,740 --> 00:16:39,100:
smell
2882
00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:39,190:
of
2883
00:16:39,190 --> 00:16:39,279:
the
2884
00:16:39,279 --> 00:16:40,720:
flowers. "He
2885
00:16:40,720 --> 00:16:40,960:
looked
2886
00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:41,139:
like
2887
00:16:41,139 --> 00:16:41,230:
he
2888
00:16:41,230 --> 00:16:41,440:
was
2889
00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:41,590:
in
2890
00:16:41,590 --> 00:16:41,769:
his
2891
00:16:41,769 --> 00:16:42,580:
forties.
2892
00:16:42,580 --> 00:16:42,789:
Some
2893
00:16:42,789 --> 00:16:43,029:
kind
2894
00:16:43,029 --> 00:16:43,240:
of
2895
00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:43,899:
boxer or
2896
00:16:43,899 --> 00:16:44,769:
bulldog.
2897
00:16:44,769 --> 00:16:44,919:
No
2898
00:16:44,919 --> 00:16:45,190:
wedding
2899
00:16:45,190 --> 00:16:45,820:
ring."
2900
00:16:45,820 --> 00:16:46,000:
I
2901
00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:46,990:
smile.
2902
00:16:46,990 --> 00:16:47,320:
Nice of
2903
00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:47,679:
Charlie
2904
00:16:47,679 --> 00:16:47,769:
to
2905
00:16:47,769 --> 00:16:48,970:
check. "Dark
2906
00:16:48,970 --> 00:16:49,539:
eyes.
2907
00:16:49,539 --> 00:16:49,750:
Pretty
2908
00:16:49,750 --> 00:16:50,379:
good-looking.
2909
00:16:50,379 --> 00:16:50,679:
Smells
2910
00:16:50,679 --> 00:16:50,799:
like
2911
00:16:50,799 --> 00:16:51,039:
money,
2912
00:16:51,039 --> 00:16:51,340:
too;
2913
00:16:51,340 --> 00:16:51,669:
tipped
2914
00:16:51,669 --> 00:16:51,759:
me a
2915
00:16:51,759 --> 00:16:52,210:
hundred-dollar
2916
00:16:52,210 --> 00:16:52,389:
bill
2917
00:16:52,389 --> 00:16:52,480:
to
2918
00:16:52,480 --> 00:16:52,600:
make
2919
00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:52,750:
sure
2920
00:16:52,750 --> 00:16:52,868:
you
2921
00:16:52,868 --> 00:16:53,019:
got
2922
00:16:53,019 --> 00:16:53,110:
the
2923
00:16:53,110 --> 00:16:53,470:
flowers
2924
00:16:53,470 --> 00:16:55,269:
personally."
I
2925
00:16:55,269 --> 00:16:55,539:
pluck
2926
00:16:55,539 --> 00:16:55,750:
off
2927
00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:55,840:
the
2928
00:16:55,840 --> 00:16:56,169:
little
2929
00:16:56,169 --> 00:16:56,620:
envelope
2930
00:16:56,620 --> 00:16:56,710:
and
2931
00:16:56,710 --> 00:16:56,860:
put
2932
00:16:56,860 --> 00:16:56,950:
the
2933
00:16:56,950 --> 00:16:57,340:
flowers
2934
00:16:57,340 --> 00:16:57,490:
with
2935
00:16:57,490 --> 00:16:57,580:
the
2936
00:16:57,580 --> 00:16:57,850:
others
2937
00:16:57,850 --> 00:16:57,940:
in
2938
00:16:57,940 --> 00:16:58,000:
the
2939
00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:58,330:
same
2940
00:16:58,330 --> 00:16:59,679:
vase. "Did
2941
00:16:59,679 --> 00:16:59,769:
he
2942
00:16:59,769 --> 00:17:00,009:
want
2943
00:17:00,009 --> 00:17:00,129:
to
2944
00:17:00,129 --> 00:17:00,309:
meet
2945
00:17:00,309 --> 00:17:01,330:
me?"
Charlie
2946
00:17:01,330 --> 00:17:01,629:
shakes
2947
00:17:01,629 --> 00:17:01,750:
his
2948
00:17:01,750 --> 00:17:03,100:
head. "No,
2949
00:17:03,100 --> 00:17:03,220:
but
2950
00:17:03,220 --> 00:17:03,309:
he
2951
00:17:03,309 --> 00:17:03,549:
asked
2952
00:17:03,549 --> 00:17:03,639:
if
2953
00:17:03,639 --> 00:17:03,759:
you'd
2954
00:17:03,759 --> 00:17:03,940:
be
2955
00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:04,359:
dancing
2956
00:17:04,359 --> 00:17:04,690:
again
2957
00:17:04,690 --> 00:17:05,079:
tomorrow
2958
00:17:05,079 --> 00:17:06,670:
night."
I
2959
00:17:06,670 --> 00:17:06,902:
pull
2960
00:17:06,902 --> 00:17:07,059:
out
2961
00:17:07,059 --> 00:17:07,180:
the
2962
00:17:07,180 --> 00:17:08,203:
card. "You
2963
00:17:08,203 --> 00:17:08,349:
were
2964
00:17:08,349 --> 00:17:08,650:
even
2965
00:17:08,650 --> 00:17:08,829:
more
2966
00:17:08,829 --> 00:17:09,490:
magnificent
2967
00:17:09,490 --> 00:17:10,359:
tonight.
2968
00:17:10,359 --> 00:17:10,539:
Will
2969
00:17:10,539 --> 00:17:10,690:
you
2970
00:17:10,690 --> 00:17:11,049:
dance
2971
00:17:11,049 --> 00:17:11,140:
for
2972
00:17:11,140 --> 00:17:11,289:
me
2973
00:17:11,289 --> 00:17:14,769:
tomorrow?"
Charlie
2974
00:17:14,769 --> 00:17:15,069:
walks
2975
00:17:15,069 --> 00:17:15,160:
me
2976
00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:15,369:
home
2977
00:17:15,369 --> 00:17:16,210:
again. "Are
2978
00:17:16,210 --> 00:17:16,299:
you
2979
00:17:16,299 --> 00:17:16,420:
going
2980
00:17:16,420 --> 00:17:16,479:
to
2981
00:17:16,479 --> 00:17:16,630:
meet
2982
00:17:16,630 --> 00:17:16,809:
this
2983
00:17:16,809 --> 00:17:17,769:
guy?"
I
2984
00:17:17,769 --> 00:17:18,460:
shrug. "I
2985
00:17:18,460 --> 00:17:18,609:
don't
2986
00:17:18,609 --> 00:17:19,059:
know.
2987
00:17:19,059 --> 00:17:19,210:
I
2988
00:17:19,210 --> 00:17:19,569:
suppose
2989
00:17:19,569 --> 00:17:19,809:
that's
2990
00:17:19,809 --> 00:17:19,930:
up
2991
00:17:19,930 --> 00:17:20,019:
to
2992
00:17:20,019 --> 00:17:21,279:
him."
"No,
2993
00:17:21,279 --> 00:17:21,549:
no.
2994
00:17:21,549 --> 00:17:21,609:
I
2995
00:17:21,609 --> 00:17:22,000:
mean,
2996
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:22,180:
if
2997
00:17:22,180 --> 00:17:22,269:
he
2998
00:17:22,269 --> 00:17:22,480:
asks
2999
00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:22,630:
you
3000
00:17:22,630 --> 00:17:23,109:
out,
3001
00:17:23,109 --> 00:17:23,289:
will
3002
00:17:23,289 --> 00:17:23,410:
you
3003
00:17:23,410 --> 00:17:23,650:
go
3004
00:17:23,650 --> 00:17:23,829:
with
3005
00:17:23,829 --> 00:17:25,180:
him?"
"Don't
3006
00:17:25,180 --> 00:17:25,990:
know.
3007
00:17:25,990 --> 00:17:27,609:
Maybe."
Charlie
3008
00:17:27,609 --> 00:17:28,000:
nods,
3009
00:17:28,000 --> 00:17:28,089:
and
3010
00:17:28,089 --> 00:17:28,177:
we
3011
00:17:28,177 --> 00:17:28,420:
walk
3012
00:17:28,420 --> 00:17:28,900:
silently
3013
00:17:28,900 --> 00:17:30,039:
together.
3014
00:17:30,039 --> 00:17:30,130:
A
3015
00:17:30,130 --> 00:17:30,430:
block
3016
00:17:30,430 --> 00:17:30,670:
before
3017
00:17:30,670 --> 00:17:30,819:
my
3018
00:17:30,819 --> 00:17:31,119:
house
3019
00:17:31,119 --> 00:17:31,210:
he
3020
00:17:31,210 --> 00:17:31,809:
says, "I
3021
00:17:31,809 --> 00:17:32,019:
think
3022
00:17:32,019 --> 00:17:32,109:
you
3023
00:17:32,109 --> 00:17:32,859:
should."
3024
00:17:32,859 --> 00:17:33,181:
I arch
3025
00:17:33,181 --> 00:17:33,280:
an
3026
00:17:33,280 --> 00:17:33,640:
eyebrow
3027
00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:34,779:
at him. "I
3028
00:17:34,779 --> 00:17:35,109:
worry
3029
00:17:35,109 --> 00:17:35,349:
about
3030
00:17:35,349 --> 00:17:35,529:
you,
3031
00:17:35,529 --> 00:17:36,250:
kiddo.
3032
00:17:36,250 --> 00:17:36,430:
You've
3033
00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:36,579:
been
3034
00:17:36,579 --> 00:17:36,849:
alone
3035
00:17:36,849 --> 00:17:37,029:
too
3036
00:17:37,029 --> 00:17:37,359:
long,
3037
00:17:37,359 --> 00:17:37,450:
and
3038
00:17:37,450 --> 00:17:37,509:
a
3039
00:17:37,509 --> 00:17:37,720:
guy
3040
00:17:37,720 --> 00:17:37,839:
as
3041
00:17:37,839 --> 00:17:38,079:
sweet
3042
00:17:38,079 --> 00:17:38,200:
as
3043
00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:38,349:
you
3044
00:17:38,349 --> 00:17:38,710:
deserves
3045
00:17:38,710 --> 00:17:39,009:
someone
3046
00:17:39,009 --> 00:17:39,250:
nice
3047
00:17:39,250 --> 00:17:39,339:
to
3048
00:17:39,339 --> 00:17:39,549:
take
3049
00:17:39,549 --> 00:17:39,789:
care
3050
00:17:39,789 --> 00:17:39,910:
of
3051
00:17:39,910 --> 00:17:40,569:
him.
3052
00:17:40,569 --> 00:17:41,049:
Maybe
3053
00:17:41,049 --> 00:17:41,230:
this
3054
00:17:41,230 --> 00:17:41,470:
guy
3055
00:17:41,470 --> 00:17:41,589:
could
3056
00:17:41,589 --> 00:17:41,710:
be
3057
00:17:41,710 --> 00:17:41,799:
the
3058
00:17:41,799 --> 00:17:42,009:
one
3059
00:17:42,009 --> 00:17:42,160:
for
3060
00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:43,599:
you?"
I
3061
00:17:43,599 --> 00:17:44,019:
stop
3062
00:17:44,019 --> 00:17:44,109:
and
3063
00:17:44,109 --> 00:17:44,380:
shake
3064
00:17:44,380 --> 00:17:44,500:
my
3065
00:17:44,500 --> 00:17:46,150:
head. "Derek
3066
00:17:46,150 --> 00:17:48,069:
was the one for me, Charlie. I'm not ever
3067
00:17:48,069 --> 00:17:48,220:
going
3068
00:17:48,220 --> 00:17:48,279:
to
3069
00:17:48,279 --> 00:17:48,490:
love
3070
00:17:48,490 --> 00:17:48,819:
anyone
3071
00:17:48,819 --> 00:17:49,000:
like
3072
00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:49,180:
that
3073
00:17:49,180 --> 00:17:49,809:
again.
3074
00:17:49,809 --> 00:17:49,930:
I
3075
00:17:49,930 --> 00:17:50,289:
know,
3076
00:17:50,289 --> 00:17:50,440:
I
3077
00:17:50,440 --> 00:17:50,799:
know,"
3078
00:17:50,799 --> 00:17:50,920:
I
3079
00:17:50,920 --> 00:17:51,579:
say,
3080
00:17:51,579 --> 00:17:52,240:
forestalling
3081
00:17:52,240 --> 00:17:52,359:
him
3082
00:17:52,359 --> 00:17:52,539:
as
3083
00:17:52,539 --> 00:17:52,599:
he
3084
00:17:52,599 --> 00:17:52,930:
begins
3085
00:17:52,930 --> 00:17:53,019:
to
3086
00:17:53,019 --> 00:17:54,490:
protest. "Derek
3087
00:17:54,490 --> 00:17:54,730:
wouldn't
3088
00:17:54,730 --> 00:17:54,910:
want
3089
00:17:54,910 --> 00:17:55,000:
me
3090
00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:55,089:
to
3091
00:17:55,089 --> 00:17:55,210:
be
3092
00:17:55,210 --> 00:17:55,660:
alone,
3093
00:17:55,660 --> 00:17:55,839:
and
3094
00:17:55,839 --> 00:17:55,930:
he
3095
00:17:55,930 --> 00:17:56,079:
would
3096
00:17:56,079 --> 00:17:56,259:
want
3097
00:17:56,259 --> 00:17:56,349:
me
3098
00:17:56,349 --> 00:17:56,440:
to
3099
00:17:56,440 --> 00:17:56,559:
be
3100
00:17:56,559 --> 00:17:57,160:
happy.
3101
00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:57,339:
But
3102
00:17:57,339 --> 00:17:57,400:
I
3103
00:17:57,400 --> 00:17:57,759:
don't
3104
00:17:57,759 --> 00:17:58,180:
really
3105
00:17:58,180 --> 00:17:58,569:
want
3106
00:17:58,569 --> 00:17:58,930:
anyone
3107
00:17:58,930 --> 00:18:00,160:
else.
3108
00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:00,579:
Sure,
3109
00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:00,759:
I'll
3110
00:18:00,759 --> 00:18:01,000:
get
3111
00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:01,390:
laid
3112
00:18:01,390 --> 00:18:01,630:
from
3113
00:18:01,630 --> 00:18:01,869:
time
3114
00:18:01,869 --> 00:18:02,019:
to
3115
00:18:02,019 --> 00:18:02,380:
time,
3116
00:18:02,380 --> 00:18:02,650:
because
3117
00:18:02,650 --> 00:18:02,769:
my
3118
00:18:02,769 --> 00:18:03,099:
body
3119
00:18:03,099 --> 00:18:03,430:
needs
3120
00:18:03,430 --> 00:18:03,579:
it,
3121
00:18:03,579 --> 00:18:03,759:
but
3122
00:18:03,759 --> 00:18:04,990:
love?
3123
00:18:04,990 --> 00:18:05,799:
No,
3124
00:18:05,799 --> 00:18:05,920:
I
3125
00:18:05,920 --> 00:18:06,160:
think
3126
00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:06,279:
I'm
3127
00:18:06,279 --> 00:18:06,490:
done
3128
00:18:06,490 --> 00:18:06,640:
with
3129
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:08,170:
love."
He
3130
00:18:08,170 --> 00:18:08,410:
takes
3131
00:18:08,410 --> 00:18:08,559:
my
3132
00:18:08,559 --> 00:18:08,829:
hand
3133
00:18:08,829 --> 00:18:08,920:
and
3134
00:18:08,920 --> 00:18:09,460:
squeezes
3135
00:18:09,460 --> 00:18:10,599:
it. "Hey,
3136
00:18:10,599 --> 00:18:10,720:
I
3137
00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:10,960:
still
3138
00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:11,140:
love
3139
00:18:11,140 --> 00:18:11,289:
you,
3140
00:18:11,289 --> 00:18:12,250:
kid."
I
3141
00:18:12,250 --> 00:18:13,000:
smile. "I
3142
00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:13,210:
love
3143
00:18:13,210 --> 00:18:13,420:
you,
3144
00:18:13,420 --> 00:18:13,569:
too,
3145
00:18:13,569 --> 00:18:14,079:
Charlie,
3146
00:18:14,079 --> 00:18:14,230:
but
3147
00:18:14,230 --> 00:18:14,349:
you
3148
00:18:14,349 --> 00:18:14,529:
know
3149
00:18:14,529 --> 00:18:14,680:
what
3150
00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:14,769:
I
3151
00:18:14,769 --> 00:18:16,000:
mean."
3152
00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:16,089:
I
3153
00:18:16,089 --> 00:18:16,450:
release
3154
00:18:16,450 --> 00:18:16,599:
his
3155
00:18:16,599 --> 00:18:16,990:
hand,
3156
00:18:16,990 --> 00:18:17,349:
gently
3157
00:18:17,349 --> 00:18:17,740:
withdrawing
3158
00:18:17,740 --> 00:18:17,890:
my
3159
00:18:17,890 --> 00:18:19,059:
paw. "I'll
3160
00:18:19,059 --> 00:18:19,180:
be
3161
00:18:19,180 --> 00:18:19,359:
with
3162
00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:19,690:
Derek
3163
00:18:19,690 --> 00:18:19,960:
again,
3164
00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:21,160:
someday.
3165
00:18:21,160 --> 00:18:21,400:
Til
3166
00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:21,970:
then,
3167
00:18:21,970 --> 00:18:22,119:
I
3168
00:18:22,119 --> 00:18:22,269:
can
3169
00:18:22,269 --> 00:18:25,000:
wait."
We
3170
00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:25,299:
walk
3171
00:18:25,299 --> 00:18:25,690:
along,
3172
00:18:25,690 --> 00:18:25,869:
but
3173
00:18:25,869 --> 00:18:25,990:
we
3174
00:18:25,990 --> 00:18:26,200:
don't
3175
00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:26,500:
stop
3176
00:18:26,500 --> 00:18:26,589:
at
3177
00:18:26,589 --> 00:18:26,740:
my
3178
00:18:26,740 --> 00:18:27,190:
place.
3179
00:18:27,190 --> 00:18:27,309:
We
3180
00:18:27,309 --> 00:18:27,519:
just
3181
00:18:27,519 --> 00:18:27,730:
keep
3182
00:18:27,730 --> 00:18:29,289:
going. "Do
3183
00:18:29,289 --> 00:18:29,380:
you
3184
00:18:29,380 --> 00:18:29,529:
have
3185
00:18:29,529 --> 00:18:29,680:
any
3186
00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:30,069:
dreams,
3187
00:18:30,069 --> 00:18:30,640:
Charlie?"
3188
00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:30,819:
I
3189
00:18:30,819 --> 00:18:31,269:
ask,
3190
00:18:31,269 --> 00:18:31,450:
at
3191
00:18:31,450 --> 00:18:32,559:
last.
"Course
3192
00:18:32,559 --> 00:18:32,650:
I
3193
00:18:32,650 --> 00:18:33,490:
do.
3194
00:18:33,490 --> 00:18:33,519:
I
3195
00:18:33,519 --> 00:18:33,700:
want
3196
00:18:33,700 --> 00:18:33,759:
to
3197
00:18:33,759 --> 00:18:34,000:
find
3198
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:34,059:
a
3199
00:18:34,059 --> 00:18:34,359:
nice
3200
00:18:34,359 --> 00:18:34,960:
girl,
3201
00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:35,799:
marry,
3202
00:18:35,799 --> 00:18:36,069:
have
3203
00:18:36,069 --> 00:18:36,849:
kids,
3204
00:18:36,849 --> 00:18:37,150:
become
3205
00:18:37,150 --> 00:18:37,480:
filthy
3206
00:18:37,480 --> 00:18:37,869:
rich,
3207
00:18:37,869 --> 00:18:37,990:
and
3208
00:18:37,990 --> 00:18:38,109:
buy
3209
00:18:38,109 --> 00:18:38,170:
a
3210
00:18:38,170 --> 00:18:38,440:
small
3211
00:18:38,440 --> 00:18:38,829:
Caribbean
3212
00:18:38,829 --> 00:18:39,101:
island
3213
00:18:39,101 --> 00:18:39,160:
to
3214
00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:39,430:
settle
3215
00:18:39,430 --> 00:18:39,670:
down
3216
00:18:39,670 --> 00:18:41,019:
on."
I
3217
00:18:41,019 --> 00:18:41,799:
giggle. "You'd
3218
00:18:41,799 --> 00:18:41,950:
be
3219
00:18:41,950 --> 00:18:42,009:
a
3220
00:18:42,009 --> 00:18:42,250:
great
3221
00:18:42,250 --> 00:18:43,599:
Mom."
He
3222
00:18:43,599 --> 00:18:44,079:
smiles,
3223
00:18:44,079 --> 00:18:44,349:
getting
3224
00:18:44,349 --> 00:18:44,410:
a
3225
00:18:44,410 --> 00:18:44,859:
faraway
3226
00:18:44,859 --> 00:18:45,069:
look
3227
00:18:45,069 --> 00:18:45,160:
in
3228
00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:45,309:
his
3229
00:18:45,309 --> 00:18:46,119:
eyes. "Yeah,
3230
00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:46,210:
I
3231
00:18:46,210 --> 00:18:46,480:
love
3232
00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:46,930:
kids,
3233
00:18:46,930 --> 00:18:47,319:
and..."
3234
00:18:47,319 --> 00:18:47,440:
He
3235
00:18:47,440 --> 00:18:47,619:
eyes
3236
00:18:47,619 --> 00:18:48,549:
me. "Waitasec.
3237
00:18:48,549 --> 00:18:48,700:
What
3238
00:18:48,700 --> 00:18:48,789:
did
3239
00:18:48,789 --> 00:18:48,849:
you
3240
00:18:48,849 --> 00:18:49,029:
mean
3241
00:18:49,029 --> 00:18:49,390:
by
3242
00:18:49,390 --> 00:18:49,900:
that?"
I
3243
00:18:49,900 --> 00:18:50,172:
giggle
3244
00:18:50,172 --> 00:18:51,789:
again. "Nothing."
"I
3245
00:18:51,789 --> 00:18:51,970:
am
3246
00:18:51,970 --> 00:18:52,390:
not
3247
00:18:52,390 --> 00:18:52,690:
being
3248
00:18:52,690 --> 00:18:53,200:
motherly
3249
00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:53,319:
at
3250
00:18:53,319 --> 00:18:53,559:
you.
3251
00:18:53,559 --> 00:18:53,829:
I'm
3252
00:18:53,829 --> 00:18:54,220:
just
3253
00:18:54,220 --> 00:18:54,279:
a
3254
00:18:54,279 --> 00:18:54,789:
concerned
3255
00:18:54,789 --> 00:18:56,529:
friend."
"Sure.
3256
00:18:56,529 --> 00:18:56,619:
I
3257
00:18:56,619 --> 00:18:57,069:
know."
3258
00:18:57,069 --> 00:18:57,220:
I
3259
00:18:57,220 --> 00:18:57,430:
give
3260
00:18:57,430 --> 00:18:57,519:
him
3261
00:18:57,519 --> 00:18:57,579:
a
3262
00:18:57,579 --> 00:18:58,900:
hug.
We
3263
00:18:58,900 --> 00:18:59,170:
walk
3264
00:18:59,170 --> 00:18:59,440:
another
3265
00:18:59,440 --> 00:18:59,740:
block
3266
00:18:59,740 --> 00:19:00,009:
before
3267
00:19:00,009 --> 00:19:00,099:
he
3268
00:19:00,099 --> 00:19:01,059:
asks, "What
3269
00:19:01,059 --> 00:19:01,269:
about
3270
00:19:01,269 --> 00:19:02,470:
you?"
"As
3271
00:19:02,470 --> 00:19:02,500:
a
3272
00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:03,490:
Mom?"
"No,
3273
00:19:03,490 --> 00:19:04,269:
goof.
3274
00:19:04,269 --> 00:19:05,650:
Dreams."
I
3275
00:19:05,650 --> 00:19:07,000:
nod. "I'd
3276
00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:07,150:
like
3277
00:19:07,150 --> 00:19:07,269:
to
3278
00:19:07,269 --> 00:19:07,390:
be
3279
00:19:07,390 --> 00:19:10,000:
Nijinsky."
"Who?"
"He
3280
00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:10,150:
was
3281
00:19:10,150 --> 00:19:10,210:
a
3282
00:19:10,210 --> 00:19:10,599:
ballet
3283
00:19:10,599 --> 00:19:11,230:
dancer.
3284
00:19:11,230 --> 00:19:11,650:
Russian,
3285
00:19:11,650 --> 00:19:11,740:
I
3286
00:19:11,740 --> 00:19:12,700:
think.
3287
00:19:12,700 --> 00:19:12,880:
He
3288
00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:13,059:
was
3289
00:19:13,059 --> 00:19:13,809:
world-famous,
3290
00:19:13,809 --> 00:19:13,900:
at
3291
00:19:13,900 --> 00:19:14,079:
one
3292
00:19:14,079 --> 00:19:14,500:
point.
3293
00:19:14,500 --> 00:19:14,799:
Gay,
3294
00:19:14,799 --> 00:19:15,069:
too,
3295
00:19:15,069 --> 00:19:15,130:
I
3296
00:19:15,130 --> 00:19:15,579:
believe.
3297
00:19:15,579 --> 00:19:15,730:
But
3298
00:19:15,730 --> 00:19:15,849:
they
3299
00:19:15,849 --> 00:19:16,089:
say
3300
00:19:16,089 --> 00:19:16,240:
that
3301
00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:16,390:
when
3302
00:19:16,390 --> 00:19:16,509:
he
3303
00:19:16,509 --> 00:19:16,990:
danced,
3304
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:17,079:
he
3305
00:19:17,079 --> 00:19:17,259:
could
3306
00:19:17,259 --> 00:19:18,460:
fly."
He
3307
00:19:18,460 --> 00:19:19,569:
smiles. "So
3308
00:19:19,569 --> 00:19:19,660:
do
3309
00:19:19,660 --> 00:19:20,680:
you."
I
3310
00:19:20,680 --> 00:19:20,980:
shake
3311
00:19:20,980 --> 00:19:21,130:
my
3312
00:19:21,130 --> 00:19:21,880:
head. "Not
3313
00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:22,089:
like
3314
00:19:22,089 --> 00:19:23,380:
him."
3315
00:19:23,380 --> 00:19:23,500:
I
3316
00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:23,890:
close
3317
00:19:23,890 --> 00:19:24,069:
my
3318
00:19:24,069 --> 00:19:24,460:
eyes,
3319
00:19:24,460 --> 00:19:24,670:
my
3320
00:19:24,670 --> 00:19:24,940:
arm
3321
00:19:24,940 --> 00:19:25,299:
linked in
3322
00:19:25,299 --> 00:19:25,690:
his,
3323
00:19:25,690 --> 00:19:25,809:
as
3324
00:19:25,809 --> 00:19:25,960:
if
3325
00:19:25,960 --> 00:19:26,079:
we
3326
00:19:26,079 --> 00:19:26,200:
were
3327
00:19:26,200 --> 00:19:26,319:
an
3328
00:19:26,319 --> 00:19:26,529:
old
3329
00:19:26,529 --> 00:19:28,000:
couple. "I
3330
00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:28,240:
want
3331
00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:28,359:
to
3332
00:19:28,359 --> 00:19:29,170:
fly.
3333
00:19:29,170 --> 00:19:29,289:
But
3334
00:19:29,289 --> 00:19:29,500:
every
3335
00:19:29,500 --> 00:19:29,740:
time
3336
00:19:29,740 --> 00:19:29,799:
I
3337
00:19:29,799 --> 00:19:30,009:
get
3338
00:19:30,009 --> 00:19:31,029:
close,
3339
00:19:31,029 --> 00:19:31,450:
something
3340
00:19:31,450 --> 00:19:32,710:
happens."
3341
00:19:32,710 --> 00:19:32,859:
We
3342
00:19:32,859 --> 00:19:33,160:
walk
3343
00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:33,220:
a
3344
00:19:33,220 --> 00:19:33,369:
few
3345
00:19:33,369 --> 00:19:33,730:
steps
3346
00:19:33,730 --> 00:19:33,819:
in
3347
00:19:33,819 --> 00:19:35,259:
silence. "Do
3348
00:19:35,259 --> 00:19:35,380:
you
3349
00:19:35,380 --> 00:19:35,589:
ever
3350
00:19:35,589 --> 00:19:35,890:
dream
3351
00:19:35,890 --> 00:19:35,980:
of
3352
00:19:35,980 --> 00:19:37,299:
flying?"
He
3353
00:19:37,299 --> 00:19:38,289:
nods. "At
3354
00:19:38,289 --> 00:19:38,650:
night,
3355
00:19:38,650 --> 00:19:39,640:
sometimes.
3356
00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:39,819:
But
3357
00:19:39,819 --> 00:19:39,940:
I
3358
00:19:39,940 --> 00:19:40,240:
always
3359
00:19:40,240 --> 00:19:40,390:
end
3360
00:19:40,390 --> 00:19:40,480:
up
3361
00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:40,900:
falling,
3362
00:19:40,900 --> 00:19:41,019:
and
3363
00:19:41,019 --> 00:19:41,109:
it
3364
00:19:41,109 --> 00:19:41,380:
wakes
3365
00:19:41,380 --> 00:19:41,559:
me
3366
00:19:41,559 --> 00:19:43,750:
up."
"Sometimes,"
3367
00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:43,839:
I
3368
00:19:43,839 --> 00:19:45,009:
whisper, "I
3369
00:19:45,009 --> 00:19:45,279:
think
3370
00:19:45,279 --> 00:19:45,400:
that
3371
00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:45,490:
the
3372
00:19:45,490 --> 00:19:45,730:
only
3373
00:19:45,730 --> 00:19:45,910:
way
3374
00:19:45,910 --> 00:19:46,000:
to
3375
00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:46,299:
fly
3376
00:19:46,299 --> 00:19:46,450:
is
3377
00:19:46,450 --> 00:19:46,569:
to
3378
00:19:46,569 --> 00:19:47,500:
fall.
3379
00:19:47,500 --> 00:19:47,799:
Like
3380
00:19:47,799 --> 00:19:48,609:
Icarus.
3381
00:19:48,609 --> 00:19:48,849:
Into
3382
00:19:48,849 --> 00:19:48,940:
the
3383
00:19:48,940 --> 00:19:52,029:
sea."
The
3384
00:19:52,029 --> 00:19:52,329:
next
3385
00:19:52,329 --> 00:19:52,539:
night,
3386
00:19:52,539 --> 00:19:52,630:
I
3387
00:19:52,630 --> 00:19:52,928:
walk
3388
00:19:52,928 --> 00:19:53,079:
through
3389
00:19:53,079 --> 00:19:53,200:
the
3390
00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:53,619:
audience
3391
00:19:53,619 --> 00:19:53,920:
before
3392
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:54,009:
the
3393
00:19:54,009 --> 00:19:54,309:
show,
3394
00:19:54,309 --> 00:19:54,460:
but
3395
00:19:54,460 --> 00:19:54,519:
I
3396
00:19:54,519 --> 00:19:54,730:
don't
3397
00:19:54,730 --> 00:19:54,940:
see
3398
00:19:54,940 --> 00:19:55,269:
anyone
3399
00:19:55,269 --> 00:19:55,630:
matching
3400
00:19:55,630 --> 00:19:56,079:
Charlie's
3401
00:19:56,079 --> 00:19:58,210:
description. "Cold
3402
00:19:58,210 --> 00:19:58,900:
feet?"
3403
00:19:58,900 --> 00:19:59,049:
I
3404
00:19:59,049 --> 00:19:59,419:
ask
3405
00:19:59,419 --> 00:19:59,589:
the
3406
00:19:59,589 --> 00:20:00,250:
air,
3407
00:20:00,250 --> 00:20:00,700:
sighing
3408
00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:01,599:
silently,
3409
00:20:01,599 --> 00:20:01,779:
and
3410
00:20:01,779 --> 00:20:02,019:
walk
3411
00:20:02,019 --> 00:20:04,089:
backstage.
I
3412
00:20:04,089 --> 00:20:04,450:
rarely
3413
00:20:04,450 --> 00:20:04,720:
watch
3414
00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:04,839:
the
3415
00:20:04,839 --> 00:20:05,019:
other
3416
00:20:05,019 --> 00:20:05,500:
dancers,
3417
00:20:05,500 --> 00:20:05,619:
but,
3418
00:20:05,619 --> 00:20:05,920:
tonight,
3419
00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:06,009:
I
3420
00:20:06,009 --> 00:20:06,880:
do.
3421
00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:07,029:
They
3422
00:20:07,029 --> 00:20:07,269:
make
3423
00:20:07,269 --> 00:20:07,450:
me
3424
00:20:07,450 --> 00:20:07,990:
cringe
3425
00:20:07,990 --> 00:20:08,140:
with
3426
00:20:08,140 --> 00:20:08,319:
their
3427
00:20:08,319 --> 00:20:08,680:
crude
3428
00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:09,190:
motions
3429
00:20:09,190 --> 00:20:09,339:
and
3430
00:20:09,339 --> 00:20:09,759:
obvious
3431
00:20:09,759 --> 00:20:10,240:
sexual
3432
00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:10,599:
plays
3433
00:20:10,599 --> 00:20:10,720:
on
3434
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:10,809:
the
3435
00:20:10,809 --> 00:20:12,130:
crowd.
3436
00:20:12,130 --> 00:20:12,490:
Tonight,
3437
00:20:12,490 --> 00:20:12,730:
many
3438
00:20:12,730 --> 00:20:12,819:
of
3439
00:20:12,819 --> 00:20:13,000:
them
3440
00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:13,119:
will
3441
00:20:13,119 --> 00:20:13,299:
go
3442
00:20:13,299 --> 00:20:13,450:
home
3443
00:20:13,450 --> 00:20:13,599:
with
3444
00:20:13,599 --> 00:20:14,049:
patrons
3445
00:20:14,049 --> 00:20:14,109:
of
3446
00:20:14,109 --> 00:20:14,170:
the
3447
00:20:14,170 --> 00:20:14,650:
club,
3448
00:20:14,650 --> 00:20:15,160:
accept
3449
00:20:15,160 --> 00:20:15,369:
some
3450
00:20:15,369 --> 00:20:16,089:
money, ("a
3451
00:20:16,089 --> 00:20:16,539:
gift,
3452
00:20:16,539 --> 00:20:16,720:
not
3453
00:20:16,720 --> 00:20:16,750:
a
3454
00:20:16,750 --> 00:20:17,049:
fee,
3455
00:20:17,049 --> 00:20:17,200:
of
3456
00:20:17,200 --> 00:20:18,369:
course,")
3457
00:20:18,369 --> 00:20:18,549:
and
3458
00:20:18,549 --> 00:20:18,940:
slink
3459
00:20:18,940 --> 00:20:19,150:
home
3460
00:20:19,150 --> 00:20:19,240:
in
3461
00:20:19,240 --> 00:20:19,299:
the
3462
00:20:19,299 --> 00:20:19,809:
predawn,
3463
00:20:19,809 --> 00:20:19,960:
with
3464
00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:20,140:
no
3465
00:20:20,140 --> 00:20:20,950:
qualms.
3466
00:20:20,950 --> 00:20:21,279:
I
3467
00:20:21,279 --> 00:20:21,640:
can't
3468
00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:21,819:
do
3469
00:20:21,819 --> 00:20:22,630:
that.
3470
00:20:22,630 --> 00:20:22,720:
I
3471
00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:22,839:
have
3472
00:20:22,839 --> 00:20:22,960:
too
3473
00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:23,170:
much
3474
00:20:23,170 --> 00:20:23,529:
pride,
3475
00:20:23,529 --> 00:20:23,619:
and
3476
00:20:23,619 --> 00:20:23,710:
I
3477
00:20:23,710 --> 00:20:23,920:
love
3478
00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:25,894:
Derek
3479
00:20:25,894 --> 00:20:25,993:
too much.
I
3480
00:20:25,993 --> 00:20:26,285:
dance
3481
00:20:26,285 --> 00:20:26,555:
without
3482
00:20:26,555 --> 00:20:26,734:
any
3483
00:20:26,734 --> 00:20:27,394:
difficulty,
3484
00:20:27,394 --> 00:20:27,545:
but
3485
00:20:27,545 --> 00:20:27,845:
also
3486
00:20:27,845 --> 00:20:28,234:
without
3487
00:20:28,234 --> 00:20:28,414:
real
3488
00:20:28,414 --> 00:20:29,464:
passion.
3489
00:20:29,464 --> 00:20:29,585:
I am
3490
00:20:29,585 --> 00:20:29,795:
just
3491
00:20:29,795 --> 00:20:30,365:
dancing,
3492
00:20:30,365 --> 00:20:30,545:
for
3493
00:20:30,545 --> 00:20:31,505:
myself,
3494
00:20:31,505 --> 00:20:31,654:
and
3495
00:20:31,654 --> 00:20:31,805:
for
3496
00:20:31,805 --> 00:20:32,164:
Derek,
3497
00:20:32,164 --> 00:20:32,315:
as
3498
00:20:32,315 --> 00:20:34,025:
always.
3499
00:20:34,025 --> 00:20:34,085:
I
3500
00:20:34,085 --> 00:20:34,505:
notice
3501
00:20:34,505 --> 00:20:34,625:
a
3502
00:20:34,625 --> 00:20:35,285:
bulldog
3503
00:20:35,285 --> 00:20:35,674:
watching
3504
00:20:35,674 --> 00:20:35,855:
me,
3505
00:20:35,855 --> 00:20:37,085:
smiling,
3506
00:20:37,085 --> 00:20:37,204:
and
3507
00:20:37,204 --> 00:20:37,295:
I
3508
00:20:37,295 --> 00:20:37,505:
can
3509
00:20:37,505 --> 00:20:37,775:
guess
3510
00:20:37,775 --> 00:20:37,894:
that
3511
00:20:37,894 --> 00:20:38,075:
its
3512
00:20:38,075 --> 00:20:38,194:
the
3513
00:20:38,194 --> 00:20:38,375:
one
3514
00:20:38,375 --> 00:20:38,734:
Charlie
3515
00:20:38,734 --> 00:20:39,305:
mentioned.
3516
00:20:39,305 --> 00:20:39,845:
He's
3517
00:20:39,845 --> 00:20:40,474:
handsome,
3518
00:20:40,474 --> 00:20:41,164:
and
3519
00:20:41,164 --> 00:20:41,375:
very
3520
00:20:41,375 --> 00:20:42,845:
well-dressed.
3521
00:20:42,845 --> 00:20:42,964:
I
3522
00:20:42,964 --> 00:20:43,305:
flash
3523
00:20:43,305 --> 00:20:43,384:
him
3524
00:20:43,384 --> 00:20:43,444:
a
3525
00:20:43,444 --> 00:20:43,835:
smile,
3526
00:20:43,835 --> 00:20:43,984:
which
3527
00:20:43,984 --> 00:20:44,075:
he
3528
00:20:44,075 --> 00:20:46,055:
returns.
3529
00:20:46,055 --> 00:20:46,565:
Maybe,
3530
00:20:46,565 --> 00:20:46,654:
I
3531
00:20:46,654 --> 00:20:46,865:
think
3532
00:20:46,865 --> 00:20:46,984:
to
3533
00:20:46,984 --> 00:20:47,674:
myself,
3534
00:20:47,674 --> 00:20:47,884:
I
3535
00:20:47,884 --> 00:20:48,035:
owe
3536
00:20:48,035 --> 00:20:48,634:
myself
3537
00:20:48,634 --> 00:20:48,694:
a
3538
00:20:48,694 --> 00:20:48,964:
night
3539
00:20:48,964 --> 00:20:50,825:
out.
Later,
3540
00:20:50,825 --> 00:20:51,035:
after
3541
00:20:51,035 --> 00:20:51,184:
my
3542
00:20:51,184 --> 00:20:51,484:
song
3543
00:20:51,484 --> 00:20:51,634:
has
3544
00:20:51,634 --> 00:20:51,904:
died
3545
00:20:51,904 --> 00:20:52,144:
away
3546
00:20:52,144 --> 00:20:52,234:
and
3547
00:20:52,234 --> 00:20:52,325:
the
3548
00:20:52,325 --> 00:20:52,714:
club has
3549
00:20:52,714 --> 00:20:53,134:
closed,
3550
00:20:53,134 --> 00:20:53,194:
I
3551
00:20:53,194 --> 00:20:53,464:
walk
3552
00:20:53,464 --> 00:20:53,615:
out
3553
00:20:53,615 --> 00:20:53,704:
the
3554
00:20:53,704 --> 00:20:54,035:
staff
3555
00:20:54,035 --> 00:20:54,394:
entrance
3556
00:20:54,394 --> 00:20:54,515:
with
3557
00:20:54,515 --> 00:20:55,654:
Charlie.
3558
00:20:55,654 --> 00:20:55,775:
The
3559
00:20:55,775 --> 00:20:56,194:
bulldog
3560
00:20:56,194 --> 00:20:56,315:
is
3561
00:20:56,315 --> 00:20:57,125:
there,
3562
00:20:57,125 --> 00:20:57,515:
waiting
3563
00:20:57,515 --> 00:20:57,694:
with
3564
00:20:57,694 --> 00:20:57,785:
an
3565
00:20:57,785 --> 00:20:58,144:
armful
3566
00:20:58,144 --> 00:20:58,234:
of
3567
00:20:58,234 --> 00:20:59,944:
flowers. "Excuse
3568
00:20:59,944 --> 00:21:00,394:
me,"
3569
00:21:00,394 --> 00:21:00,484:
he
3570
00:21:00,484 --> 00:21:00,845:
says,
3571
00:21:00,845 --> 00:21:00,935:
in
3572
00:21:00,935 --> 00:21:00,994:
a
3573
00:21:00,994 --> 00:21:01,234:
deep
3574
00:21:01,234 --> 00:21:02,434:
voice. "I
3575
00:21:02,434 --> 00:21:02,734:
hope
3576
00:21:02,734 --> 00:21:02,825:
I am
3577
00:21:02,825 --> 00:21:03,005:
not
3578
00:21:03,005 --> 00:21:03,845:
presuming,
3579
00:21:03,845 --> 00:21:04,025:
but
3580
00:21:04,025 --> 00:21:04,144:
I'd
3581
00:21:04,144 --> 00:21:04,295:
like
3582
00:21:04,295 --> 00:21:04,384:
to
3583
00:21:04,384 --> 00:21:04,654:
invite
3584
00:21:04,654 --> 00:21:04,775:
you
3585
00:21:04,775 --> 00:21:04,865:
to
3586
00:21:04,865 --> 00:21:06,275:
dinner."
3587
00:21:06,275 --> 00:21:06,605:
Charlie
3588
00:21:06,605 --> 00:21:06,875:
looks
3589
00:21:06,875 --> 00:21:06,964:
at
3590
00:21:06,964 --> 00:21:07,085:
me,
3591
00:21:07,085 --> 00:21:07,174:
and
3592
00:21:07,174 --> 00:21:07,295:
I
3593
00:21:07,295 --> 00:21:07,714:
nod,
3594
00:21:07,714 --> 00:21:07,835:
as
3595
00:21:07,835 --> 00:21:08,075:
much
3596
00:21:08,075 --> 00:21:08,164:
to
3597
00:21:08,164 --> 00:21:08,375:
him
3598
00:21:08,375 --> 00:21:08,525:
as
3599
00:21:08,525 --> 00:21:08,644:
to
3600
00:21:08,644 --> 00:21:08,734:
the
3601
00:21:08,734 --> 00:21:09,964:
bulldog.
3602
00:21:09,964 --> 00:21:10,174:
He
3603
00:21:10,174 --> 00:21:10,505:
offers
3604
00:21:10,505 --> 00:21:10,625:
me
3605
00:21:10,625 --> 00:21:10,744:
his
3606
00:21:10,744 --> 00:21:10,954:
arm,
3607
00:21:10,954 --> 00:21:11,075:
and
3608
00:21:11,075 --> 00:21:11,134:
I
3609
00:21:11,134 --> 00:21:11,404:
take
3610
00:21:11,404 --> 00:21:11,555:
it,
3611
00:21:11,555 --> 00:21:11,884:
not
3612
00:21:11,884 --> 00:21:12,394:
entirely
3613
00:21:12,394 --> 00:21:12,664:
sure
3614
00:21:12,664 --> 00:21:12,815:
where
3615
00:21:12,815 --> 00:21:12,934:
the
3616
00:21:12,934 --> 00:21:13,234:
evening
3617
00:21:13,234 --> 00:21:13,384:
will
3618
00:21:13,384 --> 00:21:14,825:
go.
3619
00:21:14,825 --> 00:21:15,244:
Charlie
3620
00:21:15,244 --> 00:21:15,606:
waves me
3621
00:21:15,606 --> 00:21:16,444:
goodbye as I am led
3622
00:21:16,444 --> 00:21:16,714:
away,
3623
00:21:16,714 --> 00:21:17,015:
towards
3624
00:21:17,015 --> 00:21:17,164:
a
3625
00:21:17,164 --> 00:21:17,494:
real
3626
00:21:17,494 --> 00:21:18,305:
honest-to-goodness
3627
00:21:18,305 --> 00:21:19,595:
limousine.
3628
00:21:19,595 --> 00:21:19,744:
The
3629
00:21:19,744 --> 00:21:20,194:
bulldog
3630
00:21:20,194 --> 00:21:20,464:
helps
3631
00:21:20,464 --> 00:21:20,615:
me
3632
00:21:20,615 --> 00:21:21,125:
inside
3633
00:21:21,125 --> 00:21:21,305:
and
3634
00:21:21,305 --> 00:21:21,605:
gets
3635
00:21:21,605 --> 00:21:21,694:
in
3636
00:21:21,694 --> 00:21:21,964:
next
3637
00:21:21,964 --> 00:21:22,055:
to
3638
00:21:22,055 --> 00:21:23,404:
me.
3639
00:21:23,404 --> 00:21:23,525:
He
3640
00:21:23,525 --> 00:21:23,884:
says
3641
00:21:23,884 --> 00:21:23,974:
the
3642
00:21:23,974 --> 00:21:24,154:
name
3643
00:21:24,154 --> 00:21:24,275:
of
3644
00:21:24,275 --> 00:21:24,335:
a
3645
00:21:24,335 --> 00:21:24,755:
fancy
3646
00:21:24,755 --> 00:21:25,204:
hotel
3647
00:21:25,204 --> 00:21:25,384:
to
3648
00:21:25,384 --> 00:21:25,535:
his
3649
00:21:25,535 --> 00:21:25,984:
driver,
3650
00:21:25,984 --> 00:21:26,105:
and
3651
00:21:26,105 --> 00:21:26,194:
we
3652
00:21:26,194 --> 00:21:26,585:
speed
3653
00:21:26,585 --> 00:21:31,474:
away.
"Champagne?"
"I...certainly."
He
3654
00:21:31,474 --> 00:21:31,775:
pours
3655
00:21:31,775 --> 00:21:32,134:
us each a
3656
00:21:32,134 --> 00:21:32,674:
glass,
3657
00:21:32,674 --> 00:21:32,795:
and
3658
00:21:32,795 --> 00:21:32,884:
I
3659
00:21:32,884 --> 00:21:33,180:
sip
3660
00:21:33,180 --> 00:21:34,234:
mine,
3661
00:21:34,234 --> 00:21:34,684:
watching
3662
00:21:34,684 --> 00:21:35,434:
the night-dark
3663
00:21:35,434 --> 00:21:36,065:
city slip
3664
00:21:36,065 --> 00:21:36,275:
by
3665
00:21:36,275 --> 00:21:36,694:
behind
3666
00:21:36,694 --> 00:21:37,055:
tinted
3667
00:21:37,055 --> 00:21:38,765:
windows. "I
3668
00:21:38,765 --> 00:21:38,974:
have
3669
00:21:38,974 --> 00:21:39,095:
to
3670
00:21:39,095 --> 00:21:39,424:
admit,
3671
00:21:39,424 --> 00:21:41,345:
Mr...um..."
"Please,"
3672
00:21:41,345 --> 00:21:41,494:
he
3673
00:21:41,494 --> 00:21:42,244:
says, "call
3674
00:21:42,244 --> 00:21:42,365:
me
3675
00:21:42,365 --> 00:21:43,894:
Tyrone."
"Okay,
3676
00:21:43,894 --> 00:21:45,755:
Tyrone.
3677
00:21:45,755 --> 00:21:45,785:
I
3678
00:21:45,785 --> 00:21:45,994:
have
3679
00:21:45,994 --> 00:21:46,115:
to
3680
00:21:46,115 --> 00:21:46,384:
admit
3681
00:21:46,384 --> 00:21:46,474:
I'm
3682
00:21:46,474 --> 00:21:46,654:
not
3683
00:21:46,654 --> 00:21:46,835:
sure
3684
00:21:46,835 --> 00:21:46,954:
why
3685
00:21:46,954 --> 00:21:46,988:
I
3686
00:21:46,988 --> 00:21:47,375:
decided
3687
00:21:47,375 --> 00:21:47,464:
to
3688
00:21:47,464 --> 00:21:47,615:
come
3689
00:21:47,615 --> 00:21:47,765:
with
3690
00:21:47,765 --> 00:21:47,855:
you
3691
00:21:47,855 --> 00:21:48,424:
tonight.
3692
00:21:48,424 --> 00:21:48,664:
I
3693
00:21:48,664 --> 00:21:49,025:
can't
3694
00:21:49,025 --> 00:21:49,414:
promise
3695
00:21:49,414 --> 00:21:49,505:
you
3696
00:21:49,505 --> 00:21:49,654:
I'll
3697
00:21:49,654 --> 00:21:49,714:
be
3698
00:21:49,714 --> 00:21:49,984:
willing
3699
00:21:49,984 --> 00:21:50,075:
to
3700
00:21:50,075 --> 00:21:50,255:
do
3701
00:21:50,255 --> 00:21:50,585:
anything
3702
00:21:50,585 --> 00:21:50,914:
after
3703
00:21:50,914 --> 00:21:51,964:
dinner."
He
3704
00:21:51,964 --> 00:21:53,015:
shrugs. "That
3705
00:21:53,015 --> 00:21:53,164:
is
3706
00:21:53,164 --> 00:21:54,335:
inconsequential.
3707
00:21:54,335 --> 00:21:54,484:
I
3708
00:21:54,484 --> 00:21:54,904:
admire
3709
00:21:54,904 --> 00:21:55,085:
your
3710
00:21:55,085 --> 00:21:55,654:
dancing
3711
00:21:55,654 --> 00:21:55,805:
and
3712
00:21:55,805 --> 00:21:56,164:
desired
3713
00:21:56,164 --> 00:21:56,255:
the
3714
00:21:56,255 --> 00:21:56,585:
pleasure
3715
00:21:56,585 --> 00:21:56,674:
of
3716
00:21:56,674 --> 00:21:56,765:
your
3717
00:21:56,765 --> 00:21:57,724:
company.
3718
00:21:57,724 --> 00:21:58,085:
Whatever
3719
00:21:58,085 --> 00:21:58,295:
else
3720
00:21:58,295 --> 00:21:58,414:
will
3721
00:21:58,414 --> 00:21:58,894:
happen,
3722
00:21:58,894 --> 00:21:59,045:
will
3723
00:21:59,045 --> 00:21:59,734:
happen.
3724
00:21:59,734 --> 00:22:00,154:
I
3725
00:22:00,154 --> 00:22:00,335:
do
3726
00:22:00,335 --> 00:22:00,605:
find
3727
00:22:00,605 --> 00:22:00,694:
you
3728
00:22:00,694 --> 00:22:00,934:
very
3729
00:22:00,934 --> 00:22:02,194:
attractive."
"Thank
3730
00:22:02,194 --> 00:22:03,214:
you."
"But
3731
00:22:03,214 --> 00:22:03,305:
I
3732
00:22:03,305 --> 00:22:03,484:
did
3733
00:22:03,484 --> 00:22:03,664:
not
3734
00:22:03,664 --> 00:22:03,904:
ask
3735
00:22:03,904 --> 00:22:03,964:
you
3736
00:22:03,964 --> 00:22:04,055:
to
3737
00:22:04,055 --> 00:22:04,325:
dinner
3738
00:22:04,325 --> 00:22:04,595:
because
3739
00:22:04,595 --> 00:22:04,744:
you are
3740
00:22:04,744 --> 00:22:05,914:
attractive.
3741
00:22:05,914 --> 00:22:05,944:
I
3742
00:22:05,944 --> 00:22:06,275:
asked
3743
00:22:06,275 --> 00:22:06,394:
you
3744
00:22:06,394 --> 00:22:06,545:
out
3745
00:22:06,545 --> 00:22:07,025:
because
3746
00:22:07,025 --> 00:22:07,265:
you're
3747
00:22:07,265 --> 00:22:07,444:
one
3748
00:22:07,444 --> 00:22:07,505:
of
3749
00:22:07,505 --> 00:22:07,595:
the
3750
00:22:07,595 --> 00:22:07,835:
most
3751
00:22:07,835 --> 00:22:08,224:
amazing
3752
00:22:08,224 --> 00:22:08,704:
dancers
3753
00:22:08,704 --> 00:22:08,855:
I've
3754
00:22:08,855 --> 00:22:09,035:
ever
3755
00:22:09,035 --> 00:22:10,894:
seen."
"Again,
3756
00:22:10,894 --> 00:22:11,224:
thank
3757
00:22:11,224 --> 00:22:11,884:
you,
3758
00:22:11,884 --> 00:22:12,035:
but
3759
00:22:12,035 --> 00:22:12,184:
you'll
3760
00:22:12,184 --> 00:22:12,515:
forgive
3761
00:22:12,515 --> 00:22:12,634:
me
3762
00:22:12,634 --> 00:22:12,755:
if
3763
00:22:12,755 --> 00:22:12,815:
I
3764
00:22:12,815 --> 00:22:13,055:
find
3765
00:22:13,055 --> 00:22:13,174:
it
3766
00:22:13,174 --> 00:22:13,355:
hard
3767
00:22:13,355 --> 00:22:13,444:
to
3768
00:22:13,444 --> 00:22:13,744:
believe
3769
00:22:13,744 --> 00:22:13,954:
that
3770
00:22:13,954 --> 00:22:14,224:
you
3771
00:22:14,224 --> 00:22:14,585:
asked
3772
00:22:14,585 --> 00:22:14,734:
me
3773
00:22:14,734 --> 00:22:14,914:
out
3774
00:22:14,914 --> 00:22:15,244:
just
3775
00:22:15,244 --> 00:22:16,505:
to talk."
He
3776
00:22:16,505 --> 00:22:18,454:
smiles. "Well,
3777
00:22:18,454 --> 00:22:18,664:
I'll
3778
00:22:18,664 --> 00:22:18,994:
admit
3779
00:22:18,994 --> 00:22:19,144:
that
3780
00:22:19,144 --> 00:22:19,204:
I
3781
00:22:19,204 --> 00:22:19,444:
wouldn't
3782
00:22:19,444 --> 00:22:19,805:
mind
3783
00:22:19,805 --> 00:22:19,924:
if
3784
00:22:19,924 --> 00:22:20,134:
this
3785
00:22:20,134 --> 00:22:20,434:
evening
3786
00:22:20,434 --> 00:22:20,825:
ended
3787
00:22:20,825 --> 00:22:21,095:
with
3788
00:22:21,095 --> 00:22:21,305:
us
3789
00:22:21,305 --> 00:22:21,484:
in
3790
00:22:21,484 --> 00:22:22,085:
bed,
3791
00:22:22,085 --> 00:22:22,444:
but
3792
00:22:22,444 --> 00:22:22,565:
I
3793
00:22:22,565 --> 00:22:22,865:
won't
3794
00:22:22,865 --> 00:22:24,125:
beg."
I
3795
00:22:24,125 --> 00:22:24,875:
chuckle.
3796
00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:25,055:
He's
3797
00:22:25,055 --> 00:22:25,744:
funny.
3798
00:22:25,744 --> 00:22:25,865:
I
3799
00:22:25,865 --> 00:22:26,105:
like
3800
00:22:26,105 --> 00:22:27,515:
him. "Is
3801
00:22:27,515 --> 00:22:27,605:
the
3802
00:22:27,605 --> 00:22:27,904:
food
3803
00:22:27,904 --> 00:22:28,115:
good
3804
00:22:28,115 --> 00:22:28,174:
at
3805
00:22:28,174 --> 00:22:28,325:
your
3806
00:22:28,325 --> 00:22:29,255:
hotel?"
He
3807
00:22:29,255 --> 00:22:30,394:
nods. "Its
3808
00:22:30,394 --> 00:22:30,664:
five
3809
00:22:30,664 --> 00:22:31,144:
stars at the
3810
00:22:31,144 --> 00:22:31,474:
hotel
3811
00:22:31,474 --> 00:22:33,095:
restaurant."
"Could
3812
00:22:33,095 --> 00:22:33,244:
we
3813
00:22:33,244 --> 00:22:33,515:
take
3814
00:22:33,515 --> 00:22:33,755:
dinner
3815
00:22:33,755 --> 00:22:33,875:
in
3816
00:22:33,875 --> 00:22:33,994:
your
3817
00:22:33,994 --> 00:22:34,234:
room
3818
00:22:34,234 --> 00:22:35,585:
instead?"
He
3819
00:22:35,585 --> 00:22:35,855:
looks
3820
00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:35,974:
at
3821
00:22:35,974 --> 00:22:36,335:
me,
3822
00:22:36,335 --> 00:22:36,424:
a
3823
00:22:36,424 --> 00:22:36,904:
slightly
3824
00:22:36,904 --> 00:22:37,295:
bemused
3825
00:22:37,295 --> 00:22:37,595:
smile
3826
00:22:37,595 --> 00:22:37,744:
on
3827
00:22:37,744 --> 00:22:37,894:
his
3828
00:22:37,894 --> 00:22:38,944:
lips. "I
3829
00:22:38,944 --> 00:22:39,184:
thought
3830
00:22:39,184 --> 00:22:39,305:
you
3831
00:22:39,305 --> 00:22:39,484:
weren't
3832
00:22:39,484 --> 00:22:39,724:
going
3833
00:22:39,724 --> 00:22:39,815:
to
3834
00:22:39,815 --> 00:22:40,295:
guarantee
3835
00:22:40,295 --> 00:22:41,525:
anything."
"I'm
3836
00:22:41,525 --> 00:22:42,454:
not,
3837
00:22:42,454 --> 00:22:42,605:
but
3838
00:22:42,605 --> 00:22:42,664:
I
3839
00:22:42,664 --> 00:22:42,875:
don't
3840
00:22:42,875 --> 00:22:43,115:
really
3841
00:22:43,115 --> 00:22:43,565:
enjoy
3842
00:22:43,565 --> 00:22:43,835:
eating
3843
00:22:43,835 --> 00:22:43,954:
in
3844
00:22:43,954 --> 00:22:44,464:
restaurants
3845
00:22:44,464 --> 00:22:44,615:
all
3846
00:22:44,615 --> 00:22:44,825:
that
3847
00:22:44,825 --> 00:22:46,535:
much."
We
3848
00:22:46,535 --> 00:22:46,744:
take
3849
00:22:46,744 --> 00:22:46,835:
the
3850
00:22:46,835 --> 00:22:47,255:
elevator
3851
00:22:47,255 --> 00:22:47,404:
to
3852
00:22:47,404 --> 00:22:47,585:
his
3853
00:22:47,585 --> 00:22:47,944:
hotel
3854
00:22:47,944 --> 00:22:48,154:
room,
3855
00:22:48,154 --> 00:22:48,305:
which
3856
00:22:48,305 --> 00:22:48,575:
turns
3857
00:22:48,575 --> 00:22:48,724:
out
3858
00:22:48,724 --> 00:22:48,815:
to
3859
00:22:48,815 --> 00:22:48,904:
be
3860
00:22:48,904 --> 00:22:48,964:
a
3861
00:22:48,964 --> 00:22:49,384:
penthouse
3862
00:22:49,384 --> 00:22:50,315:
suite.
3863
00:22:50,315 --> 00:22:50,674:
We
3864
00:22:50,674 --> 00:22:50,944:
order
3865
00:22:50,944 --> 00:22:51,244:
food
3866
00:22:51,244 --> 00:22:51,515:
up,
3867
00:22:51,515 --> 00:22:51,605:
and,
3868
00:22:51,605 --> 00:22:51,845:
over
3869
00:22:51,845 --> 00:22:52,295:
lobster
3870
00:22:52,295 --> 00:22:52,924:
thermidor,
3871
00:22:52,924 --> 00:22:53,317:
brandied
3872
00:22:53,317 --> 00:22:53,884:
truffles,
3873
00:22:53,884 --> 00:22:54,424:
delicately
3874
00:22:54,424 --> 00:22:54,994:
creamed
3875
00:22:54,994 --> 00:22:55,174:
white
3876
00:22:55,174 --> 00:22:55,894:
asparagus,
3877
00:22:55,894 --> 00:22:55,984:
and
3878
00:22:55,984 --> 00:22:56,164:
more
3879
00:22:56,164 --> 00:22:57,335:
champagne,
3880
00:22:57,335 --> 00:22:57,634:
we
3881
00:22:57,634 --> 00:22:58,025:
chat
3882
00:22:58,025 --> 00:22:58,684:
amiably,
3883
00:22:58,684 --> 00:22:58,865:
as
3884
00:22:58,865 --> 00:22:58,984:
if
3885
00:22:58,984 --> 00:22:59,075:
we
3886
00:22:59,075 --> 00:22:59,194:
were
3887
00:22:59,194 --> 00:22:59,404:
old
3888
00:22:59,404 --> 00:23:00,634:
friends.
3889
00:23:00,634 --> 00:23:00,785:
All
3890
00:23:00,785 --> 00:23:00,994:
through
3891
00:23:00,994 --> 00:23:01,265:
dinner,
3892
00:23:01,265 --> 00:23:01,325:
I
3893
00:23:01,325 --> 00:23:01,744:
study
3894
00:23:01,744 --> 00:23:02,285:
him;
3895
00:23:02,285 --> 00:23:02,464:
he
3896
00:23:02,464 --> 00:23:02,644:
is
3897
00:23:02,644 --> 00:23:03,365:
attractive,
3898
00:23:03,365 --> 00:23:03,545:
if
3899
00:23:03,545 --> 00:23:03,605:
a
3900
00:23:03,605 --> 00:23:03,755:
bit
3901
00:23:03,755 --> 00:23:04,025:
older
3902
00:23:04,025 --> 00:23:04,174:
than
3903
00:23:04,174 --> 00:23:04,325:
I am
3904
00:23:04,325 --> 00:23:04,565:
used
3905
00:23:04,565 --> 00:23:04,654:
to
3906
00:23:04,654 --> 00:23:04,775:
in
3907
00:23:04,775 --> 00:23:04,835:
a
3908
00:23:04,835 --> 00:23:05,075:
dinner
3909
00:23:05,075 --> 00:23:06,424:
companion.
3910
00:23:06,424 --> 00:23:06,545:
He
3911
00:23:06,545 --> 00:23:06,755:
has
3912
00:23:06,755 --> 00:23:06,904:
an
3913
00:23:06,904 --> 00:23:07,234:
air
3914
00:23:07,234 --> 00:23:07,355:
of
3915
00:23:07,355 --> 00:23:08,045:
cultivated
3916
00:23:08,045 --> 00:23:08,585:
elegance, and
3917
00:23:08,585 --> 00:23:08,914:
I
3918
00:23:08,914 --> 00:23:09,214:
feel
3919
00:23:09,214 --> 00:23:09,275:
a
3920
00:23:09,275 --> 00:23:09,575:
tiny
3921
00:23:09,575 --> 00:23:09,755:
bit
3922
00:23:09,755 --> 00:23:10,295:
tawdry
3923
00:23:10,295 --> 00:23:10,414:
in
3924
00:23:10,414 --> 00:23:10,625:
these
3925
00:23:10,625 --> 00:23:11,194:
luxurious
3926
00:23:11,194 --> 00:23:12,065:
rooms.
3927
00:23:12,065 --> 00:23:12,365:
He
3928
00:23:12,365 --> 00:23:12,904:
asks
3929
00:23:12,904 --> 00:23:13,325:
many
3930
00:23:13,325 --> 00:23:14,855:
questions.
"Is
3931
00:23:14,855 --> 00:23:15,305:
Sylvan your
3932
00:23:15,305 --> 00:23:17,884:
given name?"
"Yes, though I'm
3933
00:23:17,884 --> 00:23:17,974:
the
3934
00:23:17,974 --> 00:23:18,184:
one who
3935
00:23:18,184 --> 00:23:18,394:
gave
3936
00:23:18,394 --> 00:23:18,484:
it
3937
00:23:18,484 --> 00:23:18,575:
to
3938
00:23:18,575 --> 00:23:19,204:
me."
He
3939
00:23:19,204 --> 00:23:19,565:
laughs
3940
00:23:19,565 --> 00:23:19,654:
at
3941
00:23:19,654 --> 00:23:20,704:
this. "What's
3942
00:23:20,704 --> 00:23:20,825:
your
3943
00:23:20,825 --> 00:23:21,065:
real
3944
00:23:21,065 --> 00:23:22,444:
name?"
"Does it
3945
00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:23,375:
matter?"
"I
3946
00:23:23,375 --> 00:23:23,855:
suppose
3947
00:23:23,855 --> 00:23:24,755:
not.
3948
00:23:24,755 --> 00:23:24,904:
Do
3949
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:25,055:
you
3950
00:23:25,055 --> 00:23:25,325:
like
3951
00:23:25,325 --> 00:23:25,654:
dancing
3952
00:23:25,654 --> 00:23:25,744:
at
3953
00:23:25,744 --> 00:23:25,894:
the
3954
00:23:25,894 --> 00:23:26,914:
club?"
"I
3955
00:23:26,914 --> 00:23:27,125:
love
3956
00:23:27,125 --> 00:23:27,244:
to
3957
00:23:27,244 --> 00:23:27,815:
dance.
3958
00:23:27,815 --> 00:23:28,325:
Period.
3959
00:23:28,325 --> 00:23:28,444:
The
3960
00:23:28,444 --> 00:23:28,805:
club
3961
00:23:28,805 --> 00:23:29,164:
pays
3962
00:23:29,164 --> 00:23:29,345:
well
3963
00:23:29,345 --> 00:23:30,694:
enough."
"Are
3964
00:23:30,694 --> 00:23:30,875:
you
3965
00:23:30,875 --> 00:23:32,134:
gay?"
"Do
3966
00:23:32,134 --> 00:23:32,255:
you
3967
00:23:32,255 --> 00:23:32,525:
really
3968
00:23:32,525 --> 00:23:32,704:
have
3969
00:23:32,704 --> 00:23:32,795:
to
3970
00:23:32,795 --> 00:23:33,994:
ask?"
"Just
3971
00:23:33,994 --> 00:23:34,625:
curious.
3972
00:23:34,625 --> 00:23:35,015:
Setting
3973
00:23:35,015 --> 00:23:35,494:
things
3974
00:23:35,494 --> 00:23:36,005:
straight,
3975
00:23:36,005 --> 00:23:36,184:
as
3976
00:23:36,184 --> 00:23:36,275:
it
3977
00:23:36,275 --> 00:23:37,055:
were.
3978
00:23:37,055 --> 00:23:37,144:
Do
3979
00:23:37,144 --> 00:23:37,204:
you
3980
00:23:37,204 --> 00:23:37,384:
have
3981
00:23:37,384 --> 00:23:37,474:
a
3982
00:23:37,474 --> 00:23:39,515:
boyfriend?"
"I...
3983
00:23:39,515 --> 00:23:40,204:
Yes.
3984
00:23:40,204 --> 00:23:41,105:
Well,
3985
00:23:41,105 --> 00:23:41,615:
no,
3986
00:23:41,615 --> 00:23:42,335:
actually.
3987
00:23:42,335 --> 00:23:42,724:
He
3988
00:23:42,724 --> 00:23:43,085:
passed
3989
00:23:43,085 --> 00:23:45,335:
away."
"Oh,
3990
00:23:45,335 --> 00:23:45,545:
I'm
3991
00:23:45,545 --> 00:23:47,404:
sorry."
"Yeah?
3992
00:23:47,404 --> 00:23:47,974:
Well,
3993
00:23:47,974 --> 00:23:48,214:
so
3994
00:23:48,214 --> 00:23:48,424:
was
3995
00:23:48,424 --> 00:23:50,134:
I."
3996
00:23:50,134 --> 00:23:50,285:
An
3997
00:23:50,285 --> 00:23:50,914:
uncomfortable
3998
00:23:50,914 --> 00:23:51,365:
silence
3999
00:23:51,365 --> 00:23:52,444:
descends.
4000
00:23:52,444 --> 00:23:53,164:
Silences,
4001
00:23:53,164 --> 00:23:53,315:
with
4002
00:23:53,315 --> 00:23:53,525:
him,
4003
00:23:53,525 --> 00:23:53,615:
are
4004
00:23:53,615 --> 00:23:53,914:
not
4005
00:23:53,914 --> 00:23:54,125:
like
4006
00:23:54,125 --> 00:23:54,214:
the
4007
00:23:54,214 --> 00:23:54,454:
ones
4008
00:23:54,454 --> 00:23:54,575:
with
4009
00:23:54,575 --> 00:23:54,994:
Charlie.
4010
00:23:54,994 --> 00:23:55,295:
They are
4011
00:23:55,295 --> 00:23:55,924:
brooding,
4012
00:23:55,924 --> 00:23:56,525:
unhappy
4013
00:23:56,525 --> 00:23:56,974:
gaps
4014
00:23:56,974 --> 00:23:57,125:
when
4015
00:23:57,125 --> 00:23:57,214:
he
4016
00:23:57,214 --> 00:23:57,545:
cannot
4017
00:23:57,545 --> 00:23:57,724:
think
4018
00:23:57,724 --> 00:23:57,785:
of
4019
00:23:57,785 --> 00:23:57,934:
what
4020
00:23:57,934 --> 00:23:58,025:
to
4021
00:23:58,025 --> 00:23:59,315:
say.
4022
00:23:59,315 --> 00:23:59,795:
Finally,
4023
00:23:59,795 --> 00:23:59,914:
he
4024
00:23:59,914 --> 00:24:00,184:
gets
4025
00:24:00,184 --> 00:24:00,305:
his
4026
00:24:00,305 --> 00:24:00,845:
questions
4027
00:24:00,845 --> 00:24:01,144:
going
4028
00:24:01,144 --> 00:24:02,914:
again.
"How
4029
00:24:02,914 --> 00:24:03,065:
did
4030
00:24:03,065 --> 00:24:03,154:
he
4031
00:24:03,154 --> 00:24:04,894:
die?"
"Hit
4032
00:24:04,894 --> 00:24:05,015:
and
4033
00:24:05,015 --> 00:24:06,335:
run."
"That's
4034
00:24:06,335 --> 00:24:06,575:
really
4035
00:24:06,575 --> 00:24:07,325:
terrible.
4036
00:24:07,325 --> 00:24:07,474:
I'm
4037
00:24:07,474 --> 00:24:07,775:
very,
4038
00:24:07,775 --> 00:24:08,075:
very
4039
00:24:08,075 --> 00:24:09,785:
sorry."
"Why,
4040
00:24:09,785 --> 00:24:09,934:
were
4041
00:24:09,934 --> 00:24:10,174:
you
4042
00:24:10,174 --> 00:24:10,295:
the
4043
00:24:10,295 --> 00:24:11,375:
driver?"
4044
00:24:11,375 --> 00:24:11,615:
My
4045
00:24:11,615 --> 00:24:11,914:
voice
4046
00:24:11,914 --> 00:24:12,065:
is
4047
00:24:12,065 --> 00:24:12,545:
much,
4048
00:24:12,545 --> 00:24:12,845:
much
4049
00:24:12,845 --> 00:24:13,025:
more
4050
00:24:13,025 --> 00:24:13,295:
bitter
4051
00:24:13,295 --> 00:24:13,414:
than
4052
00:24:13,414 --> 00:24:13,505:
I
4053
00:24:13,505 --> 00:24:13,924:
intend it
4054
00:24:13,924 --> 00:24:14,045:
to
4055
00:24:14,045 --> 00:24:14,855:
be.
4056
00:24:14,855 --> 00:24:15,214:
Another
4057
00:24:15,214 --> 00:24:15,724:
silence
4058
00:24:15,724 --> 00:24:17,345:
descends. "I'm
4059
00:24:17,345 --> 00:24:18,065:
sorry,"
4060
00:24:18,065 --> 00:24:18,154:
I
4061
00:24:18,154 --> 00:24:18,545:
finally
4062
00:24:18,545 --> 00:24:20,105:
say.
"Don't
4063
00:24:20,105 --> 00:24:20,734:
be,"
4064
00:24:20,734 --> 00:24:20,855:
he
4065
00:24:20,855 --> 00:24:21,154:
says
4066
00:24:21,154 --> 00:24:21,875:
softly,
4067
00:24:21,875 --> 00:24:23,555:
kindly. "What
4068
00:24:23,555 --> 00:24:23,734:
was
4069
00:24:23,734 --> 00:24:23,884:
his
4070
00:24:23,884 --> 00:24:26,285:
name?"
"Derek,"
4071
00:24:26,285 --> 00:24:26,404:
I
4072
00:24:26,404 --> 00:24:28,055:
half-whisper.
4073
00:24:28,055 --> 00:24:28,265:
All
4074
00:24:28,265 --> 00:24:28,414:
my
4075
00:24:28,414 --> 00:24:28,894:
masks
4076
00:24:28,894 --> 00:24:28,954:
are
4077
00:24:28,954 --> 00:24:29,345:
slipping
4078
00:24:29,345 --> 00:24:29,795:
away.
4079
00:24:29,795 --> 00:24:30,005:
My
4080
00:24:30,005 --> 00:24:30,424:
dancing
4081
00:24:30,424 --> 00:24:30,845:
tonight,
4082
00:24:30,845 --> 00:24:30,994:
my
4083
00:24:30,994 --> 00:24:31,565:
flying,
4084
00:24:31,565 --> 00:24:31,775:
has
4085
00:24:31,775 --> 00:24:31,984:
put
4086
00:24:31,984 --> 00:24:32,404:
chinks
4087
00:24:32,404 --> 00:24:32,494:
in
4088
00:24:32,494 --> 00:24:32,704:
my
4089
00:24:32,704 --> 00:24:33,785:
armor,
4090
00:24:33,785 --> 00:24:33,934:
and
4091
00:24:33,934 --> 00:24:34,025:
I
4092
00:24:34,025 --> 00:24:34,414:
doubt
4093
00:24:34,414 --> 00:24:34,535:
my
4094
00:24:34,535 --> 00:24:34,684:
own
4095
00:24:34,684 --> 00:24:35,105:
ability
4096
00:24:35,105 --> 00:24:35,255:
to
4097
00:24:35,255 --> 00:24:35,375:
be
4098
00:24:35,375 --> 00:24:37,414:
strong.
"You
4099
00:24:37,414 --> 00:24:37,714:
loved
4100
00:24:37,714 --> 00:24:37,805:
him
4101
00:24:37,805 --> 00:24:38,075:
very
4102
00:24:38,075 --> 00:24:38,944:
much."
4103
00:24:38,944 --> 00:24:39,095:
Its
4104
00:24:39,095 --> 00:24:39,275:
not
4105
00:24:39,275 --> 00:24:39,335:
a
4106
00:24:39,335 --> 00:24:39,934:
question,
4107
00:24:39,934 --> 00:24:40,158:
but
4108
00:24:40,158 --> 00:24:40,444:
I nod,
4109
00:24:40,444 --> 00:24:42,994:
anyway.
4110
00:24:42,994 --> 00:24:43,174:
He
4111
00:24:43,174 --> 00:24:44,105:
stands,
4112
00:24:44,105 --> 00:24:44,464:
walks
4113
00:24:44,464 --> 00:24:44,825:
behind
4114
00:24:44,825 --> 00:24:44,974:
me
4115
00:24:44,974 --> 00:24:45,125:
as
4116
00:24:45,125 --> 00:24:45,275:
I
4117
00:24:45,275 --> 00:24:45,545:
bury
4118
00:24:45,545 --> 00:24:45,694:
my
4119
00:24:45,694 --> 00:24:45,994:
face
4120
00:24:45,994 --> 00:24:46,085:
in
4121
00:24:46,085 --> 00:24:46,234:
my
4122
00:24:46,234 --> 00:24:47,285:
hands,
4123
00:24:47,285 --> 00:24:47,464:
and
4124
00:24:47,464 --> 00:24:47,615:
his
4125
00:24:47,615 --> 00:24:47,974:
paws
4126
00:24:47,974 --> 00:24:48,335:
gently
4127
00:24:48,335 --> 00:24:48,515:
come
4128
00:24:48,515 --> 00:24:48,605:
to
4129
00:24:48,605 --> 00:24:48,904:
rest
4130
00:24:48,904 --> 00:24:48,964:
on
4131
00:24:48,964 --> 00:24:49,055:
my
4132
00:24:49,055 --> 00:24:50,765:
shoulders. "You're
4133
00:24:50,765 --> 00:24:51,035:
very
4134
00:24:51,035 --> 00:24:51,845:
beautiful,
4135
00:24:51,845 --> 00:24:51,964:
and
4136
00:24:51,964 --> 00:24:52,085:
you
4137
00:24:52,085 --> 00:24:52,295:
don't
4138
00:24:52,295 --> 00:24:52,654:
deserve
4139
00:24:52,654 --> 00:24:52,775:
to
4140
00:24:52,775 --> 00:24:52,984:
feel
4141
00:24:52,984 --> 00:24:53,164:
this
4142
00:24:53,164 --> 00:24:53,375:
much
4143
00:24:53,375 --> 00:24:55,265:
pain."
I
4144
00:24:55,265 --> 00:24:56,555:
shiver,
4145
00:24:56,555 --> 00:24:57,214:
turn,
4146
00:24:57,214 --> 00:24:57,394:
and
4147
00:24:57,394 --> 00:24:57,605:
look
4148
00:24:57,605 --> 00:24:57,724:
up
4149
00:24:57,724 --> 00:24:57,934:
into
4150
00:24:57,934 --> 00:24:58,115:
his
4151
00:24:58,115 --> 00:24:59,525:
eyes.
4152
00:24:59,525 --> 00:24:59,704:
There
4153
00:24:59,704 --> 00:24:59,795:
I
4154
00:24:59,795 --> 00:25:03,454:
see...nothing;
4155
00:25:03,454 --> 00:25:03,575:
I
4156
00:25:03,575 --> 00:25:03,755:
don't
4157
00:25:03,755 --> 00:25:03,904:
mean
4158
00:25:03,904 --> 00:25:04,265:
anything
4159
00:25:04,265 --> 00:25:04,355:
to
4160
00:25:04,355 --> 00:25:05,525:
him.
4161
00:25:05,525 --> 00:25:05,644:
I'm
4162
00:25:05,644 --> 00:25:05,914:
just
4163
00:25:05,914 --> 00:25:05,944:
a
4164
00:25:05,944 --> 00:25:06,335:
sexy
4165
00:25:06,335 --> 00:25:06,545:
boy
4166
00:25:06,545 --> 00:25:06,694:
that
4167
00:25:06,694 --> 00:25:06,875:
caught
4168
00:25:06,875 --> 00:25:07,055:
his
4169
00:25:07,055 --> 00:25:07,414:
eye,
4170
00:25:07,414 --> 00:25:07,474:
a
4171
00:25:07,474 --> 00:25:07,684:
little
4172
00:25:07,684 --> 00:25:08,315:
distraction
4173
00:25:08,315 --> 00:25:08,464:
while
4174
00:25:08,464 --> 00:25:08,765:
he
4175
00:25:08,765 --> 00:25:09,365:
concludes
4176
00:25:09,365 --> 00:25:09,424:
a
4177
00:25:09,424 --> 00:25:09,785:
business
4178
00:25:09,785 --> 00:25:09,964:
deal
4179
00:25:09,964 --> 00:25:10,085:
in
4180
00:25:10,085 --> 00:25:10,384:
town,
4181
00:25:10,384 --> 00:25:12,035:
perhaps.
4182
00:25:12,035 --> 00:25:12,184:
I
4183
00:25:12,184 --> 00:25:12,664:
expected
4184
00:25:12,664 --> 00:25:12,815:
no
4185
00:25:12,815 --> 00:25:13,025:
more
4186
00:25:13,025 --> 00:25:13,174:
than
4187
00:25:13,174 --> 00:25:13,535:
that,
4188
00:25:13,535 --> 00:25:13,744:
and
4189
00:25:13,744 --> 00:25:14,075:
he
4190
00:25:14,075 --> 00:25:14,345:
does
4191
00:25:14,345 --> 00:25:14,585:
not
4192
00:25:14,585 --> 00:25:15,095:
disappoint
4193
00:25:15,095 --> 00:25:16,325:
me.
4194
00:25:16,325 --> 00:25:16,474:
I
4195
00:25:16,474 --> 00:25:16,775:
feel
4196
00:25:16,775 --> 00:25:16,835:
a
4197
00:25:16,835 --> 00:25:17,134:
little
4198
00:25:17,134 --> 00:25:17,255:
of
4199
00:25:17,255 --> 00:25:17,375:
the
4200
00:25:17,375 --> 00:25:17,765:
wax
4201
00:25:17,765 --> 00:25:17,914:
that
4202
00:25:17,914 --> 00:25:18,154:
held
4203
00:25:18,154 --> 00:25:18,305:
my
4204
00:25:18,305 --> 00:25:18,634:
wings
4205
00:25:18,634 --> 00:25:18,964:
together
4206
00:25:18,964 --> 00:25:19,204:
give
4207
00:25:19,204 --> 00:25:20,345:
way.
4208
00:25:20,345 --> 00:25:20,494:
It
4209
00:25:20,494 --> 00:25:20,825:
hurts
4210
00:25:20,825 --> 00:25:21,424:
me,
4211
00:25:21,424 --> 00:25:21,694:
because
4212
00:25:21,694 --> 00:25:21,785:
I
4213
00:25:21,785 --> 00:25:21,964:
know
4214
00:25:21,964 --> 00:25:22,115:
that
4215
00:25:22,115 --> 00:25:22,174:
he
4216
00:25:22,174 --> 00:25:22,474:
doesn't
4217
00:25:22,474 --> 00:25:22,714:
love
4218
00:25:22,714 --> 00:25:23,825:
me,
4219
00:25:23,825 --> 00:25:23,974:
but
4220
00:25:23,974 --> 00:25:24,065:
I
4221
00:25:24,065 --> 00:25:24,515:
decide
4222
00:25:24,515 --> 00:25:24,634:
to
4223
00:25:24,634 --> 00:25:24,785:
let
4224
00:25:24,785 --> 00:25:24,904:
him
4225
00:25:24,904 --> 00:25:25,174:
take
4226
00:25:25,174 --> 00:25:25,295:
the
4227
00:25:25,295 --> 00:25:25,535:
pain
4228
00:25:25,535 --> 00:25:25,805:
away,
4229
00:25:25,805 --> 00:25:25,984:
for
4230
00:25:25,984 --> 00:25:26,015:
a
4231
00:25:26,015 --> 00:25:26,255:
little
4232
00:25:26,255 --> 00:25:27,964:
while. He
4233
00:25:27,964 --> 00:25:28,384:
gently
4234
00:25:28,384 --> 00:25:28,775:
raises
4235
00:25:28,775 --> 00:25:28,894:
me
4236
00:25:28,894 --> 00:25:29,015:
out
4237
00:25:29,015 --> 00:25:29,075:
of
4238
00:25:29,075 --> 00:25:29,164:
the
4239
00:25:29,164 --> 00:25:29,704:
chair,
4240
00:25:29,704 --> 00:25:29,855:
and,
4241
00:25:29,855 --> 00:25:30,154:
without
4242
00:25:30,154 --> 00:25:30,184:
a
4243
00:25:30,184 --> 00:25:30,545:
word,
4244
00:25:30,545 --> 00:25:30,815:
leads
4245
00:25:30,815 --> 00:25:30,934:
me
4246
00:25:30,934 --> 00:25:31,025:
to
4247
00:25:31,025 --> 00:25:31,115:
the
4248
00:25:31,115 --> 00:25:32,464:
bedroom.
4249
00:25:32,464 --> 00:25:32,555:
I
4250
00:25:32,555 --> 00:25:32,704:
do
4251
00:25:32,704 --> 00:25:32,914:
not
4252
00:25:32,914 --> 00:25:33,755:
ask,
4253
00:25:33,755 --> 00:25:33,964:
or
4254
00:25:33,964 --> 00:25:35,525:
assent,
4255
00:25:35,525 --> 00:25:35,674:
but
4256
00:25:35,674 --> 00:25:35,765:
I
4257
00:25:35,765 --> 00:25:35,914:
let
4258
00:25:35,914 --> 00:25:36,035:
my
4259
00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:36,394:
clothes
4260
00:25:36,394 --> 00:25:36,634:
tumble
4261
00:25:36,634 --> 00:25:36,875:
down
4262
00:25:36,875 --> 00:25:37,174:
around
4263
00:25:37,174 --> 00:25:38,075:
me.
4264
00:25:38,075 --> 00:25:38,224:
He
4265
00:25:38,224 --> 00:25:38,525:
runs
4266
00:25:38,525 --> 00:25:38,644:
his
4267
00:25:38,644 --> 00:25:38,944:
hands
4268
00:25:38,944 --> 00:25:39,125:
over
4269
00:25:39,125 --> 00:25:39,305:
my
4270
00:25:39,305 --> 00:25:39,634:
body,
4271
00:25:39,634 --> 00:25:40,265:
gently,
4272
00:25:40,265 --> 00:25:40,444:
and
4273
00:25:40,444 --> 00:25:40,535:
I
4274
00:25:40,535 --> 00:25:40,714:
can
4275
00:25:40,714 --> 00:25:40,924:
tell
4276
00:25:40,924 --> 00:25:41,134:
he's
4277
00:25:41,134 --> 00:25:41,345:
done
4278
00:25:41,345 --> 00:25:41,585:
this
4279
00:25:41,585 --> 00:25:42,275:
many,
4280
00:25:42,275 --> 00:25:42,605:
many
4281
00:25:42,605 --> 00:25:42,994:
times
4282
00:25:42,994 --> 00:25:44,855:
before.
4283
00:25:44,855 --> 00:25:45,065:
I
4284
00:25:45,065 --> 00:25:45,424:
wonder,
4285
00:25:45,424 --> 00:25:45,875:
briefly,
4286
00:25:45,875 --> 00:25:46,025:
how
4287
00:25:46,025 --> 00:25:46,234:
many
4288
00:25:46,234 --> 00:25:46,625:
beautiful
4289
00:25:46,625 --> 00:25:46,865:
young
4290
00:25:46,865 --> 00:25:47,075:
men
4291
00:25:47,075 --> 00:25:47,194:
have
4292
00:25:47,194 --> 00:25:47,615:
submitted
4293
00:25:47,615 --> 00:25:47,765:
to
4294
00:25:47,765 --> 00:25:48,005:
his
4295
00:25:48,005 --> 00:25:49,055:
wisdom,
4296
00:25:49,055 --> 00:25:49,234:
his
4297
00:25:49,234 --> 00:25:50,194:
softness,
4298
00:25:50,194 --> 00:25:50,434:
his
4299
00:25:50,434 --> 00:25:51,904:
money.
4300
00:25:51,904 --> 00:25:52,115:
He
4301
00:25:52,115 --> 00:25:52,474:
lifts
4302
00:25:52,474 --> 00:25:52,595:
me
4303
00:25:52,595 --> 00:25:52,714:
in
4304
00:25:52,714 --> 00:25:52,865:
his
4305
00:25:52,865 --> 00:25:53,285:
arms,
4306
00:25:53,285 --> 00:25:53,615:
kissing
4307
00:25:53,615 --> 00:25:53,795:
my
4308
00:25:53,795 --> 00:25:54,125:
flat
4309
00:25:54,125 --> 00:25:54,634:
stomach,
4310
00:25:54,634 --> 00:25:54,755:
and
4311
00:25:54,755 --> 00:25:55,025:
I'm
4312
00:25:55,025 --> 00:25:55,684:
trembling,
4313
00:25:55,684 --> 00:25:55,894:
like
4314
00:25:55,894 --> 00:25:55,954:
a
4315
00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:56,974:
virgin,
4316
00:25:56,974 --> 00:25:57,154:
as
4317
00:25:57,154 --> 00:25:57,214:
he
4318
00:25:57,214 --> 00:25:57,515:
lays
4319
00:25:57,515 --> 00:25:57,605:
me
4320
00:25:57,605 --> 00:25:57,845:
down
4321
00:25:57,845 --> 00:25:57,964:
on
4322
00:25:57,964 --> 00:25:58,025:
the
4323
00:25:58,025 --> 00:25:59,194:
bed.
4324
00:25:59,194 --> 00:25:59,345:
It
4325
00:25:59,345 --> 00:25:59,644:
isn't
4326
00:25:59,644 --> 00:26:00,424:
fear
4327
00:26:00,424 --> 00:26:00,664:
or
4328
00:26:00,664 --> 00:26:01,085:
desire
4329
00:26:01,085 --> 00:26:01,234:
that
4330
00:26:01,234 --> 00:26:01,414:
make
4331
00:26:01,414 --> 00:26:01,535:
me
4332
00:26:01,535 --> 00:26:02,015:
shake,
4333
00:26:02,015 --> 00:26:02,164:
but
4334
00:26:02,164 --> 00:26:02,224:
the
4335
00:26:02,224 --> 00:26:02,494:
very
4336
00:26:02,494 --> 00:26:02,974:
definite
4337
00:26:02,974 --> 00:26:03,335:
feeling
4338
00:26:03,335 --> 00:26:03,484:
that
4339
00:26:03,484 --> 00:26:03,634:
my
4340
00:26:03,634 --> 00:26:04,025:
wings
4341
00:26:04,025 --> 00:26:04,144:
have
4342
00:26:04,144 --> 00:26:04,535:
melted
4343
00:26:04,535 --> 00:26:04,744:
away
4344
00:26:04,744 --> 00:26:04,835:
to
4345
00:26:04,835 --> 00:26:05,944:
nothing,
4346
00:26:05,944 --> 00:26:06,065:
and
4347
00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:06,214:
that
4348
00:26:06,214 --> 00:26:06,305:
I'm
4349
00:26:06,305 --> 00:26:06,515:
not
4350
00:26:06,515 --> 00:26:06,875:
falling
4351
00:26:06,875 --> 00:26:07,144:
back
4352
00:26:07,144 --> 00:26:07,474:
onto
4353
00:26:07,474 --> 00:26:07,565:
a
4354
00:26:07,565 --> 00:26:08,585:
bed,
4355
00:26:08,585 --> 00:26:08,765:
but
4356
00:26:08,765 --> 00:26:09,005:
into
4357
00:26:09,005 --> 00:26:09,095:
a
4358
00:26:09,095 --> 00:26:09,815:
cold,
4359
00:26:09,815 --> 00:26:10,174:
dark
4360
00:26:10,174 --> 00:26:11,944:
sea.
4361
00:26:11,944 --> 00:26:12,035:
I
4362
00:26:12,035 --> 00:26:12,305:
watch
4363
00:26:12,305 --> 00:26:12,424:
him
4364
00:26:12,424 --> 00:26:13,265:
disrobe,
4365
00:26:13,265 --> 00:26:13,654:
past
4366
00:26:13,654 --> 00:26:14,015:
caring
4367
00:26:14,015 --> 00:26:14,075:
at
4368
00:26:14,075 --> 00:26:14,285:
all
4369
00:26:14,285 --> 00:26:14,404:
what
4370
00:26:14,404 --> 00:26:14,494:
he
4371
00:26:14,494 --> 00:26:14,734:
looks
4372
00:26:14,734 --> 00:26:15,904:
like,
4373
00:26:15,904 --> 00:26:16,174:
and
4374
00:26:16,174 --> 00:26:16,474:
beg
4375
00:26:16,474 --> 00:26:16,865:
Derek's
4376
00:26:16,865 --> 00:26:17,164:
memory
4377
00:26:17,164 --> 00:26:17,255:
to
4378
00:26:17,255 --> 00:26:17,615:
forgive
4379
00:26:17,615 --> 00:26:20,855:
me.
To
4380
00:26:20,855 --> 00:26:21,005:
his
4381
00:26:21,005 --> 00:26:21,664:
credit,
4382
00:26:21,664 --> 00:26:21,845:
when
4383
00:26:21,845 --> 00:26:22,025:
it's
4384
00:26:22,025 --> 00:26:22,355:
over,
4385
00:26:22,355 --> 00:26:22,535:
he
4386
00:26:22,535 --> 00:26:22,894:
holds
4387
00:26:22,894 --> 00:26:23,134:
me,
4388
00:26:23,134 --> 00:26:23,644:
gently,
4389
00:26:23,644 --> 00:26:23,884:
like
4390
00:26:23,884 --> 00:26:23,944:
a
4391
00:26:23,944 --> 00:26:25,085:
child,
4392
00:26:25,085 --> 00:26:25,204:
and
4393
00:26:25,204 --> 00:26:25,384:
I
4394
00:26:25,384 --> 00:26:25,714:
begin
4395
00:26:25,714 --> 00:26:25,775:
to
4396
00:26:25,775 --> 00:26:26,015:
think
4397
00:26:26,015 --> 00:26:26,075:
I
4398
00:26:26,075 --> 00:26:26,345:
might've
4399
00:26:26,345 --> 00:26:26,464:
been
4400
00:26:26,464 --> 00:26:26,674:
wrong
4401
00:26:26,674 --> 00:26:26,974:
about
4402
00:26:26,974 --> 00:26:28,234:
him.
4403
00:26:28,234 --> 00:26:28,265:
I
4404
00:26:28,265 --> 00:26:28,414:
do
4405
00:26:28,414 --> 00:26:28,595:
not
4406
00:26:28,595 --> 00:26:28,954:
sleep
4407
00:26:28,954 --> 00:26:29,075:
in
4408
00:26:29,075 --> 00:26:29,224:
his
4409
00:26:29,224 --> 00:26:29,555:
arms,
4410
00:26:29,555 --> 00:26:29,704:
but
4411
00:26:29,704 --> 00:26:29,914:
lie
4412
00:26:29,914 --> 00:26:30,335:
awake,
4413
00:26:30,335 --> 00:26:30,694:
listening
4414
00:26:30,694 --> 00:26:30,845:
to
4415
00:26:30,845 --> 00:26:30,994:
him
4416
00:26:30,994 --> 00:26:32,434:
breathe.
4417
00:26:32,434 --> 00:26:32,525:
I
4418
00:26:32,525 --> 00:26:32,850:
watch
4419
00:26:32,850 --> 00:26:32,944:
the
4420
00:26:32,944 --> 00:26:33,305:
dawn
4421
00:26:33,305 --> 00:26:33,634:
crawl
4422
00:26:33,634 --> 00:26:33,755:
up
4423
00:26:33,755 --> 00:26:33,875:
the
4424
00:26:33,875 --> 00:26:34,355:
sky
4425
00:26:34,355 --> 00:26:34,505:
and
4426
00:26:34,505 --> 00:26:34,744:
set
4427
00:26:34,744 --> 00:26:34,835:
the
4428
00:26:34,835 --> 00:26:35,194:
clouds
4429
00:26:35,194 --> 00:26:35,375:
on
4430
00:26:35,375 --> 00:26:36,785:
fire.
4431
00:26:36,785 --> 00:26:36,934:
He
4432
00:26:36,934 --> 00:26:37,234:
wakes
4433
00:26:37,234 --> 00:26:37,414:
up
4434
00:26:37,414 --> 00:26:37,505:
and
4435
00:26:37,505 --> 00:26:37,894:
smiles
4436
00:26:37,894 --> 00:26:37,984:
at
4437
00:26:37,984 --> 00:26:39,244:
me. "What
4438
00:26:39,244 --> 00:26:39,454:
time
4439
00:26:39,454 --> 00:26:39,605:
is
4440
00:26:39,605 --> 00:26:40,295:
it?"
I
4441
00:26:40,295 --> 00:26:40,654:
glance
4442
00:26:40,654 --> 00:26:40,805:
over
4443
00:26:40,805 --> 00:26:40,894:
at
4444
00:26:40,894 --> 00:26:40,954:
the
4445
00:26:40,954 --> 00:26:42,184:
clock. "Eight
4446
00:26:42,184 --> 00:26:43,295:
AM?"
He
4447
00:26:43,295 --> 00:26:44,464:
groans. "I
4448
00:26:44,464 --> 00:26:44,734:
have
4449
00:26:44,734 --> 00:26:44,825:
to
4450
00:26:44,825 --> 00:26:45,065:
get
4451
00:26:45,065 --> 00:26:45,964:
up.
4452
00:26:45,964 --> 00:26:46,085:
I
4453
00:26:46,085 --> 00:26:46,204:
have
4454
00:26:46,204 --> 00:26:46,295:
an
4455
00:26:46,295 --> 00:26:46,654:
important
4456
00:26:46,654 --> 00:26:46,954:
meeting
4457
00:26:46,954 --> 00:26:47,134:
this
4458
00:26:47,134 --> 00:26:48,424:
morning."
4459
00:26:48,424 --> 00:26:48,545:
He
4460
00:26:48,545 --> 00:26:49,144:
disentangles
4461
00:26:49,144 --> 00:26:49,565:
himself
4462
00:26:49,565 --> 00:26:49,984:
from me,
4463
00:26:49,984 --> 00:26:50,315:
takes
4464
00:26:50,315 --> 00:26:50,585:
fresh
4465
00:26:50,585 --> 00:26:50,944:
clothes
4466
00:26:50,944 --> 00:26:51,065:
out
4467
00:26:51,065 --> 00:26:51,125:
of
4468
00:26:51,125 --> 00:26:51,184:
the
4469
00:26:51,184 --> 00:26:51,605:
hotel
4470
00:26:51,605 --> 00:26:52,055:
dresser
4471
00:26:52,055 --> 00:26:52,265:
and
4472
00:26:52,265 --> 00:26:52,565:
turns
4473
00:26:52,565 --> 00:26:52,654:
to
4474
00:26:52,654 --> 00:26:52,865:
look
4475
00:26:52,865 --> 00:26:52,954:
at
4476
00:26:52,954 --> 00:26:54,244:
me. "Is
4477
00:26:54,244 --> 00:26:54,394:
there
4478
00:26:54,394 --> 00:26:54,694:
anything
4479
00:26:54,694 --> 00:26:54,785:
you
4480
00:26:54,785 --> 00:26:55,384:
want?
4481
00:26:55,384 --> 00:26:55,595:
Can I
4482
00:26:55,595 --> 00:26:55,744:
give
4483
00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:55,835:
you
4484
00:26:55,835 --> 00:26:55,984:
any
4485
00:26:55,984 --> 00:26:58,085:
money?"
I
4486
00:26:58,085 --> 00:26:58,325:
feel
4487
00:26:58,325 --> 00:26:58,505:
my
4488
00:26:58,505 --> 00:26:59,404:
heart,
4489
00:26:59,404 --> 00:26:59,674:
not
4490
00:26:59,674 --> 00:26:59,765:
the
4491
00:26:59,765 --> 00:27:00,184:
glass
4492
00:27:00,184 --> 00:27:00,964:
one,
4493
00:27:00,964 --> 00:27:01,144:
but
4494
00:27:01,144 --> 00:27:01,234:
the
4495
00:27:01,234 --> 00:27:01,474:
far
4496
00:27:01,474 --> 00:27:01,684:
more
4497
00:27:01,684 --> 00:27:02,105:
fragile
4498
00:27:02,105 --> 00:27:02,315:
one
4499
00:27:02,315 --> 00:27:02,644:
beneath
4500
00:27:02,644 --> 00:27:02,795:
it,
4501
00:27:02,795 --> 00:27:03,365:
shudder
4502
00:27:03,365 --> 00:27:03,545:
and
4503
00:27:03,545 --> 00:27:04,535:
crack,
4504
00:27:04,535 --> 00:27:04,654:
a
4505
00:27:04,654 --> 00:27:04,894:
deep
4506
00:27:04,894 --> 00:27:05,224:
flaw
4507
00:27:05,224 --> 00:27:05,494:
running
4508
00:27:05,494 --> 00:27:05,795:
into
4509
00:27:05,795 --> 00:27:06,845:
it.
4510
00:27:06,845 --> 00:27:07,085:
I
4511
00:27:07,085 --> 00:27:07,414:
was
4512
00:27:07,414 --> 00:27:07,625:
right
4513
00:27:07,625 --> 00:27:07,894:
about
4514
00:27:07,894 --> 00:27:08,855:
him;
4515
00:27:08,855 --> 00:27:09,125:
I'm
4516
00:27:09,125 --> 00:27:09,424:
just
4517
00:27:09,424 --> 00:27:09,724:
another
4518
00:27:09,724 --> 00:27:10,204:
boy-whore
4519
00:27:10,204 --> 00:27:10,355:
to
4520
00:27:10,355 --> 00:27:12,845:
him. "No.
4521
00:27:12,845 --> 00:27:13,144:
No,
4522
00:27:13,144 --> 00:27:13,234:
I
4523
00:27:13,234 --> 00:27:13,384:
don't
4524
00:27:13,384 --> 00:27:13,565:
want
4525
00:27:13,565 --> 00:27:15,694:
anything."
"Can
4526
00:27:15,694 --> 00:27:16,025:
I
4527
00:27:16,025 --> 00:27:16,265:
give
4528
00:27:16,265 --> 00:27:16,355:
you
4529
00:27:16,355 --> 00:27:16,444:
a
4530
00:27:16,444 --> 00:27:16,625:
lift
4531
00:27:16,625 --> 00:27:17,525:
somewhere?"
4532
00:27:17,525 --> 00:27:18,694:
Translation:
4533
00:27:18,694 --> 00:27:18,815:
I
4534
00:27:18,815 --> 00:27:19,025:
want
4535
00:27:19,025 --> 00:27:19,174:
you
4536
00:27:19,174 --> 00:27:19,295:
out
4537
00:27:19,295 --> 00:27:19,355:
of
4538
00:27:19,355 --> 00:27:19,444:
the
4539
00:27:19,444 --> 00:27:19,805:
hotel
4540
00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:21,545:
room.
"Yes,
4541
00:27:21,545 --> 00:27:22,444:
thanks.
4542
00:27:22,444 --> 00:27:22,595:
To
4543
00:27:22,595 --> 00:27:22,744:
my
4544
00:27:22,744 --> 00:27:25,115:
apartment."
Silence
4545
00:27:25,115 --> 00:27:25,265:
while
4546
00:27:25,265 --> 00:27:26,494:
dressing.
4547
00:27:26,494 --> 00:27:27,035:
Silence
4548
00:27:27,035 --> 00:27:27,095:
in
4549
00:27:27,095 --> 00:27:27,184:
the
4550
00:27:27,184 --> 00:27:28,714:
elevator.
4551
00:27:28,714 --> 00:27:29,315:
Silence
4552
00:27:29,315 --> 00:27:29,404:
in
4553
00:27:29,404 --> 00:27:29,494:
the
4554
00:27:29,494 --> 00:27:31,384:
limo.
4555
00:27:31,384 --> 00:27:31,535:
It
4556
00:27:31,535 --> 00:27:31,805:
pulls
4557
00:27:31,805 --> 00:27:31,924:
up
4558
00:27:31,924 --> 00:27:32,015:
in
4559
00:27:32,015 --> 00:27:32,224:
front
4560
00:27:32,224 --> 00:27:32,285:
of
4561
00:27:32,285 --> 00:27:32,375:
my
4562
00:27:32,375 --> 00:27:32,734:
building,
4563
00:27:32,734 --> 00:27:32,825:
and
4564
00:27:32,825 --> 00:27:32,884:
I
4565
00:27:32,884 --> 00:27:33,244:
step
4566
00:27:33,244 --> 00:27:34,835:
out. "Will
4567
00:27:34,835 --> 00:27:34,924:
I
4568
00:27:34,924 --> 00:27:35,134:
see
4569
00:27:35,134 --> 00:27:35,255:
you
4570
00:27:35,255 --> 00:27:36,005:
again?"
4571
00:27:36,005 --> 00:27:36,095:
I
4572
00:27:36,095 --> 00:27:36,335:
have
4573
00:27:36,335 --> 00:27:36,424:
to
4574
00:27:36,424 --> 00:27:37,865:
ask.
He
4575
00:27:37,865 --> 00:27:38,134:
looks
4576
00:27:38,134 --> 00:27:38,285:
up
4577
00:27:38,285 --> 00:27:38,404:
at
4578
00:27:38,404 --> 00:27:39,214:
me.
4579
00:27:39,214 --> 00:27:39,335:
I
4580
00:27:39,335 --> 00:27:39,515:
can
4581
00:27:39,515 --> 00:27:39,724:
see
4582
00:27:39,724 --> 00:27:40,085:
the "no"
4583
00:27:40,085 --> 00:27:40,204:
in
4584
00:27:40,204 --> 00:27:40,355:
his
4585
00:27:40,355 --> 00:27:41,704:
eyes. "Will
4586
00:27:41,704 --> 00:27:41,825:
you
4587
00:27:41,825 --> 00:27:41,944:
be
4588
00:27:41,944 --> 00:27:42,335:
dancing
4589
00:27:42,335 --> 00:27:45,275:
tonight?"
"Yes."
"I'll
4590
00:27:45,275 --> 00:27:45,454:
try
4591
00:27:45,454 --> 00:27:45,545:
to
4592
00:27:45,545 --> 00:27:45,724:
come
4593
00:27:45,724 --> 00:27:45,845:
by
4594
00:27:45,845 --> 00:27:45,964:
the
4595
00:27:45,964 --> 00:27:47,315:
club."
4596
00:27:47,315 --> 00:27:47,494:
We
4597
00:27:47,494 --> 00:27:47,734:
both
4598
00:27:47,734 --> 00:27:47,914:
know
4599
00:27:47,914 --> 00:27:48,065:
its
4600
00:27:48,065 --> 00:27:48,244:
not
4601
00:27:48,244 --> 00:27:48,845:
true,
4602
00:27:48,845 --> 00:27:49,025:
but
4603
00:27:49,025 --> 00:27:50,765:
I nod.
"Goodbye,
4604
00:27:50,765 --> 00:27:53,615:
Tyrone."
He
4605
00:27:53,615 --> 00:27:53,914:
says
4606
00:27:53,914 --> 00:27:54,184:
nothing
4607
00:27:54,184 --> 00:27:54,424:
more,
4608
00:27:54,424 --> 00:27:54,545:
but
4609
00:27:54,545 --> 00:27:54,994:
closes
4610
00:27:54,994 --> 00:27:55,144:
his
4611
00:27:55,144 --> 00:27:55,414:
door,
4612
00:27:55,414 --> 00:27:56,045:
disappearing
4613
00:27:56,045 --> 00:27:56,404:
behind
4614
00:27:56,404 --> 00:27:56,795:
tinted
4615
00:27:56,795 --> 00:27:58,144:
windows.
4616
00:27:58,144 --> 00:27:58,265:
I
4617
00:27:58,265 --> 00:27:58,565:
watch
4618
00:27:58,565 --> 00:27:58,714:
his
4619
00:27:58,714 --> 00:27:58,984:
limo
4620
00:27:58,984 --> 00:27:59,224:
pull
4621
00:27:59,224 --> 00:27:59,557:
away,
4622
00:27:59,557 --> 00:27:59,704:
then
4623
00:27:59,704 --> 00:27:59,974:
walk
4624
00:27:59,974 --> 00:28:00,424:
upstairs
4625
00:28:00,424 --> 00:28:00,515:
to
4626
00:28:00,515 --> 00:28:00,634:
my
4627
00:28:00,634 --> 00:28:02,045:
apartment.
4628
00:28:02,045 --> 00:28:02,134:
I
4629
00:28:02,134 --> 00:28:02,471:
flop
4630
00:28:02,471 --> 00:28:02,644:
into
4631
00:28:02,644 --> 00:28:03,214:
bed
4632
00:28:03,214 --> 00:28:03,365:
and,
4633
00:28:03,365 --> 00:28:03,484:
when
4634
00:28:03,484 --> 00:28:03,755:
next
4635
00:28:03,755 --> 00:28:03,875:
I
4636
00:28:03,875 --> 00:28:04,295:
look,
4637
00:28:04,295 --> 00:28:04,444:
the
4638
00:28:04,444 --> 00:28:04,684:
sun
4639
00:28:04,684 --> 00:28:04,775:
has
4640
00:28:04,775 --> 00:28:06,154:
set.
4641
00:28:06,154 --> 00:28:06,184:
I
4642
00:28:06,184 --> 00:28:06,424:
pull
4643
00:28:06,424 --> 00:28:06,845:
myself
4644
00:28:06,845 --> 00:28:06,934:
out
4645
00:28:06,934 --> 00:28:06,994:
of
4646
00:28:06,994 --> 00:28:07,265:
bed
4647
00:28:07,265 --> 00:28:07,474:
and
4648
00:28:07,474 --> 00:28:07,815:
prepare
4649
00:28:07,815 --> 00:28:07,894:
to
4650
00:28:07,894 --> 00:28:08,075:
head
4651
00:28:08,075 --> 00:28:08,164:
to
4652
00:28:08,164 --> 00:28:08,285:
the
4653
00:28:08,285 --> 00:28:10,025:
club.
4654
00:28:10,025 --> 00:28:10,654:
Something
4655
00:28:10,654 --> 00:28:11,194:
compels
4656
00:28:11,194 --> 00:28:11,315:
me
4657
00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:11,434:
to
4658
00:28:11,434 --> 00:28:11,704:
touch
4659
00:28:11,704 --> 00:28:11,795:
the
4660
00:28:11,795 --> 00:28:12,154:
shoes
4661
00:28:12,154 --> 00:28:12,305:
my
4662
00:28:12,305 --> 00:28:12,634:
father
4663
00:28:12,634 --> 00:28:12,904:
gave
4664
00:28:12,904 --> 00:28:13,115:
me,
4665
00:28:13,115 --> 00:28:13,265:
and
4666
00:28:13,265 --> 00:28:13,595:
they
4667
00:28:13,595 --> 00:28:13,954:
seem
4668
00:28:13,954 --> 00:28:14,255:
warm
4669
00:28:14,255 --> 00:28:14,375:
to
4670
00:28:14,375 --> 00:28:14,494:
my
4671
00:28:14,494 --> 00:28:16,055:
touch.
4672
00:28:16,055 --> 00:28:16,325:
Without
4673
00:28:16,325 --> 00:28:16,535:
any
4674
00:28:16,535 --> 00:28:16,775:
real
4675
00:28:16,775 --> 00:28:17,105:
idea
4676
00:28:17,105 --> 00:28:17,379:
why,
4677
00:28:17,379 --> 00:28:17,499:
I
4678
00:28:17,499 --> 00:28:17,765:
take
4679
00:28:17,765 --> 00:28:17,884:
them
4680
00:28:17,884 --> 00:28:18,125:
down
4681
00:28:18,125 --> 00:28:18,305:
off
4682
00:28:18,305 --> 00:28:18,394:
the
4683
00:28:18,394 --> 00:28:18,694:
wall
4684
00:28:18,694 --> 00:28:18,785:
and
4685
00:28:18,785 --> 00:28:19,085:
carry
4686
00:28:19,085 --> 00:28:19,265:
them
4687
00:28:19,265 --> 00:28:19,444:
with
4688
00:28:19,444 --> 00:28:19,565:
me
4689
00:28:19,565 --> 00:28:19,654:
to
4690
00:28:19,654 --> 00:28:19,775:
the
4691
00:28:19,775 --> 00:28:21,335:
club.
4692
00:28:21,335 --> 00:28:21,755:
Charlie
4693
00:28:21,755 --> 00:28:21,934:
is
4694
00:28:21,934 --> 00:28:22,384:
there,
4695
00:28:22,384 --> 00:28:22,744:
and
4696
00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:22,954:
he
4697
00:28:22,954 --> 00:28:23,134:
can
4698
00:28:23,134 --> 00:28:23,345:
see
4699
00:28:23,345 --> 00:28:23,555:
from
4700
00:28:23,555 --> 00:28:23,734:
my
4701
00:28:23,734 --> 00:28:24,095:
face
4702
00:28:24,095 --> 00:28:24,244:
how
4703
00:28:24,244 --> 00:28:24,575:
things
4704
00:28:24,575 --> 00:28:25,085:
went,
4705
00:28:25,085 --> 00:28:25,384:
so
4706
00:28:25,384 --> 00:28:25,444:
he
4707
00:28:25,444 --> 00:28:25,714:
doesn't
4708
00:28:25,714 --> 00:28:25,984:
bother
4709
00:28:25,984 --> 00:28:27,694:
asking.
4710
00:28:27,694 --> 00:28:27,845:
He
4711
00:28:27,845 --> 00:28:28,055:
just
4712
00:28:28,055 --> 00:28:28,295:
hugs
4713
00:28:28,295 --> 00:28:29,134:
me,
4714
00:28:29,134 --> 00:28:29,255:
then
4715
00:28:29,255 --> 00:28:29,494:
goes
4716
00:28:29,494 --> 00:28:29,704:
back
4717
00:28:29,704 --> 00:28:29,825:
to
4718
00:28:29,825 --> 00:28:29,914:
the
4719
00:28:29,914 --> 00:28:30,244:
task
4720
00:28:30,244 --> 00:28:30,335:
of
4721
00:28:30,335 --> 00:28:30,785:
preparing
4722
00:28:30,785 --> 00:28:30,875:
the
4723
00:28:30,875 --> 00:28:31,204:
lighting
4724
00:28:31,204 --> 00:28:31,355:
for
4725
00:28:31,355 --> 00:28:31,444:
the
4726
00:28:31,444 --> 00:28:33,065:
evening.
4727
00:28:33,065 --> 00:28:33,184:
I
4728
00:28:33,184 --> 00:28:33,664:
flop
4729
00:28:33,664 --> 00:28:33,845:
into
4730
00:28:33,845 --> 00:28:33,964:
my
4731
00:28:33,964 --> 00:28:34,355:
dressing
4732
00:28:34,355 --> 00:28:34,684:
room,
4733
00:28:34,684 --> 00:28:34,865:
and
4734
00:28:34,865 --> 00:28:35,289:
remain
4735
00:28:35,289 --> 00:28:35,855:
blessedly
4736
00:28:35,855 --> 00:28:36,125:
free
4737
00:28:36,125 --> 00:28:36,214:
of
4738
00:28:36,214 --> 00:28:36,545:
Louis
4739
00:28:36,545 --> 00:28:36,694:
while
4740
00:28:36,694 --> 00:28:36,755:
I
4741
00:28:36,755 --> 00:28:36,934:
get
4742
00:28:36,934 --> 00:28:37,325:
myself
4743
00:28:37,325 --> 00:28:39,454:
together.
I
4744
00:28:39,454 --> 00:28:39,845:
stare
4745
00:28:39,845 --> 00:28:39,934:
at
4746
00:28:39,934 --> 00:28:40,355:
myself
4747
00:28:40,355 --> 00:28:40,444:
in
4748
00:28:40,444 --> 00:28:40,505:
the
4749
00:28:40,505 --> 00:28:40,954:
mirror,
4750
00:28:40,954 --> 00:28:41,315:
touching
4751
00:28:41,315 --> 00:28:41,434:
the
4752
00:28:41,434 --> 00:28:41,765:
glass
4753
00:28:41,765 --> 00:28:42,125:
heart,
4754
00:28:42,125 --> 00:28:42,275:
and
4755
00:28:42,275 --> 00:28:42,490:
wish
4756
00:28:42,490 --> 00:28:42,634:
that the
4757
00:28:42,634 --> 00:28:43,085:
world
4758
00:28:43,085 --> 00:28:43,265:
would
4759
00:28:43,265 --> 00:28:43,714:
just
4760
00:28:43,714 --> 00:28:43,924:
go
4761
00:28:43,924 --> 00:28:45,545:
away.
4762
00:28:45,545 --> 00:28:45,575:
A
4763
00:28:45,575 --> 00:28:46,055:
single
4764
00:28:46,055 --> 00:28:46,325:
tear
4765
00:28:46,325 --> 00:28:46,625:
drips
4766
00:28:46,625 --> 00:28:46,835:
down
4767
00:28:46,835 --> 00:28:46,984:
my
4768
00:28:46,984 --> 00:28:48,005:
cheek.
4769
00:28:48,005 --> 00:28:48,125:
I
4770
00:28:48,125 --> 00:28:48,515:
close
4771
00:28:48,515 --> 00:28:48,634:
my
4772
00:28:48,634 --> 00:28:49,025:
fingers
4773
00:28:49,025 --> 00:28:49,295:
around
4774
00:28:49,295 --> 00:28:49,384:
the
4775
00:28:49,384 --> 00:28:49,744:
heart
4776
00:28:49,744 --> 00:28:49,865:
and
4777
00:28:49,865 --> 00:28:50,075:
shut
4778
00:28:50,075 --> 00:28:50,285:
my
4779
00:28:50,285 --> 00:28:51,545:
eyes.
4780
00:28:51,545 --> 00:28:51,904:
Derek
4781
00:28:51,904 --> 00:28:52,025:
is
4782
00:28:52,025 --> 00:28:52,295:
so
4783
00:28:52,295 --> 00:28:52,744:
close
4784
00:28:52,744 --> 00:28:52,865:
to
4785
00:28:52,865 --> 00:28:53,015:
me
4786
00:28:53,015 --> 00:28:53,164:
that
4787
00:28:53,164 --> 00:28:53,285:
I
4788
00:28:53,285 --> 00:28:53,464:
can
4789
00:28:53,464 --> 00:28:53,734:
almost
4790
00:28:53,734 --> 00:28:54,125:
smell
4791
00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:54,545:
him,
4792
00:28:54,545 --> 00:28:54,724:
and
4793
00:28:54,724 --> 00:28:54,845:
I
4794
00:28:54,845 --> 00:28:55,025:
can
4795
00:28:55,025 --> 00:28:55,265:
hear
4796
00:28:55,265 --> 00:28:55,414:
his
4797
00:28:55,414 --> 00:28:55,714:
voice
4798
00:28:55,714 --> 00:28:55,805:
in
4799
00:28:55,805 --> 00:28:55,984:
my
4800
00:28:55,984 --> 00:28:57,815:
ears. "I
4801
00:28:57,815 --> 00:28:58,025:
love
4802
00:28:58,025 --> 00:28:58,144:
you,
4803
00:28:58,144 --> 00:28:58,444:
sweet
4804
00:28:58,444 --> 00:28:59,375:
dancer,
4805
00:28:59,375 --> 00:28:59,555:
and
4806
00:28:59,555 --> 00:28:59,704:
I'll
4807
00:28:59,704 --> 00:29:00,065:
always
4808
00:29:00,065 --> 00:29:00,184:
be
4809
00:29:00,184 --> 00:29:00,394:
with
4810
00:29:00,394 --> 00:29:01,535:
you."
4811
00:29:01,535 --> 00:29:01,894:
Another
4812
00:29:01,894 --> 00:29:02,164:
tear
4813
00:29:02,164 --> 00:29:02,585:
sneaks
4814
00:29:02,585 --> 00:29:02,704:
out
4815
00:29:02,704 --> 00:29:02,884:
from
4816
00:29:02,884 --> 00:29:03,154:
behind
4817
00:29:03,154 --> 00:29:03,275:
my
4818
00:29:03,275 --> 00:29:05,015:
lashes. "You
4819
00:29:05,015 --> 00:29:05,194:
might
4820
00:29:05,194 --> 00:29:05,375:
not
4821
00:29:05,375 --> 00:29:05,704:
always
4822
00:29:05,704 --> 00:29:05,914:
see
4823
00:29:05,914 --> 00:29:06,664:
me,
4824
00:29:06,664 --> 00:29:06,815:
but
4825
00:29:06,815 --> 00:29:06,964:
I'll
4826
00:29:06,964 --> 00:29:07,144:
be
4827
00:29:07,144 --> 00:29:08,944:
there."
4828
00:29:08,944 --> 00:29:10,625:
Derek.
4829
00:29:10,625 --> 00:29:10,865:
My
4830
00:29:10,865 --> 00:29:11,255:
heart,
4831
00:29:11,255 --> 00:29:11,585:
cold
4832
00:29:11,585 --> 00:29:11,795:
for
4833
00:29:11,795 --> 00:29:12,125:
so
4834
00:29:12,125 --> 00:29:12,454:
long,
4835
00:29:12,454 --> 00:29:12,815:
starts
4836
00:29:12,815 --> 00:29:12,934:
to
4837
00:29:12,934 --> 00:29:13,444:
warm,
4838
00:29:13,444 --> 00:29:13,595:
and
4839
00:29:13,595 --> 00:29:13,684:
I
4840
00:29:13,684 --> 00:29:13,984:
hug
4841
00:29:13,984 --> 00:29:14,434:
myself
4842
00:29:14,434 --> 00:29:14,884:
tightly,
4843
00:29:14,884 --> 00:29:15,454:
imagining
4844
00:29:15,454 --> 00:29:15,664:
his
4845
00:29:15,664 --> 00:29:17,434:
arms.
Charlie
4846
00:29:17,434 --> 00:29:17,765:
knocks
4847
00:29:17,765 --> 00:29:17,855:
on
4848
00:29:17,855 --> 00:29:17,944:
the
4849
00:29:17,944 --> 00:29:18,184:
door
4850
00:29:18,184 --> 00:29:18,305:
and
4851
00:29:18,305 --> 00:29:18,634:
comes
4852
00:29:18,634 --> 00:29:19,894:
in. "That
4853
00:29:19,894 --> 00:29:20,585:
bad?"
4854
00:29:20,585 --> 00:29:20,734:
he
4855
00:29:20,734 --> 00:29:21,125:
asks,
4856
00:29:21,125 --> 00:29:22,414:
softly.
4857
00:29:22,414 --> 00:29:22,684:
There is
4858
00:29:22,684 --> 00:29:22,744:
a
4859
00:29:22,744 --> 00:29:23,075:
flood
4860
00:29:23,075 --> 00:29:23,164:
of
4861
00:29:23,164 --> 00:29:23,494:
tears
4862
00:29:23,494 --> 00:29:23,914:
streaking
4863
00:29:23,914 --> 00:29:24,095:
down
4864
00:29:24,095 --> 00:29:24,275:
my
4865
00:29:24,275 --> 00:29:25,025:
cheeks,
4866
00:29:25,025 --> 00:29:25,355:
but,
4867
00:29:25,355 --> 00:29:25,894:
somehow,
4868
00:29:25,894 --> 00:29:25,984:
I
4869
00:29:25,984 --> 00:29:26,400:
smile
4870
00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:26,615:
through
4871
00:29:26,615 --> 00:29:26,704:
it
4872
00:29:26,704 --> 00:29:29,494:
all.
"Charlie,
4873
00:29:29,494 --> 00:29:29,734:
is
4874
00:29:29,734 --> 00:29:29,855:
it
4875
00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:30,184:
okay
4876
00:29:30,184 --> 00:29:30,305:
to
4877
00:29:30,305 --> 00:29:30,545:
hold
4878
00:29:30,545 --> 00:29:30,845:
onto
4879
00:29:30,845 --> 00:29:30,904:
a
4880
00:29:30,904 --> 00:29:31,265:
memory
4881
00:29:31,265 --> 00:29:31,355:
of
4882
00:29:31,355 --> 00:29:31,684:
someone
4883
00:29:31,684 --> 00:29:31,805:
you
4884
00:29:31,805 --> 00:29:33,184:
love?"
"Course
4885
00:29:33,184 --> 00:29:33,335:
it
4886
00:29:33,335 --> 00:29:34,115:
is!
4887
00:29:34,115 --> 00:29:34,444:
God,
4888
00:29:34,444 --> 00:29:34,684:
y'know
4889
00:29:34,684 --> 00:29:34,835:
what
4890
00:29:34,835 --> 00:29:35,105:
keeps
4891
00:29:35,105 --> 00:29:35,285:
me
4892
00:29:35,285 --> 00:29:36,515:
going?
4893
00:29:36,515 --> 00:29:36,605:
I
4894
00:29:36,605 --> 00:29:36,845:
think
4895
00:29:36,845 --> 00:29:37,055:
about
4896
00:29:37,055 --> 00:29:37,204:
my
4897
00:29:37,204 --> 00:29:37,444:
little
4898
00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:38,555:
brother.
4899
00:29:38,555 --> 00:29:38,765:
He's
4900
00:29:38,765 --> 00:29:39,214:
been
4901
00:29:39,214 --> 00:29:39,515:
dead
4902
00:29:39,515 --> 00:29:39,815:
since
4903
00:29:39,815 --> 00:29:39,904:
I
4904
00:29:39,904 --> 00:29:40,085:
was
4905
00:29:40,085 --> 00:29:40,505:
twenty,
4906
00:29:40,505 --> 00:29:40,684:
but
4907
00:29:40,684 --> 00:29:40,775:
I'm
4908
00:29:40,775 --> 00:29:41,015:
never
4909
00:29:41,015 --> 00:29:41,224:
gonna
4910
00:29:41,224 --> 00:29:41,464:
stop
4911
00:29:41,464 --> 00:29:41,855:
thinking
4912
00:29:41,855 --> 00:29:42,154:
about
4913
00:29:42,154 --> 00:29:43,384:
him.
4914
00:29:43,384 --> 00:29:43,474:
I
4915
00:29:43,474 --> 00:29:43,714:
love
4916
00:29:43,714 --> 00:29:44,075:
him,
4917
00:29:44,075 --> 00:29:44,375:
and,
4918
00:29:44,375 --> 00:29:45,005:
sometimes,
4919
00:29:45,005 --> 00:29:45,095:
it
4920
00:29:45,095 --> 00:29:45,394:
feels
4921
00:29:45,394 --> 00:29:45,545:
like
4922
00:29:45,545 --> 00:29:45,875:
he's
4923
00:29:45,875 --> 00:29:50,285:
right there with me, y'know?"
"Sometimes, it feels like Derek's still
4924
00:29:50,285 --> 00:29:50,555:
here,
4925
00:29:50,555 --> 00:29:50,765:
with
4926
00:29:50,765 --> 00:29:52,115:
me."
"He
4927
00:29:52,115 --> 00:29:52,505:
always
4928
00:29:52,505 --> 00:29:52,654:
will
4929
00:29:52,654 --> 00:29:52,805:
be,
4930
00:29:52,805 --> 00:29:53,855:
kid.
4931
00:29:53,855 --> 00:29:53,944:
I
4932
00:29:53,944 --> 00:29:54,184:
never
4933
00:29:54,184 --> 00:29:54,365:
knew
4934
00:29:54,365 --> 00:29:54,724:
anyone
4935
00:29:54,724 --> 00:29:54,845:
who
4936
00:29:54,845 --> 00:29:55,144:
loved
4937
00:29:55,144 --> 00:29:55,505:
anyone
4938
00:29:55,505 --> 00:29:55,775:
else
4939
00:29:55,775 --> 00:29:55,894:
as
4940
00:29:55,894 --> 00:29:56,105:
much
4941
00:29:56,105 --> 00:29:56,224:
as
4942
00:29:56,224 --> 00:29:56,345:
he
4943
00:29:56,345 --> 00:29:56,615:
loved
4944
00:29:56,615 --> 00:29:57,545:
you.
4945
00:29:57,545 --> 00:29:57,694:
And
4946
00:29:57,694 --> 00:29:57,755:
I
4947
00:29:57,755 --> 00:29:57,934:
know
4948
00:29:57,934 --> 00:29:58,085:
you
4949
00:29:58,085 --> 00:29:58,204:
were
4950
00:29:58,204 --> 00:29:58,535:
nuts
4951
00:29:58,535 --> 00:29:58,805:
about
4952
00:29:58,805 --> 00:29:59,795:
him.
4953
00:29:59,795 --> 00:29:59,914:
You
4954
00:29:59,914 --> 00:30:00,305:
guys're
4955
00:30:00,305 --> 00:30:00,605:
never
4956
00:30:00,605 --> 00:30:00,845:
gonna
4957
00:30:00,845 --> 00:30:01,003:
be
4958
00:30:01,003 --> 00:30:01,384:
apart,
4959
00:30:01,384 --> 00:30:02,375:
really.
4960
00:30:02,375 --> 00:30:02,644:
Just
4961
00:30:02,644 --> 00:30:02,825:
don't
4962
00:30:02,825 --> 00:30:03,005:
let
4963
00:30:03,005 --> 00:30:03,244:
that
4964
00:30:03,244 --> 00:30:03,515:
ruin
4965
00:30:03,515 --> 00:30:03,605:
the
4966
00:30:03,605 --> 00:30:03,875:
rest
4967
00:30:03,875 --> 00:30:03,934:
of
4968
00:30:03,934 --> 00:30:04,085:
your
4969
00:30:04,085 --> 00:30:06,214:
life."
"What
4970
00:30:06,214 --> 00:30:06,365:
was
4971
00:30:06,365 --> 00:30:06,484:
your
4972
00:30:06,484 --> 00:30:06,755:
brother
4973
00:30:06,755 --> 00:30:08,194:
like?"
Charlie
4974
00:30:08,194 --> 00:30:08,615:
sighs,
4975
00:30:08,615 --> 00:30:10,234:
softly. "A
4976
00:30:10,234 --> 00:30:10,474:
lot
4977
00:30:10,474 --> 00:30:10,714:
like
4978
00:30:10,714 --> 00:30:11,825:
you.
4979
00:30:11,825 --> 00:30:11,944:
He
4980
00:30:11,944 --> 00:30:12,184:
loved
4981
00:30:12,184 --> 00:30:12,755:
dancing.
4982
00:30:12,755 --> 00:30:12,875:
And
4983
00:30:12,875 --> 00:30:12,964:
he
4984
00:30:12,964 --> 00:30:13,265:
was
4985
00:30:13,265 --> 00:30:13,535:
really
4986
00:30:13,535 --> 00:30:14,884:
sensitive.
4987
00:30:14,884 --> 00:30:14,969:
And
4988
00:30:14,969 --> 00:30:15,065:
he
4989
00:30:15,065 --> 00:30:15,214:
was
4990
00:30:15,214 --> 00:30:15,815:
cute,
4991
00:30:15,815 --> 00:30:15,964:
and
4992
00:30:15,964 --> 00:30:16,055:
he
4993
00:30:16,055 --> 00:30:16,384:
needed
4994
00:30:16,384 --> 00:30:16,444:
a
4995
00:30:16,444 --> 00:30:16,654:
big
4996
00:30:16,654 --> 00:30:16,954:
brother
4997
00:30:16,954 --> 00:30:17,015:
to
4998
00:30:17,015 --> 00:30:17,255:
keep
4999
00:30:17,255 --> 00:30:17,375:
an
5000
00:30:17,375 --> 00:30:17,525:
eye
5001
00:30:17,525 --> 00:30:17,674:
on
5002
00:30:17,674 --> 00:30:18,184:
him."
5003
00:30:18,184 --> 00:30:18,335:
He
5004
00:30:18,335 --> 00:30:19,265:
shrugs. "A
5005
00:30:19,265 --> 00:30:19,595:
lot
5006
00:30:19,595 --> 00:30:19,835:
like
5007
00:30:19,835 --> 00:30:21,484:
you."
I
5008
00:30:21,484 --> 00:30:22,505:
stand,
5009
00:30:22,505 --> 00:30:22,805:
hug
5010
00:30:22,805 --> 00:30:23,134:
him,
5011
00:30:23,134 --> 00:30:23,315:
and
5012
00:30:23,315 --> 00:30:23,555:
kiss
5013
00:30:23,555 --> 00:30:23,704:
his
5014
00:30:23,704 --> 00:30:24,724:
cheek.
5015
00:30:24,724 --> 00:30:24,904:
He
5016
00:30:24,904 --> 00:30:25,295:
kisses
5017
00:30:25,295 --> 00:30:25,474:
my
5018
00:30:25,474 --> 00:30:25,984:
forehead,
5019
00:30:25,984 --> 00:30:26,434:
tenderly,
5020
00:30:26,434 --> 00:30:26,615:
then
5021
00:30:26,615 --> 00:30:26,944:
turns
5022
00:30:26,944 --> 00:30:27,065:
to
5023
00:30:27,065 --> 00:30:28,714:
leave. "Thanks,
5024
00:30:28,714 --> 00:30:28,924:
big
5025
00:30:28,924 --> 00:30:29,585:
bro,"
5026
00:30:29,585 --> 00:30:29,674:
I
5027
00:30:29,674 --> 00:30:29,914:
say
5028
00:30:29,914 --> 00:30:30,125:
with
5029
00:30:30,125 --> 00:30:30,154:
a
5030
00:30:30,154 --> 00:30:31,295:
smile.
5031
00:30:31,295 --> 00:30:31,474:
He
5032
00:30:31,474 --> 00:30:31,954:
pauses
5033
00:30:31,954 --> 00:30:32,045:
in
5034
00:30:32,045 --> 00:30:32,134:
the
5035
00:30:32,134 --> 00:30:32,855:
doorway,
5036
00:30:32,855 --> 00:30:33,365:
smiles
5037
00:30:33,365 --> 00:30:33,454:
at
5038
00:30:33,454 --> 00:30:33,605:
me,
5039
00:30:33,605 --> 00:30:34,234:
fondly,
5040
00:30:34,234 --> 00:30:34,355:
and
5041
00:30:34,355 --> 00:30:34,505:
then
5042
00:30:34,505 --> 00:30:34,865:
walks
5043
00:30:34,865 --> 00:30:37,029:
out. I
5044
00:30:37,029 --> 00:30:37,119:
look back
5045
00:30:37,119 --> 00:30:37,180:
in
5046
00:30:37,180 --> 00:30:37,269:
the
5047
00:30:37,269 --> 00:30:37,690:
mirror,
5048
00:30:37,690 --> 00:30:38,109:
and,
5049
00:30:38,109 --> 00:30:38,319:
for
5050
00:30:38,319 --> 00:30:38,440:
the
5051
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:38,950:
first
5052
00:30:38,950 --> 00:30:39,220:
time
5053
00:30:39,220 --> 00:30:39,309:
in
5054
00:30:39,309 --> 00:30:39,369:
a
5055
00:30:39,369 --> 00:30:39,640:
long
5056
00:30:39,640 --> 00:30:40,299:
time,
5057
00:30:40,299 --> 00:30:40,450:
I
5058
00:30:40,450 --> 00:30:41,109:
recognize
5059
00:30:41,109 --> 00:30:42,759:
myself.
5060
00:30:42,759 --> 00:30:42,819:
I
5061
00:30:42,819 --> 00:30:43,029:
have
5062
00:30:43,029 --> 00:30:43,119:
to
5063
00:30:43,119 --> 00:30:43,269:
get
5064
00:30:43,269 --> 00:30:44,170:
ready.
5065
00:30:44,170 --> 00:30:44,380:
I
5066
00:30:44,380 --> 00:30:44,529:
have
5067
00:30:44,529 --> 00:30:44,559:
a
5068
00:30:44,559 --> 00:30:44,769:
lot
5069
00:30:44,769 --> 00:30:44,829:
of
5070
00:30:44,829 --> 00:30:45,130:
things
5071
00:30:45,130 --> 00:30:45,250:
to
5072
00:30:45,250 --> 00:30:46,420:
do.
5073
00:30:46,420 --> 00:30:46,509:
I
5074
00:30:46,509 --> 00:30:46,720:
pick
5075
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:46,839:
up
5076
00:30:46,839 --> 00:30:46,960:
my
5077
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:47,319:
magick
5078
00:30:47,319 --> 00:30:47,859:
slippers
5079
00:30:47,859 --> 00:30:48,039:
and,
5080
00:30:48,039 --> 00:30:48,490:
carefully,
5081
00:30:48,490 --> 00:30:48,759:
start
5082
00:30:48,759 --> 00:30:48,849:
to
5083
00:30:48,849 --> 00:30:49,119:
lace
5084
00:30:49,119 --> 00:30:49,240:
them
5085
00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:49,480:
on
5086
00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:49,599:
my
5087
00:30:49,599 --> 00:30:51,400:
feet.
When
5088
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:51,490:
I
5089
00:30:51,490 --> 00:30:51,670:
come
5090
00:30:51,670 --> 00:30:51,789:
out
5091
00:30:51,789 --> 00:30:51,849:
of
5092
00:30:51,849 --> 00:30:51,940:
the
5093
00:30:51,940 --> 00:30:52,180:
room,
5094
00:30:52,180 --> 00:30:52,240:
I
5095
00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:52,450:
run
5096
00:30:52,450 --> 00:30:52,660:
into
5097
00:30:52,660 --> 00:30:53,109:
Charlie,
5098
00:30:53,109 --> 00:30:53,440:
lugging
5099
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:53,950:
CDs
5100
00:30:53,950 --> 00:30:54,039:
to
5101
00:30:54,039 --> 00:30:54,160:
the
5102
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,150:
DJ. "Hey,"
5103
00:30:55,150 --> 00:30:55,299:
he
5104
00:30:55,299 --> 00:30:55,990:
calls, "what
5105
00:30:55,990 --> 00:30:56,049:
do
5106
00:30:56,049 --> 00:30:56,109:
you
5107
00:30:56,109 --> 00:30:56,230:
want
5108
00:30:56,230 --> 00:30:56,289:
to
5109
00:30:56,289 --> 00:30:56,559:
dance
5110
00:30:56,559 --> 00:30:56,740:
to
5111
00:30:56,740 --> 00:30:58,059:
tonight?"
I
5112
00:30:58,059 --> 00:31:00,400:
ponder. "How about B.B.Wolf
5113
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:00,490:
and
5114
00:31:00,490 --> 00:31:00,549:
the
5115
00:31:00,549 --> 00:31:00,819:
Midnight
5116
00:31:00,819 --> 00:31:01,480:
Howlers?
5117
00:31:01,480 --> 00:31:01,720:
That
5118
00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:02,019:
song
5119
00:31:02,019 --> 00:31:02,230:
about
5120
00:31:02,230 --> 00:31:03,549:
loneliness."
He
5121
00:31:03,549 --> 00:31:03,910:
cocks
5122
00:31:03,910 --> 00:31:04,059:
his
5123
00:31:04,059 --> 00:31:04,240:
head,
5124
00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:05,829:
curiously. "That's
5125
00:31:05,829 --> 00:31:06,400:
pretty,
5126
00:31:06,400 --> 00:31:06,819:
but
5127
00:31:06,819 --> 00:31:07,119:
kind
5128
00:31:07,119 --> 00:31:07,210:
of
5129
00:31:07,210 --> 00:31:07,269:
a
5130
00:31:07,269 --> 00:31:09,190:
downer."
Nodding,
5131
00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:09,609:
I head
5132
00:31:09,609 --> 00:31:09,759:
for
5133
00:31:09,759 --> 00:31:09,849:
the
5134
00:31:09,849 --> 00:31:10,240:
stage
5135
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:11,349:
area. "I
5136
00:31:11,349 --> 00:31:11,500:
have
5137
00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:11,859:
something
5138
00:31:11,859 --> 00:31:12,250:
special
5139
00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:12,339:
in
5140
00:31:12,339 --> 00:31:12,880:
mind,"
5141
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:12,970:
I
5142
00:31:12,970 --> 00:31:13,240:
call
5143
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:13,450:
back
5144
00:31:13,450 --> 00:31:13,599:
to
5145
00:31:13,599 --> 00:31:16,240:
him.
After
5146
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:16,299:
a
5147
00:31:16,299 --> 00:31:16,630:
million
5148
00:31:16,630 --> 00:31:16,869:
years
5149
00:31:16,869 --> 00:31:16,960:
of
5150
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:17,289:
watching
5151
00:31:17,289 --> 00:31:17,380:
the
5152
00:31:17,380 --> 00:31:17,529:
other
5153
00:31:17,529 --> 00:31:17,920:
boys
5154
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:18,309:
thrust
5155
00:31:18,309 --> 00:31:18,819:
themselves
5156
00:31:18,819 --> 00:31:18,880:
at
5157
00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:19,000:
the
5158
00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:19,450:
audience,
5159
00:31:19,450 --> 00:31:19,539:
I
5160
00:31:19,539 --> 00:31:19,690:
hear
5161
00:31:19,690 --> 00:31:20,019:
Louis
5162
00:31:20,019 --> 00:31:20,559:
introducing
5163
00:31:20,559 --> 00:31:20,710:
me,
5164
00:31:20,710 --> 00:31:20,799:
and
5165
00:31:20,799 --> 00:31:20,920:
I
5166
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:21,220:
walk
5167
00:31:21,220 --> 00:31:22,690:
onstage.
5168
00:31:22,690 --> 00:31:22,809:
I
5169
00:31:22,809 --> 00:31:23,019:
have
5170
00:31:23,019 --> 00:31:23,170:
on
5171
00:31:23,170 --> 00:31:23,230:
a
5172
00:31:23,230 --> 00:31:23,559:
leather
5173
00:31:23,559 --> 00:31:24,190:
jacket,
5174
00:31:24,190 --> 00:31:24,460:
open
5175
00:31:24,460 --> 00:31:24,549:
in
5176
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:24,640:
the
5177
00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:25,299:
front,
5178
00:31:25,299 --> 00:31:25,390:
a
5179
00:31:25,390 --> 00:31:25,660:
loose
5180
00:31:25,660 --> 00:31:25,869:
pair
5181
00:31:25,869 --> 00:31:25,960:
of
5182
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:26,680:
shorts over a
5183
00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:27,700:
speedo,
5184
00:31:27,700 --> 00:31:27,819:
the
5185
00:31:27,819 --> 00:31:28,299:
slippers
5186
00:31:28,299 --> 00:31:28,480:
from
5187
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:28,660:
my
5188
00:31:28,660 --> 00:31:29,200:
wall,
5189
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:29,319:
and
5190
00:31:29,319 --> 00:31:29,440:
my
5191
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:29,799:
glass
5192
00:31:29,799 --> 00:31:31,059:
heart.
5193
00:31:31,059 --> 00:31:31,240:
I
5194
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:31,599:
also
5195
00:31:31,599 --> 00:31:31,779:
wear
5196
00:31:31,779 --> 00:31:31,930:
my
5197
00:31:31,930 --> 00:31:32,380:
flying
5198
00:31:32,380 --> 00:31:32,890:
dreams,
5199
00:31:32,890 --> 00:31:33,160:
but
5200
00:31:33,160 --> 00:31:33,640:
nobody
5201
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:33,819:
can
5202
00:31:33,819 --> 00:31:34,059:
see
5203
00:31:34,059 --> 00:31:35,500:
those.
5204
00:31:35,500 --> 00:31:35,650:
I
5205
00:31:35,650 --> 00:31:35,950:
hear
5206
00:31:35,950 --> 00:31:36,069:
the
5207
00:31:36,069 --> 00:31:36,460:
first
5208
00:31:36,460 --> 00:31:36,640:
few
5209
00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:36,910:
notes
5210
00:31:36,910 --> 00:31:36,970:
of
5211
00:31:36,970 --> 00:31:37,059:
the
5212
00:31:37,059 --> 00:31:37,509:
song,
5213
00:31:37,509 --> 00:31:37,599:
and
5214
00:31:37,599 --> 00:31:37,839:
then
5215
00:31:37,839 --> 00:31:38,319:
B.B.'s
5216
00:31:38,319 --> 00:31:38,589:
voice
5217
00:31:38,589 --> 00:31:39,069:
slides
5218
00:31:39,069 --> 00:31:39,309:
in,
5219
00:31:39,309 --> 00:31:39,609:
low
5220
00:31:39,609 --> 00:31:39,759:
and
5221
00:31:39,759 --> 00:31:40,839:
smooth.
5222
00:31:40,839 --> 00:31:40,960:
The
5223
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:41,319:
voice of
5224
00:31:41,319 --> 00:31:41,619:
someone
5225
00:31:41,619 --> 00:31:41,740:
who
5226
00:31:41,740 --> 00:31:42,039:
knows
5227
00:31:42,039 --> 00:31:42,369:
pain
5228
00:31:42,369 --> 00:31:42,519:
as
5229
00:31:42,519 --> 00:31:42,670:
well
5230
00:31:42,670 --> 00:31:42,849:
as
5231
00:31:42,849 --> 00:31:42,970:
I
5232
00:31:42,970 --> 00:31:44,920:
do.
I'm
5233
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:45,279:
sitting
5234
00:31:45,279 --> 00:31:45,460:
here,
5235
00:31:45,460 --> 00:31:46,359:
tonight,
5236
00:31:46,359 --> 00:31:46,480:
and
5237
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:46,569:
I
5238
00:31:46,569 --> 00:31:46,779:
know
5239
00:31:46,779 --> 00:31:46,960:
you're
5240
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:47,319:
far
5241
00:31:47,319 --> 00:31:48,880:
away,
But
5242
00:31:48,880 --> 00:31:49,029:
I
5243
00:31:49,029 --> 00:31:49,329:
guess,
5244
00:31:49,329 --> 00:31:49,450:
if
5245
00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:49,539:
I
5246
00:31:49,539 --> 00:31:49,869:
have
5247
00:31:49,869 --> 00:31:50,410:
to,
5248
00:31:50,410 --> 00:31:50,529:
I
5249
00:31:50,529 --> 00:31:50,740:
can
5250
00:31:50,740 --> 00:31:50,980:
wait
5251
00:31:50,980 --> 00:31:51,339:
another
5252
00:31:51,339 --> 00:31:52,720:
day.
But
5253
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:52,960:
don't
5254
00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:53,140:
you
5255
00:31:53,140 --> 00:31:53,410:
wait
5256
00:31:53,410 --> 00:31:54,069:
forever
5257
00:31:54,069 --> 00:31:54,220:
to
5258
00:31:54,220 --> 00:31:54,549:
knock
5259
00:31:54,549 --> 00:31:54,849:
upon
5260
00:31:54,849 --> 00:31:55,059:
my
5261
00:31:55,059 --> 00:31:56,289:
door,
'Cause
5262
00:31:56,289 --> 00:31:56,410:
I
5263
00:31:56,410 --> 00:31:56,589:
can
5264
00:31:56,589 --> 00:31:56,859:
feel
5265
00:31:56,859 --> 00:31:56,950:
the
5266
00:31:56,950 --> 00:31:57,849:
loneliness,
5267
00:31:57,849 --> 00:31:58,119:
like
5268
00:31:58,119 --> 00:31:58,660:
waves
5269
00:31:58,660 --> 00:31:58,990:
upon
5270
00:31:58,990 --> 00:31:59,079:
the
5271
00:31:59,079 --> 00:32:01,000:
shore.
I
5272
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:01,329:
start
5273
00:32:01,329 --> 00:32:01,420:
to
5274
00:32:01,420 --> 00:32:02,349:
sway,
5275
00:32:02,349 --> 00:32:02,529:
my
5276
00:32:02,529 --> 00:32:02,920:
body
5277
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:03,369:
slowly
5278
00:32:03,369 --> 00:32:03,940:
undulating
5279
00:32:03,940 --> 00:32:04,059:
in
5280
00:32:04,059 --> 00:32:04,299:
time
5281
00:32:04,299 --> 00:32:04,420:
with
5282
00:32:04,420 --> 00:32:04,509:
the
5283
00:32:04,509 --> 00:32:05,740:
music.
5284
00:32:05,740 --> 00:32:06,190:
B.B's
5285
00:32:06,190 --> 00:32:06,519:
voice
5286
00:32:06,519 --> 00:32:07,000:
sings
5287
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:07,210:
through
5288
00:32:07,210 --> 00:32:07,420:
me,
5289
00:32:07,420 --> 00:32:07,750:
making
5290
00:32:07,750 --> 00:32:07,960:
me
5291
00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:08,319:
ache
5292
00:32:08,319 --> 00:32:08,619:
deep
5293
00:32:08,619 --> 00:32:09,910:
inside.
5294
00:32:09,910 --> 00:32:10,450:
Tonight,
5295
00:32:10,450 --> 00:32:10,539:
I
5296
00:32:10,539 --> 00:32:10,869:
dance
5297
00:32:10,869 --> 00:32:11,049:
for
5298
00:32:11,049 --> 00:32:11,650:
Derek,
5299
00:32:11,650 --> 00:32:11,769:
and
5300
00:32:11,769 --> 00:32:11,890:
for
5301
00:32:11,890 --> 00:32:12,640:
myself,
5302
00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:12,880:
and
5303
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:13,119:
no
5304
00:32:13,119 --> 00:32:13,359:
one
5305
00:32:13,359 --> 00:32:14,500:
else.
5306
00:32:14,500 --> 00:32:14,619:
I
5307
00:32:14,619 --> 00:32:14,859:
feel
5308
00:32:14,859 --> 00:32:14,950:
a
5309
00:32:14,950 --> 00:32:15,789:
fierce,
5310
00:32:15,789 --> 00:32:16,329:
independent
5311
00:32:16,329 --> 00:32:16,690:
smile
5312
00:32:16,690 --> 00:32:17,049:
begin,
5313
00:32:17,049 --> 00:32:17,289:
and
5314
00:32:17,289 --> 00:32:17,470:
I
5315
00:32:17,470 --> 00:32:17,769:
do
5316
00:32:17,769 --> 00:32:17,980:
not
5317
00:32:17,980 --> 00:32:18,160:
try
5318
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:18,250:
to
5319
00:32:18,250 --> 00:32:18,640:
stop
5320
00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:20,170:
it.
Don't
5321
00:32:20,170 --> 00:32:20,589:
answer
5322
00:32:20,589 --> 00:32:20,920:
my
5323
00:32:20,920 --> 00:32:22,059:
call,
Don't
5324
00:32:22,059 --> 00:32:22,420:
answer
5325
00:32:22,420 --> 00:32:22,599:
me
5326
00:32:22,599 --> 00:32:22,779:
at
5327
00:32:22,779 --> 00:32:23,980:
all,
Don't
5328
00:32:23,980 --> 00:32:24,250:
try
5329
00:32:24,250 --> 00:32:24,339:
to
5330
00:32:24,339 --> 00:32:24,579:
heal
5331
00:32:24,579 --> 00:32:24,789:
my
5332
00:32:24,789 --> 00:32:25,839:
heart,
'Cause
5333
00:32:25,839 --> 00:32:25,990:
I
5334
00:32:25,990 --> 00:32:26,259:
knew
5335
00:32:26,259 --> 00:32:26,440:
at
5336
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:26,529:
the
5337
00:32:26,529 --> 00:32:27,819:
start...
The
5338
00:32:27,819 --> 00:32:28,150:
music
5339
00:32:28,150 --> 00:32:28,690:
changes,
5340
00:32:28,690 --> 00:32:29,079:
becoming
5341
00:32:29,079 --> 00:32:29,650:
faster,
5342
00:32:29,650 --> 00:32:29,920:
more
5343
00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:31,029:
energetic.
5344
00:32:31,029 --> 00:32:31,119:
I
5345
00:32:31,119 --> 00:32:31,480:
close
5346
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:31,660:
my
5347
00:32:31,660 --> 00:32:32,109:
eyes,
5348
00:32:32,109 --> 00:32:32,470:
feeling
5349
00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:32,559:
the
5350
00:32:32,559 --> 00:32:32,950:
rhythm
5351
00:32:32,950 --> 00:32:33,220:
deep
5352
00:32:33,220 --> 00:32:33,460:
down
5353
00:32:33,460 --> 00:32:33,549:
in
5354
00:32:33,549 --> 00:32:33,700:
my
5355
00:32:33,700 --> 00:32:34,690:
soul.
5356
00:32:34,690 --> 00:32:34,779:
I
5357
00:32:34,779 --> 00:32:34,960:
can
5358
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:35,289:
dance
5359
00:32:35,289 --> 00:32:35,559:
without
5360
00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:35,740:
my
5361
00:32:35,740 --> 00:32:36,220:
eyes;
5362
00:32:36,220 --> 00:32:36,339:
I'm
5363
00:32:36,339 --> 00:32:36,609:
wearing
5364
00:32:36,609 --> 00:32:36,849:
my
5365
00:32:36,849 --> 00:32:37,240:
glass
5366
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:37,539:
heart
5367
00:32:37,539 --> 00:32:37,630:
and
5368
00:32:37,630 --> 00:32:37,720:
my
5369
00:32:37,720 --> 00:32:38,079:
magick
5370
00:32:38,079 --> 00:32:39,099:
slippers.
5371
00:32:39,099 --> 00:32:39,460:
Tonight,
5372
00:32:39,460 --> 00:32:39,549:
I
5373
00:32:39,549 --> 00:32:39,730:
can
5374
00:32:39,730 --> 00:32:40,420:
fly,
5375
00:32:40,420 --> 00:32:40,599:
and
5376
00:32:40,599 --> 00:32:40,690:
I
5377
00:32:40,690 --> 00:32:40,869:
do
5378
00:32:40,869 --> 00:32:41,109:
not
5379
00:32:41,109 --> 00:32:41,319:
need
5380
00:32:41,319 --> 00:32:41,410:
to
5381
00:32:41,410 --> 00:32:41,710:
see
5382
00:32:41,710 --> 00:32:43,960:
anything.
Without
5383
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:44,500:
you,
5384
00:32:44,500 --> 00:32:44,680:
I'd
5385
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:44,799:
be
5386
00:32:44,799 --> 00:32:45,970:
lonely,
And
5387
00:32:45,970 --> 00:32:46,359:
without
5388
00:32:46,359 --> 00:32:46,839:
you,
5389
00:32:46,839 --> 00:32:46,990:
I'll
5390
00:32:46,990 --> 00:32:47,170:
be
5391
00:32:47,170 --> 00:32:49,180:
only
Killing
5392
00:32:49,180 --> 00:32:50,859:
time.
My
5393
00:32:50,859 --> 00:32:51,400:
motions
5394
00:32:51,400 --> 00:32:51,729:
follow
5395
00:32:51,729 --> 00:32:51,789:
the
5396
00:32:51,789 --> 00:32:52,210:
music,
5397
00:32:52,210 --> 00:32:52,599:
draw it
5398
00:32:52,599 --> 00:32:52,900:
in,
5399
00:32:52,900 --> 00:32:53,019:
and
5400
00:32:53,019 --> 00:32:53,259:
use
5401
00:32:53,259 --> 00:32:53,349:
it
5402
00:32:53,349 --> 00:32:53,440:
to
5403
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:54,279:
fly.
5404
00:32:54,279 --> 00:32:54,640:
I
5405
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:54,970:
am
5406
00:32:54,970 --> 00:32:55,839:
Nijinsky,
5407
00:32:55,839 --> 00:32:56,259:
beloved
5408
00:32:56,259 --> 00:32:56,349:
by
5409
00:32:56,349 --> 00:32:56,589:
my
5410
00:32:56,589 --> 00:32:57,160:
audience,
5411
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:57,369:
even
5412
00:32:57,369 --> 00:32:57,490:
if
5413
00:32:57,490 --> 00:32:57,609:
they
5414
00:32:57,609 --> 00:32:57,819:
don't
5415
00:32:57,819 --> 00:32:57,970:
know
5416
00:32:57,970 --> 00:32:58,450:
exactly
5417
00:32:58,450 --> 00:32:58,630:
who
5418
00:32:58,630 --> 00:32:58,779:
I
5419
00:32:58,779 --> 00:32:59,740:
am.
5420
00:32:59,740 --> 00:32:59,859:
The
5421
00:32:59,859 --> 00:33:00,158:
notes
5422
00:33:00,158 --> 00:33:00,940:
soar,
5423
00:33:00,940 --> 00:33:01,089:
and
5424
00:33:01,089 --> 00:33:01,180:
I
5425
00:33:01,180 --> 00:33:01,569:
lift
5426
00:33:01,569 --> 00:33:01,750:
off
5427
00:33:01,750 --> 00:33:01,869:
the
5428
00:33:01,869 --> 00:33:02,289:
stage,
5429
00:33:02,289 --> 00:33:02,589:
leaping
5430
00:33:02,589 --> 00:33:02,859:
high
5431
00:33:02,859 --> 00:33:03,069:
into
5432
00:33:03,069 --> 00:33:03,220:
the
5433
00:33:03,220 --> 00:33:03,640:
air,
5434
00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:04,000:
soaring
5435
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:04,240:
with
5436
00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:05,500:
them.
But
5437
00:33:05,500 --> 00:33:05,650:
I
5438
00:33:05,650 --> 00:33:05,920:
won't
5439
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:06,099:
be
5440
00:33:06,099 --> 00:33:07,180:
defeated,
'Cause
5441
00:33:07,180 --> 00:33:07,420:
this
5442
00:33:07,420 --> 00:33:07,660:
won't
5443
00:33:07,660 --> 00:33:07,839:
be
5444
00:33:07,839 --> 00:33:09,369:
repeated,
Because
5445
00:33:09,369 --> 00:33:11,289:
I'm...
Derek, I
5446
00:33:11,289 --> 00:33:11,559:
mouth
5447
00:33:11,559 --> 00:33:12,190:
silently,
5448
00:33:12,190 --> 00:33:12,549:
leaping
5449
00:33:12,549 --> 00:33:12,730:
off
5450
00:33:12,730 --> 00:33:12,819:
the
5451
00:33:12,819 --> 00:33:13,210:
stage
5452
00:33:13,210 --> 00:33:13,509:
again,
5453
00:33:13,509 --> 00:33:13,869:
flying
5454
00:33:13,869 --> 00:33:14,170:
high
5455
00:33:14,170 --> 00:33:14,410:
above
5456
00:33:14,410 --> 00:33:14,500:
the
5457
00:33:14,500 --> 00:33:16,329:
footlights.
Not
5458
00:33:16,329 --> 00:33:16,750:
lonely
5459
00:33:16,750 --> 00:33:18,069:
any more.
Not
5460
00:33:18,069 --> 00:33:18,430:
lonely
5461
00:33:18,430 --> 00:33:18,640:
any
5462
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:19,960:
more.
Not
5463
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:21,009:
lonely…
5464
00:33:21,009 --> 00:33:21,910:
Any…
5465
00:33:21,910 --> 00:33:23,829:
More.
The
5466
00:33:23,829 --> 00:33:24,190:
audience
5467
00:33:24,190 --> 00:33:25,000:
gapes.
5468
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:25,269:
They have
5469
00:33:25,269 --> 00:33:25,509:
never
5470
00:33:25,509 --> 00:33:25,720:
seen
5471
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:25,839:
me
5472
00:33:25,839 --> 00:33:26,170:
dance
5473
00:33:26,170 --> 00:33:26,349:
like
5474
00:33:26,349 --> 00:33:26,559:
this
5475
00:33:26,559 --> 00:33:27,609:
before.
5476
00:33:27,609 --> 00:33:27,730:
I
5477
00:33:27,730 --> 00:33:28,119:
leap
5478
00:33:28,119 --> 00:33:28,630:
almost
5479
00:33:28,630 --> 00:33:29,410:
offstage,
5480
00:33:29,410 --> 00:33:29,769:
landing
5481
00:33:29,769 --> 00:33:30,160:
just
5482
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:30,279:
on
5483
00:33:30,279 --> 00:33:30,430:
the
5484
00:33:30,430 --> 00:33:30,759:
edge,
5485
00:33:30,759 --> 00:33:30,910:
my
5486
00:33:30,910 --> 00:33:31,359:
toes
5487
00:33:31,359 --> 00:33:31,690:
touching
5488
00:33:31,690 --> 00:33:31,930:
only
5489
00:33:31,930 --> 00:33:32,230:
thin
5490
00:33:32,230 --> 00:33:32,410:
air
5491
00:33:32,410 --> 00:33:32,589:
while
5492
00:33:32,589 --> 00:33:32,769:
my
5493
00:33:32,769 --> 00:33:33,339:
heels
5494
00:33:33,339 --> 00:33:33,669:
grip
5495
00:33:33,669 --> 00:33:33,759:
the
5496
00:33:33,759 --> 00:33:34,809:
wood.
5497
00:33:34,809 --> 00:33:34,960:
I
5498
00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:35,829:
slowly
5499
00:33:35,829 --> 00:33:36,190:
slide
5500
00:33:36,190 --> 00:33:36,490:
down
5501
00:33:36,490 --> 00:33:36,640:
as
5502
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:36,730:
the
5503
00:33:36,730 --> 00:33:37,089:
Midnight
5504
00:33:37,089 --> 00:33:37,599:
Howlers
5505
00:33:37,599 --> 00:33:37,839:
fill
5506
00:33:37,839 --> 00:33:37,930:
the
5507
00:33:37,930 --> 00:33:38,200:
gap
5508
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:38,529:
between
5509
00:33:38,529 --> 00:33:39,009:
verses
5510
00:33:39,009 --> 00:33:39,099:
in
5511
00:33:39,099 --> 00:33:39,160:
the
5512
00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:40,240:
song.
5513
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:40,480:
I
5514
00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:40,809:
arch
5515
00:33:40,809 --> 00:33:40,930:
my
5516
00:33:40,930 --> 00:33:41,230:
back,
5517
00:33:41,230 --> 00:33:41,680:
displaying
5518
00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:41,829:
my
5519
00:33:41,829 --> 00:33:42,190:
body
5520
00:33:42,190 --> 00:33:42,339:
to
5521
00:33:42,339 --> 00:33:42,609:
them,
5522
00:33:42,609 --> 00:33:42,789:
then
5523
00:33:42,789 --> 00:33:43,269:
flip
5524
00:33:43,269 --> 00:33:43,990:
backwards
5525
00:33:43,990 --> 00:33:44,259:
into
5526
00:33:44,259 --> 00:33:44,319:
a
5527
00:33:44,319 --> 00:33:44,799:
split
5528
00:33:44,799 --> 00:33:44,950:
on
5529
00:33:44,950 --> 00:33:45,009:
the
5530
00:33:45,009 --> 00:33:46,089:
floor.
5531
00:33:46,089 --> 00:33:46,269:
With
5532
00:33:46,269 --> 00:33:46,329:
a
5533
00:33:46,329 --> 00:33:46,750:
flick
5534
00:33:46,750 --> 00:33:46,839:
of
5535
00:33:46,839 --> 00:33:47,019:
my
5536
00:33:47,019 --> 00:33:47,380:
legs
5537
00:33:47,380 --> 00:33:47,500:
and
5538
00:33:47,500 --> 00:33:47,829:
tail,
5539
00:33:47,829 --> 00:33:47,950:
I
5540
00:33:47,950 --> 00:33:48,430:
rise
5541
00:33:48,430 --> 00:33:48,640:
back
5542
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:48,759:
to
5543
00:33:48,759 --> 00:33:48,880:
my
5544
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:49,269:
feet,
5545
00:33:49,269 --> 00:33:49,720:
seemingly
5546
00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:49,900:
by
5547
00:33:49,900 --> 00:33:50,500:
magic,
5548
00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:50,680:
and
5549
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:50,920:
there
5550
00:33:50,920 --> 00:33:51,220:
is
5551
00:33:51,220 --> 00:33:51,609:
magic
5552
00:33:51,609 --> 00:33:51,700:
in
5553
00:33:51,700 --> 00:33:51,819:
my
5554
00:33:51,819 --> 00:33:52,180:
dance
5555
00:33:52,180 --> 00:33:53,170:
tonight.
5556
00:33:53,170 --> 00:33:53,289:
It
5557
00:33:53,289 --> 00:33:53,710:
shines
5558
00:33:53,710 --> 00:33:53,829:
in
5559
00:33:53,829 --> 00:33:54,039:
every
5560
00:33:54,039 --> 00:33:54,369:
step
5561
00:33:54,369 --> 00:33:54,490:
I
5562
00:33:54,490 --> 00:33:54,819:
take,
5563
00:33:54,819 --> 00:33:54,940:
and
5564
00:33:54,940 --> 00:33:55,089:
it
5565
00:33:55,089 --> 00:33:55,630:
burns
5566
00:33:55,630 --> 00:33:55,720:
in
5567
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:56,019:
every
5568
00:33:56,019 --> 00:33:56,500:
twirl
5569
00:33:56,500 --> 00:33:56,619:
and
5570
00:33:56,619 --> 00:33:57,490:
leap.
5571
00:33:57,490 --> 00:33:57,700:
The
5572
00:33:57,700 --> 00:33:58,390:
audience is
5573
00:33:58,390 --> 00:33:58,569:
in
5574
00:33:58,569 --> 00:33:58,809:
awe
5575
00:33:58,809 --> 00:33:58,960:
of
5576
00:33:58,960 --> 00:33:59,289:
it,
5577
00:33:59,289 --> 00:33:59,470:
and,
5578
00:33:59,470 --> 00:34:00,099:
more,
5579
00:34:00,099 --> 00:34:00,250:
they
5580
00:34:00,250 --> 00:34:00,338:
are
5581
00:34:00,338 --> 00:34:01,029:
disturbed
5582
00:34:01,029 --> 00:34:01,269:
by
5583
00:34:01,269 --> 00:34:01,900:
it.
5584
00:34:01,900 --> 00:34:02,049:
I am
5585
00:34:02,049 --> 00:34:02,259:
not
5586
00:34:02,259 --> 00:34:02,289:
a
5587
00:34:02,289 --> 00:34:02,829:
victim
5588
00:34:02,829 --> 00:34:03,039:
for
5589
00:34:03,039 --> 00:34:03,190:
them
5590
00:34:03,190 --> 00:34:03,759:
any more.
5591
00:34:03,759 --> 00:34:04,119:
Now,
5592
00:34:04,119 --> 00:34:04,299:
I am
5593
00:34:04,299 --> 00:34:04,390:
the
5594
00:34:04,390 --> 00:34:04,779:
strong
5595
00:34:04,779 --> 00:34:05,259:
one.
5596
00:34:05,259 --> 00:34:05,589:
I am
5597
00:34:05,589 --> 00:34:05,710:
the
5598
00:34:05,710 --> 00:34:07,869:
aggressor.
It’s
5599
00:34:07,869 --> 00:34:08,110:
not
5600
00:34:08,110 --> 00:34:08,230:
that
5601
00:34:08,230 --> 00:34:08,320:
I
5602
00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:08,559:
don't
5603
00:34:08,559 --> 00:34:08,800:
want
5604
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:08,921:
you,
5605
00:34:08,921 --> 00:34:09,550:
girl,
5606
00:34:09,550 --> 00:34:09,699:
or
5607
00:34:09,699 --> 00:34:09,940:
that
5608
00:34:09,940 --> 00:34:10,119:
there's
5609
00:34:10,119 --> 00:34:10,539:
someone
5610
00:34:10,539 --> 00:34:11,650:
new,
But
5611
00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:11,769:
I
5612
00:34:11,769 --> 00:34:12,070:
won't
5613
00:34:12,070 --> 00:34:12,219:
be
5614
00:34:12,219 --> 00:34:12,760:
ignored
5615
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:12,849:
or
5616
00:34:12,849 --> 00:34:13,360:
shunned
5617
00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:13,449:
or
5618
00:34:13,449 --> 00:34:13,900:
shelved
5619
00:34:13,900 --> 00:34:14,199:
away
5620
00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:14,409:
by
5621
00:34:14,409 --> 00:34:15,760:
you.
So
5622
00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:15,940:
if
5623
00:34:15,940 --> 00:34:16,030:
you
5624
00:34:16,030 --> 00:34:16,269:
want
5625
00:34:16,269 --> 00:34:16,389:
to
5626
00:34:16,389 --> 00:34:16,690:
keep
5627
00:34:16,690 --> 00:34:16,989:
me,
5628
00:34:16,989 --> 00:34:17,110:
I
5629
00:34:17,110 --> 00:34:17,710:
suggest
5630
00:34:17,710 --> 00:34:17,829:
you
5631
00:34:17,829 --> 00:34:18,070:
pay
5632
00:34:18,070 --> 00:34:18,130:
a
5633
00:34:18,130 --> 00:34:19,449:
call,
Or
5634
00:34:19,449 --> 00:34:19,690:
else
5635
00:34:19,690 --> 00:34:19,840:
you'll
5636
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:20,170:
find
5637
00:34:20,170 --> 00:34:20,289:
that
5638
00:34:20,289 --> 00:34:20,469:
I'm
5639
00:34:20,469 --> 00:34:20,679:
not
5640
00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:21,070:
scared
5641
00:34:21,070 --> 00:34:21,159:
of
5642
00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:21,849:
loneliness
5643
00:34:21,849 --> 00:34:21,940:
at
5644
00:34:21,940 --> 00:34:23,829:
all.
I
5645
00:34:23,829 --> 00:34:24,011:
pull
5646
00:34:24,011 --> 00:34:24,219:
off
5647
00:34:24,219 --> 00:34:24,340:
the
5648
00:34:24,340 --> 00:34:24,789:
jacket
5649
00:34:24,789 --> 00:34:24,880:
and
5650
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:25,030:
let
5651
00:34:25,030 --> 00:34:25,150:
it
5652
00:34:25,150 --> 00:34:25,510:
fall,
5653
00:34:25,510 --> 00:34:26,019:
sliding
5654
00:34:26,019 --> 00:34:26,170:
my
5655
00:34:26,170 --> 00:34:26,500:
hands
5656
00:34:26,500 --> 00:34:26,650:
over
5657
00:34:26,650 --> 00:34:26,739:
the
5658
00:34:26,739 --> 00:34:26,980:
fur
5659
00:34:26,980 --> 00:34:27,070:
of
5660
00:34:27,070 --> 00:34:27,219:
my
5661
00:34:27,219 --> 00:34:27,639:
chest
5662
00:34:27,639 --> 00:34:27,730:
and
5663
00:34:27,730 --> 00:34:28,000:
down
5664
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:28,179:
over
5665
00:34:28,179 --> 00:34:28,269:
the
5666
00:34:28,269 --> 00:34:29,469:
shorts.
5667
00:34:29,469 --> 00:34:29,619:
They are
5668
00:34:29,619 --> 00:34:29,800:
too
5669
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:30,340:
stunned
5670
00:34:30,340 --> 00:34:30,489:
by
5671
00:34:30,489 --> 00:34:30,639:
me
5672
00:34:30,639 --> 00:34:30,730:
to
5673
00:34:30,730 --> 00:34:30,940:
want
5674
00:34:30,940 --> 00:34:31,059:
me
5675
00:34:31,059 --> 00:34:31,960:
tonight.
5676
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:32,110:
They
5677
00:34:32,110 --> 00:34:32,500:
almost
5678
00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:32,800:
fear
5679
00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:33,639:
me;
5680
00:34:33,639 --> 00:34:33,760:
they
5681
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:33,969:
fear
5682
00:34:33,969 --> 00:34:34,090:
the
5683
00:34:34,090 --> 00:34:34,480:
power
5684
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:34,599:
and
5685
00:34:34,599 --> 00:34:35,230:
independence
5686
00:34:35,230 --> 00:34:35,320:
I'm
5687
00:34:35,320 --> 00:34:35,650:
showing
5688
00:34:35,650 --> 00:34:35,800:
them
5689
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:36,789:
tonight.
5690
00:34:36,789 --> 00:34:36,940:
In
5691
00:34:36,940 --> 00:34:37,000:
the
5692
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:37,389:
past
5693
00:34:37,389 --> 00:34:37,480:
they
5694
00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:37,630:
were
5695
00:34:37,630 --> 00:34:37,960:
always
5696
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:38,139:
able
5697
00:34:38,139 --> 00:34:38,230:
to
5698
00:34:38,230 --> 00:34:38,530:
believe
5699
00:34:38,530 --> 00:34:38,650:
that
5700
00:34:38,650 --> 00:34:38,769:
I
5701
00:34:38,769 --> 00:34:39,130:
needed
5702
00:34:39,130 --> 00:34:39,340:
them,
5703
00:34:39,340 --> 00:34:39,460:
but,
5704
00:34:39,460 --> 00:34:39,940:
tonight,
5705
00:34:39,940 --> 00:34:40,059:
I am
5706
00:34:40,059 --> 00:34:40,420:
showing
5707
00:34:40,420 --> 00:34:40,570:
them
5708
00:34:40,570 --> 00:34:40,780:
that
5709
00:34:40,780 --> 00:34:40,900:
I
5710
00:34:40,900 --> 00:34:41,050:
do
5711
00:34:41,050 --> 00:34:41,260:
not
5712
00:34:41,260 --> 00:34:41,710:
need
5713
00:34:41,710 --> 00:34:42,849:
anybody.
5714
00:34:42,849 --> 00:34:43,210:
Nobody
5715
00:34:43,210 --> 00:34:43,659:
living
5716
00:34:43,659 --> 00:34:44,050:
owns
5717
00:34:44,050 --> 00:34:44,289:
me,
5718
00:34:44,289 --> 00:34:44,440:
and
5719
00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:44,559:
I am
5720
00:34:44,559 --> 00:34:45,070:
finally
5721
00:34:45,070 --> 00:34:45,369:
free
5722
00:34:45,369 --> 00:34:45,489:
of
5723
00:34:45,489 --> 00:34:45,639:
my
5724
00:34:45,639 --> 00:34:46,030:
beloved
5725
00:34:46,030 --> 00:34:46,989:
ghost.
5726
00:34:46,989 --> 00:34:47,199:
My
5727
00:34:47,199 --> 00:34:47,739:
life,
5728
00:34:47,739 --> 00:34:47,860:
and
5729
00:34:47,860 --> 00:34:47,949:
I
5730
00:34:47,949 --> 00:34:48,159:
am
5731
00:34:48,159 --> 00:34:48,730:
truly
5732
00:34:48,730 --> 00:34:49,360:
alive,
5733
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:49,570:
is
5734
00:34:49,570 --> 00:34:49,809:
my
5735
00:34:49,809 --> 00:34:51,309:
own.
I
5736
00:34:51,309 --> 00:34:51,579:
won't
5737
00:34:51,579 --> 00:34:51,880:
answer
5738
00:34:51,880 --> 00:34:52,059:
your
5739
00:34:52,059 --> 00:34:53,170:
call,
Or
5740
00:34:53,170 --> 00:34:53,530:
answer
5741
00:34:53,530 --> 00:34:53,739:
you
5742
00:34:53,739 --> 00:34:53,860:
at
5743
00:34:53,860 --> 00:34:54,849:
all,
Or
5744
00:34:54,849 --> 00:34:55,239:
seek
5745
00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:55,449:
your
5746
00:34:55,449 --> 00:34:56,619:
heart.
We
5747
00:34:56,619 --> 00:34:56,800:
knew
5748
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:57,070:
from
5749
00:34:57,070 --> 00:34:57,159:
the
5750
00:34:57,159 --> 00:34:58,630:
start...
I
5751
00:34:58,630 --> 00:34:58,869:
pull
5752
00:34:58,869 --> 00:34:58,929:
the
5753
00:34:58,929 --> 00:34:59,320:
shorts
5754
00:34:59,320 --> 00:34:59,590:
down,
5755
00:34:59,590 --> 00:34:59,980:
revealing
5756
00:34:59,980 --> 00:35:00,099:
the
5757
00:35:00,099 --> 00:35:00,400:
tight
5758
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:00,789:
speedo
5759
00:35:00,789 --> 00:35:01,420:
beneath.
5760
00:35:01,420 --> 00:35:01,510:
I
5761
00:35:01,510 --> 00:35:01,630:
am
5762
00:35:01,630 --> 00:35:02,679:
aroused,
5763
00:35:02,679 --> 00:35:03,190:
thrilled
5764
00:35:03,190 --> 00:35:03,340:
by
5765
00:35:03,340 --> 00:35:03,639:
the
5766
00:35:03,639 --> 00:35:03,789:
sheer
5767
00:35:03,789 --> 00:35:04,150:
feeling
5768
00:35:04,150 --> 00:35:04,210:
of
5769
00:35:04,210 --> 00:35:05,019:
freedom,
5770
00:35:05,019 --> 00:35:05,170:
and
5771
00:35:05,170 --> 00:35:05,230:
the
5772
00:35:05,230 --> 00:35:05,530:
sight
5773
00:35:05,530 --> 00:35:05,590:
of
5774
00:35:05,590 --> 00:35:05,739:
me
5775
00:35:05,739 --> 00:35:06,039:
makes
5776
00:35:06,039 --> 00:35:06,130:
a
5777
00:35:06,130 --> 00:35:06,460:
few
5778
00:35:06,460 --> 00:35:06,550:
of
5779
00:35:06,550 --> 00:35:06,639:
the
5780
00:35:06,639 --> 00:35:06,849:
men
5781
00:35:06,849 --> 00:35:07,659:
moan.
5782
00:35:07,659 --> 00:35:07,869:
They have
5783
00:35:07,869 --> 00:35:08,199:
started
5784
00:35:08,199 --> 00:35:08,289:
to
5785
00:35:08,289 --> 00:35:08,530:
want
5786
00:35:08,530 --> 00:35:08,650:
me
5787
00:35:08,650 --> 00:35:09,010:
again,
5788
00:35:09,010 --> 00:35:09,190:
but
5789
00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:09,369:
its
5790
00:35:09,369 --> 00:35:09,789:
different,
5791
00:35:09,789 --> 00:35:10,569:
now.
5792
00:35:10,569 --> 00:35:10,747:
Now
5793
00:35:10,747 --> 00:35:10,929:
I have
5794
00:35:10,929 --> 00:35:11,199:
shown
5795
00:35:11,199 --> 00:35:11,380:
them
5796
00:35:11,380 --> 00:35:11,530:
that
5797
00:35:11,530 --> 00:35:11,619:
I am
5798
00:35:11,619 --> 00:35:11,829:
not
5799
00:35:11,829 --> 00:35:11,949:
an
5800
00:35:11,949 --> 00:35:12,369:
innocent
5801
00:35:12,369 --> 00:35:12,760:
boy,
5802
00:35:12,760 --> 00:35:12,909:
but
5803
00:35:12,909 --> 00:35:12,940:
a
5804
00:35:12,940 --> 00:35:13,360:
man,
5805
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:13,539:
with
5806
00:35:13,539 --> 00:35:14,110:
desires
5807
00:35:14,110 --> 00:35:14,199:
of
5808
00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:14,440:
my
5809
00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:14,710:
own
5810
00:35:14,710 --> 00:35:14,829:
and
5811
00:35:14,829 --> 00:35:14,889:
a
5812
00:35:14,889 --> 00:35:15,429:
passion
5813
00:35:15,429 --> 00:35:15,519:
to
5814
00:35:15,519 --> 00:35:15,820:
match
5815
00:35:15,820 --> 00:35:16,929:
theirs.
5816
00:35:16,929 --> 00:35:17,079:
I
5817
00:35:17,079 --> 00:35:17,230:
have
5818
00:35:17,230 --> 00:35:17,710:
thrown
5819
00:35:17,710 --> 00:35:17,800:
the
5820
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:18,400:
gauntlet,
5821
00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:18,519:
and
5822
00:35:18,519 --> 00:35:18,579:
a
5823
00:35:18,579 --> 00:35:18,820:
few
5824
00:35:18,820 --> 00:35:18,969:
have
5825
00:35:18,969 --> 00:35:19,210:
begun
5826
00:35:19,210 --> 00:35:19,300:
to
5827
00:35:19,300 --> 00:35:19,659:
rise
5828
00:35:19,659 --> 00:35:19,780:
to
5829
00:35:19,780 --> 00:35:19,869:
the
5830
00:35:19,869 --> 00:35:21,130:
challenge.
5831
00:35:21,130 --> 00:35:21,429:
Maybe
5832
00:35:21,429 --> 00:35:21,550:
I'll
5833
00:35:21,550 --> 00:35:21,730:
take
5834
00:35:21,730 --> 00:35:21,849:
them
5835
00:35:21,849 --> 00:35:21,969:
up
5836
00:35:21,969 --> 00:35:22,059:
on
5837
00:35:22,059 --> 00:35:22,179:
their
5838
00:35:22,179 --> 00:35:22,570:
offers
5839
00:35:22,570 --> 00:35:22,960:
now,
5840
00:35:22,960 --> 00:35:23,170:
and
5841
00:35:23,170 --> 00:35:23,469:
maybe
5842
00:35:23,469 --> 00:35:23,590:
I
5843
00:35:23,590 --> 00:35:24,460:
won't,
5844
00:35:24,460 --> 00:35:24,610:
but,
5845
00:35:24,610 --> 00:35:24,670:
it
5846
00:35:24,670 --> 00:35:24,774:
will
5847
00:35:24,774 --> 00:35:24,909:
be
5848
00:35:24,909 --> 00:35:25,090:
on
5849
00:35:25,090 --> 00:35:25,389:
my
5850
00:35:25,389 --> 00:35:25,869:
terms,
5851
00:35:25,869 --> 00:35:27,760:
now.
You're
5852
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:27,880:
the
5853
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:28,090:
one
5854
00:35:28,090 --> 00:35:28,300:
who's
5855
00:35:28,300 --> 00:35:29,349:
lonely.
When
5856
00:35:29,349 --> 00:35:29,559:
I'm
5857
00:35:29,559 --> 00:35:30,159:
alone,
5858
00:35:30,159 --> 00:35:30,369:
I'm
5859
00:35:30,369 --> 00:35:31,719:
only
Killing
5860
00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:33,280:
time.
I
5861
00:35:33,280 --> 00:35:33,610:
rip
5862
00:35:33,610 --> 00:35:33,730:
the
5863
00:35:33,730 --> 00:35:34,059:
thong
5864
00:35:34,059 --> 00:35:34,420:
away
5865
00:35:34,420 --> 00:35:34,510:
and
5866
00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:34,900:
caress
5867
00:35:34,900 --> 00:35:35,320:
myself
5868
00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:35,469:
from
5869
00:35:35,469 --> 00:35:35,679:
head
5870
00:35:35,679 --> 00:35:35,800:
to
5871
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:36,550:
toe,
5872
00:35:36,550 --> 00:35:36,699:
my
5873
00:35:36,699 --> 00:35:37,059:
hands
5874
00:35:37,059 --> 00:35:37,389:
moving
5875
00:35:37,389 --> 00:35:37,510:
in
5876
00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:38,170:
counterpoint
5877
00:35:38,170 --> 00:35:38,260:
to
5878
00:35:38,260 --> 00:35:38,440:
one
5879
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:38,829:
another
5880
00:35:38,829 --> 00:35:38,980:
and
5881
00:35:38,980 --> 00:35:39,099:
to
5882
00:35:39,099 --> 00:35:39,250:
my
5883
00:35:39,250 --> 00:35:39,699:
body
5884
00:35:39,699 --> 00:35:39,940:
which
5885
00:35:39,940 --> 00:35:40,179:
never
5886
00:35:40,179 --> 00:35:40,599:
stops
5887
00:35:40,599 --> 00:35:41,739:
dancing.
5888
00:35:41,739 --> 00:35:41,829:
I
5889
00:35:41,829 --> 00:35:42,099:
have
5890
00:35:42,099 --> 00:35:42,579:
never
5891
00:35:42,579 --> 00:35:42,969:
enjoyed
5892
00:35:42,969 --> 00:35:43,059:
the
5893
00:35:43,059 --> 00:35:43,389:
feeling
5894
00:35:43,389 --> 00:35:43,510:
of
5895
00:35:43,510 --> 00:35:43,929:
dancing
5896
00:35:43,929 --> 00:35:44,170:
more
5897
00:35:44,170 --> 00:35:44,320:
than
5898
00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:44,440:
I
5899
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:44,650:
do
5900
00:35:44,650 --> 00:35:46,269:
now.
I
5901
00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:46,690:
can't
5902
00:35:46,690 --> 00:35:46,869:
be
5903
00:35:46,869 --> 00:35:47,980:
defeated,
And
5904
00:35:47,980 --> 00:35:48,159:
this
5905
00:35:48,159 --> 00:35:48,400:
won't
5906
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:48,579:
be
5907
00:35:48,579 --> 00:35:50,050:
repeated,
Because
5908
00:35:50,050 --> 00:35:51,280:
I'm...
I
5909
00:35:51,280 --> 00:35:51,610:
fly
5910
00:35:51,610 --> 00:35:51,730:
off
5911
00:35:51,730 --> 00:35:51,849:
the
5912
00:35:51,849 --> 00:35:52,179:
stage
5913
00:35:52,179 --> 00:35:52,329:
one
5914
00:35:52,329 --> 00:35:52,480:
more
5915
00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:52,840:
time
5916
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:53,050:
and
5917
00:35:53,050 --> 00:35:53,469:
land,
5918
00:35:53,469 --> 00:35:53,679:
for
5919
00:35:53,679 --> 00:35:54,219:
once,
5920
00:35:54,219 --> 00:35:54,369:
in
5921
00:35:54,369 --> 00:35:54,489:
the
5922
00:35:54,489 --> 00:35:55,570:
audience,
5923
00:35:55,570 --> 00:35:55,989:
daring
5924
00:35:55,989 --> 00:35:56,170:
them
5925
00:35:56,170 --> 00:35:56,320:
to
5926
00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:56,619:
touch
5927
00:35:56,619 --> 00:35:57,340:
me.
5928
00:35:57,340 --> 00:35:57,550:
They
5929
00:35:57,550 --> 00:35:58,090:
gasp,
5930
00:35:58,090 --> 00:35:58,179:
and
5931
00:35:58,179 --> 00:35:58,480:
Charlie
5932
00:35:58,480 --> 00:35:59,139:
scrambles
5933
00:35:59,139 --> 00:35:59,230:
to
5934
00:35:59,230 --> 00:35:59,530:
follow
5935
00:35:59,530 --> 00:35:59,679:
me
5936
00:35:59,679 --> 00:35:59,829:
with
5937
00:35:59,829 --> 00:35:59,920:
the
5938
00:35:59,920 --> 00:36:01,090:
pin-spot.
5939
00:36:01,090 --> 00:36:01,210:
I
5940
00:36:01,210 --> 00:36:01,480:
move
5941
00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:01,869:
amongst
5942
00:36:01,869 --> 00:36:01,989:
them,
5943
00:36:01,989 --> 00:36:02,139:
but
5944
00:36:02,139 --> 00:36:02,230:
they
5945
00:36:02,230 --> 00:36:02,440:
keep
5946
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:02,590:
their
5947
00:36:02,590 --> 00:36:02,920:
hands
5948
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:03,010:
to
5949
00:36:03,010 --> 00:36:04,179:
themselves.
5950
00:36:04,179 --> 00:36:04,449:
Some
5951
00:36:04,449 --> 00:36:04,510:
of
5952
00:36:04,510 --> 00:36:04,659:
them
5953
00:36:04,659 --> 00:36:04,960:
cannot
5954
00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:05,170:
even
5955
00:36:05,170 --> 00:36:05,409:
look
5956
00:36:05,409 --> 00:36:05,500:
at
5957
00:36:05,500 --> 00:36:05,800:
me,
5958
00:36:05,800 --> 00:36:05,980:
but
5959
00:36:05,980 --> 00:36:06,250:
one
5960
00:36:06,250 --> 00:36:07,090:
does,
5961
00:36:07,090 --> 00:36:07,210:
and
5962
00:36:07,210 --> 00:36:07,329:
he
5963
00:36:07,329 --> 00:36:07,719:
watches
5964
00:36:07,719 --> 00:36:07,840:
me
5965
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:07,989:
with
5966
00:36:07,989 --> 00:36:08,050:
a
5967
00:36:08,050 --> 00:36:08,409:
foreign
5968
00:36:08,409 --> 00:36:08,590:
look
5969
00:36:08,590 --> 00:36:08,679:
in
5970
00:36:08,679 --> 00:36:08,829:
his
5971
00:36:08,829 --> 00:36:10,210:
eye.
5972
00:36:10,210 --> 00:36:10,449:
It is
5973
00:36:10,449 --> 00:36:11,409:
Charlie,
5974
00:36:11,409 --> 00:36:11,619:
his
5975
00:36:11,619 --> 00:36:11,800:
eyes
5976
00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:12,579:
shining.
5977
00:36:12,579 --> 00:36:12,789:
He
5978
00:36:12,789 --> 00:36:13,150:
alone
5979
00:36:13,150 --> 00:36:13,360:
is
5980
00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:13,809:
really
5981
00:36:13,809 --> 00:36:14,260:
watching
5982
00:36:14,260 --> 00:36:15,760:
me.
Not
5983
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:16,119:
lonely
5984
00:36:16,119 --> 00:36:17,363:
any more!
He
5985
00:36:17,363 --> 00:36:17,530:
is
5986
00:36:17,530 --> 00:36:17,889:
watching
5987
00:36:17,889 --> 00:36:18,039:
me
5988
00:36:18,039 --> 00:36:18,489:
dance.
5989
00:36:18,489 --> 00:36:18,730:
Not
5990
00:36:18,730 --> 00:36:19,239:
lusting
5991
00:36:19,239 --> 00:36:19,329:
or
5992
00:36:19,329 --> 00:36:20,079:
fantasizing,
5993
00:36:20,079 --> 00:36:20,230:
but
5994
00:36:20,230 --> 00:36:20,559:
loving
5995
00:36:20,559 --> 00:36:20,679:
the
5996
00:36:20,679 --> 00:36:21,010:
dance
5997
00:36:21,010 --> 00:36:22,719:
itself.
Not
5998
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:23,050:
lonely
5999
00:36:23,050 --> 00:36:24,610:
any more!
Like
6000
00:36:24,610 --> 00:36:24,940:
Derek
6001
00:36:24,940 --> 00:36:25,179:
used
6002
00:36:25,179 --> 00:36:25,269:
to
6003
00:36:25,269 --> 00:36:26,920:
do.
Not
6004
00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:28,929:
lonely
Tonight,
6005
00:36:28,929 --> 00:36:29,019:
I
6006
00:36:29,019 --> 00:36:29,320:
dance
6007
00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:29,440:
for
6008
00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:30,550:
Charlie,
6009
00:36:30,550 --> 00:36:30,699:
for
6010
00:36:30,699 --> 00:36:31,630:
me,
6011
00:36:31,630 --> 00:36:31,809:
and
6012
00:36:31,809 --> 00:36:31,929:
to
6013
00:36:31,929 --> 00:36:32,170:
lay
6014
00:36:32,170 --> 00:36:32,590:
Derek's
6015
00:36:32,590 --> 00:36:32,885:
ghost
6016
00:36:32,885 --> 00:36:33,010:
to
6017
00:36:33,010 --> 00:36:34,090:
rest.
6018
00:36:34,090 --> 00:36:34,269:
The
6019
00:36:34,269 --> 00:36:34,630:
rest
6020
00:36:34,630 --> 00:36:34,690:
of
6021
00:36:34,690 --> 00:36:34,780:
the
6022
00:36:34,780 --> 00:36:35,019:
world
6023
00:36:35,019 --> 00:36:35,230:
can
6024
00:36:35,230 --> 00:36:35,860:
watch,
6025
00:36:35,860 --> 00:36:36,039:
but
6026
00:36:36,039 --> 00:36:36,190:
they're
6027
00:36:36,190 --> 00:36:39,699:
unimportant.
Any…
Goodbye,
6028
00:36:39,699 --> 00:36:40,900:
Derek.
6029
00:36:40,900 --> 00:36:44,079:
More.
And
6030
00:36:44,079 --> 00:36:44,170:
I
6031
00:36:44,170 --> 00:36:44,469:
feel
6032
00:36:44,469 --> 00:36:44,650:
his
6033
00:36:44,650 --> 00:36:44,949:
ghost
6034
00:36:44,949 --> 00:36:46,539:
retreat,
6035
00:36:46,539 --> 00:36:46,840:
even
6036
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:46,989:
as
6037
00:36:46,989 --> 00:36:47,079:
I
6038
00:36:47,079 --> 00:36:47,320:
know
6039
00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:47,500:
it'll
6040
00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:47,650:
be
6041
00:36:47,650 --> 00:36:49,179:
okay.
6042
00:36:49,179 --> 00:36:49,269:
I
6043
00:36:49,269 --> 00:36:49,449:
don't
6044
00:36:49,449 --> 00:36:49,659:
have
6045
00:36:49,659 --> 00:36:49,989:
anyone,
6046
00:36:49,989 --> 00:36:50,199:
right
6047
00:36:50,199 --> 00:36:50,530:
now,
6048
00:36:50,530 --> 00:36:50,650:
but
6049
00:36:50,650 --> 00:36:50,829:
that's
6050
00:36:50,829 --> 00:36:50,980:
not
6051
00:36:50,980 --> 00:36:51,039:
a
6052
00:36:51,039 --> 00:36:51,309:
bad
6053
00:36:51,309 --> 00:36:51,550:
thing
6054
00:36:51,550 --> 00:36:52,960:
any more.
6055
00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:53,079:
The
6056
00:36:53,079 --> 00:36:53,289:
next
6057
00:36:53,289 --> 00:36:53,500:
time
6058
00:36:53,500 --> 00:36:53,559:
I
6059
00:36:53,559 --> 00:36:53,769:
go
6060
00:36:53,769 --> 00:36:54,340:
looking,
6061
00:36:54,340 --> 00:36:54,460:
I
6062
00:36:54,460 --> 00:36:54,639:
know that
6063
00:36:54,639 --> 00:36:54,940:
Derek
6064
00:36:54,940 --> 00:36:55,119:
will
6065
00:36:55,119 --> 00:36:55,269:
be
6066
00:36:55,269 --> 00:36:55,480:
with
6067
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:55,719:
me,
6068
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:55,869:
but
6069
00:36:55,869 --> 00:36:56,050:
not
6070
00:36:56,050 --> 00:36:56,541:
hovering in
6071
00:36:56,541 --> 00:36:56,739:
my
6072
00:36:56,739 --> 00:36:57,190:
heart,
6073
00:36:57,190 --> 00:36:57,519:
keeping
6074
00:36:57,519 --> 00:36:57,639:
it
6075
00:36:57,639 --> 00:36:58,059:
glass
6076
00:36:58,059 --> 00:36:58,150:
and
6077
00:36:58,150 --> 00:36:59,829:
fragile.
6078
00:36:59,829 --> 00:36:59,889:
I
6079
00:36:59,889 --> 00:37:00,070:
can
6080
00:37:00,070 --> 00:37:00,369:
fly on
6081
00:37:00,369 --> 00:37:00,519:
my
6082
00:37:00,519 --> 00:37:00,670:
own
6083
00:37:00,670 --> 00:37:00,849:
now,
6084
00:37:00,849 --> 00:37:01,989:
Derek,
6085
00:37:01,989 --> 00:37:02,139:
and
6086
00:37:02,139 --> 00:37:02,260:
I'll
6087
00:37:02,260 --> 00:37:02,559:
dance
6088
00:37:02,559 --> 00:37:02,769:
so
6089
00:37:02,769 --> 00:37:03,340:
strongly
6090
00:37:03,340 --> 00:37:03,460:
and
6091
00:37:03,460 --> 00:37:03,730:
fly
6092
00:37:03,730 --> 00:37:04,000:
so
6093
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:04,300:
high,
6094
00:37:04,300 --> 00:37:04,480:
that
6095
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:04,599:
they
6096
00:37:04,599 --> 00:37:04,719:
will
6097
00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:04,960:
say
6098
00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:05,110:
that
6099
00:37:05,110 --> 00:37:05,380:
even
6100
00:37:05,380 --> 00:37:05,980:
Nijinsky
6101
00:37:05,980 --> 00:37:06,159:
was
6102
00:37:06,159 --> 00:37:06,639:
clumsy
6103
00:37:06,639 --> 00:37:06,730:
and
6104
00:37:06,730 --> 00:37:07,239:
earthbound
6105
00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:07,659:
compared
6106
00:37:07,659 --> 00:37:07,750:
to
6107
00:37:07,750 --> 00:37:09,280:
me.
6108
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:09,460:
My
6109
00:37:09,460 --> 00:37:09,969:
slippers
6110
00:37:09,969 --> 00:37:10,239:
click
6111
00:37:10,239 --> 00:37:11,019:
together,
6112
00:37:11,019 --> 00:37:11,530:
apart,
6113
00:37:11,530 --> 00:37:11,679:
or
6114
00:37:11,679 --> 00:37:12,070:
anywhere
6115
00:37:12,070 --> 00:37:12,219:
I
6116
00:37:12,219 --> 00:37:13,150:
choose,
6117
00:37:13,150 --> 00:37:13,329:
so
6118
00:37:13,329 --> 00:37:13,539:
long
6119
00:37:13,539 --> 00:37:13,780:
as
6120
00:37:13,780 --> 00:37:13,989:
I
6121
00:37:13,989 --> 00:37:14,409:
choose
6122
00:37:14,409 --> 00:37:14,559:
where
6123
00:37:14,559 --> 00:37:14,710:
they
6124
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:15,969:
touch.
6125
00:37:15,969 --> 00:37:16,090:
I
6126
00:37:16,090 --> 00:37:16,210:
am
6127
00:37:16,210 --> 00:37:16,269:
a
6128
00:37:16,269 --> 00:37:17,320:
dancer,
6129
00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:17,469:
and
6130
00:37:17,469 --> 00:37:17,619:
I am
6131
00:37:17,619 --> 00:37:17,679:
at
6132
00:37:17,679 --> 00:37:17,920:
home
6133
00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:18,039:
on
6134
00:37:18,039 --> 00:37:18,099:
the
6135
00:37:18,099 --> 00:37:19,630:
stage.
6136
00:37:19,630 --> 00:37:19,840:
Will
6137
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:19,900:
I
6138
00:37:19,900 --> 00:37:20,170:
find
6139
00:37:20,170 --> 00:37:20,469:
someone
6140
00:37:20,469 --> 00:37:21,699:
else?
6141
00:37:21,699 --> 00:37:21,880:
Right
6142
00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:22,030:
now,
6143
00:37:22,030 --> 00:37:22,119:
it
6144
00:37:22,119 --> 00:37:22,360:
doesn't
6145
00:37:22,360 --> 00:37:23,590:
matter.
6146
00:37:23,590 --> 00:37:23,679:
I
6147
00:37:23,679 --> 00:37:23,860:
have
6148
00:37:23,860 --> 00:37:25,000:
Charlie,
6149
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:25,088:
and
6150
00:37:25,088 --> 00:37:25,210:
my
6151
00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:26,409:
memories,
6152
00:37:26,409 --> 00:37:26,530:
and
6153
00:37:26,530 --> 00:37:26,679:
my
6154
00:37:26,679 --> 00:37:28,119:
dreams.
6155
00:37:28,119 --> 00:37:28,389:
And
6156
00:37:28,389 --> 00:37:28,510:
my
6157
00:37:28,510 --> 00:37:30,940:
dancing.
Ah,
6158
00:37:30,940 --> 00:37:31,059:
the
6159
00:37:31,059 --> 00:37:33,550:
dancing!
When I dance,
6160
00:37:33,550 --> 00:37:33,760:
all
6161
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:33,849:
the
6162
00:37:33,849 --> 00:37:34,119:
rest
6163
00:37:34,119 --> 00:37:34,210:
of
6164
00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:34,329:
it
6165
00:37:34,329 --> 00:37:34,750:
ceases
6166
00:37:34,750 --> 00:37:34,840:
to
6167
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:35,889:
matter.
6168
00:37:35,889 --> 00:37:36,099:
My
6169
00:37:36,099 --> 00:37:36,429:
glass
6170
00:37:36,429 --> 00:37:36,699:
heart
6171
00:37:36,699 --> 00:37:36,849:
could
6172
00:37:36,849 --> 00:37:37,809:
shatter,
6173
00:37:37,809 --> 00:37:37,960:
my
6174
00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:38,349:
flying
6175
00:37:38,349 --> 00:37:38,710:
dreams
6176
00:37:38,710 --> 00:37:38,860:
could
6177
00:37:38,860 --> 00:37:40,030:
unravel,
6178
00:37:40,030 --> 00:37:40,179:
and
6179
00:37:40,179 --> 00:37:40,269:
my
6180
00:37:40,269 --> 00:37:40,659:
magic
6181
00:37:40,659 --> 00:37:41,079:
slippers
6182
00:37:41,079 --> 00:37:41,230:
could
6183
00:37:41,230 --> 00:37:41,440:
rot
6184
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:41,559:
to
6185
00:37:41,559 --> 00:37:42,909:
dust.
6186
00:37:42,909 --> 00:37:43,119:
When
6187
00:37:43,119 --> 00:37:43,329:
all
6188
00:37:43,329 --> 00:37:43,420:
is
6189
00:37:43,420 --> 00:37:43,630:
said
6190
00:37:43,630 --> 00:37:43,780:
and
6191
00:37:43,780 --> 00:37:44,380:
done,
6192
00:37:44,380 --> 00:37:44,619:
I'll
6193
00:37:44,619 --> 00:37:44,920:
still
6194
00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:45,039:
be
6195
00:37:45,039 --> 00:37:46,989:
dancing.
And
6196
00:37:46,989 --> 00:37:48,880:
when I dance,
6197
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:48,969:
I
6198
00:37:48,969 --> 00:37:49,300:
dance
6199
00:37:49,300 --> 00:37:53,800:
alone.
This
6200
00:37:53,800 --> 00:37:54,880:
was “Icarus
6201
00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:55,630:
Dreams,
6202
00:37:55,630 --> 00:37:55,719:
a
6203
00:37:55,719 --> 00:37:56,110:
Glass
6204
00:37:56,110 --> 00:37:56,710:
Heart,
6205
00:37:56,710 --> 00:37:56,920:
and
6206
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:57,460:
Slippers
6207
00:37:57,460 --> 00:37:57,579:
to
6208
00:37:57,579 --> 00:37:57,940:
Take
6209
00:37:57,940 --> 00:37:58,150:
Me
6210
00:37:58,150 --> 00:37:58,960:
Home”
6211
00:37:58,960 --> 00:37:59,199:
by
6212
00:37:59,199 --> 00:38:00,280:
Andrew “Aethan”
6213
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:01,389:
French,
6214
00:38:01,389 --> 00:38:01,630:
read
6215
00:38:01,630 --> 00:38:01,840:
for you
6216
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:01,989:
by
6217
00:38:01,989 --> 00:38:02,139:
the
6218
00:38:02,139 --> 00:38:03,250:
Author.
6219
00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:03,400:
You
6220
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:03,550:
can
6221
00:38:03,550 --> 00:38:03,880:
find
6222
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:04,119:
more
6223
00:38:04,119 --> 00:38:04,599:
stories
6224
00:38:04,599 --> 00:38:04,750:
on
6225
00:38:04,750 --> 00:38:04,809:
the
6226
00:38:04,809 --> 00:38:05,139:
web
6227
00:38:05,139 --> 00:38:05,260:
at
6228
00:38:05,260 --> 00:38:07,179:
thevoice.dog,
6229
00:38:07,179 --> 00:38:07,420:
or
6230
00:38:07,420 --> 00:38:07,719:
find
6231
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:07,780:
the
6232
00:38:07,780 --> 00:38:08,079:
show
6233
00:38:08,079 --> 00:38:08,380:
wherever
6234
00:38:08,380 --> 00:38:08,530:
you
6235
00:38:08,530 --> 00:38:09,039:
get
6236
00:38:09,039 --> 00:38:09,519:
your
6237
00:38:09,519 --> 00:38:11,320:
podcasts.
6238
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:11,650:
Thank
6239
00:38:11,650 --> 00:38:11,769:
you
6240
00:38:11,769 --> 00:38:11,920:
for
6241
00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:12,940:
listening
6242
00:38:12,940 --> 00:38:13,090:
to
6243
00:38:13,090 --> 00:38:13,210:
The
6244
00:38:13,210 --> 00:38:14,079:
Voice
6245
00:38:14,079 --> 00:38:14,320:
of
6246
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:14,920:
Dog.