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If you think that you've had setbacks and failures,

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that's because you don't really have the thing that's really on fire for you,

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because when you're really doing something you're really inspired to do you

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don't see failure, you see feedback.

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Today I'd like to talk about

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the genius that you may or may not be aware of that you have inside

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and how to awaken that genius and realize the things in your

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life that have led you to where you are today.

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And the components of it that can awaken this genius.

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And I'll share a little bit about my own journey,

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just so you can put it into context.

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Because I really believe that the things that you experience in your life

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throughout your life are ultimately on the way, not in the way,

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ultimately

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giving you exactly the experiences that you need in order to do something

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really extraordinary on the planet.

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So I'm going to start off with myself and then I'll apply it back into your own

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life. When I was born in 1954,

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I apparently was positioned in an awkward position in the

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womb, or maybe I was implanted in a side side position, I don't know,

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but when I came out, my arm and leg on the left side was turned inward.

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So when I was a child, I think from about age one and a half,

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I had to start wearing braces on my arm and leg.

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They called it pigeon foot, you know, pigeon arm. I

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did not like to wear braces. I didn't like the constraint.

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They were clunky, heavy things,

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made me kind of do a Forrest Gump kind of thing.

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The few kids in the neighborhood that would see these things would not, what's

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the word, they'd feel awkward being around it.

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I just wanted to be out of the braces.

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Now I didn't have to wear them 24 hours a day, but I did have to wear them.

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And in the process of doing that,

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I think I wanted to be free.

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I think that was a catalyst for me to want to be free and to

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not be constrained.

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So here's something that it seemed to be in the way,

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but it turned out to be exactly what I needed in my journey.

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I also had a speech problem.

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For some reason I could not pronounce things properly.

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And I remember going about a year and a half old,

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I remember going into a place with my mom in this building,

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where I used to do all these muscle exercises with strings and buttons and

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things in my mouth, and to try to use my mouth properly,

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to be able to do it because I would mispronounce things

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to speak. So I had to speaking issue.

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When I was four I got out of my braces,

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and by the time I was,

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and I also sucked my thumb so my front teeth were way forward.

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Kind of like, well you've seen people with buck teeth.

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And I later got,

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I ran into a tree on a horse and broke them and pushed them back.

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My dad said I saved him a fortune.

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When I got to first kindergarten class,

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I wanted to draw with the girls and I didn't want to draw with the boys.

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The boys were drawing army and cars and things. And I wasn't into that.

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And I wanted to draw a landscaping, landscapes.

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And my teacher said, 'You're not a girl. You can't play with the girls.

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You're supposed to play with the boys.' And she dragged me over to the boys side

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and I didn't want to draw that.

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So she finally sat me in the middle. She said,

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'If you're not going to play with the boys,

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I'm not going to let you play with the girls.

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You're going to have to sit and play with yourself in the middle of the room.'

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So I think that was a part of a perfection because I think everything I do is

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about the middle path between these two polarities of gender.

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And I want to be free and I want to be able to be heard

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because people, when I would speak, it wouldn't make sense.

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When I got to first grade, I

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was being told to talk to learn,

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big old book with a stick and going through all the letters and stuff and

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pronouncing letters and trying to make words and things like that.

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And I definitely had dyslexic symptoms and I

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could not do it, no matter what I tried to do,

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I just kept fumbling words and I didn't get meaning out of it,

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no matter what I would see letters and didn't grasp meaning,

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semantics didn't make any sense.

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And so I went from the normal reading class to a remedial reading and from a

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remedial reading to wearing a dunce cap with a guy named Dale Dalrymple.

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I don't know what ever happened to him,

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but we used to have to sit out and face the window,

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looking out into the outdoors until we decided we were going to read properly.

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That was the treatment, and wearing a dunce cap. And that dunce cap by the way,

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is conical,

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which I use in my diagrams today on my work on cones

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as conic sections.

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But my teacher finally had my parents come to the school

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and say, you know, I'm afraid your son's got learning problems,

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I'm afraid he's never going to be able to read.

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He's not going to be able to write. Cause I wrote backwards.

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I still have an awkward handwriting. It's still, you can see that today.

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And he's not gonna be able to read. He's not gonna be able to write.

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He can't seem to communicate.

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I don't think he's going to go very far in life nor amount to anything.

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And I remember that sitting in that little room when she said that,

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and that was the coolest thing to have to face.

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What I did is I got through school by befriending

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the smartest kids. There was a Martha Rose Scartozzi,

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a beautiful girl that I used to like to walk home, but I did it for two reasons.

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I'd walk her home because I liked looking at her, but I also would ask

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her what she got out of the class and she would tell me what she got.

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And as long as somebody would tell me things, auditorily,

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I seem to

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Be able to get enough information out to somehow be able to get through school.

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And I befriended Jerry Samson and Clinton Duvall and all these other individuals

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were the intelligent

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kids in the class and befriended them and constantly asked them about their,

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what they

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learned and what they did and how did they do it and how are they're so smart.

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And I think I figured out a strategy to ask questions,

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to get information from people, which by the way, is what I do today.

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What I do consulting with people.

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So that worked really fine until I got to

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about sixth grade. And when I turned 12 years old in sixth grade,

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I'd passed school with that strategy and become the clown of the class

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kind of thing. But that didn't work when my parents moved from Houston,

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Texas to Richmond, Texas. And there,

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we were in a kind of a low socioeconomic school system with a lot of racial

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issues. And there was no,

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really smart kids I could befriend and get information from.

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And I end up failing and I eventually left school.

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I kind of left home at 13, but I formally left school at 14.

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I tried to go to school till I was 14. I

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then became a street kid and I learned how to, you know, get by

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on the streets, which I think is sort of entrepreneurial. And I,

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you know, lived in a bowling alley, 24 hour bowling alley.

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I lived in a park area. I lived in a car. I lived in friends' houses. I,

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you know, I just kind of meander around,

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there was a diner that I used to hang out with and sometimes stay there all

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night. Cause it was a 24 hour diner just leaning on the table

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And did odd jobs that I could do.

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And by the time I was 14, I ended up leaving Texas.

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I lived at the beach for a while at 14, but then I moved out to California,

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and visited California and down into Mexico.

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And 15 going on 16 I made my way to Hawaii

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and I was into surfing. That was the thing I tried baseball,

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but baseball wasn't any fun in that small town. And so I went into surfing.

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And Texas wasn't a surf capital,

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but California and Hawaii was so I decided to go.

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So I first under a bridge,

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Kamehameha highway on the sunset beach.

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I lived in iakai beach park under a park bench.

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I then when it would rain would go into the bathrooms there,

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because it was protected from rain. I found an abandoned car,

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lived in an abandoned car.

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Eventually got to a guy who had to get rid of a tent and I got a tent and I made

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a tent in a jungle and a mixture of palm leaves and kind of

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a treehouse tent thing.

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And I was doing what I did, which was surfing at the time,

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pretty well every day.

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And then I ended up with strychnine and cyanide poisoning and almost died when I

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was 17.

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My 17th year was

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eventful, but I ended up having a Joe Cocker look,

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if you ever remember Joe Cocker the singer with Leon Russell.

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He had deformed movements and I was having those types of things from the

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strychnine. A week before, well,

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a few weeks before my 18th birthday,

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I really ended up unconscious in my tent for three and

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a half days and I couldn't breathe. My diaphragm stopped on me.

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It's a very interesting situation. As a result of that, luckily,

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a lady found me in my tent helped me recover from a cathartic

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experience, took me to a health food store,

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leaving the health food store I saw a flyer on the door,

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there was a special guest speaker at a recreational center

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called with Paul Bragg at a yoga class.

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Somebody told me that if I wanted to control my spasms in my arms and stuff,

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and legs would be a yoga class.

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So I went to a yoga class and that one night,

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with 35 young people sitting on a wooden floor and a little

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mats and towels, Paul C. Bragg did

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a presentation. Now I never went to presentations, school wasn't my thing,

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I didn't read at the time, and

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all of a sudden I'm at this class with this amazing teacher and he in

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45 minutes to an hour presentation just blew me away. What

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he said was that we have a body, we have a mind, and we have a soul.

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The body must be directed by the mind.

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The mind must be directed by the soul in order to maximize who we are as a human

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being and that we need to set goals for our ourselves, our family,

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our community, our city, our state, our nation, our world,

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and beyond for 120 years.

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And then what we think about and what we visualize and what we say to ourselves

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and how we feel about ourselves and what actions we take,

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determine our outcome and destiny in life.

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Kind of like the principles of 'The Secret' almost,

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and nobody had ever spoken to me like that.

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Nobody ever said that I had a potential inside.

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Nobody that I was aware of that really saw

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that in me. And I don't think he was pinpointing to me by any means,

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but the room was affected by his speech. He was a very animated,

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dynamic guy. And at the end of the presentation,

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he took us through a guided imagery meditation,

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what he called an alpha meditation technique. And in

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there I closed my eyes and after his speech,

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I was pretty inspired by what he had said.

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And I saw a vision that in that meditation,

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of me standing on a balcony,

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walking through an arched way area and coming out onto an edge or balcony,

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standing on a balcony, speaking to a million people. And that was like,

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Whoa. And I was in tears and I was inspired.

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And I had no idea that, where that came from,

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I think it was a dissociative identity disorder at the time.

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And it was so

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real I was in tears of inspiration and I must've been in that vision 15 -

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20 minutes. It was real to me. And when I came out

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I looked around the room and everybody in the room, in that room was in tears.

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So they must have had the similar type of experience, whatever It was for them.

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And I saw Paul Bragg in the front of the room with his eyes closed,

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sitting with his hands on his knees, looking up. You

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Thank you, dear Divine, for revealing to these young souls, their destiny,

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kind of thing.

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And I saw something there that I had not seen before. And at that

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moment I realized that I really wanted to overcome my learning problems.

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It was the first night

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I thought that maybe I could be intelligent.

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Maybe I could overcome my learning problems and learn how to speak and be

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intelligent some day. My sister, named Lynne, who was the smart one in the

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family, she could read. And she was great at that.

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I was sort of like her antiparticle,

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she's always been a great reader and always been very intelligent.

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And I thought, wow, I would like to be able to be intelligent.

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And so I,

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at the end of that experience he said, okay, that's our evening.

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And

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if anybody would like to join me on the other side of the Island in the mornings

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at six o'clock in the morning, I have an exercise and a lecture every morning.

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And so by God, at 5:45 in the morning,

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I hitchhiked out to the other side of the Island and joined him.

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And for the next few weeks I learned everything I could from this guy.

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And I never, you know, everybody that he had around him at the time,

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were much older, 50, 60, 70 and 80 year old people,

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I was the only teenager there. And finally, after doing that each morning,

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I mean, I would literally get up and go surfing after getting back,

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he

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made an announcement that he's going to Santa Barbara or to Mount Shasta area,

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whatever, and that he will, you know, hope to see you again, kind of thing,

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but he's leaving to go to California. And while he was there,

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it was inspiring because I thought, wow, this guy is really, you know,

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making me think.

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And he gave me a lot of great new information and

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and started making a belief that maybe I could do something with my life kind of

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thing.

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And I didn't know what to do if he's leaving.

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And I finally walked up to him on that last day. I said, 'Mr.

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Bragg you said a few weeks ago at your talk

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on the North shore that whatever we decided that night

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destiny.' And he said, 'That's exactly it young man.' I said, 'Well, sir,

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I saw that I wanted to be a teacher and I don't know how to read,

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I've got learning problems and speaking problems.' And he said,

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'That's not a problem. Is there any other problem?' And I said, 'Well, no,

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sir.' And he said, he says 'Well, here's what you do, every single day,

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every single day I want you to say to yourself,

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I am a genius. And I apply my wisdom.'

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Now, when he made me say that,

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that didn't make any sense to me.

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I didn't really know what a genius was exactly. But he said,

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I want you to say that statement. I'm a genius and I apply my wisdom.

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So I said it, and he made me say it again and again, and again and again,

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until my eyes closed. And then when I said it,

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and he could sense that there was some sort of meaning to it,

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and I could relate to it. He patted me on the shoulder and he says,

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'Now you never miss a day for the rest of your life, every day,

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you say that statement,

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if you do that every single day,

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sooner or later the cells of your body will tingle with it and so will the

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world.'

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So I've never missed a day, this morning I said it.

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I didn't know what a genius was, but I started saying it every day.

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Right after that, I never saw him again. But after that,

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I ended up going to the health food store and I pulled out on a rack of books,

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the first book I ever tried to read in my life really, from cover to cover,

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was Chico's Organic Gardening and Natural Living.

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I pulled out that book, looked at the pictures,

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the guy on the front cover looked like me.

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So I thought if that guy can write the book, I bet I can read it.

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That's why I picked it. And it was mostly pictures of gardens,

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but I got some just to that book and it gave me an encouragement to try to get

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another book. I tried to get that book and I got lost,

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I couldn't understand the words,

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but I made a determination that I was going to try to figure out how to learn to

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read.

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And there was a guy in the tent that I was staying there with named Jackie who

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used to read to me. I'd ask him to read for me, he always wondered why.

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I never told him until he was 50 something. We met up again.

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But he did that for me.

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But I then was in a meditation and in the meditation,

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a little prompt said it's time to go home and see your parents.

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So I ended up flying to Los Angeles, hitchhiking back to Texas.

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When I went back,

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I remember hitchhiking down the last road to get close to my parents' house.

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My sister and father drove right past me.

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Didn't even recognize me because I had long hair and a beard kind of thing.

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And I got home and my mom was inside cooking some prunes.

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And I walked in and I said, she turned around and she says, Oh my God,

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she didn't recognize me at first,

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she thought I was just a guy walking in the house. And she said, 'Oh my God,

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welcome home.' And days later, she said,

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'Why don't you take a GED test?

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Cause you never know when you might have to need a job and that what gives you a

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job.' Well, with their encouragement,

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I went down to the university of Houston I took a GED.

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A GED is a general education degree.

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It's the equivalent of a high school degree. All you do is take a test,

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if you pass it, you have high school education. Well,

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I went down there and I didn't know how to read half the questions there.

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And I just closed my eyes. I said to myself, I'm a

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and I put the pencil on the paper or whatever,

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little dot that I had to fill in I did.

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I figured I got nothing to lose If I don't pass, I'm not lost anything.

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If I pass, I got me a high school degree. In

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the process of doing that I passed.

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It was s a miracle.

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My parents were pretty astonished and I was blown away.

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And all of a sudden I have me a high school degree and I thought, wow,

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that's kind of cool. And I was thinking that there's power in this affirmation.

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So I was saying it more than once a day. And my parents said,

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'Why don't you take a college entrance exam in case you ever decide to go to

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college? The surf is not up until October. Why don't you take it,

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take it and try and do that?' So I went down to Wharton and

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I I took a three-day test and I guessed,

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when I said I'm a genius and I apply my wisdom and frigging somehow passed that

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test. And it was purely guessing. And I can't tell you how it was, something,

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some higher power working on it. But I passed the test.

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And then

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I decided I was going to try to take classes because now I have access to go to

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college. I decided I'll take a summer school class.

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And I took English and history. You had to take those as a basic.

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And I had a six week class. And when I tried to take that six week class,

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two weeks into that we had our first test.

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And I thought that my little tool of affirmation was going to do the job,

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but I got a 27 and I needed a 72 to pass. And I got a 27.

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I was the only kid that was down below 72.

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When I saw that I was devastated. I ran to my car, sunk in my car.

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Finally,

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I drove home crying and all of a sudden this dream of

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being a teacher and traveling the world was shattered.

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And I remember coming home and curling up in a fetal position under this Bible

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stand, in my parents' house.

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And I was really having a low moment. Cause I was thinking,

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I thought that I was going to go in this new trajectory,

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but if I can't even pass the test, then that's not going to work.

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This is never going to happen. I kept hearing my first grade teacher in my head.

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And my mom came home from shopping, what she did she said, 'Son,

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what's wrong? What happened?' And I said, 'Mom, I blew the test.

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I guess I don't have what it takes.

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I guess I'll never be able to read or write or communicate or never amount to

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anything, never go very far in life.

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I'm sorry.' I was apologizing to her because I felt she tried to

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encourage me. And she didn't know what to say.

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She just kind of stared for a minute.

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And finally she said something that only a mother could say that was deeply

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meaningful. She said, 'Son,

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whether you become a great teacher, healer and philosopher like you dream,

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whether you return to Hawaii and ride giant waves like you've done or you return

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to the streets and panhandle as a bum,

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I just want to let you know that your father and I are going to love you no

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matter what,

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we just love you.' When she said that I needed that.

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She gave me love with certainty,

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presence and gratitude, which I call the Cardinal pillars of mastery.

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When she said that my hand went into a fist,

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I looked up and I saw the vision of me standing on that balcony in front of a

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million people again. And it was clear and lucid for a moment.

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And I said to myself with my hand in my fist,

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I'm going to master this thing called reading and studying and learning.

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I'm going to master this thing called teaching and philosophy.

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And I'm going to do whatever it takes, I'm going to travel whatever distance,

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I'm going to pay whatever price to give my service of love.

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I'm not going to let any human being on the face of the earth stop me from this

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one. And I got up and I hugged my mom with tears in my eyes.

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I went into my room. I got a Funk & Wagnalls dictionary out.

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And I made a commitment that I was going to memorize that fricking dictionary.

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So I went in there and I took 30 words a day and I went through 30

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words a day, spelled them, wrote them out on a piece of paper,

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cause we had little pads of paper, 30 words a day, spelled it,

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pronounced it properly, put it in a sentence, until I understand its meaning.

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And my mom would test me on 30 words a day. And I would get those 30 words.

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And if I didn't get them,

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I would go back and I wouldn't go to bed at night until 30 words could be

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memorized, pronounced, spelled, et cetera.

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My mom cared enough to make sure that I did that.

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And I was determined to do that. And my vocabulary grew slowly but surely,

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which is why I have a great vocabulary today, I believe.

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And I ended up starting to pass school. I didn't give up.

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And once I did, I wanted to learn more than any of the other kids in the class.

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They took it for granted. They would go in there, parents told them to do it,

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everything else. I wanted to learn.

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So I lived in the library and I stayed in that library.

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If I wasn't in the class, I was in the library. If I wasn't in the library,

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I was driving home. And if I was driving home,

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I was reading a book while I was driving, turning the thing. And

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I was driving on the side of the road so I wouldn't interfere with traffic.

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And I would get home and I would read. And I'd read encyclopedias.

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I didn't stop. Literally a lap, an encyclopedia in my

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knees all the time. And I just wanted to learn.

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And that went on. And by the time a few months had gone by,

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I was now taking off. I was excelling.

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I was passing and then I was actually nailing it. I was working so hard on it,

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way more than most of the other kids. I started really doing well.

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And I started excelling and students started to come

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library and started asking me questions,

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which was absolutely inspiring at 18 years old,

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to have somebody ask you for information. And my teaching career began.

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I started teaching at 18 and I never stopped because it was one of the most

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inspiring things I got to do. Well,

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by the time I was turning 19, my mom asked me, right before my 19th birthday,

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my mom said, 'What do you want for your birthday and for Christmas?' I said,

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'Mom, I want the greatest teachings on the face of the earth.

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The greatest writings humanity's ever created by the greatest minds who ever

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lived.' And she said, 'You sure you don't want a t-shirt son?' I said,

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'No, I want the greatest teachings on earth.

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I just want to learn.' And my mom said, 'Well,

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let me see what I can do.' So she contacted her brother

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he was uncle Ralph to me,

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but professor at MIT and he was a chemist and physicist. And as a gift,

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I don't know where he got them. I don't know if it was his own library.

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He sent two giant six by six by six foot wooden crates on a flatbed truck to our

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home. And they literally loaded them on the ground. I took a crowbar,

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went out there and took all those books and filled up my room with books,

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just stacks and stacks of books.

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I had a little yoga mat in the center where I could do my sun salute in the

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morning to the sun. And I sat and I did my yoga and I read.

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Every moment I was not in class or driving to and from, I was reading.

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I was reading when I was home I was knocking out 18

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single day on every imaginable topic.

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Cause these books were on all different topics.

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And I remember reading Rene Descartes work and I thought, okay,

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I want to be a man of letters. I want to be a polymath. I want to understand.

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I want to have an encyclopedic mind now.

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I started reading eight encyclopedia sets, all of them 20, 25 volumes each.

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I just wanted to learn everything I could.

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I wanted to be knowledgeable about it.

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I want to find the most universal laws that would help me go and do something

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amazing as a teacher. I wanted to have the foundation,

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most powerful principles I could offer. So why am I saying this?

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Because today I'm living out the dream that I set out to do.

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I may be not be traveling except by zoom right now because of COVID.

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But I made a dream that I wanted to

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go around the world and I wanted to teach. I've been to 154 countries,

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traveling and speaking. I've done the Breakthrough Experience in 65 countries.

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And I can tell you right now that

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if you never give up on something that's deeply meaningful to you, It's yours,

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but you have to be willing to do whatever it freaking takes.

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When I said to my mom, I'll do whatever it takes, travle whatever distance,

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pay whatever price to give my service of love. That no

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turning back attitude is what gives you your result. Now,

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why am I saying this today?

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Because I didn't know what a genius was when I started,

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but my mom when I came back to Hawaii and I asked her what a genius was.

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She says, well, it's like people like Albert Einstein had Da Vinci. I said,

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well, then get me every book that's been written on those guys,

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let me start learning about them.

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I later learned that a genius is one who listens to their inner voice and

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follows their inner vision and lets the voice and the vision on the inside be

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greater and louder than all opinions on the outside.

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They're not living in conformity. They're living in enormity.

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They're living in a vision of what they want to create.

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And I believe that everyone who's sitting here right now,

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looking at this presentation has that inside you.

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I have been working,

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I used to do a little program called activating your genius, right?

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Awakening Your Genius.

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And I looked at all the common denominators of some of the most ingenious

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polymathic individuals through history,

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and what were the common threads to them.

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And one thing I'm absolutely certain is they're pursuing something that

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absolutely inspires them,

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that they see in the vision and they're innovating creative unborrowed,

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visionary information and new information that's cutting edge.

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That's an original novel that they don't,

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they don't subordinate they don't cite other people, they are just originators.

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Kind of like John

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Nash in 'A Beautiful Mind' when he's going out there looking at the pigeons and

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the algorithms of the pigeons, trying to find, you know,

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something original while everybody else's reciting other people and doing

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citations of other professionals and subordinating to their ideas and limiting

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their concepts. He's an original thinker.

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I have said since I was 18 to 20 years old, I said that, I'm original, you know,

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thinker, I create original ideas that serve humanity. I create original ideas.

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And I wanted to create original ideas. Something that no one's thought of.

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And I've done it. With the Demartini Method I've got it. I've created it,

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something that serves. The information

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I share in the Breakthrough Experience is original, it serves.

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So I'm a firm believer that if you set your mind to doing something that's

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deeply meaningful, that is really calling inside you, amazing

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doors of opportunity will keep doing if you persevere on it.

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I've always said that if I stay with something long enough,

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everybody else dies out you end up at the top.

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You just got to stay with it long enough. And perseverance is the key to that.

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If you stay persevered towards something that's deeply meaningful,

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nothing's going to stop you from that, if you have that much of a drive.

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In fact, if you think that you've had setbacks and failures,

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that's because you don't really have the thing, that's really on fire for you.

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Because when you are really doing something you're really inspired to do,

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you don't see failure, you see feedback.

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That's been proven now in neurological studies, you see feedback. You say, okay,

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refinement. No stopping, refinement.

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So in your life right now,

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if you scanned your life and looked at the voids that are determining your

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values, my voids of being constrained,

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wanted me to be free, which allowed me to now travel the world.

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My inability to speak made me want to articulate,

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now speak probably more voluminously than probably most ever speaker.

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My desire to want to not be constrained made me go travel extensively,

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20 frigging million miles a year. They said, I'd never read. Well,

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frigging over 30,500 books now. And somebody said I would never, she said,

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I would never communicate.

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We've reached millions of people through every friggin medium possible.

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So the very things that we're told we're not going to do,

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may be the very things we're going to do.

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So when somebody says you can't do something, it may be the very gift.

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Right now I wish that teacher in first grade was there, I'd give her a hug.

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Thank you for giving me exactly the voids I needed to help me get where I wanted

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to go in life. That was the most deeply meaningful path. She wasn't a mistake.

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She was on the way. The braces weren't a mistake.

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Every one of those components of my life were exactly what was needed to get

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me where I am today. And I'm certain

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after working with thousands of people in the Breakthrough Experience,

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I'm certain that the same thing's going on there.

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Because I see people that think, 'Well, my mama wasn't there.

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She abandoned me.' Or whatever. 'Great. Who became your mom?' 'Well,

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I got this mom and that was the lady that had more money and allowed me to go to

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school.

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And now I'm educated and I've done what I've done to do.' 'Well if you had your

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mom and you blaming your mom for not being there,

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but the truth is if she had been there,

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you might not have ever gotten to have that education.' 'Never thought about

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that.' We constantly compare our lives to fantasies on how it should have been

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instead of honoring the way it is and not honoring how those voids are giving us

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the gifts we need. So just know that everything in your life,

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if you look back at it and make an inventory of all

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been through in your life that you thought were errors or mistakes,

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or IN the way, or challenges,

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all those voids that you think are voids, may not be voids,

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they may be gifts. Anything you can't say thank you for is baggage.

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Anything you can say, thank you for is fuel.

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And I just wanted to share that story because hopefully that makes you look at

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your own life because there is a genius inside you. The

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genius is when you're authentic and integral to what is that's really deeply

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meaningful to you. All of your judgments,

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all the things you're too proud or too humble to admit you see in other people

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inside yourself are all determining your voids in life.

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All the things that you judge out there as extremely pleasureful or painful,

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are going to be stored in your subconscious mind as voids wanting to be

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neutralized and appreciated and loved.

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Everything that's going on in your life is actually part of the path.

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I always say that our highest value, our purpose in life is the most efficient,

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effective path to fulfill the greatest amount of voids with the greatest amount

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of values. So all of those things are on the way, not in the way.

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So anything you can't say thank you for is baggage,

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but anything you can say thank for is because you've seen how it's catalyzed

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exactly what you needed to go to the next step.

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And all the jobs you've had and all the careers that you've done and all the

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experiences and the boyfriends and girlfriends or whatever the relationships

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you've had, all of them are giving you exactly the pieces that you need.

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And to not

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look and extract meaning out of your existence and not see how all of them are

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giving you what you're wanting in life is crazy.

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There's two things you want to master in life,

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one you want to prioritize your life and fill your day with the highest priority

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actions, because when you live by high priority,

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you grow in self worth and confidence. And the second one is to ask yourself,

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whatever's perceived in your life,

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how is it helping you fulfill what's highest on your value?

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How's it helping you fulfill your mission?

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Anywhere in your life If you look back, if you think, well,

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that was in the way that that was a setback and I'm a victim of that,

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ask how'd that experience exactly the way it was,

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how has it helped me get what I am here to do,

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my purpose in life, my highest value? And you'll wake up your genius.

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Because when you're living by your highest value,

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you pursue challenges that inspire you. And that is the key to building genius.

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And a genius is simply the individual who's authentic with original ideas.

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And, you know,

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there's people out there jumping off bungee jumps and they're doing walking on

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coals, doing rope climbing,

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and they're doing metaphors for courage and this kind of thing,

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but those are totally insignificant,

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totally insignificant compared to the courage it takes to be yourself.

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And by finding out what all these things are,

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is guiding you to be yourself and willing to be yourself and not fit in,

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but just to actually stand out as a unique individual with your unique

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contribution is the key to your genius.

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So I just wanted to share my story on that. Some of you have heard this story.

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Some of you may not, but I want to share that

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story because I want you to look inside your own life and

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take a deep inspection, introspection,

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reflection of

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all the magnificent things that are necessary in your

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the way that you may not have seen.

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And just know that any one you don't see on the way, that you see in the way,

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is holding you back.

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But anything you see on the way is fueling you and no friction, but fuel.

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And I believe

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that inspiration and enthusiasm and certainty and presence and gratitude and

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love, these

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transcendental feelings are confirmations that you're perceiving things in a

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way that's helping you fulfill what's really meaningful to you.

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So I just wanted to take that time to share that story

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because I'm a genius and I apply my wisdom,

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that one statement impacted my life significantly. In fact,

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two years after I started saying that when I was at the Wharton college,

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I had a gathering of 17 students gathered around a table and

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they were asking me questions on helping

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for a test. You know, I was getting ready to take a test.

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And I heard this one kid say 'That Demartini is a frigging genius'.

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And I remember what Paul Bragg said immediately when I heard him say that,

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whispered it to another kid. When I heard him say that, I thought, wow,

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Paul Bragg said, if I said that statement every single day,

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sooner or later the cells of my body would tingle with it, so will the world.

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And that night I went home and I filled literally a 24

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hour day list of statements that I wanted to say to myself,

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because I thought if one statement could make a difference,

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why not fill my whole day with statements like that?

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And I realized that if I don't fill my day with high priority actions that

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inspire me, my day is going to fill up a low priority distractions that don't.

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So you might want to stop and reframe all the things that you've experienced in

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your past and see how they can be turned into statements about how you would

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love your life and recite those every day, as a reminder,

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a checkup from the neck up,

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a reminder of you really would love to do in your life.

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Because if you don't decide,

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nobody else is going to get up in the morning and decide.

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They're going to project their values onto your life.

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They're not going to decide what you want.

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They're going to decide what they feel is wise for you.

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So take command of your life. Any area of your life you're not empowering,

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any area of your life you're not empowered in, people are going to overpower.

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take command, recognize that it's all on the way,

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decide exactly how you want it. Prioritize your actions,

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prioritize your perceptions,

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and let's get on with going and releasing your genius onto the planet.

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So that's my message for this morning, I went a few minutes over,

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but I just wanted to share that in case that's a value to you,

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but do not let anybody on the outside interfere with

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your inspiration on the inside.

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That's one thing that I learned that day when my mom told me she loved me no

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matter what,

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I was not going to let anything on this planet interfere with my mission.

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Not even myself.

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Now to close I just wanted to share something.

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I had the opportunity to do a presentation called discover the hidden order that

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unites and empowers us all. I was a little wild and on fire. I think,

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I don't know, people thought, wow, their comments were 'wow, blown away',

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kind of thing.

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It may be something that's not inspiring to you. I don't know.

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But all I know is if you want to find out how the hidden order is in your life

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and see how things are on the way and discover the magnificence of your life and

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ask new sets of questions.

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So you're not letting the outside world and the apparent chaos interfere with

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what you really want in your heart. Please take advantage of this. It's free.

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Get this, take advantage of this is a very powerful presentation I did.

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I promise you it'll blow you away.

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It's about discovering the hidden order in the chaos.

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And I went down the rabbit hole. I went deeper than typical. So please get it.

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Even if you're not ready for it, just get it.

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You're going to say thank you for getting it. And,

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I just want you to listen to that maybe more than once.

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Cause if you're interested in waking up your genius,

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if you're wanting to find the hidden order,

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if you want to be individuals that are inspired by your life,

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I believe that that little presentation I did will be a very valuable.

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Pardon my sniffles a bit,

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but I sometimes when I share that it kind of gets to me.

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